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#dont know if i can stay here til tuesday#what am i even trying to prove#is the crying every approx 2 hours just due to fuckin hormones#i want to hear from you more but i shouldnt need to#when will a conversation with my mother not feel like someone is reaching into my chest and squeezing#will i get through an entire night while here without having to have a drink#relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse re#way to make myself feel even more like im 15 again by venting in the tags of an empty tumblr post#i just dont want certain people who have my private twitter to see this#but when i cant talk to anyone who knows and cares about me i can always talk to hundreds of strangers on the internet (and also some#people who do know me hiiiiii if you read this i am okay)#i miss living (a week ago a year ago 5 years ago never)#too much love nothing to do with it#except cry and drink i guess#maybe try and see A Single Star in the suburban london sky#i used to love it here#i miss my old friends but cant talk to them i miss alex and patrick and kris and travis and gargi and alex the most#i dont want to think in my own brain anymore i cant fucking wait til buxton i need to act again get me out of ym fucking head
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thinkong about long hair yusuke again
#🥴#p5#persona 5#yusuke kitagawa#p5r#day one of not thinking about long hair yusuke in concept art. relapsed. relapsed. relapsed. relapsed. relapsed. re
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the charm of the first two class of 09 games were the balance of satire and realism (which are enhanced by the voice acting) that redeem the 'anti-visual novel' intention too well. class of 09 was fun because we get moments that feel real. there's nicole's arguements with her mom and the conversations between any of the teenagers are time-period accurate despite the cartoonishness
the comedy works because the dialogue flows well. the dark humor and shock value are carefully executed. the edginess works because of the writing knowing its limits
it knows when to be funny (mr lorre meeting up with nicole) and when to take itself seriously (nicole talking about her experience as a myspace escort)
i really think that nicole being a bad person without bigotry (most of the time) is what makes its comedy work.
flipside fails miserably and feels like a disconnection from the other two games. when jecka suffers it's just for the sake of suffering. it isnt like in the other two games where nicole suffers as consequence. honestly, flipside just looks like what class of 09 would be without the proper care it was given. it focused too much on trying to be edgy and funny that it doesnt execute the realism. nicole's mom was written in a way that feels real. her multiple divorces are comedically cartoonish but when she's on screen and voice acted she actually behaves like a real life mother. jecka's dad has none of that. he just says things and yells when he wants to.
#class of 09#class of 09 flipside#im not wording this right sorry#seriously the comedy was really good#jecka and nicole making karen relapse was funny because it was non-stop over the top and clever#mr katz nearly buying crack from nicole was funny because of the stakes (same with mr lorre)#(tgough mr lorre getting caught was funny because of him introducing himself as high-profile and because of his panic)#can you tell i love the re-up#genuinely the re-up is the best game because of its deviation from the rejection sim intentions#but anyway yeah the nicole-centric games really felt like a comedy about a teenage girl from the late 2000s living her life#which flipside LACKED#things just happen to jecka and thats it
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i haven't even gotten past the 3rd boss yet but this guy and his unbearable cringefail personality has enraptured me
#hades#hades 2#hades spoilers#hades 2 spoilers#hades chronos#creations of raptor#he's so fucking awful . i llike hium#day 1 of trying not to think about fucking that old man. relapsed. relapsed. relapsed. re
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🌸 TW: b0dycheck 🌸
[-30 lbs]
I couldn’t notice the difference till I looked at the photos next to each other… but defiantly worth it
[190lbs to 159lbs]
#ana0rex1a#ana buddie#body ch3ck#eating disoder trigger warning#tw ed but not sheeran#tw ed sheeran#ed relapse#fatsp0#fatspiration#chubsp0#low res#high restriction#low cal restriction#tw restriction#ed ednotsheeran restriction#weight loss diet#low cal diet#3d diet#pr0ana diet#a4a diet#omad diet
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trigun souleater au lol
#people seem to like it so i'll post here too#and i might elaborate idk i'm making a google doc -guy who is insane abt aus#day one of not giving characters anti eyebrow piercings. relapsed. relapsed. re#he's so bbg#trigun#tristamp#trigun stampede#legato bluesummers#trigun fanart#tristamp fanart#legato#legato fanart#fanart#art#draw#doodle#drawing#digital art#artists on tumblr#my art
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Rehab was pretty hit or miss - I met some great people, but the program was very 12 Steps oriented, and I'm more convinced than ever that the 12 Steps is a cult that leads its members to an early death. On the other hand, changing my medication totally killed my desire to drink as did the conviction that I do not want anything to do with the world of recovery
#for some people recovery is their whole life#everyone there had been to every single rehab in the area and even to that one multiple times#and they keep relapsing worse and worse every time and then the program blames and shames them and tells them they're just doing it wrong#and eventually they die. every day they'd tell us one or more former clients just died#groups were too often full of scientific misinformation and led by people who don't know what they're talking about#and I didn't realize this but the format of a 12 step meeting is you say a bunch of prayers someone shares their story there's comment time#and then more prayers#and while I enjoy hearing the stories it's like this could have been a reddit post#but I watched The Big Lebowski for the first time and I read a really good French book called The Elegance of the Hedgehog#I might try a Refuge Recovery meeting. that's a Buddhist program that I think is similar to Dharma Recovery#also I got re-addicted to cigarettes bc smoking is the primary social activity in any rehab. so now I have to quit again#also I think Jeff Bridges looks like Arthur Morgan
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#this month and a half is awful lmao#testing positive for lyme disease#totaling my car#having a major neuro Event#need to be re evaluated before i can drive again#$penny rides to work#and on top of it work has been soooo so emotionally hard lately#only so many times you can watch fet and crack relapses for the 15th+ time for people you love and care about#being broke#BUT i’ll be fiiiiine
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hold me accountable pls
#annarexya#anna moots#ana diets#ed diets#cal res#low cal res#anna friends#ed friends#annablr#low cal food#annarexx#tw ana relapse#low cal diet#tw ed diet#ed moots#tw ana mention#tw ed in the tags#tw ed not sheeran#tw eating issues#tw ana dieting
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05x14
#Spn Re-watch#05x14#even with Sam's relapse and Dean's desolation this is a good episode#Edlund gets it right#my post
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rip to the characters i made in bg3 for fun ill probably never play until i finish the main 2 i wanna get done (jutta and salice tactician mode). sorry bruschetta and sorry... uh....
her whose name i dont even remember rn
#all i remember is that shes divorced as fuck but if i re-attempt her playthrough ill probably do some kind of chaotic character#post-divorce relapsing
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Do you consider high res = high calorie and low res = low calorie or vice versa? We need to settle this once and for all lol
#tw ana diary#high restriction#ed but not sheeran#tw ed in the tags#tw ana relapse#i want to be weightless#ed vent#i wanna be thinner#tw ed diet#ana trigger#tw disordered eating#bulimima#low calorie#low res#ana stuff#4norex1a#calories#i want to be slim
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tbh aaron tveit put his entire enjolrussy into the charming young man capable of being terrible act and to this day i think we don't thank him enough for it
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I didn’t expect to have to have dinner with my mom, unfortunately!
#tw mia#food log#weight loss#analog#tw relaspe#low res#low restriction#b0nesp0#food diary#relasping#tw ed diet#th1gh g@p#i will be th1n#tw ana vent#tw ed relapse#tw ana#tw eating issues#tw disordered eating#tw ana diary#tw ed#tw ana bløg#ana trigger#th11n$p0#th1n$po#light as a feather#light as a 🪶#tw bmi#low cal restriction#low bmi#tw 3d vent
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Blessings from my grandmother:
• A whole 12 pack of grape propel(electrolytes)
• I asked for cheese and she sent a bag of pre-portioned cheeses. (I never know how to count cheese cals)
• my favorite soup
blessings from ?:
• dairy free-yogurt? this was randomly included in my groceries so maybe its a blessing? I don't like normal yogurt so maybe I'll like this kind!
#ana male#ed behaviors#ed brain#rice cake nation#anasp0#@na rules#ed relapse#i wanna be perfect#tw ed sheeran#weight loss diet#i will be thinner#unhealthy weight loss#low cal diet#low cal meal#low res#low cal restriction#tw restriction#ed rant
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He was intimately familiar with the feel of it, rich red and liquid against the flesh of his hand. Still, Max studied his blood creeping up the IV tube—just backflow, the nurse had reassured him, very normal—with more than a little sense of unease.
Max had not wanted to be here in the first place. It was just headaches—was there anything more stupid to be admitted into the hospital for? And anyways, it was all J’onn’s fault he was here, the traitor. Apparently his telepathic skills extended to a partial sensitivity for mental pain. And now Max was sitting in this plastic chair in a hospital gown feeling stupid, with three different tube connecting thingys dangling out of his arm like computer wires. They had asked him earlier if he had had any piercings, shrapnel in his body or what, and he’d felt a perverse sort of pride in saying no, he didn’t think so, but he had been caught in the middle of combat before, seeing as he was manager of The Justice League, said with suitable pomp and audible Capital Letters; and then J’onn had given him a Look and Max had grumbled a little and said again, no, probably not.
im in hsopital
#i literallt just give all my life experience to fictional characters#i had an mri today and im going to write max undergoing it. Btw#dcposting#dc#jli#maxwell lord#j'onnmax#(if u squint)#like seriously tho the whole time that ive been having these literal daily all day headaches I've been thinkinf of maxwell lord and a#kilg%re relapse. pain that throbs to the beat of ur heart? kilgore!!! could be!!!! only leaves you when you sleep?? could be as well!!!#'why not dr midnite why not just use xray vision' Shut the fuck up it's my life i get to project whatever i want if i want tk
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