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Rehab was pretty hit or miss - I met some great people, but the program was very 12 Steps oriented, and I'm more convinced than ever that the 12 Steps is a cult that leads its members to an early death. On the other hand, changing my medication totally killed my desire to drink as did the conviction that I do not want anything to do with the world of recovery
#for some people recovery is their whole life#everyone there had been to every single rehab in the area and even to that one multiple times#and they keep relapsing worse and worse every time and then the program blames and shames them and tells them they're just doing it wrong#and eventually they die. every day they'd tell us one or more former clients just died#groups were too often full of scientific misinformation and led by people who don't know what they're talking about#and I didn't realize this but the format of a 12 step meeting is you say a bunch of prayers someone shares their story there's comment time#and then more prayers#and while I enjoy hearing the stories it's like this could have been a reddit post#but I watched The Big Lebowski for the first time and I read a really good French book called The Elegance of the Hedgehog#I might try a Refuge Recovery meeting. that's a Buddhist program that I think is similar to Dharma Recovery#also I got re-addicted to cigarettes bc smoking is the primary social activity in any rehab. so now I have to quit again#also I think Jeff Bridges looks like Arthur Morgan
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my disabled ass, after (1)good day: "obviously I am cured. in fact it may have all been in my head. who can say? now to rejoin society!"
me, the next day: "it has come to my attention that i may be chronically ill."
#who'd have thunk#we're all shocked i know#i forced myself to go to supermarket and ended up clinging to the shopping cart to stay upright#took two hours to stop shaking from exertion#then immediately corralled the cat to tend to his rash#mfer struggles and protests until he realizes all over again that it feels quite nice actually#and then goes deadweight and purrs *while* warbling mournfully#presumably just on principle#but it's all still more spoons than I can spare#i need to take him to the vet for his follow up in a bit#so fucking drained#send thoughts and prayers#ugh#chronic illness#spoonie#disability#knee of huss
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Death makes angels of us all
#i need more gore sastiel content! please! I need sastiel covered in blood#also I can’t stop listening to an America Prayer#my art#supernatural#sam winchester#spn#castiel#sastiel#samcas
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Everyone's always going on about Crowley/David Tennant being the slutty one with his slutty little walk and his slutty and unusual little relationship with furniture but no one talks about slutty Aziraphale/Michael Sheen and his slutty little expressions every time he looks at Crowley, the harlot
Michael Sheen is a master of micro-expressions and knew what he was doing.
#good omens#ineffable husbands#good omens season 2#good omens s2#aziraphale#listen the lust and longing oozes from aziraphale more than crowley imo who is more understated#how this idiot angel has managed to refuse to go away with crowley not once but TWICE when he looks at him like this i will never know#someone get this man a mirror#he's embarassing himself#anyway thoughts and prayers for crowley who probably thought all this nonsense was overcome in season 1 like the rest of us
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“I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your love in the light of the stars”
#my magnum opus for the next few weeks I fear#I tried to go for a stained window sort of effect#it was more obvious before bc I had a gradient of sunset colours behind oru#but it was too overpowering#I think it still translates as a sun behind him though idk#witch hat atelier#fanart#wha#tongari boushi no atelier#olruggio#qifrey#orufrey#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#song is ‘Dante’s prayer’ by loreena mckennit
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if you like florence + the machine and also kristen applebees and figueroth faeth. may i offer you cassandra
#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20 fanart#dimension 20 fantasy high#kristen applebees#fig faeth#craftie art#guys i. don't know what our fandom tag is to be honest. there's too many???#i should've put a mic in her hands.#i dunno there's something so fun and very teenager behavior for multiple girls in your friend group to ressurrect their own bespoke gods <3#later addition: i think cassandra is a very kristen song but figs would be more war pigs.#she just hadnt found that form of prayer yet
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The way that I cope with the reality that I must make content out of my dearest friend in this world in order to preserve his life monetarily is to imagine that his story reaching American ears might wake you up to the reality that Palestine is still alive, despite this brutal war of extermination. We can shake free of our own terror at the fact that all of us need each other. We can love Palestinians — not just the idea of Palestine in an American imaginary, though that idea sings its own important song and can be shaped more or less correctly — right now, and that love can save their lives.
Mohamed’s wife, Manal, has vowed to get up and walk out of the hospital because of the enthusiasm the campaign was met with. Don’t allow that enthusiasm to be limited to the moments following a brutal attempt on their life sheltering outside Al-Aqsa Martyr’s Hospital.
Do not abandon the dying or the besieged between life-threatening explosions. Nothing in your life is more worth doing than not abandoning one another beyond the points of crisis.
Do you understand what I am showing you?
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How to deal with a terrible breakup? Easy! You don't. Everything is okay in the fantasy sitcom suburb land where you control everything ever.
Silly goofy au hours. More crack than serious, but I enjoy it. I worry the three(3) episodes of Wandavision I watched and a Don't Worry Darling plot synopsis changed my neuron pathing for the worst.
#gravity falls#billford#bill cypher#fanart#stanford pines#au#ocs#ngl the idea started similar to the Dont Worry thing but got reminded that Ford had that metal plate#Soooo#yeah#Mind control not on the table? Less mind control#more erasing memories. Like that section in the book with Ford's name#Regardless hope that Ford becomes a widow very soon thoughts and prayers for him#Super close to making a few more drawings with spongebob parenting the clam memes#but maybe in the future#I do love drawing Bill with a fedora and tie#If not#Def want to draw more Billford art in general#The special interest do be special interesting
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Escaped clone au
You know all those fics where Danny and Damian are twins but everyone first assumes Danny must be a clone? How about an au where Danny is Damian's clone who escaped the League after he was assumed dead. Damian could even have been the one to have "killed" him, back when Danny was a newly created, fully brainwashed clone minion and trying to kill Damian himself.
Danny gets adopted by the Fentons and canon goes on as normal, until Dan. Witnessing what would happen to the world should he turn evil really drove home to Danny how dangerous he is.
Even if he was confident he could be trusted with his absurd amount of power (which he isn't), what if the League of Assassins found out about him? Does he still have programming triggers from his evil assassin clone conditioning?
So, Danny does the responsible thing: he goes to Batman to turn himself in.
Cue Danny showing up on Bruce's doorstep with ghost hunting equipment, intel on the afterlife, and an almost unbelievable backstory. Somehow he still managed to be more well-adjusted than Damian.
More thoughts under the read more
Here's how I'm thinking Danny leaving the League went down:
After surviving his wounds but failing his mission, Danny (then an unnamed potential Damian replacement) knew there was no point in returning to the League. As a failure, he was meant to be disposed of. He even thought of simply allowing himself to perish, since that was what the League would do.
But he couldn't help but feel as though that would be a waste of a resource. Surely he could be of more use to the League alive than dead?
That tiny bit of rebellious logic is what caused Danny to go into hiding, only living on based on the off chance he would find opportunities to further the League's goals. Obviously, that mentality didn't last long after being exposed to the real world and meeting one Jazz Fenton.
Being adopted by the Fentons was the best cover Danny could have asked for, since any odd behavior he couldn't hide while he was learning how to be "normal" was totally overshadowed by the sheer bizarre eccentricity of his new parents. He was still the neighborhood weird kid, but even that was a major upgrade from disposable tool, so Danny considered it a win.
Anyway, if anyone likes this idea, please feel free to have at it! Interpret it as you please :)
#dpxdc#dpxdc prompts#dawningwrites#Danny: I'm too powerful help please accept this 10 step guide that MIGHT give you a prayer of defeating me#Bruce: and you're saying that on top of all your potentially apocalyptic abilities you're also the ruler of another dimension??#Danny: I know right?? they wouldn't listen to me when I said a teenager wasn't qualified. and technically I'm only 5 years old!#Danny's better adjusted than Damian bc he had Jazz to help him#and he didn't have to be anything other than a “normal” teen until his accident#whereas Damian had a bunch of traumatized and emotionally stunted vigilantes with a complicated family dynamic he walked into#Alfred did his best but there was only so much he could do without undermining Bruce or interfering with their vigilantism#Dan happened before Dani so she might not be in this (yet)#but if Danny's clones are still a thing I think he'd be even more traumatized by most of them melting#Dani: you don't know what it's like to be made by a rich supervillain to replace your original and then be discarded as a failure#Danny: ha ha so funny story#damian wayne#damian al ghul
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#a doodley#yes sorry ANOTHER naked talon#i wanna line this one i wanna color a human naked talon. i have ideas. hyperpigmentation... prayer emoji#also i know shoulder stretch marks are uncommon/more common in bodybuilders i think bc of the tears for muscle but#i want talon to have em on the back and also in that connecting pec area idkkk i just think theyre lovely to give#to ocs in the sense of like ohh growth spurt... from when u Grew...IDKK#anyway i think its been a year since i drew (+ colored) him naked in a not furry way...yey#I shld draw al naked too but i cant think about that rn bc im going to bed#or maybe i shall......
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As a result of the drought there's a big fire on a section of the ridge between where I live and the lake. Wonderful people are doing what they can to stop it but the woods are like dried tinder right now and it's spreading like, well, you know. The ridge runs for hundreds of miles and is full of all kinds of wildlife plus some people have homes on it. Hoping against hope that this thing can be stopped before the whole length of the ridge catches fire like a burning wick.
#pennsylvania#landscape#tw fire#tw bad news#prayers and spells welcome#it's causing me more anxiety than the election tbh#off topic#text post
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my friends: excitedly waiting for Fontaine to drop
me: annoying everyone around me by constantly pointing out how extremely oumacore lyney is
#danganronpa v3#ouma kokichi#ever makes art#every new piece of lyney trailer and dialogue we get is just more evidence for my file#i wanted to paint thos but im in death valley and dj comes first... please imagine color for me ty#prayer circle all lyney wanters win their 50/50
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Do anyone else's prayers go like
(lights up incense) Hear me, oh, Apollo, sun god, patron of arts, benefactor of humanity, god of medicine and healing. If I gave you an offering last Sunday, I'm doing the same today to thank you for the outburst of creativity I got this week... (breathes) okay so today I met this cute Italian boy
#a challenge for me this year has been to be a little bit more candid when communicating with the gods#so first i do all the formar prayers and then i jump straight into a yapathon#apollo#apollo devotee#apollo deity#apollo worship#paganblr#paganism#hellenic polytheist#hellenic polytheism#helpol#witchblr
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Release for a heart wrecked by hate.
anyone else thinks an unhealthy amount about Gabriel seeking his end at Minos' hands bc it's the only way he can think of to make things right? no one but me??
#ultrakill#minos ultrakill#minos prime#gabriel ultrakill#minosgabe#fanart#sketch#art#my art#artists on tumblr#tw strangling#tbh minos is more like holding gabriel in place while crying :(((#i've got a bunch of wips with them being lovey dovey but i just really love that one a lot#also i didn't forget minos' snakes i just like his arms too much to cover them up on there lmao#caption from Prayers Unanswered by The Body
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yeah this mlm fan ship is fun but what if they were both butch lesbians? you ever think about that?
#all straigh ships are just butch femme#i feel this was about#dinluke#and#thorbruce#lesbian thorbruce is in my thoughts and prayers#i think about lesbian sasunaru daily#also#superbat#sns#sasunaru#and ur gonna tell me moried wouldn't be better wlw?#moried#i'm on my stone butch for twink butch agenda#and with that#logurt#butch wolverine#has me in SHAMBLES#i think about lesbian thor all the time ALL THE TIME#ur gonna look me and my eyes and tell me that i can't make everyone a lesbain becuase your WRONG#this is my gay agenda#the lesbian agenda#right here in real time#further more the trans lesbain agenda#lgbtq#lesbian#butch4butch#butch4femme#i fucking love lesbians#i love us so bad
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If you see this, please say a Hail Mary for everyone who has committed suicide
#prayer request#couldnt find the original post#thought id make my own#theres been more than a few suicides in my area recently#i dont know most of their names so i thought a more general prayer request would be best
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