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every now and again ill remember seeing the good omens 2 finale for the first time. i remember getting to episode 5 and going "they wont kiss. i want them to, but they wont. but even if i think theres a chance im still gonna say they wont cuz then ill be excited when they do"
then we got to those last 10 mintues of episode 6. and my heart was shattering and i was crying and i was so so hurt. and then i hear "we could have been us." and i thought this is it. hes gonna leave or aziraphale is gonna try and fix this. one of those. this is the finale. here we go
and then i hear the music
god the fucking music. aziraphale looks away, crowley starts to step forward, and the music swells. and ive watched enough media to know what that means, what that entails
and im thinking "no. its not possible." and then crowley is moving forward and im think "is this actually happening? are we actually getting this?" and then im thinking "wait, not like this, please, not like this."
and then they kiss. and i literally scream. im excited im happy im hurt im aching im grieving im celebrating. they kissed!! they kissed!!!
and then they pull away and i see aziraphales expression and i can say is
"we got it, but at what cost"
i think about this a lot
#im insane did u know#literally insane#i cried over the scene just the other day#good omens#good omens 2#good omens 2 spoilers#i identify with aziraphale way too much#cuz i know they r gonna get a happy ending#but i had a fight like this before#and it hurts#it hurts a lot#and i was on the aziraphale end of it#so the guilt?? that i felt??? watching that????#indescribable#i moved past it with the other person#but fuck#seeing it again?#on tv??#that hurt#which is why im so insane for the show#AUGH#screaming crying throwing up#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable divorce
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this#lotus draws
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i put on both my yaoi and my incest goggles before i consume any piece of media and this is why my textual analysis will always be more enlightened and factually correct than
#currently pretending to deliberate between watching bates motel and supernatural knowing DAMN WELL#im about to put on family guy#which also is an insane show for incest btw. like if u really watch it its kind of crazy that they aired this#like why is stewie the baby fuckin the family dog!?!?#why is chris always hitting on meg!?!?#seth mcfarlane i need to have so many words with you#supernatural#bates motel#the vampire diaries#as i lay dying
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happy pride month. i did not make this up for th ememe
#knight rider#kr#michael knight#kitt#art#doodles#comic#gay#knight rider fanart#mk2000#this has happened in at least.... 2 or 3 episodes i think#that's kinda gay michael#kitt was either going to say he's not an infant or something about how that's a word he only hears directed at attractive women#and michael is not. going to deal with one of those answers. doesn't even wanna know which he was going to ask#im going downtown tonight if i die and this was the last post on my blog it would be so so so so so funny#anyway my mom and my aunt both follow my instagram and watched knight rider in the 80s. so. i embrace whatever happens ;;#im still thinking about ''why dont You ever get me flowers'' or however that line went.#likE YEAH MICHAEL YOUR CAR HAS SAVED YOUR LIFE *NUMEROUS* TIMES. GET HIM SOME FLOWERS.#SCREAMS. why is this show so fruity i feel insane#gio if you see this when you build your kitt you need to take him to pride parades with little rainbow flags stuck off the windows#FLAG is only one letter away from F-
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caps from comic Im doing
#not art yet. sorta#yeah that's one piece#outing myself this year as a sanji enjoyer#idk what compelled me to come back here (that's a lie I know 100% and it's haterism) but I did finally sit down and put down#this idea I've sat on for a Long time. bc I think I just. finally feel ready for it#or rather. both it and myself have been worn down and moulded enough by just. time passing. to be able to sit with each other in peace#but yeah I'm now neck deep in this (almost halfway thru inking!!) and Im learning a Lot#whatever u say abt one piece oda is a Phenomenal comic artist. one piece art-wise is dense on a level that makes me feel insane#like you barely see more than one type of screentone used and it's mostly to separate planes. its Just Ink. its fucked up#and drawing this comic is forcing me to show up on my a-game on a craft level as well. I love so much a Large part of it so far#comic is good guys. did u guys know that has anyone said this before#but yeah this one will! probably get posted to my main blog when the posting version is done. which is why I said in the prev ask#that the spheres might intersect soon lol#Im aware this is a stupid way to go about it if u look at it from a marketing/advertising angle. but thats not what Im here for#Im showing u cool bugs I made basically. and when the exhibit happens its gonna have mostly nothing to do with this#but yeah. if u see a comic with these caps in it in the future u will Know#otherwise we keep up kayfabe yeah? for fun. for comfort
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grif's surgery but just a little more... obvious?
I actually rly rly ADORE frankengrif but I don't have an in-show reason why he'd have extensive long-term allogeneic skingrafts on his face 😔
#rvb#red vs blue#dexter grif#grif#*24#mine#art#cw wounds#Look I love biology stuff like this so I like researching what would be at least semi-plausible even if it's just for a dumb halo show that#makes 0 sense where CPR cures a headshot but i cant help it!!! and like the 'lazy' reason for it would be sarge is just crazy like that but#its not a good reason imo. and like the things he lists needing replacement are mostly internal and body parts which makes sense#considering how grif got injured by sheila like I could 100% see that rupturing organs and crushing his hand and there being burns etc#but like nothing points to grif needing any surgery above the neck and i dont think anyone mentions his face being different? i could#make up injuries for him but nothing in the show actually supports that he'd need grafts for anything but his body..#I'm SOO ready to be convinced otherwise btw like I said I want an obvious frankengrif to be true so bad !!#AGH would it be too insane of me to make like a surgery/injury overview thing for grif just so i can convince myself abt this idea...#i can bend to some fun stuff tho im not a total joykill u know! thats why i give his body the mismatched donor skin look despite allogeneic#grafts not being permanent w/ current tech. like it really doesn't matter if it's realistic or whatever but also Yes It Does.#and like during/after chorus would grey offer to 'fix' it? i imagine the feds could mesh a skin so they could use grif's own skin..#or like during rats nest when they got reassigned?
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I feel like people just like the idea of characters being in romantic relationships more than them actually being in a romantic relationship in the canon story.
Sometimes people lose the point of why these two people aren’t in a romantic relationship and what that means for their dynamic in the story.
People just see two characters that are close (or literally just next to each other) and are like ‘they have to be in love’ but that can actually ruin the complexities of their non romantic relationship in the long run if they do end up together.
I’m not saying you can’t ship characters, far from it, I’m just saying maybe you should think about what these two characters mean as friends and if them being in a relationship can devalue what they have in canon.
Making stuff basic Yaoi/Yuri can ruin what complexities these characters have. Stop watering down things!
#every day I hate shipping culture more and more#like genuinely if I go on a tag now and it’s all shipping I’m like ugh#WHICH IS WEIRD BECAUSE LIKE??? I CAN BE A BIG SHIPPER??? BUT LATELY IM LIKE#these two characters literally have more potential as friends? Or enemies? Or anything other than being romantically interested in each oth#shipping#shipping culture#hellsite#tumblr#JAYVIK HAS RUINED ME I LIKED IT AT FIRST BUT NOW IM LIKE REALLY??? REALLY GUYS???#Why can’t two men be inseparable and it also be platonic :(#Also Helluva boss has this problem so bad#the new episode came out and people immediately started shipping Satan and his imp guy and it’s like#Really? Ok but in that case the imp has zero personality and people are just insane i think#LIKE EVERY CHARACTER HAS TO BE SHIPPED IN THAT SHOW 😭😭😭😭 WHY#rant
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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another fav:
you can see how annoyed jack is over this request. annoyed seems like a weird word. disappointment, frustration, anger, irritation. exhaustion. i was half expecting him to say, “i’m so tired of having to forgive people.”
i do think it was a bit too wide of a net cast with regards to jack’s anger (joke was just a small part of a bigger issue) but what we can understand, especially by episode 4, is how much people let jack down or simply abandon him. his parents leaving in the most brutal way, his guiding force and only male influence betraying him and fucking with his life, this boy he thought he knew fucking with his head and sacrificing himself for 5y.
none of those are small things. and i love how they handled forgiveness—jack didn’t forgive him. the whole scene is great (minus how clearly hot the coach was and idk why they made him keep that on). jack is frustrated, he’s confused, he’s just surviving. when he says he feels empty…he is. yin rly got that across for me esp when he was just listening to what the coach had to say. the emotion through the coolness shows us how genuine he is but also how..well yea, empty.
the visual cramping in the apartment buildings remind me of him. there’s too much to hold in one space and people could fix it but instead pile in more things. jack will burst. there’s this stagnancy to the place they exist in (the city) like nothing changes, no one gets out, there’s no point in struggling just let the misery we know will come, come. it’s so dry but suffocates. you can feel the heat (not only bc THEY DONT DRESS PROPERLYYYY) and stiffness. idk a lot of affectual-visual cues. a lot of thoughts.
anyway tl dr i liked that
#as usual i forgot what i was saying lmao#and im high#jack and joker#ya idk i like yin a lot :) i connect w his acting style. the more he does the more we will feel him. Hes grown a lot so keep going#i liked vee from lm too even tho i hated that show. Like he wasnt smazing but not terrible but i ended up likingn vee which is insane isnt i#and yet! bc he has a compeling way of playing these ppl. And hes too cute!#stanislavski luvr maybe? hmmm? anyway i like watching him and hopefully his next dramas are good and we can see him grow hus skillswt#the show has got a good way of creating that feeling lmao im like#also thinking brecht but tbqh idk and most of that has to do with a radicsl idea of art but still like#not just visually but everything the atmospher the space the way you can ge tlost in the environment#just a well constructed piece that hss its imperfections but i still see something and feel something with it#WEIRD#ANYWAY LIKE he was just like ??? why???? can someone just not hurt me for once? thatd be great
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i have accidentally gotten my sister into danganronpa i dont know if this is good or bad only time will tell
#fable talks 💫#i let her watch me play thru a trial in thh and she went and watched a compilation of all the deaths which is CRAZY#because like why would you spoil it for urself like that girl. fucking insane lmao#im so sad cuz i wanted to show her all the games myself and see her genuine reactions to everything but now i CANT cuz shes IMPATIENT graag#i love her tho im happy she likes the series
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i saw an abba cover band tonight and honestly most of the performance was spent imagining what im sure is some absolutely insane interpersonal drama
#the performance was. fine the band carried it though#I JUST WORK IN ARTS AND CULTURE AND NOW IM A SNOB. I WORK IN A THEATER AND IN A LIVE MUSIC VENUE SO I HAVE OPINIONS.#their mixing was. strange right at the top one of the singers was clearly not getting enough of her own vocals in her monitor#FLASH PHOTOGRAPHY? HAZE NOTICE?? NOTHING????#so her voice sounded really strained. which is something they should have fixed in soundcheck.#she slayed at the winner takes it all though ill give her that#this has just turned into me complaining but whatever#one guy on acoustic guitar who was doing The Least#the keys guy was pretty good#the other singer was. fine#the musicians though they really killed it theyre clearly insanely talented#and i just. why abba covers? i mean power to you chase your bliss and all that but they were clearly professionals and Really Fuckin Good#NO PRESHOW ANNOUNCEMENT EITHER. HOW LONG IS THE SHOW? IS THERE AN INTERMISSION? WHERE ARE YOUR EMERGENCY EXITS?#also i was a bit grumpy bc my voice is too low for a lot of abba :( and im not good enough to just. match the key or harmonize on the spot#except for the 'super trouper' bits i can do those#my tags are out of order and i cant fix them. goodnight.
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#i have a fever and started hallucinating this so i needed to get it out of my system#shanks x buggy#yes i have an ipad and procreate but no i dont know how to use it#the DID YOU FUCK MY MOM SANTA scene has been playing on repeat all day#i completely lost it a the luffy fanart inspired by it#which really shows how sick i am cause i already saw it before and did a lik hehe but today? i feel insane#also zoro is a cross guild truther cause why else would cross and mihawk start hanging out with buggy#also if someone already did this im sorry i genuinely dont recall anything i saw today on the internet
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do you care about him
#I AM INSAAAAANNEEEEEEE#SHAKES U AND CRIES AND SCREAMS#READ DUNGEON MESHI AND FALL IN LOVE WITH HOLM AND DRAW HIM IN SITUATIONS AND SHOW MEEEEE#I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH#BANGS HEAD AGAINST WALL WHY IS HE SOOOOO 💕🧡💓🤍💝💖💜💘💛💚❣️💞#im trying to draw more traditional art practicing w that thing about only using ink pen and not pencil so i cant erase#it IS working which makes me mad cuz ive avoided doing it for so long bcs im so dependent on erasing and im such a perfectionist#but i need to learn to accept mistakes and LET THEM BE and continue drawing#i need to make 1000 bad drawings in a day instead of one good drawing in a whole month cuz it will REALLY help me improve#anyways smiles PLEASE BE INSANE WITH ME ABOUT HOLM#vanya strawberry flavored#dunmeshi#my art
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Controversial take but i watched all of jjk, in subbed, so it had my full attention 100% of the time, and i am of the opinion that it just fucking sucks.
So me and my wife were talking about it, and we were trying to figure out why people like it and we've come up short. I do not understand what's so appealing about this show for so many people. Can someone PLEASE tell me.
#yes the animation is phenominal and honestly i would have stopped watching after the first episode without it#MAPPA creates some beautiful art like just gorgeous#but the constant force-feeding of every minor character's backstory was hellish for me#had me rolling my eyes every time they did it (every three seconds)#the vast majority of characters are unlikable or bland or dead#often all of the above#choso is the only character i actively liked?? like i understand him i reallu do#i liked mahito? he's a freak so that's a given#i liked that one old guy with the weird still frames power#uhhh i like sukuna's weird obsession with ripoff sasuke#edit i member: i liked megumi he deserved better#oh i also REALLY liked nanamin or whatever his name was (it's been a while)#i think yuuji's suicide mission that he didn't think through is super interesting#alright heres my most controversial take of all#i don't care at ALL abt gojo. he's so mid there's like a million characters exactly like him#and he's UGLY why do people say he's attractive bro is UGLY A HELL#the intros are baller tho i sat through them every episode no skipping that shit#gorgeous animation as i'd expect from this studio#like! there's so many little drops of things that i liked about this show! which is why it pissed me off so much every time they did boring#ass exposition dumps on characters that are gonna die in five seconds. or worse-they are gonna live and continue to bore me to tears#and when i tell you i physically couldn't read the manga because of how fucking BORING it is#i got caught up and was like 'okay ill read the manga i kinda like what's currently happening n ive made it this far might as well keep goi#g' nah man i couldn't even read a whole chapter. jjk is king of exposition dumps#i do think the powers and how if you tell your opponent what it is it gets stronger is rad#and it drives me insane because i know they know how to drip-feed information about a character! and when they do that they do it SO WELL!!#but they just force feed you all this information the rest of the time like BRO ITS TOO MUCH SLOW DOWN AND JUST LET THE CHARACTERS DO THEIR#THING AND IT WILL BE MORE SATISFYING#anyways not tagging this because i don't wanna put hate in the main tags#just like. if you see this please explain to me what im missing PLEASE i want to like this show SO bad
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going into the south p/rk tag on this website is a trip and a half
#half censoring it just so it doesnt show up in the tag pretty much jdkfdskh not for any other reason#literally WHAT is going on in there.#thunderclap#no judgement no cringe all power to them i am simply confused on 1. why. what are theyre doing to those weird freak kids#yall hitting them with the yaoification beam 😭#sidenote but i dont think i knew the 'he would not fucking say that' meme came literally from a screenshot of cartman#where he was getting asked his pronouns#which is making me feel fucking insane#idk why im making this post i am just like irradiated from the search a little bit i think
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top ten things i didnt think could happen during the aoki/bodyguard segment Aoki Actually Attacks
#snap chats#ignore the fact joon-gi's having the worst time ever ok sacrifices had to be made#GOD FINALLY I GOT THESE STUPID GIFS#the funniest bit is that aoki primarily targeted eri i just didnt wanna show her gettin dogged on twice#like father like son why the fuck do they both have problems with eri ☠️☠️#BUT YEAH NO I DIDNT. I NEVER SAW HIM USE HIS GUN OR ATTACK UNTIL LAST WEEK#AND I NEVER SAW ANYONE ELSE TALK BOUT IT AND WE ALL KEPT JOKIN AOKI NEVER USES THE GUN#BUT NO HE DOES my hypothesis. right.#is that he'll only do these things when he has some bodyguards left#'snap the fuck is that top gif then' LISTEN i had JUST gotten rid of a guard before his turn#idk maybe he needs a buffer turn to use guard order idk#but i kept him alone for a solid ten turns and he just kept using guard order#thing is his goons are so easy to take out with essence of rose typhoon or something similar he's always in need of guards#this fight just goes by so fast you never expect him to use either of these- which what makes his empty gun in the followin scene hilarious#hence. why ive never seen it lmao#i can die happy now. im not crazy. im crazy but im not lying#this was so unnecessary LMAO#genuinely insane i can just upload homegrown y7 gifs and videos... wild...#unrelated to these. ive decided tendo is no longer scary ive got the timing down everyone <- two people died during the tendo fight#LISTEN FOR THE MOST PART I GOT IT I JUST FUMBLED AT THE WORST TIME LMAO its all good#at this point im more afraid of the arminator fight since that shit just hates me and kills my millenium runs more than tendo#ok bye im practicing more before my friend hangs out with me
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