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so when i said i'd draw rhys.....
my take on highlord of night 💃 ( it was supposed to be just him but i drew tamlin so i wouldn't gnaw at the tablet at the sight of rhysand :D) is this tamsand enough for u i will draw more i just needed reference for rhysand wish me luuck
#he is my arch nemesis but he is very pretty#he has that going for him at least#everytime i draw tamlin he gets beefier and beefier#which is the goal ofc#cottagecore king and his emo twink situationship#we love to see it#tamlin#rhysand#acotar#acotar fanart#tamsand#tamlin x rhysand#pro tamlin
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it remains extremely funny to me that freddie wong accidentally (?) made Dan Fucks, embodiment of pleasure, so distinctly ace-coded. like, Dan talks a big game about sex and seems to view it as interesting and desirable, but when presented with such an obvious in for it he completely ignored Avaricci's come-ons to just talk about non-sexual pleasures like goddamn cold pillows. he's not paying attention to sex at all when it's not personally convenient or expected of him to do so.
100% Elias is ace and just doesn't realize people genuinely crave sex and it's not a metaphor or exaggeration like it is for him yet. bless him.
#mentopolis#and thats that from a local ace#i say ''accidentally'' since ofc i dont know freddie's thought process#most likely he was just trying to avoid getting too outright crude on the show#or thought going on about pillows and haircuts would be the funnier option than playing the horniness straight#but in-universe it paints him as only vaguely invested in actually achieving the goal of having sex#which means elias doesnt really care that much about sex#outside of cultural pressure to have it and its status as an easy in-road to physical contact#which he does desperately crave#plus its known that ace people are the most willing to make a joke out of sex lmao
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the chunin exams arc was so interesting for how it portrayed sakura's potential and how people in her life influenced it. kakashi lying about the team-based enrollment criteria because he thinks sakura would be likely to sign up only to appease sasuke, and being genuinely surprised when she shows up anyway. naruto being completely oblivious when sakura was upset preceding the exams and also after she cut her hair in the forest of death. naruto literally dreaming about saving sakura from enemies, being the hero to her damsel-in-distress. sakura moulding herself into a perfectly feminine lady because that's what society demanded and what she thought sasuke would want. versus sasuke calling her out for focusing too much on romance instead of her skills like she should be doing. sasuke picking up that she was upset because she felt inadequate and reminding her of what she was best at -- maybe even better than him -- and never begrudging her for it. ino hacking into her mind because she was sure, not a single doubt in her mind, that sakura would know the answers to the impossible questions on the written exam. ino and sasuke both stepping in to save her during her fight with the sound nin, but only after being spurred on by the brutal beating she took. ino and sasuke getting frustrated with naruto when he commented on how her haircut looked because it made sakura trivialize her experience and offer a fake explanation about women being fickle. the flashbacks revealing to us that ino affirmed that she would one day bloom into a beautiful flower. ino and sasuke serving as a catalyst for sakura to get stronger before pt 1 and pt 2 respectively. idk do you see what i'm seeing
#haruno sakura#inosaku#sasusaku#idk considering sakura's main goal as a character....#it's just so touching they're the only ones we see who ever seemed to expect something of her. believe in her even...#and tsunade eventually ofc. really really wish we had more of that dynamic#and i dont wanna discredit naruto he did cheer her on during her fight w ino#i just think this theme of knowing and encouraging sakura's potential is not really. true of ns as it is for is and ss#which is why whenever i see those 'naruto was the only one who saw sakura's REAL self' posts a part of me shrivels up and dies#the 'real self' in question = beating him up for little to no reason#and like sure it alludes to her real personality but it's not a healthy expression of it. that's why it occurs w far less frequency in pt 2#anyway i'd need a whole other post to delve into that but let's just say it's really not an interpretation i enjoy#naruto meta
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#self promo.#ooc post.#AHHH hey y'all 👀 so i may or may not have spent a ridiculous amount of time on this promo here... mostly due to the fact that-#trying to match the colors to my theme was a painstakingly long process NGL ahahhh BUT ofc there's no pressure for y'all-#to check this out if you don't want to!! however any and all interactions across all of my accounts will always be appreciated okok ❤️#but yeah! as you all may be able to tell this promo is based on the 'magician' tarot card which i chose because of the meaning-#of it. a rather popular interpretation of it is that it symbolizes the meeting of the physical and the spiritual worlds-#and the act of converting spiritual energy into real world action. so basically the act of manifesting your true desires is one of the-#meanings behind this card + that its time to tap into your 'full potential' which i thought could certainly apply to resgalis's journey into#embracing the 'chaos' within them for lack of better words and tossing aside the idea of pleasing other's over being happy with who they-#are because they had been led a majority of their life that they couldn't be the god of trickery or they'd lead everyone down-#a path of destruction which... EHHH its debatable but the point is is that they weren't ever allowed to truly be themselves because of-#their step-father and a prophecy that alluded to them. but yeah its all about bringing your goals to fruition but also making sure to have-#a clear mental picture of what it is you want before you want BC it isn't enough to be motivated by your ego to fulfill your goals.#you have to have a soul connection to them and all of the 'tools' you need for this are represented on the table.
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in an older ask (before the bracelet comic) you broke down, basically, the odds of donnie recognizing his family to different degrees on any given day... i'm curious, what would the odds be now, now that he has the bracelet?
Hell yeah let's do more Swanatello Math~
Let's say his family visits him eight times-- this time with the bracelet.
-> Maybe one time out of eight, usually less, Donnie will not be able to recognize them and will treat them as intruders, driving them off. There are occasions when he disregards the message of the bracelet or forgets it too quickly to be helpful.
-> Two times out of eight, Donnie will be able to recognize them enough to not view them as threats, but will not be able to organically recall any further details about them. He is confused and frustrated. He recognizes something is wrong, and can comprehend the research materials he's reading, but no actual memories are being pinged in his brain, leaving him in a very frightening, bizarre, uncanny-valley sort of space. He has to repeatedly reference notes and journals to try to puzzle the identities of his family together, which is upsetting and embarrassing. Days like these focus on providing comfort and support to Donnie, but the context that his research board and bracelet provide does make this easier to manage now.
-> One time out of the eight, Donnie will be able to recognize his family but struggles to comprehend his current situation or recall details surrounding it, though he recognizes something is wrong. He knows that Raph is here, and he remembers Raph fully, but has a difficult time processing why they're here at the lake instead of being at home; it's just not sinking in for him. Things in his brain are not matching up, and he is confused and frustrated. His family will have to re-explain to him what's going on, typically multiple times. Days like these focus on providing comfort and support to Donnie, but the jumpstart that the research and bracelet provide often makes this process much easier.
-> One time out of eight, Donnie will be able to recognize his family enough to not view them as threats, but will not always be able to recall further details about them. He's not able to fully process that anything is wrong unless it's explained to him, (usually more than once,) but even then it seems to overall elude him and not fully sink in. He will happily spend the day showing his lake off to his family, dancing with them, etc. His bracelet and research board help, but on days like these he often seems unable to fully retain this information throughout the day. These days are usually pretty frustrating for his family, but are overall lower-stress for Donnie, at least. False memories are common on these days.
-> Three times out of eight, Donnie is able to both recognize his family and recall details about their current situation. He remembers the family members who are currently with them, and sometimes even those who are absent, and understands that he is currently being affected by magick that manipulates his memory and patterns of thinking.
Overall, the bracelet has improved the situation. The family has to take care to try to be present as much as possible, however, as receiving this information from the bracelet and research board can sometimes be very scary or disorientating, and they've found that having someone around either during this process or immediately after is very important. Typically, if Donnie wakes up, receives the message from his bracelet, inspects the research board, and waits for the promised family to arrive... and then they don't, he'll panic and quickly lose trust in the information. He may react negatively to any family members once they do show up. Swanatello overall tends to do poorly when left alone, they've discovered.
#swanatello#asks#its gotten better but its still rough#the difficult thing is is that while the situation has improved overall#and in terms of making progress towards their goal and spending time together its a big step forward#its arguably more difficult and higher stress for swanatello#in the past about five out of eight days would be days that he didnt recognize anything was wrong or that he was forgetting anything#and so that wasnt something he had to grapple with or stress over#now thats only one or two out of eight days#and every other day hes under huge amounts of emotional and mental strain trying to work through all of this#which is tough and takes a lot out of him#hes having breakdowns or panic attacks on a regular basis#which is hard on him and on his family (who ofc hates to see him suffer)#luckily he has his family's support at least <3
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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work related question does anyone have any fun anime for likely 12-14 year olds that to their ulta-conservative conspiracy theory parents would have no objectionable content whatsoever that's not like . pokemon. i live in the most conservative area in michigan btw /hj
#gu6chan's musings#tl;dr so idk if i ever mentioned on this blog but i live in a very small town (less than 900 people in the TOWNSHIP which is like#...3? different towns? maybe 4)#i digress#and since i work in a public position its like#i've been trying to organise more community events this summer ESPECIALLY among the youth#and was like 'we can try appealing to hobbies; i think' and listed a couple suggestions like this and that#so i was talking to my higher ups about it and they were like 'OH! youre super into anime right'#and i was like 'uh... sure???' bc i hadn't seen ANYTHING in a hot second and am still stuck in 2008 so i dont know any new series#but they knew i was a bit of a nerd and weren't as acquainted being older so i can't blame them!! lol#anyways long story short there's been an anime club they've been trying to kickstart for like the last... 3 years?#for the local middleschool/highschool except they haven't been able to find any way to get the word accross#and i was like neato; cool; i'd love to help with that!! and told them i'd make a poster for it real quick (still haven't. work is tomorrow#so they gave me the login to crunchyroll (my first time using it) and were like 'go find some anime that kids might like!!! :)'#and i was like '...WOAH.' and told them it'd take a second bc this area is VERY conservative and there's a bit of cultural dissonance when#it comes to 'kid-appropriate' between japan and the US; particularly with nudity lmao#and a lot of even what's popular among kids (Chainsaw man; Jujutsu Kaisen i think?) wouldn't fly but ouaahahhgh#it still has to be entertaining to them and not feel like it's being 'dumbed down' i have a couple ideas like sailor moon; uhh....#cardcaptor sakura?#but those are mostly shoujo anime which is good!! But i'd also like to include some shounen-type stuff as well for balance ofc#and that's where the problem arises 😭 i'd also love to take a look at older anime since i'm still figuring out what the 'goal' of the club#is besides just having a place for kids to interact and make friends with each other like#do i want it to be based in looking at the history of anime as an art form and its evolution? should it be like a book club and more focuse#on discussing character arcs and writing? or maybe even linguistically based since I did mention wanting to help inspire kids to take up#different languages!! and i know a lot would love to learn japanese#but yeah a lot to figure out 😭 i might be cooked chat
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oh my god damn
#i did it.........i got above the ''max'' number of time trial medals in ringracers.....#this is just a celebratory screenshot i still have a few more cups' worth of tracks to grind. i will get more#but this was my goal once i realized there was way more that 784 medals#dr robotniks ring racers#getting these w mecha also which is wild. did not think he was any good in time trials 'cause of his worst-in-the-game ring boost#however after running some numbers with other speed and boost stats i found he IS just naturally fastest by a country mile. so.#i also realized he gets more rings than anyone else#so despite the negligible boost it does help w consistency since you have to manage your rings way less#not autowin ofc because his handling is SO fucking bad there's a good handful of tracks he just can't manage efficiently or at all#and he doesn't have any funny tricks like some of the lighter classes#but if you can keep him on top of things he usually does pretty well#i love playing all the most minmaxed guys forever amen. except bomb. fuck class c for real
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While Aurora was at work, Ethan hired a nanny to take care of the twins for the night and asked her out on a date! ❣️
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 gameplay#simblr#nsb2#citrine#i'm still lacking inspiration so i'm trying some basic stuff#i'm still missing some goals for this gen#which are these two getting married and reaching lvl 10 for aurora's career#and ofc getting a second degree as elder lmao
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my goal for 2025 wrt this blog specifically i think is going to be downsizing the amount of ppl i try to write with so i don't get overwhelmed tbh. i think what that looks like for me is finding writing partners who specifically would be interested in having me dig in my heels and focus really hard on developing a ship (or ships, if u want to play multiple "routes" on this blog lol) / keeping threads moving so i stop replying 9872439782349 years later and instead try to keep up with like a reply [or more] a week kinda deal. [on my end, to be clear, and not so literal - dw i'm not actually timing rp replies i'm crying, it's just the perfect idea </4 KJNEMRH]
i'm not v happy with the fact i take months to reply to ppl and also admittedly i'm just mostly interested in writing deep connections [esp romance] these days with my limited energy ¯_(ツ)_/¯ i dislike writing a ton of starters and relying on solely inbox memes can be hard so i'm like maybe i just find a handful of ppl who would be interested in locking in and writing threads w the intent to ship / tell a story of romance basically......... almost like an otome 😳 LMAO
thinking ...
#ʚ o. out of character ɞ ⁄ otome games are my thirteenth reason.#dunno if a wider group of ppl is very interested in that as a concept since ppl are iffy abt going in w#intents to ship which is fine#but i know my personal circle is + ofc i welcome others who would be too i'm just#hands in air#the world is sO DRAINING MAYBE I JUST NEED TO LOCK IN W SELECT PPL AND WRITE CRINGE RABBITS#*not that everything else would be off the table i just mean like. focusing my goals lmao
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thinking about how venom snake is ocelot's les enfants terribles. I cannot bear you a son but I will bring you a man who will be modeled in your image. he will serve your role and I will protect him and aid him while you go on to build more of what will be ours. my ultimate sacrifice is to not be by your side but by the one who carries on your honor. ocelot understood his role in big boss' life more than anyone else did. he actually understood what big boss represented more than his own feelings toward him
#both of which were projects by zero ofc which is something I think doesn't get acknowledged enough#ocelot saw the flaws of les enfants terribles and made it his own but zeros ultimate goal with big boss did not compare to his (or evas for#the matter)#but ocelot made venom snake something big boss would approve of which could not be said for eva#I need to think more about that actually because god GODDDD
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Got possessed last night by the unshakable urge to bind some of my fics into books
#wish me luck!#i want to bind the tetrad mysteries ofc and try to make them into a more-or-less matching set with motifs on the covers#i also want to bind axis and the longfic i'm working on. won't be finished for a while yet but it's a goal#it's so nice to have physical archives and also it just feels special to make something of your own#been watching videos about fic binding and i wish it didn't make me feel so weird that people will bind other people's fics#as in they're fans of a fic so they decide to bind it into a book. which should be fine but also did you ask for permission from the author#seems kind of weird to just have someone else's fan fiction on your book shelf#but then again it's kind of a form of respect. like you liked the fic so much that you want to keep reading it forever#so idk
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ok yk what. now that i’ve had some time to process nghy canon, considering the current pacing of gen retcon, i think their next step is as ✨clear as day✨

i really like seeing them happy together, but i truly do think that they should divorce and either live the rest of their lives as single besties; partners in hero/heroine-isms, but better off as just friends, or go their separate ways for a bit and get back together when they’re a little older and wiser, staying together for good this time around, as each other’s first and last boyfriend/girlfriend
#‘haven’t you had quite enough of pushing your divorce agendas??? like with lxl????’ no. never.#idk i think part of their charm was nagisa’s patience and genuine earnest love for hiyori#and hiyori’s determination to achieve her goals of becoming a true heroine in every sense of the word…#but the current pacing is kinda… um. i really love how nghy is now truly canon ofc. but… it feels too rushed?#like they’re just checking off a box on a ‘relationships to go’ checklist?#and nagisa’s sudden second confession? in a throwaway line? what was that all about man… when did that even happen? excuse?#i think it’d have been more meaningful if hiyori was the one to confess without any prompting (to lead to their relationship)…#and. uh. don’t take this the wrong way but… noontea seemed a little peer pressure-y to me.#it kinda felt like juri and chizu were pressuring hiyori into getting a bf… it’s been eating away at me ever since i tried to tl it. but.#…idk. point is. i think a relationship built on those foundations (peer pressure/fomo and a suddenly persistent guy(???)) is doomed to fail#and so i think nghy should divorce. maybe they’ll reconnect romantically in a few years#(fulfilling nagisa’s agreement to be hiyori’s ‘last bf’ as well as having been her ‘first bf’ during their first try at a relationship)#or they could just be besties till the end of time; having been each other’s hero and heroine once upon a time#ik hw doesn’t do breakups of their main couples (not since nakimushi kareshi eons ago i think…)#but i think they should give it another go for nghy. maybe it’d make their love story a little more compelling#and maybe we could all unite under the cheers of hoping that ng and hy get back together in the future as more mature adults…?#idk i just. think the ‘right person; wrong time’ trope could work for nghy#like how it went in sukiuso/heroika with nagisa’s failed confession#even then they were the right person for each other; it just wasn’t the right time for them to date (personal goals/long distance/etc)#so maybe. this time ‘round even though they’ve started dating circumstances could still pop up here and there and maybe…?#…but idk~~~~~~~~ maybe it’s just the 5am thoughts or something that’s finally putting my incoherent trains of thoughts into words…#point is!!!!!! the current pacing is awkward!!!!!!!!! nghy deserve better!!!!!!! and their love story needs to be treated with more care!!!!#idk are hw trying to speedrun nghy for h10w bc nghy’s. like. a mix of different features of their previous couples#which would make ‘em the perfect couple to bring h10w together(???) or something???#but idk. im still really really happy the nghy is canon but. there are some mixed feelings here and there too…#idk dudes this has gotten way too long for its own good so ig i’ll stop here…#live laugh love nghy canon but… i still think they should break up for *at least* a year or so to reasses their relationship#sorry nghy… it’s for your own good i swear… i truly want you to be happy together!!!! i really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Just thought I should make dinner and now three hours later my bathroom and kitchen are both spotless and I’m still hungry. Does anyone want to swap brains
#it began with the fucking sink#I was like huh the screw isn’t tight let me just tighten that#then I saw a bit of lime on the handle so obviously I had to get the limescale remover. which is in the bathroom#and bc limescale remover equals shower tile cleaning in my head I just started on the shower before I realized what I was doing#but I was already doing it so ofc I have to finish now#and well if I’m doing the tiles I might as well do the bathroom sink and floor too#and the bathroom laundry of course#came back to the sink. remembered my initial goal. but wait if I’m gonna do the handle I might as well clean that whole area#but there’s dishes in the way#let’s do the dishes! then the sink and walls and countertop!#y’all I’m so fucking hungry#I don’t think I have adhd but like. there is something similar wrong with me#van autism do this to you cause I do have that
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for real ive been lifting that 10lb weight (with much struggle) i bought because im doing more autopsy work and its kind of embarrassing having to call security to help me move someone. u know like a little bitch
#dude was 120kg and i thought for sure 'oh i got this i dont need help' . i didnt got this#the largest person ive moved by myself was around 110kg but we routinely get larger n larger people so id like to be able to adapt#part of that ofc is our shitty equipment and the lip of the table but most of it the fact that ive got more fat than muscle lmaooo#my GOAL is i want to be able to move ppl up to twice my weight which would be 142kg
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when will ur comic be up
Uhhhh as of rn I’m gonna say at least 2025
Ik it’s far off lmao, but what I want to do is going to take a while to execute. And ofc, I’m still learning to draw, hence why I’m (currently) saying it’ll be 2025
And I also want to dabble in other things when it comes to drawing before attempting to do the comic since the comic is a pretty big project to do
Anyways yeah- 2025 at the moment, when in 2025 I have no idea
#the comic is also one of the reasons i’ve started to learn how to draw#it’s my end goal :)#which is pretty far off ofc haha but that’s okay :)#asks
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