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The 2023 American Girl Doll of the Year is Kavi Sharma, a South Asian American theatre kid who loves Wicked SO SHE HAS A REPLICA ELPHABA COSTUME. I am absolutely ecstatic that kids get this.
edit: SHE ALSO HAS A GLINDA COSTUME
SHE ALSO HAS THIS!! BECAUSE SHE PERFORMS A TRADITIONAL DANCE ROUTINE WITH HER FRIENDS AT SCHOOL AND SHE LOVES BOLLYWOOD
#as someone that dressed up as (specifically wizard and I) elphaba (but bought a witch hat so people would know who I was)#this would make middle school me so incredibly excited#the costume was designed in collaboration with Wicked!!#the day Broadway has a South Asian performer play Elphaba I fear I will combust out of joy#desiblr#musical theatre#overjoyed that I get to use those two tags in conjunction with one another#wicked#ozposting#American girl dolls are soooo expensive though which is a bummer
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The King and Prince of Itacha have been designed!! PHEW, ODY WAS A PAIN IN THE ASS TO DRAW. And now i'm writing this out out, i realize i keep complaining about how hard they are to design... (Except Telemachus, he was easy to design👌) AND WHILE THEY ARE HARD TO DESIGN, I NEED TO BRING MORE POSITIVE ENERGY!!
Here's some of the old sketches for Odysseus!! There are some extras in my sketchbook, but i forgot to take a photo of... And I don't have a board for Telemachus's sketches cuz there was only three sketches of him. Which are shown next to him lol
#artist on tumblr#art#digital art#artwork#And they weren't wrong-#fanart#epic the musical#<\3 BUT IN MY DEFENSE#character design#epic the musical odysseus#odysseus#telemachus#telemachus epic the musical#I was actually told by a friend that Odysseus's armor looked more roman than greek#Which was a bummer to hear and they weren't wrong too <\3#BUT IN MY DEFENSE#THE GREEK ARMORS I WAS GETTING DID NOT SATISFY WHAT I HAD IN MIND FOR ODYSSEUS'S ARMOR#and#The chest plate design was made up by me LOL#I'm pretty sure there aren't any chest armor that looks like it? i think...#AND AND AND AND#I have no more defense from me. I hope the epic community forgive me for the innacurate armor 😔#Next one will be the gods!! which btw i am currently working on Athena's HEHEHEHE
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"In this world, I'm known as...the Winter King" 🌨❄️🌬
This cosplay was so so close to never seeing the light of day, as this was the aforementioned project I rage quit to procrastinate with Nekomancer on haha. I really adored the fionna and cake special (and adventure time in general) and wanted to cosplay from it for eons...although I will admit this project was intended to be "generic blue and silver winter regal outfit for a variety of characters" and it was a toss up on whether or not the first run was going to go to the Winter King/Simon or Jack Frost...but I couldn't find my jack frost wig so here we are!
This was my first time working a lot with velvet and low key....I loved it and would love to use it more.
#my cosplay#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#LISTEN listen i try not to be negative#i know theres no reason to be your own hater#but this project has been a whoumph from day one#making it was frustrating and the end product feels disappointing#kind of a bummer end to my cosplay year BUT#all the more reason and motivation for me to focus on non-cosplay things for awhile#since im pretty sure the reason this costume fizzled is i just didnt put in the extra care and attention it needed#which is just...not really possible when youre making a new costume every single month on top of a demanding job#ALSO IM SOWWY NO GLASSES MY NOSE WAS WAY TOO TALL FOR THE TINY ONES I HAD originally for jamie heinemann if you believe it
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HBO WWII Rewatch | Week 9 - Green
#pfc oswalt#jay de l'eau#merriell shelton#snafu shelton#Robert Leckie#bill Leyden#Eugene sledge#k company#the pacific#hboww2rewatch#hbo war#mine: GIFs#I love how last rewatch the color prompt is white and this time it’s green#white barren dusty coral and smokey overcast skies#contrast with the lush greenery often in the background and the ponchos uniforms tanks etc#this episode contains multitude#I started working on another set of moments from that scene with the nicknaming but GOD the constant camera motion…#it got me feeling like dog shit and dizzy at hell#which is a bummer (to not be able to make that one bc I love the greenery and the character moments )
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I just think Capricorn Star Dress is pretty neat :/
#fairy tail#fairy tail lucy#lucy heartfilia#fairy tail 100yq#lucy heartfilia my goddess#other than the dragon cry movie I’ve only seen it once within the 100yq manga#which is pretty bummer as one of my favorite Star Dresses#Mashima give me more Capricorn dress and my life is yours
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Do you have grown up/old version of the mane six in your 1920s au? 👀 like with Rarity having that white strand of hair etc. (Sorry my english not good 😅)
Probably won't get around to designing those. It's funny to think that these girls in their 50s would be, like, living in the 1960s. They'd be watching us land on the moon (much to Luna's distaste). With luck, the main six would survive to watch Star Wars and Back to the Future in theaters. How wacky is that?
Speaking of history, because the Great Depression never happens in this AU (I'm not too keen on throwing literally every single character into an entire decade of poverty and unemployment and starvation), that means the era of the Roaring Twenties will continue into the 30s as well. That also means World War II will be at the very least minimized (the Nazi party would probably not have the political means/climate to take power). The GG20s AU may exist on a timeline where WW2 was not a major, global war, similar to how Kiki's Delivery Service and Tintin's universes never experienced WW2.
#ask me#anon#of course i don't want to erase historical traumas faced by oppressed peoples. especially because the au is so multicultural#but. y'know. i don't wanna make this au a bummer either. it's supposed to be fun#the au is primarily focused on the aftermath of ww1 anyhow#which DID happen#i did think about thea gaining some sort of immortality or at least longevity due to her canterlotian status btw#hilarious to think about her still looking 40-50 and browsing the internet watching video essays
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My neck has been killing me and I need a new pillow. I’ve been checking costs on some of the ones we currently carry and thought I’d found one I was willing to take a chance on. At the last second I learned it’s freakin lavender scented. The show pillow has mostly worn it away but scented pillows always murder my throat.
So it’s back to the drawing board since the next option is twice as much.
#ramblies#I didn’t want to spend any more after the car but my neck just keeps getting worse#and it’s such a bummer there’s no program for employees to buy soft goods anymore#basically I get to set up an invoice for my wife and let them pay for it so the system doesn’t flag me#which is bullshit
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baldur’s gate 3 [20/?]
#bg3edit#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldursgate3edit#mayrina bg3#mayrina fenton#mayrina elizabeth fenton#bg3 mayrina#gamingedit#videogameedit#bg3gifs#my edit#my gifs#i love her. she is so flawed but this is why i love her.#i missed her in act 3 my first playthrough which is a bummer bc her act 3 quest is what made me care her#she's trying to better herself and teach others to save them from the mistakes she made!! yes!!!!!#especially in a world where so many people around you are literal magic and/or seasoned fighters and she's just Some Lady#she doesn't know how to fight but she's trying! she's arming herself with knowledge!! yes gorl!!!#also sorry davvoril's dirt-kisser armor shoulder stick is in your shot bud
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happy mermay!!!!!!!!
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#mine#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#simblr#sims#ofmd#gentlebeard#ofmd sims#i had big plans for this month!!!! but it also is coinciding with me losing my creative motivation so#its gonna be much lowerkey than i had intneded#which is a bummer but also what i need i think#mermaids
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One thing i absolutely ADORE about captain swan is how open Emma becomes with Killian. Like you have this pirate that, for so long, only had the Jolly Roger and revenge to expect in his life, and when he meets Emma, is completely inthralled by her and is willing to show her that he will STAY. Not only that, he is determined too. And Emma, once she’s used to him being someone to rely on, comes to really be comfortable with him. And becomes a necessary part of her life. Then we have S5a with them in Camelot and they are just determined to hold onto each other while she’s experiencing the hardest times right now—
Anyway, all that to say that I completely adored them ever since me and my mom stumbled upon this crazy show and I miss them sm!
#they are literally the blueprint and I will never be the same again#i can talk more and more about them but i do NOT have the time#someone needs to give me cs fic recs asap!!#I’m also realizing that I don’t have any ouat besties which is a bummer#ouat#captain swan#emma swan#killian jones#once upon a time#cs#It’s just us you and me - PEOPLE DIED
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Baroque (2008) - dev. Sting Entertainment
#baroque#baroque ps2#baroque spoilers#gamingedit#gamediting#baroque archangel#been playing the ps2 version!#visually not as cool which is a bummer but I appreciate the different perspective#the first person is better but anyway#I appreciate the extra nuggets of new information though#but consciousness orbs????#sense spheres is SO much better!!#too many ui elements just clog up the screen too!#my vt was shot again so that made me laugh when I was recording this lol#I actually had a nutritive in my items but since I was at the end anyway I didn't use it#I might get the true ending first on the ps2 version at this rate lol
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I'm gonna stop promising a Paul video at all actually, every time I think about it I stress myself out and I keep thinking of things I want to make more first. I'm realizing I just fully don't want to do it at the moment and I kinda feel more obligated to than anything. that's not how I want to make my stuff :/ it's not gonna be fun if I feel like I Have To. all I'm promising now is that I'll make Hatchetfield character studies when I want to and Paul will get one when I'm REALLY feeling it, which might take a while and also could be never hgjskgnd who knows! I don't! AAAAAAA
#my plan was. paul video next. something else. emma video. then just do whatever i feel like when i feel like it#but both paul and emma i keep just. DREADING trying to make videos about them#i get stressed thinking about it i feel like shit#and thats a bummer obviously i love them both i dont want to NOT do videos about them#i just. cant do it right now. i guess.#i think itd be bad for me if i tried to force it#so i wont and i'll stop promising that paul's getting one soon cuz its just a lie djsknfd#im gonna make what i want when i wanna make it!!#which i KNOW is fine thats how ive always wanted to do it djskfj i just feel bad that i keep saying 'paul's next!' and not doing it woops#cj says stuff
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god i love ikea. you never know what you're going to find! this time we were in the modelling section and saw a whole bunch of hidden monkeys
#talking brick#ME ?? BRICK IRL ??#best ikea trip#except they didn't have mashed potatoes which was a bummer#but i kicked a plush soccer ball so hard it went to the ceiling and then the ceiling started like flaking ?? i walked away pretty quick
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autistic creature finally learns to tell emotions apart at 26 years of age as they try to recover from autistic burnout and realises that "stressed" is not a core emotion: a novel
#like man I've been brushing off like 31 different emotions as a “stress” milkshake for my entire life#when I'm finally realizing that half the time it's just a “exhaustion” “overwhelm” and “hungry” triforce or whatever#been PHYSICALLY ILL because of this ghostly “stress” and NOW?#feel cheated forreal#not that I'm diagnosed on paper either but like the shoe fits like a glove ngl#and it's just increasingly funny how all the people I follow or hang out with are neurodivergent in some way lol#Jacksepticeye's video made me laugh a little bcs yes to all of it#but he also took it so lightly and it was just so nice to see#everyone else in my family are more than likely neurodivergent too but they're in Big Denial about it#and are of the belief that self-diagnosing is inherently bad and just damaging overall to people's self-perception#which is a bummer for me :))
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Happy Friday, it's fankid time! My personal favorite is the first white haired kid, if only because he makes me think of part 1 Dio. I'm thinking next week I'm gonna make some fusion/ectobio kids for adopts, but that depends on how motivated I am. Alternatively, I could make some occupation themed kids/trolls.
As always, if you're interested in any of these cool dudes, you can find them on my ko-fi through the links below!
1/2/3/4/5/6
7/8/9/10/11/12
#homestuck#homestuck sprite edit#sprite edit#fankid#adopt#I feel like I do better when I have a theme to inspire me#but sometimes I get unmotivated halfway through which is a bummer#maybe I should get more absurd or specific with my themes#fantrolls based on my favorite junji ito stories maybe
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I've referenced before how I have a big google document to keep track of every media I've ever seen in my entire life (just for reference because I like to track everything possible lol… I am the Data Collector), but recently as I was updating it, I thought of actually evaluating them to find out random percentages (like for example, out of Total Shows Watched, what percentage did I finish vs. stop watching, what percentage did I like or dislike, etc.)...
Evaluating these things is made easier by the fact that I already place everything on each subsection of the list into 6 broad ranking categories, so I don't have to go back and guess to figure out how I feel about them or anything. The categories are: Ranking 5 - overall best* (despite some criticisms of course because I'm too much of an Analyzer to ever find anything Perfect lol) Ranking 4 - more positive than neutral, but not good enough to be 5 Ranking 3 - either the good + bad negate each other, OR it's just not memorable/interesting in any way enough to be ranked higher or lower (this is the Default category ALL things are placed in if no other rank applies) Ranking 2 - maybe a few redeemable elements but largely more negatives than positives Ranking 1 - So bad that it circles around to being fascinating to observe in some way (not necessarily Funny, or Good, but just interesting somehow) Ranking 0 - Bad in a genuinely frustrating or obnoxious manner
*("best" primarily defined here as most interesting, rather than most good in a technical sense, or some other measure. I tend to value more highly whether there's something novel or thoughtful about the worldbuilding, tone, writing, base premise, etc - than about whether it's actually executed perfectly.)
And here's the amount of shows that have so far been placed into each category -
TV shows ~ Rank 5 (highest) - 20 shows ~ Rank 4 (mid-high) - 28 shows ~ Rank 3 (neutral/default/meh) - 114 shows ~ Rank 2 (mid low) -33 shows ~ Rank 1 (low low but intriguingly so) - 14 shows ~ Rank 0 (iredeemably low) - 2 shows
This would make for a total of 211 TV shows overall. However, there are 57 shows within these list marked as "didn't finish" (typically meaning I quit on the very first or second episode - but log them still to keep a record that I at least had a brief view of them).
So my total of genuinely fully watched shows would be more 154. 211 Total, but a More Accurate Total of 154.
Counting them all and using the Total Number Of The List (211) -- that means roughly 9.5% of all total shows I have ever watched (or at least attempted to watch) have been Mostly Good, 13% have been Moderately Okay, 54% have been either entirely Forgettable or some mix of good + bad that lands them right in the Neutral Middle, 15.6% have been Mostly Bad, 6.6% have been Bad (but in an interesting way), and 0.9% have been Terribly Bad.
Additionally, I didn't even get past the first two episodes of about 27% of the total.
Sooo, discounting ones I didn't finish, my total TV shows ever watched in my life would be about 154 (maybe give or take a few, assuming I might have forgotten some from very long ago).
But instead of entire life, let's just say this is the total for 'About 20 Years' (so, not counting very early childhood when I likely wouldn't remember things I saw/have no detailed recollection of them (like for example, I'm sure at some point when I was like 4yrs old I must have seen an episode of Spongebob or something, but I have zero distinct memories of it, can't quote anything of it, and barely recall the premise - so I don't count it on the list, etc.)).
In that case, 154 divided by 20 would be roughly 7.7 shows a year.
Which is actually surprisingly low considering that I often have stuff on in the background for hours whilst I make sculptures and do costumes and stuff (maybe I should have also marked some distinction between 'things I fully paid attention to' and 'things I kind of half listened to whilst sculpting', but that would further split the categories too much probably lol), but I guess a lot of that is youtube videos or random documentaries, so .. eh.. maybe I get it being lower.
Now, doing the same thing for movies-
Movies ~ Rank 5 (highest) - 4 movies (3.4% of total) ~ Rank 4 (mid-high) - 12 movies (10.3% of total) ~ Rank 3 (neutral/default/meh) - 91 movies (78.4% of total) ~ Rank 2 (mid low) - 8 movies (6.8% of total) ~ Rank 1 (low but interesting) - 1 movie (0.8% of total) ~ Rank 0 (irredeemably low) - none in this category (0%)
That makes 116 for a Total (Actually Remembered) Movies Watched In Lifetime (Or At Least In 20 Years).
116 divided by 20 is roughly 5 or 6 movies a year (I feel this has probably been skewed though by adding everything since like elementary school onwards, as I remember a lot more movies from child/teen years.. Whereas, the past 3 years I feel like I've barely seen maybe even 5 movies?? lol). I also have "Didn't Finish" marked on 18 of them. Which means I quit halfway through about 15% of the total movies.
So, a for broader summary stuff..
I seem to be less forgiving to movies than tv shows, by far. Which makes sense to me, I guess, because I love elaboration and details, so "short form" things that only last an hour or two are often lost on me a bit. My biggest complaint with movies is indeed usually walking away just wishing there had been more exposition, more scenes where characters are doing nothing, more "mindless bantering" conversations, more Quiet Downtime and Lore Elaboration and so on lol, so... of course most 1-2hr films end up feeling a bit Not Enough To Draw My Interest/Nothingy to me.
If you count 5 and 4 as "like" and rankings 2 to 0 as "dislike", then for TV shows I at least somewhat liked 48 of them, and at least somewhat disliked 47 of them.. So it's almost exactly the same lol. I'm just about equally as likely to find something bad as I am to find something redeeming about it. But overall, the largest chance is that I just won't really care much for it at all and it will be tossed into the 'neutral' pile, forgotten forever. Movies have a bit better of a balance, "liking" 16 of them, and "disliking" only 9 of them. So I'm slightly more likely to enjoy a movie than to find it annoying - though still VASTLY more likely to just not find it anything in particular, possibly not even finishing it.
ANYWAY.. this is vague and literally pointless, but like I said, I just really find information fun. Like my document where I've rated every apple flavor I've ever tried (like 40 of them now?), or reviewed every oreo flavor (32?), or ranking data from my entire 10 years of Trying To Make Friends process (out of 100 people, roughly 8% chance of a moderate compatibility, 3% chance of high), or etc. etc.. I love to have random pointless things to analyze I suppose lol.
I doubt anyone tracks things in their life in this same exact way, but I'd be interested in hearing any at least somewhat similar data !!! (like, how many TV shows you watch a year on average, and what percentage of those you like vs. dislike (if you keep track of that sort of thing), etc.)). I guess it might be easier with movies, since I think some people use those websites where you curate a list of movies you've seen and you can rate them or something, so maybe the numbers are already available on those places. :0
#maybe this is my version of spotify wrapped lol.. Lifetime Media Google Doc Wrapped.. kind of.. except I'm not going over specific titles.#I can't do this with music since I rarely EVER look for new music or add to my Youtube To MP3 folder library as I just don't really#listen to music that often. When I'm working (the majority of when I seek background noise) I need like.. people's talking voices#for some reason. Just instruments and singing are not distracting enough to me to work as background noise because theyre#almost TOO in the background if that makes sense? like if I put music on then I just tune it out and it's virtually no different#than if I were daydreaming stream of consciousness thoughts in an entirely quiet room lol. And I can't really do it with books since#essentially 100% of what I read is non-fiction. usually about some specific subject or academic topic OR stuff like#1800s magazines or cookbooks or historical people's diaries. Which is not really.. the type of thing I would#rank as easily I guess? like 'ooh yeah putting the sociology textbook in my top 5 hee hee right next to the 1920s radio recipes book' lol.#Then for games... I just sadly dont play enough of them. I've been banned from new games as I've told myself I cant play anyting#long form (no rpgs or etc) until I actually finish MY OWN game first - to keep me from wasting time. so on average#I play... 0 new games a year. ToT... I do play the sims sometimes but that's really all (which is not a new game at all since#I've been playing it on and off for years). Thus I guess movies/TV are really the only things that make sense#to collect this sort of information on. I could do youtube videos I guess also but that seems kind of strange like...#giving a rating to every single video I watch in a ranked list lol.. Especially since I would say a good 85% of the time#they are exclusively background noise whilst I'm working on something or cleaning the house or etc. and not things I pay serious attention#to. There are only a few specific topics/types/creators of videos I watch where I'm ACTUALLY sitting in front of a screen paying#direct attention to the content (usually when it's educational or political things). Everything else is too mindless to even rank.#ANYWAY... ever analyzing my little hermit Weird Relationship To Media (in the sense of seemingly not processing or getting the same#things out of it as many other seem to). I think that can contribute sometimes to the whole difficulty socializing and stuff#since our culture is very centered around media consumption generally speaking. People want to talk about The New Movie that came#out or The Big TV Show Of The Year. and for me it's like.. highly likely I just plain have NOT seen it. Or if i have. statistically#I most likely was entirely ambivalent if not slightly negative towards it lol. Which just kind of takes the steam out of a 'fun' 'casual'#conversation and you seem like a bit of a bummer if most of your only feedback is either 'idk what that is' or 'oh yea... i did#see that one.... i didnt like it all that much though... I think it'd be better with elves in it.. and 7 hours longer..'' lol..#Which I am not disliking things in a 'grr i hate it bc its popular'/just to be contrarian way. I actually dislike that mindset/find it#silly (by striving so hard to be counterculture you are thus still defining yourself by the whims of external culture - just in the#opposite direction. but are still just as preoccupied with the mainstream (going against it) as everyone else. etc. lol..)) In my#case I think it IS just having niche hyperspecific tastes.. for example- it peeves me when cell phones are in media bc I dont want to be#reminded at ALL of the real world. so.. cross off anything set in modern times. so on & etc. Judging all things by these weird criteria lol
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