#which is SAYING smthg
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don’t get me wrong- every single season of dimension 20 has compelling characters that i have borderline unhealthy attachments to…
however, there’s something purely iconic about the fantasy high characters that i fear will simply never be matched.
i mean, we got kristen applebees!! we got gorgug thistlespring!!! we got adaine abernandt!! we got fabian seacaster!! we got riz gukgak!!! we got fig faeth!! what a fucking lineup.
and the npcs???? ayda aguefort, sandra-lynn, jawbone, gilear, sklonda, garthy o’brien, the cubbys, tracker, cathilda, baby, the hangman, bill seacaster, aelwyn, i could go on forever!!! everyone is so iconic in these seasons!!!
literally nobody is doing it like them!!!! and i cant believe they’re actually coming back to us on january 10th!!!
#like truly- in my mind- they are on par with the mighty nein in terms of most iconic found family#which is SAYING smthg#fantasy high#i speak
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i just learned that tungsten has the chemical element symbol of W because the element used to be called wolframite, a name built from the german "wolf rahm", meaning "wolf's cream". idk if you knew this already but i figure you'd enjoy that fun fact
WOLF'S CREAM?????
#wikipedia says we're not even 100% sure why they named it that#but they think its because wolframite eats the fuck out of tin. which they were like 'oh like wolves with sheep'#girl what kind of fucking etymology is this 😭😭😭#AND WHAT DOES CREAM HAVE TO DO WITH ANY OF THIS#(jk wikipedia also says an alt translation is 'wolf's froth' so like. their spit?? or like rabies or smthg??)
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From what I understand people were initially dismissive of Pact saying it was bad (WRONG) but later gave it a reassement saying it was good (CORRECT).
Similarly, I saw folks being dismissive of Pale saying it was bad (WRONG) but one day it may also get a reassessment with people saying it was good actually (WRONG).
#listen i have complicated feelings about it#it feels like many of its fans can't tolerate even light criticisms of the themes and protagonists#and many of its detractors consider it unsalavagable or the parts they say are the bad parts are the parts i find compelling if you#dont interpret the story agreeing with its protagonist or trying to model them as correct and righteous#however i dont even always believe that bc the story feels inconsistent re: many of its more interesting themes#and this is why all this is so frustrating#and then theres the detractors who havent even read it which is annoying but i cant exactly blame them#bc its TOO DAMN LONG#i should probably make all this its own rb post or smthg#anyway#pale#otherverse#wildbow
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this show is driving me fucking CRAZY i loved every part of it except sally jackson which is RIDICULOUS because they made sally jackson the moral heart of it and leaned in to "everything percy is is because of her" and i WANTED that i LOVE that but then sally herself is?? just??? okay hold on spoilers
i've seen people say that they really appreciate that in this version sally doesn't have to be a doormat who just quietly suffers for her son's sake, and i GET that, i do! i appreciate that!!! not every mother's story should be about endless self-sacrifice!
but sally's WASN'T!!!
it was a story about a scared single mother who ended up in a bad situation and didn't know how to get out, and when she's given the opportunity she fucking TAKES IT!!!
and there are things about the show sally that i like! she isn't constantly cooking gabe food, she doesn't have to say it was selfish to keep her son near her, we see her argue with percy because she struggled and wasn't perfect she was a young single mom, she honks in traffic and gets road rage! i like all of that!!
but i just...
i really, REALLY miss her choosing to kill her abusive husband using medusa's head.
and honestly, i could talk about how goddamn INCREDIBLE of a character choice it was to have a mother who is willing to kill, explicitly out of revenge instead of just to protect her son, while simultaneously being the epitome of a loving mother who teaches her son to do BETTER than just dealing violence and to think about who the real monsters are, and to choose love and responsibility and care!
i could talk about how cool it is that she stops percy from killing gabe not because he "shouldn't kill" but because it needs to be her choice.
i could RANT about how important it is for the story to explicitly have her make the choice to kill him for hurting her, rather than it happening by chance because gabe's the kind of asshole to steal mail, or happening in a way that lets people say "poseidon put that there he took care of gabe for sally lol"--
but she already said it best!
"If my life is going to mean anything i have to live it myself."
and it really really sucks that the show took that away from her
#sally jackson#pjotv spoilers#percy jackson#also. its just weird that like...they toned down gabe#but they still turned him to stone? for the crime of being petty? i don't LIKE it#also. i can't help but feel that this whole thing (toning down gabe & not having sally kill him) comes from a place of...uh...#toning down the violence i guess? (i don't Want to say disneyfying it bc i think it's smthg they're doing with percy deliberately)#and i think that harms the story!!!!#which is its own post actually#but. yeah. i can't help but be severely disappointed about how they handled sally#i mean come ON#her having that steel and that capability for violence and wrath and the kind of calculation that allows her to kill a man#and sell his corpse to fund her dreams??#plus the way i would've sold my soul to see her say “if my life is going to live anything i have to live it myself”#also just...i'm not saying i grew up in a shitty abusive home and that catharsis ruled so hard to me. but...
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You know what I can totally tie Keisuke trying to decide if he wants to study art abroad getting Yusuke to think about what he wants to do when he's older and at least setting up him studying under Madarame legitimately (again assuming it isn't a SEES thing. I cannot decide if it's a "Shido is being a shitface and blocking the shadow ops and hey. One of his benefactors is an art teacher and we have an art prodigy who's not officially a memeber of the team" thing)
#look the important part is that whatever he was doing goes out the window with the Sayuri reveal#at which point Unavoidable Battle starts playing and Goemon says hi :)#berry blast brigade#also I think for simplicity sake the Sayuri is still a picture of her son he just died as a baby or smthg#so it's more tragic
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🦅 for ur little tag game u reblogged earlier <3
HI BESTIE thank u for saving me from embarrassment sorry i briefly forgot abt this ask <3
🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?
uhmmmm so it depends on the fic?
big aus i always outline but mostly it's just like me and a bestie chatting abt it and then like me copy pasting the messages into a doc
id say. anything over 2k gets "outlined" that way in varying degrees from like vague plot idea to like 37 pages masterdoc (shoutout to sugar daddy au. ily sugar daddy au masterdoc)
send me an ask for the writer's emoji ask game!
#thank u for the ask <3333#i would say. bc im just so chatty and love talking abt my fics. things do get outlined pretty well#but even with smthg as outlined as sugar daddy au im still a big fan of doing whatever#outline for me is mostly abt like structure and bigger plot points#i like doing whatever in between and seeing where it takes me which also means im flexible with my outlines#ask game answers
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cyberpunkdreams review
TLDR
cyberpunk dystopic text-based game
lgbt+ friendly, i’m currently playing the game as a genderfluid bi masc-presenting character
meant to be played long-term, not a game to bang out in 20 hrs
made by one dev (correct me if i’m wrong), which is insanely impressive for a game that feels very high-quality
entirely free to play! not pay to win either!
I’ve been playing this game for some days now. I initially encountered it while looking for Fallen London stuff - pretty happy coincidence.
The game itself, without any spoilers, is a cyberpunk dystopic future set in post-apocalyptic America. It uses the same action system that Fallen London uses and a lot of its UI is also very reminiscent of FL. However, it distinguishes itself from its inspiration with its action economy.
In FL, without any subscriptions, playing completely free, you have 20 actions that are used as you go through the world - exploring, stealing, observing, running, etc. In CPD, the limit is 50. Yeah.
I found my first couple days in CPD more fulfiling and engaging than FL, largely due to the feeling that what I was doing with my character mattered. In FL, it feels hard to actually care about what’s happening because I know in a handful of turns I’ll be unable to continue. If I finish a questline in that time, it’d be a surprise. If I can even find a questline in that time, that’s a bigger surprise. I often feel like I’m just spinning my wheels, getting no traction, grinding stats that mean nothing and do nothing because I’m already done with my allowed playtime before I can get a grasp on them.
In CPD, I was able to get through a significant portion of the introduction quests in my first go. When I waste actions doing silly things, it doesn’t feel as bad. I could start a quest, finish another quest, and other side errands before I run out of actions, and when I finish with my economy for the day, it feels like I actually did get to play and interact and engage with the game. The starting portion of the game giving you a guided quest feels a lot better than when I signed up for FL and wasted all my actions trying to understand wtf the game was even offering.
If you’re interested in text-based games, if you liked FL and want something similar, if you enjoy cyberpunk, then I really recommend trying this out. It’s entirely free to play with an optional credits system that gives you access to certain things, but I genuinely don’t feel like the loss of this “premium” worsens the gaming experience. There is ALSO a subscription that gives you a slightly higher action count and imo, as someone who DID subscibe to FL to see if being an Exceptional Friend improved the feeling of the game, I think my money is better spent subscribing to CPD. Better action economy, no payment scheme to enjoy the in-game content, the game itself feels overall more accessible as a new player.
#cyberpunkdreams#game review#it genuinely saddens me that being an ef felt kinda like a waste of money. like ok 20 more actions but i dont actually get any access#to the stories#which makes free fallen london feel kinda like a gacha. not saying it is but rather#like the game genuinely expected me to grind stats without even interesting questlines to go with it#cpd is also grindy but it gives u lots of ways to restore ur actions for FREE#if you cant play one day u can store all ur actions and use them for a longer gaming session#and while i havent played cpd for very long i have not seen a lot of credit-locked content#whereas fl felt like i couldn't go one card without smthg being locked#which rly sucks bc you can literally SEE the amount of content being withheld bc u dont want to play ten bucks per questline
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#i started making a diff coffee drink using my unsweetened almond milk#bc i wanna drink at least one milk alternative to get the vitamins i need asdkjladasd (aside from taking supplements that i keep forgetting#and i started using it in cereal but cereal is just too sweet for me now#and once i tried making an iced latte w it (which tastes so bad to me)#but omg guys#i found a new fav drink of mine (besides the americanos bc i love them sm)#my sis got the loop nespresso lungo cups#so i extract an Istanbul nespresso pod#add almost the same amnt or a lil more of the almond milk#and then add 3 ice cubes (so its filled to the top)#and omg#so good#if i had to give it a name or smthg similar id prob say “iced cortado” (idk if thats a real drink but idc bc idk if it can even be iced)#mehrtalks
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something about adam going to work for a secret govt org and declan continuing to do blackmarket shit makes me so sad :/ not what i wld want for either of them
#greywaren spoilers#like ik the adam thing is mostly a meme and maybe im unrealistic about his character#but end of trk he was thinking about he wanted to help people….#why would he work for shady govt organization…. :/ thats just playing to his ambition thing#which he literally was disillusioned with in greywaren that was the whole thing#im not saying hes gotta go work for an orphanage or smthg but like at least facilitate ur boyfriends ecoterroism#ok maybe thats ooc. but he cldve at least done something beneficial to world w his smarts lol#and declan ive already gone into#and its not even idealistic to think he was being set up to do something creative with his life
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i hate all men and i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies*
#ugh#so theres this guy#(I KNOW i say i think im a lesbian every other week. ignore that for the moment)#hes in 3 of my classes#im into him!!!!!#im sorry!!!!!!!#the problem is he sucks#i haven't told my irl friends about him bc i can't justify him saying the f and r slur to them#bc objectively that is not okay#and i know this#ive been rationalizing it all in my head by saying that if nothing happens its for the best (bc he sucks) and if something does happen it's#college (which is the time to make bad decisions like dating a shitty guy)#and it doubly sucks bc hes actually smart#like he understands what's going on in our calc and chem classes#like how are you going to be stupid and smart#OH ALSO#i forgor#he vapes. in buildings. death penalty#also hes not voting#what is wrong with me!!!!!!#i cant tell if hes flirting w me or if im stupid or whatever#idc#i dont think he even knows my name#forget you read all this#tbh theres nothing anyone can say that i haven't already told myself#the ONLY upside is now im fueled by the need to do better on him on tests so i study harder#can someone take me out back and give me a lobotomy or smthg. smh
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the urge to explain to everyone that i'm autistic so i do things they may find weird vs. the urge to never tell anyone ever because they're going to accuse me of lying 🫠
#vent tw#i had to tell my mom + aunt + aunt's fam when i first got my diagnosis and that was! hm!#i told some friends that i was going through with the assessment but never updated them on the results#i only really told my closest internet friends 🫠🫠🫠#it doesn't feel real like it's been a month and it doesn't Feel Real#tbf it took me like. a year to come to terms with my ADHD diagnosis too#this imposter syndrome thing is rough i'm always like 'meh i can handle it its fine i dont want to inconvenience people'#and then later 'god i should have inconvenienced them i'm so fuckijg stupid'#one of the reasons i want to leave my major too is the complete lack of sympathy for disabled people too#like sure there's SOME. like there's acknowledgement that behaviours can be difficult to change for a lot of people#but trying to bring a disabled perspective in is. it's not easy at all#literally in my DISABILITY STUDIES course trying to talk about it and being shut down and redirected#putting semi-pointed arguments in my midterm assignment about how autistic people sometimes struggle with unclear instructions#(semi-pointed because our instructor kept changing what she was saying so i was confused and wrote a 10 page rant about autism for it)#(ended up getting smthg like 60% because i 'didnt connect it back to what we were learning')#(i got an A overall somehow so there's no point in retaking it but i'm still :/ over that course)#(i was so excited for it too)#i think perhaps i'll do my health program assignment on autism#we're supposed to find a community and do a community evaluation#which is difficult honestly. my neighbourhood is heavily residential#(even though my uni is right up the road)#and there's something to be said about the overall lack of support for autistic adults#ooo. oooo i could do that
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i need ppl who arent americans and dont understand how the american election system works to just shut up
#🍯 talks#like even if u did a fucking ounce of research ud know that trump is a hundred times worse than kamala#including when it comes to palestine#which is way all these ppl are saying to not vote for her#and its one thing to be uncommitted and pushing for her to do better#but so many of these ppl arent#theyre just loud on the internet#they treat it as a single issue voting when theres so many more#and the way ive seen them happily say that maybe if trump wins theyll (americans) have to do smthg#so ud rather risk millions of ppls lives and make everything worse than vote for the candidate that will do harm reduction?#do u hear urselves?????#like in what world does it make sense to support (whether directly or through inaction) someone who is just gonna do the same + worse things#as the person u hate?#like it actually pisses me off when ppl act like were evil for not wanting trump in office
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basically i appreciate talking about other things i can analyze, about people, about movies, about games, principles, ideas, whatever. creativity, wittiness, joking, thats the cool stuff. talking about myself is horrid though, like.. people saying anecdotes about me also feels horrid i hate it i want to tell them to ignore everything else but my ideas. there's an attention part of it that the child in me likes, like im getting praised for being "funny" or interesting enough that pple say stuff abt me to their friends, but that part is small compared to the shame of being found out to be a person who exists and does things and could be unbearable potentially.
#my therapist is gonna find this so fun i just know it i can see her smiling#splendid#at some point i said smthg like “yeah lying is fun i love lying for useless things” which is true its one of the types of humor i like#but honestly i wanted to end myself so bad for saying this#i thought like im sending out the worst image possible this person will never trust any word i say or think#im making fun of pple or whatever#idk anyways#i wish i could just not say things
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#i think something collapsed on the electric lines in my street. i heard a weird smthg falling then snake like electric noise at idk 1 or 2am#i checked my appartement and there was nothing wrong. electricity was working and all#and now (4 am) it isnt anymore. and i heard some guys with a vehicule discuss and do stuff in the street#anyway...all that to say.....AGAIN ?????? Cause YEAH that already happened a few months ago. not even 6 months ago ??? and lasted until lik#1pm#i checked it was in mid november#anyway the guys moved their truck. their not in front of my place anymore but the electricity isnt back. tho i think i can hear them farthe#in the street. I hope it just doesnt last until the afternoon this time#i think the weirdest part is that i specifically remember getting salmon out of the freezer that day in november to eat at noon#which is not something i do that often cause eating fresh fish i freezed is something i try to scatter in time so that it would be#occasional treats (also i am poor). BUT GUESS WHAT I JUST DID YESTERDAY BEFORE GOING TO BED. i took out trout out of the freezer for noon 😭#like it's almost the same fucking fish fr#i hope i dont have to wait after 12pm to cook it like last time 🤡#(actually if i remember last time i even had to go buy a sandwich at the nearest convenience store and the electricity only came back at 3p#and not 1 like a previously said)#anyways gonna try to preserve some phone battery and sleep 🥴)#good night tristate area#personal
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ik nobody is probably deeply invested in this, but I do still write, I've just been having a lot of trouble finishing stuff to my own standards to post. I've got dozens and dozens of pages of incomplete fics I lost steam to write/nitpick/post that I'm trying work on and get posted, but it's been uphill both ways. I'm trying to get better, but no promises, unfortunately.
#i am Such a perfectionist and also have bad executive dysfunction and am lazy so you can imagine the kind of conditions im enduring#like it needs to be the most best ever otherwise its dogshit and im gonna Die which is like a whole Thing but still. thats why teehee#raspberry rambles#vent#or smthg idk#just thought id say something given my inactivity on Ao3
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#i was watching an american show with my aunt (not saying which cause i dont want spoilers)#and i think i finally realized why i dont like american media that much#or just english-language media in general whether its north american or british or smthg#pacing#the pacing SUCKS#and i realized i dont think ive ever had an issue with pacing in any kdramas ive seen#indian media i admit has this issue and even pakistani dramas too#im just stating my opinion ahdkjslakdas#mehrtalks
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