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what was your first favorite transformers character when you were new to the franchise? are they your favorite still, or did your thoughts change?
Ratchet, followed closely by Optimus. And they are definitely still my favourites for sure. I'm happy ratchet is one of the more consistent and recurring characters in tf media because I <3 him and every characterization of him except you bayverse fuck you fuck you fuck you penis blast of which I did not know when I had only watched tfp because, well, I had no idea about any of the other media except the movies and g1.
#which in hindsight is crazy#that I managed to not know about literally any of it at all#like truly had no idea there were other shows#or comics#or anything#when its rivals DC for its amount of random one offs and shows and comics and fractured storylines#like how did I do that#I say knowing full well I'll do it again#they call me the unknower. and well. you'll never believe what I don't know#though recently I met my match#one of my coworkers who's a real movie critic was talking to me about the MCU.. specifically the spiderman movies#and when I started talking about the origins of Spiderman. how Stan lee first got the comic published etc#he was like Stan Lee didn't write the comics?? he's a movie director#and I was like BOY DO I HAVE SOME INFO FOR YOU#it was crazy#it was so crazy. I mean he did say he's not a comic reader. or a cartoon watcher. so I suppose it makes sense he was only interested in#stan lee's career as the director of the earlier marvel movies#but like.... holy shit man#where have you been. how#how did you manage to not know that#a kindred spirit....
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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago
#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW#when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas#or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it#my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT#IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently#most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of#smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say#its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words#its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me#5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention#doodles#diary#sona#puppysona#comics
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Miku sketch ft. an outfit I definitely didn't make up on the spot.
#art talks about stuff#unlabelled drawing tag#i think this look is cute i should draw it again maybe#i didn't have a backstory in mind when i made this but in hindsight she looks like a schoolgirl who's late to/skipping class imo#btw the patch on her pocket + one of the pins on the other are references to albums#if you can tell which ones you either have crazy good eyes or can read my mind. good job for either#id in alt text#vocaloid#hatsune miku#<- forgot to maintag this fuck my entire life
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The Bournemouth Belle, and The Last Shunter.
More OCs! SteamNav and Missus are rather new so some info might be subject to change, and they were AU versions of certain characters (3 points if you guess who) buuut they spiralled into new characters. SteamNav is tranquil fury incarnate, trying to take control of his life after so long being something humans have tinkered with and throwing herself into making Incredibly Bad Descisions; and Missus can and will judge your (engine) sins, but she keeps losing at poker and that's why Sodor is so damn haunted. If anyone has any more questions or just want to help me brainstorm send me an ask and I'll answer :]
#live from tidmouth#creative on the mainline#ttte#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#thomas & friends#ttte oc#ttte oc steamnav#ttte oc missus#missus is NOT engine devil shes just the one who shunts you to engine heaven or engine hell accordinf to folklore#theres other reaper like figures in engine folklore esp worldwide. in indonesia where many steam engines left in depots got scrapped illegal#*illegally the reaper figure is a lot more ominous. humanoid figures with cutter torches.#irl general steam navigation is still being restored and unrebuilt to her original shape#which is taking a LONGASS time. shes been purchased from barry in the 80S.#I imagine she's going stir fucking crazy. and she has a documented history in her own website btw#did you know that br warships are from the western region. made in swindon. THEYRE GREAT WESTERN ENGINESSSS#and apparently the great western railway and the southern railway had rivalry#which makes any animosity duck and thomas had a bit funnier in hindsight. literally gwr and sr behaviour
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i did think about richard siken saying there's no such thing as unrequited love, just unrequited desire for probably longer than i should've, but idk. feelings are complicated. 'unrequited' is complicated. i've never felt so consistently failed by language before...
#realizing in hindsight that we made some kind of crazy promises to each other in march/april that have been hard to follow through on#bc they're just hard. scary. involve a lot of vulnerability and trust and trusting in both chance and each other#i feel like i'm not old enough for it lmao. i was naive about the effort it would take to stay open about myself#much harder than staying open about him! because i find it easy to care about him#and i find it much harder to care about myself.#but i am finally understanding why the attitude you have towards yourself is so important when it comes to things like this...#because the thing that lies between you and the other person is made up of how you see them and how they see you and how you see yourselves#and what you see when you look out together. and any part of it being held back because it's full of guilt and shame and self hatred#just fucks it all up. puts pressure on everything else.#which is a terrible realization but yknow. infinitely valuable to know for the rest of my life. just terrible to contend with.#a tag
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getting back on my drawing slowly but surely ^^ here's an aleena
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sth aleena#aleena the hedgehog#sorta vent in tags but its more rambling TDLR i got injured right after the other stuff lol :sob:#just a tw for xacto knives & vomitting#I probably would have gotten back sooner but I ended up having a pretty nasty accident with an Xacto knife#design students remember your xacto safety and dont end up like me#my mom says it's probably because I was distracted with other events so I wasn't paying as much attention as i should have#you always feel like they're overreacting about safety till you end up in an accident :skull:#or well#Ive been cut before with Xactos but they weren't from cutting straight against a ruler and not realizing your finger is in the way#they were mostly because of how I'd accidentally push my finger too close to the back of the knife#and circles#“Go fast with a lot of pressure” - my design teacher's instructions on straight lines... yeah. I did that.#It's kinda crazy though cause I've gotten worse injuries but HOLY FUCK#Like yeah. Spraining my ankles hurt... burns hurt... that time my elbow just decided to be unbearably painful for no reason#that last one still confuses me cause what the hell??? anyways this time was just#an actual ridiculous amount of pain for what it was#I threw up 5 times from the pain all at once... which has only ever happened before with the elbow thing#at least this was an actual reason. unlike the elbow... which I LITERALLY JUST WOKE UP AND IT WAS SEARING PAIN LIKE WHAT THE HELL????#anyways#Now that it doesnt hurt as bad it's kinda neat to look at#and think about in hindsight cause it bled a lot :sob:
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telling your friends that you hate me, but i know you can’t get enough ₊˚⊹♡
never gonna get over how revolutionary the origins of emilie and jonah’s relationship was for how i play the sims
#in hindsight it was pretty basic but the FUN ihad playing with sims with the enemies to lovers arranged marriage trope created my love of#messy ass relationships#which is prolly why 2/4 of their kids are litt crazy when it comes to their love lives#see: daphne and roman LMAOO#robin isnt as bad but lucas def has the best one#luca*#ts4#the sims 4#the sims#sims#sims 4#cas#main save#gen 1#emilie castro#sims screenshots
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my only motivation to write is to prove my 7th grade english teacher wrong because she said my english/writing skills were subpar since i wasn't a native english speaker (literally not true she was just mega racist and assumed because i was very proud i speak arabic/am arab and apparently simultaneous bilingualism doesnt exist in her world)
#i also write to take all my favorite parts of stories i hate#and scrub them clean of the parts i hated#to make something i like better#every story i have ever disliked has pieces of a story i liked that just barely missed the mark#i sometimes wish my 7th grade teacher had told me that#every story has pieces that are subjectively good and bad#and you're allowed to pick apart at them#instead she told me i was bad because of my ethnicity which was crazy in hindsight lmao#writeblr#writers on tumblr#nat posting
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i dont think any other show has had an impact on me as huge as awae. that show consumed my entire life for months and months when i was 15 and nothing has changed its so so dear to me
#ive been rewatching it for the past little bit and omg.#im remembering why i went insane when i heard that the show was canceled for s4. i literally follow amybeth on insta and i see ppl in her#comments begging all the time for season 4 and im not saying thats not annoying and inappropriate but GODDDD. SO TRUE SO TRUEEEEE.#we were ROBBED!!!!!!!#i remember the billboard they put up to try and renew the show and i think it was just an issue with the dude who played gilbert. which in#hindsight yeah that makes sense i remember feeling rly bad for him back in the day#but good lord awae season 4 would have been crazy. obviously i was extremely mentally ill at the time of s3's release so thats why i was so#obsessed HOWEVER watching it now its still deserving of my obsesion. so good#i keep editing these tags but awae was the hugest hyperfixation ive had in all my time of existing. like ive been rly into other sorts of#media ie demon slayer and homestuck but im telling yall for about 10 weeks (awae was releasing one episode per week when they aired s3)#there was not a waking moment where i wasnt thinking about that show. and every sunday i would go into the canadian website using a vpn and#watch that show after i was done with my hw. it was like church for crazy people (me)#ok final edit but i think i filter myself a lot on here in comparison to before cuz i used to overshare wayy too much on tumblr#but this is the realest ive been in a hot minute
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hmm what’s that? my cross to bear?
oh yah i’m forced to initially think that anytime artists lean into calico jack’s cowboy-ness that they’re drawing sexy micah bell fanart
#it’s jarring every time#like ik there are ppl out there attracted to micah#that’s not the crazy part to me#it’s more shocking that i think i’m getting that fanart on my feed#but in the end i’m not#it’s just jack which in hindsight#makes way more sense#but is it any better…#ehhhhh#anyway my bad everypony#i see two white guys with dirty blonde hair and similar facial hair and fringe and i make assumptions#ofmd#txt#jack rackham#calico jack
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Played the Sonic murder game! I was actually just on a long train ride, so as soon as Ace and I realized we were the dining car attendant, I went back and named my character after the dining car attendant on our train!
Chip, if you're somehow reading this, I apologize. Because we did call that character stupid every time I failed the minigame. And I was very, very bad at the minigame.
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#murder of sonic the hedgehog#chip#not sonic unleashed chip tho#dining car attendant chip#i find it really funny that the characters drag them thru all this chaos#but as soon as they step off the train nobody talks to them#the player character says two things once they get off the train#and no one ever responds or says a word to the.#its just like#damn that was crazy#anyway#cake!#spoilers#we joked that it was so hard to win the minigame (that represents Chip thinking) bc Chip is bad at thinking#which in hindsight was rude of me#since we named them after a real person
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when i was in high school everyone's favorite teacher was arrested and sentenced to prison for engaging in a sexual relationship with a student and over the years I've kept a watch on him and his inmate status until recently he was gone from the database.............and i just learned he was released early 🧍🏻♀️
#he was sentenced to 8 years but only 'required' to serve 85% of it!!!!#he was arrested in 2017 and sentenced in 2018#which means he served barely 5 years#for sexually assaulting a teenager#the teen almost killed herself over it and he was SO obsessive#this was so crazy to find out bc he literally was the favorite teacher#everyone wanted to be in his class omfg#he used to give out fun prizes for answering questions correctly#and in hindsight........
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am I being too sensitive for being very upset when people use only pink and blue for trans flag?
the white is literally so important and represents people that I love so much
I understand that labels are descriptive and not prescriptive and that flags get some of that, but I still feel so defensive when they are wrong - they are more important than a small mistake
#I remember how I went off on a fellow trans person for saying that trans flag is ugly#terrible things can happen to me if I end up wearing it and someone recognizes it on the street of this country; it's a symbol of hope to m#but for them it's just an ugly combination of colors to be represented by?#and then I was called the crazy one by my friends for that#which in hindsight fuck them; they ended up abandoning me for things they have done themselves many times#I should have stood up for myself#it's okay for my love of the symbol to be as important as their distaste for it#two opinions can coexist and fight and still coexist
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realizing that my roughest patch mental health wise was late 2022 and early 2023 is like. wow. how the fuck did I not see that before.
#it was BAD.#i think mcr simultaneously fucked me up more and saved me#which is kinda crazy#ig not really#i think it was more the mcr fandom fucked me up more and mcr saved me#man the spaces i was in in late 2022 and early 2023 were BAD#that was also my deepest romantic yearning phase#which led to a lot of short lived and otherwise unhealthy relationships over the course of like 4 months.#many of which made my mental health problems even worse#not that it was often the other person's fault entirely. i wasn't ready for any relationships but i got in ones anyways#i think the it was the same for most of them too#tw vent#btw joining the kjrp led to a series of events that led me to much better and safer spaces within the community#i think. the kjrp circa early 2023 still did some things to me that weren't great. but it led to better places#there are some things that got told to me then that i still held onto for probably way too long that effected me deeply#but compare it to the other spaces i was hanging out and it looked great#i think the things i held onto were mostly because of past experiences in role plays and relationships#and that's why they stuck#wasn't a matter of someone trying to purposefully attack me#felt like it at the time but hindsight is 20/20.
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Sometimes I get the rare opportunity to talk to a normal horse owner about care and training, and it's jarring to realize just how lost in the sauce I am.
Most people own horses just to have a big, expensive, living lawn gnome that eats all their ground. They ride maybe once a year. I cannot stress this enough, this is about 70% of horse people.
Imo these beasts are far too expensive to just look at. Also without regular handling they get really shitty, dangerous and unhealthy, so let's put that thing to work. But I can't just talk to the average horse owner about shit like the effects of inside and outside rein, the function of leg aids vs seat aids, and getting your horse off the forehand like it's the fucking school of Athens. They just don't GET it. And I can't even say they're the weird one because they're not, I know it's me.
#What spurred this was I gave someone a lesson on my extremely broke dressage horse and my mans was CONFUSED#This lady has owned horses in the past but wanted to ride again so I tossed her on banjo knowing he'd do basically anything you ask#But she didn't know how to ask. You could see the gears turning in his little walnut brain trying to figure out what she wanted#She owned horses so I tried to use all the crazy horse terminology but she had no idea what the fuck I was on about#Which in hindsight is fair
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do you guys know if there are any discord groups to schedule things like hunting parties with others? i really want the muujin plushes but i Hate hunting them... ough
#i got one !! the banded muujin!!!#but i cant get the others :')#theyre such a PAIN#the TREES#i also got the basic sernuk one today :')#YIPPEEEEE#ive been going Crazy trying to get the sernuk#hundreds of sernuk dead... oh no.....#its so cute though :')#i put it on a coach under the heads which in hindsight is kinda creepy but like#at least theyre not real !
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