#where's my therapist
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ah also ever since I dissociated and cut so bad I had to get stitches Ive been unable to sh at all.. this is a good thing, right? obviously? but I'm in painnnn guys, my body has a strong nausea reaction to alcohol now, I don't have access to weed, I don't.. have any other ways of coping 🥲 I mean ok obviously I do. I have skills. but I've USED them bro Ive DONE them, I know from what I've learnt that there's a point though where skills don't work. you can do every healthy coping mechanism in the book, but true therapy is relationships, healing involves closeness to other people, and my body is as repelled by that as it is to alcohol. so the only thing I've got left is taking way too much ritalin and staying up all night scrolling tiktok and not doing the assignment that was due yesterday bc ongoing debilitating panic I'm doing nothing about is.. SOMETHING. like maybe if I take enough ritalin and stay awake for a rly long time my brain will break and something different will happen
#ed mumbles#where's my therapist#with her i get to release all the Adult and be a dumb kid#i can sit on the floor and be silly and let my guard down and then say dark things that a kid shouldn't know about#bc she gets me man#anyway i need a real adult to put me in bed and stare at me till im asleep and then sit next to me while i cry and do my homework#is that too much to ask#alcohol ////#self harm ////#at least with those coping mechanisms i knew what to do#it's frustrating wanting to cut so the pain is released but you physically cant#something about seeing fat and then watching your skin get stitches#dont do it boys it actually sort of traumatised me
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You PICK her, you CHOOSE her, but you LOVE me? Okay.
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My drug of choice? Any of the bats/birds saying “help” at a normal volume and their designated super is suddenly there
Mmmmmm
#batman#superbat#Superman#batfam#this could be either romantic or platonic I don’t care#it’s about asking for help and someone being there#hmmm maybe I should show my therapist my ao3 history#there’s a pattern…isn’t there#kon el#tim drake#damian wayne#jon kent#uhh do Jason and dicks supers do that? unsure I think bizzaro can right#and then you get the flip side where the bats are like hmm to repay you I will stalk your every movement yes perfect
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I feel bad for neglecting Hazel so much, I do have many thoughts about her.. and also a mermaid au that im probably not going to do anything with
#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#hazel wells#fop hazel#fop dev#dev dimmadome#art#digital art#doodles#I wish Hazels parents were more flawed tbh...#Like I get why they wanted to have them be good rep so that young people could know what a good family is supposed to look like#but it felt like every time there was an opportunity to have them do something genuinely flawed-#they would perfectly sidestep it before it even became a problem#I really enjoyed the first episode because it showed a hint of a very unique emotional issue Hazel had related to having a therapist mother#The idea that she has to be mature all the time#constantly living around therapy speak makes her feel like she isnt allowed room to breathe#Feeling unable to express her emotions without someone there giving advice that she isnt ready for yet#just small things!#She feels so pressured to be emotionally mature all the time BECAUSE she gets praised for it#maybe im projecting everyone always tell me I was so mature for my age...#But like I really really wanted to see that from her!!#And then after that episode it doesnt even come up again#The only other episode that features the moms job as a conflict is the one where she wants to spend more time with her#which is a fine conflict I guess but it still ends with her saying all the perfect things#I wanted Markus to be more of a genuine threat too. even if he didnt actually do anything having him be more looming would have been nice#I feel like they mostly forget hes a para scientist most of the time idk.#I just felt like his interactions could have been more unique#Maybe he will be in future seasons idk
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#i'm plagued by it#the big black empty hole inside of my chest#nobody gets it. i can't explain it#i can't make therapists or doctors understand. they just don't get it#are you sad? depressed? sometimes? they think#they just do not get it. no this big black void hovers over me constantly#it wants me to join it#it is always with me#and how will therapy help it go away if therapists do not even understand what it is?#i am utterly and completely helpless and powerless to it#i am scared. because i know the day will come where i succumb to it#bpd emptiness#chronic emptiness#bpd feelings#childhood trauma#actuallytraumatized#traumacore#vent edit#bpd
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You do get the sense that Mihawk is a man that has never been normal about a single thing, a day in his life.
He either underreacts or overreacts, Things either don't affect him or obsess him there is no in between. There is only the russian roulette of which option you get.
And unless you're a certain red head or cotton candy haired child, neither option spells anything great for your general well being or the integrity of your ship...
#everytime a marine talks to him they enter a very dangerous game of russian roulette where they either lose their job or lose their life#except garp ofcourse who makes it worse for everybody involved#and still sees Mihawk as the 14 year old feral brat that practically crawled his way into the grandline#He has never displayed a normal reaction to anything like who actively trains their would be murder? my brother in christ get a therapist#Shanks again thinks Mihawks revoleving door of obsession and apathy is the cutest thing in the world.#dracule mihawk#throwing thoughts to the void#hawkeye mihawk#mishanks#akagami no shanks#akataka#one piece#op#shanks#goth fam#goth family#takanome mihawk#red haired shanks
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last night i got home kind of tipsy and very much in tears and my mother told me the force you exert to keep someone in your life is proportional to the force with which they will leave your life. if you have to fight tooth and claw to keep them, their leaving will be just as hard, just as harsh, and just as definite.
#she said it like a law. its just momentum.#also she told me to get a therapist and start archery ASAP bc i need to get it together#and also she said even granting that this person u were in love w was So Special . as in hot motorcycle-riding iranian masc lesbian in ldn#they arent the only one on earth and that once i start my proper adult life outside of studies etc etc i will probably no longer live in th#UK. she said most non straight iranians u would like have left the country anyway . where do you think they went? theyre out there#and also she asked me to imagine how many hot gay iranians there may be in italy or amsterdam or smth and i was like ok points 😭 maybe#ur right. anyway i was having a feeling of dread bc crying into the arms of ur strict asian mother while buzzed usually results in#death chaos destruction etc in the next few days but actually i think maybe she has genuinely changed as a person and the fear is#unwarranted#anyway i need to eat breakfast and study w the date person i met yesterday#they are so nice ??? genuinely so so sweet i dont feel attracted to them at all omg i genuinely think i have a thing for hot evil ppl 😭#but we could b besties . theyre a lot more romantic than the ex situationship person too like generally . ugh they should be perfect but#alas it appears i am shallow as fuck or potentially a lesbian actually#OH THEY MIGHT ALSO BE POTENTIALLY A LESBIAN BTW#i think i just tend to not date cis ppl entirely by accident#....feel free to rb if u want btw sorry for the rant
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Doodles from a dw rp I was just in!!! Honestly the best one I've had so far lol
Out of character that vs in character chat😭
Omg crazyy...
😭😭😭random
#GIVE ASTRO A BREAK CHALLENGE#he got pushed. kicked. airhorned. shot. called a kissboy. used as a hammer. had night terrors. got his biggest secret revealed (arms).#manipulated by a flower. and forced to dispose of a body#bro could NOT catch a break💔#therapist finn was fun tho#stitch art#art#dandys world#doodles#astro dandys world#finn dandys world#sprout dandys world#dandy's world rp#dandy dandys world#dandys world dandy#tagging him is so odd..#dandy: “whats wrong? dont wanna get yiur hands dirty?”#speout: “he has hands???”#i was GIGGLING#i was astro btw. idk how things kept happebing to me....#shrimpo shot me in the leg with a GUN idk where he even got it😭😭#the night terrors werent my idea either. we had a narrator which was actually REALLY FUN and awesome#bro is just doomed by the narrative i think#had to go shortly after the body disposal unfortunately but that rp was sm fun the other ppl there were so good#dandys speech when we were alone was SOO MUCH COOLER than what i put btw. i iust cant remember exactly what he said😭😭😭😭
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Harley Quinn's Redemption arc starts with Jason
Headcanon: Harley Quinn is way nicer to Jason Todd after leaving Joker and formal with the other Robins. She wants to prove to him she's not Mister J or affiliated with him. He hates her at first, but Harley Quinzel - Psychiatrist and insane clown girl will not give up.
Harley Quinn, opened the door of an empty warehouse where Jason is tied up at. He got tied up by the drug fiends, but Harley took care of that. Jason eyes widen in shock and then harden with anger as Harley skips over to him.
Harley: Hey Jacey, miss me?
Jason (glaring at the woman while his mouth is tapped shut): *muffled curse words*
Harley (smiling while her eyes shifted in shock): Haven't heard harsh words like that in a few years. Not from who you'd think eitha, it was my great aunt whenever she dropped by for Thanksgiving. Good times. Anyways, dontcha worry, I knocked out the guys blocking the doors. You're welcome.
Harley Quinn rips off the tape.
Jason: How- Owwwww!
Harley : It's just tape, I've had waxes worse than that. Waxin' is the worst, let me tell ya.
Jason: How-
Harley (interrupting Jason): Avoid at all costs. Oh and for the question how did I knows you were here. I'm the partner Batsy set ya up with.
Harley (covering a red faced Jason's mouth): Relax, I pestered him for a week to let me. My idea, not his. I'm really good at breaking people down.
Harley cut the ropes with a large knife. Jason stood up, rubbing his sore wrists. His stare at Harley was filled with fury.
Harley: You got taller and are rockin' the white-
Jason: Leave!
Harley: I can't leave ya alone. Batsy told me to keep ya safe and I will. I tracked who these guys are linked to.
Jason: Great, you can deal with that. I'm going home.
Harley: You have to come with me, I'm trustworthy-
Jason (covering the woman's mouth): Thank you soooo much for coming to my aid. It's super great you 'totally' changed. Do that, away from me.
Jason stormed off, exiting the warehouse, ignoring the unconscious guards. Harley skipped with him, not giving up.
Harley: You're welcome! Jacey, give me a chance we're trauma siblings. We both dealt with the Joker. I get that you hold a little resentment towards me.
Jason: You let him kill me!
Harley: And I am sorry for that. My voice sounds like I'm faking it, but this is how I talk.
Jason: Like a lunatic?
Harley: Ha, ha. Seriously I can make it up to ya.
Jason: No you can't. Bye.
Jason kept walking wanting to be done with this failed mission. Harley crosses her arms with a smirk.
Harley: Guess I'll deal with that cargo of cocaine those guys were movin' over. It's linked to a major drug ring, Snowflame is the drug lord-
Jason: Don't care.
Harley: You never met Snowflame, have you? The cocaine powered super villain.
Jason (over his shoulder): That's not a real man.
Harley: He is very real and very insane. He snorts loads of cocaine to fight people, somehow has an electric guitar play when he talks, but maybe he's too strong for ya. That's okay, I'll leave you be.
Harley skipped past Jason, sly smile on her face.
Harley (slyly): He'll have cocaine powder on his face.
Jason sighs.
Jason: I gotta see this guy. I'll go with you!
Harley: Yay, you're going to love this and afterwards you get a stickea.
Jason: I don't want a sticker!
Harley followed behind Jason eager to be working together.
Harley: But it's a puffy cat sticka.
Jason: I'm not a preschooler.
Harley: Fine, I won't give it to ya.
Jason : I... Might want to see it.
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Two weeks later while Jason was out shopping for fruits, Harley snuck up behind him while carrying her bat.
Harley: Hey Jacey!
Jason screamed causing Harley to scream.
Harley: Calm down!
Jason: How did you find me?!
Harley: Saying I was followin' ya is the least creepy answa. I was followin' ya . Batsy told me ya were lookin' for a therapist. I mean hello, here I am.
Jason (shaking his head): Nope. Nope, not you. I'm not taking you as a therapist.
He walked past her. She jumps in front of him making him throw his arms up annoyed.
Harley: Come on, Jacey, I'm accredited and everything.
Jason: I heard you slept with your professor to coast through college.
Harley: Lies! I hate that stupid rumor! I'm incredibly smart! I can already read you like a book. You struggle with trust issues, have PTSD, anger issues you have to manage and... Severe depression along with an unspecified mood disorder.
Jason: ...
Harley: How close was I?
Jason (walking past the woman): You're not going to be my therapist!
Harley: I was right. Jacey when you get past my accent I give solid advice. Jace, wait, if you don't want me, I know a couple people.
Jason ran off exiting the store, but Harley was hot on his heels, determined to help him whether he wanted it or not. Jason didn’t fully hate Harley; he just recognized that her approach wasn’t the way to earn someone’s forgiveness. He sighed, feeling the frustration of the situation wash over him.
Harley: We're sprintin'! I love sprintin'! That is a healthy way to work out your frustrations.
Jason: Harley!
Harley: Come on, give me a chance!
Jason: Stop chasing me!
#harley quinn#harley quinn being a therapist#there's a version where Harley slept with the professor to pass and I refuse to accept that canon#harley quinn is smart#jason todd#the boy needs a hug#harley and jason#batfamily#batman#batfamily chronicles#batfamily shenanigans#batfamily headcanons#batfamily fanfiction#dc characters#dc headcanon#headcanon batfamily#red hood#batfamily comedy#batfamily funny#batfamily fluff#dc red hood#script fic#flash fiction#part of my batfamily flash fiction#batfamily fic#dc fanfiction#batfamily chronicles flash fiction#batfamily flash fiction#multi part flash fic#harley quinn is doing what she thinks is best
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Love that the Batfam consistently ruins and is largely incompatible with any and all of Alfred's attempts to nuclearify the family.
#Sorry this is based on several “visions” reminisce-ments? things that Alfred has done#where he gives Bruce like the stereotypical family#and he's clearly pushing for it a lot#and I think the Batfam's a) too complicated b) not all the members even agree they're part of it c) fucking weirdos all of them#so Alfred is consistently thwarted and annoyed#But also Alfred himself complicates the nuclearification by encouraging the kids to step outside traditional roles of child to be co-parent#or therapist#or some other shenaniganery#you get it or you don't is my point lol#batfam#alfred pennyworth#“if not for those meddling kids”#batman#dc comics#bruce wayne#batfamily#personal#the entire post is in the TAGS LMAO#no regrets
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imagine you're waiting to start your first session w a new therapist and as they approach the waiting room you hear them whistling marukaite chikyuu
#in my head this is playing out like that film M where hes whistling hall of the mountain king#anyway this would be ur experience if i was ur therapist
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i wish we could get a conversation between cullen and the iron bull regarding them leaving everything they've known for the inquisition. obviously the qun and the templars are different, but they're both people walking away from a very restrictive system centered on religion and now trying to figure out who they are without that system that they have killed and done terrible things in the name of.
#dragon age inquisition#cullen rutherford#commander cullen#the iron bull#iron bull#and both of them need so much therapy. oh my god#a therapist in skyhold would be booked out an entire decade.#also the natural inclination to go a little nuts after leaving a situation where you're under a lot of rules#vultures and dragons
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erm can we see more deer dale he's so silly
Deer Dale!!! Now with full antler face like I initially intended but could not figure out how to draw at the time
#you get a healthy mix of silly and horrific body horror with this one#fop#fop nature au#fop a new wish#dale dimmadome#dev dimmadome#fop dale#fop dev#body horror#art#digital art#fanart#wanted to do some mini frames of deer dale sort of like deliriously nuzzling dev#but since hes ya know covered in antlers Dev is just sitting there terrified that if he makes one wrong move hes gonna get skewered or wors#(that wouldnt happen often btw he'd be mostly too scared and erratic for that but i thought it would be a nice one off visual)#its kinda an apt summary of their relationship tho i think#even if hes not malicious. even when hes trying to be as gentle as he knows how hes still hurting dev or almost hurting dev#I think about the ep where Dale mentions his time in the lemon factory implying that hes trauma dumped to dev about it before#like my man. your son is not who you should be loading that information on to. get a therapist.#all this to say that i do think deer dale tries to avoid hurting dev and even tries to be comforted by him but like..#you are like a 400 pound animal blindly stumbling around covered in spikes#you cant tell your own CHILD you dont love them and then expect them to take on the burden of comforting you#again hes not fully there when hes a deer but this is all very metaphorical or whatever
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Sometimes watching Community is like "Abed's just like me fr 😃" and sometimes it's "Abed's just like me fr ☹️"
#inspired by the fact that my therapist said i can send her show or movie scenes to explain how im feeling#and im slightly debating on sending her a scene from Community#the one in contemporary american poultry where talks how connecting to people is difficult#idk if I'll actually do it bc thats terrifying but its an idea in my brain#sorry for oversharing on tumblr dot com again#Abed nadir#nbc community#community
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As a Gévaudan Lycan, June’s design is supposed to give off an unknowable and melancholy energy.
Gévaudan Lycans are mimics, and their emotions alter their form, especially if they have little to no control of themselves when they shift.
The way June was changed into a lycan and her experience during first shift were extremely traumatic, and over time, her lycan form reflected her feelings of loss and self-loathing. She fronts as this charming and confident woman, while holding back her deeper emotions that eventually leached into the form that reflects her true self.
Fear, sadness, loss, and rage all mixed into this one entity she cannot control. Once a month, she's forced into facing all of those emotions, reliving that trauma again and again for nearly 30 years.
#so when people say they like her design#it makes me so so happy#I put lot of thought into it#as I really wanted to reflect a top very near and dear to my heart#which is the lack of access and resources for black women (especially queer black women) for mental health#there's this kind of cultural thing#where your hairstylist is also your therapist#and June’s design and lore is a reference to that culture#all these hardworking women in the community who will just be TALKING about their experiences at hair salons#it's cathartic but also like#it happens because of how little professional help is available and accessible for the community#anyway June is a big sad cryptid werewolf and needs to not be sad :[#she can still be a big cryptid werewolf but she needs lycantherapy#june kingston#strawberry moon
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sy when he realised he transmigrated
#svsss#sqq#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#dropping my shitpost of the day#chatting with my friend and this happened#about work#reminds me of that one hc where sy transmigrates and becomes a mental health therapist#I would like to think I have a sense of humour
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