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#where did you find such information?#please cite references#I can even mispell#eHllo#Therefore this proves that i am not a bot
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day 3: morning glory
saw flower in the prompt and it should be stated that im obsessed with flower languages. morning glories can be so similar to the red string of fate, a bit tragic depending on how you work with the descriptions
#xanvid week 2024#xanvid#drdt#my art#drawing#fanart#digital drawing#doodle#danganronpa despair time#danganronpa#xander matthews#david chiem#flower language#these descriptions can vary so much depending where did you find the information ugh#thats why i tried to search it in japanese and spanish and vietnamese#vietnameses one was quite simple and didnt fit into their relationship so i didnt include it :(
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might fucking explode today due to major health insurance providers having more money than fucking god but refusing to put any of it into making it easier for their millions of clients to find out if they have care coverage or not
#download this 154 page document and read it#oh you did that and didn't find anything? then there is nowhere online where this information is written or stored so now you have to call#and be on hold for 45-90 minutes for someone to tell you something about a plan YOU ARE PAYING FOR AND CANNOT KNOW ABOUT
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Tired Dad Philza catches the eyes of the recently moved-in Brazilian neighbors
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Someone suggested an au a while back where qsmp would be located in a small town instead of an island where everyone's just small-town locals. And spooky stuff happens where they have to protect their kids.
Phil's basically a single parent but is married to Missa who is very busy and hardly around. Hopefully, no new potential suitor infiltrates the nest >:)
#qsmp#quackity smp#qsmp forever#qsmpforever#q!forever#philza#tallulah#chayanne#richarlyson#cellbit#pactw#mike#philever#sugarduo#yeah I did it#I posted sugarduo art#get fucked!#don't even bother trying to inform or argue with me in the comments#if u have seen my blog at all the past few days you know where I stand#just go to the discourse tag and find out#my art#art#au#Small town au
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making a mental note if I ever make it up to Dundee to scope out possible places on Discovery to put a square set for the lancers. I have, in my life, been On Boats and they're not generally known for large areas of open decking. maybe the wardroom table folded away? this is going to be my niche and specific bugbear I think
I'm in general very interested in dancing in single-gender spaces, especially all-male spaces - even in modern social dance circles, there's this assumption that the ideal partnership is m/f, and of course women won't mind dancing together if the numbers don't work out but it's Too Much for men to do the same if that's how the numbers go (obviously this has changed over time, but even in ~2018 when I first started dancing with my current group, people would kindly offer to break up their f/f partnership so I (male(ish)-presenting) wouldn't 'have to' dance with a man), so there's an element of petty vindication in pointing at historical dancing and going 'well it didn't seem to bother them in 1903'. Especially when, as here, the fact of dancing in m/m pairs isn't even remarked upon, just 'we had a song or two, then a set of lancers and then more songs' (p.266).
#it's not that all my interests must converge#it's just that when there's overlap in the venn diagram I get very. shall we say. focused.#(anyway if anyone has more information on where you can fit eight dancers on discovery hmu)#(I did find a vid of a scottish group doing it which gives me hope of persuading my lot to do it at some point#but alas it does remain Very Long and Not Very Interesting from a dancer's perspective)#(even if you do get to do a frankly ridiculous amount of birling which *is* very fun)#polar exploration#kind of#for blog-tidying purposes at least#lol @ myself for putting a page number in but no book title. of course I will not remember what I was reading in even a week's time#but it's Wilson's Discovery diary
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me, constantly: one of the most frustrating things about playing for this DM is that he clearly just wants to have things happen to the characters without anyone ever questioning why
me to this DM, explaining felix: his entire thing as a character is that whenever anything happens he wants to find out as much information as possible about what's going on and why
me about his backstory: so my concept is that Something happened to him and he doesn't have any information about it so he's desperate to find out what exactly happened and why
DM: okay here's what I was thinking we'd do for your backstory: you went to this place seeking this group and talked to this person there and then, immediately after that, Something Happened. like, very obviously directly connected to that person and their group, which you already know about, and whom you'd obviously already know exactly how to find again if you wanted to get more information on what (else) exactly happened and why
#me-- dissociating: ....... well........... that wouldn't work. actually. because why would I not.... have already solved the mystery.#if I knew. exactly who did it to me. and exactly where to find them. if I wanted to investigate it.#which. I would. because that is. literally my character's entire concept.#and also. the entire CONCEPT. OF EVEN HAVING A BACKSTORY MYSTERY. TO GIVE FELIX SOMETHING HE'S ACTIVELY INVESTIGATING.#like first of all he got hung up on an incidental detail of the concept (the thing that happened left some kind of mark [a clue!])#and centered THAT such that the mystery HE thought he was giving me was 'but what does the MARKING ITSELF do'#but even with THAT being shifted to center I had to be like...... stephen............... he would just ask???#that's not a mystery 😭 why would I not have already gone to where I know the information is and then gotten it 😭#'oh huh yeah I guess he probably would just go back to those people' YEAH BUD. WHY ON GOD'S GREEN EARTH WOULD HE NOT.#YOU NEEDED ME TO TELL YOU THIS??#I'm not trying to pick apart your house of cards like an asshole!! I'm just trying to SURFACE LEVEL engage with the game!!#ALL MY FRIENDS DM. I HAVE NEVER HAD THESE PROBLEMS WITH ANY OF THE REST OF THEM. I PROMISE YOU IT'S NOT ME.#[on my knees screaming into my hands]
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i'm so happy firewatch au is set in the 80s, i say through gritted teeth. it adds to the plot and ambiance of the story so much. it has never caused me any problems ever, i say
it's okay i just needed to get more ✨creative✨
#do you know how often i try to research information and it is just Not Available#or all the modern day information that i *can* find is irrelevant to the 80s?#today i was running into issues where various laws that exist today did not exist then which caused me some issue#because i was like. okay well now i need to find a new idea lmao#i think i've worked it out but i spent the last two hours researching stuff and it just periodically brought me back to square one
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Ok stupid rant, but I’m sick of looking up a game and only being able to find guides and wikis made by people who obviously hate the game they’re writing information about.
I was looking for guides for the hedge maze portion of Castlevania 64 because I was stuck in it and couldn’t visualize what the layout of maze looks like (turns out, it’s not technically a traditional maze, aka one route to the exit, which helps a lot) and the only guide I can find is one on gamefaqs or something where the person cannot contain themselves from constantly interjecting to say how much they don’t like Malus cause “ugh overdramatic cutscene, his parents are dead who cares, he looks like a girl” or how they hate the game cause it’s too hard and annoying and “oh boy as if this game couldn’t get worse”.
And like dude! Sincerely! Shut up! I don’t care! I just want to know what I’m supposed to do! You are allowed to dislike the game and express your opinions, just please keep those to a little ending opinion section or a review!!! Stop breaking up actual instructions I can’t keep track of what you’re telling me to do!!!!!!!!!!!
And I saw something similar happen on a different smaller wiki-ish sort of website (it might have been the Castlevania Dungeon, I’m not sure. Definitely not Fandom tho.) on the Castlevania: The Adventure page when I was looking for some facts. Again, the person writing was constantly being all “not that this game is important anyway” and like! I literally don’t care if you don’t like the game that’s not what I’m here for!!! Heck the website even had some misinformation on the page too saying that Christopher was Simon’s grandson in that “or whatever, it doesn’t matter” kind of tone! Like!!!!! Shut up!!!!!!!!!!!! I am here for factual information! Not a review!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It’s just absolutely annoying and now I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do in CV64 cause I can barely process what this guy is saying ugh.
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajou dracula#text post#incoherent rambling#Castlevania 64#castlevania the adventure#other Castlevania games get this treatment too sometimes these are just very recent examples I’ve run into#if I find the pages for both of them I’ll reblog this and link them idk#I don’t really wanna put anyone on blast or anything#anyway AUGH#Like literally don’t write an informational article if you can’t keep it informational#making a couple jokes or something is fine just please do not break up the instructions for it#the one Adventure page also said some stuff about promotional material saying Chris was Simon’s grandson and nuh uh man#I’m not taking that as fact until you put some scans or some sources#I would understand if they had any mention of the development stages where Chris and Trevor were almost the same character#that was a weird developmental period where they then figured Trevor is 200 years before Simon and Chris is 100 years#but they didn’t even mention that???????#nor did they mention any of the advertising with Simon instead of Christopher??????????????#idk man I’ve seen a lot of advertising and media for the older classicvanias and never have I seen ‘Chris is Simon’s grandson’#idk it’s weird if anyone can confirm or deny that claim I’d love to see it!!!! :3#editing to add this here but like man we need a new wiki so bad
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it's time for another episode of desk posting!
I'm still in the guts of plotting out Bad Governance, it's a very fun but very dense puzzle to figure out on account of Keeping Track Of All The Election Cycles, which drive the interpersonal drama.
also crammed in there is my current ideas notebook, because I was jotting down some stray thoughts I had about Jack the Giant Killer, and I'll probably cycle back to it in a month or two with another idea that ties everything together and transforms it from a collection of thoughts to 'ohhhhh I want to turn this into a comic for real.'
#lmao i meant to do these once a week as an informal hang out type of post and immediately. my sense of time. gone!#where is november. where did it go. where am i. WHO am i. a collection of pens probably.#desk posting tag#i might curate some kind of reading tag but frequently i read stuff and go 'wow! loved that!' and then think about the critical#reading skills ive seen on the topic and go 'oh I DONT like that' and while i believe that you should never assume the worst#i find myself. unwilling. to wade into those waters just yet.#soon tho. i have thoughts about grail quest narratives and i will. heugh. hdhdhrughh. ehgh.
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examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk
#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard*#I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details#of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point#but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag#of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there#are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance#but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly#doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. )#the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead#of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like#you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image#or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i#wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol)#hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe#I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing#that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc#eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that#this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently#wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj#Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU#CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN#MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie*#Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol#I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it#with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits#and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit#out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the#unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh#re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI#art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA
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#okay. so. the problem. with independent contract work?#is that. if everything is overwhelming. I can’t just. show up. do a job. and leave knowing I'll still be paid.#Nope. with this work? If I can’t make any money because I’m paralysed by being overwhelmed? Welp that’s All My Fault^TM#if I can’t make myself go find the clients and ask them very nicely for money?? then I get nothing!!#and that ~*must*~ mean that I ~*~*do not want it badly enough*~*~ /s#look. with independent contractor work it takes a lot of extra work just for the *opportunity* to make money#whereas with my normal regular job (THAT MY BOSS STILL WANTS ME TO HAVE BY THE WAY) I can just. show up.#make sure I do enough. and go home knowing that I’ll still make enough money to at least afford my rent. even if I can’t give it 110%#But now I can't. & so. you know what I was doing this month?#I started it by *barely* being able to afford rent (which I would not have been able to do without the help of some very kind people)#(so HUGE shoutout to the people who helped me out! in these quiet tags)#& then I nearly ran out of groceries. I’ve been rationing everything I have in the house & going to the food bank#I even went on the local buy nothing group and basically begged for people’s expired food#and I’ve also had to try to figure out how to pass an insurance exam on 14 days worth of honestly *terrible* information#(and I SOMEHOW passed despite the course NOT EVEN COVERING certain information that was on the exam!!)#and when I passed the exam they sent me a contract that basically says ‘yay congrats now you have the right to work (by yourself) for us!#‘no guarantee you’ll be paid tho! if you want money you’re gonna have to fucking EARN it yourself bitch! good luck!’#and I got a tutoring job that’s basically the same idea. the contract is like ‘congratulations you can now use our resources!#But if you don’t put in extra work (that you won’t be compensated for) looking for people to ask for money then you can’t have any!’#Like. I'm sorry. I used up all my ‘begging people for resources’ energy asking for people’s expired groceries#and I feel like maybe half of people only gave me groceries because they think I’m from Ukraine#which makes me feel a SPECIAL KIND OF WRETCHED (like I’m stealing groceries from people who need them more!!)#I’ve spent this whole month hungry lonely overwhelmed and just generally terrified#I have to constantly fight SO hard not to lay down on the floor and just give up#the only thing I feel motivated to do is draw art because at least that’s making me feel connected to others & like what I do matters#I did finish my goals for the day and that’s good. so I don’t want to say I feel guilty for making art. because I don’t!!#But there's a pretty loud voice in my head that's saying 'well if you have energy to make art. you should have energy to go get clients!'#You know what little voice in my head? you can FUCK RIGHT OFF because making art is very low effort comparatively#you know what's *not* low-effort? working really hard for the *potential* to earn & then not being guaranteed it'll even get you anywhere#& moving into the last two weeks of a month. where you have loan payments & rent due soon & no money. & no energy to go earn it.
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finally, after waiting since November, I got to see an endocrinologist today. didn’t go great. As soon as I said I was going through with surgery, he got this look on his face like I’d just told him I beat dogs with hammers. Kinda tried to scare me away from it and get me to just take meds, but he relented and said to just take the meds anyway. Listen, dude, I get you’re pissed I got my neurosurgery consult first, but that’s only because your office dragged their feet & wouldn’t see me for months. Did you think I would sit around, do nothing, and feel like shit bc I should have waited for you? You can’t show up to the end of the game and complain about how it’s played…. So anyway, I’m very grumpy today.
#I’m just… so upset with this dude#I find out I have a cyst in my head and they tell me they can’t see me for months#I get his office is busy and I’d be more accommodating of that IF he hadn’t acted like I snuck behind his back and was impatient#and then he didn’t even know my medical history before he started telling me surgery wasn’t a good idea#he hadn’t even looked at one of my MRIs. didn’t care what the MRI techs & other DRs wrote#and he has the gall to say hey you should have seen me first and just taken meds#meds which he said multiple times might not even affect the tumor!#like… he wants me to wait another 6 months on meds to see if it helps#and all the side effects are symptoms I already have#so what’s the trade off? instead of just scooping it out I get to suffer in hopes that maybe it’ll all work out#seriously. he said it might not shrink it. just deal with some of the hormonal symptoms#so I just keep this big fucker in there squishing the shit out of my pituitary? that’s your solution#believe me. I’m scared shitless of surgery. big big anxiety.#but I want it OUT. I’m tired of feeling like this. and the surgery team made me feel waaaaay better about their option than he did with his#like. the neurosurgery team was nice and patient and answered all of my questions and made me feel like I was in good hands#meanwhile the endocrinologist is slagging off neuro saying of course they want to operate and that there’s a solid chance they’ll fuck up#what a cool dude#BIG FUCKING SARCASM#I thought ‘At least he was nice’ when I left but the longer time passes after that appointment the angrier I get#fuuuuuck you dude#I was scared before but at least I felt comfortable with my team. but this guy is like ‘hmmm but what if they fuck you up huh? huh? huh?’#hey… take it from me friends… don’t get sick. just don’t do it. I don’t know why I did. dumb decision on my part 🥴#god this is so much… information. too much.#I just need to complain to everyone who’ll listen#I’ve got BIG FEELINGS and I don’t know where to put them!#you can ignore this#text
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Once you care even a little bit about proper fish care the way you see people treat them becomes maddening
#I’m just trying to look at cute videos of other peoples fish online and EVERY OTHER VIDEO is abuse#like YES part of it is the culture surrounding fish as ‘easy pets’#like they’re stupid animals with short lifespans that don’t require time or respect#or worse: that they’re NOT EVEN ANIMALS and are just colorful moving decorations#and YES part of it is also big companies!#they know that if you learn how much properly caring for a fish actually costs they won’t get your snap decision sale#so it’s more profitable in the long run to sell cheap shitty tanks or bowls to you#because it doesn’t matter if your new pet dies. they’ve already made the sale#but part of it is ALSO that people REFUSE to do research#we live in a world where finding out the proper care for an animal takes 5 seconds#it takes you FIVE seconds to find out all the information you’ve been told about fish being easy pets is a lie#you wouldn’t just buy only what the employee at the store says to buy if you’re getting a dog or cat would you? you would look things up!#you would look things up and find out there’s more to it! or just double check and make sure!#but like I already said people don’t see fish as animals to take care of. they’re snap decision impulse buys for you to set up as decoration#and like man. I’m guilty of that too! I’ve done the same thing! but I was a kid when I did that. I’m an adult now#and I’m horrified at the abuse these animals went through.#whatever. there’s not a point to this rant#I’m just tired of seeing the shit fish go through as pets#if I could I’d start a rescue tbh#I love fish. wonderful animals
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#these are just some thoughts re: friendship as a result of tonight that i need to jot down somewhere but#realising that i really do have a strict and set idea of Good Friend(ship) and what that entails to me#and id written people off bc i wasn't yk ~receiving love or friendship the way id prefer and i was angry with them for that/hurt about it#did i communicate that to them though? nooo. was i fully right in that? also no. like just bc i felt unheard didn't fully mean#that they were doing something wrong. they were trying in their own way (and sometimes they weren't really or it just wasn't nice)#but that's about how we match and how we communicate right? this is so silly that's so basic but it never fully clicked for me like this#i was blaming them for stuff and building up resentment without ever expressing that (and i still haven't yk dhshsjd)#and i think where i went ~wrong was in thinking that bc i felt that way they weren't ~giving me what i need#when it's like... but did i pick up on the ways in which they DID appreciate me and show me love etc? did i give them ANYTHING to work with?#(ok yes occasionally but also... tangent but i was watching a variety show and they were teasing woozi about how#he gives interviewers/hosts literally nothing to work with. like no extra information for them to ask about or tease him for or anything#and i was like ohhhhhh. yeah i do do that sometimes with friends and it's genuinely smth i don't really know how to do like#giving casual information (but not too much and not too little???) so they can then ask questions etc. so then if im like ughh#they never ask (the right) questions or show interest (or let me talk but that's a different thing dhsjdjd) it's like...#well do i give them the chance to? much to think about thank you woozi)#anyways where was i dhsjsnsnsjns idk but it's soooo annoying that i haven't figured this all out yet#but im slowly letting go off a bunch of resentment that has truly no business being here and im trying to self reflect and all that#and im honestly doing so shit some days but others days it's? finding stuff that matters to me on a deeper level ig?#and all of it really does pale in the face of multiple genocides and it's. but yk. if i want to keep fighting#i need to build a strong foundation and sort my shit out as well and be present so im really really trying#and beating my stupid stupid depression and brain with a stick until i get there
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incredibly fucking funny
#'surely it won't be that simple'#me: okay I need to be really proactive about making it super clear that there must be a good reason he doesn't have much information yet#stephen: oh yeah he has so much information that to call it 'clues' would be frankly laughable. he just hasn't acted on it for some reason#'surely' I said. 'I won't have A witness. because obviously that would give me TOO MUCH to go on to start with.'#I was expecting anything from 'you have no clues and no leads' (understandable and fantastic just please make that also believable)#to 'you have One Lead that has led you to the town you're currently in where the trail has gone cold' (a little more actionable! neat!)#NOT.... 'oh you know exactly where this thing happened and who did it to you and where to find them' OH. HUH. HM. THAT'S--#[frantically shuffling through my notes] WOULD YOU BELIEVE I HADN'T PREPARED FOR THAT POSSIBILITY--#lmao
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having a tav that's a Lloth-sworn life domain cleric of a noble background who before getting yeeted into the nautiloid was a sacrificial priestess (gn) during one of the cycles of Drow society and had their own altar and temple under their care, means Solune would have the most insane however many minutes they spent interacting with Minthara and I am obsessed about it. As far as I'm conceptualising it, I'm thinking of Lloth as extremely Ungoliant-like. Goddess of hunger, goddess of wanting and consumption, goddess of excess and exuberance, goddess who unmasked the hypocritical gods of starvation, guilt and purity into a society that cherishes a certain kind of clarity about the double standard they impose. For Drow are evil for their wars and their wanting and their taking, but those other people with their other gods kill, warmonger and enslave with no regard and no self-awareness, calling the indignation about receiving scraps from a bunch of silent, unrepentant gods, "guilt and shame". There is violence in denial and her Children will not suffer it.
In the season of Life, they do not sacrifice the unwilling. It is taboo. The only sacrifice that matters is the desire to be devoured and destroyed by the things you love the most.
And Solune sees Minthara and is like fucking finally, someone rational enough to get what I'm going through, that they're losing their mind that their life was taken from them and if they become this other thing, if they transform, if they do not remain Luxe Solune Mizzmyrra, Life Knife of Lloth, they're never going to be able to be reintegrated into that life. They will die away from home, from their temple, from their (first) spouse, from their mother and their siblings and there won't be the day when they too succumb to the knife, when it is time, when the day they no longer feel hunger comes.
And then the parasite gives them an in into Minthara thinking she was raised from the darkness into a FALSE GOD? One thing you do not do is steal from Lady Lloth, and oh my god, there could've been a time, a chance that existed only in ignorance, of Solune lending a hand to Minthara but this to them is unforgivable because Solune is genuinely a good friend to their friends, but if you keep peeking into whatever mindset nobility and religious authority has given them it's like realising your friend is a cesspool of "what the actual and everliving fuck", and when the knife of the morningstar priestess comes down on Minthara it won't be with love but with absolute rage, grief and disgust and I will be thinking about this for evermore. Thanks, I'm not well
#bg3#bg: solune#minthara#i love Solune they're so fun to build with because it's like sometimes organically they will reach the same conclusion as Wyll about sth#(I did NOT expect them to get along but he is their highest approval followed by Lae'zel)#but it's someone who has such an Alien concept of society to literally everyone else in the party. Solune is (fundamentally!!!) land owning#power concentrating nobility and no matter what they do not matter what conclusion their reach this specific brand of social conservativism#and verticality informs them to their very core. however also and cannot be dismissed that bc of how I'm conceptualising Lloth#(sorry but to write a vertical society that just brutalises itself what is this? western europe? fuck off)#Solune is by some contradiction one of the most You Do You people possible. but like. to a weird extreme and a wouldn't thou like to live#deliciously manner. oh you want to be FREE from your past then BE IT. oh you want to find your place in the world? then let that place#consume you and change you forever until the day there is no more than hungers in you and you can truly say you have lived#terrible enabling force but also extreme nurturing capacity#and above all they want that life back and sympathise with those feelings so well#but if there is one thing they cannot stand and that they will maim you on the spot about is heresy against lloth because you were not give#the gift of unmasking the hypocrisy of the gods of the above to waste yourself turning your back against the underdark jewels of Drow citie#there where the darkness does not mean shadows but the glimmering light of jewels. what do you mean some people live unfair lives?#well have they thought living better???#i'm obsessed with Solune and whatever the fuck is wrong with them (it's money. it's having money)
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