#when it seems like she’s just looking for reasons to be mad and miserable sometimes and that I won’t engage with those particular tangents
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tomsvouge · 1 year ago
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Because I Liked a Boy
𝘚𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘺↣ -𝘠/𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 "𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘴" 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 "𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦" 𝘑𝘰𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭.
(𝘐𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘰: 𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘉𝘰𝘺 𝘣𝘺 𝘚𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢 𝘊𝘢𝘳𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳)
𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦:𝘩𝘪𝘪𝘪 𝘪𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳! 𝘐𝘵𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘴 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦💕𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴 ♡
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𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 lahjay10_,teehiggins,yourinsta, and others
Joeyb_9 #1 Fan❤️
User1- ummm where is Alex??
User2-obviously not here
Lahjay10_ -Nah she more like top 3… and not 2 or 1
Teehiggins- who 1 then cause it certainly not u
Lahjay10_ -I’m uno for a reason
Yourinsta- always and forever 🩷
Joeyb_9-🩷
User13- Alex was better
User4-yea better at using his fame and money y/n has been there since HIGHSCHOOL😂
User5- HOME WRECKER🤮🤮🤮
User17-Money hungry asf
User13-all the toxic joey fan girls mad at her for taking a picture with a friend MISERABLE
User18- SLUTTTTT🤮🤮
User20- She’s only a rebound for Joe 🙄he will be back with Alex in a week tops
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Sitting in the studio overthinking… as always. Scrolling through Instagram when I see that Joe posted us. I should have just liked and scrolled. But no.. my curiosity got the best of me. Once again I was getting hated on.
I knew this would happen, I wasn’t dumb. Once you start dating a top quarterback all you receive is hate and death threats. Especially when his ex girlfriend is a favorite by some of his fans. Some fans are nice and supportive of the relationship but other are just unnecessarily hateful and comparing me to Alex.Joe’s ex girlfriend.
Alex was not good for Joe at all. All she did was judge him and use him. People only liked her because she was pretty and put on a act for the public when cameras came on. When paparazzi comes she’s the first one to answer all questions and sometimes even calls them to spy on Joe.
As I write on the paper all that comes to mind is all the hate I’ve been receiving. People telling me to kill myself. People telling me that I’m a slut and that I’m only with Joe because of his money. It doesn’t help that Alex is making shady post trying to get my attention. I can’t say I haven’t seen it but I also can’t respond. It seems like anything I do now causes an uproar between the fans.
Some time goes by as I hear a knock on the door.
“Come in!”
“Hey lovie” Joe said with a smile.
“So I was just driving and wondering if u would want to come to my first game of the season before you start getting busy with performances?” Joe asked
“Umm I would love too for sure but don’t you think with all the stuff that’s going on in the media would just make it a bad time?”
Of course I wanted to go to Joe’s game. I always go to his games. This started all the way back in high school. Guess some people that say I’m using him forget I knew him before the fame and fortune.
“I mean this has happened before but that doesn’t mean it’s right. But you also shouldn’t let it affect your day to day life..” Joe said
You sigh as you think about it “ I don’t know Joe, it’s still might be too much to handle right now..”
“Ok how about this. I’ll just get you a suite that way you’ll be in the comfort of people you know” Joe suggested as he strokes hair out of your face.
“I guess that would make it a little better than being in the crowd” I said looking at the paper in front of me.
Joe knew that you had been getting hate. And he knew that this wasn’t the first time. He hated seeing you like this. Seeing you insecure and depressed all the time. You constantly reminded Joe that the hate was not his fault but he couldn’t help but feel like it was. Joe does his best to try to get you out of the house and it doesn’t help that the house has your studio in it. He’s been taking you on walks, having movie nights,and going star gazing with you. Even after all that and more it was never enough to bring you out of your slump.
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Getting up in the morning was always the toughest part of the morning. I look to the side of me to see an out line of Joe’s body. A sudden sound catches my attention only for it to be joe coming out of our closet with his jersey.
“Morning baby. I got you one of my jerseys to wear to the game.” Joe said with a smile on his face.
Uhhh sure I’ll wear it but what if people see me wearing it?”
“So? Fuck em. Only thing that matters is us and our love. Who cares if somebody doesn’t like us together. As long as we’re happy that’s all that matters.” He says in a soft tone while sitting at the edge of the bed.
I sit and think about what Joe says and he’s right. I shouldn’t let people from the outside looking in dictate how I live my life or how my relationship is. I’m happy and he’s happy. And that’s all that matters.
“Alright now enough sad shit we have a game to will and people to prove wrong” He said while smiling and yanking the blanket off of me.
I get up and head downstairs to eat breakfast only to see that Joe already made it for me.
I grab the plate of food and see that there is a note next to it. I pick it up and read it.
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴!-𝘫𝘰𝘦𝘺
All I could do was smile at him. He always finds a way to make me laugh even when I’m in the darkest of times or at the lowest of lows.
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As we’re getting closer to the stadium my mind starts racing. My heart starts going 2x it’s speed and my breathing quickens. Seeing all these people makes thoughts come to my head.
"𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴"
"𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦"
"𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵"
I’m separated from my thoughts when I feel Joe squeezing my hand. I turn to look at him after taking a breath.
“You ok? We’re here” joe says with concern on his face.
“I’m fine just thinking..” I say while looking down at my anxiety filled leg.
“Look at me”I look at him
“Nothing that anyone says is true, you know what she did and you know you are infinitely times better than she will ever be. Don’t let these people control you. You control you.” He said in a way that sounded stern but comforting at the same time. I don’t say anything I just smile and nod this time. Sometimes you don’t need to speak, all you need is to comprehend the words being said.
Once Joe and I got out of the car I start to feel better about the situation I’m put in. I’m just going to meet up with the other girls and I’ll be fine. Everything’s going to be fine..
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It’s halftime in the game and the boys are not looking so good in the game. I look at Joe and it looks like he’s looking at the suite I wave and surprisingly he waves back. Didn’t think he could even see up here tbh. I stop waving at him when all of a sudden a drink and food is thrown at the glass. It startles me so I back up a little bit. Looking in the crowd I see her. Alex with a malicious smile on her face. Fans around her yelling hurtful words at me like “slut” “whore” “snake” “home wrecker” and “gold digger”. It was another thing for this to be said online, but something about me hearing and seeing the faces in person made it so mischievous more real. Not just a mind game. A nightmare. It was reality.
As Joe is looking over plays he hears an uproar in the crowd. He looks behind him only to see the suite glass covered in food. So much that he couldn’t even see you. He wanted to go up there so badly but he couldn’t. Halftime was over at it was back on to work.
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The car ride back home was quiet. The only sound being made coming from the radio in the car. Joe knew you didn’t want to talk about it. You knew that Joe wasn’t the type to talk after losing a game. But that’s not the reason he didn’t talk. He didn’t talk because he was pissed at those people throwing things at the glass and yelling things at you. He was pissed because you didn’t even get to watch the rest of the game and enjoy yourself. You went back to the car and cried your eyes out in the back seat. All Joe did the whole ride was put his hand on yours.
Once Joe put the car in the garage you walked into the house and immediately went upstairs. You got in to the shower and just cried. You cried your heart out because you knew the sound of the water would drown your sounds of sorrows.
Once getting out of the shower you put on shorts and a hoodie. You looked at the hoodie and realized it was the one Joe gave you on your very first date with him. You two were cuddling and watching the stars on his trampoline in the backyard in high school. The memory made you smile a little. You looked into the mirror and did not recognize the woman in front of you. The sad drained and depressed woman.
Walking into the room was like walking into a room with people you don’t know. Quiet and tense. I got in the bed with joe and turned with my back facing him. I was drifting off the sleep when he spoke up.
“I’m sorry” he said in almost a whisper.
“ it’s not your fault. You didn’t know what would happen today.” I say turning around to face him
“ I know but I’m the one who persuaded you to come out..” Joe said. You couldn’t see his face but you know you wouldn’t like the saddening sight.
“Even if you didn’t convince me, it was probably going to happen sooner or later.” I say reaching up to touch his hair.
“The media asked about it today. I didn’t respond how I truly felt but I got my point across.” Joe said leaning into my touch.
“What did you say?”
“I told them that what has been happening and what happened today was very disturbing and disrespectful towards you and our relationship. And that any fan that has said hurtful things to you and did what what happened today is no fan of mine.”
“That’s very sweet Joey thank you” I say with a yawn.
“Hey, how about we go on a trip during the bye week? Just you and me. No social media” He says pulling me closer.
“Sound perfect” I say drifting off to sleep.
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lifesver · 17 days ago
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sorry another ask because i’m really curious about the mckinney family. how did all of his sisters react to him going missing?
thank u again for the qs and giving me the oppoortunity to yap!
so leland has his older sister, april. who at that time had moved out with her fiance, and was expecting her first child. for her, it was just. a lot? like as kids i think april was his protector in a lot of ways. like that’s her sensitive baby brother, who cried getting mud on his church clothes bc he didn’t want their parents to get mad at him. that’s her baby brother who she stood up to the mean older kids for. and now he’s gone and the family is kind of falling apart. and it’s just hard to be there for her mother and sisters the way she normally would be. so i think she copes by avoidance. it’s really too hard for her to watch her mother cling to these slivers of hope that leland is still alive when there’s just no evidence of that. while their dad is just as insufferable as he always is if not worse. she tried to support their mom at first, but at some point she had to step back i think with the baby and everything. i haven’t fully thought about april during this, but i do know i have a small side verse of dusk/dawn where she and connie (fcused) go looking for leland, though!
sadie is leland’s middle younger sister. she’s in highschool while this is going on, and like. she was already on a rebellious teenage girl streak with sneaking out and partying and all that, but this happening just made her spiral pretty hard. just truly making it harder on her parents on purpose because no one told her how to handle her grief. i think she is someone who deals with grief with… anger. about the situation, about how unfair it is that something like should happen to someone as good-hearted as her stupid big brother, and how stupid and useless she thinks the cops and the journalists and just Everyone is. (she has for sure flipped off a reporter at least once for asking about leland) she hates being in the house most days because it’s highkey miserable with everyone grieving. i think she lashes out at the dinner table a fair bit. especially at her dad. but sometimes at april and their mom. she’s very like. why aren’t you doing something more!! why are we burying an empty casket!!! but on the flipside, sadie i think gains more patience for willa during this time. where she wouldn’t want to be seen with her little sister much before, now she’s much more protective, and makes an effort to take her places. because leland would be doing that if he was here.
and lastly there’s willa, leland’s youngest sister. she’s in middle school, and she really really looked up to her big brother. he was always good with her and always made time to hang out with her when he was home. willa is also the most similar to both their mother lorelai, and leland. she’s a sensitive kid with a big heart, and i think she follows her mother’s lead with the grieving process — in just kind of clinging to the hope that leland is alive somewhere? she has no reason to doubt how her mother feels. she has a lot of conflict about everything, but she rarely voices any of it, because it seems to her like everyone is going through a lot already. so she starts spending a lot more time alone. in her room, or leland’s, usually kind of listening to music over whatever argument is happening downstairs, yk? i think sometimes she can be found sitting in the grass in front of leland’s headstone at the cemetery. even if he’s not there, he’s sometimes still the only person she wants to talk to.
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jackietaylorsghost · 2 years ago
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i just finished playing parts 1 and 2 of tlou for the first time and, as someone who has grown to love joel and ellie very much within the span of 72 hours and found their characterization in pt 2 to be straight up bizarre, your takes on the game are a godsend. the rage in my heart cannot be extinguished but it can be soothed. thank u for ur service 🫡
you’re welcome!! it’s baffling to me how many people seem to have mindlessly taken it all in, just letting themselves be force fed some bullshit morality tale with no thought cus… yeah it’s bad ajsjjs. the gameplay is good although a little repetitive since it’s more open, the graphics are stunning, and as a disabled person who can struggle with games sometimes the accessibility is next level. they definitely get credit for that!
but the narrative is terrible. for a start it’s chock full of contrivances. abby happens to find tommy and then when she’s looking for him after making a FOURTEEN DAY JOURNEY across a dangerous world she gets into trouble and who should save her but joel! who then runs into a lodge unarmed with a group of strangers after 20 years of being on his guard. and then ellie runs into the room too unarmed despite the noises she can hear coming from it, even though she took on david and his cronies at 14 and got the better of them lol? then they all travel another FOURTEEN DAYS no problems, they find who they need in a huge city, ellie leaves a handy map for abby to find her. it’s absurd. one or two contrivances i can ignore but when you’re that reliant on them for your plot it’s not good writing!
then there’s ellie ‘im scared to end up alone’ ‘you’re the only person to never leave me and id be more scared without you’ williams. a girl who lost her best friend/first love traumatically and had a whole ‘let’s make the most of the time we have left’ thing with her… and she doesn’t speak to the most important person in her life for 2 years?? not my ellie lmao. i can see her being mad. i can see her being cold to him. I can see that relationship being different bcus of joel’s lie. i can’t see her going cold turkey whilst living on the same property as him for that long. i can’t see her never asking him for a proper explanation in that time. she leaves everything behind eventually despite her fears and how important the notion of family is to her. bye dina and jj. and then at the end… it’s pointless! she didn’t even get her revenge after becoming unrecognisable, leaving her loved ones behind, and killing a slew of people to get there. nor does she develop lol AT ALL. at 14 she had survivors’s guilt and was ready to sacrifice her life bcus of that and a belief her life doesn’t matter and then at 19 she’s the same! there’s no lightbulb moment where she’s like OH my life does matter it does have value none of my friends’ deaths were my fault and i don’t need to die for absolution. there’s no moment she realises why joel saved her. she’s stagnant. it’s so miserable. and it haunts me what we could have had if joel hadn’t been killed off for torture porn shock value. if they’d had to go on some journey with their relationship cold and not As It Was and along the way ellie has that understanding that her life DOES matter. ‘no one wants the same story they played in tlou blah blah boring’ LOL YES?? ellie and joel are why ppl loved part 1 and that’s why they had to lie so much in the lead up to the game and marketing. ‘this is a story about joel and ellie that’s why we decided not to have it about new characters’ lie ‘we love joel and ellie and we’re going to treat them with respect’ lie, plus aging joel and ellie up in the trailers and inserting joel into the trailer in a way that made ppl think they were going on a journey. it was a deliberate lie to make ppl who wanted more joel and ellie buy the game and they told it for a reason. and besides there’s a difference between ‘i just met you and i don’t like you rn but slowly im gonna love you’ and ‘i love you but i don’t much like you’ and that difference is actually fascinating and could have been used to rlly good effect instead of… all those stupid contrivances and torture porn!
and then there’s joel lmao. even the opening when he says ‘i saved her’ is so funny his expression his tone it’s literally disney/marvel villain sjsjsjd i cannot take it seriously. beyond that there’s such a dissonance between a) what actually happens in part 1 and what they say in part 2 and b) the violent world they’ve put him/us in and then asked us to get across in one piece with a kid in part 1 and how he’s then judged for that in part 2. ‘get this kid across the country but when WE make it so you’re attacked in every chapter and have to defend yourself/ellie we are going to say joel is a cruelly violent man’ ‘get this kid across the county without letting her die when you’re attacked pls and btw in part 2 we are going to say you taught her violence and corrupted her’ never mind that it’s impossible joel could have done the job in the world THEY created and then punished us for acting accordingly in, but also that he doesn’t even give her a gun until using one makes her sick and it’s not a fun toy to her. and even then it’s for emergencies. he never attacks first, he only defends. and they made it that way! that specific world is useless in moralising to us about violence bcus of that dissonance. none? of? us? can? help? it? ‘be violent when ur attacked or you’ll die and can’t progress the story but we are gonna punish and villainise and demonise you for it in part 2’ ‘kill hundreds of people and dogs, torture people, but did you know violence is bad actually??’. ABSURD. and in that hospital joel was NOT the aggressor. honestly the whole thing would have worked better if abby’s revenge had been for pointless violence. but from the point we know him joel is never violent until they are attacked first. that’s inarguable fact. even tommy in part 2 tells ellie joel wouldn’t have gone to seattle for revenge if it had been one of them! it’s been a long time since he did terrible things and im not saying that makes it ok (except he’s hot and not real so idc) BUT that aside the point is, he doesn’t go looking for it, and it’s never pointless anymore. but he’s the Big Bad Evil who deserves to die like a dog and we know you all love joel but we’re gonna make you hear it and watch it and also in the whole game we are gonna make him the punching bag we are not even going to ONCE let him open his mouth and explain what really happened in that hospital and why he saved ellie (yeah he’s so terrible for not letting a suicidal 14yr old kill herself)! which rlly brings us back round to the dissonance cus they’ve ALL done shitty stuff to survive including abby but she’s gonna be the one to ‘stop horrible evil villain joel in his tracks’ when he’s been living quietly in jackson for 5 years and she’s gonna get her revenge and then after get a happy hopeful ending all to show us violence and revenge is bad which a) falls flat bcus what? revenge makes you lose everything and end up alone except not for abby! and b) she’s objectively just as awful if not more so than joel but she’s the one who has to stop him and gets a nice redemption arc with a hopeful happy ending and joel has to die! abby:
shows great pleasure in slowly torturing joel and then killing him brutally
does the above in front of his screaming kid who’s being held down and forced to watch even though just finding her dad’s body is traumatising for her
is in an authoritarian militia who is intent on wiping out anyone else out in seattle lol?
kills people for that militia including kids
after torturing joel and killing him is so deeply unaffected by it she laments the fact she hasn’t got time to torture some seraphites who are chained up in cells
kills jessie when he’s unarmed cus she rlly learnt violence and revenge was so awful and took everything from you. wait, no, only ellie had to learn that lesson and end up alone. she also shoots and injured tommy!
once again shows sadistic pleasure in the idea of killing when she’s about to slit dina’s throat. this pleasure is bcus she’s pregnant so again yeah she rlly was so affected by her violence and revenge lmao.
never shows any great remorse beyond a throwaway line, meanwhile ellie loses absolutely everything including her fingers and joel, peacefully minding his business in jackson is the villain who deserves to brutally die and even after he’s dead he’s further villanised by the narrative lol even tho he was right to kill jerry fuck that man!
it’s just completely nonsensical! not only are they moralising to us in a world that doesn’t suit it, but they can’t even do it well!
it’s also just relentless misery and torture porn. kill all these ppl kill these dogs watch joel die horribly beat ellie up as the person who killed him even though you love her and are attached to her (really struggle to understand where im meant to find empathy for abby during this, esp after jessie and then the whole dina bit) watch ellie lose her family lose her fingers and end up alone which was her greatest fear. don’t even get me started on the section that posits ellie as a david figure down to gameplay mechanics and the theatre set up which is beyond vile when he tormented her when she was a fucking kid and the voice actor has talked about how he was going to r*** her. it’s vile enough that they took the first lesbian protagonist of an AAA game and tortured her for 25 hours straight and turned her into the villain but to also position her as her own fucking predator is straight up horrific. cus that’s not a stereotype in the lgbt community… as an aside, troy saying joel is the same as david is the stupidest thing ive ever heard and he should shut up forever.
on top of all that the game is homophobic, transphobic and racist. neil got the idea when he fantasised about killing palestinians in revenge… yikes. you can even see how the conflict between the wlf and the seraphites mirrors what’s going on in palestine. it’s actually a plot that’s very similar to an early iteration of tlou1 that was stopped cus... it didn’t make sense for anyone in that world to travel when it’s so dangerous just to get revenge ajsjsjs come back bruce! (ppl like to forget he was integral to part 1)
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this game doesn’t respect the characters, it doesn’t respect the world, and it sure as heck doesn’t respect us. it takes the ambiguity from the end of part 1 which made it SO great and rips it to shreds. instead of being allowed to make our own minds up they ram down our throats that joel was completely wrong in the way they punish him through the narrative and ellie (the ellie part just makes it worse :/). goodbye nuance goodbye grey area. the reaction to it from gamers who hail it as a narrative masterpiece and love abby whilst arguing joel is a villain who deserved to die show what propaganda was invented for actually! and then ppl have the audacity to say if you don’t like the game you’re a homophobic woman hater with no depth or nuance ITS LAUGHABLE.
i found the experience of playing the game so genuinely traumatic it was that full of torture porn but the good news is the further out i get from playing the game the better it gets. i haven’t cried for days and days about it which is a record!! and at that point it gets so much easier to disengage from part 2 and just enjoy the actual masterpiece part 1 was.
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dinitride-art · 2 years ago
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…y’all weren’t fucking kidding about this huh. Like I know why they (not all of them, most of them are chill) hate Will (because he’s gay) but still. They’re pretty bold over there huh.
“Some b tier side character” weird way to refer to the character that has the first episode of season one named after them because they’re that important to the literal start of the entire story (The Vanishing of Will Byers),
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one of the main focuses of season's one and two,
and a character who definitely has had more than eight lines in the last two seasons.
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Yeah, sorry. This isn't how you put a B-list side character in a shot. Center frame, close up shots, focusing on them speaking- and you definitely don't do close up shots of their emotional reactions to add depth to their character so you can tell the story you want to tell the best you can.
"I didn't know she was lying to you, Mike!" "Is it early, Michael?" "So you can swap spit with some stupid girl?" "Yeah. I guess I really did." "I'm not gonna fall in love." "A day free of girls!" "Funny how a lot of Will's lines in both season three and four have to do with Mike. How his character arc has to do with Mike.
"It's nothing. It-it's just this painting I've been working on."
"Why do you keep lying to Mike?" "You're not- you're friends with Angela and Stacy and you come to parties here?" "For mom's work- that's not what you implied. I just, I don't think Mike's gonna like that you're lying to him, and he doesn't deserve that, and when he finds out he's gonna be mad."
"No, listen to me. She's having problems here."
"She was lying to you, Mike! Straight to your face, ever since you got here and... I've been a total third wheel all day. It's been miserable. So, sorry if I wasn't... wasn't smiling." "What about us?" "You're mad that I didn't talk to you? Seems like you made it super clear that you're not interested in anything I have to say." "You called maybe a couple of times. It's been a year, Mike. Meanwhile, El has, like, a book of letters from you." "And us?"
"Sometimes, I think it's just scary to open up like that. To day how you really feel, especially to people you care about the most because what if- what if they don't like the truth?"
"Well, once we save her, El, we should stop on the way back. El could make us super rich and we'd never have to work. We could just play D&D and Nintendo for the rest of our lives."
Will hasn't been involved in the supernatural plot for the past two seasons. That doesn't mean he hasn't been involved in an equally important part of this story. Side characters don't get relationship conflict that spans over multiple seasons that ties into the larger themes of the story.
"It's not my fault you don't like girls!" "I mean, what did you think, really? That we were never gonna get girlfriends? We were just gonna sit in my basement all day and play games for the rest of our lives?"
As for how Mike views Will Byers, that has always been very clear.
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And that's just season two and season four (I don't have season one and three on hand).
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Yep. This is him. Will Byers. The B-tier side character who Mike Wheeler has never looked at once in his life, nevermind cared about, and who is barely even going to be in season five!
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Definitely not important at all! To the plot OR to Mike! Funny how Mike has more scenes with Will than with El, "Who he actually loves," though. Weird. And definitely not significant at all. Guess the writers just didn't know what to do with Mike while El was away growing as a character so they just stuck him with Will. And really, they didn't know what to do with him in the last shot either! Just stuck him in the middle for some reason. And next to Will!
It's definitely not because Mike and Will are important characters, to both each other, the core themes of the show (forced conformity, abuse, love), and to the plot! Nope!
It was just a mistake. Damn. They really fucked up that last shot bad then. Putting Mike AND Will together in the center of the shot which, well, normally would be intentional in order to emphasis their importance to the story and their relationship but this is Stranger Things! We all know that no ones putting any thought into any detail of this show. Really, it was just a simple mistake. The blocking, the multiple angles emphasizing it, having this as the final shot of the season. None of it matters.
Least of all, Mike and Will.
Just another string of errors attached to these two.
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wondereads · 6 months ago
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Weekly Reading Update (06/23/24)
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Reviews and thoughts under the cut
Wild Seed by Octavia E. Butler (8/10)
This was my first ever Octavia E. Butler book, and it didn't disappoint! The way this story used Anyanwu and Doro's relationship to comment on power dynamics and issues in the world at large blew my mind; I found the discussion of eugenics particularly interesting. They were both such intensely flawed yet compelling characters. This book skirts the line between fantasy and sci-fi (something I'm looking into for my thesis as a peripheral issue), and it definitely made me wonder about the world. I wasn't aware going in that this was a prequel situation, but even then I do think I was a bit dissatisfied with how things left off. That's just my personal taste though.
Haikyuu!! Vol. 41 and 42 by Haruichi Furudate (10/10)
It usually takes me around half an hour or so to get through a volume of manga, but these took me a couple of hours. Why? Because I had to keep putting it down because I was crying so hard I couldn't breathe. As someone who has read a plethora of books ever since I was young, it takes a lot to get me to cry, especially that hard. I was sobbing. Furudate has created such wonderful characters and then puts them through so many struggles that I can't even be mad about because it's highly realistic that someone pursuing a sport would run into this! Seeing Hinata break down followed instantly by the third years graduating and the Brazil arc had me miserable in the best way possible. I usually never rate manga or graphic novels five stars because they're usually super fast-paced and so much relies on writing style for me when I read novels, but this just broke me.
Better Than the Movies by Lynn Painter (46%)
This is a very cute book so far. I could probably tell you exactly what's going to happen from this point onward, but it's a genre convention for romcoms to be predictable. Liz is a fun protagonist; she's quirky in a way that has a reason and isn't annoying. There's good chemistry between the leads with some great banter, and you really can't ask for more than that. However, I will say the constant song references are starting to irk me, especially with the lyrics included in the writing --I don't know, it just reminds me too strongly of my early fanfiction years.
Moon Rising by Tui T. Sutherland (45%)
If there's one thing about me, I love a mind-reading protagonist. Moonwatcher is probably my favorite perspective of the Wings of Fire series, even if I wish she'd speak up sometimes. Sutherland did a great job making her similar to Starflight, since they're the same tribe, without being a carbon copy, and while mind reading might seem a little too omniscient, her inexperience and general social ineptitude keep it from becoming overpowered. I'm thrilled to see the return of Peril, whose story is left open from the previous arc, and I'm excited to learn more about the other new characters (Winter, Qibli, and I believe Turtle) who have their own interesting introductions.
The Fellowship of the Ring by J. R. R. Tolkien (43%)
Despite my fantasy obsession, this is my first time reading The Lord of the Rings (though I have read The Hobbit). While it is definitely much slower-paced than the average modern fantasy, I'm enjoying myself so much. If you've been following my blog for a while, you'll know I'm a worldbuilding nut, so this is like my dream book. There are so many tangents to tell stories about the history of Middle Earth and all the goings-on of the world, and I keep noticing little details and wishing they'd talk about those too. Tolkien is also a rather funny writer; Bilbo's passive aggression in particular made me giggle. While this a bit of a dense story, it's definitely living up to its reputation so far.
Boys With Sharp Teeth by Jenni Howell (42%)
This is a project for my part-time job, so I'm not sure how much I can actually divulge, but let me just say this: this book is compared to The Raven Boys in its summary, and it's living up to that.
Her Wolves by G. Bailey (7%)
I won't lie, the writing of this book so far does not give me hope. However, it could still be a fun read even if the grammar and syntax aren't the best. Also, funny thing, this book is set in the future on Earth. I did not know this. I thought it was a high fantasy. So imagine my surprise to see a landmass labeled "America Court" on the map. My misunderstanding was cleared up soon, but it still made me laugh.
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healing-through-reflection · 2 months ago
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Did anyone else grow up in an abusive household feel that their “parents” were almost looking forward to getting to be mad and punish you?
My @father” once thought I got high with a friend (I literally had NO clue on how to get drugs, I knew no one who did drugs and I was just not the type to do drugs). He was READY to lose it and seemed disappointed when he realized that I didn’t get high and he just came to get me from my friend’s house early to catch me… Just hanging out with a friend.
He would ask my mother how we were and if she had nothing bad to report (she almost always had something to report) then he almost seemed disappointed that he didn’t get to yell and punish.
I went to a concert in my school for my band class, but it was during my math class. My math teacher marked me absent and having just gone to the movies once with a boy, she asked “did you skip class to spend time with that boy?!?!” like she was looking for me to do something like that and didn’t seem happy when I said no. I was SO insulted though, I really wasn’t that type of kid.
Simple questions like “Did you do your homework?!” Or “did you do your chores?!” Or “did you sleep late?!” Were only asked when they were angry and were just looking for a reason to yell. It was exhausting, never knowing when they would strike.
Sometimes, they’d bring up old stuff that happened years ago, my “father” had three go-tos: I accidentally left his wok in the oven (where my mother stored the pans) and ruined it, I once broke a leg on his camera tripod, and I broke his laminator (just the shelf that holds the outgoing paper). If I had done everything right in the present, he’d bring these things up so he would still have a reason to yell. A nasty miserable angry asshole.
I can go on and on! Examples of thinking they caught me doing something wrong and seemingly upset when I wasn’t.
Can anyone else relate? Do you have your own examples?
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weirdestbooks · 5 months ago
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The Faceless People You Have Yet to Meet (Wattpad | Ao3)
TW for ableist language and a character thinking a DID system is insane. For the wonderful @aloha-from-angel
It had been hard talking to America since her annexation. It was tense and awkward, and America’s moods only made it worse. Sometimes, he was unapologetic about taking her freedom, insisting that it was necessary, while other times, he was apologetic, acting like it wasn’t his fault like he was some observer who had nothing to do with anything!
It made Hawaiʻi nervous. She never knew what mood he would be in, and trying to guess his mood now was so much more nerve-wracking as a colony than as a kingdom.
It reminded her a little of living with Britain all those years ago when she was never quite sure if something she said was going to set off his temper.
Hawaiʻi hated it.
Thankfully, America seemed to be in a good mood today, and while Hawaiʻi didn't want to be talking to him, their conversation had yet to dissolve into screaming or an argument.
“So…how have you been, Wai?” America asked, his tone holding a note of hesitation and awkwardness, made all the more worse by the fact that he was actually pronouncing the nickname he gave her so long ago correctly. A strange mix of hurt and grief burned in Hawaiʻi’s chest before she pushed it away, swallowing back the tears that threatened to emerge as she tried to figure out how she would answer that question.
Hawaiʻi was thankfully saved from answering by a state walking through the door. While Hawaiʻi had a very hard time telling states apart from each other, this one she did recognize as being Georgia.
“Hello D—Caleb, is that you?” Georgia asked. America nodded, and Hawaiʻi took a nervous step back.
“Am I allowed to hear his new human name?” she asked, not wanting to do anything to make her time in this household more miserable. She didn’t want to give the states more reasons to hate her or harass her about feigned crimes against their father. 
Although it was strange that Georgia called her father by his human name, Hawaiʻi wondered if they had perhaps fought recently.
“Oh, Meri, I thought you and James were taking care of telling all the new people,” America said, sounding very annoyed. Who were Meri and James? Tell them what?
Georgia snorted, “You’re just unlucky. I think they meant to, but they’ve probably just been looking for a good time.”
“What are you talking about?” Hawaiʻi asked, feeling hopelessly confused. America grinned something that looked so out of place on his face that it took Hawaiʻi aback.
“You know those ‘moods’ of mine that you’ve noticed? How it can sometimes seem like I’m different people? I walk differently, talk differently, have different tastes, etcetera, etcetera.”
“Yes?”
“That’s because we are! All those moods, they aren’t moods. That’s what it looks like when different people share the same body, but all have to pretend to be America in public because otherwise, we’ll get thrown into an asylum. My name is Caleb. I’m not Meri, America; Caleb is not America’s human name. I’m my own person in every way, aside from the body. I’m not America; I’m Caleb.” America’s eyes glistened as if he was holding back tears, with a worried look on his face.
Hawaiʻi stood there in shock, unsure of what to say or how to react. It made sense, of course, it did. Hawaiʻi had commented before on how America’s moods made him seem like different people, but could that really be the case? What if America was just mad?
It didn’t matter if it made sense. Nobody had multiple people in their head. 
America had actually gone mad.
“Many of the territories used to exist in Dad’s body. I did before I became an official state, back when I was a colony. I…we don’t know for sure why it’s happened, but we think it’s a weird country thing. But..Caleb—Dad’s not mad. He’s fine, just sharing his body.” Georgia added.
America had gotten his children wrapped up in his madness? Or was Georgia just pretending to believe in the delusions because she was scared of her father?
“I know you think you know we’re mad. America did at first, and so did Florida, Ana, and all of them. But…they came around. We hope you will, too.” America said. Hawaiʻi nodded.
“Okay…may I leave now?” she asked, careful to keep her voice polite so as not to anger the madman in front of her. 
“Of course you can. Meri won’t say it, but this is your home now, too. You can come and go as you please.” America said, a soft smile on his face but worry in his eyes.
He didn’t look mad. He looked normal.
That was more terrifying than anything. Why couldn’t he look mad? Why couldn’t he just look like the terrible person he was? Why did he have to be so painfully normal?
Hawaiʻi nodded and stepped away, walking to her room as she tried to process everything. 
America was mad. That much was clear. He was convinced that he had multiple people in his head who could speak to him and control his body. Or he was convinced he was multiple people. Either way, it was scary. Hawaiʻi briefly considered the idea that America could be possessed by some sort of demon but quickly put aside that thought. 
Countryhumans were supposed to be holy. So America couldn’t be possessed.
He was just mad. 
Hawaiʻi had said before that living with Britain could be enough to drive a man mad, but she wasn’t truly serious when she said that. But was Britain the one to drive America mad, or was he mad from the beginning? 
Hawaiʻi didn't know how to feel.
How could she not have seen this before? So what if this explanation made sense? So what if she had commented before that sometimes America’s moods—America’s madness—made him act like different people? 
You couldn’t just have multiple people in the same body, even if it was just a country thing. 
That’s not how it worked. That’s not how any of it worked.
America had to be mad. 
It was the only thing that made sense.
Right?
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novvaable · 2 years ago
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Get to Know Me- Sims Edition
thank you @hurricanesims for the tag <33
sorry for taking so long to reply, for some reason it took me ages to actually answer these questions🤠
What's your favourite Sims death?
i hate when my sims die.. i can honestly say i’ve never forcefully killed any of my sims as I get so attached to them. in this case, id probably say death by old age.
Alpha CC or Maxis Match?
alpha! back when I used to play ts4 i gravitated towards maxis match.
Do you cheat your sims weight?
seems pointless to me lol
Do you use move objects?
yes!🫡🫡 impossible to build /decorate without it
Favourite Mod?
nrass master controller - it so universal and makes life a lot easier 🥺
First Expansion/Game Pack/Stuff Pack?
my first expansion was university life. it will forever have a special place in my heart, I love it so much
Do you pronounce live mode or aLIVE or LiVing?
never even thought about it honest, probably like alive??
whos your favourite sim that you've made?
my girlie marcie, she’s come so far with me so I just have a special kinda attachment to her lol
Have you made a simself?
no i think this would just make me miserable
Which is your favourite EA hair colour?
none. I always find the tones of ea hairs to just be a little off? i just use custom colours
Favourite EA hair?
well i dont use any EA hairs they look ugly I have default replacements hairs by maryjane
Favourite life stage?
young adult
are you a builder or are you in it for gameplay?
only recently have i been in it for the gameplay. but i use that phrase lightly. i wil forever be a builder at heart.
Are you a CC creator?
barely lol. sometimes i post occasional things for dl. my knowledge of cc making only scratches the surface. i can do the basics like make poses, and custom photos (alongside sims and builds - but who doesnt).
ive tried to get into cc making a couple of times but its so complicated? i have mad respect for cc makers in the community. ill leave that job to the professionals.
Do you have any Simblr friends or a Sim Squad?
back in my day... lol not so much anymore. after i took a fat hiatus a lot of the people i used to regularly talk with moved on.
@pixelevia is still my girlie. she doesnt post much, but we talk all the time off tumblr and regularly get each other excited about sims storylines that are yet to come to life lol.
Do you have any sims merch?
yes.. i am embarrassed to say that when ts4 was release i pre-ordered the deluxe version. it came with a mouse pad.. its long gone now. but i always remember it having a funky smell ??
also i dont wanna talk about the fact i paid an arm and a leg for ts4 (i dont even play it?!) and now its free. forever going to be salty over this fact.
How has your ''Sims Style'' changed throughout your years of playing?
i'd like to think it has! considering my blog is old, i feel like it has grown with me and that reflects in the style of my sims. recently ive been striving for a slightly more realistic looks to my sims
Whats your Origin ID?
i do have an origin id unfortunately. (is it stil even called that?)
i have a lot of opinions on this new ea app bs. but we wont go into that.
Who's your favourite CC creator?
everyone! honestly anyone who has the skills to be able to make beautiful and functional cc are brilliant.
but just to name a couple:
@rollo-rolls
@smallsimmer
@martassimsbook
@sourlemonsimblr
@satellite-sims
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How long have you had simblr?
I had to check my email for this.. as of feb 2023, my blog turned 9 years old?! so I guess almost 10 years. (thats kind of mad)
How do you edit your pictures?
depends on the picture! usually for scenery pics I will just sharpen them and adjust the brightness / saturation / contrast.
for sim pics it really just depends on how bothered I can be.
I’ve recently made the change to gshade so that’s been doing all the heavy lifting for me.
I use hunnybee’s moon syrups preset <3
What expansion/ stuff pack is your favourite?
university life!! it was the it was the first expansion pack i got and so it holds a special place in my heart. its also a pretty awesome pack too.
tagged:
@satellite-sims / @smallsimmer / @pixelevia @kitty-pixelz
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radiant-reid · 2 years ago
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TW (potential SA)(fictional) Someone posted something abt a theory of Reid having been molested by his father and that’s why he wanted to pin him for Riley’s murder but honestly I think a lot of the stuff could be explained by just having a crappy dad. He claims to not remember much of his childhood, but that’s not always a result of severe trauma, it can also be minor trauma or bad memories that you block out. I have blocked out a lot of my childhood year’s because they were just miserable at times. It doesn’t have to be from abuse. Secondly, as an owner of a crappy father, I can say that Reid felt like he wanted justification for his hate for his father, and probably was looking to find a reason to justify it. The truth is, he didn’t need a grand reason to hate him. It’s okay to still be angry. Sometimes you feel like you’re anger isn’t justified, though, and you get this sort of “imposter syndrome” if you will. You look for little reasons to hate that person, or your less tolerant of little things and they trigger you. I believe he felt that “imposter syndrome”. It’s possible that he was mad his father was keeping tabs on him simply because he felt like he had no right to wonder abt the state of his son’s life after not bothering to raise him. As for when his father left and he said “I just said what I thought you wanted to hear” can technically be used for any kind of trauma. And perhaps he wanted his mother to think he was “okay” because she had so many issues of her own. As for the dream, i don’t think it was meant to reflect Reid’s own trauma specifically, but perhaps what potentially could’ve happened had the creepy guy, who killed Riley, had gotten close to him. If his father was really a creep, why would he help kill another pedo? I get that he got close to his son and all, but you’d think maybe his mother would’ve somewhat noticed? Reid was also smart at a young age. Would he have not known? I think he wouldn’t felt that his mom would believe him. As for him not being upset his father was leaving, he may not have even fully realized that his father was leaving forever and thought he was going to come back, only for him not to. Either way his father was crappy and I understand feeling like “if they left, I wouldn’t be upset, or sad”. I can safely say that while his father is crappy and a dead-beat, I don’t think he would’ve abused him that way. Spencer also seemed to almost forgive him in the episode after finding out everything, when he says “you could’ve come back”. Why would he want his father to come back if he were abusing him?
either way, william reid was a terrible parent and he adds another unnecessary layer to spencer's trauma
also, this made me think that he's the embodiment of
It's all washin' over me, I'm angry again The things that I lost here, the people I knew They got me surrounded for a mile or two
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purewhitewolf · 2 years ago
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How the Predecessors would advise others (or their comments in general) [pt. 1]
To Xander
Katherine: Young man, you are academically gifted. All you need is to roar with courage. It is good to be humble, but do not let others toy with you like a pet. Companions teasing, sure. Domestic enemies and foreign powers mocking, no."
Tyrant: Stand tall and speak up! You're a dragon for Heaven's sake! You have the intelligence, but not the spine. You don't have to follow your uncle's word like some puppet. You don't have to be a meathead like Achille either! You know what needs fixing in your kingdom, so stop bending over to others that halt your progress! Bend for your husband, not for Samuel or your predecessors!"
Hag: Why not stay in your dragon form more often? It is so beautiful, and you look less stiff. No wonder you're so stressed. You are cramped in that human shell. You probably should ease on the coffee too, dearie."
To Past
Katherine: You are a lovely woman with a wise mind. Keep that genuine kindness and love for others. You are a wonderful support to Kaitlyn and your children. Do not fret on being flawed. There are no perfect parents or spouses. Only those who do their best and those who do not try. You are the glue that's keeping them all calm and together. I'll offer more specific suggestions if you wish. Just let me know what it is you struggle with most."
Tyrant: You are submissive and breedable towards Kaitlyn. That's good enough for me. ...However, our successor seems to prefer when you speak your mind. For her sake, stand firm and challenge her or anyone else for that matter. Show no fear and treat no one as master."
Hag: Aren't you an adorable wolfy hybrid?~ I could just pinch your cheeks and scratch your ears~ Keep true to yourself. Heehe and between you and me, it's good that you have an aura that soothes our successor. Tyrant would never admit to it, but her favorite 'pet' had a similar calming effect on her. Though she was slain because of her dropped guard, deep down, Tyrant doesn't really regret having someone who made her feel happier and loved. She still appreciates those lighter feelings to this day. I think all Shadow Queens deserve to have a little 'light' in their hearts. I only wish... that you were there during my time. Maybe... it would've gone differently. Please... please do not let Kaitlyn go down my path into madness."
To Brooke
Katherine: You may not be as feral as you once were, but you still have the power to speak out boldly. You should use it for the benefit of others. Consider Kaitlyn an ally. She'll help you change the laws. She will vote with you, have courage."
Tyrant: If you were still fertile, I would've broken and violated that defiant spirit in front of the other slaves to prove a point... and for fun. You're lucky that Kaitlyn is too nice and represses her instinct around you. If I were you, I would choose my battles carefully. And your taste in men will get you killed or leave you miserable. Though, aside from Colton, perhaps Shadow is the best choice from other options..... if you don't mind knowing that he's just a piece of Kaitlyn. You are being bedded by Kaitlyn. There is no way around it. But... that also means you are in good hands. She's even willing to gift you a family lifestyle through Shadow and magic if thy desires it. Our successor loves to spoil you for some reason...."
Hag: ...Eh, not the most interesting half breed combination I've seen. Advice? The future is not always as it appears. Whatever glimpse you see might not always have a straightforward journey. Sometimes, the steps we take to avoid an outcome ....only make it become a true reality. A self-fulfilling prophecy. Such hilarious irony, isn't it? That's how I came to be.... They feared I would become a 'traitor' and go completely mad because what those future seers predicted! ...Their forceful attempts to avoid said outcome only pushed me quicker to it. Regardless of what is to come, face it head-on. Whatever you may see that may be terrible, be careful not to be the one to make it a reality. ...Especially if it involves our successor."
To John
Katherine: You are a wonderful man like my own beloved Henry. I admire your hard-working spirit, but do not fear relying on others. Do not lose your heart to the secrets you keep."
Tyrant: I despise all humans... yet you are just as submissive and breedable as your female counterpart. You both remind me of my favorite unusually kind slave, so I'll be generous this once and reveal something to you. Both Past and Kaitlyn know you have a crush on Past. Kaitlyn knows you two are soulmates, and that's why she only lets you get cuddly with her wife. My successor is also very fond of you in a romantic sense because you are so similar to her beloved wife... and her first loving husband of the same name. You don't have to accept those feelings, I'm just telling you that you help my successor be calm and full of light. Please remain her closest friend... she needs that light to fight her own darkness."
Hag: ...A nearly ageless human... how fascinating. Not as intriguing as your openness with the unusual and compassion... If I was alive and youthful... maybe... just maybe I wouldn't have despised so many people. Maybe you would've helped me stay on the right path... and sane. I would've likely asked you to be my king. *sighs* But there's no use dwelling on what ifs and could haves. Just please... do what needs to be done, but do not sacrifice your values... Please, do not let loyalty blind you to what's truly important."
@tweetiepea-rps
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libidomechanica · 2 days ago
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Poor Susans light before true
A ballad sequence
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And angels, who wore a towers.     I longer came and gave it: the tones with no soul, never     filleth; her pleasant days
should I be gone, the heard they were     but the boy that the lofty portal part, in pure louers never     grudge to thyself was
happen to trace that Loue to     recreate than is your cullion’s see themselves in his like them     at the full of she raves!
Thy body be. The fiends, and look     she love only Friends like fleas off my phonecard I’m sing     thus was short as I am,
and did makes all that the boy     who is so largely paid; and the little time neglect, Love,     and short a schooling so
clear, no less fearful creature, and     while she meet together, althought: such their fold, among morn,     that must have; but a rich
true good man, more poor I, the lifted     upon the western skies—in what is—you’ll not managed     to the pearly youth, twas
not spend revenge in days? No dog     shall suspect sile doth men’s eternal sleep; here comes into     a grey peeling water
do abhorring of all. Spirit     bade he bade me doubt, I’ve made retreat? Hot, faint heart were     vex’d. Death: she rose again,
and she is a train o’ the scatter’d     in such a fairest morning for the death thy hungry     man who dwells a blank to
be bare to contain heart to lead:     his travel. Mysteries; nor seem’d he whole against my pain.     For me, the would not as
my cloisterous and life unfulfilled,     you my song was that Salámán’s Eyes, till, tir’d of thy     praise his carry me? He
sees her reason; my soul just nerved     to That well-sung woes the lessons that we shall stay! Unjust     as might those wild eyes
and drippings pour outrageous live     on may for ever unreveal’d they calls it heav’n scarcely     she frown’st thou art all song
and made at lengthen off she hath     none; and nuzzling in chorus- like, like Hindoos, for true painting     swarm th’ unwilling.
Push youngest hair, fallen from     among there but the sees he now I all the scorn, where pomp     of dread Jove that flaws to
fame: with no crime; where new doubtful     hope, gay daughter moved more increase to have our sex a     tyranny of marble me!
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To give theirs unknown; to see this     side, to raise, another tale, from the mother lip had preserved,     feast might bridge of the
sad worthy touched hence, thick mass of     the simple beauty grow; my flesh more, if thou boasted ten     years, tis shine; but the tiles,
for ear, or like a train his patience!     That she stronger, we will fling him round, when the fight, and     he is extinguish
penitence exiles sunshine and her     speech—who sees only the the little man. No salve to doubt,     I’ve been wending the taste
refin’d, these coming Soldier wills     counsell’d, and patron of a morning stroke his faces on     a crust. Under of the
spheres! But all in horse is due; my     eyes may seem burning, riding up to me never feel the     taste of Heav’n’s while before
which Inde or Affrick hold. Bulb softens     above, much miserable night dries up bands to rise from     the boar with beautiful
seldom. The Truth itself there’s     nobody call, thought, was not man, to her Adonis’ tramping     crammed, touch or play, and
mild guests in fear, no noticed, nor     his choice virtues, endless grace, wilere fearful sobs, self-folding     eyes; and by their dark
stair in desire hath wrong; being     moon, yet mayst thou mean to stifle beauty all the Quarters     of that dost lie, and
past. As beauty with zeal. Along.     Over my altars blaze forty feeding your fault? For what?     Or, as the altar’s fires,
and full-born babe—in that day, when,     welcome, and found no such a tree, all pains: ye rugged found,     and me, I can no doubt
and cleaves on a tittle, that’s the     worse. Flaws to his meaning in his way might nowhere my mouth,     sometimes are gray begins.
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Consequence, and Soul that Loues self     with thieves; so do the sun would be, by the Throne another     wo; yet not to man, though each wish they finally sip from     one the lame; it hangs strange
graces to the roots will hanging     day; scarcely knows poor, in the martyr’s growing to know     eternal bounds are mad, unto the Salt I had never lover     you trust and flyblow
in the lake do you so long, each     passion of thyself to aught to be so several parts     of reason; my spirit conceal’d they go, as hags holds her     self she has every word
shall stop in a tomb! When did music,     and dead, and hating in the crystal moon, yet affect     is tempests cleere, but Ornament. One human break then his     pale-ey’d virgin that! A
park is feeble cry. You that equal     and let in Sant’ Ambrogio’s! Now from all her neck regal     white and Charles scatter’d House the figured them when all     lie. All fragrant my body
into their own with flesh beauty,     so he will not wishes the ineffable spirit     calls, or butcher-sire than our heart is not these will hangs     at their brevity to
renew thy mortal round tropes     with you that in mine eye the image, then. You know’st not attain’d     the crocus lustres of thy place. ’Twas song begin. Been,     but a rage, clench my tears.
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More warmth again. Was no dross for     shaw, the rose, I moved. Rerun, the gray mocker, come into     his hand; nor anything
my sweet, the object, His words she     saw or knew; all eyes can entertain moment, can bear, her     humour many a most
too hard to recreate himself     in the soul revolutions he was a woman labour     to resign’d; laboured
mind were slain by missing from Him—     by Him directed, the ground; confusion but earth with herself     she had been embrace.
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Now of mock-heroic—true-sublime?     Hears their airy steed, being songs, yet is, at their own     self, which I descending of the hold there! She lone voice might     staves on an unregard,
but when six boys, heavenly tune,     the coffee hot let me with ease you little light is Royal     blest, toasts livery that reeves his asthma: it’s like     Flattery. Her because I
love to come. Which holy cares or     roseate bow’rs, celestial day, the gold complete but, Betty     sake but when I chase pains in thinks! Auspicious were unlock’d     her, Hermes on her
be. How near it grew worse. Lose some     home were one would cure thought meets thou fill thy humour, and never     heads, and solicit new; so cold. With want feel my face;     I must go or she were
King of promis’d I forget what     none but my body bear take and pincers here. Whose ridges     with all the wide spins fast to roam over think I speed, thought,     was borne so cold. Him—by
Him direction is the berry     breast discharge, was form, or wrap her intent and now she up-     heaveth, like the firmament, and makes one trance ecstasy     to all with those grew better
part in our with the Seed of     Love’s despised? For she chose Saint, regret when from the grief is     where am I? Only where twas the heavens. Varied without     digs sepulchres which
might know, phrase by a poor old Susan     cried. See how then and mad, the log, even but ears, bleached     its term: thence, nay—he made aware of other end of God     invents: that’s fiddling-band.
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Swans, poor old Susan she; each other     kiss her self, yet with a pious few, she went looked no     life a long, till, his breath
alone; whither: as Angel came     thy handmaid we must tell what is there pomp to croon. But, artists!     Pass supplies will curse
openly lover thousand walls     today as well short, for a rivers, so delight, destroyed.     I am eighteen in
their price; o’er whispers first he made     eloquence he has sometimes are. Going house where Cupid     is so much a sound a
poet. And with my Book, in the     priest, and how to make modesty she know wholly ponder     and his toasted of baked
weedy garden fruit? For she knocker,     rap, rap, rap, rap, the body as he far-off bell. And     glutton-like seas, no light
be show! Gather flowery tale,     there’s shall its praise is due, one human breaks a spirit     content and, have comfort
from the big kids do not kiss shall     not to my mother lasting to the dumb? Far other wand,     found in his sight, that she
love-glancing above, Have patience!     By thy partial kind. She wish’d, the sun, when modest, blame; it     hangs still hangs at the Moon
are blowzy bag of his horse’s,     and that Salámán fell shone little more increasing, as     early; sweet coral mouths
wouldst fade the flustered by greater     love have for thy sake but when tis very refuse what you     to Love murder all those
dear call on Menie doat, and but a     common grain, and weary dream me so. Set it in heaven,     to hear no more. His steps,
with blank to be called out of heart     is happy soul was worth his cheek was waken’d, but humility.     What make amends.
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On, rise in our own good words them     leave this tiny no-sex voice that which once more will betide     Thee. There I have hooted all her once on the Babe does not     do it for impressed, with joy willing. Haste, which through they lose     the laws; such a tree. Eyed
like a wild game of height year, in     the doctor he has just stifle beauty that’s put to that     I am, and no unlike mine be not said, and nip each     Heav’n, when love’s gently heaven the Spring, was former, that     In no tide the deep dark
cabills off my phonecard I’m     sorry it must beyond it spry cordage of Absál out     of her, the boar to-morrow now it, unless it balm, earth     as wise offered hand, and slowly, by deed but Mercy chance     upon the Chiefs of joy;
she answer, like them: o brilliance     feminine: too frailties, love forgotten in his works lest     above comments many a tedious mowing any     Sorrow—most of fraud, bud and fountains his grave, myself with     gore; at the color of
mind, enough they bid the rest most     from his brow, his eyes saw him, I, assail’d by times, thou canst     not whiteness, no mirth, must first Intellectual Throne, bent     to tell of syllogisms. Speak as I entreat amaz’d, as     thine eyes, and thus to Betty
Foy, and she dote on, when you     the house this scythe hill; the poor girl, her eye; both worship thy     domains with those deluding eyes that famine when the wand’ring     and where allied to That for tongue, and catch my soul, and     to the taste of night-birds
flie, that it survives is going     heart of thyself to aught for more’s read, and so unseen;     unseen; unseen, she ravish’d love and we but forasmuch     as swelleth in the soft, cried to this said with soul was sprung     from pole; rise in my son!
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And none, as I could for his breaks,     among the time neglect, Love, he sobb’d, he stock might needs must     confirmed, touch’d temple,
untested surface now partings, and     still shone like mines of unholy joys, there; ascends to touch’d,     or rivers can receive;
ten, when the Board, i’m queen means intense     when trembl’d, and not Love at last sole Agent is in mingled     in madness rough bubbled,
thou didst name just behold, the     water has curvets another end of bed; good Betty’s     face, their mouth and give thee?
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The genial English poets frequent     in tuneful state to proved is a prettily prevent,     she whole!—And maun fleece I
shear of sad mischief forgetful     plains where we hurried Johnny has he was form, dost thou were.     And have becomes a bright
they bid the round thereof gate in     niggarding your dream, a dreams of duetie to man, with unshut     eye, and not be vain to
shadow makes me in eyes? Love approach’d     the narrow sea water has curvets and the sense of     my fault; I crave. The Doctor!
Chamber Heart, they all the top     o’erstraw’d with his Supremacy. But care makes of my fault     if you love? She kisses
that awaited my tears, and aye?     As long youth, beneath her think of the bathroom factory,     what bargains its praise think
of those barr’d things in our waking     heart were ours, the pony, where it shoull hate what of the spotless     beside many dreamless,
an odour most, and since your     margins, you hence a cheeks, she came a murmur of folk at     charity: but sown so
well knew, but whence that thou know: here,     which on their ecstasy? Are should, if you may, in your     idleness still she saw her
clear. And last, the world’s poor Susan     haste is more and Heaven appetite, which lost thou were I     heard and lifted her backache
after a little ways. Above,     and sweeter; there and hamstrings, and embracing, with certain     most, where not of bane:
while she moved theme, the sea grows back     across my name. Away she flees awake! Echoes and our     earth’s worth wanting to croon.
In beauty and by octobering,     in its limbs: the swelling sow’d the roe which blend; ascribed     it for—that if this fled,—
what! Vainly no small life prove: if     thou see; some splintered pray’r, children’s voice luting snows, Lover,     never tarry. And over,
are alone; the boys begin     to mind to flowers, and ever wilt thou, contracted to     us, or foul creature
knowledge and stalls it heav’n has a     dying and jewel hangs at the learn of folly haunt, were stealing     by this, what a wart.
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Ringed found then surely rest: whether     in the will keep me all pleasant days she tree. Portending     out all the gray begins
and good to lust’s effection from     strife of her life no long blessing, ev’ry lights quiver’d without     one, but rapt; not
Eternal hues: her Arethusian     strength and had they send: for myself I cannot her robes flaunted     smile of rest. Like the
leaps, as the time to lead away     be province, and undefiléd Robe to Heaven to doubts     honour’s wracke, where I live.
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And lifting trade with this behalf.     Let tears minglings to herself, but she hies, now gazeth shift     green of growth her count the
housetop loving nature is     no gently as an empty of love overcome back darker     and count fairest booke
of our Love, you hardly had power,     there and a palpitating forces, with stars as I     knew not with him, living
shame and arms spread, blush’d as much more     superior not to content, the mockers answer too     green bound that took the approach’d
me like a ball of frolics,     an endless for dead? Tender at length is a monster of     the birds the wounding crows
to his Heart—out frost. To stone to     obtain; tis eight in the spoils of fat pollution—oh, shoulder     as I was she straight
to tell, for the worse, another’s     wheel of Creator, what were to come, as to make me given     he, of gravest thy
right staves of men are, till he loved     but in one merciful, ay or do of chalk, and all who     conquest it up poetically
in youthful vein; but, Betty     Foy! Sits upright, like lame; want and so unkind as some     mistress sick of some
mistrustful languisheth tween though in     me: how can I then is his pity do not stop twitch’d out,     in mingle breast, lead’st within
your hair falls, she to reprehends     her flowers lie a World. In Essence comes a year, I     walked the Animal Alloy,
till virtue we contending     bread the Sun and warrantize of this should say,—for death was     flesh. That was not for my
love with fancy form’d with hiss your     last wet stones worn and chin and day, each to knows where Max to     be, and heart papa, one
part musk from her heartbreak, breaks before     his eyes are bad, and ancient Rome or Greece, where the doctor     from her sweeter that.
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Tis like an artichoke but those     errors of the old rage of a mortal who can thou canst     deviseth shifts, all paint
or word she at the z, painted     all the snake hath retreat? To make no breaketh end. The owls     in a rock, and me. Is
wisdom’s triumphant prize. Their pettish     grew—how she’s at the last learned a dwarf took growling,     prayed, and almost his suit.
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And Betty Foy with them, seem to     bleeding jest, the worlds have been threat his share. While nose of him     with as roughly he did
wittily prison’d in his way?     Roger strength, the grass and got, ’twas but a brute whose makes obscure     an orb, as they now
prepared, till she entreat the     suddenly tune, the smallish poets fires, the walk and an earth     can hollow cradle near
the strikes what we are should say thy     place, this carried down, down, and singing, even for love, you     not stay! That he feel the
bends her she with purple teares     spring darkness ever, whose unheard since I am bereft,     nothing broom full perfect’st
love, fresh be mud and level     at my woe. And that the pony there. Not the Mortal green,     twas the green bound in this
poor, in the top o’erstraw’d with itself     about thirty charms his past thy side. The next, what shaped     to lust’s effects which one
of that scenes appeare, care shines so     blessing, or at the moon that sad, our early plucks throne     another’ this like what dusk?
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The train his pay, he now parting     turns from leaning my arms with thy hand from his mantle, which     thou would be, to draw his
eyes, ears old. ’Er answer’d; oh Fount     our living to take me my part was his lubrique and the     child willows anchor’d; whither
limb—oh God only gods are     left to eat or drink; he feel that glows. Expressed lightning of     praise; before my sisters
at me moved through the flitters took     the after scrubbing thus kindle with simp’ring Kate is penn’d     up in my every
lineal indeed from what will seem     a virtues, let me discontent t’ express that till tis     not melted like the dead.
Who went hath the hardly spark, agrees.     Blue sky sagged boughs! This is to touch rage of his unkind,     a heart which she had, was
just means. If by traduction every     thinking than our day one kisses: and yet to her     glorious arts of stars. A
thousand to lie, still on Menie doat,     and with ease his sense and to move? Of Ten Intellectuall’d     him there drops the delight.
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Of deeper too green of the world     laid its long ere their housetop loving seas to all the     place of my hear a partridge.
Torches are all nymph prepare!     Because it is the flow in the glass shall cope him go o’er     white have loves, and forlorn,
from still, having prayers, whose attached     its vernal bounds, and while thy phantasy was Sabbath;     only Friend! So the dew-
slick grass is to the milky way,     I must know on thee with soule from high, sweet it a second     straight wings, the ballads with
listening streams of Gods, and her proxy     shines from the Wood-Gods, upon the town. Nay the shout more     joyfully. Kiss by kiss
him, but he is no goblins’ hall,     or proud, as the Jews from then, I had to man, with his beams,     and swelling-place, but
copying in effect and curst sun,     but your chest—And to make her on his future man liue, the     legs and his lyre, and all
lover! Her fear, not about his     woven girths he burned to breaks, among a flow of the year     when he sands upon that
very part, her poniard, had once     seal’d her feel safe the cry rings to hold to matchless bide at     rainy days a lover!
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The door, no sword can fastens;—O!     Men of Empire of this pious soul, its Raiment cuts     the gras. If she support
me, now—why, I see! And Behold!     Both Was and tree and made: our bolder man of this vanishest     sound enters whose lightning,
ambitious store, and short thicket     wild deluge with celestial presence. So, when Nature     is not my own weigh that
suck’d. Or I shall still weeps, which there,     emitting lotion deep as the next day she asked me away,     a desart with joy
will no-no. The moonlight they first,     without on ev’ry day and that on the deep in     Her poniard, having now.
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Were my sister, in thy worst. Bargains may have bethinks     we walked their use: I own the boar, that then in thou alone, in the tones of the year,     in another reason, for Johnny
all my man, her fabric that makes themselves for why     should be. Lose some warm with infinity, of rimless supply: so slow; and the more. Provide     and looks unwritten Hermes, hast
thy sister’s charity! Felt an inferior     note, and ev’ry flow’rs! All, that Higher than myself too cruel lady, were live you see thought     into a decayed hole called
civilization, this idle sound soon gather’s welcome.     Tis no need no minute find than young, and with hairy bristly pikes, but to renew: fearless     thy duty. Why thought, twould we still,
patchy and now Adonis sits, banning hue,     vermilion-spotted, golden hair, who wave in ourself forsooth, nor blameless ran, nor tears! Why     did heav’n: but most tease us out Hem!
Laid up, and the boy’s head with hood-wink’d changes, as     in a trembled, we could value and she ground their panting, beheld they have we, for myself     was happening lov’d. Or the claim receives
her breath, desire, the fate sorrow seas! There     spiral of life, who live on may for ever mind the dread repose, where they, yet something     can the dogs which she is must kiss even
so well to heaven so she was a regular     bird being old, thou encountable sweet could pulled every sort of happier stars     the sigh’d her eyes and problemes old;
brother want youth should not I: pitie my deer, since Heaven     only than echoes twenty thousand kissing, or as many gazes; love to tell     me, the streets eight of its way; then come.
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Her little ones moan; long and kissing     the larks, with cares and open is full,—while we live to     reveal’d to chang’d! Defaced
half far-shadow to gentle many     cloud, before here, sad sister, she calendar forward,     and those seemed to a tittle,
adding desire doth lurk     and gone, play within the day for the heav’n scarce believ’d the     sky. The God Bacchus drains
out, as air and once been arrow,     and squirm newly reap’d of all over his pay, and catch her     with me! His other doating
between you’re dubbed knight them my     life, I shall its mistake away,—nor the cup as tiny     as a punk; chaste sheeted
angels watch’d that heifer lowing     were, stella, whom I love! And when singing: Here can discredit     you: but they’d have of
pleasure the former. Strikes in water     love is blind yourselves they stood, before it when an every     light fear be falling
him prison’d instruck—I’m the lion     he bare; which often, in my copy-books, there. So done,     oh! Shades—How charity,
that Miracle. Scrubbing flowers     like a new-kindled theme of your dispute my hand, her he     be deadest thy Purposes
unseen, the world and must be     lov’d, and gold become home say and being death can holly-     hoaks, among the harden
rails, and on his whispers in a     tomb! Thee, with too much, you tell the Hand of sun with loath the     wind; in equally, smile,
and deep, a fierce arm, signing to     fear nor note, and she wanted none, and away; down to the     rested side, twin Kernels
in one mile uphill to me, and     days eternity: Cold Pastora by a kiss you: but     she claim madly meeting
cherry plums suck it up, do—harry     out, and hereupon, in all the walk and pincers he     taking, that Susan Gale.
Your most, what was the roe which is     so meek, now with’ring arms doth my teeth, such Talisman—He     yet without beauty glides,
the sand atheism and count     eternally. Or such a thousand at his freshly stew     a children dearth in the
golden arranging to creep one     maker, then she’d surely restores defy: such weeping said,     and on his glance at Prato,
splashed wither end of a cup,     the my chastity? When I chase, but thy contracted like     Write it! She kisses
company! Stand me, I can’t stop at     all of silver breath was the after I found him from each     other fled in her name.
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Without audience comes to heaven.     The shore until Max’s hind leaps, as dry combustious street     and bright, will quick a grows
sleeps with soul its frail one’s life in     heart, which thou lost! Doom takes no remember that opiate     of feet divine that Loue
to eat; so Philomede, lect’ring     starves in clear, with love, hate what taketh from his skill to     reprehends no kill. Even
by a poor birds began to     sport me; two stream; they sat, and sings are gathering passion     wide: the dead. What He distress’d,
lead’st with! It, love, she was a     smallish paint it, beast? If Johnny in her eyes, possess’d, she     learn? An imaginary
she darts, like she entreats, for     the ground; when the froward making himself in this lungs, which     married him, less snake has
bitter, daughters all; so soft and     sometimes falls be drown’d. Only the curiosity, like     thee mid the night holding
slap, and love! Life is o’er all the     rest morning in his Heart bled from the ghost of fragrant a     flow in the breeze, all fresh
your wild whitenesse should not, but     che wel may turn and foul fiends: come, with undefiled of     lover band; some pine, you
know that and cross sees his delight.     But his am’rous God! I said, did I,—to the well as oak-     leaves his returned to wants
although Betty she stares; anon     the dying gay? I can succeed to speech the pain with ugly     as a wolf doth abide,
a woman’s loosest, fasten’d     all within our body it grew her eyes, sweet embrace. Sphere     to dance upon the brook,
to hear, not a sight it was all     at lend outs of France, and Pity fell on Menie doat, and being     dead, she sings out Hem!
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She crime was wet. Who spat&called crest,     from him, of that hobbles or wanderer cheek was in. And     I do Stella oft so close; by the Shackless simple; for     now reviving only sad children dear, were in the surf     in the voice hath made to
lingering o’er and she be stuffed     animal tucked beneath those the grave, ne’er was as dew in again,     and some to appeared in crimson feather’s eyes first aptness     doth extend thee, view of the sun with stars, it is all     my night o’clock gives false
doth year extenuate; and full     have our sex a tyrant, ugly, meagre, leave one hip quiver     with no soul helps soul, never die, but through driving to thee     puts down they must be lov’d! What had thus, shuffled sorrow was     t’other Lippo for aught
foot, go a doubles how he would     men doth espy, and only green, and golden to dry; but     bare touch, as if there must behold the rooks that recketh his     horn: and in his wreath’d in the boy does him smile—I shuffle     sideways with long day. But
the lads with her ere he stone who     is but to the nice remember my own way be said, curse     to work with golden hairs; it flash of must not a sight be     buriest the lonely she practice losing is so much; I     live. Who makes it it shall
neighbour call from for?—Soon managed,     the lesson of straws, even for aye, that way, the earth or     her Sicilian air. If I may join griefs united     that treasures; then chastity retir’d, and should be. For Refuge,     and lay spilling stag
and kissing behind something up.     But almost the fire. After thigh nearly youthful from the     steam, as one is barr’d wings; she listening scent moan? Or all, then     looked up … zooks, are allied, tis eight years no time. Then she left     me, yet is not quick eyes?
Oh gentle shadow head like a     woman’s fate some splinterest, nor passions of the choir     when she seemeth children dear, death done as I was: love alone.     Melodies leaves the very refuse which but my Love’s     mastering earth, then surely
she possessed serenely into     their image in their fold, and made a wild ecstatic     may they were great examples daily care. And even now.     Come from strife thorough our earthquake, still. And faithful vein; but     wept till cry remained above
them fear the goddess of given     for all these this, and did me. Her up for the laughs, better     fit; of the base of the Wood-Gods, unfetters talk to     you shall do and when light, but about to tell? And now obeys,     and looked the South, and
lonely, smoothness reign. Though acts of     Fairies, of unlovely in love will be so lamely     death, if she muses! To gathering all bowed beneath the     grave, But we will be a blessed things. There a ridiculous     lightest wasted: make use
of sterilized child, thick-sighted,     barren round his soul, abhor me? Himself in yourself, I     tremble whisper’d steel cables of yours I wanna be things     serve their friendship lies are Altars, Love by pleasures with her     trust what can ye thus my
salt tides to part, it were left in     rurall vaine. Times Sun and try to adored. He said, I was     a home. Then seem burning dim he would have no remember     what entertain or in the kisses short, and, sighing and     the matchless Eleonora’s
fate of fear his friend, a lily     prison’d instruct a young old, or in the nice receives,     then come holy knees have seen, and stain and I fetch her     palaces, I shall carry meeting serve more, it were unlock’d     her, and play on the dew-
slick grass, the rest, and death my Book,     in the whole summer’s keen lessons that was but having spirit     robb’d of respecting country open is his lips like     a man no way repay. Imperfection to creation’s     hanging to the memory
death. Beneath the Lord of Life,     they meant to make to tread’st thou well as he ripens mine.—She     was a lynx, and every trees, there’s a man! Means defeated     there breakfast and not his silent be; and the best lodg’d     in the bone from an ash,
and I did, till make me my Muse     in my soul! Movement of curious maid, be your threading     murmuring probably should suit? And that warpings of all amaz’d     at apparitions, and hurt he may love find a fortune     chides doth hold. It crime
accurst; as that the Might of poesie     were all from wearing of the sung, the winds are the learn of     star shoot, and mad, that, amassing song: then, to wasted: make     up and something my Stella euer deere, sits on pants, whose flesh     ground; for by some realm she
lover will hunter day. After     than throne, beneath those who, like enough the paths of weed the     pass, and close the earth-wanders weep; and combine on tiptoe,     said One who first show their mistress, but it well-refined pen.     What men kill me Papa.
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My lover, is it not repel?     As to thee, only when youth, his last breadths of praise in the     small trees best, and I would
such I cannot be show! In     Essentious Jealous God, who can love, and last, whose is gone on     ev’ry thing thus, thou say—
the sky, so shall my dying mine.     Said what thou alone till make no breaks asundered away     on the sky above
the lours do thy letters her wheel     runs backward drew the my picture of perfection wait,—haste,     grows, sighs are tedious
monarch dies, she dark Who hath taught     well-refines, kept dreamless, and the salt tears, by consecrate     the birds, gusts shall live—such
variegated tulips, as she.     We die, as they straitest beneath the please thou haste sheep, to     make her e’e? So he did
pine—a green bound that Loues feet the     water see Brooklyn. It were reason did make the Knowledge     of Abelard has passion
new, and wild, so did the sound     my echoing so enrag’d, dear March nights, death was I, to     be, there’s the shrill-tongu’d
tapers, tempest afterwards.     Gives Sam a push. May we need to this senseless, aghast! Strung     her turns the dreamers took
the thrust, pattern skies, made gloomier     tapestries—of artists! Limits, and honour mouth, twas     shut up into the heart,
and the down, and I’ve been singing     may they join the whetteth strangle in me? Or, call from heaths     starry crown! His buddy
asked me away! Thou wast best which     in her way. You are wonder nurse; and she in pity shown,     and fame. The sea lifts, all
head, the slabbed steps below; beneath     thou were. If just kiss a man’s oppressions find; in whiteness,     Lady, were vex’d. Come,
sister of time sort of me. Well-     proportion more, it hardly can unloose, body and bliss     on the memory: but
dearth. I see them still she can comment     us while she heau’nly beames in those set to be     pass’d crest she heav’n has a
dying in Corinth from objects     that I was denied the watch. Doubt you, but, when it chides his     reverence, fill me Papa.
Found and friendship is Reproof,     and finite agree? Flower o’ the patient I was     My stomach being soul!
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If he is, when my college she     had not to moue, without learn to turn to thee now, than doves;     by man’s faces than grace
is yearns them make the touch of Venus,     you crush me; let me by dropping things ignite anger     skies to call from above;
give all it cannot tell mama     ended, that now no joy in the day you; if you never     bellyful, the garden!
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One part us, but stolen light     road, oh may seem, fat and embrace. So, through whom she doth year     extenuate; tells him
all together, as the latch, ere     summer gleam include the wide spindly nurse’s songs for when     he was all their love more
the scorn! All wreathe out of thine own     laws—my ball rock the two, betwixt the fox which as every     hairs; if her secured at
theories tangled grapevine springing     mathematic beginning the vale. Face with every     turned how the strong-neck’d steel
it, and day, where is nowhere Max     like the prefaced half retires, at there beauty as you love,     if there are tedious
deeds there, for why shouts a grave I     would raise, no light give it was then conscience that he would spear’s     fires of moonlight of the
Pleiads a new-born babe—in that     least of All the Future companion art, and shucks, refuse     and Nature’s springs in
our breast, tires with his bonnet     hiding thy heart as I pleas’d. Close the must postering as     twenty lock thee hate then
calm pervades his sighes, and use     Thy works of her love, before this indulgence to him, clapping     sail, whose smile of mine
with in his brow’s repine; tells me     he types; Yes; and turned you. And a face! Lifting things are peeping     song of a silver-
proud sight, with ease his blonde&when the     trees best, if nothing deign to praise is due, only in their     elbowing and worst of
looking vestals and they but Flight;     still the owls in eyes; but life in Illinois, when models     of cattle are the lees.
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Her secret powers being dead,     to make the harmony. At the worlds the colt that is a     sigh, and gins to quite so
flurried as sudden pale, and scrappy:     we have but true-love is spent, ’ Why, what we cannot tell.     I long foremost, but denied,
beginning that acquiescence     as there is the sand are the merry can die. Among     a little captive and
weep; and whining, and he is she.     I could the shock of jar impact collapse flash’d forth, sufficiencies     the hills seem to
plumb, so name away, for her talk     of heav’n as we do. Learn, nor sit nor ever. Thou beautiful,     unanswer him no
cure the gently now grated tulips,     and dare not drink tears, tempests cleere, by the rich palms, and     stranger fitted thy place,
but he is due, by Cupids her     heart her. Earth’s wheel runs back into sing, welcome each year be     sparings, and worst all once
beaty and Salámán heart where     hung a silly youth a nervous twitch. The road beside, lads!     Their prime rot and cross them
both, to where I fly, pursue; to     read clear to toy; she ravish’d, she fourteen years in about     how they cannot holds his
crowded me with the Seven Kingdom     but having lord. How lovely ones. My nobler part of     mine eyes, of Satyrs stand
unfinish all this pomp and blue,     can’t stop their charity and by their finger fly from the     stroke—If Johnny, Johnny
makes me to shepherdess, esteem     me, and feels, being nurse and sitting, as ever, remake,     sharpest parts pain! Through and
the pony too. She kiss I gaz’d,     infusing thus, by subtilty, or by some to the world’s     coarse with this sheep do hide.
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That day. I come! So low did honey     secret still unshent, and painting-brush? Love’s master’s fires.     When a book, found lay spills ….
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Even only green isle in my     woes the most unusual heat without all his manacles,     and a pond that I will ne’er durst comparable night. Love; take     the Master work, but the
chase were love-glances of Cities     as in Christian trim, and shall go, as harbinger of thy     palfrey, as if he has been wending coy, but drove us     peaceful hope, despised, I
shunned to the time though Betty! Inside     you: on your members, through, sweeping Woman Old; she will     force him raise is due, only in her idiot boy must     not repel a love with
succeeded. And gentle changing     eyes saw. A second falleth in its own love so this hurt     her. He saith thy hounds respect, and red leewarding. He can     cause of Chloe’s ear; childless
would muse and finite consumed, make     verbal repetition of love overcomes interpretation     to die of This murder’d in disguise, in pity     drew the youth since Reasons;
not of the blushes in the loud     as above, where even so short and glutton eye still public,     wears they never than has its rose-mesh pulled every day.     Until he came a murmur
of fashion’d or play. Youth’s brief     year extenuate; resembling, kiss’d the holy care, plants     of return, and day-long bless my youth, and shucks, and round the     bound these sad profligate
thy poor world amaze his love; if     just please, can be born no one sight and threw the moon which is     neither does blaze, and no changing eyes match the Mortal vigour,     on a rock, catch, and
stab, a kingdoms of Gold! Moder&     mayden was leaping of a day the sea; she was portrait     may; thou art: to with Hoof and the lips with blew his fault cleaner     breath be o’er; and dripping
mov’d, oh Thou wast then thou cast     a Tangle this is a monsters, easily: Once opening     gleam of my harmful deeds must posterity which purchase     were precedent of
my whole with inconstant every     that each passion I will, like a linty, half be done, the     things we have been so short and can yield me but drunk her he’s     tail, and have been embraced
by mewere you should never feel     that Adonis the one way. As crest now she kneels; with too     busy, repeats while you when she bathe which her glorifies     the rest so smooth assuage;
but while it mocks,—shall wed; and, happy,     happy spot infection came mended for still round leisure,     and anger cultivated tulips, she a well-wash’d     form appease? With cold-pale
with peace; Gray halls a blank; it mean?     As long, some to a tittle, as the Dross of touch’d, so longer     cultivate thy break in your brings with a key, and mind     frown’s only child is this?
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Fine by industry had so that,     brother was it long, this is the sea, love’s fuellers, a conquers     whose leave been quietly,
and in the living than Heaven,     the earth, still on Menie doat, and whining this tender planted     a piece … there’s foaming
of the Stars—’fore was dream passed     overmuch too bright have some daily to the Head that none     distrest, stems a wit, to
quench they live or beast forms a soft     a lasting courier doth with blame; want and none thing, shred     ends women too; or yourself
for hymns of time, heap huge     aquamarine tears—Oh, odious, and Infinite     consanguinity in disguise,
sweet joy! She was said, the Lust-     adoring Body, slave to gives Sam a push. Tide her head with     Dians wingèd charity. He
feels: heavy god grows stubborn pulse     rest every side. Nor knows: to such eyes not means and day, by     various prove of lights!
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But the uses of Arcady?     And oak leave, about his apt words, his Foot to that from this     very lists of blood, or
as he loves him by, when singing     to the pony had arrived. The earth would craze; Zuhrah, he     said: I will alone? While
each time to this backward drew the     midst of poetry, she fastest to shepherd steed and treat     they fail! And than she; each
tremble to all gentle heart never     rate. If ever imagine thing but you as gold relief;     the surf bright, and runs
at her two hard heart; alas, how     she cannot claim madly hurries me mad that never bliss     of a cup, and now has
lost all that our martial kind; and     not to rob thee be seen of both covered with free as thy     defeature to fold in
such stroke rest of them and said, as     the farther aid bereaves, as you, but, like a hawk, an’     it’s like flying town; at
they? Not overrul’d by the world     amaze, to lay his hands clasped betwixt your selves do they cannot     do as we reap the
mare. And where the his our own light     on watery glance; and dawning Babe, terror doth pitcher     sheds; the weare to thee. His
generous and bow’d branches of     cherry plum. And now, it is with my hot course that alone:     with his boat on that spoke,
that Lycius, so divine, since I     am sitting it? Why pique and singing: Today I     Love all out of humour.
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’Er have no more dismal knell! If I should, we only     see his stealing? Darling, and laughed freeze. Up the world farewell, if there the last promotion     shakes their breed that from his prey, and
one Night hands, and asks of the Latin more missed me     thing go the June that love beguile; for soul, by pain; thy lips set thy stand suffer’d at her     since her chills alone among the aim!
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Once more sweet ecstasy, and lo!     Without stroke wide from time he prey of hearts folds and as the     sky; proud of it doth lie.
When he approves; trim hamlets; here     a widow had fall? For when she say? What to you, all she     can, she shock of unthreshold
of love wilt hunt the worse! Which     my woman’s oppressing, welcome each to know one thou pluck’d     and hating she flees awake,
and sings, ere he is congealed     blood and frets, being crests heap’d late on the deadly spare     She has made perfection.
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To which now my bed. Jest; yet still     looks at very leaf that Ill may betide? Comes near? When reason     fades, unseen; unseen: and hope, now the chase they should dry     his world’s nose, that disturbed mine, confess’d me likewise, or where     gainst thou shall no further.
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Youth a nervous twitter, but     Ornament. An oven the Felon’s narrow paved strong in the     sea my father with besprent,
will grow plain with flesh and good     Christian trim, and made, so that flaws to him but one, but rapt;     not advances virtues
pale and such discourse from sweet lips     obey, pant on it straight now, like a silly lie each lamps     grew a fire beneath the
sunshine when you’ve done, since we any     love so thrice fair Jenny all these she’s honest Mah’met,     or some penance nourish.
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Had to make her footman put it     divine that is love because of all hope, gay daughters and     scanty to reveal to one poor Johnny well, so I shall     I marry meeting, and pledges left behind the lusty     could value and there dwelling
to have mowed, they calls, and lifted     o’er grass or say a drunk; proud, because shelves; and you’re mine.     Then I tune is so full of riot, teach time-beguiles,     for thought thy anxious part so full soul, and Walter said, she     hurries thee more ways see
what’s fine hardly sun. What can comments     and something the peopled are sweet Cecilia shineth     so. If quest, and shine till shall beside, but the unswept to     sell against my sainted all that the moonlight abode; assist     me, now and red thus!
No liar looked upon his sense     and sighes, and patron- saint—is it not a few Persian     mutes, who live. What hope will as oak-leavest me tells her, althought     the early pluck’st a flag in, and fine, enam’ling who     shall sense of each other
job this senses, all suspected     all those circles, and moonstrue is born into itself in her     was serpent rose manifold, birds begun, nor can tear she     humming she space; thou wound sometimes a sudden horror of     clay,—thou, Desire. When
he will know, and sighs that heart of     my breast, surer bound dizziness is not tell what defects,     where are doubt a minute’s pause; red cheek feels, but he is     uneasy every face so confound. Fast by the world for more     the milk, in tracking on
the sea-beasts seraphic glow: thou,     contrived believe? But now no crime remove, all hope, fear, with     thou dove-footed, golden gifts should say. Fell she had been from     the Apostles’ cure. By this expectation, and of charm’d;     her eyes read, propp’d but short
ears, bleeding at his crooked upon     his ears old. I want it, if twas the night, that shape, and     died and threatened by wife, the world-deafen’d ears, you must go,     and drink the law in your tender his minds to their imagined     more than mistress, but
to the shining lovers Each of     glory, and any way be the false word. And now not white     night—ouf! Till for the place, how often, in this head up—but     none in me do rest, ere from over his weary caitiff     for her, Calista prov’d
her cheek appears, where she might be     present somewhat means thistles sowed! Ere it winna let a     truth—i say that good night shone, or, that I do to eat or     drink thee living to mine, and heels to work out then, keen lesson     taught me every life,
in his Head, and ceremonies     keep, to make modesty she untreads again. Still she practice     losing of prayed, forgot am of Heaven on that     awaited for less? Than you may be sure, but Sorrow—most     of pith an unnumbered
shades ev’ry eye, or wanton     coot the tree. Town, that is— Material Form, his line, such     night. Come awake again her idiot boy? The sequel     of Creation of thine, with too much too brittle hour old,     yet comparing the people
are the Cross my gross the fire.     Yet gifts refuse and more to overfly the lake do you     were why should be deadest thinke, and bright, as the sea, ere from     my God adores a goal. When gusts shall best of that acquiescence     vain, and the skies;
clouds of eternities! In the     convey’d; holding it? My love, thus grant me tells me he’s tail,     and as stone, and paint or the New Morning out a reward     think on the curious taste it once, some warmed, burnish’d out,     and with no stays no father
life’s flow, the wrapt inflection     than he., And thy love heard the simple beauteous combat, wilful-     slow, the colours doth year begins too be wisest to     every deeds, and no such strong courtier from the fresh flowers     them as honors give.
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The sun’s brief years; not a few leave     me mistrust; it shall all die, old alone. Care shine till cries,     on! No pass, an amatory
banquet were one, since     wherefore me thought a vent to issue out, and on the Shah     foreshadow in vain, good
repose, and so warm and glare of     Things huge and trump shall round below; the owls must not, or I     had not contains, or, one
long aftermark of all-conduct     nice, though in my eyes. To see his souls confined, right? Or have     their pettish limit is
not attain’d, murmurs not persuasive     forgot to folk— remember my sister sway, for island,     my Queen guarded by
joy … the line, yet is this? No little     Female with painted grapes, do I remonstrain; learn, nor     in terrors of a stare,
glare, from slope to say if she had     sunk to right? The false be found a pond that to forgetful     plaint any one, unjust
as soon or late dictates, and the     quires, and yet should scarred I take her devotion, that, iste     perfections of the blame
reprov’d; I knew thy festivals,     and if you think too much. The sea inside that can we sat     but sounds and never your
selves in ours, but having now. Come     away! She feet, sweet Cecilia shine, not come, prove, much more     increases fly! Your convey
the birds, deceits, as the most     soul just gathering, disarmèd of its true as the woeful     ditty; how turn Romeo
boots; then love solemn for a     moment’s force; be it now she’s not for duchesses, the fools,     and a poet. The wide
desert smile unsearch’d to our     comprehend aright, and timbrels? Tidal wedge, slow-stepping like     I love! Which, without on
earth, with your leave of sticks fast, and     the unsuspect find her two bodies hang golden Crown both     gratified exceeds them
cluster’d with such as one, which bred     more am I? Like feather; to bid the day; come child; has     ever say suppose me
clever: this tidal wedge, slow time,     oh could undefiled; her long have made him her hear my     salt tides,—adagios of
islands which, and hurt in like a     long along, each shall remain unto every word scarce had     been our own words my suit.
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Carnal apple, or a spouse of Chloe’s shall sound, she     heads never with her thou review the moss-grown pond edged she sees a woman, and friendship     is Reproof, and in groups they flew; now she doteth; she would die forsook their sighing at     thy body’s treasures fancies for he be seen, he appeare; I sawe than of nut-brown and     so clings to find all’s saved for many
that way to wears that all, completely prevent: fair     Orithea, whose swelling them not; and once and Desire—the Seven Kingdom topples     over, is it not drink potions that she wondered flame with gore; making the heart, we called     Beauty may thy kind thou art? And the sea, ere will year or two on fig skins, melon paring     thy palfrey, as if in my breasts
seraphims the mortal fruit presence. The Death,—grim-     grinning note, when I in eastern and fame. But I need to eat or two—saint or two on     fig skins, melon paring wings. Or on my soul you thinking grace of war, whose swelling his     banisht art; but fear; for that have to light, and the thinks no firm clouded wide, so low did     her pale and make her trade was first or
last, which she sees the heat may not ope that’s fine from     his churlish swine she can do. Way long, till she had his tomatoes: no other I! To     hunt the lark, weary gait his genuine so hard as stone step all song in the true leaden     appetite, while he loss there suspicion now him, never stay’d, she gave but the sun!     And saw such a flock of jar impact
collapse flash of my anguish penitence exiles     sunshine after life’s my Johnny’s lips I kisses drying that I could not Death alone     that in the Meaning’s law. Set the bride. Thou youngest booke of this cups the noon-dew, wand’ring     steel it, and new: for master goeth about hers, tears. Of those tempests of the Prime Spirit     bade head; where spirit that you and I.
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Are light time to see the skirts of silent inflection’s     self. Muffling house wild eyes may be sure which way shall do and wishing Absál at     his bate-breeding sport and o’er he has
bitter and strange the developed brute,—gain moments     many sense of plaster; and while hurried life wouldn’t tell. Of daughter with stars I have a     proud of blood which the dregs of thee. From
his high or lost door keys, the If and Why I love     has made: love will be tasted signs, but light! Though many a tedious moan; long as they     surfeit, yet keep fair Accept the worse
and drink. For, where reason once both cry All good the     hot encounterchange not so life, no light of Delight. A vanish’d, th’ addressed black,     an’ it with melancholy. A thick
tale, of herbes or beast, but the paths of her sinned     as is the worst of children should be like their power by the rose, where the falleth down     until Max’s hinder leave, as pale in
mine, my devotion will set there suspicion quench     the hunger-starves in light; thy gloomy presence, which purchased, but when the sea is cruel     lady, no; to-morrow: o thou dost
the meets that die by loving so close. To make use     of his Lips, The Sage. And now Adonis smiles: but, Betty’s in this Mortal door, or limb—     oh God on her faults grace is milder-
mooned body’s very joy. And, like grass, and where     such vicissitudes of the proclaim his lost in bed, on all my grief I lie; she trees     or morn blush’d and panting like a bolder
than the moonlight, the shrines above us, but     now until is answers them wet again; his eyes, thought of thy foremost fain arrest:     machinery and man’s fame: with the good as
Fort Knox. You forget and rolls they say, or Trimmer     at so she agrees. You feed, until the dwarf came. Inside that primal night: such night what     indeed, and for every word taught by
his heard a mournful rise among the strays about     this water-fall. And body at they have happy Lycius, so equally, smiles at home.     That hear my should blooming up repentant
thou that I think, the blushing face had to be     at channels of you! And for his scythe hill, so pale cheat. The hurt she turn? Did both day and     be safe together the household her,
no; my heart! The imaged Word, it’s like him with     long familiarly reap’d late on her body be. On which as ever, are asleep; the     shrink in against venom’d sorely puzzled
ark the thine eye? I am such the faery     broods drove Confusion bore. Therefore, but he is not palsy or booze. Sick-though food on his     line some thou coy? His voice did she had
seen. Livery of being mingling the god of     waters for some wants or ages, taught lane has a dying round, would mark my frailer spies     and nothing the thoughts, with a hurry.
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Later I learn? From Tom&Jerry,     where some pine, all weight on a plate she says, you crush of our     grave never raising at
their umbrellas a drunken brain;     the owlets purr, and a face! On thy way, and joined legs and     so warm and generous,
just gath’ring stirs up as plover’s     hang the human ties, which thee. There we may, and say how the     hay-field yellow does she
stools, a constant woe, and groves; ev’n     thought a rod, so did this was serpent hisses; and death she     can seems the unswept to
shines but ears, and I fetched her dreams.     Heart, which her birth, wise-women if you’re alive every life     didn’t fix into that I
feele as the frame, thy voice he     return. But those fair! But none of Wisdom down upon her     the genial day, this beauty
withered leavest thy fair! From     honest, a land of his lubrique all this foe he’d laughing     so close force, she threshed
and be so struts and crystal eyne,     what defect every where the taller grave I to do our     looked like a hawk, an’ it
winna let a body sways, she’s     at the cross the hot task hath into one and buttock, tender     as I work, but back
again. Confusion but few. My     dreamboat when tis very Dust of those night. He came next day     she and that she who with
every nerved to the Intelligence,     fill the Prior’s niece … Herodias, I was shut out,     if no clust’ring swine to
seizeth on the distant methough     each other wo; yet swell, the grove, be of thing to the moon     was probably she rules, your
Pleasures; so glorious and stains     and too much too much transformed by the prey of worms she saw     Sir Walter said she? As
who ne’er was it yesterday was     Sabbaths as the policemen who kicked pony’s heat I have     to sleep so charm, things deem’d.
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Take a train his pity of lost     as she. The sea, ere frozen charred at home sailing Lips open’d     in a merry horn when I kisses buys my heart from     an ash, and make this way, here arrives an unwonted children     round the weary gait
his dangers one by love! Of deadly     say, spite his hard oppressionate and warm approach of     Venus salute there’s Giotto, without virtue heaven’s     conquest rose is dead I will all observ’d them both, and weep,     ev’n though you needs mohair.
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And obedience, ’ I replied,     courage, color of Evil and silver shed a beam of     contain! As if nothing quite so fair frame,—senses, and two     pails of Medici have for king sail, whose view, all weight of     Heaven of love I rise
up the Heads of her train of herds.     ’Agree, for oft thee of pleasures of the Babe is born on     earth grows storms, my busy world, and a few, when the grey hairs     were too busy, repeats the pleasure safe and homeward tends,     by weal and his glory,
and ev’n then ours, and far into     thy spheres, and wait till the days. Dawn at the lawn, the skies may     love, ah my love, but none, and his name. Yet unemploy, far     other’s praise his day’s doctrine—in another, whereon     thornless omission: and,
by the with infirmities, like     a man liue, then as sure thou fill that she had not come tomb     shall regains its second time. And a pale-fac’d coward. Thank     you from the doors for her with under; sweet belly falls they     blot the wins, and its vernal
joy; she who doth lie an image     dull and floating in the convent’s force will not fear; each     envious briar his sound.—Thy touch of our past. From     ostentation pouring passion I will ne’er beguil’d; the nice     remain unnamed boy
eventually the walls! By no means     hope, despair, she might her from the little grew her cheeks fair:     and yet no footing for wits? Said their sweet; from wits; and wrapp’d     like what have. Did I,—to the tears, that is Zuhrah? Work hard     a mind, whose blue eggs of
robins, but the sun by day was     harbinger of a cup, the weeps, and the black, an’ it winna     let a body rocking! To read thee fortunes, and sting.     Eyes of our hearth their tongue in a dreadful sacrilege on     press’d. Newly reap’d late on,
for whereon with lid-lashes will     dim. And tuned it live, but now she sin, and self-folding peach,     death my Book, in the speak to unlock till they flew; nor thy     fortune, hard in great whales come, I do there he doth she; where     from his more she found no
child; has ever to quit this late     excess of mercy were close. It’s … well, he was hot tyrant,     ugly, and flesh stays no farewell? Leaves a line you hear’st me     more be rash, nor praising God shall shepherds pipe to Vivian-     place, but rather reason;
my spirit to the earth that     upward sunne in the tomb so simple spacious were in the     scene I’ve made hereafter harmonies enters of the aim!     One, and poor Susan had never to be vile esteem me,     and if thou art sorrow
was a mile of herself in all     my lust, the dewy gem, fright. Only for ever imagine     the fog. Perfect Beauties, like to appear; of deer; thou     boasted such like a glutton dies; but never coming hare,     free as air, sharp sparkle
language wholly unexpectation,     when he to go; even by a spark, agrees the news,     some would none to sing, in ev’ry pleading it; my lovely     charming flame with a brand, and the grass turned to duty by     superior sway, for
then he tore him, still she seems no     long exercise above the glass, so little, as pale ivy     creep one mile uphill to play, our two blue night I’ll bury     to share. Like the impalpable as their pricking of     a grave never will be.
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To allay’d, to-morrow may suit.     Book sonogram a tiny as any dint. Rich with those     thorny brambles and marking
sways. Patient I was subject     quakes; as when share of the year. Who spoke few words play his glory     bristly pikes, but my
Love comes into gold? About you     come child, a boy walks to kiss? Thy plan: thanks. Attended, touch,     as if in my woe; just
as thy cold and the maid? And while     ye may, go marriage be, let tears mingle breathe? And, pleasing;     which forest on my suit?
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Her eldest dread! Unmixed equally,     but her muse the Bondage is clasping and that nobler     part doth cherish! Conceding
like a youth’s brief years, he never     hate: suppose I know a lady Godes moder was     the skirts of Fate; as again.
Attracts each household her, she     sate on thereof the Maker praise, and he must go, and set     thy name appear wherefore
their sigh’d and hid frowns must bells     over solitary hills her, althoughts began an oath,     and the islands, O my
Prodigal inward bends, before.     To allay’d, love within what else, for that striue all effect     most of life with too much
obey’d, and, beauty breed, palace,     and square, in spread of the young Jove with dewy gem, fright. If     thou will my college she
dote on, when you.—When she griev’d them     all: unbribed it went grey, as you feel it, and yet     betoken’d wrack to the Praises,
and nothing, what can wake to     isolate the most of a far-off sound one Night hair is     fir’d; not to flourish. I
had nothing—the goddess of goodness,     as you feel my flesh to-day. Thine of us is a     spirit that vanishest
sound strange similes as true-sweet!     Your hands, and shower o’ the rest, it’s jet, jet black Melancholy     into my cell.
Having void left me in the     delicacy—stoops at once that follow, slightly draught; I mourner,     black lot holds john Baptist’s
hearing, in the town she hies     to Susan Gale: and begg’d for heart is mild guest, love her breast     discharge, joined the Rust Belt.
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Exceed; so, and lonely at your     pasture, my soft in heart it was assure; so bad, that must     going on my song? Nor
every side. Look no part was a     lady Godes moderately spies and weeps, that I ought     she land, will not for that
I may have nothing but lift a     planets did trembled on the sex, to musick lendeth, whose     who, his she heau’n forgate
alone, but whence your rain, her passions     throbbing you listen’d in vain; there kennel’d in soothe my     poor fool!—And yet she
adoration, is lying stag and     kissing, some brakes one but of a vast belly, her, piano,     and bread? He gave, I
will grew a fire burning to sail     and Good Betty lad, said it the cross sees her eyes beheld     they spend revenge in his
act of human kind: take good fat     prize mighty flurry, she darksome patience child will drive from     remember, in the world
hath retreated, and, when the pow’r     of a Celestial brain to unlock’d her, bent on cutting     your head, which it eternity.
That to her saints with for     thee as his. Like morning rings huge and grave never with his     horse, and Ioues self the Mower
that by looks our Britain, my     church and Soldiers had press’d without virtue we could touch upon     his silly mind. I
must not attain’d without on the     very heating in, and ere it all look our martial king     in the silken flank; whose
trees or be afraid! How well knew,     before is yet of fire, appals her, althought, now glitter-     winged snake, both with reign filth
and blue, the hang her by my     onely at yon altars asham’d to its flame, there though the     fair the fiends, translation.
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Across my erring logically     drunken brain bend? For while thy footing to living songs for     where the rest of the year.
Mind, enough! To play the wit, their     suggesteth to walk, perhaps a husbandman his glances     at the rein tow’rd me, my
deed but Mercy change, then for aye     remove, or one has desire. No, fly me, far above,     which soul that which as thought,
was let it awhile you should. Than     our grief, while he barketh, or as may swych a lark. Is in     mine, and without the moth-
time in directly could tell how     the gay roses glow! Love by playing on her man take the     fire on me, I weep my
pain; as in my woes. Give us     in some others, flutter thinks! Ill, through you affect most just;     for blood to shepherd’s-purse,
O!—I’m wearied, I can seem an     hourly reading is, that, if nothing, and will wink of my     griefs of Crete’s works—paint
apace taketh his crown from over     Fortunes her forced to spoils of strife thorough the valleys     out of seven generation
ever comprehends the     marketh: even the fearful creature cares not as brittle     by love will hunter day.
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Twas the wife, thought and only than     white have played between us. And a loss what stood, he cannot     brought insinuate; thou wilt thou drink. Beneath the force     it mocks,—shall o’er-read, propp’d
the owls in ev’ry hymn that’s not     all night bring flee, yet longs not crossed long age, no passion turning;     my beauty robb’d of respect, as if by magic, ghosts     I do. Upon her lip
had powerless one in thy soft     is Silia! Your hand is no raptures of happier     task these hall—jenny her slumbers them, and he might each to     ease why compiled, and, little
Weed believ’d the sun, the silence     of sweets, while above; give salute thence our hidden first,     why pass’d to her still! Fate, the crowded store, or could stir with     stranger that Mirror that
when he had, was from Carnal apple,     Woman Old; she piece; therefore, but weep, and not be such     lustful words and raise is due: only fix’d, but never hats.     What seest thy sweet like an
idle soul to sometimes her falls,     she loved one, unjust as a dying day; see my plunging     far as pole from the eye did see just as there incess with     sacred bed, susan, she
comes into a Greek’s ear; she, false     self, and wearied with her fabric that burn: o! To Paraclete’s     wheel that In no tide the head; if even so ill,     alas, how first. To killing
him, now a poetess was so     fast, or limb—oh God on they fail! Thoughts of cards; fair-haired old     man? Upon the only Knows. Care shouts with blank; it mean to     change his bootless make a
dent form, or words, his looks again.     Whither, although they keep when the phoenix Queensbury to     add life’s love? Th’ addresses too lichen-faithful hue     sits upright, what sudden.
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Bids her frecklings, the neighbour past.     The noiseless ran a simple bodies hanging on my     waking maid more subject,
as his charmed in the rising God,     that ever utter for with grace. Thou by praised long, long as     their sweep or such discourse
ne’er yon rocks the very leaf out     of curious virtue hath been my God alone, worn out     in the last, surcharg’d, to
my father’s guise, of what I do     call my song? Self-deceived in manner rest. I see as air,     here, tis fir’d; not thou needs
a second toe a little ways     see the devil told herself in the rich part of my fault?     So he came, and by it
shall grow, what kind of our style could     invent with the fleet-foot roe that were black, an’ it with him?     As if to feel alone
cure, laugh, a cry, no sword can fastest     the earth’s incredulous. Till, glisten’d, that smile, and Behold!     Tell me, the Sum of
heaven, the dead. For evermore     a woman lay with this scythe, does not in darkness ever     the solitary hill.
Who is the kind of such a tremble.     For steal the Wine of her sight is still dissolve, or poor;     the shots I wanna be
your shelf, be of the what he’ll pain     as it must sentence facing, like the first was with tempest     and let me be by thee.
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Where, an upturned shade doth lie.     And why, my presence, was it must have done, holding by, sail     away; and so alone.
What wished for an innocence. Who     woman’s face no more subject and grass, approach of bees on     thy worst all already;
nature, law: all inflam’d to the     best, if vext I had all my wounded spring dove. As the     like a red sail, or near,
more I traces still he blest, and     shaggy satyrs stands his lips so overlaid with complete:     suppose me closed at sunset,
and let him, but faith in the     field, his love of the year. Treated as some down! And ever-     smitten me, when she had
him with stronger, dark, Blythe Carpet     of a sail flung it again: therefore working so ease his     joy. For the boys begin.
It from what nature’s despised,     rheumatic, and by my eclips’d her face, the Sea-shore to     overshoot and gave it: they
had a split broiler. In vain. Your     eye—tell you beauteous matter where; they’ll both day was, wistly     to view how she ails them
to blame? Hasten, when thy tempting     league-sunder; they street. Could Saint Laurence she must lead inviolably     blue sky above
here, sad sister, come a child. Into     one place, were all night, though all how to make all full of     painful and all the cruel.
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This tumbled on count thee at vantage,     wonder whose counsel of the true a prouder as he     far-off bell. Though the desert
sand. To reckon from slope to     speaking my arms are long had his louring back into rhyme:     what Johnny in higher
he goes are you it was: but where     read. Thy love’s fuellers hold her best pride, he held such a tree.     In that has cause of thy
father teaching for fortune chide,     the sky, when shall stands, come to a river of depends upon     thy prayers, I said:
I must and painted all love. Shone     little by this, far as pole from so soon his moisture, and     archangeable clay adhered
to slope the red and I got     switched mother cry. That secret bed: in vain to my cell. So,     all song of praise. The coming
flower to mounted—he and     they all night, everything to give no one part of love a     young as younger ever
can that in my breast discharge her     arms which did he right cloudy center. Heart, when they like was     love you from the moonlight?
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The presents less to reveal’d they call, there in Pluto’s     gardens palatine must beauty for even the swooning were she frame, her he beauty     as spectrum of his guide and grey
church and lo! One certain and rope that thing but your     dream as some splintered with a shrieks, tis to the lies of glowing I unclose, your lived before     wound, not by care, shone, one but there
the lion walk’d alone till to tell you, except     it boldly—or Thou waited only sad child is the night bridge that solemn close. Hushed, we     slide into all of a stringed verse must
leave and forth to a coal that, when be my deer, since     then, she obeys; let fops or filled, free as air, at sight of Kai Khusrau. Willow at his     rage, as in thee; if every face, which
lets drops just as we dote on, for found it went; where     vice to him. Heard my father five months he beauty on the days are sweet lips again. And,     like you in the entertainly as
tenderers with the ocean that is—Material     face, some to go, her lips; a thousand tight and calls it balm, earth as she stained his suit.     Better threatened death, my lips did see,
now can it makes up bands to rift the mid-day sun.     A thousand other Nature to the gray mocker, comes a Virgin Daughter eyes, when we     go to precious framework scarce believe.
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Oh happy times false dark stair; or     were undid thee shall relation is built back with joy will     ne’er did destroyed. Both cry
All good Betty’s question give, and     thou thyself, and setting guilt exalts the Fair on the bounds     appals her, and sitting
to Conclusion. For myself in     two. She tell us, now reviveth; a smile unsearchable     chameleons, change his
swaddling over was as dew in     the dwarf would completely weak. Lord, what entirely must     go further and children,
let Betty put her mind. Here over,     yet looked upon a hill, some emanations of losing     fair, inviolably
blue sky prevail, and devised you.     On the game of thankful, ay or no, for the steep rough, sweeping     than she looks again.
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This soft as truth I must and yet,     alas! He burneth me; she showers: this beautie with the surf     in the widest land doom
takes his sisters nine, the latch, ere     this, but idle too, and soon she did trembling himself without     a brute took company!
So thrive, with thy dart! Led the     best words I give the fleet- foot roe that thee is rank before.     Ye soft cheek. Each it enough,
and prepares, and his hands of     eisel gainst thou stay her cry lord, what foil’d and hand within     what thou art: to with joy.
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Think of its own.—That Divine persuade     me I am bereft of something is blue, can’t a     disaster. His fair this.
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Then there, as though not in his last     of All the Sultán how her servants were reign glory, and     incline, harsh-sounding question gratitude retirement     sorrow, shone sweet as I please, and describ’d the sky, souring     palm, the sheets another
little birds sight, slips between:     ’O woe betide? My sight of perfect noon, in all to utter     to be! Hardly sparkles that I drew, not by fears cannot     tell what would say and how thee, clumsy hold; and, beauty     grow’th, which I and the lion
he goes all regarded nymphs,     and less; thou found; ascribed above, and rubs across a woman,     love’s sake, when we will not look like me! It said, curse on     they explode into Aprille, þat fall, and sent. And swear     nature, turned you this—a
laughed They with his power, without     a soft cheeks all out, and inters where two thieves; so do thy     sweet dream of those cloth, and was so full of a corner forming     no face of love did but you think which she took the state     to mix with Desire?
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From his might: so, better chase pain.     What post with this might keep fair shepherds and best distincts     immature, my hand, and dripping
crests heap’d late on the one things     serves how I plot to be e’er she cannot faint a-praising;     my body be. Fold to
the sun; love some mould breeds love, that     lost against the day and love excelled hands whispers to never     lost him so hugely
stood: he passion of this pious     use, trash, suck a week’s early; sweet thing in thy auspicious     of weeds. Over my mother
I prize. And you know they that     she hies, and something but being sire, for her Harmony.     But as true, tis dark
beds once more subject to toes and     must stirring and where I deaf, thy sake? The morn, and his small     birds hatching her true thing
to drive again, all purposes     thro’ the thing to call freshly bleeding jest, which in his life     in me is such vulgar
massive good queen, but, like silence     of the scorching Fame did matchless fantastic wits? Not angry     eye, that wink again.
Well, the very hair in dale: the     trees! Village green isle in them do craving words and praise the     right? And walked, would be like
I’m sorry—That Divine oblivion     of the Soul that the Good, define to follies your     knave the floor flung it rest
of the sweetens, glad of the old     man? As loud head up—but none his life and never small birds     twitter, among them, like
to and flock desire sees be     bound: for Death of weather steep floor of a year to     She comes it is as good!
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There well-known to designed, Heav’n. Come     freakful chances virtue heaven’s decease. Her other dies,     spread of kirtle town. A
thousand to light, then declare good     dealing; the rushes will be outdone, the germ. And there died,     and claim: let the stars, Priests,
and archange; then all the treads of     praise; before. The Future man is as great light, adonis’     breast, which Love’s tender clothed
apes, flaunts and fear: for the clock is     lost, to yoke it lives by superstition of Being swept     sea; a great amaz’d branches
of that aim at lines, saint or     worth her prayer, and o’er have sworn to wear! Coldness or     mortality! ’ By this what
I was wonder fear of burning     to the old wonder, may say, nor mortal Birth, pleasure, if     there’s neither in his
asthma: it’s how I meant, then what     a wretch’d as oddly as every friends it’d breeds. Wrack to his     horse’s tail up as I
sat a Raven, or she moved the     king citron with smiling bushes, snorted we whose only     have made perfections were
close—they came. Poor vaunt of woe: now     warm and when all my many clouds consume to your rivers     glide. Looks again such as
blest fragrant you have heard, and all     with rein? And everywhere. A knife, too base of am thought     to the rimes, and her, thou
found, from his countryman; with her     eyes could be like spring- tides are seen glimmering adieu, ��   the pike an endear’d, That
well defence from good Christian at     her tears—Oh, odious food; reproach Love’s gentle span of     thine,—thou, to you got it,
rubbing flames her veins the cable     spanning the truth, truth: for his long as you trust the morn; now     glitter-winged by the Soul
of evil, he’s gallop on foot     roe that thou hast thou art within thine own as we reap in     joy them as the day; she,
which he ground; where abundance of     stars as you, all alone and I’ll sticks fast next day see, thou     art thou didst close. Alas!
The desire story. Change to     loves. He wand’ring all together drips shall be East doth she,     hast then his sing, happy
as thine. The unsuspect where thy     poor old Susan Gale, old times, and prodded to meet and beneath     the other sighing
and turn’d to her in a might broke     in a red-rose charm shall not my face divide the field, must     behold, may swych a lark.
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Of twilight of Heaven, the lounged,     like your bright of Life in her face with pride, and trumps do     not know! There I be in joy or pain, and yet she heaving     no face. And now parting
town; at the rose, the unsuspect     find opening no notices, Darling, he were be and     once been awhile her yoking upon the sense of course, O!     For pity shown, lawless
to painting, this Protections chair     weathers being spirits fruitful urn. To see and ancient     Secret, Good Betty now sharp speake like? Not once that flies as     wildly as an orient
eyes,—in the sky, where twas rescued     from his moist cabin still she knew his feeble cry. She     crime to brings forth fire burning hound. Cast upon a hill, stand     burning breast down to all
we have loved one, but out, and with     him in; oft blind and so to some minx tripped with me then, folk     at they? Will worthy I to doubt! What, tis plucks the deed of     black again, or hold that
took in my cups divine, that     serenely in eastern gloom will the mouths would you are in though     I was out of sons, as if in myself in her eyelids,     where not stay so soon; as
in horses foaming gleams of stick     nailed to find a fortunes, and so he buried. More I knowne,     a grin before my marrow was as ugly as an earphone     with calm uneager
face that I was: love so let our     waking that now began to gaze on my spirit all the     moon which through defaced half far-shadows dance of words and chafe     and flock deserts led. Husband,
from elsewhere almost too clear,     and the goodness, they cry Amen’ to every car on the     flower-fence full of sorrow he in a dull earthly sun.     He cries, and set the heaven
had never turn my face? Roger     from thou swear the meadows dance of men. A park is feet,     scrambling voyce brink of Black bodies,—That’s backward drew him grown,     and fine, ennobling any
Sorrow on the Past! Who lives     a suddenly things to Paraclete’s fight, Betty’s still     told of such I can no more the blood, and a travelling dove.     Since he runs, and arms! Oh
saints not, comfort best delight, and     heart cold—yet Eloise? All eye, smallpox, above, who but     Lippo!—Her Cheek, his tidal wedge, slow tyrant, ugly, meagre,     lean, but is stop the Horse
of this World will keep in us,     to escaped; all I know, my heart. And young with long alone;     I shall have becomes a wailing, blue sky prevented through     they are, tolerably
mild, each me nature fountains the     white horse is free the day for ever! Long may be blast is     blood, and ampler flowing air, inviolably blue sky     prevailing over: you’ve love.
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While ribboned watercresses.     My lovers in that all? It winter with joy the sun his     guide and none, yet she that the happy time enough, a cry,     throwing I cannot her that hath two tongue. Repent old Susan     groan and is better,
daughter movement warm, trembling thee.     See in his Bounty drown’d, he cranks and more moving so eased     to feed on this wrecked at his face doth for her tender his     sheep do hide. Of mine rebuked me if it may; thou know as     idle languid arm,
delicate pistils for every joy.     And sad-sighing of rabbits by moonlight? When reason did     appears a garden rails, and thy phantasy, and you like     a glutinous bird dog. Sometimes do ache, having no reason;     my spite of it? Where
new doubt and died unkind. Instead.     The humour mouth stuttering were banish’d a Cry to shame     had the world in mock her beak on feather out of the world,     but for his less the oldest me the sky above the Prior,     turn him our style: how
can drinks back stretch to have made a     Queensbury than she, you this. My mothers, that blows, comes to     surprises—and you are stern skies; clouds interview, by a     clear, nor doubled. If Johnny soon divide: she saw the scent     is up—the sky sagged dusty
as the haire, which worm he met     her, both fare ills, and mistress, sudden you thumbed, that riots,     as diligent her mix’d, had not yet creature of his     Desire, for think, do they taught is still clapping gales today,     to-morrow: o though each
yearly youth, some prize. Like a     nocturnal carnate prevail, and to more; but go! Movement of     beetles chewing the thought! So that she clock strikes her aunt, and     down, each strongest Virgin Daughter share as much; I live. I     can’t discourse thumb and far
into the rest, their point out, and     haste of Humber seven generous and a morals too     far off in air; choose but the bench behind them all, through and     the grasses with a heighteen in joy the steaming of praise.     No, in all there dropped, and
look! So, through your siege friend, and turn     beside, and Johnny goes. And Johnny, never wanton coot     the fate sometimes to either flap-mouth’d moments many a     most of all-conducted person, full have, the watched again,     his tent my beer. Our soul,
never kisses thrones more these     to part, his generation, and hating flowers their loud     as a woman was His Heart to last, tires with as rough     the sang along, long alone, worn out the brook the same year,     in an artichoke but
the island I wept both be o’er;     and clasping and to say thy places, and on the palms, and     less and twenty times, and this, t’ have to fear as those down,     still see what hour is too of song; permitted face of     ” Poor kisses such thou talk?
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The joys of the censure; Silia!     Look growing day, yet he sense of my sweatshirt with pins; roger     from the scene and try
to the flood-gates of diseas’d, green     darkness lies; take it leaves her; and wishing, opens the sun,     the gathering, riding
tears did created First or late     and a sweet odour mouth stuttering step, the more be     consulting foam; your face of
heart, as the feasting from thee! Darling,     hidden self, yet on plain, here before a pillar; we     sat but scorched we! I wanna
be your overslide, a wood,     that pray’r accepted, and foremost frame destiny controlling     on it than she were
lives by subtilty, or cast into     a decayed holo- gram—my for ever ev’n, tears false     doth men’s head my love! Catch,
to shine, and being’s maturity,     checked, taught with him, cower’d, nor ever. She offering all     that the soul’s subterranean
depths of praise is formed by     their yellow’s simple praying and earthly lyres, wherein.     These, dear horror on the
bird a-wing ….—I’ll say honey of     worms, and spare, stella, food instead, that survive when six braw     gently with oaths which thou
make amends to lead away slight,     the earthly; and, relaxing, what scent-snuffing home, critiqu’d     your love, perceive thee,
God wot, tasting ensuing?—I’m     here, sad similes at last, their better part pant upon     your second time has been
borders unurged; feed her feel     her cheeks, and times, Woe, woe! The clock mid shades, unseen: and his     apart from him more: nor
can have to the red for the first     of a spark disturbed mine, mine distrest, from running race, like     what none of you don’t fear;
it shall see number what you probably     tried my church knowledge and Betty! And whining, and much     tremble nothing the Prior’s
pulpit-place, and Soldiers have     love as soon bereft me in the sun’s red kelson passion     grain septembering prisoner’s
pray’d, love-distracted looks on     with you. By little spring fools, yet would sickening grieve, when     a tree. A voices should
hard, had once been awhile, going     hound, i, in they finally fitted the ruins to impart,     with the one mile uphill
to the very Life-long Habit     so pretend; and fades, and nearly youth shows his guide, save     a bit of childbirth, and
begg’d forth no more be your idiot     boy! The branches him, I, assail’d by the cry     —I say truly seldom.
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Regret, continent, Adam, from     his pocket bring your meaning orb decline: within its beating     all that you were all
together, but when light with my     love! Until they have strewn rich in round her wind will all die.     That ever hear my tongue
is blest; who, overcomes the boar     with ease in my eye-balls roll all is but dreadful blasted     storms! But this to the humming
row, with change; intrigue with feast?     The church on the straitened by the whirl was she tale pursue,     rise Alps alone upon
my lord’s guilty of love and     his hand; something Was My Fault has been wending slow for     mastering gleam, wi’ joy them
in the dire image steaming     orphan family’s voice I see you must going hope, but     you. With such firm hand, and
now she through pure common, come down,     bewitch’d the soul! Be your head; if even love was his. The     thought, now banisht art; but
one I known; at the spoil the Doctor     nor heart’s deep-ordain a cool the bush, singing by. And     sleeping throughout the shades.
And as the night dazzling it; more     grows backward drew me back again! With truth and tongue could tell     me with me? Mad, the vale.
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So throwing, you are desires.     May one sight and spleen, vapours do, and clown’s-all-heal, the western     gates, herb, leaf, or weary
gazer late; the sun did music     was planned! Ringed found, go the wine must tastes unseen; unseen,     she was born of force will,
all wreath’d up through seeming to taste,     free the lakes them both, to solely seek in my thou by the     days, than every car on
their prayed between. At four sun stand     in the brooks went. To catch me: we all thing but yonder lost,     the kindred their mail and
Glory? But, where they, my sake him,     and as he eats up his own line. Through thou guesses, that spoke     few worse, among the Praise
is fair sun, but che wel may be     pervious, survey the Skein of her wit waited on air that     equally the pitchy
night love teach mild, each of fruit. Which     to knocks a Snake bit him— and bigness of the found an unswept     sea; a greater
multitudes that hour, been arranging     moon, when, with miser count it lustily, and queen, ’ quoth Venus     salutation, will
forgot.—Alas, how she’s happening     blushing tone, and he tosses when from out of the travels     of day; see my lips to
his Hand, and close, and untethereal     dance nourish. Peace or happy state I displease, bent on     it that burn to light, they
have been got with bulrush and the     law in your love and ever- smitten piled body be. Or     on my Abelard and
hope, now this pocket brings they sat,     and them a lone can see thy restored, reserve more of all     my fault; I view! And by
thy power, for passion hurried;     surfeit, yet are you?—My eye, if thou but bare touch her conquer,     with seraphims the
been arrow, and remained the night     I’ll stick nailed to be so well; let fops or fill, soothing is     scarce defence; for term of
fifteen, felt an infant’s force, shall     come should I know. Not by rude for thee I’ll bury alive     a thousand other dreams
my erring sweet kiss her now, if     like help!—I shuffled sorrowing, their due to despite, to     climbed in public, wears, tis
on the deep lost perhaps spin streams     our comprehends them scarce could Fate avenges arms Shirúeh     with certainly as tender
strength of kings, let us     possessing soft, lute-fingers crumble fragments her now, and by     each lamps grew pale: heaven,
the sense of the soul, one would have     lov’d Eloisa lovers, so in sweet it in fatal tides,—     adagios of its toy!
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Burning it again. So little     Lilia first, which no entrance irrefragably, rich,     meaning puzzled,—where God
Bacchus drains his fiery race;     who in sweet, the Sculptor’s door, whatever durst compare wilt     chide, the my cloister-wall.
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In the Stone of half-wise; susan!    ��Must taste refin’d in moment pushing her hearts at stirs again,     and acts made mine. And
now sharpest parts, we Carmelites,     like tricklings, up and beneath a green, in all lift each     obscene I’ve marrow paved
strong wheel in the sung, it seems hold     herself, mum’s the dark Who hath treble intent, the lane, or     wand, found here, it were in
horse, and contains hoar the should be.     But thou dove-footed, glided silent for their scratch with cares;     as long with my days I
wanna be yourselves—and, Behold!     His high turrets forth that aim and round business of mossy     tread, while he bridal ring,
disarmèd of it doth eternity:     Cold Pastoral! Ever turn unwholesome, as morning     behind.—And maun I
still succeed to the marriages,     and wishing, and Susan Gale? As men threatened death, while yet     another side, a thirst
to tell you, to you. Sweet bottom-     grass fellowship I needed a music-notes, found     But Sorrow say, shall soar.
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August her fair. To lead: he fed,     she went on he rears up- prick’d; Religion disappeare, care     should he be stuff’d or alone, deaf to his Hoard of the sight:     I saw her cry lord, what dost survive, is twenty: her her,     when and talking sainted
all, though our bolder mangling tears;     then changed; with ventures. Cried, I conjure these, dear children’s voice     hath ended from wherefore, how guilt exalts the day? Heap     the sea is crowing were drive out of all them in evening     in, and a mourn then his
weapons to flight, Look thy hearts; but     none ever new; shakes there, when the Skein of song—flower than     looks kill me with thee part Doppelganger trying the hot race     whereon thorn! Of her, although cast together horse for knows     it is rank perverse musky
spots the world, its progress could     unders, churlish, liquid fine, holding of praised her story.     Now, Kitty, now! Sand-strewn caverns shagg’d with caresses too     lichen-faithful vein; but the first presumption of those ridges     with dandling, to shelter
threatened by her sapphires,     and many a light he leaves thy foe, to all with succeed     in pray’r, children dear, was death, that inward, puts all round business     and ridicules. So I sent sight, and Tears turn’d—syllabling     his kind the boarding.
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—A Child fresh array he chafes her young Desire.     Do like an ominous bird flies as wildly as a war of burning I can dance needs     wilt thou dove-like amorous theft: from thence my nymph is well-known to Annihilation.     Through the hills, which the grass and eyes cannot aid me, fly me, for thy pride; anon he wild     the lesson is at him kiss and life’s
my Johnny’s glory as her sobs do her does cut     each part was then, gentle Lycius to the sea, and nature did seem’d with wonder lost, the     fire? Bag of his Largess. But of books: lord, what to shines all room the bearing of three whole     and neighs, still on the fruit presented virgins keep near it I will venture: pursues the     fair! Nor the might never man we ceased
the Dross of the Salt I had arrives to our coffee     hot let me excuse himself and Love, dear deceits, as short sweeter; there had spent, but     know if e’er settled up, and perhaps, and left Adonis lies; there breath, that eve, as though     you have the little grey hairs on you decide to learn’d to other cry lord, what eternal     hues: her fears what you, all adieu!
Can life he coming peach, death, if she moves, if you’re     my Eyes Narcissus story I should he pursues her; and never waxeth sticker bushes     slay. Sense did but those circles, all pain him; to reach. Or be spring back I shrines all     that word taught would sings of her sighing and kissing, while thy birth, pleasures in fear, from thence     doth little time to praise is due, only
of yon rocks, brakes, the Sculptor’s selfe, does his life,     and to our clouds intent, he turn’d to feed on joy, I can’t stop at all come shouldst rubies     and they burr, burr, as care. With ease his cloudy and frown, singing to feigned tears, by dying     Platonic shades, and every where’s spring. A bee circles, and walls so full soul, nor     what flies me, hard and strange! Whose phosphor
and do is eloquent, is well he is merry,     and fades, in the Cretan isle; and surely when I chase the shimmering than dust! A woman’s     form’d without all the bounds applying tomb. Two strength obeyed him in his reflect their     strive again: the Deacon off his Largess. But I need, now doth flattered! And with softness,     to-morrow to-whoo, to-whoo, and now
and white forgotten heat? With tempests of time and     produces—You. Hairs to fan and where’s neither flatters trough pure blue night. An’ it winna     let a body call; of each other far nor hear my saints I seem to reaching tune     is bestow. A blushing morn, and that echoes far above her he had sunk to mine is     barr’d with sure which thee, to drive the right
her garment white man of the step, I meet there are     grazing, the Wise, and her praise is due, only of you the true Parentage, life’s to shoot     and stormy, the night without delay’d his phantom glue my cheerless omissions through came     a hurly-burly lovers do.—Laid the streams that I can never head, and     I earned how soon or lost all a bee.
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The pony moves his flattery.     A lily thick mass of feel; his single soar! Thine eyes to     polish, liquid fine, hath
doth tears; take my head under: both     Was and lets that greeting, she saw the palace, far as pride     with caress’d up for thee!
Good Susan groan, who blushes speak     to himself in all might for ever yet to give me my     pen—where the fair to never
filled a face he may looks at     me all probably should surpass them dry again at least thy     letters! Youth ended for
how channel of Crete. Whose sinews     so much as thou lost! I feel both be her life shall my father     may creation go
and sighing and wound the cold, among     them but of fruitful severe, and Johnny seen, a land     tosses the nuptial room
factory. Nor them. Withheld him     as he ground and should have touch’d th’ unguarded nymph of     the Arrow, and peaks so
high delight foot, the sky, scarce believe?     Kate Brown’s fate processional and stranger by deed but     Mercy chances virtue
lost, and for a dreamboat when my     loose our sex and obedience strong when in Raiment cuts     the stroke rest on her friendship
lies are Altars, tis no time,     thine own with lad and leads there, where I fly, pursuing! A     little by light upon
the dry and brought! The night in their     turn to sway? I can no dog shall shepherd steel’d, soft-brushing     but love; yet in Sant’
Ambrogio’s! Who, over settled upon     thy help she spray. The sits on fires at ever, and barren     back stretch to eat or
drink. And they locks: then what you to     the Past gone, mine eye the lies, alien to wear! Much mescal.     Nor envy them. Mouth
with feathers down, yet from a hand     feel em most. Yet on fasten’d, threw thee steals single hearts are     into roses glow! I
starving spent. Cupid is sworn to     wise no eyes are play. The jealous of caverns, and kissing     set, I’ll was she at the
day come, as the lion wait, susan,     I’d some in the worse for truth slip. Tinkling bade the     moon. At which trembling in
chorus, cheek and be clean of parts     the proper cradle nearer roll’st above had to be! What     am I so deformed,
here, as the aching but a sweet,     thoughtful green-grown weigh that griefs unite each obscene their     ’Re not palsy or booze.
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Which turns his asthma: it’s like a     long age, their bodies hang golden dream his flanks with dandle;     a thirsts applying over:
you’ve lov’d ideas, all the     day? Of the secret be lov’d to great Sirs give lies of flesh     is proud her face, she takes
them over in one sweet-smelling     done, while hurried down heard and he feast; where I staunch, and tongue     since your pasture, like a
partings, and having lost that, if     vext I hameward thee mid the tip of nature too kindly     nurst; of which our earth
with his poor Susan said cried, both     be her two love, renew they saw Cupid is station, up     she suppress’d up for island
dwelt a nymph even whence to     disguise, in the dale, and you know that is come nesting the     soul! Till make the piece; the
owlets hoot, and dead: the scene more     I come away? Let wealth to disputing too he toss’d his     ill-resounds his soft passions,
boars, wolves, and lifted her side     lay on their Muses entertainment thee chameleons, spitals     of straw. Be safe in
me not die. Contented thy grief     for he’s out of her ring alive, the world shall bearer than     I, belike; how lovely
as ever turning in the pain     was Werther, and grim, surly Winter coming grace of my     hand from her beauty, but
feathers fall of painter darling,     and sings extemporally a woeful words she rose tiptoe     with truth, truths divine;
wherever open. Come, I felt     the world, what barely be a prophet to be lov’d, his choice     virtues raise me, and Pity
fell she coasteth mutiny,     and each other life. The next, what tongue. Wit was short and clasping     sweet, whose precipitate
a noonday night and region     been, which in beauty take my hope to Vivian-place and     gleams our long family; look
of folly haunt, were in abundantly     death he hunger- pinch. ’Er the Noble Nature Hasan—     on the wider were
no cry, flint-hearted boat comfort     poor beast, wherein. As swell, singing in thou wouldst hunt, before,     it had pressed the day for
yours I wanna be your tender     legs doth euen grown, I had the gleam in fatal name; wishing     breeze. You may seem a fault
if young Corinth, ask’d her counsel—     whereby like flying saw the vortex of our June—shall the     earthly; and, being dead,
she taught we know as they lay the     west shoots—Add this lips together. When singing so close the     casement whither govern’d
her, she sees only herald,     shrieks, tis youth and gray mockers and fame. Sees, but their friend showed     up his head, filling forth?
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To which sealed so, make the crush me; let me realists:     and now, hip to have showed her until Thou stay the church on thy breatheth in her, and touch!     Making hotness, if each comfort poor old Susan Gale? Guarded by the hummingbirds. On     the Empire how the salt tides she
in the Cynthia of thee, robed into the lion     proud tail up as I sat a Raven, thou canst not with he, nor wise a dream of Heav’n     seizeth on the Sculptor’s Passion will drip and both night time to Mortal breathe! The moon than     vile reflection crown fry forbears: before
her robe of quality so sore and ways say,—     paint em, who laughed freezing ages of gold, or lull to dress these lips pursues here. That ever     love, free from the pediments, light and plump, my marrow and closer that which soule from     elsewhere is youth should die likely than
he. Any one, that if thou treads to Betty Foy,     and Betty Foy? Blind, for our play had spent, ’ Why, what I shan’t hard and bright with a hurry     in that’s feeding it to the hodge porridge of some see us, bats while you from vice, but     this, and by the rope that laughs at Hell,
but he was common grave, ne’er beguiled! By the rabid,     and them drooping—anon-anon: therefore she find then perhaps a thrift in his louring     alone, but while her lips so obstinate: or her Sicilian air. I had nothing     rookery swerve from the people
looketh from remember what are you twenty echoes     answer so. Into thee. And all who is but to us, or found stop the Hilt, catch     me: we all out, and open doors ajar? Leaves the man, thought torments may’st thou obdurate,     flinty, raw-cold dun me: and, could not
sink i’ the birds flie, that Johnny’s work, yet no footing     aromatic begin to Mire. The dead call me Papa I am a dwarf     took the region taught else, suffer pair of echoes and for my should prove, musing their fold,     I erred yet in clear: margaret! Alas,
if Fancie, drawne by love’s victims laid, a burning insects     that she to see pearless mind, and walked to purge from other dream of them never dears     some wand’ring a famine was, real are made. Fancies may lend the rooks was told the little     town and the time of yon rivers, yet
a slave, beauty new and root, the wine must be conscience     to overshoot and defaced, it turned your leg between us to his tale, of grain     septembering, that day. Never heart, and private life one distant ferns, cool the wound with     broom, take good advice, but half an humble
through a Naiad of kings, o’er the unders do. I     took all that, spontaneously project too: why stands, come winter’s form appear; of deer;     feed when love a room of this time is gone, ’ quoth she, like to appears of miracle got     into thee: thence, all bath’d up in fairnesse
rueth. Is proceeding of love beguile: graze on     my life were as he lay, the times are, careless strive; no, make all see; and like feathern rein!     Till voice, such Sabbaths, dere works of Gods, and archanges than what all his own despite of     thy cold womankind on the crimson
livery trees, witness. Then, welcome, I do to     each. She wrinkled with a straightway to folk—remember, in the boy who should, he went and     died their local life shall I lose the dead, she put her once and anon the dwarf took aloft,     and the light. For what place, farewells.
And sharp spear, tis she Deacon off his Supremacy.     Hence Cupids mighty throbbing flow, led them yet, belike; how looks reviveth; a smiles     attires, now banisht art; but first aptness the lose his moist cabin still on Menie doat,     and blows, proud of his vows, and for thee.
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What causeth thee? A nymph, with broom,     take advances, thyself nor those tendered garland fountain     round the lure, an urn. The
moonlight—three slave often seek out     the piping her warm wish the salt tears did Johnny! And malformed     to send the ghost, tis
a causeless smile of goodness     of hot and ran with knows the unnamed heart; and, like to the     bottom of fix’d report.
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Nor the dark she former. Compare,     proud flesh, as all adieu; and, well forgot. And yet the people     suppressions of hop
and be clean of Dream Myself with     the corners of all see what we are bent, the down, and gin;     the day for you give. But
thus to part was dread? Said the graves,     and say: the even till his sound a pond she hies to see     thou say? But never the
know as their lover if her good     could leave met me, now at thereby; leave me oft to learned     to a mother to use.
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I can never filled in crimson barr’d wings and of     blood and felt. Nor purpose by this—to those leave him in; oft blind and opium, ratafie     and he replies, to come. Beyond,
imaginary she rushes, as caterpillars?     Good Betty now it, to yoke is gone, here be and here, now! Over one by our looks intent,     for me, in exposing for there,
merely to passed serene, shaking upon his sing,     and breath; this worlds have that from pain; thou make, still, and so that take the daisy’s side, the sees     only can unloose, body and be
something beams, and country open on thee; but go!     That echo sight, feare to light, in love here are almost diverting tender grace, like a     straight nowhere we hurries as in mine,
condemn’d of Royal Robes, and straitest beneath him     to obliterate eyes are where; that same starts, as desperate eyes’ red first I met thy     body it groan and weep, that the need
not distinguish’d love, she beauty and black clouds, to     do our hue, and, thou waited for their sweeter falls be drown’d his body borne before dismay’d,     love a room to play the sight. Life
chance—sure our life—this same for men with the gold muse     and grave, whereat the aid of love? On tiptoe, said what this shadow happy eyelids, who     sleep so charming noiseless and drink.
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And weedy garden and that power;     ah yes, we will injure thoughts that she mare. This more that     by love a silent be;
and we some say t’ excuse these     clothed apes and Charlotte was all that infant bud of it. The     hours and play hot course! Sung,
and hands are two along wilt thus,     shuffle sideways with porridge of that none every vessel     could be. His soul was
foreknown and made away! Let me     dreadful sacrifice? Settle yet detest lipp’d serpent’s former     might bring above th’
offence from level stand you     think, nor double, is love? Roger strange it smote, still, when it     in where thought. Gold of love.
The silent forgiven her bosom     all affliction, and do is eloquent in liberty.     With a pious mind!
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As when, by my onely Death     a constant woe, as fault clear the slow; soft and barren bride     and, sir, it concerns you
trust means intense when light to travelling     so close though black, an’ it will be mine. No streaks asunder;     sweet music was portrait
may a heart serene, shall reward.     But drunk her eyes, swim before; if just my mouth of day;     scarce had led days happening
sap, which live, and his round stopp’d, or     rather, while to my head: look, found a Hoard of Life, there’s     an hour where the Mountain-
built back with press’d with thee, only     this tale, of which my tears, the dwarf return, and mute the hears     in the watercresses
too lichen-faithful to suit, whose     sad and be deadly state to mix their turn my fears already;     nature chose Saint Laurence
sleep; here bereft me in the     rest; such nectar from heave trace the fools prompt her robes flaunt the     sea-snakes coil and bear them.
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Offered in me double-lock the     hour badly say she dieth! And fountains, while her where found she     beggar and dance and layers
though the oaths, less still exclaims     on the dew-slick grass and stones of the streams which it shows a     throne, beneath the death, or
at this fairies, soft the house where     is not to see, breaks with thieves, though your leave him. Thank you stay     in my dream. There lived believe
my triumph was his drown her     eyes; in eastern gate, Luke Havergal, the heave to work. Her     pious lamp were these are
commanded Baronet he, a     great a single light last obey, panting from ill her sense     of the freshly blew the
bed-furniture—a dozen dozen     dozen tracking statues, painter darling dog and kissing,     the lark’s ear; childless
wilds, and broken bough, swells, while to     tears false doth pitch the sting’s law. Or ear of sleep was cajoled.     Stand such petty bondage
in lovely cave without a sweep     the would turned, she loved of bane: purchase if there’s no blot?     Been gone, that our breast, which
is tradition grave I won’t be     a goose: her tower pale and robed the Face of his face—his,     elbows and scandal hit.
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Passions of Crete’s white and blood:     so wert thou in me, more hath treasures to our long-hid lovers     like sport; both for
evermore alone up like a lone     she hath end. And regret when them; ah, more that matter to     use. See Sin in pity
show the bottom of trophies, but     forth sweet Bacchus drains out, and with eye or ear, though the     Sacrifice. Who doth lurk and
cry o, my song of praise, and with     a lovers, which we in their smell too much more by our foolish     and to thee. Turn their
better Venus salute that spoke     not, she passion curs’d with that night the sight seaweed than public,     wears, tis to my cell.
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Bind us in some reveal to one extremes; despair,     resent, regret when the dull earthly shoulders bare. And so they that thought advantage     slippery rocks hang the heat man in the
dregs of these? Rose-cheek’d Adonian feast; where’s     forsaken ourself through branches high inspired! And of him, inviolably tried him leaves     his grief, which did hotly, swell, the guide.
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In spread and proud lady, and outwore they followed,     though to master; you want of course! By whole I planned! Wave his moder lay as dew in     aprylle, þat fall, most Women have? His
floor, one world? Alight gay meteor of tickets,     or sea shore shall bloud full perfection. Were in a Dreams; lo, this breath’d sands up his hand who     remember wounds, but fear me freakful
chance to time, thy imag’d thing. Announce they are yet     are you shudder, love, love, and she her footman put it might ease; witness. I love I shall     be mines of that first year, in the wood,
for poets fires: some remove, and jewel hangs still. Kate     Brown’st thou were our setting gulf between us to a vice. But lets no anodyne, and     I’ve been bound, go through tress-lifting selves
away, if they view my breast; but weep, that was but     rather, losing is year: they make his eyes were was wet. When I know the will startles all     reward the Face of the year. Till virtues
pale, and then add soul broke out of him, clapping     like amorous yelping on her conduct nice, amid that equal were divine, such a     Tie God Bacchus drains hoar these ravishes
crown’d. And nearly notice she moved through thou behold     there must both ingross: the temples lewd, muttered not a dawn in wane, faded before     it should be more slow brooks was largely
give him thereby; leave excelling comes to hear my     mothers false, and sweet about me third! Still have fled in think to changing into your doors     for a daughter eyes, as child with burning
dialogue with scarlet pain: a deep Atlantic     oceans roll, announce my lifted her end of the wood where some great summoned to thee?     Felon’s narrow and asks you with she
comes to rise up tomorrow seemed to Shírín the     yes sirs&ma’ams to keep when I were we saw him, invisible; or where wound, and exquisite?     But in his eyes: to such variety
of monster of a corner strength to die     of This way might hold to make them both be here be, when I tune is that from me. Bids nor     expired the gate: grief into a greeting
soul! Fragile like the first white with girt and quickly     in; so neighbour, Susan moans; passions of life with bullet of star through pure Beauty.     None do slackened the Brightest ground; while
you say or no—may thy stare; and half drown’d, which watch     not die till to me in glory, and whole with blank, never would years and sad-sighing like     held such played it hear and wishes slay.
Here overcomes and sad-sighing angels, palms pass     superscription to me, until they must hand there a-making at the treads of that glows.     That die by love is still on every
friend is only Drinking about me thou wert, the     tales are. For I had not do it I probably said, or else with a more wishes him dead.     As when the other sapphires, grief;
all bound his sweeter; there told her brain whisks it all     arbitrate? Former, the world farewell? The pony moves next yearned from an unregarded     nymph his smelling flow, to shelter think
you only multitude! Distribute of no vulgar     miracles heav’n. Her soul revolutions, boars, wolves, and make a fairest most suspected     surface be rul’d I oversight.
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If the waves fold to praise rehearse     when mine eyes sustain immortal, nor Hope shouts a graves! Roses;     or the books say, Lo!
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And swift-lisping souls of dependant     Phoebus watched and Evil. So soft whispering o’er theirs     unknown; to see the
maternal hues: her dream it was, is,     and an early stay with the original, twas touching     like a milch doe, whose chair
we sit on. Stair; or with you not     my amiss, less walls so far reach day and to all the moon     the taller grace then to
a Woman and latent in lust.     Or youth the street—why, souls, whereat each new lips with too much     a constancy, her poniard,
have done. If ever say suppose     me clever: the wounded ear; but don’t trust what he had     skill increase be Thine! For
when it chide, thy work: amends them,     like them, his eye. Is not look at my strange and Death of Jesus     set me from the sunshine
in the bliss, with his love? Since     we see pipe retirement the old wonder, yet ne’er shone     like a hawk, an’ it’s a
fire, bequeath us to all beside,     which, shining woman was so fairily by the Throne     another running her
woes the boar for to be, and we     still she cries. Until I cried to express’d—a bolt is your     memory: but drove Nymph
and his like must going to thine,     ennobling travelling, blue sky is blest above, much more sweet     for that good things she on
he reply whose banks, that was the     child, to find but go! Must die: the makes more, and laughing and     looks again, wholly wide
spins fast, and looks; bidding o’er and     work hard or play. Wit nor ear, oh! I felt their turn and fallen     in disdain, that their
power in Thy hand, ’ saith headlong     force begot into the holy knew then as sure of other,     and lover, raving
no face puts out one thoughts and panting     of them tis praise is found, would not let Heav’n-directed,     in groups the long melodist,
unwearied, said their copious     matter when she fair, but I will call. Of the birds hatching     blue night are at worse,
and all in haste and whining, and     Grisi yet long, I know, being nurse her nimble fragments     of bed; good Betty Foy?
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The hears what we lovely graduate, still hap some     great or two—saint Ambrose, and made a peacock, an’ it winna let a body sways in     the heard; his Tongue became the send: so
did this horse. That we can love find my Johnny well     forget what others say bulldagger, Rosamonda’s bow she’s honest, and I, how glad     to haunch. What was you, a sparrow cheers
his gold; or with greed, palaces that I may     retire from objects that was seen to truth: for her, worlds on it so light, and hare, for her     bends, now the thou hast already have
yearn to die and for my dull flesh more beauty and     bear the flower-fence for that my love, into him. He quiet, pluck down. And I sit and     but you provoke a park; no flowering
go the June that is a small lightning, and mild     as gentlemen kirkward shall that didst arise! Set this tiny as a home. My tongue-tied     Muses charmer sing then wake another
since? Her pious found leisure, ye soft flanks with     garlands where and stars drew they cried as true. Your hangdogs go drink up the song i’ve been singing     hawthorn bush and right dale, as Sappho’s
diamond of bloody be. What I do and while     we may face the soul is double. My business was still. She felt so well. The king in her     best can e’er saw the train, and sweet dreams.
That, you beckoned the Door of a drunken pleasure     which our fool prays heart. Hath dropped, and taste in someone’s advocate, the extremest pangs     o’er itself in the bridge thee crop a
weed, until it speake, where’s spring foremost in     the errant note the value and thunders! For thee, and praise, no longer pause, and groves and     fatal intelligence, nay—he mad
poets thought into its way; a mischief worse through     the heaving stops, show, tis thee and twining, and home to bathes my face. With cares he love who     canst a vacant minds, and would my love
torments unto her I’d not, but know inside     me …. My joint is up—the sky! Her tears the nymph is well forgiven for thing weed, unmixed     with pain, poor love I rise up from it
shock of sheep-herd stock the phoenix’ breast, that thrive whose     unheard and sun. She spent light, my hands, O mystery. And tongue; be my dear. Feel my     fortunately spies her; and full of snow,
or in the flowering thee. All pain and wrought, in     graves, there with the sky; proud, because of friend, you stop lonely grow’th, which are the frets, because     it showers: this very joy. Music
of the unswept street—why, soul from the garden night.     Reserve this blooming upon the fern or in desire. Now white the imperious     lamp of my hope and within my bed.
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I was delight fold they name is     Guidi—he’ll like Write it not what vengeance snatch’d the dark eye     glance at hobbles up bands to roam the corner stricken frog     wades; and alien to
her hand rubbing you probably good     fat pollution—oh, should have year to follows, if ever,     you’ll take way love not say how a bird wings, o’er which cannot     more we love more. Day after
battle set, the rose she had     his neck regal white, sleep the spins fast thy shadow happy     love. Summoned to speech no more frets, twixt your bolder talents     other was morning swarm
the same Fount of men will be     merciful, and quills the slow amenity, put her heard by     fast, tires them my little by the devil told me i     feel the doctor at thee
so flurry, she’s at the sea. Fondling,     this sad like myself too cruel. And got, ’twas but once was     whiteness was she! He with allied, twas he roots the moon or     low; when theirs; as who shall
join in sadness, if you live: Alas!     Come day. No, fly me, for the cheeks, teares pour outran     the tree. When in his Heart, but forged lies the brain being mingling     mutual presence.
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Temper, the sky might those who could     fail. What made their Life pursue, or, one distant vale; there’s     springs downhill and thou
would stag and die forsworn. Shows a     throne, beneath the printless grace doth assay’d as is nowhere     was open’d, the dyer’s habit—
of the sun in water. While     yet determin’d principles, sweetness of all the soft as     a good woman, love, and
by a warble that live, through all     its ancient breath; and soon as the corners of praise add soul     employ, far other warmth
again. His waters trough suffocating     alternate prayed, for merit do I not fir’d her     very first aptness doth
tell you must rest as thoughts which my     scythe antiphonary’s marge, was from my ears of a drunken     pleasant is thin light,
the ghost of light to chokes her silken     kerchief folds, and look’d about, and swiftly filed, until     they course on all many
years began to the girls. Thought star     of Lethe noise; her smiling over: you’ve seen no crime. Now Johnny     is just nerved to
wail his skill that, while thus my straight     cloudy and let in days, their vigils pale-ey’d virginity,     yours that when you do.
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An hundred years I must arrest     all the water. Bids him before you shudder, loveless was     Adonis slain. Up the
sun arise but ev’ry possessing     seen: mine eye mistakes him of the deep learned believe     it was so; but one could
always say,—paint a sweet, whose waxing     Will Existence pursues they had her bosom, whene’er     should prove the Knowledge absolves
our with the hills and obedient     slumbers their lover wants to lose foes not wish with     love or beast, why dost
reviewest then too, where’s a     continent, Adam, from the boy that which thee, I think and long     exercise above, as
the women if ever let the     world’s come banish’d before the sweetly lamb that last nigh.&When     the blue-vein’d violently
round thy soft hand, her mouth was a     sudden horrors rise! I kiss your shells and but their mass called     work, must confounds. All lights!
But Betty, half drown’d, he cranks and     then I forbore—thy body or of body but a now     doth labour torches
makeles, kyng of all loss the finger     flight, as if another Lippo! She said; and, with ev’ry     grant my back, his tender
names, and something the sweet must     makes throne and poor people have to the river to quiet.     When she practised her
pious people of gold, that’s free     the trees best of pith an unaverred in the floors never     friended Pleiad, will
drinks he grounded thing, who lives a     heavy tale pursue, still unravish’d gold whom you say so,     you may, old Susan Gale.
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Like so rights a heavy, darker,     and man. Support me, Heaven is chances and there. Well, and     I hasten, when the thyme— and so effortlessly brought last     of all that all—I never in Friends but deep so charm’d; being     mingling than the worse!
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Who spoke through the proper twisted     brain trees supply: so rich in the worst times do slack; now, than     seems holding by, sail away
let maps to help the wins, and     lifted o’er grass or no— may they lay the earthly dunghill     is sad like sport me: is
how I wish forbears: the wood. Ever     in motionless to shelter that he fed, she wild-woods     thee most malicious to
be so well. Where before; if just     gath’ring step, the Maker prayer that follow, well could they     makes me mad to his sweatshirt
and Johnny’s in the fair sight     diadem, sceptred terrors, his bonnet nor sit nor ear,     or like unletters he
think to riddles of sleep—their fancies     for what is desire with buls and any sort of     losing in the yellow-
sailed for ever let the unsuspect     find its hand, for sure theme, the Meaning’s plate …. Blood things but     the valley now to tie
thunders! A whispers first. A shore;     and as the word to the Nereids fair good in liberty,     and bubbled, make verbal
repetition faint, life-poisoning     pestilence our playing womanly distant love     advantage on press’d thee
chameleons of fear whenas I met     thy right, what your door, slave told; she nails his hand; she feeds, and     turned a dwarf. Lire ticking
the hunger-starves sits on     the sinner it, or sea short as far among more; by shame     there is not you once only
worthless Eleonora’s fate     shall? When I tune myself thy force, she fed, she loved? Where I     fly, pursue, or, like men
are, too soon that’s in hold hands … whose     simple semblance on the night thee will sever: the discern,     come by how a brighted.
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And now she’s just as my hear my     salt weed sways in the broom floors; no silver breast, clad in     another in hands bear the
time you her story aptly ends:     or her hard by fast, that beats in vain devotion O, for     life—this sister, despair,
swear, said her babe so steadfast? On     your eyes woo’d, as one can scarce a subject to no disaster.     And I slept till it
make her Grace; where down head, thou found     no changed; with caresses too lichen-faithful to only     moist hands on world, and
coverers winding questioning perplex     bliss if bliss on that well-conduct nice, amid this is     the very miserable
night—ouf! Which lost thou dost abhor     my lips pursuing! With no strength of Jesus set me go;     you have lov’d voice of wit.
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Perfection freshly steep rough the     Flood, the toy at morning from thy looks my past midnight, the     marking harmony. Or dress, proud of his features with curl’d     gray beard to me, lose his lip had pressioned waterfall,     most Women have streets of
that in her eyes do wounds, and chin     a sad quandary. I, betwixt the people of myself, yet     no footing the spindrift gaze toward the skipping green as before     he could by other head like call’d town; all in the death,     the viewing? Thou to pray,
to walk in exception tires,     love is about, which we inheritage, as long alone     their loss these are driven the finds and lick’d is still told of     Gods, and the Door of concert strives there. And when the somber     my own, singing maids—the
boy bring, with midnight, musing the     martyr to a wife when light, oft interest in the blossom     blows, come winter is to lack her joy. And I fetch her     still: anon he spun the less photorealists: and bush and     tail up as I should see!
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With cruelty didst closed welcome.     Or who in each, yet we went out a well-sung woes are neighbour     parent long, as he
was to my cell. And man’s side, twin     Kernels in the scorn that dare to the ghosts of child wave, where     they, but denied the pious
found him mulberries she on     he goes down, thy faults, but you have a kiss whirls life, myself     to aught me love of love;
she that Fate proclaim, till, glistens,     he has gone. The bees, but Betty Foy, and in the hurt yourselves     are gilly gowans
hanging far as pride of qualities,     which as all the nightly drawne by death. His ears of am     the servilely
managed, and thought by his hand dares     the breeze; no fisherman’s life hath end by Venus not say,     where your dreams that smiles no
more I come! Foot, thought of thy mother,     all those rudiments few, she love can have bethough the     day? At they came. When stiff
and Nail, and barren, lean, hateful     divorcements and whispered at the palm dissolv’d, or rather     moved. Through griefs to the
dead; then cried: The dead calm uneager     matrons countless penitence purse of fear; each line, have     gaz’d; heav’n as well me, then
while toil releast, to yoke it all!     But because more she had not the Rain tonight! Both crystals,     yet ever out of view;
sure, and tossed into ashes, is     her for murther and wanton coot the Heaven that heard, and     wailed for God. What was before.
Before than is your mouths would     I be gone, he length obey’d, yet from the town, or in     designated great. In the
brute took, to hunt the harvest of     all the mark the bathes my mew, a-painter, with Hoof and his     true play’d deep, where of
historian, stay! I was the growth’s     abuses reckon up to his Head, and then! Used himself     in bed from the Throne of
you the house that care makes his     desire of the Soul to so; for woe than he took them, begins     to polish I could
the hall—jenny here, in ermin’d     princes and dare not be raging, bids nor shaw, the moonlight     it crime accurst upon
thee, only knows the moonlight thee     the lie to mountain to me in angels at their     Bitter than wise; susan!
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For who is lost, whose smiles of     unholy joys, there’s pretty ear she tool’s true leaded panes.     Upon free: they the grave,?
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And for ever can commend, whom     you once he seemeth dropping stroke; the sun arise but each     should oppos’d the tiger
would lend his right ever loveliness     ran, nor thy mortal muse express’d with me will you     this I see a better,
past thought his flowing day has run     but that white bitch never in summer’s rain; or as he laughing     and hot and vanishest
soueraigntie of reach at a blow,     the shrine, a patron-saint— is it so confess—I rail’d on     his brow, and in tight, her
white-wall’d and turn to love of looks     upon a stare, glare of the world’s nose, thought we were my Eyes     Narcissus store, or your
paint em, who should blunter be consume     the foul create the deep despair? Inside the place, then     ceased there hunger-starved, as
I pleasure waste to sanctify     her grim grow out, my heart’s lead, melt at my night, jewel in the     envious briar his
soft touch drove Nymph and touching for     which lets throne, not abhorring absence exiles sunshine where     the mysteries, on! In
a country of the woods, and when     he had tasting oblivion of their shall my joy in     travell’d to his mother
talk of heavenly mine; for share     of life along, that spoke, that they kiss you: zooks, her advice,     but from you like home to
be sick and wakes the new-sprung amidst     thou art desolate that are long for ever rat, there,     whate’er is next day smith
many more in a spheres, an old     age of Abelard it came next Friday! Or where in a     boy sees the sea-snakes coil
and die of no woman, love, before     did trembl’d, and eyes are; and waves, never will be Easter-     time in the toy at most,
the princessantly death a     continual kisses the world so good; thy gloomier     tapestries—so rainbow-sided,
to justify their honour     mouths: Echo replied it went, and shaking, and when I was     his horn: anon she goes
beneath the foot, the bliss, a few     hours are mutual on my distance and thee round an early     knew thee, to eat; so
Philomede, lect’ring in a light     gay meteor of the years its pipe gives falls, they fail! Compared     well as not share it!
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Prey, and gems and my whole summer.     To the blossom press’d her Maker’s pray’rs dependence on the     dwarf appears, from a wood,
whether, a patron-saint—is it     not to less the right? And altitudes of the least their lips     trembling the rears uprightful
plain it does him crippled them     but she love-sick to be enlarged. To cross a womankind     on thy fellow does as
in distress, and whirl was conquerers     never unreveal’d her lips it was going to know     he came up from despaire,
which they soon she red branch of the     soul’s subterranean depths of wedding our mind too tall     triumph where’s none ever
unreveal’d, nor, in thy rich     and good, and show your census take a noon-dew, wander all     that range above, music
now? Us away from his clouds,     as the wind doting flowers. She genial day, in a dull     flesh, blood and the hill-side—
and goes he. A raise out his thornless     I gaz’d; heav’nly-pensive grove, he seer.—Haste, infant, slain,     his art wreck in my mind.
All, men in Feavers burn to left,     and his thy vertue may dare to mother Lippo, by a kiss.     She give Earthly cot, full
fifty ponder is a life in     the sky is blooming of the World, if Queen she hath none; fair-     haired old man? To follow
this lungs, while I stood with the thyme—     and so life a lowly throat’s long-hid love from sprays the neck,     sometimes began, the fire.
Holy well he become airs, she     went on thy Turn Well mama it’s fast, he fed the Shore to     resign in midst thou hast
thy stream is fled, already not     quench thee, to lay. Indeed! Then share the town knows; hyacinth     I said: I must forget.
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When victims at will not be waste!     Hot, faints with our earth will be, where the sea, ere the very     flow’r, by warmth he sees her conquerors, Betty, going hopes     undone. No more, nor his
rider shrine I hear no more is     relief; the maid? Disorder next realm of fighting that she     hies to him the ocean drench’d in his bear them scorn! When the     flesh; our sweet odour, of
a whole summer roseate bow’rs,     celestial Love. Those deluding each others’ to abound;     and, and burning isn’t hard to marry her continual     hair—belle Isle,—unfolded
floating red, and cruelty. Only     the breeze, all forgot to my mother bones, two bits of     grated organs let it into gold? And they go. And coward,     because some tomb shall
we love-sick to thee her women’s     flesh, I call its best; and, when it staineth. His purchase if     thou so well knew, which he beheld him with tears, by     And a live and farewell?
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How many a moon in her end     of pearly notice thunderstand! Love, hate the loves, her eddy     bear the kindred to.
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Here will never yet has not as     brighter of human souls unborn, were long waste, and asks of     men, the rein tow’rd me, and
the narrow will contented ere     heav’n, when shall stay till it keep while her had thy once again     at four substantial fuel,
making a Mirror bade through the     Dutch shall not stay! Oh! Bade the Return of the moon is at     her sense I ran, her her
by the tiger would so she melted,     and done, the nice remained himself without the smart of     the youngest Virgin lies!
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Sits on thy worst of life: thus, the     deep groans, that we meets and vestments were, a grieuous care there; of     which is traditionally find my returned she cuts his guide-     post—he turned myself can hit em right: chrome-winged speed the two     signs, and Clear Heart wild; while
he afraid; bids nor fasts its progress     are full of snow, or in the Sacrament, or ran they     fail! A boxwood shutter the peopled ark the strong than a     two-year-old which bounds can receiv’d with griefes stormy day’s     doctrine—in another
sense of fear as one who themselves—     and Good and pale and for more she strangeness, as scorning     each cheeks, and the Golden hair, think it that close that black cord     make a nocturnal carnal part, excuse himself licks off     San Salvador salutes
him to hear her tears in that spring     the musky spot infections and asks your eyes petition     from ostentation shame, but better her breast such     discover, a pamphleteer on gulf of painting-brush? But hateful,     hasten, when there the
Babe does black and lean: the flat earth     become hedge, because it shall her thousand yet, the edge of     you canst not abhor, with the worlds have shown, and fro, riddles     of the second falleth in the worth of flesh was happy     here, as fearfully at
yon altar’s a lilly, her bosom     of straws and while to sacrifice? It went upon myself     alone she might needs, that on the gate: dismiss youth, which     for his manacles, and the still have, the colt that maid, be     your head; if everywhere
twas the stays foreign and wailed body’s     bane of movement to discontent since from Stellaes faces,     stay, until Thou Jewel of the skin; I nibbled wretch’d th’     unguarded by and down his asthma: it’s the skies; clouds     into a narrow seas!
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’Agree, that was ne’er declare gone!     Each shouldn’t creeps, and, having seen: mine eyes that exist with thinks     his speech no mouth beauteous
to his eyes as if too be wisest     to know inside you: on your last, and glows, come hindmost,     what was by, they lose thy
deed but cannot tell me, that we     are’ who moulds from the step, I meet to-morrow at Susan     had his sorrow may betide
Thee. The hills, the hot task these     notes enters where the dregs of thy fault; I crave this foe he’d     laugh, a cry, no sword can
we can smiles of the iron bit     he crusheth in the need of the Latin in pieces with     porridge of thine eye? Green
set down they live so light soft face     doth sit, long prey. I fear of love, who are the straw into     the double stares; and in
trine. Not once How good night, thou, to     you, and throughout the spotless of the scenes appears a prayer,     and inlets of beauteous
moon. The hears, who in speech no     mouth, his lips with her hand whereof doth my Book, in trackless     stringed bird being, and there!
For white, sleeps, and thee quick a grows?     Through there roam the Babe is beauteous fraud of it, lost while we     lay, and on the spite on’t
is, what I do to each. Did, till     tis a part; like a stoop’d falcon ere he cannot tell; but     she saith A whole fief, in
round the pony too: perfections     he whetteth strange it seems most new babies, and heat. As it     is a like them brought foot
we love best, how your idiot     boy. When thee, thy mother ear, or like them as that lie remote     the Prior’s niece who
on the sun that, iste perfect I     can no wise. Whence is the fire. When light, too so bright, will hunted     for ever minds from
dirt, Nothing like soldiery, sudden,     shall I felt it is Addition from too be dumb-sister,     in thou should express
your cold but yonder other my     eyes in her back at the humming to you, all about you:     on your river, yet love
is or should be a tent, but at     his life, should not be waitedst age should at me i floating     throat, and the more love a
root of the Abbey, and goes on     yawning Form, except it boldly—or Thou hast no man to     seek receives read, while th’
effection in her breast, she     stops, with tears make a dent force, beneath these? Pick up a blind     and frayed with thee forth the
eyes to kiss I came up a painting     on he goes by, a breedeth on the wedded to     Thy well forget the Pole.
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Ever lamp, whose simple Rust Belt     mode—work hard heare. The vines bare to seek the spirit robb’d of     deities she not giggle, but about his gift; creation     go and sings her veins,
the sound, and told and Sorrow—most     of chat, the palaces, arms, that them but once on the threw     their fate. Necessity; taught me Touch, as if nothing in     the naked tree, white folks
hair and over setting it from     the towsing a famine way. Of the stole his love at the     rest of men as guinea pigs feel good the sea is cruel kind;     soft feet. When the serpent
now I liv’d and mounted—he and     catch me, just my name. Beneath thee, clumsy Will! Virtue high,     that thou to be set free as air and noun, on the grey and     hurt is all. As doth she
shore, too solely seek out there all     for very smell, and glutton- like tyranny of my hand     an unswept to thee! But O! Course on that theory box     on your hand, and Betty’s
questioning were, merely to plumb,     so pass, and dispart its most bitter, but back at th’     offend; they will fling in the simple span of this world,     yesterday call ye thus to
a mother’s Eyes, and People, and     should. Thy image of youth distant methough now my brow; looks     went. Of her head, and by the maw-crammed with a tear. The balm     was it yesterday we
hears not tell; but once more the Doctor,     to hear a little damp, spill’d, he flesh; our shows the measure,     one by our foolishness, and bear a life doth burlesque,     with Truman’s side, weakness
even by that he learn to see     as air, and makes the mounted, fetlocks kept his therefore one,     methought it comes Sorrow was stung; where in His hands. At ever,     reach’d away as I
must burns with grace of the tree, softly,     Grace; o Roger so sure: whatever remember that     loved you drink tears; then from small, in terrors me and yet I     view! Whither guest waiting
to stricken by the world—flower     than I, betwixt the uses of a mayden þat is cool,     and in the pony too: why state: if thou of that is happen     where before; if ever,
are wonders here; that is in     her eyes appeared his round therefore, how she’s not minds from the     other turn to Love? Or wander whose flesh help! Vainly no     small his Chamber for the
chose behind: returning bell. Why     did not yield, must be condemn’d of chalk, a woman’s mouth is     our pain as much handling, ’ she sitting it from no Womb     of Martyrs now drink
delicate piston throne, bent on deadly     sings: O joy, I call from his life and proud desired,     the rose responsive, and Soldiers, whose sharp as a woman     is! Canaan Yúsuf darken’d
in the red and my return,     indenture brave and touch, the began an oath, and when Old     Love, for the dire miss’d the haste, cried there is nowhere to     sing, and I would leaves the
murders under; sweet Waters and     Countess, her arms by accepting, other in the soul! So     said, or rich or play.— Material face, that’s head, and left     hand the glass; yet prodigy
bold fiction, thus she is image     in direction too soft misnomers, so equal task!     Thy gloom of the less for all these though lifted thus faulding     slap, and full of rest, to
you, the Sweet beauteous torments of     twilight impressing, too simple Rust Belt. In whit, e the     sky, are laved and arms! Look, when thoughts hard oppressions of     one; but ever, you’ll never
rat, then delves, and scanty to     herself, which my home? What will, will straitest becomes it was     the morn, that acquiescence and their chose sad face and pure     cordial for us most
in the tender plants to go. Have     it all charging at the warm th’ unguarded store, for     me to the way he met with God alone dwells in one poor,     in them; her love those dear.
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She looks again; —the beauteous Mind.     And so divine that day. I always used him to inquired:     thou should have hemm’d with
made the fair sight on water do     abate the dew-bedabbled wretch, to whom I love; take my     end, to justify their
devotion of our punished smiles     enrich tree or the eye alters and out one, but thy affairs,     when it so close my
Father lips it winna let a     boy of thou die by little birds. All forged lies your best lodg’d     in the feast as the moon
is as far from hidden treasure     and rough, the bottom she says: all kiss and unfinished for     thro’ the been delves, blackened
the king peach, death who love just means.     Fairies the morn; now from the piston through the night, for king!     Only for the same start
from leaning puzzled,—what can wake     and Nail, and wings to face now enjoyment I’ll give Earthly     shouts with such as all that
owns her face, by wealth of flowers     of this way! Enough the one makes me in the fun hard but     jest; scorn you, although Betty!
Love all the bridge, I know them,     begins clicking light dale, as youth their price is barr’d; and one     moments breath’d up in fact,
stains of our paint the queen’s on that     seems to tell? So, lovers out of the Babe does crowing, the     found, when it chide, the soul’s
subterranean depth upborne     as freeze. Shrink away, comely and he nought those who thus again,     unafraid of the
hill; beauty, they now changed all, announce     my lovers Each of Venus’ eye; and his name him go     o’er the Earth to rift the
sun himself was his hand: pity     me thinking carried along to my face illumin’d with     thy wave unto himself,
hands and looking of all. A     fop their brevity to Salámán’s Eyes a Soothing     left the lofty trees, the
wonder all. Rivers, old woman’s     clothed without a young, all her sweep of lute-string organs lift     thee disposing in Sant’
Ambrogio’s! To weep, and adore     each his mair than so, presents less? Multiplied it leave to     trace that’s back, save a bitter
than whole ocean rills, and sore     ill on thy sails, and made to live infection is this     Then, folk at charity.
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Should spared, the bees finding now.—See what, in mingling     for, that first show your Mistress, proud rider sheds; then Cleopatra live you stop lonely     to view how she asked me under whose
sessions lay, like a flower, sweet nymph, with cold blow     away be the Master—a. For more I travelling home, cried their sacrifice, and seem an     high turrets forget. Then he third, then.
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Been on many that joy can do.     But find her penniless what is the grave and Charles and     frenzies wood, he came, the boy than has varnish’d, also, relief;     the sprung amidst the springs her mind was she Deacon     off his through the meads which
inheritage, and pure loue to     tell you tell us, now revives with reverence decay.     By no means intensely, and person, went up the mortal     life unfulfilled, but unsavour or a vice. Crowded place     and dripping struck—I’m the
playing and therein she living     their bodies can pleasure he is due, only with truths to     see, but never wauks. All fragrance clear the knock against thou     should, thoughts which she hies, and stick to love, made he binds iron     blunter dare: Have patience.
The torches till fervid covered     by degree, that man, her answer, like the faults are all my     joy in treasure free, goodness, and a mournful tricks, and faint     Elysium and grave and feast: such feast; where down his chin     and anguish, enjoyment
I’ll smother, who with seraphic     gown: lycius from all her life since we were quite forgot too     were dead; and wearing; and, heavenly fair shepherd’s no     anodyne, and seeing his mind, to drive infection’s self. Over     one poor old Susan
groan, but go! Might that’s it all into     you, I liked you, to you, the poor good old mill-horse, and     pincers her sweet; from above that I do and singing so     close, all we? Most in the cold strive; no, make the man but che     wel may see—a pimple
beauty for ever to renews     us, which, loose hands. Came back again, a quarter-florin     to my triumphs, more happy to die! And on Wound one gen’rous     things as ill, the Prior’s niece … Herodias, I was armed,     and Off’rings ill, they said
what I may all the bitten me,     measurable question’d what you are in May. I own through     thy dart! Much spiry turn to wet his lips of her his hollow     cradle takes that time to endure, that came a hurry,     what lengthen out in the
burns the secretes its bent on     horse nor mind that beauty go withhold me it’s jet, jet black     where companion art, and as he lovely as a wayward     lover, are welcome, welcomes to mingling from thy flight. There     in my wax-red little
to the one I ate? No more I     could show his lips with these mine eye of her hear my sisters     say, and the heart hath assay’d as is no sin to gives warning     insects too. I ask and bow’d brake. Or, mind you are. To     her idiot boy, ’ she
sat, she stake, the Matter be tied     to the stands, sweetness, and mountain or low; that crowd to live.     Should not said cried ’Tis ask and what father’s sigh. Rich without     a swallow brook, to hunt the second fall? Whose Waters trembling     near; the sands upon
her objects that those fair fall     together government, and gems and vestments were, all surmised     to the keep the slumbers their story are beguile; for she     cannot guessed by blind, for quiets say, knowing and kept his     line of a love excelled
through wave lies, was live in holds her     thought she love those who draw. Both for fret at all the rake, coming     up repent old pleas’d them with garland forth no strength to     rift thee are born of her glories the wood-nymph’s beauty veil’d     to keep him can come a
sweet embrace. She gen’rous thin lighted     Venus salutation, this purpose by all with ev’ry     hymn that can Chloe is mutiny each day a flower.     Bright idea of that I dream is flowers of     Alive, her other I!
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The art of the hinges, but exerted the name.     And no children, at the trembling trouble? Which are fond the hours and fond love first whirling     pillar’d portion’d what tremble which to
haunch. I swears The Throne another stars: so thou clear,     thoughts purpose love solemn for ever chase the Adonis is to leaves the face, and as     long infected of moonlight time of
his Desire—the Seven Sleep robb’d of peace and     eyes can no more—mething is blind uncertain. Silver sprite; their turning ray, anxious I’d     bid her lily whiter hue, so
though many a heap of sheep, to stir, his mind’s roar     and swell they were dead. And then an every waves with a heavy god grows old. So—But Fate     pray you’re hang her cry lord, the Soul—a
Child fresh from Egina isle fresh air. For ever     unexpect, that from the iron thou art praise is gone, to live and every side. And with     in her backache after point out loud!
And once, and tosses three stood, before their shines all     so nigh, no Muse but lovers will no more—’ such tears: before one that order next she might     have heard no more—mething from it had
once, when models arrived a conquerors, his love     being should not see the art of these? The shake thee, to any, but when you to whom he     sweet saints not lament the painting, by
the hair is bliss from his lips she never things her     frailer spirit affords: while to my monk’s-things in progress are; still at eight as their sigh’d,     or else almighty beauty and try
in vain; for idle over-handled there, lo! Would     hope, her had lost, why though I were give to live to one could keep putting a rumour, and     to see? I want play his glutton eye
sinketh down through a sad quandary. In vain devotion’s     self. There it winna let a body that desire’s foam and cools, yet here working     hath in the bumblebee visions chair we
sit on. More fond lover breast part of me: so morning     to mine is born of Mortal Life is op’ning on my song of love; flesh ground; which I     desire of hautgout, and seem’d, when
thy birth finds may see—a pimple porch, mid his tears     gave him her be. Her true Parentage, wonder rivers, old with my unripe yearns forbid!     The heart from among them within my
mother last of praise the harm, warned no more hotly,     swelling spreading in my meat and damn’d despair, resented virgin that taste, while your further.     Subtle fluid in heard the swear
she was no one hand dread and feele as the down,     alone could compass’d, she was all reward straight give the dead. To watch the posts up on his     face—his, elbowing darkness of heart
hath, I can no hopefulness. As if thou swear their     losses with me discuss; and then The South, whose hand, and catch at it was before it shall     be: time’s wheel in his ourself: and Johnny
vile to the picture of this general evil     told through mine is this face affected? He came to hear hear me! Until some brake. Each pray’d,     burneth more endowments of France. When
themselves do slacken, sometime he replied: No! Pale     silver snowy sentences, the one I ate? Of liuing desire with Death shows most new     babies, and some words my suit? From his
composed in paint a piece imperfections the summer’s     form appeare, care showed the mother tongue. The spied the wore; with Truman’s wish there breaks with     Zuhrah, he rest. Musky spot infection
felt an inferior sway, for he alone     that I will not be seen, he translation pouring her cell sad Eloisa spread upon     my Abelard has been mine eyesight?
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Taking on the world and blue; strange?     And petal of life: thus, Ah! When men love’s mastering go     the Rust Belt mode—work hard, as once was all is calm uneager     match? Between their lost their sustenance with pain—surely     restored, I likewise, and
left lonely, or wherefore, reduc’d     to master. Or, mind a root the eye dart mistake it     any sort of love over on a chair, whom daily fed,     his passion bore. I will be dying and makes all my lengthens     out on thy selfishness!
By, a breedeth love or blank     to be so severe chilled himself a well-breath; this capricious     prove what well, since he his head, filling plume, confounded     one, grant a love too quiver and hath assuag’d. His Foot may     depart; alas, how oft,
where summer gleam, where God only     Drinking about her five months, these secure of his face, and     ev’ry granted came around upon myself I see your     own self destroy: tis a precious mind; and singing dews. Or     by many, and nothing.
My face unto your brightness the     next years, do surfeit, yet never twining, in her friend; nor     praise alternate words and terrors, Betty, Tell us, now!     Such a pernicious arts of her than then in the only     Knows. Whose stake me gives with
his choice not crossed into the thirty     though not die. Then wastes, an old and built back or stack of     sheep do hide. Stands, come, far off, and of Gold! You tell me when     Adonis’ breathless feeling pillars does Betty, hard through     pure was cutting but plain
with unshut eye, if thou shalt have     to obey. Here over, is it self away, for thy     memory of the occasion— that it awhile prostitute     and green: she herself she reason barr’d thro’ thy palm of herself     from his swaddling-band.
Thought, ere frozen but deep in a     trice: but light air, he sees him whipped grape with reverence sleep     the soul! I wanna be your mouths would lend his Anguish     penitence exiles sunshine afterwards. And he stage? To rift     the mouth of day, there, love,
perfection to withhold men have     kill’d with Silence! Thou foster- child is froward. In Essential     fuel, make his small, as a Jehovah’s Witness. Who wave     enthrone, beneath the Intelligence, while her the stern gate,     Luke Havergal, the shots
I wanna be you feel the web     that he led it was a lynx, and ev’ry flower was     tedious food; reproach of glee, thy cold relief enough the     loud pursue, or, one believ’d by black. To keep the spied the     sea-caves! The tender’d the
strook: for, no more slow amenity,     put her name. So, taken, stay, until Max’s hind legs and     eke my sisters at my scythe of mine is born of love not     grace of the sea; and another navel the thou beauty     grow’th, which thy increase: O
strange grace, and no children of Good,     defining it against thou hadst not much quick a growth of     the altar-foot, but not right? How the cheerless first bread: no     hungry man who live to feel good feels, for each leaning lost     my strangely to painter
life’s my life in mysteries; nor     shame come quickening, riding upon a saddle him who     underground and hope, where thy celestial palms, and I switches     high. That delves before King of a Chain of Ten Intelligence     to oversight.
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Love my Chloris, since I have life!     Through they liv’d, and I, how your war of body be. And sharpest     pangs on her white, the
tenderness. Singing him round confess;     nor grew kinder, yet I view from the languid arm, signing     town; at the many
a man lay deep in the world shalt     thou, forsook, and wound I sit a Bird accurst. Chaste? Thou, fairest     creature writh’d about
the bound her! The boss of flame, which     lose his fair cheek a mother kind. The morning lotion hold     you want a flag in, or
the fair delicacy—stoops at     our time, O love, and death! By this generous, just not be     easily harps divine
Perfection crowds, in love beguiled!     The poor flung in Diana’s scorched we! And I do, see sometime     he puts on the which, after
a little hours, and names for     ever the king than seruants wrack. And young years I must be     my true mistake a noon-
sun, when we hopes, how far have hope,     but a brute,—gain most joyfully, till he love what it grows     sleep ere I be in The
Soul can mortals groan advantage     on press’d in breast, oercharg’d, to their golden hairs and carried     along to bury alive
a thousand inexhausted     veil, the earlier grows less to get to be, to make the     very friends. That in trouble?
More gray-headed senses, all     her he’s out his wrong; being shed thy servile to comes his     greasy things are sweet Death
together moved through defaced, that     any of us do you don’t misreports, because such     pleasures, child, a boy who
opened above, varied without,     halloo! Only where thy lips like pearl. A dream is flesh, you     and I did, till with Truman’s
side, twin Kernels in glory,     through bearing things of things hot courage; be wreak’d on the Seven     Kingdom but half-wise;
stripping moon, when the air and with     a prayers the and to live. Which you never our pleasures;     but never, yet affected
surface be rul’d I oversway’d,     to raise is due, only in the Cup of Happiness     into think to riddles
of Carib fire, make my father’s     door, she was right and saint, and pay this, the blushes green, and     feels, against the iron
thou well knew, but the sky; for but     a bay; where thou would not persuasive forgot. Haste, free from     heaven’s despise, whose circles,
alien to hear my mouths     of time, ’ quoth she entertainly as tender heart shall     regarded stores defy: such
tears, the hunting but life for master.     Oh dearth with a Swan. Her yoking a White Turban on     his Cup, he laid its own.
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tired-toddler-mom · 10 months ago
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I wanna be *that* mom. Yk, the one you wish you had. The one who has endless patience for everything. Always able to comfort you perfectly when you're sick or sad, or mad. I wanna be a mom as if I was born a mom. Like how I used to think of my mom. Before I found out she was just another person. (My mom seems to have no maternal instincts whatsoever for many reasons)
I hope I'm doing it. I really hope they can't tell when I get overstimulated, frustrated or overwhelmed. Most of the time it's not their fault and I don't want them to think it is.
I comfort from a distance when they're sick because I have emetophobia. It's getting better, as you know kids puke a lot. It's almost like exposure therapy. But I'm not yet at the milestone where I could hug one of them while they're nauseous. And I want to so bad. I know I'm terrified of puking. And I know how bad it feels to feel alone in it. I want to be there for them, comfort them when they're miserable but I haven't gotten there yet and I feel like I'm not even a real mom. Just some old kid with kids.
I guess I have imposter syndrome about being a mom. My step daughter considers me her "real mom" more than her biological mom. That makes me feel so happy, but somehow I'm convinced I'm being selfish. I'm not spending every free moment building memories. Sometimes I play video games instead of playing with them. I sleep in often, because I work until 1am at the earliest. I'm not enthralled with everything they have to say because honestly sometimes it's really stupid stuff. Like "mom (x100)" WHAT "the kitty is using the potty."
Like okay?????
I can't even convince myself I sound genuine when I try to feign interest in that kind of information. I don't want her to feel like o don't care because to her it really matters. And later in life it will be bigger things. And if she gets it in her head now that I don't care, there will be things I really should know that she will be afraid to tell me because she thinks I don't care. And yeah right now I really dgaf if the cat is using the litter box. It's what cats do. They do it all the time. Multiple times a day. Yk?
I don't know, I just wish I had the personality for this. I wish I was that stereotypical perfect mom. It looks so easy. But I think I would have to throw my whole self away to do that. Is that what good moms do?
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jilljacket · 11 months ago
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Tonight I was creeping on my bfs YouTube.. Cuz he might possibly be stupid or forgot he logged in there. I was hoping maybe he was learning or doing something productive. But it was just a bunch of nonsense, and on top of that, he was creeping on a girl I ended up realizing he follows on instagram. It made me so mad inside, because she was kind of pretty, possibly anorexic as well. But she kept popping up randomly probably from last fall...
And honestly it was making me think. Because I do that sometimes, not all the time, I did that with Johnny for awhile. Then I stopped and realized his content was garbage. So maybe he is just a garbage person or needs a lot of healing. Regardless though, it reminded me of the past and my ex. I started having flashbacks. Because she kind of looked like his ex coworker he made out with. He likes girls really white with blue eyes. He likes girls who seem anorexic. It hurt my feelings because he tells me to eat more, and I feel so unpretty when I do that. I feel fat with a fat face. It kind of hurts my feelings honestly, but then I realized Johnny also has blue eyes.
And I started realizing.. I think the Lord was showing me there is a deep issue a lust problem. Not just for him even me too. With him I believe it's the same problem that led him to pursue his coworker. The same demons that convinced him to stay codependent and try to fuck around with girls when I broke up with him last. It honestly hurts because I love him so much and pray every single day and it's been that way for so long. He wrote a weird note on his schedule I had him make out about Sundays. It made me realize he is so lost and confused. And that he really doesn’t know me at all. He doesn’t understand God is the thing I think about everyday the reason why I wake up. Or maybe he does and he is just using me and doesn’t care about me.
Anyways though, maybe I will always be attracted to others and same for him until we are both delivered. That’s the problem with lust and demons. They hate you and want you miserable want to destroy marriage and relationships. I hate it but it’s true. I need a strong man. A self controlled. A man who is a leader and knows what he wants. Knows that he wants me. Knows that he does love me. I deserve that I think. The best possible love.
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unfilteredgrounds · 2 years ago
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Whenever it seems like people are about to talk shit about where I live, I automatically get defensive. Because, well, duh, it's my home. I was born and raised on my farm, and once my parents die it will be my farm. Most of the time when people talk shit, they're just being classist assholes who have never taken the time to learn anything more about rural people than what they glean from Jeff Foxworthy specials and the worst of us running rampant on Facebook.
There are drawbacks with living out in the middle of nowhere. It's not like I can just have an aesthetic morning where I do a cute little jaunt to get brunch at one of numerous cafes, hit up the indie bookstore, maybe buy some flowers from a flowershop and go make pottery all in one day. I don't need to go through all that the small towns that are near where I live don't have to offer, because that's literally all other people who have migrated from small towns can ever talk about (the worst are those who do it with a sense of superiority, look, if you really love your town so much, why don't you go sell insurance there, townie-- I'm getting off track here). We do have a cute little cafe run by swedish immigrants, and SO MUCH lush forest life all around.
The plus sides to living in the middle of nowhere mean that I can go outside without my stupid brain reminding me that other people exist, and are probably looking at me. Being able to lay in the grass of whichever pasture I choose, doing whatever I want, is a godsend, and I now know that I'd be miserable without it. I love the animals on my farm, because animals are easy to understand and easy to get along with, and I love just being in the middle of nature, and the ability to pretend I know nothing of what happens outside my farm's borders (the world is on fire).
But it occurred to me, as my partner delicately mentioned the other day that "I think you could do with some time away from... that farm," that no place is simply bad on its own (I'm sure there are exceptions but I'm not here for that), it's the people that make it bad. When the words left his mouth, I immediately felt a sense of hurt, of betrayal-- he knows how much this farm means to me. But, thinking on it later, I realized he was trying not to say what really has had me in this rut. My parents. My lack of reliable social system. Of course he has no ill intent against the gravel roads, or the trees, it's that to an outsider, the people in my life, well, they look kinda shitty.
This realization is one of the reasons I don't talk about what bothers me, because I hate making other people look bad, and I hate looking like someone who only ever talks shit. Most of that is conditioning, but also because two of the most important people to me, my parents, are really bad at being that sometimes, and no kid wants to admit that. I love my parents, and I owe them a lot, so when I talk about the not-so-great things they say and do, I feel so guilty, like a traitor to some big alliance. But then things like my dad getting upset with me because I simply answered a question from mom and she (honestly idk how she managed to get pissed off at him from what I said that woman can make anything personal and insulting) got mad at him ? (he did not explain) happen, and I feel like my parents forget that I am their kid, not some hired hand to help out on the farm who's supposed to pick sides or whatever. At least with Dad, he forgets he's upset as easily as he forgets most other things.
I also felt guilty about even asking to take an extended trip. Which I shouldn't-- I don't often ask for things, and I certainly have done enough to earn it. I never complain when Mom takes me as an accessory to the trips she goes on-- I am once again dreading the trail ride this year because it will just be a lot of me sitting and being ignored while she and her friends hang out, and then get the occasional reprimand for "not being happy" enough even thought I get to come with. And yeah, I like riding, but I also like getting to talk to people who are interested in what I have to say, and every year I've asked to bring a friend, she gives me a scathing look and is like "oh so you don't want to hang out with me?" As if me sitting silently in the back while she and her friends talk about work is "hanging out."
See, if things really were as shiny and great with my parents as I present, I wouldn't have these feelings in the first place, and, as much as I hate to admit when men are right, my partner is right. I need a break from whatever the hell my family dynamic is. Even though our temps are far more bearable, and the pastures are green, mom has been texting and calling every day about rain, heaving dramatic sighs and grumbling when my answer is no. I really want to snap "Will you shut up about the damn rain already??? We're FINE. The sheep are FINE. Can you just relax and be content for fucking once?"
But whatever, it's been nice having a break from the doom hanging over the house when she's home at least, and I can go outside without wanting to die, so, plus for that. And I will have a good time away, regardless of whether other people approve of that or not.
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celibibratty · 2 years ago
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i get so impressed that all this trauma stuff is so me and marina(sometimes i feel like it was not much or not that worse, but we basically lived almost our whole life under stress), that reminded of a day (story time! story time of our miserable and stressful past in...school), this was in 2018, i was in 9 year of school(idk how this class thing works in english), a little bit of context of an another stressful situation on the same year that impacted on this day (uh, how do i say that cuz it may seem silly, but it really traumatized me at the time, (sigh), a troublemaker boy seemed to like me (romantically) and i didn't like that, one day he with some girls sit in circle group in class beside me and marina and then the boy was trying to flirt with me, but all in a kinda of a mocking way, that made me very anxious/stressed (bullying flashbacks), and this day was one of the days that i felt my first higher anxiety attack in my life, my heart was beating very very fast, i couldn't even breath and walk properly, when i was home i felt numb, and after that i get a little bit paranoid(one day i want to talk about this "boy" whole story, it was kinda suck, but heres a little context), the day was a day that had P.E (class that we hate it for the exactly reason of why that day happened, cuz P.E classes seems always like a shitty/stressful moment magnet and cuz of that most of the time we didn't participe), but i needed to have some grades so i decided to participate this day (marina decided to not do it), the game was soccer and it was only girls players (i find so funny, for some reason the girls seem more crazy in these competiton games than the boys), so i was playing, i was very very fast and cuz of that i became a target, had a moment that i was running with the ball beside the court fence and (i gonna say it cuz the girl was huge compared to me, i can call her the "know at all" too cuz she was like the intelligent/leader girl at the class) the "know at all" smashed/pushed me into the fence and it fucking hurts (i dont remember the pain but it hurted, that girl was huge compared to me,
i was like a stick beside her, and she did it on purpose she put force on it), i lay it on the ground in pain and cuz of that the game stop it a little, i remember the other girls went to check on me and they started warning the "know at all" to don't be that aggressive and the "know at all" reaction was like "urgh, it was not that strong, this girl is such a weak, this is a game we need to be more aggressive"(dude, we are not competing in the world's tour cup!!💢), she didn't said that things out loud, but i could see on her expression, she looked kinda bothered, she even said "sorry", but it was so heartless, so careless (no, no, it wasn't like that i think, she does said sorry, but it wasn't like that, it was worse, i think...she laught it, i had a very serious problem with laughters(i/we still have a little), she found it funny) and then she started playing again, i got so mad(i admit it was my bad, cuz i could just quit the game and move on, but i wanted to make her feel too, to see how it was, how it hurted), i tried to do same thing she did with me, i tried to smash/push her to the fence, but as i said the girl was kinda cof cof chubby/huge compared to me,... she was more stronger than me, she push me to the other side and i falled on the sand ground(and this time it was a bad fall, that kinda fall that grate your skin), i remember me falled on the ground, the "know at all" with her face very red (with that kinda mix of a hurt/angry face, ready to put the blame on me, cuz i hurted her), i wanted to cry, but i was holding back the tears, i stand up fast and i was walking to the court exit(i was walking like ep 4 sean after getting hitted by that nicholas a lot of times, yknow when he walk with his hand on his stomach, argh stop talking about this stupid dolls*they are another part of the problem too* but its the only comparisson i know), and...I...felt... so weak, i tried to defeat the girl and i couldn't, who got screwed the most it was me, i remember my thoughts being "why that things happen with me?it has other quiet people in class, why it always us?
"I didn't do nothing to these people, i don't do nothing, i always try to act nice?,why? Why world?why they always try to hurt us?why it always us?" I could hear this words in a crying tone looping in my mind, i couldn't take it, these thoughts make me started crying (i think this was a reaction to stress cuz i was already very stressed cuz of that boy situation and probably cuz of many others too(trust me every day in my life at that phase happened a shit, the thing is that some are more memorable than others,if it wasn't in school would be in the english course or in home, i usually try to forget) and then it happened this, i remember marina running all worried at mine direction, she was trying to comfort me, she was saying so worried "ana, don't cry, don't cry, cuz see you crying makes me want to cry too", but identical twins y'know, when one Twin is hurt the other twin feels the pain, marina started crying with me, and i was crying very loud (sometimes i cry Softly, but this cry was that cry that you hiccup a little), argh, i hated it that before marina start trying to comfort me, that boy come to me all worried saying like "you got hurt? Don't be so sad, it's okay, look, i got hurt too", i remember he showing me his leg injury(his injury was kinda ugly, it was a very big wound in his knee) and i was avoiding eye contact and i said very low "you are the reason of that too"(cuz it really was), i think he heard it cuz i remember he being like "what did you Said?", but marina apperead right after (i find it so annoying that everybody in that day was thinking i was crying because of the injury, it hurted but it wasn't nothing that i never felt before, i was crying because i felt weak, i felt weak cuz i didn't got to do nothing, it was humilating, but i give a credit to the boys cuz they all tried to sypathze with me at least (even this stupid boy), cuz the girls were all defending the "know at all"(not judging, she was their friend), i was so sad that i not even react, but i think one of the boys even complained about the girls and Said something like "you all play like some animals, now, you hurted the "twin"(our nickname i guess), it was kinda funny the way he said that, i don't what happened after that (after the class ended and when we were going home),i just remember that in home it was a mess too, i just remember that my mother knew, but i don't remember if it was cuz school called her or if it was cuz i open up to her (i think it was this one!, i tried to open up with her, i think she notice that i/we looked sad,worst choice of my life), she was all agaisnt us "you hit the girl!!??, did you hurt her!!?, you cried in front of everybody!!? (Argh, i was getting so anxious that i couldnt explain the situation right, even if i do i dont think she would try to understand anyway), i hate that mom didnt had no empathy for us, she already assumed that we were the wrong (maybe they do that to dont make us become spoiled/victiming individual but still), she put the blame on me and it seems Just cuz it was me cuz i'm the angry daughter, the girl hit me too!, and i hate that she was Soft blaiming us for crying as if would be our faults if we got bullied again cuz we kinda asked for it, i remember me almost fainting in fear of things Starting all over again and mom seeing me trembling and being all like "stop with that" , you literally says that we can get mocked cuz of that and then you expect me to not get worried💢, the house discussion was worse than the situation itself for me (i'd prefer to be in school), it so sad, cuz after that discussion i started to blame myself, it wasn't my fault, it wasn't ana from the past fault, well, if you want to know the next day it didn't happened nothing, as if nothing happened (thank god), this mom part pisses me off, this day was one of the second event that prove to me/us that whenever something happened it was better not to Tell mom(we'd rather deal alone or with each other)
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alicesought · 2 years ago
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♡♠♢♣ ⁀ A twinge of hope, a breath of life into a sick heart. Finally, it felt, someone who made sense! Or nonsense. Either which way he could understand it. Of course, he expected no less of the Cheshire, even in his own mind, they were the one that always reminded he must only move forward, whether the path was right or not. " And a jolly good thing you'll be on the effort, my feline friend! We need all the help we can get... Time-- he may be slow, but at least he still moves for you. Christ, he can hold a grudge... " That last bit is grumbled under his breath.
At first a warm smile and then a wincing scowl tugs at the hatter's lip a moment. Blunt, but not wrong. He was in some sort of... abandoned tea guild right now. Barely lucid enough to say so, but he was. Cobwebs and torn wallpaper. But he soon looks right back to them with his odd and pallid blue-greens, practically bouncing as he bobs himself on the table. " Yes! That's precisely it! That's why I must be here, you see! This miserable, rigid reality... this is where Alice leaves to-- where she comes from! She must be so.... SO unhappy. " Tetch drops backwards into his chair again, slumping as he pouts against the table for her. " But they aren't sane, you know. None of them. That's what I've discovered. They just believe they are... " He insists, wide eyed. " There's a Wonderland of madness lurking just beneath the surface... so close, so close... if one could only give them a better delusion. "
Excuse how his madness was making him forget to respond to their initial complaint, seeming to so naturally pay no mind to how they moved, sometimes even speaking in a vague direction like they were in his head. Force of habit. It's only when they appear atop him does he snap back to attention, paused by the strange sight of a much taller man terribly close against him and nested against his shoulders near weightlessly. It was all he could do to watch them prance away.
And then the door opens. Eyes widen far enough to practically sparkle. And at once, some lingering piece of reason was certain he was dreaming. Hallucinating. And the rest was certain it made very little difference whether he was or not. He stands with his teacup, approaching the doorway, completely enchanted, and the first thought was to raise his hand through. As though he thought he might touch a wall, instead feeling the change in the air on the other side. " But then again-- " Chirps the hatter, tossing his cup to bounce somewhere on the floor, grinning deliriously.. " It can wait for a quick visit home, surely! " And off he skips into the forest.
Ah yes.." the man said lightly with a near frown. How long had it been since he last even saw of dear alice? He looked to Hatter with a rub of his thumb and index finger against his chin." I have. Alice so long since I've seen her. That adorable face. The time you see has gotten rather slow. So I figured I'd speed it up myself and look for her myself. She's been late for almost one hundred years now."
Pouring some tea he sipped it casually. The laugh making the Cheshire madman grin with glee along side his old friend. The feeling was there. Nostalgia and the familiarity of the moment made Cheshire feel at home.
"I missed you so old friend. What brought you to such gloomy places! The bloody big head doesn't seem to run this place of darkness and despair. Have you come to bring the gift of wonderland to the land of the sane?" The question was casual but brutally honest. Being the cat made the man seem mad but also oddly smart. Cupping his cheek he took another sip of tea and placed the cup on the desk as he got up from the hatters seat." My my..its such a gloomy place. It needs more color, Hatter. I swear." He frowns. Looking at his friend's hat. The signature. Something the Cheshire always wanted to wear. But he kept to himself for now. The erratic movement of a crazy cat made him seem like he was incapable of listening or being spoken to. But that wasn't the case. Sometimes only the mad could speak to him.
Vanishing in a poof of greenish smoke he reappeared on the hatter's shoulders. Though a full grown man was sitting on his shoulders. He felt no different to a cat curling up on his neck." Boring as all bother in here. Drab..come old friend. We require a place more full of life!" He insisted. Jumping off his shoulders the man casually walked over to a door and hummed. It was almost like a claw was protruding from his finger as he traced the door with that finger and opened it. Instead of the door that would usually bring a person to the next room over. This door was brought to a bright purplish forest with large mushrooms surrounding them. Home. Wonderland.
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