#when it rains it fucking pours

[fangbangerghoul]

visited the hospital twice this week, thats one hell of a record

1st hospital they just prodded me unsuccessfully 9 times, never giving me an IV or drawing the proper blood, not listening to my symptoms and sent me on my way

which is where i slept and couldnt move for an entire day (everyone thought i was dead at one point which is wild)

so, the following day once i got chest pain from my tooth extraction pain on top of not being able to hold anything on my stomach and vomiting some blood i went to a different emergency room

this one actually listened, talked me through the process, poked me once and successfully got the blood and helped me hydrate

so now i feel human again but i am behind on a mass of school assignments

and i broke my fucking glasses

[karniss-bg3]

Heya folks. Unfortunately I have a bit of bad news from my end. On Friday, April 19th my apartment building caught on fire. Thankfully no one was seriously harmed but I can't say the same for the things people owned. The fire started next door to us on the bottom floor and crept its way up. We were alerted to the blaze at 2am and had to flee. We couldn't catch our cat in time before the smoke became too heavy but we are very lucky we found her later, terrified but alive. All four families, including ours, were displaced after the fire. Two apartments suffered intense damage while mine and the one below mine were spared the worst of it. However, the smoke damage was bad enough that it's deemed unfit to live in. We were only allowed in long enough to grab essentials and take a few pictures, but since then we've had to live in an extended stay hotel. Until the investigation into the cause of the fire is complete everything we own has to stay put.

Ironically, we were gearing up to move this upcoming Friday into a new place. We were in the process of packing but never got to finish. We'd planned our budget down to the dollar to afford the move but now we're stretched thin because of all of the unexpected expenses. While our renters insurance is meant to reimburse us for out of pocket costs we don't know how long that will take and our new place will be expecting upfront payment on the day of move-in, which has now been eaten into.

I've backspaced and rewritten this paragraph at least ten times. I'm not good at asking for help, in truth. I'm proud, stubborn, and I think I can fix everything. I can't fix this. We've never been in this situation before and uncertainty is my greatest enemy.

I understand everyone is under financial strain and if you aren't able to donate I'm entirely in your corner. If you are, a link to my ko-fi will be provided at the bottom of the post. A signal boost would be appreciated to help get the word out. All proceeds will go toward lodging, food, cleaning supplies, clothing and other expenses as a result of the fire. I greatly appreciate everyone and I hope this never happens again. I would love to have some positive news soon but for now all we can do is wait. Until then, thank you for your time and stay safe out there.

-Adrian

Ko-Fi

[peachdoxie]

On top of all the other shitty health stress this week, the stupid hurricane knocked the power out at the psychiatrist's office and so now I can't have my intake appointment to get one of my medications refilled, so I guess I'll be suffering antidepressant withdrawal until I can get an appointment since I already used up the 72-hour emergency supply earlier this week. Time to suffer.

[punkrockisafulltimejob]

Fuck...

[thudworm]

If anyone has some cute animal pictures (or anything in a similar vein) they can send or tag me in that would be greatly appreciated right now

[sarahscribbles]

This really was the worst fucking weekend to forget my medicine in my desk drawer at work

[variablejabberwocky]

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

[landoftheway]

Jesus, first the computer news now my fucking dryer shits the bed.

[trashmouthjr]

i will be absent for a much longer period of time in light of my fathers passing yesterday morning, my heart is absolutely shattered to bits but i would appreciate every ounce of patience you can spare

[specialgrades]

CRiTiCAL HiT ! ⏤ select genshin men and their sensitive spots

arataki itto, wriothesley, neuvillette

➜ ┊: cw ! porn without plot, monster fucking… kinda, dom!reader, nipple play, premature ejaculation, pet names ( sugar, baby, darling, my love ), reader’s gender not specified but is topping neuvillette ( could be read as a strap or a dick ), hair pulling, neuv is kinda ooc but we're gonna ignore that for now, cumming untouched, not beta read we die like men

notes. whoa hey. i'm kinda popping off recently. anyway this is only three characters cause they're the only ones i'm horny for. if you think i have a particular favourite you're probably right. dividers by cafekitsune as per usual, backbone of tumblr fr!

ARATAKi iTTO — horns

such a big man reduced to a whimpering mess if you stroke his horns! god forbid you do it while he’s already experiencing other stimuli…

itto’s grunts and groans mixed in with your own moans as his hips snapped against yours. his hair falling in his face as he hung his head, fangs almost piercing his lip with how hard he’s biting it. your hands gripping at the sheets as he makes it his mission to rearrange your guts. one particular thrust has his tip hitting that spot deep inside you directly; a broken scream leaving you as your hands flew up to him for anything to ground yourself with. fingers wrapping around his red oni horns, tugging as he keeps hitting that spot. itto moans loudly, hips stuttering. “sugar, don— oh fuck—!” you tug again, oblivious to his protests until you feel him cum inside of you a lot quicker than usual. his body shakes as he does, whimpers leaving him. he knew his horns were sensitive, but not that much; and god did it feel good. you blink at him, hands still holding onto his horns. “did you jus’... cum from having your horns touched?” you manage, shuttering as he slowly fucks his cum deeper into you. “sensitive— ah-!” he yelps when you tug again. any semblance of dominance he had slipped away as you played with his horns. his cock twitched back to life at record speed, his hips moving on their own. “fuck sugar, don’t stop… tug ‘em harder— jus’ like that, fuck! fuck…” he cums again, crying out as he did.

WRiOTHESLEY — chest

wrio never knew that his chest was that sensitive, he always just ignored that part of his body during his own time. your wandering hands change that…

wriothesley’s kisses were always hungry, sloppy. he doesn’t have much experience, but his eagerness to devour you every time your lips connect isn’t something you’d trade for the world. he helps you tug his tie off and undo his vest, the fabric hanging loosely off of his shoulders. all without breaking the kiss you had pulled him into a few minutes prior. your fingers work on the buttons of his dress shirt while he toys with the hem of your shirt. same fingers pushing under the fabric of his shirt, index fingers brushing against his nipples as you moved. wriothesley surprised himself with the moan that escaped him when they did, freezing up for a second. he feels you smirk against him, fingers brushing over his nipples again. he caught the moan this time— though barely— shaky noises escaping him as his nipples hardened under your touch. his slacks feeling even tighter than they did when you began undressing him. “sensitive, are we?” you ask against his lips. he’s trying to focus and doesn’t respond instantly; causing you to lightly pinch the buds. he whines, body unsure if it wants to push against or pull away from the sensation. “y-yes! don’t—” he breaks the kiss as he tosses his head back, eyes squeezed shut and bottom lip tugged between his teeth. you look down to his pants, part of the light grey turned a darker shade from how much he’s leaking just from your teasing. “let’s see…” you let go of his chest to walk him back against his desk. he had fully intended to fuck you against it not even five minutes ago, but the tables had turned. he felt your gaze on the evident bulge in his pants, wiggling his hips in hopes it’d get you to touch him. you did, but not where he wanted you to. pushing his shirt and vest from his shoulders to fully expose his torso, you went for his chest again. whimpers and moans spilled from him as you toyed with the sensitive skin. a particularly loud moan that caused him to bite his hand to silence himself when your tongue flicked against the left one. he felt the coil in his stomach tighten as your tongue swirled around the bud, your fingers tweaking the one your mouth wasn’t on. he shrugged the rest of his shirt off, hand gripping your shoulder as he thrusted his hips up into nothing. “baby ‘m gonna— please— fuck fuck fuck-!” he gripped you tight as he came untouched, cum soaking his underwear and pants. he shuttered when you gave one last pinch to his nipples, breathing hard when you pulled away. “hm… cute.” you surmise, running your finger along the wet spot of his pants. he pulled away from your touch, sensitivity heightened. you smiled at him, cupping his face gently. “think you got one more in you, baby?”

NEUViLLETTE — ears

it’s law that pointy elf ears are sensitive. argue with a wall. the iudex is no exception…

neuvillette buried his head into the pillows, shaky breaths turning into moans as the sound of skin hitting skin. he felt your lips on his nape and shoulder— licking, biting, sucking the skin there as you fucked into him. his cocks rubbing against the pillow you put under his hips and staining the cotton. pulling away from his shoulder after nursing the bruises you left, your eyes focus on the pointy ears of the iudex. your curiosity got the better of you and before you could stop yourself, your tongue darted out to lick at the shell of his ear. neuvillette shuttered and moaned, hole clenching as pleasure ran through his body. “darling not there plea—” he cut himself off with a moan when the mixture of you hitting his prostate and your tongue running along his ear made his entire body light on fire. “your weak spot, hm?” you muse, your voice rumbling against his skin. he moaned, nodding as he moved his hips to get more friction on his dicks and to fuck back against you. “please…” he mumbles, so close with the mixture of all the stimuli happening at once. “more…” he begs weakly. he doesn’t expect you to give in so easily, but he’s been so good all day you cave; pulling back until just the tip was inside him before harshly snapping your hips against his ass. you lightly bit the tip of his ear as you did, tongue still running along the cartilage. the iudex cried out, arching further into the mattress as he felt the coil begin to snap. “please let me cum darling, please ‘s too much please-!” he cries, trying so hard to hold back from cumming until you give him the green light. “so soon, neuvi? your ears that sensitive?” he nodded, rain hitting the window as you brought him closer to the edge. you hum, breath hot on his ear. “go on, my love…” you lick his ear again. “cum.” he does almost instantly, crying out as he makes a mess of the pillow and his stomach. he collapsed onto the mattress, small shocks going through his body from the intensity of his orgasm. you give him a minute before sitting up, hand wrapping around his hair and horns. with a tug he’s pulled flush to your chest. high pitched yelp left him as you did, feeling your breath against his other ear now. “let’s see where else you’re sensitive, hm?”

[nuthong]

MUTO JUN as HAGIWARA KAZUAKI FUTTARA DOSHABURI | WHEN IT RAINS, IT POURS

[suntails]

I am facing ~$15k in costs due this month

I've started a gofundme, linked in the title. I'm so sorry to ask this of anyone but I'm at a loss for how to deal with this. My immediate upcoming expenses:

a water bill for almost $3500 dollars, with another one I estimate to be almost $1000 on the way (water leak of 240k+ gallons). I have tried to plead to lower it, but it is controlled through an HOA who refuses to budge. It must be paid on time and in-full. I no longer own this house and lost money in selling it

My car will not start, current unknown cause but likely to be the starter. The car has 200k miles on it and is nearing the end of its life

I have just moved cross-country for a job that may let me go soon (reference the news for context). I am paying to break an old lease, put a deposit on a new lease, and hire movers (saving money by only hiring labor and driving a truck ourselves). Breaking the old lease costs ~$2000, the deposit and first month’s rent on a new place costs $3300; I have not booked any moving help yet but my estimates from research is ~$3500-4000

All relevant proof is included on the gofundme site, and I truly mean it when I say I never wanted to turn to this; I do my best to take care of myself for when times are tough, but this is way too many things at once to have prepared for.

If anyone donates $30 or more, send me the receipt and i can do a small single-colored chibi as a thank you. I'm too daunted by bills to even open regular comms right now, and I'm working overtime to try to compensate, so my hours are quite limited ;;; Thank you all for any and all support, ANYTHING makes a difference whether it be sharing or donating. Love you all forever <3

[benkaben]

He says, while listening to rain sounds in the app Hagiwara recommended to him, because he's tired of never being able to tell whether it's raining or not, because rain means disturbance, it pours, it overflows, and you can't have any of that in a non-disruptive designed house.

[heretherebedork]

The sheer contrast in them, in their clothing and how they hold their umbrellas and how they look at each other and even don't look at each other... it's so perfect. Two men who've trapped themselves in a desperate need to be loved by one specific person and left parts of themselves behind in the effort to be loved by the people they love but who do not love them the same way, who cannot love them the same way, who cannot give them what they need in a relationship.. so similar and yet so different, both trapped but trapped differently.

[whatever-letmebe]

I trust that when the moment is right, Kazuaki will look Sei in the eyes and say: you know, the way Fujisawa treated you was extremely fucked up and I'm sorry you had to go through that.

[kuthuhal]

Futtara Doshaburi ep 6

Okay I will definitely edit this in the future but holy hell. I had to pause so many times at the beginning of the video. Because I was like how cruel can Kazuaki be, denying sex, denying the connection Sei wants but not ready to talk and change ( it's not the denying part it's the refusal to acknowledge) , keeping Sei away from the world in their impersonal condo and then raping Sei the moment he sees Sei is moving on,Sei is becoming part of the wider world, Sei is not solely dependent on him. The way Kazuaki used sex as a means to control Sei again. The measly apology. Also telling Sei they should move to cut Sei out of the world entirely. ( I very much need to punch that man)

And Sei...

The way he put on a brave face and tried not to hide and tell Kazuaki everything that happend cause he is tired of the limbo they've had for so long, trying to push Kazuaki to acknowledge things need to change only to get more trapped.

And the way Hagiwara can see the mask Sei is putting on, Hagiwara needs Sei to be alright.

Also the fact that Sei went through something traumatic but still continues on like it was no big deal. He got raped. Not by a stranger or an acquaintance. He got raped by his friend. The guy who vowed to look after him. He got raped by somebody he loves. ( I honestly want to give him a big hug). I also thought about the broken phone how it shows how Sei now has no proper ways of connecting with the outside world, no way to send that email to Hagiwara, how Kazuaki broke that too.

And the way that breakup played out. Kaori knew Hagiwara wanted sex, most of all she knew they needed to talk yet she kept strong him along. That in itself is a cruelty, a soft dagger, a long chain. She was upset by Hagiwara' cheating rightfully so but not once does she say sorry for keeping him locked up. Hagiwara also contributed to build this cage but Kaori had the key to the lock. She was a kind stranger not a girlfriend and she might've not intended to but that was what hurt Hagiwara the most. Edit: now after I've calmed down looking back on it Hagiwara is too at fault for the mess of the relationship. In this way their relationship is different from Sei and Kazuaki. They both are very much at fault and even it doesn't seem that way they both always had the choice to leave. Hagiwara has always had that choice. That is to say I don't hate Kaori. She's not perfect but neither is Hagiwara.

Overall I need to watch this episode again. I will be back.