#when im telling you i sobbed i SOBBED

[choiyeonjuns]

hueningkai reading a letter from his mom💌 (credit)

“to. my one and only son kai kai! it’s mom, i feel like it’s been so long since i wrote you a handwritten letter. i remember the day you went to bighit to sign your trainee contract. it’s already been 7 years since you got curious about being a trainee and thought “should i give it a go?” you cried a lot when you were a trainee and you went through…”

“thinking about you going through a lot always just makes me feel bad. even though there were many times when you wanted to give up, you overcame everything and finally debuted. it’s already been 5 years since you debuted. even after debuting, working as an idol is not something that’s easy but you always do your best in every situation and keep consistently growing.

i’m really proud that you’ve become a confident kai from the group tomorrow x together who lots of people have high expectations for.

you’ve worked hard and been through a lot and you’re doing a really good job.

kai, you don’t know how grateful i feel when you tell me that you’re happy doing what you’re doing.

i think the struggles you went through as a trainee were always on my mind. of course, going forward, as you continue working, there will be tough days. but i hope that on those days, you remember that mom and your family will always be right by your side, cheering you on, no matter what, when or where.

my extremely kind kai, you always need to stay healthy and happy, okay?

since i’m very much a T, i still have times when it’s difficult figuring out how you feel. i’ll try harder to be better at that.

thank you so much for being born as my son.”

“i think that mom was born to give birth to lea, kai and hiyyih. i love you my precious son, kai. you’re the best. kai is the best.

from. mom who loves kai so much”

[skunkes]

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[mother-of-houseplants-2]

fiona gallagher // "i bet on losing dogs" by mistki

[marimbles]

someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok

[bonefall]

it is healing to come onto this blog and see basic respect for diasbility after being in other corners of the fandom and reading the words “snowkit could never be a warrior because he wouldnt know what anything is. he wouldnt even know what a clan is because nobody could explain it to him” said in full seriousness

Im..... That statement is so ableist I cannot even imagine the worldview you'd need to have in order to come up with that.

They really think the only way anyone learns anything is through verbal-speaking-words-noises? No one has ever observed something before? Not even once?

This is beyond touching grass, this person just fell out of the fucking Jurassic Period when all they had was ferns and stegosaurs.

I just...

OH YES. I remember my first day of Society Lessons as a hearing person, where the everything was explained to me. Via Audiobook. FIRST they spoke and said, "you are standing on the ground." It was a life changing revelation, and the world began to spin.

But it did not stop.

THEN they said, "there are fingers on your hands." The sensation of flesh and bone crackling into existence is indescribable, but I did not yet know pain, until they told me, "that hurts." I began screaming immediately.

And yet... it continued.

They explained so much. Chairs. Tables. Walls. The sky. Frogs. Ionizing radiation. Breathing. I was told all of it, in one sitting, and only then did I understand. Only when my ears were bursting with normal hearing knowledges, did they begin... my final test.

A strange wall-chair-finger emerged from the sky-of-the-wall, stood on the ground several times, until it was in front of me. A second one came behind it, this one slimmer. The audiobook gave these things names;

Human. Father. Mother. Door. Walking. It was completely impossible to know what these things were until that very moment.

I watch a human dip a hook into water and produce a fish, and I recall my Society Lessons where they called that "fishing." I am decked in the face by a nefarious hooligan, and I have only the audiobook to thank when I know I have been "punched" by a "bad guy." It was only the magic of verbal-speaking-words-noise that made me understand that there are "other people" and that they "do stuff."

Sometimes, even, in "groups."

Before the Society Lessons Audiobook, I knew nothing. I was pure, innocent, uncorrupted by concepts such as "parents" and "door." I am grateful every day that there is no such concept as "being shown things" or "simple logical reasoning" or "looking."

Blessed be those amongst us who escape the horrors of the Society Lessons Audiobook. I pray that you never learn what anything is. Be free! Free as a bird, which also knows nothing and famously cannot learn. 🤗

DEAF/HOH FOLLOWERS I'm losing my mind do you want me to bump a 'Hearing Disabilities Herb Guide' to the top of my priorities? Something you can use to bludgeon whackadoodles like that. This is ridiculous

Obviously not a MEDICINE guide but like; common causes of hearing disability in clan cats. Accommodations for hearing loss vs congenital deafness. Actual difficulties of not having that sense Clan-by-Clan. Debunking of misconceptions like... not being able to learn APPARENTLY.

[cupiidzbow]

sorry for this being like the fourth time you seen me post this lina @linaharutaka but my heart is happy and warm and im crazy and you made him so gorgeous thank you soso much . AUUGHUHHHHGH

[defiledtomb]

rook be upon ye

[ef-1]

🍷<3

[blueautumngrave]

WHAT THE FUCK DID AUSTEN DO TO FUCKING GET HOMESICK AT SPACE CAMP AND ITS NO A SIDE EFFECT OF THE COCAINE LIKE IM HAPPY FOR YALL BUT WHAT THE FUCK MAN

[p4nishers]

girls (gn) when you heard that? i don't hear anything. that's the point. no nightingales. you idiot, we could've been "us". i forgive you. don't bother.

[milksnake-tea]

sometimes i think about the way sunday is 100% fine with doing fucked up things as long as he thinks the people he’s doing those things to deserve them

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[presidentofclaudeloving2024]

Just something I had to put on YouTube and now all of you will see it here too lmao.

[lets-all-calm-down-a-bit]

yeah. anyways-

[garfield-milk]

dungeon meshi fandom... please accept me...