#i cried as i was mkaing this ugh!!

[choiyeonjuns]

hueningkai reading a letter from his mom💌 (credit)

“to. my one and only son kai kai! it’s mom, i feel like it’s been so long since i wrote you a handwritten letter. i remember the day you went to bighit to sign your trainee contract. it’s already been 7 years since you got curious about being a trainee and thought “should i give it a go?” you cried a lot when you were a trainee and you went through…”

“thinking about you going through a lot always just makes me feel bad. even though there were many times when you wanted to give up, you overcame everything and finally debuted. it’s already been 5 years since you debuted. even after debuting, working as an idol is not something that’s easy but you always do your best in every situation and keep consistently growing.

i’m really proud that you’ve become a confident kai from the group tomorrow x together who lots of people have high expectations for.

you’ve worked hard and been through a lot and you’re doing a really good job.

kai, you don’t know how grateful i feel when you tell me that you’re happy doing what you’re doing.

i think the struggles you went through as a trainee were always on my mind. of course, going forward, as you continue working, there will be tough days. but i hope that on those days, you remember that mom and your family will always be right by your side, cheering you on, no matter what, when or where.

my extremely kind kai, you always need to stay healthy and happy, okay?

since i’m very much a T, i still have times when it’s difficult figuring out how you feel. i’ll try harder to be better at that.

thank you so much for being born as my son.”

“i think that mom was born to give birth to lea, kai and hiyyih. i love you my precious son, kai. you’re the best. kai is the best.

from. mom who loves kai so much”