#when his whiteness is SO apparently in his identity
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poc tim hcs areâŚsomething. obviously with poc creators, itâs fully valid. but a lot of yt people donât realize the significance of how certain charactersâ races correlate to them. remember that era in which every batfam fan and their mother was spewing latino jason, asian tim, and black steph without thinking of any ramifications?? yeah i was guilty of that too in 2018. i was ignorant. racial headcanons donât exist in a vacuum, it comes from pre-conceived notions and then a bunch of people follow that in an effort to look âwokeâ
and a lot of people donât understand that tim is a self-insert for white people. he was created to cater to a classist white boy audience. and now, iâm sorry, but itâs still mostly white people who relate to him. fanon tim and the blank canon tim thatâs appeared past pre-boot exists because thatâs what he is.
making tim black or blasian or especially east asian, feels performative imo. like i donât want to say harmful, but i feel like itâs more meaningful to keep certain characters white, rather than give them a random ethnic identity that you never plan on touching on and exploring. tim was raised wealthy and privileged. tim victimizes himself against a 10 year old brown arab child. these are just facts. you making him black but being unable to tie that into his identity doesnât make sense. and i know poc who are whitewashed donât connect to their culture exist, but it comes from a writerâs lack of knowledge or lack of effort most times. just saying that it makes more sense for tim to be white and be characterized accordingly, as opposed to making him a poc just for brownie points.
and donât even get me started on the east asian tim headcanon bc heâs âsmart and techy.â you fell for the model minority myth and that tells me enough đ
#idk if this makes sense#but people will say bruce needs to stay yt bc his whole thing is being a privileged man#but tim doesnât get the same energy#instead tim is infantilized and woobified#and then given a poc bc#*hc#when his whiteness is SO apparently in his identity#canonically too!!#look at how he treated tam and damian lmao
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Why do so many people in this fandom obsessively treat Morgana like sheâs nothing but some passive helpless eye candy who canât make decisions for her own adult self and is just pushed and pulled and shaped by the men in her life⌠Iâm serious, you all need to manage your misogyny.
#those fans have a tendency to ship her in the worst possible pairings too. wonât say what cause i donât feel like trigger tagging for it rn.#and then they act like merlin was some sort of monster to her because they. like. refuse to rewatch the series or something idk. or at least#watch it through a normal non-radfem non-classist lens where you like. actually care about the oppression and not just morgana alone.#merlin was able to help her without revealing his own identity so thatâs what he did⌠whatâs not clicking#and you still ship them even though you apparently hate it so much ??? you make merlinâs view of morgana into one of objectification#and then ship it ???? just to woobify her as this innocent helpless white woman damsel in distress caricature#how does it not make you feel sick to turn her into an object like that#okay i admit this is vagueing @tio/dolma and their merry band of armâ˘r + mâ˘rdana shippers#actually sickening#will definitely no longer be interacting with that person now đđđ#fandom critical#tw incest mention#tw csa mention#ish#because⌠mâ˘rdana is weird okay they met when she was in her 20s and he was like 10 maybe. get out with that shit. same for merdr-d. bad.#tw misogyny
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Danny adopts himself
It's a common joke in Gotham that Bruce Wayne will adopt any black-haired and blue-eyed traumatized boy he finds. So much so that even he leans into it. But he was completely shocked when Damian confronts him about having a new brother that he did not want.
Bruce could barely get a word in when the rest of the family arrived upset that they weren't told about getting another sibling after Damian texted the family group chat (for once).
Damian had encountered a boy around Drake's age moving stuff into what was an empty room. The room was now furnished top to bottom with glowing green lights, tapestries of stars, random artifacts, several telescopes, and model rockets.
He knew the moment he saw the black hair and blue eyes that his father had taken in another ward.
Apparently Bruce was the last the know about his new "son" who was currently rearranging furniture and asking to help Alfred with dinner.
Said dinner was an uncomfortable as Bruce was grilled by his kids on his addiction to adoption. Simultaneously they tried to get to know the new addition to the family.
It was easy to see that Damian didn't like Danny but it was equally easy to see that Danny could cow the boy like a border collie on a lamb. When Damian thew a dagger the teen caught it with one hand as it passed his face and then slid it across the table back to Damian.
"Try again. " Danny said "And this time don't aim to miss on purpose. If you want me dead you need to do better."
Damian put the knife away and huffed.
Tim and Danny hit it off almost instantly. The way they were able to bounce their thoughts back and forth made Tim believe that he found an equal.
Danny was able to understand Cassie immediately with just look in eachothers eyes like he was reading her mind but not in a creepy way.
Jason of course noticed the strange energy in the air around the kid. It was soothing. Like lavender wafting in the air. Well lavender for everyone else for him it was like opium. His eyes felt heavy like he had eaten a handful of poppy seeds. At the same time he felt full, like he had eating a full meal after starving for a week.
Whatever it is Damian was feeling it too. The demon looked even more his age as he rubbed his eyes and yawned. The crease in his brow gone.
Duke on the other hand was more on edge as his eyes flickered towards Danny before looking away. He had something he wanted to ask about the glowing boy but since no one can see it or just isn't saying anything he will keep quiet for now.
Next was Barbara who teased the new kid.
"So how do you like your new family? Ready to be the new robin?" She asked.
"Im robin." Damian mumbled groggily.
The others were waiting for Damian to finally fall asleep and glared at one another in a challenge to be the one to pick up Damian and put him to bed. Dick was winning.
Speaking of Dick, as expected he was off the wall excited to learn more about his new little brother. He wanted the full story as to why Bruce took him in. He could almost certainly guess it was because of a tragic situation and Dick was already ready to handle it as the greatest big brother ever and he wasn't sharing the title no matter what Barbara said. Even if she was Stephanie's favorite.
Bruce cleared his throat and the table went silent. "So, Danny. Where exactly did you come from? Why are you here? And how did you know who I am?"
Everyone went white. Did they all just risk their identities believing that Danny was a new Robin? Why didn't Bruce say something? Not even a signal for the protocol they would use.
Danny frowned looking a bit hurt.
"What do you mean, Bruce? You said you owed me. You said you'd give me anything I wanted if saved your son. I even helped you get back home when you got lost in time." Danny huffed feeling betrayed.
The table went silent.
Bruce made a few calculations in his brain before something must have come to mind. "I lost my memory for a bit so I need a bit of proof."
Danny placed a batarang on the table. The batarang had an engraving on it in a code that only Bruce knew.
"You told me to show this to Alfred when I came. We had a deal, Bruce. You promised me whatever I wanted." Danny huffed clearly insulted.
Just like Danny had said the code was the one Bruce had made. However this code wasn't a promise to grant a favor but to welcome someone new to the family. Past Bruce must have had plans to take the boy in but told Danny something else to lure him here.
Bruce recognized that everyone was right and he has a problem now that he's looking at it like this.
#dp x dc prompt#dc x dp prompt#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#danny fenton#batman#damian wayne#bruce wayne#jason todd#nightwing#red hood#duke thomas#tim drake#red robin
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what a mess~
pairing: miguel o'hara x reader cw: smut, established relationship, superhuman stamina, overstimulation, cum EVERYWHERE, 'use a condom, it's too messy X(', 'bitch stfu i'll show you messy'..., so many sheets, reader is a pushover (bc I WOULD BE TOO) wc: 1k + a/n: i um... just take this and I'll go to a corner of a room and think ab what I've done.
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Having a superhero boyfriend is great â he gets you discounts at your favorite restaurant, he easily carries you home after a long night out at the bar, he saves you from getting kidnapped by his arch-nemesis for the fourth time this month (though isnât that his fault in the first place?....) â but there are aspects of the relationship that you didnât consider before.Â
Apparently, with great power comes great⌠stamina.Â
To put it plainly, Miguelâs (sex) drive is unheard of. You better clear out your schedule for the whole day because he can go for hours. And most nights, you can barely sit up after he fucks you.
You like that â or you did when you could afford to be sore every other day. You like how enthusiastic he is â how much he wants you. It makes you feel desired and beautiful. But itâs not just the intense workout you risk every time you steal a kiss that turns into more â itâs the number of times he canâŚfinish.Â
Every time you think heâs finished, heâs still hard and thrusting into you, overstimulating you until black stars start to fill your vision.Â
Itâs a mess in the end.Â
You lay on top of him, filled to the brim, dripping all over his lower stomach and onto the sheets under you, breathing so hard youâre sure youâd rupture a lung. You feel like youâre barely conscious on the bed as your heart beats harshly against your chest from how hard you came. Hair sticks graciously against your forehead as your eyes struggle to stay open to see Miguel, who gently pulls out and watches his mess spill out of you.Â
He whispers sweetly of how well you took him, how pretty you look all fucked out, how much he loves that he can turn you into a blabbering â mindless whore. Being the possessive man he is, he attempts to shove it back in, using two of his thick fingers to gather and push his essence back into you, hoping that, against all odds, itâll take, despite the fact you take your birth control religiously.Â
Of course, when he sees how your thighs shake and squeeze around his hand from the overstimulation of him fucking his fingers into you after you just came, he immediately gets hard again.Â
He gazes down at you with apologetic red eyes as he bites his lip under a sharp fang, âI canât help it when I see how wrecked your pussy is for meâŚâ
Itâs nice â itâs hot â but you end up having to change the sheets 5 times a week. Heâs insatiable⌠well ok, youâre just as thirsty as your boyfriend, but the amount of maintenance you need for each session is ridiculous. You basically gave up washing your sheets after every fuck, and instead ordered several identical sets of bedding to make the process easier.Â
Many sheets have been destroyed beyond recognition. Okay, maybe youâre being a bit overdramatic, but the amount of cum-stained sheets in your linen closet is insane. How are you supposed to hide this if you were to have guests over?!
After staring at the layers of folded-up and stained sheets that youâve accumulated over the past few months, you decided you were going to do something about it.Â
You can still have fun without the mess.
âŚright?
â
Miguel has you on your back at the end of the bed with your legs resting on the crook of his arms. You have on a cute little nightgown â white to symbolize purity (though what you were about to do was far from pure) â with nothing underneath. It was one you bought just to get a reaction out of him â and now you got it.Â
He holds you open for him, regarding you like he would a special gift â though thereâs nothing to really celebrate (unless you count his raging erection). He breathes harshly against your neck as he paints your skin with kisses and nips. Youâre nearly folded in half with how closely heâs pushed against you, but you can barely recognize the mere tinge of soreness in your legs with how fluidly pleasure seems to travel from his lips down to the apex of your thighs.Â
Miguel OâHara, the strong, independent Spider-Man, is truly a mess in front of you. His once neatly ironed tie now hangs loosely around his neck, his crisp white shirt unbuttoned halfway down, and his hair a tangle of unruly curls. His fingers, now caressing your body, are already dripping in your slick from when he forced a couple of orgasms out of you right when he got home.Â
You find a sense of satisfaction in the disheveled state of his appearance, relishing how his once meticulously groomed demeanor has been disrupted â how his eyes transition from their usual chocolatey brown to a striking blood red, how his lips swell sweetly with lust.Â
Miguel groans deeply as he grinds his clothed hardness against your wet center, âMmâŚI want you so bad.â He unbuttons and unzips his pants, sighing as he releases himself from the tight fabric. No underwear?Â
âWait, Mig." he pauses his movements, waiting patiently â prepared to do whatever you want. âGet a condom.â âŚExcept maybeâŚthat.Â
âCondom?â He could barely hold back his sneer, but you could faintly hear the growl vibrate from his chest.Â
âMhm, weâve been too messy lately. We canât just keep buying new sheets every week!â
â...We couldâŚâ
âMiguel!â
âI donât see what the problem is⌠this is just how it is.â
âBut itâs too messy.â
âI thought my baby likes to be filled upâŚâ
â...I-I mean, I do sometimes, but ââ
âDonât you like it when I get you all messy?â He leans in close, distracting you from denying him. âHave you dripping with me for days?â He presses closer, and you can feel his hard cock slip against your wetness, dragging against your sensitive clit.Â
âMiguel.â You whine.
Itâs so hard to deny this man.
âHow about we just try to be more careful, hm?â He presses against you gently, nearly entering you, but not quite. It feels so good, the tip of him barely stretching past your entrance.Â
âOkayâŚj-just this once thoughâŚâ You surrender with a whisper.
#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel ohara x reader#miguel o'hara smut#miguel ohara smut#miguel oâhara x reader#miguel oâhara smut
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about a month ago, my uncle asked if I had a significant other. I appreciate his gender inclusivity, of course.
I'm used to the question. it's not like it's something outrageous that he's asking. so I simply said no, that's not for me.
he looked at me and said "well, someday." not someday maybe, just.... someday.
of course I'm not quick to anger, but there's a part of me that's a little more defensive about my aroace identity. so I jumped to my defense.
my uncle isn't a bad guy, he's quite nice and tries his best to be respectful in the current political shit storm by supporting queer people. but apparently that does exclude me, an aroace.
I reiterated that I'm just not interested in a romantic or sexual partnership, and I really do not ever see that changing.
and he said something to the effect of "it's okay if you don't want that now."
and I said, "no, it's just okay that I don't want that."
and he said that I was pessimistic. as if I was secretly searching for a relationship or a partner, but was rejecting love because I could not find one.
I calmly (with all the rage in my veins) told him "no, a life without love or sex is something optimistic for me."
he had the gall to look horrified.
I'm sick of aroace people not being seen as normal human people when they don't want the outcome of their life to look like everyone else's. I'm sick of the white picket fence, I'm sick of the assumption that everyone has another half out there.
I'm whole on my own.
#aromantic#aro#aroace#asexual#aromantic asexual#arospec#loveless aro#acearo#ace#aromantic positivity#queer#lgbtq pride#lgbtq+#lgbtqia#lgbt#aro pride#pride month#aroace pride#lilith has the microphone
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Triple Identity Crisis
Danny had a problem. If it was a big one, he couldn't tell yet but he was partially sure Clockwork was at fault for this. Or at least he wanted to blame his ghostly godparent who most likely just wanted to cause some chaos for entertainment with the pretext of helping Danny. Which was a very likely reason for why Danny had a problem right now.
As it was the former Fenton now Fenton-Wayne boy was pacing his room in the Manor trying to think what is next step should be, because as it was his 'new' family âDid new still apply if he was living with them for a little more than a year now? â knew him under three different Identities now. And to top it all off they were not aware that the three identities were all pretty much connected as one.
For one. His family, knew him as Danny, the space obsessed kid, who became a meta because of his ectobiology science obsessed parents and his teenager recklessness. A kid that was actually a genius if you gave him enough time for school and could make you anything out of a ancients be damed toaster. That was the Danny they mainly knew. The Kid they took in, let in on the family business and then chose, to the happiness of Alfred and dismay of some of his 'new' siblings, normal life over vigilante life.
Then they knew Phantom. A dead ghost hero that was helping the Justice League and Young Justice to help them deal with the aftermath of the huge fallout caused by the GIW, Guys in White or rather Ghost Investigation Ward. And while Danny didn't know he had apparently worked with nearly his entire family and that time he knew it now. Which was awkward because he had pretty much pestered one of his elder brothers about his condition until Red Hood, aka Jason, let Phantom help him. Ancient, things might get awkward if that secret is lifted. He had done a lot of things Batman, Nightwing, Red Hood, Red Robin, Orphan and Robin had scowled him for. Thankfully they only thought of him as a dead teen hero and didn't know what a Halfa was. So they didn't make the connection, and he had yet to meet Signal, aka Duke as Phantom.
Now came the third identity, which totally did not happen by his choice. After all officially he hadn't accepted the throne yet and would only get it once he was dead dead not half dead. To bad ancient texts don't care about formalities. So when trouble hit the fan really hard the Justice League Dark had the bright Idea of getting some other worldly help. Which in other words was summoning the Ghost King. Oh boy, was it fun to learn that way that Danny could get summoned against his will. Clockwork did not give him that warning when he told him about the future of his afterlife. But best of all? Oh he doesn't get summoned as Phantom which would have made things maybe a bit easier, oh no. Life wasn't easy. He got someone's in some as a super weird black-green mass of a formless eltrich body with sharp teeth, claws and glowing green eyes with no pupils or irises. Hell Danny even scared himself when he saw his own reflection in a window and he didn't have a single idea how to change his form.
Let it be known that Danny acted then on purpose like he didn't know a single person in that room he had been summoned in right out of his bed and that he wasn't staring at his adoptive father like he needed help who interpreted his stare as the ghost king sizing him up. And Danny knows this because Dick had a good laugh about that at the dinner table with the rest of his siblings.
Now a smart person would probably come clean to his family and explain to them the three identities they knew him under and how they are connected.
To bad Danny wasn't 'smart' when it came to things like that. No in his panic and newfound awkwardness of the situation of what he had done on separate occasions with his identity as Phantom AND Ghost King, he decided to keep acting like he didn't knew them personally like the truely does. Really how hard could that be? Besides he liked the way his family treated him now. He didn't want to get treated differently because he was half dead, or a Ghost King. He liked that his family was treating him as plain old Danny who had an obsession with space and was their quirkily little brother with powers.
So that gave him even more incentive to keep the act up. Even if it was hard at times, especially if he got summoned out of nowhere. It would be easier if he could get a hang of the duplication power. He even had played with the thought of getting one of his ghost rogues to help but his family was perceptive. Maybe not perceptive enough to realise that all three identities were one and the same person but they would notice if Danny acted just slightly different or if Phantom was more of then usually. But somehow he still managed to keep it up.
But it was the hard way that he learned, Danny was bad at doing the 'talking' and realized that maybe Jazz was right and he was going to slip up one day causing huge misunderstandings like right now.
He stared down at Batman and Nightwing in his Ghost King form. Red Hood had his guns pulled on him, Wonder Woman and Superman looked like they where going to try to pull back Batman any second now while Nightwing, maybe at first was going to try to calm down the bat but Danny was pretty sure the eldest bat kid was now fiercely glaring at him too. He was also pretty sure the only reason he didn't see Red Robin or Robin threaten him too was because their super friends were somehow holding them back. For their own or his safety he doesn't know at the moment.
Because apparently the Bats did not fear fighting otherworldly beings to protect one of their own.
"What did you just say about Danny Fentons death?!" Batman grunted out and Danny just knew his adoptive father was glaring at him. Ancients Danny cursed his brain to mouth filter right now. As he had the collective hero scene before him staring at his Ghost King form. Would this be a good or bad moment to come completely clean or maybe he should find some kind of philosophical bullshit of 'All things death belong to him'....
#danny fenton#danny phantom#dp x dc#dpxdc#dcxdp#crossover#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#batpham#Danny was adopted by the Waynes#Why and when I didn't bother to specify#let your imagination choose#Ghost King Danny#Officially once he kicked the bucket#Ancient texts don't care#Ghost king is ghost king official or not#The bat family doens't know Danny's three identities are all the same person#after all a dead hero can't be their living little brother#or the ancient being known as the ghost king#Danny in his initial panic kept the act up#now he his scared of the grounding that awaits him#he has done a lot of reckless things as Phantom his family will have his head for#q#queue#cause i wrote that late at night in a bout of insomnia....#no beta we die like danny#unedited
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Part 1
Finally finished this! I think I put way too much pressure on myself to get this just right and it gave me some major writer's block. Anyway, please enjoy!
Content: Wet dreams, Somnophilia (sort of), Identity Porn, Safe/Sane/Consensual Intimacy (through dreams), Uncomfortable Situation, Pushy/Predatory behavior (brief)
âBad dreams again?â
Drowsy and sluggish, you blink at your aunt. Sheâs as sleek and coiffed as always, pressed business attire and shiny hair. Shoulders back, spine straight. A woman people respect and heed without question.
Your motherâs voice whispers in your ear, that lovingly patronizing tone. See how professional she looks, dear? Isnât that nice?
Itâs not Aunt Katieâs fault though. She does look professional, and it is nice. It suits her.
You unstick your tongue from the roof of your mouth. âTheyâre not bad, really. Just⌠intense.â
She hums, elegant fingers tracing the edge of your borrowed desk. âThey canât be very good if theyâre keeping you up.â
Youâre tired enough that you almost correct her a second time. The problem is that the dreams are too good. You wake up panting, sweating, halfway to â well. Youâre not about to discuss the finer points of a kinky wet dream with your CIA aunt. Besides, itâs silly to get so defensive of something that affects you seemingly negatively.
âMaybe,â you reply, rubbing at your heavy eyes. It feels like youâre trying to look through clear jelly.
âWhy donât you take a break?â Aunt Kate suggests.
You frown, a pang of guilt striking your empty tummy. âNo⌠no, Iâm okay. Itâs not even lunch yet.â
She smiles at you. The same fond smile sheâs always graced you with, on holidays and birthdays, whenever she could escape the secretive walls and red tape to be with family.
âYouâre already ahead on paperwork. Youâre not a bad employee for getting a little sun.â
Your eyes flick longingly to the door.
Apparently, the government doesnât believe in things like windows or sunlight. Your little desk is at the very end of a long, half-empty hallway in the middle of a concrete cube and drowning in awful blue fluorescence. You canât even bring yourself to drag a plant to this crappy little island because youâd feel too guilty putting it through this.
âOkay⌠maybe just for a few minutes,â you allow.
Her smile widens as she nods for you to follow. âCâmon, Iâll walk you out. I think the dogs will be free for some enrichment.â
Well, that certainly gets you out of your squeaky office chair.
Honey sunlight drizzles over your neck and shoulders, dripping syrupy-slow down your spine. It diffuses through your chest, chasing away the artificial chill of the office. The sleepy haze retreats like frost melting from glass.
You sigh into the fresh air, ignoring the tang of gunpowder lingering on the breeze, and turn your face to the sun. Summer is coming to an end, the heat broken into mellower warmth. There wonât be many days like this left before autumn bites down and shakes the leaves from the trees. A shame youâll likely waste most of them in your administrative prison.Â
The dogs stretch out in the grass around you, tongues lolling and eyes bright, keeping you company. A furry bouquet of black and tan in the manicured grass, their ears and tails like stalks to strange plants.
You bury your fingers in Zeusâs coat and get a fuzzy white tummy for your efforts. Heâs a young and handsome thing, the newest addition to the K-9 unit, still a bit fluffy around the ears. You try not to think of how that will fade and harden, just like the older dogs in the unit, just like his human counterparts. Just scratch at that itchy spot by his ribs and smile when his hindleg kicks.
Friga stands and stretches on your right side, leaning her shoulder into yours. Then picks her way around the others to sniff at Zeus. Offended by her interruption, he flails onto his stomach and nips at her, one big forepaw thumping the ground.
She goads him into playtime, and you watch with the older pack members as they begin to romp. They tumble and grumble around you, heedless of bumping into any of the others. You laugh, bright and loudâ
The back of your neck tingles.
You glance around, not even sure why. Until you see a figure across the field. Heâs standing by the track where about two dozen men are jogging. Recruits, you guess. But heâs not observing them or barking orders. No, heâs clearly turned to face you. Itâs too far to make out any features, apart from what seems to be an unusual haircut.
You quickly glance away, surreptitiously trying to determine if the manâs attention was on something else that happened to be in your direction. But thereâs little else but you and the dogs in this field, the kennels noticeably off to the left.
Then again, someone sitting in the grass with half the K-9 unit is a bit unusual. Heâs probably trying to decide if itâs something that needs investigation. You hope itâs not.
Still, you canât shake the discomfiting sense that heâs looking at you.
You ignore him until itâs time for the dogs to go back - but that prickly feeling of being watched never subsides.
That night, in the guest room of your auntsâ house, the dreams take on new life.
It starts as it always does. A dark room. A lush bed. Silky sheets. Moonlight seeping through blinds like smoke. And him.
Heâs behind you. A broad body so solid youâd think he was a wall if not for the heat. Itâs so intense this time, like a wildfire raging out of control, crawling from his skin beneath yours. You sense more than feel the big hand around your jaw. Rough fingers clutch at the plush of your thigh. Hot breath fans across the back of your neck, rippling shivers down your spine.
Thereâs a voice in your ear. No words you can discern, just a thunder-deep rumble with smoky edges. Stubble scrapes the delicate skin of your neck and catches in your hair.
A thick, heavy cock is buried deep inside you, kissing the entrance to your womb. Your pussy twinges a sweet-sharp ache with each deliberate grind of his hips. Heâs spreading you open to get as deep as he can, throbbing balls pressed up tight to your sopping entrance.
Your own hands are all but useless. One twists desperately in the sheets, the other clutches at the meaty swell of his ass. Pleasure upends anything like sense or thought, even hazy dream logic. There is just this man fucking you like he owns you, two of his fingers in your drooling mouth, petting your tongue. A ring clicks against your teeth.
âFound you,�� he whispers.
You jolt, eyes flying open. The powder blue ceiling of your borrowed room greets you. Youâve kicked the cotton sheets into a tangled mess around your ankles, tiny shirt ridden up your chest. Your panties are soaked.
The taste of metal lingers behind your incisors.
Itâs a busy day. For once, youâre free from the confines of your sad little nook. Aunt Kate must have taken pity on your sorry state the day before and has procured busy work. Files that need hand delivery, or physical reports for you to gather. You donât care if itâs just something to get you out of the office, you relish the stolen moments outside between buildings.
If thereâs a downside, itâs the glances you attract. Everything about you projects civilian, despite the access card prominently pinned to the lapel of your blazer. It draws curious once-overs at best and suspicious scans at worst â or speculative appreciation at the very worst. Every time a fresh-faced recruit or overly decorated middle-aged man lingers as you pass, you hear your motherâs voice again.
Donât you know what those military men are like? Practically animals. I couldnât possibly let you be exposed to them.
Itâs long ingrained to keep your eyes forward, head level, and try to keep your hips from swaying as much as possible. Youâre grateful for whatever bit of paperwork you can clutch to your chest, just to hide your figure and have something to do with your hands.
Youâre picking up some personnel files from the infirmary, smile brightly at the receptionist as she passes them over. Mallory is only a couple years older than you, and sheâs been working here a year already.
âLunch in the mess today?â she asks, spinning a pen between her fingers.
âAs if you even need to ask,â you tease. âNoon?â
âIâll meet you there.â
She blows you a kiss as you leave, counting the number of files to be sure you have them all. Your eyes skim over one of the names, a white label on the folder fin. âMacTavish, J.â in blocky typewriter font. You shuffle them back into a neat stack and pivot for Aunt Kateâs office.
Youâre not in the moonlit bedroom this time. A half-moon grins down from a starry sky, wearing smoky nebulas for lipstick. Beneath you lays cool grass and soft earth, rich and loamy in your heaving lungs. Petals blooming in the dark kiss your overheated skin, little relief for the burn in your veins.
The change in scenery is almost as dizzying as the man between your thighs. Almost.
But itâs not the dew-saturated breeze that muddles your bewildered thoughts. Itâs the hot, wet, clever tongue lavishing your drenched pussy. He licks in broad stripes from your aching hole to your throbbing clit, only ever pausing to indulge a slow suck to the bundle of nerves, before resuming that hypnotic circuit.
One thigh is hooked over a wide shoulder, your heel dug into the flexing muscles of a broad back. The other is spread by a big, calloused hand, giving him unfettered access to the softest, neediest parts of you.
You mewl desperately, hand darting down to his bobbing head. Your nails scrape shorn stubble, eliciting a gravelly groan that sends electricity up your tingling spine. Itâs nothing compared to the growl you earn when your fingers twist into the longer, soft strands at the top.
For the first time, youâre able to voice more than helpless moans and wanton whimpers.
âPlease,â you sob softly, âplease.â
You feel him smirking, a wicked curl against your fluttering cunt. Then he focuses the tip of that awful, dexterous tongue on your clit, flicking in purposeful little strokes.
M-A-
âS-so close,â you whine, hips twitching. He pins you flat, pace never faltering.
V-I-
You shudder as your pussy clenches and spasms, finally, finallyâ
You wake with a sharp sound, head spinning. Your orgasm washes away like the tide, leaving disappointment and exhaustion behind. You nearly scream into your pillow as you press your thighs together. Still half asleep, it even feels like you have beard-burn.
Youâre in line at the mess with Mallory, listening to her complain about some rude colonel that just had to share his opinion about her acrylics. She does the best impressions, and youâre grinning and laughing as the two of you shuffle through the options. Youâre reaching for a scoop of rice when the conversation behind you catches your attention.
ââcame in a couple days ago.â
âThe whole squad?â
âWith Braveheart himself.â
A snort. âYou better not let MacTavish hear you say that. Heâllââ
âHelloooo?â You blink at Mallory, who arches her brows and waves a bagel at you. âWant one?â
âOh, uh⌠sure, why not,â you answer.
âAtta girl!â she cheers, tossing it in the toaster. âCarbs for days.â
You giggle but canât help glancing behind you. The two men have already moved on though. Not that it was any of your business â or anything interesting. Youâre not sure why that caught your attention. Men are just loud, you suppose, snatching a couple to-go packets of cream cheese.
As youâre leaving the mess, you happen to glance over your shoulder. A pair of sharp blue eyes catch yours from one of the tables. A group of men, just about to sit. Mallory tugs your shirt to keep you from clipping the doorjamb and you hurry after her.
Thereâs heat at your back. Not from a body this time, but a fire burning low and hot in a hearth. No, the body is in front of you this time, filling up your watery field of vision. Peachy skin and coarse dark hair, an old scar slashing across a sharp hip, miles of lean muscle.
Not that you have much opportunity to ogle with tears blurring your sight. The fat cock bullying the back of your throat makes it hard to do anything but choke. You dig your nails into a thick thigh and pull back, writhing your tongue along a puffy vein as you go. The leaking head rests on your drenched tongue as you catch your breath. Smoke and leather and musk saturate your lungs, cloud your empty head.
He smells so good; you donât even like cigars.
A rough thumb caresses your cheek, a silent request for you to continue. You can practically feel the lust-drunk moans vibrating in his chest â so deep, theyâre barely audible over the crackling fire.
You hiccup as deep a breath as you can manage and swallow him down again. Heâs silky on your tongue, you sigh softly through your nose as the blunt head flirts with your gag reflex. You slacken your jaw despite the ache already crawling into the joint. Even then, your teeth scrape the base a bit, but that only makes him twitch against your soft palate.
âLook here, love.â
Your lashes flutter as you try to focus your gaze, scrolling your eyes up his body. Most of the details are lost either in the haze of desire or the vagary of dreams, but the blue eyes that greet you are sharper than real life.
You jolt back to consciousness with a dry cough, the scent of him still haunting your senses. You stumble to the restroom for water. Donât even realize that youâre glancing in the mirror over your shoulder, expecting someone to be there, until you realize youâre alone.
Oddly bereft, you trudge back to bed and try to focus on the clean soap smell of your auntsâ detergent.
In moments like this, itâs hard not to blame yourself.
Not because youâve done anything wrong, or even feel like you have. Itâs because the situation is so frustratingly out of your control that itâs almost easier to tell yourself that one decision or another would have avoided this outcome. A sharper response, a frown instead of a smile, a different walking route.
(Thereâs also your motherâs voice, always. Saying to be smart, to pay attention, to not âput yourselfâ in a vulnerable position. You silence that voice viciously this time.)
Still, the fact of the matter is, thereâs no personal choice you could have made to keep Corporal Callahan from cornering you in this supply closet. You just wanted a box of tissues.
âLook, I know youâre Agent Laswellâs niece, but I donât see why we canât go out because of it,â he reasons. As if thatâs the reason youâve been trying to gently dissuade his attempts.
âItâs not thatââ you begin, shifting. Heâs standing too close, but you refuse to back yourself any deeper into this tiny space. The doorway is right there, heâs just taking up all of it.
âThen just say yes,â he chuckles. His tone is all smooth and easy, meant to be charming maybe? âJust one date, thatâs all Iâm asking.â
Except youâre not asking, you think with helpless frustration. The sharp words get trapped behind your teeth, cutting up the roof of your mouth. Your heart is beating so hard and loud you can barely hear his âromanticâ overtures.
âIâm not reallyâŚâ Youâre not even sure what to say this time; youâve already told him youâre not looking to date. Heâd said some vaguely predatory line about changing your mind.
In the absence of a finished statement, Callahan takes the opportunity to continue cajoling.
âCâmon,â he sing-songs, âIâm not letting you out of there until you say yes.â
You pry your jaw open, about to agree to it just for the sake of getting free. Deal with the fallout later.
Thereâs a rush of air and suddenly the doorway is empty. You briefly see Callahan against the opposite wall, face blank in unpleasant surprise. Then a big body blocks your view of him. Broad, bunched shoulders and thick thighs. A shock of brunet hair shaved close at the sides and long at the top. Your entire body locks up.
âYou come near her again, they wonâ stop findinâ pieces of ya, aye?â A growl, low and rough, Scottish accent thick. You shiver.
Callahan stutters something, a few garbled syllables through a strained and winded voice. You think you might hear âcaptainâ in there somewhere. The bigger man shifts, you hear a muffled thump â Callahan hitting the wall again, you think. Then, with seemingly no effort, your savior tosses Callahan to the side like trash. He stumbles, catches himself.
âAway ân bile yer heid.â
Callahan flicks one last frightened glance your way then hurries off, proverbial tail tucked between his scrawny legs. You donât even watch him go, eyes glued to the strangerâs muscular back. He rolls his wide shoulders, cracks his neck, and finally turns.
Familiar blue eyes pin you in place as he steps closer. The scent of cigar smoke and leather teases your nose.
A voice youâve known for months rumbles in his chest. âFound you.â
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Shift in the Routine
Authorâs Note: Vibes are up from episode one of Hard Knocks starring Batman but I really wanted to write something angsty.
Part II
The morning started off with an entire 16 oz cup full of coffee spilling all over the kitchen floor. The brown puddle continued to spread and you watched in horror as the caramel frappuccino youâd just spent the last 20 minutes carefully curating to perfection went to waste. Then, your apartment key got stuck in the door, snapping in half so you had to make a call to your lovely landlord who charged you $150 to replace the key, and get the maintenance guy to come in and get your old key out. There went the money that you wanted to use to splurge on lunch.
Just when you thought youâd turned a corner for the better when you got off work early, your best friend Rachel called in a panic, putting an immediate end to the relaxing afternoon you had planned.
âHi babe! I need you to do me a huge favor.â
You sighed, mentally saying goodbye to the Netflix binge on the couch with a fluffy blanket you were desperately looking forward to. âWhatâs up?â
She chuckles softly, breathing out a sound of relief that you were willing to help. âYou know youâre my favorite person in the world, right?â
âWhat do you need Rach?â You bite out, your patience mostly nonexistent after such an awful day. Even her best attempt at buttering you up wouldnât fix it.
âOkay, okay jeez. Who pissed in your cereal this morning? Anyways, I need you to run to my office and grab my other laptop. The one I have with me died and the tablet just isnât cutting it right now,â you can hear her whispering to someone while you wait on the other end of the line for further instructions, âtexting you the address as we speak.â
Your destination was 48 minutes away from her office, much closer to your job. Rachel owed you. Big time. âFine. Be there in an hour.â You hung up a little in the midst of hearing her say âthank youâ for the sixth time.
Rachel was an interior designer, working on some top secret project with a client for the last year, whose identity she refused to reveal, that was until today when she clearly had no choice. Sheâd apparently asked the client if it was ok for you to come to the house and they were clearly cool with it because the gate opened and the mansion you were faced with was unlike anything youâd ever seen. Every part of you wished youâd worn nicer clothes to work today.
Before you could even knock, your friend opened the door and ushered you in, plugging the laptop into one of the kitchen outlets and pulling up whatever she needed, thanking you again for saving her ass.
You looked around the room, exquisite marble covered the countertops, super cozy looking white swivel chairs and every square inch of the place just screamed luxury. âWho the hell lives here alone? Head of the mafia?â
Rachel snorts out a laugh, typing away without looking up at you.
âNot exactly,â a male voice is heard behind you, scaring you a little. And that makes Rachel laugh even more. âI assume youâre Rachelâs friend y/n.â
No fucking way.
You glance at Rachel before turning around to face him, nodding your head. âIâm so sorry your highness, youâre moreâŚKing of the Jungle, right? The mafia is more of a Bills thing.â All the secrecy made sense now and you turn towards her, your eyes full of disbelief.
âYou signed an NDA didnât you? Because I know youâre the worldâs worst secret keeper and youâve worked for the Bengals starting quarterback for a year and I havenât heard a peep. Wait,â you look at him again, âdoes this mean I have to sign one?â
âWould you like to?â Joe deadpans, a hint of amusement pokes out behind his rigid exterior. He looks even better in person, you think to yourself.
âI have always wanted to sign one but Iâve never really been in the position to do that. But nowâŚâ
âNow youâre being ridiculous,â Rachel cuts in, âheâs not gonna make you sign anything, you donât even know the gate code.â
Waving her off for ruining your fun, you grab your keys and get ready to head home when Joeâs voice stops you in your tracks for the second time in the last 20 minutes.
âYou donât want water or anything before you go? I have an entire fridge just for Voss water. The glass bottles.â His voice is so relaxed, a calming energy surrounds him and he delivers his words with such a casual tone like itâs not one of the most absurd things youâve ever heard.
âAre you being serious?â
âNo! Iâm kidding,â he laughs, a genuine hearty sound that you hope to never forget. You need to leave this fortress as soon as humanly possible before you find yourself attracted to the way the man breathes.
Rachel has long forgotten the two of you are in the room, completely in the zone while deciding between white oak and alder so the gorgeous man walks you out. Has he always been this tall? âRich and funny. Itâs very nice to meet you Joe.â
Heâs about to let you leave, but he doesnât want to regret not going for it. âWould youâmaybe want to um, see each other again? When youâre having less of a bad day? I promise there will be no coffee involved, just a little dinner?â This is a stark difference from his earlier nonchalance, you can tell heâs trying to keep the nerves at bay.
âYou heard all of that?â You look at him wide-eyed. Of course Joe freaking Burrow heard you complaining about spilling coffee everywhere and damaging your keys, not your finest moments. And somehow, none of that deterred him from asking you out. âIâd love to. Rachel can give you my number and Iâll see you soon?â
âYes, definitely.â
Dinner turned into dinner and a movie which turned into several nights of ordering in. That became FaceTime dates when he would travel across the country, helping him pick out clothes to wear for his foundationâs golf tournament or getting up at ungodly hours to answer his calls during Paris Fashion Week. Then he came home to lock in for the season but not before giving you a jump scare by randomly buzzing and bleaching his hair. Everything you thought you knew about him from the media or via word of mouth living the city, was nothing compared to actually getting to be with him. He was funny and kind and the most caring person in the world and you really owed Rachel your entire life for asking you to drop off that laptop.
Admittedly, you were nervous going into the season. Youâd seen him go down last year in Baltimore, watching on tv like every other fan feeling helpless as his season ended. Now youâd seen first hand how much work had gone into not only getting him back to what he was before but transforming him into a better version of what he once was. And routine was everything. Workouts and meals were scheduled down to meticulous detail, meetings with his nutritionist and strength trainer happened frequently and the closer you got to week 1 the more dialed into the process he was. You just tried your best to navigate the controlled chaos.
Friday evening before you drove home after work, you made a pit-stop at Joeâs to drop something off. Having already decided that you were staying at your place for the rest of the weekend as to not be distraction, you placed your surprise in the fridge feeling proud of yourself before closing the door, meeting your boyfriend face to face.
âOh my god, you scared the shit out of me!â You playfully smacked his chest as he grabs onto your hands, enveloping you in a warm embrace. âI didnât think Iâd see you. Thought youâd be up to your eyebrows in New England film right now.â
âTook a break to grab a snack,â he sidesteps you to get to the fridge, taking a look inside before he spots the item you just placed in there. âWhat are these?â
You nod toward the tupperware in his hand, âopen it.â
Joe carefully takes off the lid, looking at the contents inside like a kid on christmas morning, recognizing the look of his favorite dessert, with a twist.
âTheyâre protein pumpkin pie cups. The bottom is peanut butter.â
âTwo of my favorite things. Well, three now, including you. Thank you.â You want to pretend to have a toothache at how sweet heâs being but instead you stand on your toes, inching your way up to kiss him on the lips and when you pull away to stand at your normal height he sneaks another kiss, pressing one onto the side of your head. Itâs getting late and you really donât want to leave, but you canât mess up his routine. The next time you see him is after the loss, heâs understandably disappointed but also a little relieved to shake some of the rust off and come back more relaxed the next game.
Slowly but surely the losses piled up and they added more weight to his often slumped shoulders. You tried to lighten the load by being a constant presence, reminding him of how well he was playing, but the once comfortable, homey atmosphere that Joe created for you became tense. Long conversations about how the team could be better turned into shrugs, âI donât knowsâ and exhausted sighs.
And now? The team was 4-8.
Youâd been staying at Joeâs since the bye week ended just to make sure he wasnât isolating himself and completely consumed by football. When he came home after the Steelers game you could instantly tell it was going to be a long night. As soon as he set foot in the door he dropped his bag off and headed up to his office without giving you so much as a glance.
Dinner was cold by the time he emerged again two hours later. You didnât want to say the wrong thing. And you also didnât want to just sit there and say nothing. The elephant in the room was doubling in size by the minute. âJoe, youââ
âIf youâre about to say I played well you can justâŚnot. I fumbled the ball twice and threw a pick. Three turnovers isnât exactly a recipe for success.â
You closed your eyes, trying to come up with something that would get him to see things the way you did. âI know that, but you still fought your way back and you guys were so close to completing the comeback.â
His adamâs apple bobs uncomfortably slow as he swallows some of his frustration. None of this was your fault and he knew that. He just, really didnât want to talk about it anymore today. Heâd discussed it with the team, with coaches, the media. The game had ended long ago and he was still having to explain himself. Glancing at the clock, he let you know he was heading to bed and he was justâŚgone. No hug, no kiss on the cheek or anything. Which usually wouldnât have bothered you but then you found him fast asleep with his back facing you. You climbed in behind him, treating him like the little spoon as you wrapped your arms around him but he easily removed himself from your grasp, covering himself with the blanket, mumbling something about not feeling like cuddling tonight. You had this overwhelming urge to cry so you turned away from him, squeezing your eyes shut, begging sleep to overtake you.
Waking up the next morning, you decide to shake off whatever that was last night. You texted Joeâs chef and asked him what was on the menu for tonight, thinking that a good meal and some lighthearted conversation was just the thing he needed. The work day was long and frustrating, some random sponsors came in to do some long winded presentation about the new health guidelines which was about as entertaining as watch Geno Stone miss tackles. One thing was motivating you to get through it and that was Morgan, Joeâs chef texting you that he would have everything ready when you got home and all you had to do was put your finishing touches on the evening.
All of the food was prepped, the table was set, candles lit and all you needed was Joe. You wait 45 minutes for him to walk in the door, looking surprised. âWhat is all this?â
âNothing special, I just figured we could eat together before watching Monday Night Football in bed.â
The look on his face isnât promising. âI already ate at the facility,â Joe says regretfully. Heâs met with silence and itâs uncomfortable, worrying. âHow was work?â
âI texted you,â your voice hardens, âtwice. No response.â
âWasnât near my phone all day. We had a team meeting, guys said things that were on their minds and we had an open and honest conversation. Iâm sorry I didnât see it.â
You close your eyes, really trying not to cry about something so small. âRight, ok. How did your meeting go?â
âIt was fine,â he shrugs, not divulging any other details and it irks you even more. Joe catches you massaging your temples, a clear sign that youâre stressed. âYou alright?â
âIâm fine,â you echo his words, hoping he gets the hint, âhad a long day.â
The quarterback places his hands on your shoulders, hoping to ease the tension in your posture. âDo you want to talk about it?â
âThatâs rich,â you mumble.
âHm?â
You grab his hands and pry them off of you. âI said thatâs rich. You know, coming from you.â
He looks irritated but keeps his voice even, âwhat is that supposed to mean?â
âIt means you want me to open up and talk about my feelings when youâve been an emotional brick wall the last couple weeks! I can barely get two words out of you. Joe, Iâm trying babe. I respect your time and your space, I never stay the night on Saturdays or ask you do anything past 8pm and you still shut me out. Why is that?â
âYou donât think that doing all of this is a little much right now? Everyone wants something from me all the time. I just need a second to think, on my own. And I get it, youâre trying to help but youâre always here, pestering me about little things. I really donât need you breathing down my neck and smothering me this week.â
You stare at him for a while, processing every word he just said.
Youâre pestering him.
Youâre smothering him.
Breathing down his neck.
Thatâs why he didnât want you to hold him last night. He thinks youâre too needy, too clingy.
Youâd done the one thing youâd been telling yourself you wouldnât do. You had disturbed his peace, messed up his flow. In trying to be helpful and proactive, you had actually gotten more in the way. And he didnât want you here right now. Heâd just made that painfully clear.
âNo youâre right,â you tell him, in your most normal tone, âIâll stop with the questions. You probably have stuff to do so Iâm gonna clean this stuff up.â
Joe nods simply, heading upstairs to crack open the Dallas film. A few stray tears escape your eyes as soon as heâs gone. You gave yourself 10 minutes to have a little cry and then the leftovers were placed in the fridge, dishes put away, candles blown out and everything back in its rightful place. Then you headed upstairs to Joeâs room to pack your stuff. He clearly needed space from you and you werenât going to stay anywhere you werenât wanted. Carefully placing all of your bags in the car, you took a shuddering breath before putting the keys in the ignition.
He woke up out of his sleep around 4am looking for you, feeling the cold space where your body was supposed to be. Chalking it up to you maybe having slept in one of the guest rooms after the tense conversation from earlier, he turned over and went back to sleep. You knew you had a problem, tossing and turning aimlessly, growing accustomed to being next to him, literally proving his point. The honeymoon phase was over and you desperately needed to pull it together.
âYou donât need to freak out, every couple goes through a rough patch,â Rachel tries to reassure you, digging into her bowl of popcorn as you lay face first, mumbling into your pillow. âBabe I canât understand a word youâre saying.â
It feels like thereâs a ton of bricks weighing you down after one disagreement. âRach you didnât hear what he said. And the way he looked at me. He hasnât even called or texted or anything. And Iâm not texting him, that would be smothering or pestering or everything else he said. God I just, I donât know.â
She hated to see you struggling like this. âJust give yourself some time and youâll eventually know the right thing to do. You two are annoyingly into each other and those genuine feelings donât go away because of a stress filled heated moment.â
She was right, all you needed to do was give him space. You dove face first into your job, attending every meeting five minutes early and staying later to get ahead on the next dayâs to-do list. Joe did eventually text late in the afternoon, asking if you were coming over for dinner but you told him you had a work thing.
By day three of you having âwork stuff,â Joe was calling bullshit. All of your responses were either dry, a simple âyesâ or ânoâ or you kept it short and sweet. And he didnât like it. Even though he prided himself in being able to compartmentalize, at home it felt empty and void of color and joy without you. Heâd pushed you away and embarrassingly said some things that he didnât even really mean, he just lashed out of exasperation and now he hadnât heard the sound of your voice in almost 80 hours.
He needed to fix this.
âCan open the door? We need to talk.â He sounded out, in between semi frantic knocks on your door.
Slowly cracking it open, you let him in. âWhat do we need to talk about?â
His hair is messy and still slightly wet, like he ran here immediately after a shower. Seemed like this couldnât possibly wait another second. âIâm sorry. I said things I shouldnât have. I was upset because youâre right. The other night,â he sighs, running a hand through his hair, âyou called me out and I didnât want to admit you had a point so I dug myself a hole. And Iâm so sorry for hurting you.â
You wanted to melt into his arms and forgive him. You wished it was that easy. But his words just kept playing over and over in your mind. âI appreciate the apology.â
âSoâŚyouâll come home with me?â
âJoe I am home. And you haveâa strict sleeping schedule. Itâs getting late, Iâm sure youâre tired.â
He wonders quietly how long youâve been like this, giving robotic, monotone responses like youâre just saying things that you think he wants to hear. âIt is getting late, but Iâve gotten so used to you being next to me that I donât sleep as well when youâre gone.â
âReally? Cause I thought I was smothering you. Or what was the other one? Oh right, breathing down your neck.â
âBabe, I didnât mean it like that.â
âWell you still said it! And now Iâm wondering if Iâm too much for you or how you had to drive over here instead of going home and getting your rest trying my best to be what you need,â you pause, looking at him through watery eyes, âI donât know if Iâm cut out for this.â
He seems visibly shaken, hesitantly steps toward you, reaching out to hold your hand to make your not going to disappear into thin air and leave him on his own. âWhâwhat you mean?â
âI just, I really think Iâm the one that needs some space. To figure out where the hell I even fit into all this. If I still want to fit into all this. Iâm not saying I want to breakup I just thinkâyouâre in a really pivotal time in the season and I donât want to get in the way.â
Joe gives your hand a squeeze, âyouâre never in the way. Actually itâs the opposite, I just wasnât appreciative enough of everything youâve done for me this year. But if you want space then, take all the time you need.â He swallows the lump in his throat and presses his lips to your forehead, uttering out that heâll be waiting until youâre ready.
You take a step away from him as his soft lips linger on your skin whispering, âJoeâŚcan you please go?â
He nods, slowly closing the door behind him. You imagine him walking away, climbing into his Porsche and heading home alone. Maybe this is how it should be, him over there, you here.
Tonight almost hurts more than the last time, so much so that the tears wonât even come. Youâre justâŚnumb. But you need this space to see if this life is something youâre ready to commit to. Because the last thing you want to be is another thing on his schedule.
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Survivability Bias Pt 5
Masterpost Ao3
âSo hypothetically,â Superboy begins, glancing over at Robin. âSay I met another meta, and they, like, needed a civilian identity...â He trails off, listening intently. Trying to get anything from Robin's expression is pointless - between his skill at maintaining his composure, and the expression obscuring mask, there's not a lot to be read on his face. Instead Superboy focuses on his heartbeat, which speeds up the smallest amount as Robin turns away from the tablet he'd been working with, and settles his full attention directly onto Superboy.
âHypothetically,â Robin repeats.
âYeah. You know, in theory, if that ever happened.â Robin stares at Superboy for a moment, presumably reading everything that's missing from his own face in Superboy's.
âWell. In theory, the Justice League has the means to grant any meta hero a full identity. Is this about you? Because honestly it's insane that they haven't bothered yet, and I will straight up make you one right now if you-â
âNo, it's not about me,â Superboy interrupts. âBut like, you could do that? Without the Justice Leagueâs support, I mean?. Like, say if this hypothetical person really didn't want the Justice League knowing about them?â
âYou met a meta who doesn't like the Justice League.â
âI don't think it's really about the Justice League specifically. I mean, they definitely don't exist, but if they did, then I would say that the second I showed up they were bracing for a fight. Like before they even saw who I was.â Robin sets his tablet to the side without looking, and leans just a touch towards Superboy as he talks. It's honestly wild, he thinks, how the other boy can manage such intense eye contact through white lenses, but, well, that's the bats for you.
âTheoretically, I could absolutely make this person an identity, if they did exist. But I would want to meet them first.â
âCool, cool,â Superboy says leaning back into the couch. âI offered to introduce you and they said they'd consider it. I think, maybe they don't trust adults very much, bc they asked if you were our age.â
âTheoretically?â
âExactly.â
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Though the specific details as to when the founding member first became acquainted, it was only after multiple incidents of near-worldwide devastation that they realized the necessity of an organized front.
The details of the forming of the Justice League should be fascinating, if only for the revelation that world-ending disasters are, apparently, relatively common in this universe. In a way, itâs a comforting thought. Memories of Dan sit as heavily as ever in Dannyâs mind, especially now that heâs effectively lost his family, just like in Danâs timeline. Of course, here thereâs presumably no risk of him getting fused with Vlad, so probably that specific threat isnât likely, but - well, if it comes to the worst and Danny does go mad, thereâs at least a reasonably good chance that the heroes here will be able to stop him.
On the other hand, this also means that if the heroes turn out to actually be evil or whatever, he has less chance of getting away. Of course, Superboy hadnât really seemed evil, but Danny really has no clue if he would even be able to tell. Sure heâd known Vlad was a nightmare from a mile away, but Vlad wasnât exactly subtle about his obsession with Danny. Evil steeped in calculation would surely be harder to spot, wouldnât it?
âI donât mean to interrupt,â someone says from behind Danny. âBut are you going to be using that computer for much longer?â Danny blinks, staring back at the teen whoâs looking at him nervously. Danny glances over at the clock, but itâs now reading 2:30, which means that heâs been here for like three hours already,and he really hasnât read much of anything in all that time.
âYou can have it,â Danny says, pulling back to shove his notebook into his backpack.
âYou sure, man? I donât wanna chase you off, but I really could use it. Physics project, you know?âÂ
âYeah, I get it. Wasnât really making much progress anyway. Might as well take a break.â Danny says. He never got to take physics in school, but he remembers struggling with lit class enough to understand the sentiment. And he really isnât making any progress, if heâs been staring at the same Justice League page for multiple hours.
âYou working on a history project or something?â
âYeah.â Itâs close enough to the truth.
âWhat teacher dâyou have? Itâs pretty cool that theyâre letting you do it on the Justice League.â
âOh, uh,â Danny quails for a moment, focusing on closing the tab so he doesnât tell the kid heâs not going to school. After all itâs probably reasonable to assume the laws about delinquency are the same here. âItâs more about the meta protection acts than like, the Justice League itself. And Iâm not really local, so...â
âAh, that explains why I donât recognize you,â the other teen grins.
âYeah,â Danny says, stepping back so the other teen can take over the computer. âWell, good luck with your physics project.â
âThanks, man, and good luck with your meta-acts essay.â The other teen turns his attention to the computer as Danny steps away, heading for the library exit. Clearly research isnât going well today, and Jazz would definitely yell at him for trying to force his brain to focus when it clearly doesnât want to. He pauses outside for a moment, trying to remember what Jazz said to when your focus was shot. Obviously part one was to take a break, but heâs certain that sheâd had more to say than that.
He thinks he remembers her going on a rant about monotony, and boredom, but he doesnât really feel bored. Actually more than anything he feels wired and anxious. And anxious means he should...
âTurn slow tigers into fast tigers,â Danny mutters, gaining a deeply confused look from the couple other patrons standing outside the library. He ignores them, though, and starts heading for the nearby park, so he can do some stretches. Fast tigers means he has to exercise, which he would usually complain about but- well, his routine has definitely been a lot less active since he got here. Other than the train crash the other week, Dannyâs been spending most of his time sitting and reading, and while itâs been insanely nice to have nobody hunting him, honestly the idea of exercise sounds almost horrifyingly nice.
He does his best to run through the kind of stretches he remembers doing in PE, warming himself up as best he can before starting to jog the little looping path. The jeans make it a little more annoying than he remembers in PE, but luckily theyâre kind of loose, so theyâre not too terrible to run in, and Danny has no intention of going very fast. Thereâs too many people around even if he wanted to, and he does his best to be polite and not in the way as he jogs. it doesnât take long for his breathing to go heavy with exertion, and as he finishes his second circuit, Dannyt relaxes into it, and just lets himself run.
Thirty minutes later, Danny is feeling markedly more tired, and he lets himself slow to a walk. His heart is thudding rhythmically in his chest, the occasional stutter only more prominent in the heightened pounding, and his legs feel a little wobbly, but he keeps walking, The sweat heâd worked up feels gross against his clothes, so probably he couldâve gone about it better, but Danny figures a whole thirty minutes without worrying about his existential situation is more than worth feeling gross for a bit. His usual tactic of sneaking into the local gym while itâs closed isnât gonna cut it during the day, so heâll have to wait to shower, but in the meantime, he can walk off the remaining adrenaline, and decide what to do for dinner.
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âHey, did you really mean what you said about me having a civilian identity?â Robin looks up as Superboy sits in the air beside his work desk.
âI have four different identities, ready for you to choose from,â Robin says.
âWait do you just keep possible identities around in case anybody needs them? Is that, like, a Bat thing?â Superboy leans over to examine the tool Robin had been working on. Like everything else he uses, itâs emblazoned with a bat insignia, not that the marking does anything to help identify what the little machine even does. Itâs ridiculously small, definitely not any kind of weapon, unless Robinâs been tinkering with the idea of murderous nanobots, which honestly wouldnât be that shocking. Of any hero Superboyâs ever met, Robin seems uniquely predisposed towards mad scientist-type stuff.
âI keep exactly two emergency identities on hold, but those are separate. I was talking specifically about identities for you.â Superboy freezes, turning his eyes back to Robin, who looks at him like this is a perfectly normal thing to say. Superboy is at least ninety percent sure it isnât, but what the hell.
âWhat the hell,â Superboy echoes his own thoughts. âWhy would I ever need four identities?â
âYou donât need four, you need options. Thereâs no point in giving you an identity you hate.â
âOkay, but people donât get to choose their names? So why would I care.â
âMost people donât choose their names because most people receive them when theyâre babies, but everyone has the ability to change it later if they decide they donât like it. You have the unique advantage of being cognitively developed enough to have a say from the beginning, and you should have the opportunity to use it.â
âHuh...â Thatâs actually kind of sweet. âDo you like your name? I mean, like, thatâs not why you donât want to tell us, right?â
âMy name is adequate,â Robin answers slowly. âItâs mine and I am... accustomed to it. The reason I havenât told you my name is because it... implicates the other bats, and Batman considers that to be a significant security risk.â
âOh, yeah. I guess thatâs fair. Could I see the names you were thinking of?â
âCertainly,â Robin says, pushing back from the desk. âLet me get my tablet.â
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âUh, Superboy?â Danny shouts, trying to ignore how fucking ridiculous this feels. âAre you, like, free to talk? I think I want to meet your friend.â Heâs hovering in the sky about a mile out from his town, in as close to the middle of nowhere as he could manage. Heâd done a bit of looking into Robin this morning, before making his decision, and what a wild discovery that Robin was a name that had been held by multiple individuals. It makes him think of Dani, and he almost hopes that wherever she ends up, she might use the name Phantom too. After all, if anyone else rights to it, it would be his genetic clone.
Danny has no clue if time is flowing the same here as back home, but with any luck his friends have managed to orchestrate Daniâs escape too. It was always going to be a little more dodgy than Danny himself- his death being inherently tied to the portal had meant it was a bit more responsive to him than it otherwise would be, and that detail had been pretty quintessential to the rewiring that had needed to be done in order to send him to an entirely different universe, but theyâd been hoping that her nature as a post-portal clone would mean that she had a close enough tie to the portal to send her through as well. Not that Danny would likely ever get to know for sure.
The soft rush of air alerted Danny to someoneâs arrival, and he just managed to keep himself from falling into a defensive posture as he turned to look at the newly arrived Superboy, and the other teen being carried in his arms. Danny recognized the other boys outfit as that of the current Robin, who was now staring at Danny through a pair of disconcerting white-lenses set into a domino mask.
âWe were free so I figured weâd just come meet you?â Superboy says with a nervous grin.
âYeah, thatâs, um, kind of obvious. Should we land?â Dannyâs pretty sure that none of the Bats have flight, and like, as much as flying is cool as hell, Robin doesnât look particularly impressed by it.
âThat would be preferable, please,â Robin says, confirming Dannyâs thoughts. He nods, and heads for the ground. Superboy follows just as quickly, and a moment later theyâre all gathered on a gravel road in farmland.
âSo, uh,â Superboy begins, once heâs deposited Robin on his own two feet.
âYou told him about me before,â Danny says. Superboy may have had plenty of time to fly over here, but there hadnât been enough of a delay to have explained the situation to Robin just now.
âIt was an entirely theoretical conversation,â Robin offers dryly, before Superboy can respond.
âWhat does that even mean?â
âIt means that he was asking if I could theoretically help a meta acquire an identity if they were uncomfortable with the Justice League. Nothing of it was mentioned to anyone else and he told me no details about who any theoretical metas might be.â Danny blinks, taking a moment to process Robinâs explanation. In a way it makes sense, and he can see why Superboy would want to make sure that what he was offering was even possible. Besides, itâs pretty obvious already that they both really trust each other.
âOkay, sure. I guess I get it.â
âI would like to know why youâre concerned about the Justice League, though, if youâre willing to share. If thereâs anything illicit happening-â
âOh, no, itâs not like that,â Danny cuts in as soon as he realizes where Robinâs going. Heâs suddenly glad heâd already decided to explain his situation in more detail. âItâs like, Iâm not from here so my shit is entirely unrelated? Itâs just, theyâre -youâre?- associated with the government, you know?â
âAnd your government is a threat to you.â
âHonestly, everything was. But they canât get to me here. Itâs why my friends- thatâs why Iâm here.â
âOkay, but are you sure youâre safe? Because like, space travel is a thing, and if you need protection...â Superboy trails off, looking concerned.
âI mean, it should be fine? Even if the GIW did manage to figure out inter-dimensional travel, Iâm pretty sure they wouldnât be able to figure out where specifically I went, so yeah.â Danny really doesnât want to think about a GIW thatâs gone inter-dimensional.
âWell if they did manage to make it here, they would be breaching the meta protection acts if they tried anything, so I hope if that does happen you inform myself or Superboy.â
âYeah,â Danny laughs. âItâs honestly been kind of crazy trying to wrap my head around the idea I have protections here?â
âThatâs understandable. Plenty of meta-individuals have complicated feelings about them, even if they grew up here.â
âOh?â
âWell, just because itâs illegal to exploit or discriminate against someone doesnât necessarily mean it doesnât happen. And metas who have been treated poorly often have trouble trusting in the protection acts.â
âOr sometimes you just didnât get that info programmed into you and then you have to adjust to your understanding of history being manufactured,â Superboy mutters under his breath. Robin doesnât react at all and Dannyâs pretty sure he wasnât supposed to hear it either. The implications are a bit concerning, but Dannyâs not about to press him on it.
âYeah, I mean thatâs kind of where I am, I guess. I think Iâd like it if youâd be willing to make me a legal identity? Iâm basically homeless at the moment, so Iâd like to be able to get a job or something. But Iâd really rather not end up on the Justice Leagueâs radar yet. You guys seem nice, but databases are- a lot.â
âEasy enough. I can actually do it all with my personal resources, so the info never goes anywhere near the Justice Leagueâs databases. We just need to determine what name history you want to have.â
âI mean, Iâd like to keep my name, if possible?â
âSure, Whatâs your name?â Robin tilts his head.
âDanny Fenton.â
#dp x dc#the one where danny stumbles into a new universe and immediately guns for nasa#that tag is becoming less accurate with how long its taking to get to the space camp part lol
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People have spent so much time fleshing out random background male characters and so for feminism I am going to give one of DC's under appreciated female characters this treatment . I am absolutely fascinated by Joan Garrick as a character. DC is not. But who am I to let that stop me.
So what are some things we know about Joan Garrick (nĂŠe Williams). One is that she met Jay Garrick when they were both students at college. More potential context was given by Millar and Morrison in the iconic Jay focused Flash (vol 2) #134. Here we learn that at the present time she is teaching microbiology and based on the fact that in my experience a specific microbiology subject is more common in university and she's heading in for specific classes not the school day I can infer she is a lecturer/professor. These few facts paint a picture of an awesome and boundary breaking woman in her own right.
We can assume she was in college in the 1930s. This makes sense. After all the 30s was the first generation where (almost entirely white and middle class) women attended colleges in greater numbers and with more social acceptance then before. They became symbols of newfound female independence and education. But at the same time they faced a lot of obstacles , particularly in co-ed institutions like Midwestern University. She still had to navigate her way through a very male dominated institution that did not take her seriously if they wanted her to be there at all. Along with the change in female education came cultural backlash both within and outside the academy. Misogynistic (and racist) detractors viewed female higher education as frivolous, unsuitable for women's 'fragile physiology' and even saw it as the 'suicide' of the middle-class white American family. Yeah these people were the fucking worst. Anyway, being a female student at a university in that era meant dealing with and overcoming all kinds of bullshit from exclusion to outright harassment (even more than it does now).
And then there is the fact that she apparently studied biology (or microbiology more specially) in a time where most women pursued degrees in teaching or nursing (if they planned to use it vocationally) or liberal arts (if they did not). Women were actively discouraged from taking science courses and Joan would have been trying to enter an even more hostile boys club whilst fighting against even greater social pressure. But despite it all she seemingly did succeed and presumably help break barriers for women in science which is awesome.
And we can see this refusal to back down in her personality. Joan's kindness is matched by her tenacity and her 'do first, ask for permission later' personality, which whether forged through her experiences in academic or before-hand helped her persevere overcome the many obstacles she would have faced. She's an absolute badass.
Now this is not strictly relevant but she also knew Jay was the flash the whole time which is really sweet. I personally like to think she figured it out because he kept asking her really specific questions about human metabolism and the like (biology seemingly is Jay's scientific blindspot) and she put two and two together. Also he just innately trusts her with his secret which is cute considering how much secret identity drama silver age couples went through.
#this is a long one#but someone has to care too much about random female characters and that person is me#also I have only read some golden age Joan content so I might have missed some stuff#but also I can change things from the golden age if I want to because everyone else has#Joan garrick#jay garrick#flash fam#the flash#dc#dc comics#my meta#I should start tagging this
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Look, I KNOW he's innocent until proven guilty, and maybe they have the wrong guy, but like. People saying the police planted the evidence to set this guy up?
You're telling me that the police who took three days to find a backpack in Central Park, who had no fucking leads on this guy's identity whatsoever, who didn't even have Luigi on a potential suspect list until they got the call from the McDonald's, who thought the guy had fled to Atlanta, not Pennysylvania... You're telling me that those police, in the five days while they were actively "investigating" the case, in their spare time managed to find the perfect patsy for this - some dude with chronic pain problems who dropped off the grid a few months ago, who is exactly the kind of privileged tech bro who I'm not surprised would get to this point when the system that has served him perfectly for years suddenly fails him spectacularly - and wrote up a manifesto that is quite simple, coherent, and logical and even contains citations?
Sorry, I'm not buying that they're somehow suddenly competent when it comes to setting a Random Rich White Dude up. If the police wrote that thing, it'd be incoherent ramblings so he looks "crazy" and I guarantee you they would have given him some other reasoning besides the health insurance industry being immoral. They couldn't pin in on a black guy because the tapes clearly show he wasn't, but they would have found someone less white than Italian. And they would have made themselves look more competent, by, say, finding someone in the Atlanta area or at least putting his name on their suspect list beforehand.
He's innocent until proven guilty, yes, absolutely. But personally, I think if this guy didn't do it then he was trying very hard to make it look like he did and get caught. He saw how everyone loves the shooter and wanted the notoriety, agreed with the apparent motives, maybe even wanted to take heat off the real shooter.
I do not believe for one second that the cops managed this nice a setup.
ETA: You know what, I hope this guy didn't do it - I hope he noticed he looked like the photos, the motives resonated with him, and he decided the most useful thing he could do is distract the police from whoever the real shooter is for a while, so he set himself up.
And then it turns out that he has an airtight alibi for that day.
#uhc shooter#fuck it I went ahead and made it rebloggable because I'm too entertained by the idea of him faking the police out#If I get annoyed with the responses I can reverse that decision#luigi mangione
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE YOU GOT THAT ITA BAG đ I NEED TO MAKE A STARSCREAM ONE IF THEY HAVE HIM
Itâs from this seller on Etsy. They have Misfire, Sunstorm, and Slipstream left looks like. I keep going back to look at Misfire and talking myself out of it, but heâs so pretty
Point of Extinction Pt 5
TFP Shockwave x Reader
⢠âCome, Thirteen.â Servos flexing, he waits as you look up at him then hesitantly approach. Still less trusting now since youâd seen Fourteen even though heâd gone to great lengths to move his experiments into a soundproofed area far from your cage since. It shouldnât matter, but this new fear of him snarls uneasily in his processor and spark. Makes those ghosts of memories surface more often. Because he broke your trust in him or because your fear is something familiar? Itâs all illogical, counter to what he knows, but when you come to him and allow him to curls his servos around your little frame, the chaos eases. Calms.
⢠Having no idea what he wants with you, itâs hard to make yourself approach him when you can still picture what heâd done to that deer. The sounds it had made. Nothing makes noises like that unless itâs in excruciating pain. But thereâs no point resisting him, making him have to reach to grab you might make him angry and that might land you on an exam table. Right now he seems content to scan you periodically and to ask questions. Lifting you clear from your cage, Shockwave settles himself at his desk and sets you down on top of it before reaching for one of the apparently hundreds of identical packets of MREs you really donât want to think about how he came to possess. Sliding it toward you, but keeping the servo on it. âDo you fear me, Thirteen?â Reluctantly you nod, glancing up at that glowing optic then away. âWhat does that feel like?â
⢠Your eyes dart to him and away, arms wrapping around yourself while he waits. Needing to know, to untangle the illogical with facts. Things he can weigh and quantify. Little shoulders lifting, you wrap your arms around yourself. âNervous?â When he doesnât move, you blow out a breath. âLike something skittering inside me, breaking me apart from the inside. Like I canât breathe or move. I donât know how to explain it. Donât you get scared?â No. He doesnât feel anything, except this vague unease he canât understand. But sometimes those memories that donât fit ring through him. That stranger had been terrified at the end. Relinquishing the food, he watches you reach for it and sit down to tear at the packaging. âDo you feel anything?â
⢠His helm tips, that single optic flaring brighter as he stares at you. Had he felt anything when heâd hurt that animal for science? Any guilt at all? âNo,â he says as your shoulders sag. Then his servo is under your chin, tipping it back up as he stares at you. âIt bothers me.â
⢠Why had he admitted that? Itâs makes no sense as his servo lingers against your throat, feeling your pulse. And you reach up to lay a little palm on him. âIf you want to talk about it,â you murmur, offering him an uncertain smile. A tiny bit of trust despite still fearing him. No, he doesnât want to talk about it. Canât explain that sometimes his memories arenât his. That in his dreams, his plating is white and blue, not purple. That he comes out of recharge shaking uncontrollably, feeling like his spark is being torn between now and a past that isnât his. And maybe never was. That he always feels like heâs dreaming and numb to everything but the constant tide of frustration seething inside him.
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Never really fit back in
Part 5 9:47 PM June 26 How much can you lose in a day?
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11:00 PM June 25
Damian was infuriated and terrified. He wanted to keep his brother from the family at first. He had wanted to meet him on his own first. Damian wanted to ease him into the family unlike how he was but apparently his family had other ideas.
He could only watch from the cameras he had hacked into a while ago. There was no time to get the Masters Manor, there was no time to protect his brother. Though Damian knew his brother never needed protection, Danyal Al Gul was the stronger twin, the smarter twin, and the more protective twin. Danyal never let Damian be punished if he could help it, Danyal took the blame for any misdeed or mistake and when he couldn't he'd just switch places with Damian. They were practically identical after all and every time Danyal would return smiling. Happy to have protected him and Damian repaid that kindness by killing him.
He watched as his brother disappeared out of his father's grasp. Damian would need to explain his brother to his family as soon as they got back.
He'd need to tell that that Danyal was supposed to be dead. By his hands. That he had died when he were 7. How he melted away into the pit instead of coming back to them.
He needed to find his brother, to explain this misdeed. He had just gotten his brother back Damian couldn't lose him again.
Midnight June 26th
"I'm your son"
The bitter and hurt voice of his son rang in his ears as he made his way back to the Alley. That boy couldn't be his son. He would have been told if he had another-
Tim was in the cave, Bruce had sent him there with samples from Danny. Samples he wanted tested and the computers he wanted scrapped. When the test came back, it confirmed Danny was his son. He needed answers and the Fentons likely had them. They did raise the boy after all but first, he had to see his parents. Bruce doubted he'd be able to follow his normal routine for the day anyways. So he left the flowers at the sight of their death early on the oh so rainy anniversary of their death. He whispered to flowers as he placed them down. "I don't believe I'll be able to follow our tradition this year. I'm sorry"
... The Fentons weren't as helpful as Bruce had hoped.
They practically knew nothing of their son or daughter instead they kept rambling on about the dangers of ghosts and Phantom. In short they were insane..
Until Tim and Barbara checked their computers, till they called an all hands to show the Fentons cutting open and tearing apart a boy with white flowing hair and terrified green eyes. The boy had some sort of muzzle on to prevent him from speaking or screaming, all he could do was cry as the Fentons spoke of him like he was a monster. Tim skipped over most of the recording, showing the Fenton pulling organs and bones out of the poor boy as he fast-forwarded to after the Fentons had left, leaving the boy strapped down and still cut open on their metal table. A red headed girl came down the stairs to the lab and carefully removed his restraints. In a small flash of light the white haired boy was gone replaced with Danny. Green blood now an awful red as his head lolled again the girl. The girl then threw him through a green portal they had been off when they tore down the Fenton Lab.
They were quiet for a moment before Barbara played the next Video of Masters making closes of Danny and using said clones to attack the boy. Then it was Damian's turn to explain his brother's story. By the end of it Bruce had realized his mistake but as it always was with his children. He realized too late.
9:55 PM June 26
It was raining when Danyal finally made it to Gotham. Flying would normally help with his rage, help with the emotions he normally refused to let loose. He wanted to make sure this is what he wanted so he waited a full day before taking action. The emotions he hid as Danny and festered in as Phantom where now let loose as his core slowly turned the rainy summer night of Gotham into a snow storm. Danyal didn't care that the living below him weren't prepared for the sudden change of temperature and weather. He didn't care because the living shouldn't be his problem. The living weren't his problem anymore. At least the dead were consistent, they either feared him or loved him or both. They didn't cause havoc anymore only occasionally coming around for a friendly spar. His rogues were more of a family than his real one ever was.
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It's time to balance the scales. The living loved to take and take and take and now it was time to give.
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Danyal could feel Gotham mourning. Mourning a loss from decades earlier, the loss of Thomas and Martha Wayne as the city did every year for her knights. Danyal does feel a little bad for disturbing a sacred day for the city but if anyone had the right to do so it would be him.
Danny stood in Crime Alley looking down at the soaking wet and slowly freezing roses left of the ground some time before he got there. He frowned at the roses as he made 2 little ice vases to place the frozen flowers in. Danyal knew they were memorial flowers by the two spirits that hovered around them. He sat with the ghosts of his would-be grandparents, rage still radiating off of him.
He detransforms back into his human form except for the glowing green katana he summoned. Now he waits, holding a katana that felt both so right and so wrong in his hands. Danyal will grow used to it again.
The two ghosts fidgeted as Martha elbowed her husband wanting him to say something to their angry grandson. He cleared his throat and tried to speak softly. "He didn't know Phantom. None of them knew. None of them like speaking of death."
Danny scoffed, "yes I am very aware of how uncomfortable the living are with dying." He ran his fingers along the edge of his blade. "It's what I get for hoping for something better. Now everything is so much worse."
Martha cut in her voice soft as she placed a ghostly hand on the young lonely king. "He would love to have you once everything is explained"
Danny buried his face in his hands before looking up at the smog filled sky. "I-I don't think I want that anymore. They didn't even try to get to know me before trying to destroy my life." Danny paused as he looked back at the frozen flowers. "Maybe I should go find Mother, she loved me once, she cared once. Damian can stay here and I can take care of the league. Maybe that's my place"
10:15 PM June 26
It didn't take long to be found, Danyal knew it wouldn't. There is always at least one Bat around here, he was expecting Red Hood or Jason whichever pill boy liked to be called. But that's not who found him. Instead he was face to face with Batman, instead he was face to face with a father that was never his. A father who never loved him.
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If Danyal hadn't followed his father or had lived with Damian as a child, he probably would have found the constant scowl intimating but Danyal was King and possible heir to the league. 2 positions he never wanted but 2 positions he'd take anyways. "I'm not here for you Batman. I'm here for my brother."
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Bruce looked down at the boy in front of him. A boy he failed to recognize twice, but now he couldn't help but recognize him. A boy who was almost identical to Damian except for the icy blue eyes that were currently staring a hole through him. Just like how Damian did when he first arrived at the Manor. Would this child also come to the manor? Would he even want to join the family after all they've done? What he could do was try and ensure their decisions didn't ruin his sons' relationship. Bruce couldn't let his mistakes tear his sons apart again.
"The attack wasn't Robin's idea. It was mine, I'm sorry." Bruce's gaze was soft and he was apologizing but it was all too little too late. "If I had known-"
Danyal stares at Bruce matching his gaze with a glare. He snapped at Bruce. "If you had known, you would have for tea? Played up that nice and goofy dad persona? I've played that game before too and I don't need to play it again."
Damian would soon drop down from the roof tops disobeying Bruce's grounding. Damian dressed as Robin with his katana stood facing a now different Danyal dressed in a league uniform. Danyal's eyes shifted a glowing green as his skin became as pale as Bruce and hair pure whispy white. He looked over at Bruce as his crown appeared over his head shifted between fire and ice as it floated above his head. A command rang out from the boy.
"Don't interfere"
Danyal then turned to Damian and held out his blade. Danyal's eyes were cold as he stared at his brother who also prepared himself to spare. He took a deep breath as he felt a little nostalgic this was just like how they'd spare when they were young except Danyal wasn't going to hold back this time.
Damian stared as his brother's cold glare, he wasn't used to it. His brother had always been the happy cheery and easy going brother. It was why grandfather didn't like him. It's why mother loved him. That glare however reminded him more of grandfather, a man he knew his brother hated.
"I once hoped we could be a family again Dami. I understand that was a foolish wish now"
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A small buzz came from Bruce Com, a small reminder he had built into it to remind him of the time every year at the time. 9:42 June 26th, 5 minutes til he's supposed to be in this alley watching over his parents Death sight. Yet again Bruce was powerless, unable to move to stop his sons from fighting. Unable to prevent another death in the family. The fight was quick, Danyal was the winner cutting down his brother as easily as he did to him so many years ago.
Bruce watched Damian fall and screamed as he tried desperately to move, to get to his son. He couldn't- not here, please not here. He watched as Danyal pulled out his sword allowing Damian to slump further.
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But he couldn't, all he could do was watch as his son's face paled and breathing labored. Damian was dying and there wasn't a damned thing he could do... Again.
Danyal grabbed Damian by the hair pulling him up to the wounds through his chest was entirely visible and bleeding profusely.
"You're lucky I promised Mother I would always take care of you"
Danyal presses his green blade into Damian's chest allowing the living brother to take in the ectoplasm Blade to heal. The pit and ectoplasm were practically the same after all. Danyal then snapped his fingers after dropping Damian. Bruce Stumbled forward and grabbed Damian immediately then began to call for back up. As Bruce focused on his now unconscious son, Danyal disappeared into the shadows.
9:47 PM June 26th
#danny phantom#dc x dp#dcu#batman#the robins#damian wayne#tim drake#demon twins au#barbra gordon#king danny phantom#never really fit back in
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Dp x dc idea 39
Danny is Bruceâs bio kid but only finds out because his parents disowned him and Danny ended up being the teen titans unofficial feral sometimes member.
Danny has a new identity that has been emancipated curtesy of tucker. Danny broke the portal before he left so no more ghost problems.
Danny ends up in a new town working at a coffee shop and taking classes online. He has a trashy one bedroom apartment.
He ends up occasionally helping out this hero group called the teen titans. He doesnât like the adult heroâs.
I need a paranoid person so itâs the teen titans with Tim drake. I need questions to be asked. Plus i feel like Danny and Conner would have fun sparing.
i imagine Danny like a stray cat. If they spook him he hisses and goes invisible. Food is a good way to coax Danny out. I like feral Danny. So he definitely bit at least one of the members.
As he warms up to him they find out more about him. That his parents essentially kicked him out. He got his powers in a lab accident. Apparently food has attacked him. A godfather who wants to forcibly adopt him and a bunch of concerning information.
Even with this Tim canât figure out who is the white haired green eyes civilian identity. he just goes invisible when he leaves and trackers just donât work. Itâs driving him nuts.
During one fight danny gets injured and is forced back to his human form. Tim now knows who he is as he frequents the coffee shop Danny works at.
Danny begrudgingly agreed to have his dna tested. Not for identity but because none of the medical supplies worked on him. Stitches dissolved and pain meds did not work. Besides he is adopted so itâs not like a family match would help them find his real identity.
The dna gets run by tim. Nothing pops up for Danny but Bruce Wayne pops up as his biological father.
Bruce had no idea he had a second son. Danny just wants to avoid the billionaire attempting to enter his life. No more fruitloops for him.
#dp dc crossover#danny fenton#danny phantom#dc x dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#teen titans#tim drake#feral danny#Danny tries to nope it out of there#itâs much harder to hide when they know what his human form looks like#Bruce is peeved no one told him about his second son#the fentons didnât actually adopt him#they found him in the woods abandoned#so even with the bio moms name they canât find out heâs a Fenton#and not a nightingale#he had no legal papers to begin with#they donât tell danny for a while#Batman has to win over feral phantom first#it didnât help#danny was like Iâm done with rich ppl#i already have one after me#not allowing two#he is not a clone either#they checked#jazz and him have constant contact#jazz tells him to give him a chance#or at least get back pay on child support#get out of his trash apartment
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Orange Juice. ๨ŕ§
"Feels like I've been ready for you to come home for so long"
Spencer x fem singer!reader
The two times they miss each other, and the one time they don't
content: no use of y/n, so much fluff, pining
cw: literally nothing!! <3
wc: 2.6k
an: This has taken me SO LONG and I'm not very proud of it đ Anyways hope you enjoy, ily xx
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She was dreaming of him when she woke up. She groaned, burying her face into the crisp white mass of her hotel pillow. Sun filtered through the large windows, dust motes dancing in between the rays of light.
The sky was a vibrant blue, only a select few clouds scattered across its expanse. The trees on the opposite side of the street swayed in a gentle breeze, looking content and greener than ever.
For Virginia, it was beautiful weather. A perfect day. Usually, on a day like today, she would be bounding out of bed to start her morning bright and early. But, she had been dreaming of him, and that wasn't something she wanted to wake up from.
She was back in Virginia to record a few songs for her new albumâit was, apparently, filled with a few too many sad songs, mostly about her previous breakup.
Her producer had told her to âgo away and write some more upbeat songsâ to give the album more variety, and to make it more like her last album.
She cringed just thinking about it. What the hell was she supposed to write about? No immediate inspiration had struck, and she was starting to think that she wasn't cut out for happy songs anymore. And that was a depressing thought.
She gave up on going back to sleep, instead getting up slowly, with another groan, as her limbs protested from the sudden movement. She stretched, yawning, as she tried to recall her dream.
It had been good, she remembered that, but the details were fuzzy, becoming less and less clear the more time she spent awake. Curse her and her weak memory recallâit was especially bad when it came to dreams.
Another thing that didn't help with her little obsession, was a multitude of videos that were making the rounds of her and the âmystery manâ, as her fans had dubbed him.
The comments were filled with theories and speculation, wondering if she had a new boyfriend, and so many more itching to know his identity.
As much as she wanted that information herself, she was glad his face was hidden in shadow from every camera angle. She didn't want his privacy invaded by hordes of her craziest fans.
She sighed and headed to the bathroom to shower and make herself at least a bit presentable for the cameras that were likely to appear in the most unexpected of places.
~â~
She would say that when it came to her performance in her line of work so far, it was beyond satisfactory. One might even go on to say she was the peak of professionalism.
She loved her fans; interacting with them during concerts, as well as meeting them in her day-to-day life always made her feel better, but she remained detached to a certain extent to maintain a healthy relationship with her fans.
Fans. She had those now. The very idea was improbable to her. She still couldn't believe all of her dreams had come true. The bright and glittering sheen of success and fame had not even dimmed a bit, and she felt like she had almost everything she could possibly want in life. Until, she saw him.
She didn't believe in love at first sightâbut a tangible connection had been instantly formed when their eyes had locked. She felt sparks shoot through her very soul, the golden thread between them snapping taught, dragging her towards him like a moth to a flame. Maybe that was why she did what she did.
She had interacted with so many crowds in so many different cities; seen so many handsome guysâwho were most definitely into her by where their lines of sight wereâbut she had never once willingly touched a fan at a show. Not like she had with him.
She was mad at herself for letting it get so far, as she always prided herself for her unwavering rules and restraint. Professionalism.
He was just⌠different.
Even a month later, she couldn't stop thinking about the mystery man at the concertâbrown eyes, big and wide, staring into hers with awe, messy hair slicked back and tucked behind his ears, the perfectly pressed shirt that she took pride in rumpling and the most kissable lips known to man.
It was unfair, really, how gorgeous he was.
He didn't even know the lyrics to any of her songs, but instead of finding it bothersome, she had found it oddly indearing.
He plagued her waking hours, as well as the ones she was asleep for. Many a dream, not just the one from that morning, consisted of him; frequently enough that it made her question her sanity on more than one occasion.
The elevator ride down from her hotel was quiet, her manager staying silent as they descended the levels.
She was gladâshe had hardly gotten a wink of sleep the night before, due to being up half the night writing a song she had been working on for a few days now, ever since she was told to write about âhappierâ things.
She had gotten the instrumentals down, but she couldn't figure out the lyrics. It was downright impossible.
This frustration kept her up into the early hours of the morningâshe kept trying different approaches, but none of them worked. This was partly to blame for her less-than-stellar mood today.
They stepped out into the foyer, only to be met with the sight of paparazzi outside the hotel entrance door. She outwardly cringed. The paparazzi were her least favourite bit about this lifestyle. She knew she would never get used to them, no matter how long her stardom lasted.
She put on a brave face, a smile too wide for her at such a young hour of the morning, especially with her mood. See? Professionalism.
The glass doors were propped open for her as she walked through, and she gave the men holding them a nod and a thank you. She stuck close to her manager as they headed for the tinted SUV that would take her to the airport.
Camera shutters went wild as she waved and flashed them a bright grin. Questions were thrown at her from the crowd, although she didn't answer any. The curb neared as the car door was opened for her.
At that moment, she felt a prickle on the side of her neck, coupled with the profound urge to turn and look to her left. She swivelled as she reached her destination, scanning the street for something. Something important.
There, walking down the main road, satchel slung across his body, coffee in one hand, was the man of her dreams. Literally. His hair was tucked behind his ears and he wore a simple button up and dress pants, but a pair of worn converse sat on his feet; not matching with the rest of his business attire whatsoever.
Her dreams had not done him justiceâhe looked even better than she remembered.
Her eyes widened comically at the utterly creepy coincidence. She squeezed them shut before quickly reopening them, assuming she had finally gone insane, and that he was a mere figment of her imagination.
When she looked again, though, he was still exactly where he was a moment ago.
She was completely frozen, mouth falling open in surprise, and unhearing of the loud shouts of the paparazzi right in front of her. He glanced up from the ground at the disruption in the otherwise quiet early-morning street and her heart leapt clean out of her chest.
Those sweet eyes flicked from the mass of cameras, to the car, to her. His sure steps faltered at the clashing of their gazes, wide eyes stared back into her own shocked ones.
He was still a few yards away, but she could make out his rapidly rising chest, and his hand as it tightened on the flimsy coffee cup.
She opened her mouth to say something, but nothing came out, all of her words stayed firmly lodged at the back of her throat. She stumbled forward a few steps, intending to just go over to him, but the swarm around her had other ideas.
They moved in tighter, and her manager swiftly grabbed her forearm, guiding her into the back seat of the black car before she was squished between the hordes of paparazzi and their oversized cameras.
She protested, her view of him was obscured, but she was unceremoniously shoved into the SUV nonetheless, her objection unheard in the fray.
The door was shut in her face when she made to get back out, and soon enough, her manager joined her in the back, buckling his seatbelt as they pulled away from the hotel.
She tried to get another glimpse, but all was obscured by the paparazzi. Another of many reasons for her to hate their guts, she supposed.
Her stomach sank in disappointment. Her second chance, ripped out of her graspâthere would never be another opportunity to see him again.
It was foolish to even think such a thing. Twice was a stretch, but three times? She knew that was almost mathematically impossible. Probability was a bitch.
She sighed, and sunk further into her plush seat, staring glumly out the window at the passing street.
~â~
When she arrived home, her first thought was to write. Music and lyrics were swirling in her head and she needed to write it down before they disappeared completely.
She closed the front door quickly, kicking off her shoes haphazardly, and raced to her studio. She plopped herself down, picked up her guitar, and sang.
The words flowed immediately like never before, and she grinned to herself as she finished the song that had been plaguing her all day and night. It was exactly as she imagined, and exactly what she felt in those moments.
Next to that car, surrounded by paparazzi, and on stage, surrounded by her fans. Those moments where all she could focus on was him. All other distractions, other thoughts, other feelings faded into staticâbackground noiseâwhen they had locked eyes.
It was perfectly pathetic of her to write such a sappy song about a man she had never properly met, but pathetic seemed to be her brand these last few weeksâ and the song was good, there was no denying that.
She hit record on her phone, intending to send the audio clip to her producer for approval. She knew the song would go across well with her team. From when she had first sung it, it felt right. Like it had been bubbling under the surface for some time now, waiting patiently to be let out.
âYour eyes whispered, "Have we met?"
'Cross the room your silhouette
Starts to make its way to meâŚâ
~â~
She finished a song, and cheers rippled toward her from every angle, surrounding the stage. She tipped her head back, basking in the warmth flooding her body as she beamed in exhilaration. This feeling. This was why she did what she did.
To know that her and hundreds of thousands, maybe even millions, of people were all connected by one thing. Music. Her music, that she had written about her own life, hoping that others could relate, too.
Hoping others would enjoy listening to it as much as she enjoyed writing it. She was incredibly blessed to have this job, and she couldnât think of something better, more fulfilling, than this.
The crowd was especially loud at this point, because they knew what was next. She would play a song that wasnât on the setlistâone of hers, or sometimes, a song from another popular artist. Her fans dubbed them as âsurprise songsâ, and it had become somewhat of a novelty.
She waited for them to quiet down a bit, before she spoke. âSo⌠I have something a little different for you tonight.â
The room went wild. She laughed, before waiting once more to speak. âItâs an unreleased song that I wrote a few days ago.â Screams of excitement bounced from floor to ceiling.
âAnd, if you guys like it enough, I might just release it as a single, how does that sound?â She grinned cheekily at the deafening cheers. âSo⌠how about I sing it for you?â
She slung her guitar strap over her shoulder, from where a stage hand had conveniently placed it, and stepped up to the mic, ready and waiting to start.
âNow, I wrote this song about a very special someone.â Again, the crowd whooped, clearly ecstatic at the mere thought of romance.
âAnd I hope they hear this song, and-â She strummed the first chord. âWell- understand how I feel.â
The venue went berserk, and she smiled out at them, amused. And then, she sang.
âThere I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place...â
The music flowed over her, before seeping into her very bones, filling her with reverence. With peace.
âWalls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is, it was enchanting to meet youâŚâ
Her eyes stayed closed throughout the whole song, fingers finding the strings with practised ease. In the inside of her eyelids, she saw an imprint of him.
That man, the one that consumed her dreams, the one who hijacked her songs. The one with the soft, kind eyesâthat really looked at her, into her, like he saw all of her fears, aspirations, and every waking thought.
Those two encounters, as brief as they were, somehow etched themselves right into her brain. As pathetic as it sounded, she couldnât think of anything else, and it was eating her from the inside out.
She begged to whatever deities existed to put them back into each other's path once again, no matter how improbable that was.
âPlease don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.â
The last chord faded, and she broke from her reverie, shaking herself out of her stupor. Was she really begging to meet that guy again? That was seriously next level. She didn't know his name, had never even said a proper word to him, and she was fawning like a schoolgirl.
She stifled a groan. She had definitely lost the plot.
She plastered a smile back on her face, and continued her show without a hitch, pointedly choosing to not think about the mystery man, and instead focus on her music.
It was more important. Always and forever. She couldnât afford to pine over a man she had only seen twice. No. Her music was the most significant factor in her life, not silly things like love and romance. She had tried that, and it never ended well.
Her most recent ex was a perfect example of why relationships arenât worth it. She threw away three years of her life to that lying, cheating scumbag.
For now, she was sticking to perfecting her craft, and nothing would distract her from that. She would just have to force herself to forget about the mystery man. Erase him from her brain.
Pretend he never existed in the first place. It's not like she would ever see him again, anyways, no matter what higher beings she tried to appease.
~â~
By the time she returned to her hotel, âEnchantedâ was available for streaming as her newest single. So far, it was a hit, but there was an overwhelming amount of speculation about who the song was about. She was, honestly, wondering the same thing.
She had told herself that she would completely forget about him, but he was still there, in the very back of her mind, intruding in her thoughts. She couldnât make him leave, no matter what she tried.
She fell onto the bed, took one of the crisp, white hotel pillows, and pressed it into her face, before letting out a shrill scream.
Yeah, she was most definitely going insane.
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As of Batman: The Brave and the Bold #12, local precious-gremlin-who-I-would-die-for, Maps Mizoguchi, is now officially(?) the sixth Robin. Or at the very least, she's now "in" on The Secretâ˘.
If this isnât a set up for her taking up the Robin mantle officially then I genuinely donât know what is.
As one of the twelve Gotham Academy enjoyers in existence, I am having the extremely normal reaction of "FUCKING FINALLY! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO--!"
In all honesty, I'd be lying if I said I hadn't seen this coming from miles away. Like, Maps has appeared in a number of seemingly random cameo roles recently, including Batgirls (2021), and even technically as Robin in the backup issues of Batman (2016) #119-121, and in a short story in Batman Black & White. And most of those got collected in a standalone titled "Maps of Mystery", which specifically gathered all her appearances as Robin (and the Gotham Academy Belle Reve story).
And then, of course, her recent time-travelling Future-Trunks-esque appearance in Birds of Prey (2023), as the tech-based Meridian, from a potential future timeline where she apparently makes it as a superhero using gadgets she apparently designed, proving that she's hero material.
That's not something you do for a character for no reason. That's the sort of thing you do when you want to keep a character in the conscience of your readers for whatever reason, because you have bigger plans for them.
Also interesting to consider that, in the "Mother's Day" story where this took place, Alfred is standing right there and not lying down six feet under wood, dirt and a stone slab, and that Bruce is in the old Batcave under the manor so he still has Moneyâ˘. So we must assume this was some nebulous time in the past (after GA: Second Semester(?), but before City of Bane)... which I won't bother to analyse the exact timeframe of because DC doesn't care about the post-Flashpoint / New 52 / Rebirth / Prime Earth / idfk / Dawn of DC timeline, so neither should I.
But I think it's really funny that this presumably means Maps has known The Secret⢠for a long time relative to present-day comics, but always acted like she didn't.
But if all her appearances are in chronological order, that means Bruce is only the fourth Bat whose identity she discovered.
Like, she discovered Cass' identity almost by accident on a trip to the zoo, Damian showed off his grapple gun and gave her an actual Batarang during the three hours he was enrolled in the school (as if she wouldn't immediately put two-and-two together even back then), and she even found out Terry fucking McGuinness would become Batman in a future via a time-travelling grandfather clock.
No I did not make that last part up. Read Gotham Academy istg.
Did Cass know that Maps had been acting as a Robin when she met her, both at the zoo in Batgirls and her future version in Birds of Prey?
Does Damian know the one (1) friend(?) he made in Gotham Academy is potentially in the running for his job?
Is Bruce himself aware that she knows as much about their identities as she currently does?
How is DC going to retcon this so it all makes sense in the barely-functioning canon of the modern DC universe?
I'm digressing. Where was I going with this?
Point is, she's destined to become a Robin, and I'm glad DC finally pulled their fingers out their asses and capitalised on that destiny.
Let's just hope it doesn't take another year for them to follow up on this plotline again.
Bonus: Jason Todd, after learning of Bruce taking yet another happy kid under his wing as yet another Robin, giving her some advice:
#dc#batman#maps mizoguchi#mia mizoguchi#bruce wayne#cassandra cain#batgirl#batfam#damian wayne#robin#jason todd#red hood#gotham academy#dc istg dont drop the ball on this i will NEVER forgive you#and PLEASE do not traumatise this robin#Bruce promised he wouldn't let anything happen to her#he better keep that damn promise#otherwise I will personally Blue Skidoo into the comic itself and kick both Bruce and the traumatiser in the groin
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