#whay\

[haec-an]

haechan giving mark a topless mark pillow

[shipeishei]

STOPPPPPP ITTTTT NOOOOOOO

[sleeping-at-sea]

Can you do this?

it kinda looks like sour dough bread

[aliveinacoffin]

Short little idea burb

Aizawa x Reader

Angst :)

Mentions of dying and suicidal nature, spoilers for the anime because I'm too poor and dumb to read the manga.

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Looking at the analog clock, you saw the time. 1 A.M. Sighing, you went back to running your hand through Shouta's hair. He groaned lightly, sniffling.

"Sorry, go back to sleep, Hon." You whispered, the backdrop of the moon shadowing his face made him seem so dark. You sighed again, exhaustion stinging your eyes and weighting down on your body. You had been doing that for a while, whispering sweet nothings as he slept.

"...trying.." He mumbled, his arm resting heavily on you. His eyes flickering under his eyelids.

You hissed. "Did I wake you? I'm so sorry." You kissed his nose before softly kissing his lips. "What do you need? Meds? More blanket?" Your assault of questions made him roll over in annoyance, sharply hissing afterward.

"I'm not a baby, I'm not dying. I'm f-" He started.

"Don't. You could have died. I almost lost you. Let me be here for you now, since I couldn't before." You angrily whispered.

Shouta finally opened his eyes, watching you silently get up. "I'm sorry." He whispered, voice so quiet you barely heard him.

"Don't be." You got up, swinging your legs over the side as you cradled your head in your hands. He was apologizing for everything and nothing at all.

He had told you before you officially started dating that he could die at any time. You agreed to that, accepting that. Now, after living that reality again and again, you realized how little heroes cared for themselves. Including him. Especially him.

It seemed near suicidal. His students mattered above all else to him, which you admired. But it almost seemed like he threw himself into danger. Maybe that's why he recognized that behavior in that Deku student. He had lived and breathed that mentality, and even now, he does.

"Why are you awake? Do you need something? Need help to the bathroom?" Your voice hoarse from 24/7 care for him, and none for you.

It was quiet. The only sound was the wind outside and the faint tick, tick, tick, tick of the clock.

"I'm hungry." Shouta said, his voice hoarse from lack of water rather than neglect.

"I'll be back. I'll get you some steaks or something." You got up, sliding your feet. You were wearing the All Might slippers he had gotten you for your birthday last year.

"Chicken strips?"

"Ok."

Shouta would never admit it, but chicken stripes were his guilty pleasure. So you dutifully made your way through the hall. The ICU was filled with quiet, moaning, crying, and distant screaming.

The bright lights of the steril hospital were blinding, and the walls were freezing. You quietly moved your way through and silently bowed to the chef. Carrying back the warm tray was shocking on your cold fingers.

Coming back into the silent room, you rolled over the hospital tray to Shouta and got him situated.

"Thank you." He mumbled quietly before beginning to eat. You just hung your head back, not being able to bear seeing that empty spot where his right leg used to fill.

"Of course." Silence overlapped the room once more. You two hadn't really talked since the both of you got here. You had ran away from your evac spot to the hospital, a two mile trek.

You heard him stop eating, the soft sounds of him chewing, and the scraping of food had ceased.

"Are you....upset?" Shouta asked, his voice shaking just the smallest amount. If anyone else looked at him, they'd think he was apathetic or even annoyed. But you knew. He was hurt and confused, and maybe a little delirious from all the meds.

"No. Not with this. Not with you." You sighed heavily, you were hungry, cold, thirsty, and all of the above. But you weren't upset with Shouta Aizawa. Not now, not here.

"So what's wrong then? You're being cold, and different." The sound coming from his mouth was that same quiet tone you both had been using, but the question itself woke you up.

"You keep brushing off the fact that you could've died, and you practically snapped at me Hizashi earlier when we tried to talk about Kayama. She was our friend too." You leaned forward, the same pose Hizashi had taken earlier that week.

Shouta stared at you, as if you'd grown a second and third head. "You can't tell me how to process my own feelings." He scoffed.

"But you're not. At all. That's my point, I get you don't care about yourself, but I do. And I've been trying to take care of you, we all have, and you've been denying help. I had to force you to eat at the start of the week." You looked down, feeling the tears well in your eyes as your voice cracked.

He said nothing. All Mights fuzzy face smiling up at you, as if he were there, encouraging you now.

"I...I'm sorry."

"Stop saying that!" You whispered angrily. "You keep going back and forth. Either be a dick or don't! Or do you not even know what your apologizing for?" Your arms crossed over your stomach protectively. Shining eyes looking at him, through the looking glass and straight to his face.

He was tired, but Shouta Aizawa was always tired. But this was a different kind of tired, a bone deep kind of exhaustion. You knew he had been running on less than five hours of sleep, energy drinks and cheap food.

"No." Shouta hunched over, his greasy unkempt hair falling over his gaunt face. He hadn't shaved in weeks, giving him that rugged look. This time though, it wasn't hot. Just sad.

You sighed, feeling guilt for snapping at him. "Please just, stay alive? If not for me for Hizashi, or your students?"

"No I- Y/N, I didn't....I didn't mean to-" Shoutas head snapped up, looking desperately at you.

"I know. I know, I know I just..Jesus I almost had to watch you die on fucking national TV." You crawled towards him, cuddling up near him carefully.

"I'm sorry I-" He started, trying his best to curl back into you.

"No, you have nothing to be sorry for."

Both your eyes grow heavy, and you fell asleep to the slow and low sound of his breathing.

[peskyvinot]

it's still so funny to me that I came into hermitcraft with no shipping intentions, left the phase of shipping cubitos in the past I thought. will touch the fanficion only for my cartoons I thought. and then I became friends with an ethubs enjoyer and vibed with it (very much). and then I joined hermitblr.

and I STILL wasn't shipping anyone.

and then there's this whole thing happened where I do enjoy xbralis platonically but. I'm just watxhing them flirt and what am I supposed to do about it. they literally kissed with their cube little heads what I'm. huh.

and then secret life happened and the line is not thin anymore its non existant. I'm literally scrolling through the ethubs tag every day. I'm like this 👌 close to actually opening ao3, and not to reread my favorit ex&x family fics but to see what's cooking in the ethubs tag. (minecraft achievement font) how did we get here

[flooryfloor]

science class diagram

what 🤨

[miles-moralesss]

young neil

[achillesleftheel]

it comes out tomorrow.

What

The

Fuck

[unamzi]

Duo....???

[real-hottopic]

.....what

[guatemala-official]

Jarritos has NFTs??????

[skullklutz]

there is NO WAY I JUST SAW A SCIENTOLOGY AD ON THE SUPER BOWL

[yuutasprincess]

It’s official. I am now licensed!

[god-has-entered-my-body]

every time i see someone using light mode by CHOICE a butterfly dies

[isthisatragedy]

Wjat If You Had ToEat Frenck Frues Ftom A Watet Bottlw

[sunoo-bby]

yo i want coffee but im not supposed to have as much as i do.