#whatever im just. do you guys really not get the fact that it was always going to be like this?
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tged webtoon ep 166 spoilers and thoughts that are late again sorry about that it's starting to get really cold and my hands are freezing but it's fine below cut
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ALICIA AT THE END OF THIS EP SHES SO. PRETTY SO SO PRETTY HELP OH MY GOD IM . HEL P . HELPPPP YUOR MAJESTY UR TOO GORGOEUS
committing to the fake dating / fake engagement bit is CRAZY HELP ?? ??? HJELP ???? ? ??? WHAT IS HAPPENING
back to the top of the insanity
genuinely i am so glad that we r getting snippets of javier and alicia interacting i know its really brief but this episode rlly cemented in my mind that they're besties . they talk shit and poke fun at lloyd but also they both rlly just want him to fucking live . the besties ever
they're gonna beat the SHIT out of lloyd with so much love and faith and care and genuine hope for him and they're both gonna team up for it and lloyd cannot escape. JAVIER AND ALICIA TEAM UP IS CRAZY. I LOVE IT
also speaking of lloyd HES GOING. THRU IT GOD FUCKING DAMMIT WAAAHHHHH
losing my mind at the untouched food bc i figure he's absolutely taking it just to ease the minds of his family/friends who are bringing the food to him but he cant even bring himself to actually eat it to sustain himself this fucking hruts to look at . even when he's at his lowest he doesnt want to worry people (which kind of failed but damn did he try) IM GONNA EAT MY HAND
it was really REALLY sweet to see his summons and the system message box trying to get him to get up, to live again,,, is today's ep the like tagteam episode or smth they keep teaming up on lloyd . good i need that mf to LIVE
also sorry saying again but gghghh this moment too where even when lloyd doesnt feel like eating or living, he'll do whatever he can to make those around him happy . he keeps doing that, the things he chooses to do always end up being for somebody else, not just him. it's never just for him. he doesn't really admit or realize that though god he's the most selfless bastard ive seen in my fucking life I WANT YOU TO WANT TO LIVE
AND THEN THE FUCKING. COUNT AND COUNTESS ADMITTING THAT THEY KNEW JAVIER WAS LYING GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I SHOULDVE KNOWN JAVIER REALLY IS A TERRIBLE LIAR OF COURSE THEYD FUCKING NOTICE
and at that we FINALLY see a panel of lloyd that shows at least one eye . now he knows that they know,,,,,,,
i really really like whenever the illustrator pulls stuff off like this, where we dont really See them until really hardhitting moments . for the entire time before this panel it was as if lloyd was just,,, shut down. barely even there. not being able to see his face cemented that, and then lloyd hearing the count and countess talk,,, it's like a flip of a switch, both for him and for the reader, and i really REALLY like that. god my HEARTTT GHHH
especially when the count n countess choose to believe in him anyway. to wait for the truth ghghalsdkjflahsdf their patience and their willingness to . listen for the truth my heart my heart i cant .
AND LLOYDS REACTION TO THAT I . GOD THERE HE GOES AGAIN LIVING FOR OTHERS JESUS CHRIST LLOYD GOD FUCK. EITHER WAY HE'S GOING TO LIVE HE'S GONNA LIVE HE WANTS TO LIVE HE WANTS TO LIVE AAAAAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
i need u guys to understand i started fucking shaking when i saw this
the difference in lighting and framing in these panels compared two the other shots we've had of him i feel INSANEEE WWWHWHHHH
like the one on the left god it's so SO bright now . the fact that the count and countess are waiting for him, are being so patient with him, they want the truth from him so he needs to live to give them the truth and that's just like a window being open to let the stale air out and new fresh life fresh air inside im gonna . feel sick
and the panel on the right he still looks a bit worse for wear but theres that determined look in his eyes again, they're solid and bright and warm and they're not shaking or blank and i feel so so fucking happy HES GONNA LIVE EVERYBODY HES WANTS TO LIVE HE WANTS TO LIVE
taking things one step at a time, ,,,, even when its hard he's so fucking determined god ohhhhghhh my heart you can do it lloyd u can beat it!!! the summons are so sweet too they look just as determined to help him get to his feet again i feel so sick
OVERCOME!!! OVERCOME!!!! OVERCOME!!!! LLOYD!!!!!!
AND THEN WHEN. ALICIA ARRIVES. ALL OF THEIR REACTIONS HONESTLY ME FUCKING TOO I WAS SO FUCKING SHOCKED
im so so happy though im so glad things are looking up and the sillies are back lloyd lloyd lloyd you can do this alicia and javier will help you!!!! the count and countess will help you!!!!!!
step one lloyd back to himself, step two beat the shit out of fate, step three ??????, step four PROFIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHERE THEY GO WITH THIS IM SO EXCITED javier what do u have to say for urself. alicia u too. whose idea was this
anyway that's all from me rn i think if i get more brainworms ill add onto this post lol, sorry its not a lot! ill see yall next week (aka tmrw) (this is late lol)
#tged#the greatest estate developer#tged spoilers#lynn misc#the greatest estate designer#tged lloyd#alicia magentano#lloyd frontera#my brains been running ragged so if i say smth repetitive / silly thats probably why#a LOT has happened this week!!! trying to keep cool about it!!!#i will continue posting abt tged episodes tho dw#even if theyre. like. a week late. sorry again#okays i think thats it
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sorry I really don't know how to shut up but I think it's possible that a lot of the takes that are like. "ouagh but they should've stayed together forever what happened to them being family đ" are kind of mm. immature? naive? like have you never had a family member move out? have you never had a sibling go off to college? have you never moved away from a best friend? your family doesn't stop being your family if you don't live together. you don't stop loving people if you're not right next to them. I thought this was the "I keep a part of everyone I've ever met with me" website. what happened to the "I learned how to ride a bike from my best friend's dad when I was 7 and we don't talk anymore but I think about her every time I ride one" like. so much of growing up and being an adult is losing people. in every conceivable way. you grow apart, you talk less, you don't visit as much, you move away. that doesn't make them any less important to you. it doesn't make them any less family. it doesn't make the love any less real. something being over doesn't cheapen the fact that it happened. a show ending doesn't make the rest of it not worth watching. "it's a sad song, it's a sad tale it's a tragedy, it's a sad song but we sing it anyway," right?
#idk i havent like checked peoples ages or w/e#but as i grow up in fandom spaces#the more i realize that sometimes people are just young#and i think maybe some of the like. hatred/disappointment of this episode comes from a young point of view#a very idealistic 'we'll be together forever' perspective#WHICH. i mean. was literally addressed diagetically#kitty. who has been called out for being naive and immature and idealistic the whole show.#says 'maybe they'll decide to stay'#and cap. someone who has been a reality check and a voice of reason throughout#says 'they wont kitty'#like. they addressed the fact that it was immature to believe they were always going to stay in the show#i mean...#whatever im just. do you guys really not get the fact that it was always going to be like this?#bbc ghosts#ghosts spoilers#hadestown#for the ref
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i'm kind of amazed how most of the stardew marriage candidates just want you to be their manic pixie dream whatever by agreeing with everything they like and plying them with compliments or praise or whatever (which is fine but a bit. Much) but for shane his romance is just you being there for him while he figures his own shit out... dunno why i never wanted to romance him before he's so good
#i'm usually a sebastian kinda guy but i do think it's silly you have to say you like scifi to gain friendship points w him like cmon man#i will say though that. my bestie's baby daddy being named shane kinda does make it hard to like him đ unfortunate but not his fault#ik a lot of ppl are weird abt his recovery and his messy ass room bc they play stardew to make things look pretty or whatever#but i'm actually kind of glad he's a realistic depiction of addiction... the problem is his dependence on indulging in alcohol when he's#depressed not the fact that he drinks period... i think that a lot of ppl are unrealistic abt alcoholism (including me abt my dad's)#but concernedape did really good w him imo. anyways all this to say that i'm really glad shane never expects someone to be a certain way#i know most of the candidates are like. archetypes or whatever and i think that's fine they are very sweet and cute regardless but#i think maybe i didnt romance him before bc i related to him so badly that it hurt seeing myself reflected LMAO dead end life and being#suicidal about it like. i've never had a drug dependence but i'm not really in a position where i can ever make my own decisions anyways#but regardless. there is smth to someone who slowly warms up to you when they can't ignore your kindness any longer and have no reason to#act like an abused dog anymore which. does make me sad just to say but that is how he acts beforehand#idkkkkk idk i think people are always too caught up with his addiction and his messy room to actually see him without realizing that#getting better is a lot harder than it appears and that having a dirty room doesn't mean you aren't trying to be better. sigh#besides it's not like. the end of the world that he has a beer sometimes. have you tried going thru life completely sober? it sucks#ok im done LMAO but yeah i've found myself gravitating towards him this time around when i've romanced sebastian literally every playthru#til now. hmm!#ACTUALLY ONE MORE THING. i like how he's basically a twist on the classic useless husband trope in media where they love sports and drinking#but he's not a bad person and the only reason he's mean to you at first is because he hates himself and his own life and he makes an effort#the more you get close to him instead of the opposite. i like that a lot. ok now i'm done
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twitter is entering their "rts > likes" phase now that likes are private after they spent years calling us ungrateful for being demotivated by ratios lmao
#man fuck yall just support artists you enjoy#dont attack people who dont rb/rt your art (hell they might even have it scheduled) but also dont constantly demand ''content'' from people#ESPECIALLY without telling them that you appreciate the effort they put in to show you cool things they made for free#you should've been rt'ing/rb'ing from the START đ just show people you care!#im just waiting to scroll through post after post of ppl calling out ''entitled artists'' lmao#btw my opinion on the whole thing is painfully neutral if you couldnt tell#i dont think you should care that much about numbers and ppl take it wayyyyyy too far#throwback to that one guy who personally @ everyone who didnt reblog their art that was CRAZY. i would straight up report you KJFGHKG#i also understand and have personally experienced how much engagement can change your mood#a simple ''i love this!'' can make someone's day. it's not hard to understand why ppl like engagement#when they make post after post without so much as a little tag they dont care about sharing anymore#the fact that people call that ''entitlement'' is also crazy#i have a lot of drawings i havent posted or just left nonrebloggable bc it really doesnt make a difference lmao#the only ones i leave rebloggable are the ones that i Know will do well and get attention. like the little pig redraw#if it's cute or funny it gets positive attention. anything else is shit on here lmao#it's just not as fun to share. it either leads to no engagement or negative engagement#would rather have nothing than something rude so whatever#some ppl say it's always been like this but no it absolutely was not always like this#idk what exactly caused the change. probably a lot of factors#could even just be the fandoms i hang around in! but considering i've seen the same sentiment from a bunch of ppl i doubt it's that#the best solution to no engagement is to just make friends and have fun#but 90% of the internet is hostile and negative and rude for no fucking reason#when i unfollowed someone on my old public twitter and they @ me over it. damn i dont know why but NOW i know why đ#this post has gone way off course im just ranting at this point. i havent talked in a while hi how have you guys been#work was a lot yesterday and today is too slow (im not at work im just going crazy in my house)#(and i cant leave my house bc there's construction blocking the road someone save me)#chat
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dreamily sighs and screams
#getting emotional about ben because im never normal about ANYTHING in my life ......#just hdgjdfg UHFDGF WAH#hes so special to me....... probably why the colour green means so much to me... why its always been a fav colour of mine for who knows how#long#i like red too... obviously.#but like#he is so special to me. like i said. hes so special to me and i get ridiculously happy#i forgot how happy he makes me....#genuinely forgot how comforting this fandom is..... its so comforting#whys gushing on here so scary. i dont know. it makes no sense.#ughhhhhh#i mean ive been thinking about fanon a lot i love fanon so much it is so special to me#found family trope fr#but like sometimes i think how people treat fanon him and it makes me so sad :(#or maybe im remembering it incorrectly#but theyre always so mean to him .... or make him this comic relief character in fics#like yeah!!! he is REALLY SILLY!!!!!#but we forget hes a trickster!!!! he likes playing devious means to others!!!!!#hes so smart to me i dont know!!!!! he goes through your electronics!!!! he can mess with your files!!!!#honestly he can probably do more than that im just jittery with nerves lol#but oh ok guys. lets just make the coolest guy ever just be the comic relief gamer instead ok man. whatever.#i like the fact fanon depicts him as a gamer thats fun i love that so much :)#BUT STILL HDUGJFGFHFG#HES SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT IM GOING TO THROW MYSELF INTO ORBIT#hes so special to me. hes the worst guy ever when he wants to be. he probably has attachment issues. hes just a silly little guy.#hes everything to me#<- i wish i can remember more and more about him but i cant#all i know is i remembered cleverbot and how you could âinteractâ with him through it and it made me so ridiculously happy ;-;#of course i know now it was people just playing around and hoping to get something out of it BUT ITS NICE TO THINK ABOUT#sorry hes the most fascinating character to me in the entire world
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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I donât really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah
con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines
#itâs getting better but only now that itâs like. 6pm#as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause thereâs a concert going on nearby which#usually means weâre at least somewhat busy -> make better tips#and I couldnât go in because well. you know#Iâve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything#let alone take the bus and go to work#but. as much as I wish I didnât go this overboard I donât totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town#apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level#so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too#one thing thatâs kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they#were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly#straight? at all? I mean part of itâs just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but itâs also that the staff seem#pretty significantly populated with queer ppl#I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda#meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer#or at least didnât have the spirit Iâd hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and#makeup and gender fuckery and so on#and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isnât FOR them#and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my#friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out#that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone#3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadnât been so close to closing time ive been#hardcore wondering where that wouldâve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when#I couldâve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know iâd suck your dick right now if you wanted
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Ppl gotta understand that just bc you do x thing because you're mentally ill, doesnt mean your actions dont have the same effect if you weren't. Like if you've been manipulative to your friends, you cant get mad at them for not sympathizing entirely with you when you go on about how they dont accept you for your mentally ilness. Regardless of your reason, you were still manipualtive, you fucked with peoples trust. Theyre still gonna have trust issues about you even if its bc of whatever mental illness you have.
#im not saying its cool for them to abandon you but cmon. you have to consider sometimes other people and what they can handle#bc if you keep manipulating your friends or whatever theyre gonna get used to being manipulated and expect it from other people#whatever the case. people have limits. your friends have limits. im not saying theyre always justified. im not saying your friends are#never abliest. but they do have limits. and if you're yelling at them all the time about being perfect or whatever you cant exactly#be surprised when they dip out.#like for example. im a p aggressive and angry guy. clearly. if youve seen any of my posts.#ive always got something to rant about. and while im not quite as much like this irl its still a thing about me. im very very vocal about#whatever injustice i percieve happening to me or others lol. but i can understand why me being intense and angry and ready to throw hands#at the drop of a hat would make some people want to avoid me. i understand it makes some ppl feel scared and unsafe.#its not something i try to do. i dont try to make ppl i like feel unsafe. i try not to be that way around ppl w those kinds of issues#but im not gonna throw a fit and be like 'you guys are okay with bpd until i get really really angry and call you a cunt'#like... uh... yeah. i dont blame ppl like that for dropping me entirely if im getting angry all the time around them and it triggers them#and i dont seem to stop or be able to stop.#sure its not great. sure i dont want to be as aggressive and angry around anyone let alone ppl afraid of that sorta thing. but this is#the current state of my being. its something im working on. and i can understand why some ppl cant handle me right now as i am.#idk. just. shit like that man#another example. im hella hella HELLA bad at communicating via technology. unless you're in front of my face my mind just forgets we were#even talking sometimes. this naturally will cause issues. how am i gonna get upset at someone for being mad i stoped responding#in the middle of a conversation? sure i didnt mean it. this is purely unintentional. however that doesnt change the fact of my actions.#it doesnt change the fact that that person might feel unwanted. i can apologize day and night but until i actually try to be more attentive#of my phone this is just gonna keep happening yknow. how is it fair to get mad at other ppl for getting mad at you over that?
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Wanna hear smth really STUPID
#my family has a '4th of July' pool party every year#except its not really for 4th of July#its always the Saturday of the week of the 4th. whatever date it ends up being that year#and we just hang out at my great aunts house and swim and eat#we dont do fireworks or anything like that#its actually my favorite family tradition#they do a bunch of holiday stuff that i dont celebrate so im not into it#well this year. my uncle and his family were out of town this weekend#so instead of doing it next weekend like normal people#they decided to do it on the 4th. for the first time ever#like???? that's a TUESDAY my guys#so me and my mom and my brother are all skipping it bc of work#and someone was like aww it sucks you have to work :(#besties we work retail why would we get the 4th off. fun fact we're not all rich â¤ď¸#fun fact we cant all drop everything on a Tuesday â¤ď¸#im a lil sad im missing it but also im like. lowkey offended they put it on a Tuesday i dont even care đ
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I salute to you and thank you for your service đŤĄđ
u guys werenât there in 2018 fighting the atreus annoying and useless allegations like i was. i was on the front lines
#(long rant ahead) i wasnt but i can imagine how terrible it first was#then it got worse for those sticking around since 2018 with rag coming out UGH#atreus/angrboda fans will always have to be battling it seems đ#I lurk a bit so ive seen older reactions to him and im just like man! who knew an 11 yr old is 11!#idk being a new fan i have a completely different outlook on everything so i dont hold the same contempt as others do#alot of this âfandomâ intentionally ignores things bc they dont care and thats fine or whatever but if u dont care for anything or anyone#outside of kratos why are u around đđ#Like we are no longer there anymore bro he has a home with family thats alive and thriving#The extreme negativity is one of the reasons why i was hesitant to be here in the first place#Not the first fandom and probably not the last im associated with but this one i think is the first one where i genuinely feel everyone#is miserable with EVERYTHING.#Matter of fact i dont even consider myself part of the fandom LOL#Im just here enjoying what i enjoy#It really sucks liking a character(s) thats almost universally hated for some(dumb) reason#Like⌠everyone is just negative and i see that even on twitter to the point i just have to mute/block ppl.#I dont tend to care (or try not to care) abt things like this but i dont think ppl realize being in that state can leak into#Smth you dont want. Yes not everything is glitters and butterflies but to stay in that negative mindset is just crazy to me.#ESPECIALLY over a fucking VIDEOGAME CHARACTER like girl byeđđđ#I have my own gripes with my other fave games and fandoms i been in but this fandom takes the cake of being a drag#Sms taking a lot of risks and continue trying with atreus gives me hope for him and angie. Idk what theyll do with them#From here on out but they realize no matter what they do its gonna get some level of hate.#I dont even know if ill like their characterization next game either but with what ive seen so far i think they are in good hands.#Im sorry for the really long rant you guys i just needed to say this LOL#When it comes to atreus/angrboda i get a bit passionate but also since sunny/laya are around my age and knowing how gamers are#Its just really aggravating seeing shit like this#Not to say i cant get crazy myself (cuz i can im ngl) but alot of times i just have to take a step back and BREATHE.#Theres a small change ive seen with the hate towards them (ppl have been getting kinda annoyed with it since thats all they talk abt)#But collectively i hope one day ppl genuinely like them. Not out of pity or anything either. But bc they enjoy their characters :)#Im manifesting that it will happen LOL#manifesting all good things towards atreus/angrbodađŻď¸đŻď¸đŻď¸
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#my posts#well hi hello you sorta know the drill!! making this so that if you read more its bc you clicked and its not my fault <3#i am just probably being dramatic or overreacting or like. just not mentally alright lmao but whats new. the sun burns and water#makes thigns wet. anyways yeah i just saw a post that was like 'you spend all your childhood wanting to be an adult and once you-#-become one you regret wanting it' or something like that right?#and im sitting here like you guys wanted to become adults thats so wild to me. actually the post also said that its stronger when youre 17#like. the only times i wanted to be an adult was when i was very small and got told 'youll get it when youre older' but other than that#i never wanted to stop being a kid and the more i grew up the more i sorta. hated it#being a teen was a nightmare and actually being 17/18 was so bad i was dreading it and you all desired it????#it probably has to do with the fact i spent all years since i was 12 going 'whatever ill kms before im 18. worst case scenario before im20'#but yeah no i cant believe people actually wanted to become adults. its. idk. i know im the odd one here which kinda makes it worst#so like. idk lmao it just hurts knowing people experienced things so different than i did. way better than i did#and that no matter what i cant really change that. i could try to live my best life since i stopped believing kms is a valid future plan#i still feel like theres.. something stopping me. like i am stuck as the kid that never wanted to grow up#and was never ready to deal with anything thats adult life. i guess. i just always feel very innadecuate?#like i shouldnt be living this life. like maybe there is something out there for me but t his isnt it really. but like.#i also dont think theres anything for me at the same time. like genuinely i wasnt meant to ever get older than a teen#..................... im. gonna get back to post anything else but i just wanted to get this out of me bc its. a lot lmao#man i need therapy
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¤attractive things they do | heartslabyul
parts. heartslabyul, savanaclaw, octavinelle, scarabia, pomefiore, ignihyde, diasomnia
characters. riddle, trey, cater, ace, and deuce.
content. gender neutral reader as always
note. fun fact: was scrolling thru my really, really old drafts and saw this. so I decided to just finish it cause why not. (this been rotting there for like a year and a half lmao)
I have about, 14 in my to do list haha. im doing them at random but trying to squeeze in writing at the crack of the night
perhaps he isn't aware of what he's doing exactly but riddle nods every once in a while during a conversation with you. that alone wouldn't have striken something in you if he wasn't intent on looking in your eyes every, damn, time! when you started to notice whatever habit it was it honestly got you skipping words mid sentence. eye to eye contact was something he thought was basic etiquette, hence his lack of care about it. there's something nice about his undivided attention focused, and probably soaking up whatever you had to say. if that wasn't enough him remembering every single thing you mention to him definitely did the trick..
everything, coughs. if i had to narrow it down probably the fact that trey quite literally looms over your shoulder to take a look at whatever you're doing. it doesn't matter whether you're tall, if you're sitting down that's what he's doing. if you had a penny you'd bet that he knows exactly what he's doing from the small smirk he does right after you jolt. you could smell his cologne, his skin over yours and you don't know if you want to screech into the void or throw yourself out of the window. you're as still as a statue, refusing to look up at him or else you're gonna get more down bad than you already are.
some might have contrary opinions but we all love an affectionate guy who isn't afraid to show it. caters just the type to bound up to you and attach himself like a magnet or something. it's funny cause you could be talking to your friends or something and he just bounds up behind you and encases you in a hug. sometimes when he's the one in a conversation he's pulling you over like he needs an emotional support item. literally whenever you're in reach, he's putting his arms to good use. you will not escape I guess.
for someone who claims to be a major hater to certain things considered weird in his book, affection included. ace does it a lot. he somehow always gravitates towards you, it doesn't matter if deuce is walking beside you he's gonna literally bump the guy away with his shoulder (one time into a bush.) a thing he likes to do though, is an arm over your shoulders like you're buddy buddies, which you technically are. just kinda out of character for a guy like him to pull you close so suddenlyâand he's semi-aware of it.
looks away really fast when he gets flustered. it's really obvious that you got him, with whatever you've done. a cute thing deuce has done is laying face down in his desk at record speed just because you managed to make him embarrassed, in a good way! if you peeked through the gap under him you'd see his red face. if he can't hide his face from you, as in you keep tryna peek at it when he looks away he's literally just gonna use his hands to cover it. (although his likely response is to just sputter some excuse and dip.)
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¤ââĄâ . . signed !#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fluff#riddle rosehearts x reader#riddle x reader#trey clover x reader#trey x reader#cater diamond x reader#cater x reader#ace trappola x reader#ace x reader#deuce spade x reader#deuce x reader#gender neutral reader#also i stared at this and debated whether or not to post cause i was honestly shitting myself
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â๨ŕ§ËâĄË࣪ you know i got a soft spot for you !!
á°.á peak romance is when you realize that he's got a soft spot for you. alternatively: a headcanon post about the specific things he only does for you or the specific things you do to him that only you can get away with. ( fem!reader & sfw )
featuring osamu miya, tobio kageyama, kiyoomi sakusa author's notes damn, y'all just let hq win every poll, don't you?? haha jk, im happy to write whatever u guys wanna see. keshi's song has been stuck in my head all day (is this my socal abg transformation?? [guys im 100% viet, im allowed to make that joke]) i definitely still want to make a bllk version + if you guys like this, i'm always open to more characters <3
๨ৠOSAMU MIYA â gives you the first and last bite of his food why it's special: osamu takes being a foodie to the next level. the man can eat, and he loves to do so. ever since elementary, his classmates and friends learned better than to ask osamu to share any of his snacks. he's not rude about it, per se, but you can tell that he packed his food with the intention of him and only him consuming it. him and atsumu even get into verbal altercations over who ate the last snack in the pantry. osamu just loves food â so it's pretty obvious that he must really love you a lot to always offer you the first bite of a meal at the restaurant he's spent weeks waiting to open.
"and anyway, that's whenâ hey, what the hell!" bits of rice fly out of atsumu's mouth whenever he watches osamu give you the first serving of grilled meat. you and osamu invited atsumu out to eat, to celebrate him joining the msby black jackals, and because everyone was craving bbq, you all agreed on the same restaurant (for once). osamu is naturally in charge of grilling the meats. what throws his twin off guard, though, is the fact that osamu is serving you first. "what's the matter? and finish chewing before you speak, damn." osamu huffs, before beginning to assemble portions of the side dishes on your plate as well. atsumu looks at his own empty plate before looking at osamu's empty plate. "geez, [name], how'd you do it?" you look up from your food to answer atsumu. "do what?" "this selfish, gluttonous bastard never lets anyone else eat first!" atsumu tells you, and you just laugh as osamu starts swearing at his brother. "well," you tell atsumu brightly, once his argument with osamu is settling down. "osamu's always lets me eat first. he insists, really." osamu has to tell atsumu to shut the hell up and stop whining before he doesn't get any food at all.
๨ৠTOBIO KAGEYAMA â takes pictures of you why it's special: tobio kageyama's camera roll before you consists of screenshots (some are accidental, such as the ones of his lock screen, or it's usually different athletic gear he wants to check out), photos of maps (because he is directionally challenged everywhere except for the court), and sometimes of virtual tickets (for when he actually does attend an event, usually for sports). tobio kageyama's camera roll after you consists of the same stuff, pretty much... except for the fact that there are now hundreds of photos he takes of you. he's not one to take pictures; he's a bit awkward around a camera, really, but he realizes soon after getting with you that he doesn't mind being in front of a camera as long as you're posing with him. he takes so many candids of you, like when you're washing the dishes or drifting off to sleep on the couch after bingewatching a tv show. if pictures are worth a thousand words, he's said "i love you" over a million times.
"oh my gosh, delete that!" you shriek, trying to make a mad grab for your boyfriend's phone. his reflexes are quicker, though, and he holds it out of your reach. "why would i delete it?" he asks innocently. "you look cute." the photo in question is the one he just took. the two of you ordered ramen for takeout, and yours was made spicier than usual. your lips feel swollen, and they're kind of stained red from the spices used, and the image captures that, but also highlights the tears welling up in the corner of your eyes as you're in the middle of a massive bite of noodles. "i look like i'm the thumbnail for a 'mukbangers who took it too far and died' video!" you wail. "delete it, tobio!" "but you look cute." he stands his ground, pouting a bit. "that's not fair. do not make that face." you groan, turning to look away from your boyfriend. honestly, with a face like that, it's no wonder why you couldn't force him to delete any pics of you. he's just too damn good at whittling away your resolve. "i think i'm gonna make it my lockscreen." he muses.
๨ৠKIYOOMI SAKUSA â lets you make a mess of his things why it's special: kiyoomi is very particular about his personal belongings. he doesn't let his teammates borrow any of his training equipment. he refuses to wash his jersey with the rest of the team's, and instead, gets it professionally cleaned elsewhere. in the beginning of your relationship, kiyoomi always offered to wash the dishes, purely because he would only trust that it was truly cleaned if he could confirm that they were well scrubbed. the closer you two get, though, the more the boundaries blur. soon, his stuff gets mixed in with yours. you're doing the laundry together. he gives you his pillow when yours gets too warm. there's intimacy in that, even more so when you consider how prickly kiyoomi gets with these things.
"kiyoomi! you're home early!" fuck fuck fuck, is what's going on in your internal dialogue. you're baking a cake for dessert, only the mixer had a mind of its own, and you ended up covered in sugar, spice, and everything nice. which isn't that big of a deal. you already wiped down the counters, mopped the floors, and got started on the dishes. the only issue is that when you're at home, you have a habit of stealing kiyoomi's clothes. right now, you've still got on his sweatshirt. his nice, pristine, fresh from the laundry sweatshirt... that is now covered in nothing but flour and cake mix. you were going to wash it, honest! it's just... cleaning the kitchen took more time than you anticipated, and kiyoomi was supposed to stay at the gym for the whole day. he knows that that sweatshirt is his. you expect your boyfriend's eye to twitch, or for him to frown, or to even complain that you just ruined his very nice and outrageously priced hoodie. instead, he walks over to you, and places a kiss on your forehead. you've got flour all over you, including your hair, and surely he's got some flour on his lips now. he doesn't complain or say anything about the ruined sweatshirt. he just says, "thanks for baking. i'm going to go shower."
#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x you#haikyuu headcanons#drabble#fluff#osamu miya x reader#tobio kageyama x reader#kiyoomi sakusa x reader
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clever girl | choi soobin
summary: youâve only ever viewed choi soobin as your rival in school. he was cute and sweet at times but for the most part he usually acted cold toward youâor at least tried to. out of nowhere you hear about his grades dropping and in an effort to save your only motivation to push yourself harder, you accept his persistent offer to tutor him. you quickly learn he had an ulterior motive to always get you to spend time with him and despite how mean you think you might be, Soobin loved it.
⣠college au, smĂźt, fluff, enemies to lovers [but itâs one-sided]
⣠academic rival!soobin x f!reader [she/her, afab]
⣠13.8k words
warnings: smut. oc is kinda mean to soobin. soft jealousy scenes. soobin asks oc to tutor him. really clingy. super cute. the smut is⌠nashty lowkey. heavy on foreplay. oral [both receiving]. handjÜb. oc sits on his face. virgin soobin/experienced oc. oc gets jealous at times too. oc is kinda possessive. sub/dom themes but I swear soobin is a switch. breastplay. missionary. no condom. a lot of plot. multiple orgasm. soobin got that cream im sorry. soobin is a known perv. oc got big boobs. soobin is very obviously a boob guy. oc is lowkey dom, aftercare bc soobin cries. oc calls him a perv, dirty talk. soobin is best boy but also brattiest boy.
You never considered yourself a particularly smart person. You werenât gifted â as teachers would say â but you werenât dumb either. You rode the fine line of somewhere in between but you also studied your ass off to get good grades so you could get a scholarship to the college of your dreams. Itâs for that reason specifically that Choi Soobin drives you absolutely insane.
Youâve known him for two years but not close enough to consider him a friend. If anything you consider him the opposite of a friend. For the past two years heâs been your number one contender in class. Heâs really smart, like book smart but lately heâs been plummeting his grades and that only seems to piss you off more. Heâs the reason why you would push yourself so hard to be number one but now that heâs barely trying itâs not as fun. Youâre a competitive person.
So, when he approached you today asking you if you could please tutor him you seriously stopped to think about it. If you tutored him then you could possibly have your competition back but tutoring him would also mean having to help him and he did not need your help. You knew he was smart enough to learn things on his own and heâs just in some sort of stump.
âWhy donât you hire one of those expensive tutors I know you can afford?â You asked him after pondering on it for damn near two minutes. You stood just outside the library where he had practically ambushed you before you could make it inside the building.
Soobin was one of those rich guys you werenât so fond of. He had money, he didnât have to work hard to get good grades and he could afford to go to any school he wants to while you have to work double as hard to do anything. Or course itâs not his fault but for him to ask you to tutor him when you know for a fact he doesnât need you to just really bothers you.
He looked a bit lost by what you said, looking a bit bored like youâre the one holding him up instead of the other way around, âI donât know, I figured you could help me out since weâre in the same major.â
You huffed out in annoyance, âAm I going to get paid?â
His eyes widened just slightly but you couldnât if he was in surprise or in disbelief, âI guess, however much you want, I need the help.â
A small sigh left your lips as you rolled your eyes, âNo you donât, but whatever, if you pay me, Iâll think about it.â
âCan I get your number then?â Soobin asked, already taking his phone out. You didnât say anything as you typed in your number and before he could say anything else, you left for the library.
He watched you leave without a smile on his face, keeping up his unamused act until you turned your back to him and his lips couldnât help but curl up in a smile. Soobin knows itâs a bit weird for him to ask you to tutor him. Youâre just one year younger than him but you take most of the same classes so he figured you were his best option.
And also⌠maybe he dropped his grades on purpose to have an excuse to talk to you but thatâs something heâll never admit to your face.
It all started two years ago. He had already been in school for a year or so and he was just soaring by. You were right when you said he could just hire some expensive tutor to help him but he never really needed it. He was book smart even though sometimes he lacked common sense in the real world. Growing up he had it all, tutors, piano lessons, private schooling, et cetera. He was a smart kid all the way until his third year of University.
Well⌠heâs still smart but things are different now. Heâs spent the last two years practically racing you in classes you shared to do better like that would impress you but it didnât work. Then, he tried being cold to you like you were to him but he could never do it right. It only seemed to push you away and after a while he realized the only reason why he did it was because he wanted to get a rise out of you. You just wonât notice him no matter how hard he tries to get you to and if this is the only way heâll get you to talk to him more then heâs going to do it.
âSo, did it work?â Kai asked, walking up behind Soobin and scaring the life out of him. Soobin released a loud yell that heads turning in his direction but he barely notice as he whipped around to face his friend, âDid what work?â
âYour little scheme to get Y/n to talk to you,â Kai said as he walked toward the library with Soobin on his tail, âWhat scheme?â
Kai stopped and gave him that look that told Soobin the gig was up, âYouâve been working on this for weeks now, you think I wouldnât notice? You used to tutor me and now youâre saying you need to get tutored by the one person who seems to want nothing to do with you?â
Soobin cut in front of him to reach the door first as he swung it open, âNo clue what youâre talking about. Iâve been struggling in class lately, probably stress over the internship this summer.â
âRightâŚâ Kai rolled his eyes following his friend into the library, âOr the stress of getting ignored by Y/n no matter how hard you try. Itâs been two years, pack it up already.â
âHow do you know Y/n ignores me?â He asked getting into the elevator with his friend to get to the next level where more computers and desks were. Kai shrugs, âI mean itâs pretty obvious.â
It took days for you to get back to him and he waited anxiously to see what you would say. He didnât want to blow up your phone because he had a cold image to uphold but every time his phone dinged he checked if it was you. By the third day he had almost given up hope until the simple text you sent nearly made him burst into a million fireworks.
you: meet me outside the library tomorrow
He got there earlier than intended but he acted like he didnât. He had done at least two laps around the tall building just waiting for you to arrive and when you did, you said nothing to him. You only walked into the building and headed straight to the elevators like he wasnât even there.
âItâs raining.â
Jesus Christ.
So stupid, Soobin thought as he turned away from you. This is what happens when he tries to make small talk with someone who sort of hates him. He still doesnât get why you donât like him much but he assumes it has something to do with your grades. Youâre both art majors and have to take similar prerequisites so you see each other a lot. Youâre both also at the top of the department and practically battling for the same summer internship so he thought taking a step back mightâve made you happier but it seemed to have the opposite effect.
You looked at him for a second and when he wondered if you would say something you just looked back down at your phone like he wasnât even there. This elevator ride felt like it would never end. He knows itâs only been a few seconds but it feels so suffocating.
âDid you change up your hair? It looks good,â he said cautiously and you finally looked at him again. He didnât expect a thank you or anything but maybe a smile.
All he got was; âWhy are you talking to me?â
âIt was like this last time we talked,â you finally said and looked forward again.
The elevator dinged and he released a breath he didnât even know he was holding in until he was off. The two of you walked down the hall with you a couple paces ahead of him in complete silence.
Suddenly you turned around to face him as he stumbled back a step in surprise when you said, âI like the black hair, itâs different from the blonde.â
He absentmindedly touched his hair as a smile grew on his face, âThank you.â
Your brows furrowed, surprised that he was even smiling at you. Usually he acts just as cold to you as you do to him and thatâs why you barely acknowledge him nowadays. You knew he wasnât a bad guy but he always had a smug face when he came out on top in class and it drove you insane. He would even laugh sometimes when you would stumble over your words during a presentation and make fun of you, not even caring if you heard or not.
Of course you didnât know he was giggling because he found you so cute even when you made mistakes.
Soobin happily followed you to an empty table, just happy to be there and ignored the hand you had outstretched to motion for him to sit across from you just so he could sit next to you instead.
You just looked at him unamused as his smile dropped, âWhat? How am I supposed to see what weâre doing if Iâm sitting all the way over there?â
You released a sigh, âAlright, did you bring your last exam?â
Soobin nodded his head, reaching into his huge backpack to retrieve his laptop and work. He quickly opened his laptop and got onto the school website app to find his most recent Psychology exam. He knew you were in that class too even if you took it at different times [he only signed up because of you and got the time wrong].
You looked at his laptop where a fat 65/100 score was typed in red that made you gasp, âSoobin?! How?â
âI donât know,â he whispered, âIâve been stressed, canât pay attention well.â
Soobin was looking at you with soft eyes, unable to help himself from looking over what you wore today. He hasnât seen you all day aJust as you opened your mouth to scold him, a high pitched feminine voice cut you off, âBinnie?â
You both turned in your seats, a cute brunette with hair just above her shoulders dressed in a cute coquette style smiled at him sweetly, âI thought I recognized you.â
You knew her well too, you used to call her Soobinâs little sidekick in a class you shared last semester. She always followed him around complimenting him over every little thing he did and laughing at all his jokes, even the ones that werenât funny.
âHi Jia,â Soobin said as he looked back down at his laptop. Jia smiled before sliding her gaze over to you, âHi Y/n.â
âHey.â
She cleared her throat, âSo, Soobin, good thing I found you, Iâve been meaning to ask you if youâre free any time soon.â
âUm,â Soobin look at you, âFor what?â
âOh!â Jia blushed, âUm, Iâve been having software problems and I know youâre a game wizard so I figured you might know how to fix it.â
She already had her laptop out and you watched as she pulled up a chair from a different table to sit on his other side and he looked just as taken back to be sandwiched between the two of you now. Soobin didnât say anything as he took her laptop once she showed him whatâs wrong and he hurried to fix it. His lips were parted in concentration yet his dimples still showed and you couldnât help but look at him over. You never once thought Soobin was ugly, he had to be one of the most attractive guys youâve ever seen but you would never even think about it. If anything itâs a bit too late to imagine you and Soobin being anything more than rivals or even tutor and student. It would just be too much.
She smiled leaning into him, "Thanks, it's like you're the only one who knows how to fix it."
"Then you should probably learn how to do it yourself for when heâs not around," you responded out of the blue, flashing Jia a tight smile, "I could teach you but it's just a troubleshooting problem and it doesnât take a brainiac to figure that out."
"I'd rather have Soobin teach me," Jia smiled looking back at Soobin who looked down at his own laptop to hide the fact that he was furiously blushing at how snappy you sounded. You smiled watching him ignore her, the jealous immature side happy he's not giving her much attention but you couldnât understand why.
âYou hear that Soobin?" You asked, nudging him with your knee, he released a breath stopping what he was doing and waiting for you to talk. Just like that, he didn't ignore you at this moment. "Jia wants you to teach her how to fix her own laptop, sheâs taking advantage of your kindness, yâknow."
Jia went to argue but the damage had been done. Soobin wouldnât disagree with you, maybe you were right. He did always get bothered by all the girls who asked him to help them with something and he always felt bad saying no. In the end, half of the girls would use it to flirt with him and compliment him every chance they had and it made him uncomfortable.
Even if what you had said was a bit of a lie and probably more beneficial to you than him, Soobin was on your side â even if you sounded a bit mean, "Sorry I'm too busy but if you take it to the tech lab I'm sure they'll help you."
"He's too busy," you repeated smugly looking up at her again. Youâre telling "Oh, I understand," Jia sighed, "Soobin are you doing anything? Maybe we can meet up and do some work."
You couldnât help but scoff, Soobin immediately looked at you as you moved just a fraction away from. You looked annoyed and he knew it was once again because of him. He asked you to tutor him and yet here you are having to watch another girl try and take him away.
"Um, I donât know, Iâm kinda doing something with Y/n right now and I donât know how long itâll be," Soobin said mindlessly, eyes glancing in your direction like you would reward him for being blunt, he turned to you, "Can we continue?"
You stared at him in surprise. This is not how you expected this moment to go. You were almost certain that was thrilled at the idea of ending this and leaving with someone he appears to be close to. Sure, you watched him tell her he was busy but she kept pushing and you assumed he would just go with it instead. You were also being a little rude and she was his friend right, why else would they have looked so close last semester? You assumed he wouldâve been annoyed by the way you responded to her and would want to end this study session before it could even start.
âI donât know,â you said, sounding a bit more harsh than you expected, âDo you want to?â
Soobin looked genuinely caught off guard that you would even think that. Why would he not want to? Heâs been thinking about this for weeks, heâs worked for this â or well stopped putting in the work so you could tutor him. Do you think heâs going to want to leave to hang out with Jia?
âYes,â Soobin said looking all doe eyed and youâve never seen him make that face to you. You looked to Jia, âSo, can we finish studying or is there anything else you want to tell Soobin?â
She stared down at you with a glare but you didnât budge, looking at her unimpressed and not intimidated at all. All you wanted to do was finish this study session, get paid, and go home. Why were they making this so complicated? Was it even worth all this trouble when you havenât even gotten to reviewing his answers yet.
The more you thought about it the more you realized it was actually really annoying. Would you have to go through this every time you study in the library? Would some girl with a fat crush on Soomin come and try and take him away? Did you really want to put up with that?
Soobin practically jumped in his seat when you stood up, âItâs getting late and we havenât even started, letâs just try this again some other time, I guess.â
âY/n!â Soobinâs voice was a little too loud for the people in the library and a few felt perfectly fine telling him to shut up as he ran to the stairs completely forgetting Jin was standing there waiting on him.
The elevator came to a stop on the first floor and you swung your backpack onto your shoulders, head down as you caught up on your notifications. You barely made it past the elevator doors when you bumped into a very hard service. A strong arm grabbed you from the waist as you nearly stumbled back, your phone unfortunately did not have the luck of having someone grab it before it fell. Your hands clung to the shirt of the person and you finally got a good look at him, annoyed huff leaving your lips, âSoobin!?â
âWhat?â Play it cool, Soobin âI was coming to see where you went after ditching me up there.â
âI literally said we could do it some other day,â you released a sigh as you picked your phone up and shook his hands off your waist. Soobin loomed over your shoulder, âDamn, your screens cracked, when did that happen?â
He wasnât thinking straight when he said that, all common sense completely left his body as he looked at your phone with pity, only snapping out of his thoughts when he felt you turn your head to look at him. It was then that he realized just how close the two of you were with him leaning down to look over your shoulder. He couldnât help but attempt a smile noticing just how close your lips are to his and you smelled so gooâ
âAbout two seconds ago, Soobin,â your voice was laced with sarcasm that had goosebumps raising on his skin at how annoyed you sounded, âWhen you bumped into me, remember?â
He blinked once in realization, feeling his cheeks heat up, âI did that?â
A tired sigh left your lips as you decided to ignore him. You werenât sure if he was playing dumb to get on your nerves or if he actually was clueless but now you were more annoyed than before. You donât have the money nor the time to get your screen fixed and you definitely canât afford a new one.
âIâm going home,â you mumbled as you turned away from him, âGo find another tutor, probably Jia will helpââ
âI donât want to,â Soobinâs deep voice cut you off as he followed you out the door into the outside, âI want you to tutor me, Y/n. Iâm sorry about your phone, Iâll fix it but donât take back your word, you already agreed.â
You groaned, âUgh, Soobin thereâs so many girls whoâll tutor you and for free, you donât need me and besides, we canât study in the library if someone is going to interrupt.â
âY/n itâs been one day,â Soobin said harshly, âDid Jia bother you that much?â
Soobin couldnât help but feel hopeful and he wasnât sure why. He knows you donât like him so thereâs no way you were jealous but to see you act just a little possessive over him made him blush. He liked it. He liked it a lot and he was determined to make you admit it any way you can. He watched you roll your eyes, expression laced with attitude, âI donât care about Jia, Soobin, but if Iâm trying to help your studies Iâm not interested in others tagging along.â
He couldnât help but bite his lip as he tilted his head to the side curiously, âSo you want me to yourself?â
Once again you rolled your eyes, turning your back to him, âIâm leaving.â
âNo,â Soobin grabbed at your wrist softly, âIâm kidding, come on, letâs figure something out, yeah?â
âLike?â You asked, still not sure why youâre willing to put yourself through this when you donât even like him that much. You watched as his shoulder rose and dropped in a shrug, biting his lip in thought and you released a small sigh to let him know you were running out of patience. He looked down, âI donât know, maybe we could go somewhere that itâs just us two.â
You could barely understand him from the way he mumbled but once you processed what he said, you just nodded, âAlright, Iâll go to your place tomorrow.â
âReally?â He asked, clearly thrilled at the idea but trying to play it off. You just nodded and he finally let you leave.
What were you getting yourself involved with him?
Soobin couldnât sleep all night. He went to his classes looking like a complete zombie and for once he had an actual reason for not paying much attention. As much as he wanted to see you all day you made him wait till late because you had work after your last class. It only made him more anxious and he cleaned around his apartment twice, just to be sure you didnât think he was messy even if he kind of was. The entire time this all happened, his friend watched him from the comfort of Soobinâs bed.
âSo what makes you think Y/n would even want to hang out in your bedroom?â Taehyun asked as he watched his friend go crazy. Soobin was acting like he was preparing a date, he saw him put on Chanel perfume about three times, each time saying he couldnât remember if he put any on. He even styled his hair on.y to mess it up and restyle it differently.
Soobin shrugged, âI donât know, but my desk is here, Y/n might.â
Taehyun just nodded, not seeming fully convinced but went along with it anyway, âWishful thinking, bin, wishful thinking, and just speak your truth, whatâs the real reason why you want to be in your room instead out in the living room?â
He smirked watching the way Soobinâs face flushed red, âPrivacy.â
He chuckled, âFrom who?â
Soobin didnât answer him and it only made Taehyun smile in amusement, âI love you, but itâs never going to happen.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Soobin asked as he checked his phone, already smiling at the text you sent a few minutes ago that said you were already on your way.
soobin: ok just lmk
soobin: Iâll come down if u want
You didnât respond but he didnât expect you to, he only just sent the message but he still found himself waiting for those three dots to pop up on the message thread.
âIâm talking about how badly you want to hook up with Y/n,â Taehyun said, making Soobin look up at him completely shocked.
âI hate Y/n,â obviously he didnât but he didnât like the idea of his friends knowing he liked you without knowing how you felt and he had a reason for this. If they knew he liked you despite how mean you were to him, they would think heâs a masochist⌠itâs better they think he hates you too but apparently he wasnât fooling anyone considering Kai caught on pretty quickly too.
Taehyun let out a laugh, one of those really loud and obnoxious laughs that told Soobin he was actually very amused by whatever was happening. He went as far as wiping away his cheek like a tear had fallen and said, âGood one, almost believed you there.
âIâm serious,â Soobin said as he looked at his reflection in the mirror, fixing a wrinkle in his shirt, âY/n is mean to me, why would I like her?â
âI wanna know why too,â Taehyun said as he rolled onto his stomach only making himself more comfortable on the bed, âI mean, sheâs hot, but sheâs meanâwait a second, you like that sheâs mean, huh?â
Taehyun was just teasing him at this point and when Soobin refused to respond, his eyes only widened, âOh my god! You like that Y/nâs mean to you, are you a perv, Hyung?â
He was only teasing, he swears it. He doesnât care what his friend is into, what he likes is totally up to him but itâs just fun to poke fun at him when he gets so flustered about it. He doesnât blame Soobin for liking you, like he said, he can agree that youâre attractive, but youâve blown Soobin off for three years. Did he really like you enough to keep up his charades and if so did he really go as far as failing his classes just to get you to talk to him? God, what will you do to Soobin once you find out?
âIâm not a perv!â Soobin yelled, a little louder than expected. Heâs really not. Heâs not a perv⌠heâs just⌠he just likes you. Yes, he likes that youâre a little mean to him, yes he likes when you scold him, yes he likes pushing your buttons and yes he especially liked it when you do it and he can see down your shirt or look at the squishiness of your thighs but⌠but heâs not a perv!
Okay, maybe heâs imagined what itâs like to feel under your shirt and has struggled to pay attention to anything but the sight of you in a short skirt but that doesnât make him a perv, heâs just an easily distracted guyâŚ
Before Taehyun could rebut, a loud knock was heard on the front door that had both of their eyes widening in surprise. Soobin was practically sprinting toward the door as his friend gathered his things to leave. He meant to leave before you were here but clearly time passed by way too fast and now heâs getting ready to leave just as Soobin was opening the door to you.
You looked at Taehyun curiously as he ran past you and out the door, yelling, âHi Y/n! Bye Y/n!â
Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion as you let yourself into Soobinâs apartment, âWhatâs up with him? Whyâd he leave in a hurry?â
âUh,â Soobin gave you a blank expression that sort of reminded you of a confused bunny and you watched him scratch the back of his head in thought, âYou said no distractions and⌠and he would be a distraction, right?â
âI guess,â you took the chance to look around his apartment, it was huge, way bigger than your apartment and it was so painfully obvious that he came from money. He had a grand piano in the corner for fuckâs sake. There was even a chandelier hanging above the dining table and a fireplace by the tv. Too distracted to notice Soobin move behind you, you nearly hit him in self defense when he began to pull on your backpack to take it off your shoulders. Without bothering with a thank you, you headed toward his marble dining table waiting for him to follow but he just stood in place.
âWeâre studying in my room,â Soobin said in voice that radiated confidence, completely opposite of the desperate tone he used to prove to Taehyun that he was not a perv. He had an act to play, he assumed you liked mean guys. Heâs heard of some of the guys you used to talk to and they all had one thing in common⌠they were intimidating and Soobin didnât feel like that at all so he had to play the part.
You didnât even question it as you followed him into his room, eyes immediately zoning in on the white cage set on its own stand, two different levels to it and a small hedgehog inside. Soobin cleared his throat awkwardly, âThatâs Odi, heâs a hood boy.â
Fuck, Soobin thought, why would he say that about a damn hedgehog?
âCute,âyou said coolly as you took the main desk chair, making him have to pull up a smaller chair next to you. You thought Odi was cute after he called him a good boy? Or did him calling Odi a good boy not affect your thoughts on the hedgehog? Oh god, his mind was completely scrambled.
Soobin didnât have to be asked this time to show you his most recent exam. He knew it was what you were going to ask to see first and he wanted to show you that he could be a very good listener. He looked to you to see how you would react to his quick obedience but you barely even blinked as you pulled it toward you. You pursed your lips in thought and he watched your mouth closely. Your lips looked so soft, so plump and smooth with light lip balm on them.
He wondered how soft they would be in a kiss. Were you a good kisser? Would you think heâs a good kisser? How far would the two of you go or would it just be kissing? He would someday like to get to a point where he can openly adore you because thereâs just so much from your pretty hair to your pretty legs and everything in between.
He had a dirty secret thatâs not so much of a secret considering his thoughts from earlier but⌠he canât help but always notice your breastsâafter your cute annoyed face of courseâhe wasnât a complete bimbo. He respects you, he canât just immediately look at your boobs despite the fact that today you were a low cut fitted shirt. He tried paying more attention to your face as it looked like you were about to talk but his eyes couldnât help but slowly trail down your neck to your collarbone until he saw just the smallest hint of cleavagâ
âAre you listening?â He snapped his gaze back to yours looking completely red handed as he nodded his head, clearly not listening.
You released a sigh as you looked at him in thought. Soobin was smart, you knew how smart he was so why did he seem so clueless right now?itâs like he had no thoughts in that cute head of his anâdid you just consider him cute?
You blinked in surprise at your own thoughts and just as you were going to ask him to repeat what you said, you saw in real time the way his gaze seem to drop once more and you finally understood what was going on.
Soobin was trying so hard not to stare and failing yet the attempt was cute, especially when he seemed to let his lower jaw go slack and lips part slightly at the sight. Normally you would immediately be disgusted but itâs Soobin⌠heâs annoying and a know-it-all but just look at that brain empty expression of his, not caring at all now if he gets caught.
Without thinking you dropped a hand to his thigh, squeezing slightly and making his gaze return to yours, âWhat did I say?â
âWhat?â Soobin asked, shaking his head like he was snapping out of a trance, the cold and deep voice was back. You rolled your eyes, âYou said you were listening so Iâm asking you to repeat what I said.â
Youâll admit this was all a bit out of character but you just had to see if you were right⌠was Soobin really staring at your cleavage openly, and if so, how did you feel about it?
âUmâŚâ Soobin looked down at your hand, âUmâŚâ
âUm?â You repeated sarcastically, âCan you focus? If not, Iâm going home.â
âYah!â Soobin whined with a low groan, âStop saying that, you already agreed to tutor me, stop trying to back ouââ
âThen pay attention!â You said back and he practically stomped his foot in a tantrum, just wanting to argue now.
âIâm trying but youâyouâre,â he groaned in frustration as the words died in his throat and with a defeated sigh, he mumbled, âIâm sorry⌠I wasnât listening.â
You smiled proudly, not at all in a rush to figure out what had him so distracted, and instead said, âGood boy, donât you feel better being honest?â
The words just slipped and you didnât think much of them as you went back to the laptop, already writing down answers to the questions he got wrong, meanwhile Soobin is trying to calm the painful red blush in his cheeks.
There was a small sphere in the palm of your hand, it was a shade of dark blue with a white swirl on it and it matched the same one Yeonjun held in his hand. Youâve shared one class with him in the last two years and itâs in the one youâre currently in. The two of you have never spoken a single word to each other and the semester started six weeks ago. He looked just as surprised to realize his partner was chosen randomly by a stupid marble.
He released a small nervous chuckle, clearly just caught off guard by this. Heâs almost a 100% certain youâre like the only person in class that he hasnât spoken to. Now, that didnât mean he didnât notice you, you were pretty and never talking to you really did make you seem a bit mysterious to him. He cleared his throat, âAlright, when should we get started?â
You checked the time on your phone, you were supposed to be meeting Soobin soon to study at his place but youâve just been completely blindsided by this sudden partner project in class. You only had about a week to turn in the research paper and you had to work a couple nights this week. You agreed to study with Soobin on days you didnât work but now with this on the table, you seriously don't know what to do. Well, obviously you have to do the assignment but you donât know how to tell Soobin. If you just sent him a text about it youâre pretty positive he will just blow up your phone nonstop because for some reason he desperately needs you to continue these study sessions.
âWhen are you free?â You asked him trying to figure out what time would work best for you to work on this. You were only getting tomorrow to do research in class and after that the two of you are basically on your own as the unit confĂes on in class.
Class has just ended so the two of you walked together outside of the room trying to figure out when would work best. It was hard to ignore the looks you received from some of your other classmates and you knew why. Yeonjun was attractive, really attractive and he was popular too.
Yeonjun brought his phone out too, checking his schedule, leaning a little closer to talk to you, âUm, I could do⌠well I work tomorrow after class⌠are you free later to get started?â
Soobin had a smile on his face that he knew soon he would need to drop it, he couldnât let you know how excited he was to see you right now. He was in a good mood, anytime someone said hi to him he was quick to say it back but if a girl tried stopping him to talk he would excuse himself saying he had to go somewhere.
His class ended a little earlier today so instead of waiting in the parking lot for you, he went to your last class.
Just as he turned the corner, his smile seemed to fall without his control anyway. Standing just a few feet away from him he found you and you looked so pretty today in a pair of jeans that hugged your curves just the way he liked it and⌠and you were standing with Choi Yeonjun.
He watched you smile at whatever Yeonjun said and he debated if he should just wait. He could wait, of course he can and honestly itâs what he should do. Youâre just talking to another guy and itâs not like youâre flirting, right? It shouldnât even matter to him, youâre not datingâyou donât even like him! So why does he feel bothered?
âHey,â Soobinâs deep voice surprised you as he came up behind you, so close that you felt him press against your backpack, just looming over you with a hardened gaze. You looked back at him, âHey.â
âAre you ready?â He asked, trying to keep his voice steady and he couldnât help but shift his gaze toward Yeonjun, who he definitely wasnât happy to see was just standing there.
You looked at him apologetically, âI donât know if I can make it tonight. We just got assigned this project and we donât have time to do it in class soâŚâ
Your words slowly died down as you watched his facial expression change. His lips turned downward and eyes seemed to sadden, âWhat?â
You looked at Yeonjun, âIâll see you in the library.â
He took the hint and left you alone with Soobin who loomed over you with his height looking like a kicked puppy. Youâre not sure why this expression really bothered you and youâre feeling really guilty now even if it wasnât completely your fault. You found yourself saying, âIâm sorry.â
âBut we agreed to meet up today,â Soobin said.
âIâm sorry but we want to get at least the outline finishââ
âThen what about after?â He rushed to ask. You looked at him apologetically, âIt depends on what time we get done.â
Youâre not even sure why the look on his face was making you feel bad but it was. The two of you didnât even start to get along till just a couple weeks ago and sometimes heâs just so different from the cold side youâre used to. Sometimes he gives you snippets of how desperate he might be to see you but you canât help but always brush it off. You just canât tell whatâs the real side of him and youâre starting to be affected by his cuter clingier side even if you couldnât understand it.
âIâll be waiting,â Soobin said, rushing away because he didnât know what else to do. He was leaving before you could say that you canât keep any promises. You rolled your eyes at how pushy he was but part of you smiled, shaking your head in disbelief and clearly amused.
Soobin didnât lie either. He waited at home playing video games and checking his phone every couple minutes. He would occasionally send you a text, just a little reminder that you canât forget him.
soobin: what time do u think uâll be done âşď¸
you: I donât know yet soobin
soobin: :(
*five minutes later*
soobin: almost done?
you: not yet
soobin: 𼺠well hurry
you: âŚ
soobin: đ
*twenty minutes later*
soobin: đ
you: whatâs wrong
soobin: nothing :)
soobin: did you forget?
you: ?
soobin: study time?
you: no, I didnât forget
Listen, the texts were annoying. They were so annoying because you and Yeonjun were trying to finish up the rough draft for your outline but Soobin just kept sending you text after text. It was annoying butâŚ
It was pretty fucking cute. Ugh, he was just being clingy and though you found it annoying it was also so cute and it had you hurrying up your time with Yeonjun so you could text Soobin.
you: just finished
soobin: ok đĽ°hurry
Thatâs how you found yourself sitting across from Soobin in his overly large living room trying to talk to him but his eyes were just straying away from your eyes. It wasnât his fault though, like he said earlier, you just looked so pretty. Your shirt was fitted today and like usual he canât seem to get over your chest. All of you really, your pretty face, pretty voice, pretty laugh and smile⌠your boobs and your butt and your cold attitude, it all just turned him into mush.
âHey,â your voice scared him out of his gaze and he looked up at you blankly and clearly caught off guard, âCan you look at me when Iâm talking to you?â
âOkay,â he nodded his head obediently, âSorry.â
âYou donât even have your backpack,â you said as he looked down at his lap, âYou were blowing up my phone the entire time I was with Yeonjun and youâre not even ready to study.â
âI know,â he gulped, eyes unable to help themselves from slowly looking down to your cleavage again. âIâm sorry.â
You released an annoyed groan, grabbing his shirt suddenly and shaking him, âAre you?â
âYes,â Soobin nodded, âIâm sorry, I wonât do it again Y/n, Iâll be good, I promise.â
âSo next time Iâm doing schoolwork with Yeonjun what are you going to do?â You asked.
He released a sudden huff that made it clear he was less than happy to say this but said it anyway, âIâll wait patiently for you to finish.â
Nodding your head you turned toward the small coffee table where your laptop was, âKay, go get your bag so we can start reviewing this.â
Soobin jumped to his feet, running away with a smile, âSo youâre not mad at me?â
âNo,â you said feeling him practically squeal next to you, making you only the more confused but couldnât help yourself from saying, âIt was annoying in a cute way.â
Soobin bit back the urge to smile and did as told. When he came out he had a white bag in hand that he handed you watching your eyebrows scrunch together cutely as you asked, âWhatâs this?â
âNew phone,â Soobin said casually and your eyes widened in disbelief.
âSoobin, why would you get meââ
âBecause I broke yours,â Soobin said helping you open the box, âI already called your service and asked if you would be able to add your line to it and they said yes. I can drive you if you want me to.â
You shook your head no, âThis is crazy, you didnât have to do that! I could still use my phone, it was just the screen.â
âBut,â Soobin looked down, âBut itâs a gift from me to you, canât you just take it?â
âSoobinâŚâ
âSoobin is so cute,â your friend Yuna said one night as you got to Beomgyuâs house for a party.
Youâve been filling your friends in on your past two weeks with Soobin and it was all a surprise to them. You seemed to despise Soobin for some time and suddenly youâre all about hanging out with him. Even Soobin seemed to always act cold around you so for you to tell them that heâs been surprisingly clingy is in fact very cute.
âHe probably likes you,â Beomgyu said with a shrug of his shoulders that had you spitting out your drink in shock. Itâs not like you hadnât wondered the same thing but for a while you wondered if you had just been reading too much into it and then you felt stupid for even thinking about it. Beomgyu bringing it up so suddenly shocked you, maybe it wasnât all in your head.
âYou think?â You asked genuinely and Beomgyu laughed out loud.
âAre you kidding?â Beomgyu asked, âHeâs been staring at you since he got here and I bet you heâs been trying to think up an excuse to talk to you.â
âIâve known him for like three years now, thereâs just no way, Iâm not even nice to him,â you said as you looked around for Soobin only to find him already looking at you as he talked a
To some of his own friends. He gave you a big and energetic wave that had you lifting your hand to wave back too. You smiled a little when he did and Yuna sighed, âYou like him too, huh? I mean heâs cuteââ
âNo! No, I donât,â you cleared your throat awkwardly, âI mean⌠even if I did, would it even matter? He thinks Iâm mean, right? It wouldnât be fair to him.â
They both gave you a blank stare and just as you were going to respond, an arm came around your shoulders as a low voice said, âWhat are we talking about?â
You said a quick hello to him as your friends started talking, âSoobin and Y/n got a thing for each other and neither one of them will admit it.â
âThatâs not truââ
âOh, yeah, it is,â Yeonjun said with a laugh, âYou shouldâve seen the look he gave me when we were talking the other day and yesterday he ignored me when I tried saying hi. I even told him he can have you back because our project was over and he just ignored me!â
Your brows furrowed in confusion, âThat doesnât mean he likes me, weâve just been studyingâŚâ
Soobin was not a mean person, he swears it. Heâs really nice and gentle and he would never dislike anyone without a reason. Heâs too shy for confrontation yet right now he would really love to go up to you and just pull Yeonjunâs arm away from your shoulders. Youâre done with your project so why is he s next to you and why is he touching you? Soobin hasnât even had the chance to hold you so why does he get to? He watched closely as you talked to your friends and Beomgyu trying to make sure Yeonjun wouldnât try anything. He let Yeonjun take your attention away from him pretty much all last week so why is he still around you? It wasnât fair, Soobin should be the one next to you. He was such a good listener this week, after you got him in trouble and he promised to be good, he did just that. He only sent you two texts throughout your time with Yeonjun and he didnât even bother you in class!
âWho are you staring at and are they hot?â
Soobin jumped in surprise, drink spilling down the front of his shirt as he whipped around to find Kai standing there laughing.
âWhat?â Soobin asked as he looked down at his wet shirt. Kai just sighed, âNevermind, go clean your shirt.â
If Soobin was mean, he wouldâve smacked the kid upside the head but he was nice and nice people only attack with pillows and thereâs no pillows close enough to use. Heâll get Kai back soon, just not now, now he has to clean his shirt. He looked back to you and Yeonjun as if making sure there wasnât any funny business and practically ran to go clean himself off.
He skipped past the line to the bathroom and walked down to the end of the hall where he knew Beomgyuâs room was. His friend was throwing the party anyway and though the room was off limits, he would understand. Soobin rummaged through his closet and went straight to his bathroom so he could at least wipe off some of the intense smell of alcohol, hurrying himself along so he can watch Yeonjun.
The music from the party was loud enough for him to hear a muffled version of it even hidden away in Beongyuâs bathroom and that made him feel nervous. While heâs in here cleaning off the stench of liquor, you were probably out there surrounded by guys hitting on yoââOw!â
Soobinâs head whipped back with a loud thud and his hands immediately flew to his nose as pain shot right through it. The person who pushed the door open stood there in shock, âOh my god, oh my god, oh my god. Bin?â
A pool of red began to fill his cupped hands and he moved over the bathroom sink with a groan. You visibly cringed as he moved around you and reached for the toilet paper as you stood there shocked, âIâm so sorry, I didnât know, Iâoh my god.â
He finally looked over at you, heart racing as he pulled the paper towel away, blood beginning to dribble again, âY/n?â
âSoobin, Iâm sorry, I saw you come over here and I wanted to sneak up on you but,â your face cringed, âSoobin please, youâre still bleeding.â
âOh right,â Soobin held the paper towel to his nose again.
âItâs a lot of blood,â you said apologetically, âIâm sorry, Soobin.â
âItâs fine, this happens all the time,â he waved you off with a bloody hand and you bit down on your bottom lip looking hurt, âNo it doesnât, Iâm so sorry.â
You sniffled a bit as you looked at your reflection in the mirror while Soobin carefully wiped off whatever mess was left until it was all clean. You struggled to look at him and his red nose even if he was completely clean but he didnât even notice. He was more excited that you came to see him instead of staying out there with other guys, âSo you wanted to sneak up on me?â
âWell you had been staring at me all night and I was just gonna see if you would say hello. I shouldâve just waited outside, this is awkward right?â You were rambling a bit but he just smiled lovingly.
He shook his head no as the two of you left the bathroom, âNo, not awkward, right? I wanted to say hi but you were busy.â
âBusy?â Your brows furrowed in confusion, âWhat do you mean?â
You werenât busy, you were just talking to your friends. Nothing you talked about was serious or anything you just talked about Soobin, he couldâve said hi at any time. Soobinâs smile dropped, going serious for a moment, âYes you were, with Yeonjun, I saw.â
You blinked in thought, âWe were just talking, you couldâve come over any time.â
He released a deep sigh, looking around the dark bedroom happy that it was just two despite the dozens of people out there getting drunk with loud music. Letting his gaze fall back on you, he made a small pout, âWell, how was I supposed to know that? Last time you got me in trouble for not leaving you alone when youâre with Yeonjun anââ
âSoobin, that was just when we were studying, I didnât realize you were thinking I meant all the time,â you said apologetically. Soobin stepped closer to you, âI was just trying to be good and listen. If I knew then I would have pulled you away the second I saw Yeonjun even come close to you!â
You looked genuinely taken back by his tone, if you didnât know any better you would say that he almost sounded jealous. Even the look in his eye made it seem like he wasnât happy and you werenât used to this at all. The other day when you talked to Yeonjun for the first time, Soobin stormed up to you and took you by surprise when he appeared behind you, so close that you felt his breath on your shoulder.
Now youâre starting to see that it was possibly all because of jealousy.
âAre you jealous of Yeonjun?â You asked him and he audibly scoffed.
He was not jealous of Yeonjun. He didnât think Yeonjun was better than him, if anything he thought they were pretty much on the same level of attractiveness. Yeonjun was more extroverted than he was but Soobin wasnât worried about that. He didnât feel so insecure over things like that so no, heâs not jealous.
Heâs possessive. Soobin knows you arenât dating and he knows that you probably still donât like him yet but⌠but youâre his. Heâs already called dibs, heâs already put in so much work to make that happen. Obviously heâs not going to be happy if your attention strays away from him, he wants you looking at him and thinking about him all the time, the way he does about you.
âNo,â Soobin finally said, âBut⌠but youâre⌠yknow, youâre miââ
âWhy are you in my shirt?â Beomgyu asked as his bedroom door opened and he stood in the entrance. He looked between you in surprise, âWait, am I interrupting something?â
You stood there in shock, you werenât sure what he was about to say but part of you also felt like you had an idea. It really did seem like you had an idea. After all your friends have basically instilled it in your head that he might like you it wasnât hard to guess what he was going to say but you just canât bring yourself to fully believe it yet. He was so nice, you can see it now so you just felt bad to think that he might like you after you were mean to him at times. To make things worse, he seemed to be totally okay with you always snapping on him or just ignoring him and you just felt bad because you were genuinely starting to fall for him and you can admit that now.
Soobin shook his head no. He had been watching you the entire time and he can just tell youâre overwhelmed by something right now. He just smiled cutely, âI had to borrow your shirt because mine got wet, sorry?â
You looked up at him, and he smiled wider, eyes crinkling, âI think Iâm gonna head home now but Iâll text you.â
Soobin said goodbye to you and Beomgyu and before you could make your leave, Beomgyu pulled you back in, âWhat happened? What were you guys doing? Were you making out? Ew, oh my god please donât tell me if you did anything on my bed.â
âWhat are you talking about?â You asked, clearly thrown off, âNo, we were just talking, if you hadnât interrupted then I would have known what he was going to say.â
He gasped, âI didnât interrupt, youâre in my room, remember? And why didnât you just go with him, you like him too.â
You bit your lip, âHow do I tell him? I just missed my chance.â
âI donât know, youâll probably just have to show him.â
When Monday came you went over to Soobinâs place for your usual study lessons. After the party the two of you have been texting but it wasn't about anything deep. Itâs like you were tip toeing around a possible confession that neither of you wanted to do through text. After your last class he invited you over with the intention to just be straight forward and hope that you would want him but heâs still a little scared.
If you tell him you hate him he thinks he might cry so heâs been trying to seem cool and collected this entire time.
He fidgeted in his desk chair as he watched you take your laptop out. With a clear of his throat he stood up, âUm, do you want water? I can get us some.â
âSure, where is your textbook? I forgot mine.â
He pointed to his backpack and let you get it as he left for the kitchen. Without a single thought, you reached for his huge backpack in search of a familiar textbook. Once you found the book you pulled it out of his overly stuffed bag accidentally bringing a few papers with it too and as you looked them over, your eyes widened.
CHOI SOOBIN
SCORE: 65
You didnât think about it for a second, heâs been showing his assignment scores and it has been improving little by little bit as you took a closer look you could clearly see a layer of whiteout and the score 98, crossed off. It made your brows furrow in confusion and you looked at the pages finding answers erased and replaced with wrong ones crossed out in red.
Itâs like he was purposely grading himself bad and as you put the papers back away you realized why. He asked you to tutor him and you never understood that. He was always smarter than you so you couldnât wrap your head around why he asked you of all people to help him. Even when it came down to the actual study sessions, Soobin always got things right away and very rarely struggled to find an answer but then he would come to you and quickly show you his bad score and ask for your help again.
Sometimes, studying was the last thing on his agenda when he was with you and you always found him distracted and not fully listening so now you know heâs been lying to you. He lied to get you to study with him yet all youâve seen was him stare at your boobs, get clingy, and pretend to get bad grades.
Was all this just a little scheme to get you to hang out with him? If thatâs the case then did he really like you and expect you never to find out?
Sure, youâve come to realize that you like him too but for him to go this far just for you to talk to him⌠well, youâre not all that happy about it. Did he expect you never to find out and now that you have what was your plan?
Soobin came in with a smile on his face, âI brought snacks.â
âMhm,â you said, moving to sit on his bed and away from his backpack, âLetâs work on the bed today, I wanna get comfortable.â
He watched you make yourself on his bed and all he could focus on was the way your skirt fluttered around your legs exposing more of your thighs and when he looked up at you, your eyes were already on him, catching him red handed in the act of checking you out. This time around you smirked a bit now knowing that heâs been lying this whole time just to get you to hang out with him. It was cute and he was cute so you canât be mad but at the same time, he was very bold in getting mad when you had to study with Yeonjun, made you feel guilty too. You gotta let him know you know about his lie but youâre working up a plan.
Itâs not no surprise that he likes you, that has become painfully obvious and you like him too but you want to get him in trouble. He lied and he thought you would never find out. How long did he plan on keeping this up? Heâs gotta get in trouble, right? Maybe a little teasing, just to see if this really was all just to study or for him to get a good look at you when youâre alone together. Itâs not like you never noticed the way his eyes would trace down your body while youâre trying to do homework.
If youâre going to tell him you know about his lie, youâre going to make it fun.
âOâokay,â Soobin stuttered as he sat down with a foot of space between you, âI mean, yeah cool.â
You smiled at his awkwardness, now you can see that heâs not as cold as he wants to to think he is and it only makes him look cuter.
The two of you studied for a bit, you couldnât come right out and tell him you knew the truth, where was the fun in that? You had to play along a bit and see how he would take it so thatâs what you did.
âSoobin, you keep getting the answer wrong and Iâm starting to get annoyed,â you said as you watched him hesitate over the right answer before choosing the wrong one, eyes sliding over to look at you every now and then. You were wearing a low cut top again and matched with your miniskirt it was getting hard for him to not get distracted and the two of you are alone in his bed⌠he just canât focus.
âSorry, Y/n,â his eyes lingered on your thighs a little longer than usual and you subconsciously unwrapped them a little, the small gap from where the skirt ended and what covered your underwear, slowly widened. You released a heavy sigh, âWhy are you so distracted?â
At that his eyes seemed to fall toward your cleavage, catching himself in the act of staring and looked back down, âI donât know.â
You had to bite back a smirk and without any hesitation, you moved closer to his side, âDo I need to punish you? Will that get you to pay attention?â
You were half joking but tempted to see what he would say and you could practically see the wheels turning in his head as he seemed to become mush at your words, âH-how?â
You released a deep sigh, âHow? Thatâs the wrong answer, I shouldnât have to punish you. You should say, âOkay, Y/n, Iâll pay attention.â What are you? A perv?â
Soobin went quiet at that and for a second you thought you mightâve said the wrong thing. His face flushed red and he looked down at his lap sadly but before you could apologize for asking him that, he said, âMaybe.â
âMaybe? So youâre a perv?â Your brows raised in surprise, âYou want me to punish you?â
He gave a subtle nod of his head making you grow quiet, well this just got interesting. With a huff, pretending to be annoyed, you shifted even closer taking his hand in yours and pulling it to write on his paper with yours over his, âStart writing.â
âWhat am I writing?â
âWrite: I am a liar and a perv,â you said jokingly and he looked up at you cutely so you helped him write, âI lied to Y/n about needing help, and I canât stop staring at her boobs.â
His hand froze up mid sentence, âY/n, howâd you find out?â
You smiled, he didnât even bother hiding it this time, âBecause I found your exam scores, youâve been lying to me Soobin, after telling me nonstop how good you are,â you said with a stern voice.
âAre you mad?â He asked shyly. You released a sigh, pretending to contemplate, âMaybe? Are you going to listen and pay attention from now on?â
He nodded his head, watching curiously as you moved to sit behind him, turning to stare at you but you snapped your fingers forcing him to look forward again. You scooted close until your legs were spread around his big frame with your breasts pressed against his back that had his breath hitching in surprise. They already felt squishy and your arms moved to hug his waist. Soobin sucked in a breath when your hands rested on his thighs and he immediately looked down, already feeling himself begin to fidget in excitement and nervousness.
âI want you to read the question, and tell me the answer, I know you know it,â you said, making him nod his head, throat too dry to give you a verbal response, âBut since youâre a perv, Iâm not going to make it easy for you, Iâm gonna touch you and if you stop, I stop, got it?â
As if to further explain what you meant, your hand moved toward his groin area making him breath heavier, âMhm.â
âYes or no.â
âYes,â he sighed, âIâll listen.â
His head tilted to the side when you began to teasingly touch the zipper, slowly pulling it down and undoing the button of his jeans, âStart reading.â
Soobin swallowed dryly, unable to help himself from thinking about the fact that youâre brakes today, he could practically feel your nipples against his back and when your hand ran over the expanse of his growing length, he couldnât find the right word. You were a little surprised to feel his immediate response to your touch, already feeling him harden before you even did anything and you smiled, âI said, start reading.â
âMhm,â he hummed with a nod of his head, blinking to try and collect his thoughts, âFirst question, When a gene is expressed, it means that the proteinâohh.â
His breath hitched in surprise as your hand wrapped around his clothed cock feeling him just continue to get more erecting. You even gave it a little squeeze, âDid I say stop? No, so keep going.â
âMhm, protein that it codes for is being made by transcription and translationâŚâ his word slowly when your thumb circled around his tip, still not touching him under his briefs, teasing him, âImagine two genes in a eukaryote. One is gene X. The other is gene AâY/n, I canât focus.â
âSo did you lie to me again?â You asked, finally sneaking your hand under the waistband or his briefs, âYou said you would listen and pay attention.â
Your fingers wrapped around his thick length giving him a soft and teasing stroke, feeling his dick twitch instantly as he nodded his head. The words were bef ninny to get blurry when your palm hugged the head of his cock, twisting your wrist and smearing it in his own precum, surprised that it was already leaking. Soobin licked his dry lips trying to focus again, âIn the cells you are studying, gene X is being expressed, and gene A is not being expressedâoh my god.â
He stopped when he felt you lean further against him, soft lips pressing a gentle kiss against his neck, fingers brushing along the underside of his tip and he couldnât help but buck his hips just a little. You pulled his cock out of his underwear, âYou still havenât even finished reading the first question.â
âIâm trying,â he released a moan, âBut itâs so hard, Y/n.â
You glanced down at his dick over his shoulder, nearly joking and asking if he meant his dick or the action. The head was red with need and precum leaked from the tip with a thick vein nearly throbbing everytime your hand stroked him. You gave him a small squeeze hearing him moan freely, âKeep going.â
With an annoyed groan he nodded, still waiting a moment when you began to pump his length using his own excess precum to lubricate him for an easier slide. He attempted to pick up where he left off, ââand gene A is not being expressedângh. Which prediction below is most likely true in these cells?â
You kissed his neck again, âNow whatâs the answer?â
He released a throaty moan that made you suck harshly against his neck with the vibrations of it, stroking faster, squeezing at his base and flicking your wrist around his tip, unable to ignore the way he raised his hips to fuck into your fist. You put your legs on to of his lap to keep him from bucking, holding him in place, âIâm waiting.â
His head lolled to the side, hissing in pain when you stopped, tightening your fist and looked at him expectantly. He had to use his stupid brain, âUgh, iâitâs B. There are more activaâoh my godâactivators for gene X than for gene A.â
Your tongue licked a long stripe toward his ear, sucking on his ear lobe as you said, âGood boy, Soobin, next one.â
âMhm,â he whined, feeling his heart leap at the name, âGood boy,â he repeated to himself. Unable to help himself he turned his head to look at you, big sparkly eyes staring into yours and without much thought, you leaned forward, letting your tongue slide into his mouth, never once stopping the jerking of his cock until finally⌠you felt it.
It was a complete overflow of warmth, thick and creamy cum that wouldnât stop leaking from his tip as he threw his head back with a loud moan, hips lifting up even with your legs holding him down. It felt never ending, your fist was completely covered in his cum and it drenched his jeans and boxers, you were genuinely surprised. You didnât know someone could cum this much from a simple handjob.
Soobin released a dry groan as you finally freed yourself from the absolute puddle of cum, looking down at the white cream that coated your fingers, letting him go and watching him fall limp against you. His chest rose and fell with each heavy breath and he looked absolutely fucked out that you allowed him to lie down as you pushed the textbooks off the bed, wiping your hand against his own jeans, tugging them off, âSoobin.â
âMm,â he hummed, looking completely zoned out but let you undress him. You clicked your tongue, climbing on top of his spent cock watching it twitch with life as you sat down, âDid I tell you to cum, bunny?â
His lip quivered as he looked at you, wordlessly shaking his head no. You released a deep sigh, âSo you werenât listening? Is that good or bad?â
âBad,â he said sadly, âBâbut I couldnât Y/n, Iââ
âYou what?â You asked teaching for the end of your shirt, âYou just thought to cum soon, like a dumb virgin?â
He stayed quiet, watching and feeling completely hypnotized by the sight of your bare breasts for his eyes only, finally. They were just how he imagined, big and soft with nipples he could see harden under his intense gaze. He was so lost in the sight that he absentmindedly said, âYes.â
You seemed to stop as you flung your shirt to the floor, only wearing your small miniskirt, âYes what?â
âDumb virginââ
âWhat?â You asked suddenly watching his face redden and you felt goosebumps raise on your skin, âAre you saying⌠are you a virgin?â
He nodded blankly, eyes on your boobs and nothing else, his cock coming back to life, âMhm.â
âOh my god,â you nearly jumped off his lap but his hands moved so fast to hold you by the waist and stop you. Your eyes widened, âSoobin, Iâare youâoh my god, is this your first time getting a handjob?â
He blushed, nodding his head shyly, hands unable to stop themselves from sliding up your sides until they were just under the curves of your tits, thumbs nearly touching, âYes and my first kiss, buââ
âI am so sorry,â you tried to move but his hands were suddenly cupping your breasts, a blank expression on his face as he stared at them in awe, catching a feel while you tried apologizing, âSoobin, we shouldnât. IâIââ
âI want to,â Soobin groaned, thumbs running over your nipples, âPlease Y/n, I want you so fucking bad. I think about you all the time, I think about this all the time.â
You couldnât help but grind against his naked cock at his words, âYou do?â
His big hands felt good as they groped you, âAll the time.â
It didnât take you long to realize what he meant, a small smile on your face, âWhen you touch yourself?â
He nodded, releasing a quiet whisper as your nipples became hard pebbles that he couldnât help but pinch, you smiled, grinding on his fat spent cock, âWhen you watch porn?â
Once again he nodded.
âWhen else?â
âWhenever you leave here,â he confessed, completely hypnotized by the bounce of your tits when you grind on his dick, âI tried using a flesh light but Iâm too big, it always rips anââ
Now he was blabbing but it made you so fucking horny. He was big, too big to be a virgin and the territorial side of you was taking over. Youâre the only one whoâs made this big, stupid cock cum and holy shit, he came so much just from a handjob!
Feeling a bit more confident, he tilted his head cutely, looking up at you, âYouâve got big boobs, Y/n.â
âI knoââ
âCan I kiss em?â
Your eyes widened in surprise and a wicked smirk came to your face, shimmying up his torso, âNo.â
His jaw dropped sadly, âBuââ
âI got something better you can kiss,â you said seductively and he looked up at you with the cutest doe eyes youâve ever seen. How could you ever dislike him? Just look at him.
âReally?â He looked down at the space between your legs, a thin thong right there between your folds and he could make out a wet spot. Licking his lips his big hands found your thighs, taking the honor to help you move up, âIâve never, yâknowâŚâ
âI know, bunny,â you said even as he moved you closer and closer to your head with anticipation, âIâll talk you through it buâSoobin!â
A small squeal left your lips as he nearly knocked you forward, face between your legs, âWait, Iâm heavy, donât do that unless you want me to suffocate you.â
Soobin wasnât listening, his face was already against your pussy, nose brushing over the soaked fabric of your underwear, âIs okay, I want you to.â
He licks the wet spot on your underwear, lapping at the puddle with a moan, âSmells so good, Y/n, love it.â
You softly tugged his hair, leaning more and more of your weight onto his face and rocking, âCareful, okay? If itâs too much just tell me to stop.â
Soobin nodded his head against your clit, giving you a thumbs up before he completely yanked at your frail panties making you gasp as he tore into them. You yelled his name once more and he made a pout, âSorry, they were in my way.â
âSlow down Binnie,â you reminded him, for a guy whoâs never done it he seemed so experienced. Maybe it was all the porn he watched. You didnât have much time to dwell on it as his tongue began lapping between your hole and your clit, sucking on it like it was a fucking lollipop, swirling his tongue around it hungrily. Itâs not his fault. If you werenât so pretty with such big boobies and a big brain and a cute laugh⌠he wouldnât be so eager. He felt the moment your strength dissipated, hips no longer hovering and practically suffocated him, and he loved it.
He got sloppy, wanting to stick his tongue into your cunt as far as it could go, bunny eyes staring up as you rode his face now, losing yourself to the feeling, âOh my god.â
Soobin began a repetitive motion with his tongue against your clit, before fucking you with it, he spread your ass with his big hands but his eyes were on the way your tit juggled with each breath you took and he imagined your clit was a nipple. His cock twitched at the thought, legs moving restless against the bed as he tried finding his own release but he jumped bucked his hips into the air.
You were so close, so so so close, moaning like a bitch in heat and accidentally tugging on his hair too hard, but he didnât mind one bit. He liked it, it egged him on and he made out with your pussy so good that you couldnât hold back, cum spilling into his open mouth with your thighs clenching around his head. A low moan fell from his lips and as you tried coming down from your heavy orgasm, his own cock released another stream of cum. You turned to look at it, a puddle of white coating his stomach, culling untouched.
Your jaw dropped as he let you go and before you could offer up a break, he was flipping you onto your back, head immediately going between your breasts.
âFuck,â you breathed out as his mouth attached itself to your left tit like he wanted to swallow them whole. His mouth was covered in your cum and some drool. His cock lay perfectly between your folds and you just felt how hard he was, bringing your hands to his hair, coddling him, âYou love my boobs, donât you?â
At the feel of your hands in his hair, he groans, teeth gently nipping at the hard buds, âMhm. Love âem.â
âI know, thatâs why you always stare at them, naughty bunny,â you teased, feeling his shaky inhale. He kissed your tits and sucked on your nipples as his erecting cock jumped your folds, âNot naughty.â
âReally?â You asked, biting back a moan when he shook his head against your boob just soaking in the softness of them against your cheek, âJust being a perv then?â
âMm,â Soobin moaned, âWanâ fuck you, Y/n, baby.â
Your brows raised in surprise as the pet name fell from your lips already feeling his hand sink down toward his cock while tonguing at your sensitive nipple. You couldnât help yourself at this point, stroking your fingers gently over his nipples, smiling as he shudders at the feel, cock slippery in his hands as you said, âFuck me then.â
With a quick nod he lined himself up, missing your hole a few times till you offered him help and moaned. His body fell against yours, not sure what to do as the tightness of your pussy completely overwhelmed him, face between your tits, tongue trying to lick you even if he was so far away. He whined, âY/n, Y-Y/n, helpââ
His words died when you grabbed his hips, guiding them back before thrusting them into your own pussy until he got the rhythm. You didnât even think twice about the fact that you werenât using a condom. You were on birth control and though it wasnât fully effective it was safer than not having anything and clearly it was too late. You didnât expect the virgin to have condoms anyway.
âItâs okay, baby, nice and slowâfuck, Bin,â you moaned softly. Where did this new Soobin come from? He was fucking you now at a steady pace dragging his stupidly fat cock out till only his tip was in and drawing his hips forward till he impaled you. His mouth lazily kissed at your breasts before moving up your neck, humping his cock into your stretched out cunt with moans falling from his lips repeatedly.
Soobin was gasping for air and his grunts became louder and louder, slamming into you like his life depended on it, âSo good.â
âYeah?â You asked, clinging to him, âLove your first pussy?â
He kissed you nastily. Tongue down your throat and you could still taste your cum but it only made you moan. He was fucking you roughly, nails digging into your plump hips making sure you couldnât escape his brutal thrusts even if you wanted to. It was his turn to lose control and fuck, he was so close.
It was a scene out of a porn video, it reeked of sex and his bed sheets were completely ruined. His stomach was covered in his cum that just soaked yours from the way he rutted himself against you and it was just nasty and horny. You hugged him close, legs wrapping around him, tits pressed against his chest, âIâm close, bunny, you gonna cum for me?â
âMhm,â he whined fucking you so good you were seeing stars. His dick was just so big and the girth on it was insane, he impaled you over and over again, âGonna cum.â
You know you should tell him to pull out. Itâs the right thing to do butâŚ
ButâŚ
Hot ropes of his creamy cum filled your cunt suddenly with a cry as his body shook against yours. Despite cumming twice already it felt never ending and you couldnât help yourself. The stimulation was just too much, his cock still thrusting into the wet space between your thighs.
Soobin sniffled, face between your breasts, clinging to you so hard you had to practically pull at his hair, âSoobin, bunny, I know it was a lot but you have to move.â
He shook his head, you could hear his sniffles get louder, âDonât wanna.â
You ran your fingers through his hair, pouting when you found his reddened eyes, âI need to clean up.â
He shook his head cutely but he knew better. He slowly pulled out, watching with starry eyes as globs of cum left your pussy, an urge to finger it back into you strong but he let you sit up in shock at the mess.
âDid you lie to me again?â You asked jokingly but it went right over his head even as you said, âYou donât fuck like a virgin.â
âNo! I didnât! Youâre my first, I promise,â he basically followed you out of bed, âDonât leave.â
âIâm not going to,â you assure him, âBut I need to use the bathroom.â
âYouâll come back, right?â
You smiled, âI canât just stay in there, can I? Lay down, Iâll help you clean up next.â
He nodded his head tiredly, doing just what you asked as he yawned.
Once you were done, hoping you got most of it out you opened the door to his bathroom, nearly screaming when you found him standing just on the other side of it. You gasped, âYou scared me.â
âSorry,â he sniffles and it looks like heâs been crying, âSorry.â
âWhat for?â You asked, trying to lead him back to his bed feeling sad. What happened? Youâre not used to Soobin like this. You laid him down and joined him, âWhatâs wrong?â
âSorry for lyingâIâIâI just like you so much andâand,â he struggled with words and you pulled him in for a hug, his head immediately on your chest.
âDonât worry, itâs okay, I promise,â you said, âI like you too, why donât you try and get some sleep? It was a lot for your first time, Iâm sorry.â
âI liked it,â he said with a content sigh, âPromise you wonât leave?â
âI promise,â you said brushing his hair back but he wouldnât budge.
âPinky swear?â He asked hopeful that you smiled.
âI pinky swear,â you said, kissing the tip of his nose, âWeâve gotta talk anyway.â
He pouted once more, âAbout? Y-you donât like me?â
âBinnie, I already told you I do,â you said softly, feeling him relax, âBut we need to talk about what to do, right?â
âMhm,â he hummed, finally relaxing against you, âWant you to be my girlfriend.â
âArenât I too mean, though?â
âYes,â he said cutely, âBut I like it.â
::.
ok this took me forever đđsorry friends but I hope it was worth it.
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So Iâve seen some posts going around about a âBruce adopts Danny and everyone thinks theyâll finally have a normal family memberâDanny is very not normalâ and hereâs my late night take on it.
Or
Danny batfam au where they batfam tries really hard to keep their vigilante ass-kicking nightlife a secret from danny because he is âthe only normal one in the familyâ this becomes a problem however when danny gets kidnapped.
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The batfam all work together in a deeply serious family meeting to save their boy. After hours of combining their brains together they come up with a plan that will effectively save danny from joker, kick jokerâs ass, and also make them look really cool while doing it.
So they bust in that warehouse, guns blazing, explosions fading in the background, a gust of dramatic dust covers the air
Batman steps infront of the rest of the team and demands to the blurry figure somewhere in the distance, âWhere is Danny!â
The dust clearsâthey expect bad guys pointing weapons meancingly at them, they expect a cackle of a wicked clown amused at whatever plot he had planned coming to life, they expected a terrified boy perhaps tied somewhere likely siting in a chair that joker could present to the bats as a way of taunting them.
The dust settlesâthey observed their surroundings looking around and realize that, there are few new facts to be added into this âdefeat the villain, get the bro, happy ending equationâ
There is decidedly no weapons being pointed at them: In fact, all of the henchmen are already knocked out and tied up.
There is decidedly no evil laughs being echoed their way: In fact, the only noise that isnt coming from them is a light scritch scratch of a pencil
And there is decidedly no terrified little boy, there is a Danny however and he seems to be doing alrightâactually scratch that.
Danny is doing wonders for the situation heâs in right now: In factâ
âDanny is sitting criss cross applesauce on-top a knocked out tied up Joker doing his algebra homework
The small blue eyed boy looks up at Batman's voice and visibly brightens, âOh hey guys, I was wondering when youâd show up.â
Jason says with the utmost of comprehension, â...what.â
âSo hi, Iâm kinda new to gotham so sorry about beating these guys up, I think theyâre villains? I dunno, anyways if you could take care of these guys while I call an uber home thatâd be great.â
Danny sends them a blinding smile which would've been adorable if there werenât a massive pile of bodies he were casually walking away from.
As Danny nears the exit he looks over his shoulder to the baffled group of vigilantes and blinks
âOh yeah one last thing,â Danny rubs the back of his neck nervously, âCould you guys not tell the Waynes about this.â
Damian speaks up for the rest of his frozen family, albeit hesitantly, âI do think they have already been alerted of your kidnapping.â
âOh no that's fine.â Danny starts nervously, âIt's more about me being the⌠fighter⌠in this situation. I was just adopted by them and they seem really nice, I donât want to scare them away being all grrrr im a scary monster boy and i love to hurt people argh.â
âI donât think theyâd think you're a monster.â Tim adds quietly
âEh, tell that to my birth parentsâthey went psycho on me. Like evil scientist psycho, it was not as awesome as the movies make it sound, having scientists for parents.â Danny says bittersweet as he admits with a shrug
There is a moment of silence as the batfamily reevaluate the adoption file that states Dannyâs family before they passed were very good peopleâalbeit a bit excentric.
Dick blurts out, âWhere did you learn to fight?â
Danny sends him an anxious chuckle, âI actually started when I was fourteenâmy town always ran into some trouble so I had to step up. Itâs part of the reason I moved here actually. I really donât want anything to do with that hero vigilante life anymoreâŚâ The boy puts his hands together in a pleading motion, âSo please donât tell The Waynes!â
Bewildered at the situation as a whole they nod in a daze
The boys eyes widen at their easy agreement and he grins, âThank you so so much! Iâve got to go now, itâs way past my curfew. but youâll probably see me again next time I get kidnappedâIâll make sure to put in a good word for you guys with my family bye!â
And just like that Danny slips off into the night leaving behind a family who were so sure they finally found a normal addition to their pack.
Jason sighs looking forlornly at the spot Danny had previously been standing, âYou could just never pick the just semi-mentally healthy normal kids could you?â
Bruce groans pinching his the bridge of his nose
#dc x dp#dp x dc#fanfiction#danny phantom#batfam#danny fenton#dp x dc crossover#maybes a fic#this was fun to write so probs part 2 later#Batfam: hello normal son#Danny with practicing the knot he learned in home ed on 37 criminals: hey guys#batfam: fuck#danny is a little shit#itâs up to your interpretation whether or not heâs genuinely clueless about the Waynes being the Bats#or if heâs fucking with them#ohkay going to sleep bye bye#mwah#also we do not see the bad grammar haha gn#veerliwrites
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⨠The In Stars and Time Spoiler Q&A â¨
it's time. MASSIVE IN STARS AND TIME SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT. IT'S GONNA BE SO LONG. LET'S GO
I hope you are aware of The Secret Final Boss because I'm also gonna spoil the crab out of that. If you haven't,
1. Did you know the events for interacting with your souvenirs are randomized for some of them, and also change depending on how far you are in the game.
2. Did you know there's a way to show souvenirs to a certain character.
3. Did you know you can go back to Dormont during the Epilogue.
Figure that out, and come back here! Or watch a let's play online. You can also do that.
I will also try to adopt a ~mysterious cool voice with no exclamation points~ for Effect. Come with me on this journey.
Now. Questions time!
⨠Will you ever make a sequel to ISAT, or make a game in the same universe?
Nah. This was always intended to be The Story. This is your turn to imagine things now.
⨠But so what happened to the Country? What was its name? What about the wishes? What about the colors? What did Siffrin say as an openphrase to open the door to the King's room? What about--
I will not answer those. It's your turn.
⨠BUT THE COUNTRY AND THE COLORS AND THE WISHES
Ok fine. Here are some facts that I alluded to in-game, that I am confirming now.
-The Country disappearing and the events that made colors go away are not related.
-The colors disappeared a loooong time ago, which is why knowing they even existed is a relatively new find.
-A wish made everyone forget the Country.
I will ALSO say that ISAT's map operates on Final Fantasy/General Fantasy rules (i.e. in-universe locations are based off of real ones when it comes to culture, but are not one to one parallels, especially for geography), so no, the Country isn't based on the UK oh my god please do not say that to me again or im deleting ISAT out of your computers and putting legos at the foot of your bed. It's based on another place. You can figure it out, I believe in you.
⨠But why won't you give more info on what happened :(
Can you imagine if I did answer. Wouldn't that be a bummer, whatever my answer was. Sometimes things need to stay a mystery. And also, I don't want to answer <3
⨠Does the world Loop came from still exist after they left? Or is this a get mystery'd situation?
There is only One Timeline and it's the timeline that goes from the prologue to ISAT. Every timeline that gets rewound does not exist anymore, and that includes the prologue's timeline.
⨠What's the deal with Siffrin's dream at the start?
It's Siffrin's dream, but that doesn't mean our Siffrin is the main star.
⨠Is [specific missable game moment] canon?
Every moment that you personally experience in the game is canon.
⨠Is there a reason Siffrin remembers their name but the King doesn't?
What makes you think Siffrin does?
⨠At the very very end of the game, if you look out the window behind the Head Housemaiden, Sif mentions seeing an island in the distance. Is that his country?
It is. It's always been there, for the whole game. You can see it in the distance, too.
⨠Who was the King, before?
He was just a guy!
⨠With the King left remembering in the end, does that in any way change the redaction effect for other people in the world going forward?
That's a fun idea. Maybe!
⨠One thing that never really clicked for me is: Is the sweet smell Time Craft or Wish Craft? Or is the sweet smell TIme Craft and specifically the burnt sugar smell is Wish Craft? Other way around? Does this question even matter since without Wish Craft you can't attain Time Craft in the first place? (To me, yes.)
Wish Craft smells sweet. Time Craft doesn't have a smell per se, but it does do something.
⨠Does Mirabelle retain her immunity to being frozen in time after the events of the game or does it go away after the Head Housemaiden is saved? Or does it persist for a while and eventually fade away?
I imagine the immunity slowly faded away. But no one's left to do Time Craft, so it's a moot point anyway.
⨠How was Odile able to stop Siffrin from looping back during the fight against Siffrin?
In the Discord channel I stated that it's because "she's just that cool", but really, she does have access to some skills that heighten the efficacity of Rock/Paper/Scissors attacks, so it's not too much of a stretch to imagine she could lower the efficacity of Time Craft as well. In this last loop, while listening to Loop and observing, she could figure out Siffrin was looping way earlier than she could in even the Sus Quest, so she made plans. She is Very Smart <3
⨠Will you ever share everyone's full names?
That's artbook content <3
⨠In the ending, what happened to Siffrin's hat?
Flew away. It's gone now.
⨠Looking back at the original comics, and seeing how comic!sif has both eyes at the start of their loops, but in ending sequences is shown with his eye patch...did you ever consider making that concept of sif losing their eye a part of the main loop in either of your games? and if so, was there any reason why you decided against it?
Early on, I did think about making that whole event an event that happens during the loops, but quickly let that go since 1. it would be a pain to write and code (two different sets of Siffrin portraits!) and 2. if it happened, the player might want to look for a way to NOT make that happen and so 3. it would be a pain to write and code
⨠How was Siffrin's homelife before?
Pretty good!
⨠How old were Nille and Bonnie when they ran away? How old was Sif when their home got zapped?
Both were teens.
⨠How old IS everyone?
Siffrin is mid-late 20s. Mirabelle and Isabeau are early-mid 20s, with Isabeau being slightly older. Bonnie is a preteen. Odile is Too Old For This. Petronille, Bonnie's sister, is late teens-early 20s. You can ignore whatever I said in the prologue's artbook, whoever wrote this was Wrong!!!!!!!!!!
⨠Regarding the book that talks about someone who crafted a copy of themself using wish craft: is that meant to imply someone we know is the author (and/or the copy), or is it not directly related to any of em? or is it a "who knows ;)" situation where we can just speculate and theorize either way?
Please check the book again during Act 5! This applies to most items/map events by the way, like the pendant. You can check those during Act 5 and 6 for some fun new dialogue!
⨠Why are Siffrin's clothes so warm looking?
The Country got cold at night.
⨠What's up with Siffrin's pins?
They're made out of a special material. And also, they make Siffrin look cool <3
⨠I want to know the story behind Loopâs different eye shades!
They're blind in one eye. Also, fun foreshadowing <3
⨠What determines whether someone is paper/rock/scissors craft? Is it assigned naturally at birth or something else (and how do you find out)? Does it make you more inclined to use that specific craft or is anyone generally free to use whatever craft they want?
Astrology rules, It Just Is A Thing. Being Rock Type means it is way easier for you to do Rock Craft, but that doesn't mean you can't learn other types of craft, although it's way harder. Doing Craft of your type is instinct, doing Craft of another type would take some time and resarch.
â¨What crimes has Odile committed before. I need to know.
Odile just smiles.
⨠Why did the King specifically target the House of Dormont?
I had a reason in mind, but adding it to the game would've added a layer of Explanation that really didn't need to be there. It's just a nice House.
⨠Who was Odile's hatecrush...
Dunno. It's your turn.
⨠What is loop's body situation. like is the surface of their "skin" solid? they did poke siffrin that one time, and we know they aren't cold, but...
I have some idea. But it's your turn!
⨠Would Sif still have looped if they hadn't made the wish he made in the beginning? As in, would Vaugarde's combined wish have made him loop until managing to beat the King?
No. But without time powers, you can imagine what would've happened next.
⨠During the Loop Hangout, how did the rest of the team make it all the way to The King? What about during Act 5?
During the Loop Hangout: with difficulty. During Act 5: Loop was there to guide them.
⨠Is Loop: 1. Actually comfortable with both he and they, but only gave the one pronoun to emphasize the distance? 2. Only using they/them because a large life event led to a shift in identity/ how they'd like to be perceived? or 3. time lops stole he from they they :(
Mostly that first one. But all three of those reasons have a bit of truth to them.
⨠Who cooked crab in the House of Change???
This is a very funny question! I've never thought about it. It's your turn.
⨠What are the Orbs that open the gate? Did the King create the Gate or was it there before?
(did not think about the orbs or the gate beyond "plot that proves there was a journey before") Stop Asking Questions,,,, It's your turn,,,,,,
⨠Bonnie's dialogue is *extremely* accurate to how overexcited kids talk, which is really rare to see. Was that something that took a lot of effort to achieve, or did it come naturally to you?
Thank you <3 I'm just that good. Really, Bonnie is an adult with no filter, and less general knowledge. I'm very glad I managed to write Bonnie well, especially since. I haven't talked to a kid. Since I was one myself
⨠The Spoilery Concept Art. Blease
oh yeah. here have it all. this is what I gave Mimi to do the animated trailer!
⨠So. What's everyone's favorite shade.
FINALLY the question. Plus I can say shade names now. White = darkless, Black = lightless. Light and Dark is like light grey/ dark grey. Oh my god I'm checking my notes and I wrote a small event I never used about hair dye colors like "midnight dark", "tomato grey", "snow light" past me that's so fucking funny
Anyway, Siffrin loves darkless, Mirabelle is more of a light shade lover, Isabeau loves that lightless (BECAUSE ITS FASHIONABLE OK), Odile likes darker shades, and Bonnie also loves that lightless (BECAUSE ITS AS DARK AS MY SOUL OK)
⨠Are there any bugs you found during developments that you've made into features?
Two! The first one was the ability to ask Loop to just silently hang out during Act 4. I messed up the code and the game softlocked there, with Siffrin and Loop sitting there silently. I thought it was very sweet. They deserve a little quiet time.
The second was in Act 5 - the House map had a lot of issues with the Act 5 map bringing you back to the normal House map. So one of the testers got brought to the normal House map and didn't notice, and interacted with the Mirror on Floor 3, and it gave them the normal interaction with everyone seeing the mirror and taking a picture, and when they went to look at the picture in their inventory, it gave them the actual Act 5 picture. A little bit after they realized the game bugged out, and told me about it, and begged me to keep that in because they were very unsettled by it. So here it is! Beforehand, it was just Siffrin silently taking a picture, so I'm glad I changed it.
⨠Did you ever have emotional difficulty writing the more sensitive parts of the script, like Siffrinâs intrusive/negative thoughts, for one reason or another? Moreover, did you worry the script may be darker than your initial vision for it anticipated?
Not really. The Mirabelle and Odile hangout scenes were the hardest scenes by far because I really wanted to get them right, but everything else was about the same amount of difficulty. And actually, I wanted to go a little bit darker for the script, but I was worried it was going to be too dark... When it comes to the dagger event, I had a whole tangent about Siffrin thinking about the best way to strike, so to speak, but I deleted it because it was getting A Little Too Detailed. T rating come back to me
⨠For the questions you WON'T answer, did you have your own answers while making the game? Or were they left blank?
Some of them I do, some of them I don't!
⨠I loved this game and I want to replay it but I don't want Siffrin to go through everything again!
Here's a little fun fact I decided: if you hit the credits, you helped a Siffrin escape. If you start a new game, you are creating a new Siffrin that you can emotionally tortu-IIIIIIII MEAN, a new Siffrin that you can help. Do not worry about your Siffrins they are fine
⨠A lot of those answers ended up being "It's your turn", huh.
Yea <3 The answers to some of those questions ARE there if you look. Some just aren't. But you can imagine whatever you want. It's your turn! I finished the game! I'm done working! It's your turn!!!
⨠I loved ISAT and it made me feel so many feelings!
Thank you so much. I'm sorry if you sent a message or ask and I didn't answer it. I read every single one and cherish it! Thank you for playing and thank you for writing me a message!!!!! When I get a little down I look at all of those and I feel better. Thank you. I'm sorry I can't answer them all.
⨠What will you work on next?
I have a project I'm currently in the preproduction stages of. I don't want to talk about it until I feel like I have some stuff to show. Plus I still have to make the ISAT artbook and some other stuff, so it won't be for a while. Nonetheless, I hope you will enjoy it!!!
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omg........... bsf lix............. WHAAATTTT!!!!! now im thinking abt sitting on bsf hyunes lap while sitting around with the others but reader unconciously squirms around and and and he gets hard and and tries to brush it off but he gets hard anyway and and and omg reader being an innocent virgin who doesnt really know whats going on in hyunes mind................. maybe she knows that hes hard and plays it off??? maybe she doesnt? đŽâđ¨
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i... got carried away. đ this has like 800 words
but god do i love the concept of accidental stimulation.
ur just so pretty on his lap and you smell SOO fucking good, he's actually losing his mind. he's been struggling from the get-go, but he eventually gets used to it! like he always does, because this is a normal occurrence between the two of you
but for whatever reason you just cant seem to sit still tonight.. he doesn't know if its the sugary drink you just had, or maybe youre just hyper today?? he doesnt understand!! but he doesnt really have the time to think about it because you seem to forget that he's your bestie and not a chair!
so when you move to position yourself on his lap better because you were "slipping off" and he gets a nice, warm drag of your clothed cunt against his clothed dick, he short circuits ><
he absolutely buffers after that. it only takes him a few seconds to snap out of it though, thanks to jisung whining that his hyung is ignoring him. and then they talk like normal until you move AGAIN. this time seemingly harder. you cant help it, his shorts are just so slippery!
jisung doesn't miss the way hyunjins face contorts and the way he bites his lip almost hard enough to make it bleed, but you sure do. jisung only snickers and gets distracted with something else, allowing hyunjin to turn all his attention to you
but the second he goes to ask you what you're doing, you squeeze your legs together and lean back just the slightest bit,,, he almost moans on the spot
he catches it thankfully and takes a moment to breathe and calm himself and his little friend down. but finds himself getting distracted by the fact that youre still not looking at him and that the only thing facing him is your pretty little ass.. right within reach and he knows he could grab a handful if he really wanted
and he also knows you wouldnt really mind. youre his sweet bestie who trusts him with every secret under the sun!! like your biggest secret that youre a virgin who is waiting for the right guy. youre just his adorable partner in crime who just so happens to come to him to cry about stupid boys so he can kiss those annoying tears away. platonically, of course
but he swears he's never thought about you to this degree before! hes never thought about you riding him and watching your pretty ass bounce and ripple every time your hips hit his! or even about sliding a hand in your hair and tugging it back until you arch your back all nicely while he hits that special spot inside of you that makes you cry!
"where the hell is this coming from?!?!" he would scream into the abyss of his own head
well... he would swear although he knows its a damn lie.
this little situation only makes him want to take things further and actually bend you over every surface on the horizon, and he would genuinely talk to you about those thoughts of his if you just gave him the chance and stopped fucking talking to chris!!
but alas, he's still your bestie and he just wants to be patient for you. and he's just so sure its all an accident! so he just sips his drink and digs his nails into his thigh as you continue to 'obliviously' talk to chris
but, lets be real... there's literally no way you cant feel his hard-on. at this point, he seriously doesnt think he's been so hard before and he can tell your hips are caught on his from the way his dick sits perfectly between your thighs. right under that skirt where he could just pull your panties to the side and give you a real reason to cry-
ahem... anyway!
he quickly catches on how obvious his hard on is when he notices the pink tint on your ears as your hands move to pull your skirt down, seemingly covering his dick from being shown to everybody in the room
oh. so youre just fucking with me? ok. two can play that game
wraps those long arms around your waist and puts his chin on your shoulder, getting all close ><
if you ignore him he'll blow lightly against your ear and then on your neck and will let out a deep, breathy chuckle against your ear when you jump askdjaklsdaklsjdashdja
or if you turn to him right away he'll feign innocence and just tilt his head at you with his lips puckered, "hm?"
will let you go back to talking to chris but will test ur patience now that he thinks that youre teasing him, & starts by rutting his hips up and tightening his arms around you.
to anybody else it would look like he's fixing both of your seating positions, but to him and to you, its just an excuse to feel his tip rub against your pretty, wettening, panties
ends it with squeezing you into his chest tighter and sighing deeply into the crook of your neck, maybe feigning being drunk just to trick his members into leaving the two of you the hell alone!!!
and for some reason it actually works?? so the guys scatter into their rooms with a pat on your shoulder for good luck, assuming that he's super drunk and that you'll have to babysit him for the rest of the night
and he completely ignores you when you poke at him and call out to him until he's sure he heard the last bedroom door close
"honey. do you think you're funny?" places a soft kiss on your shoulder before moving up, placing wet kisses all the way to your jaw where he sucks your first ever hickey into!!
and he knows its your first. cause unfortunately for you, you've told him literally everything.
"you better behave yourself before i bend you over right here right now."
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