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warrendemachokeme · 2 years ago

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#because I am still feeling some kind of way #whatever I did I’ll do it again #jonathan olsson #pain #dynazty

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kiivg · 6 months ago

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.Gossip.

#vampyr #vampyr 2018 #mccreid #jonathan reid #geoffrey mccullum #geoffrey x jonathan #jonathan x geoffrey #mxm #.they did WHATEVER you want in that place ;).#.cannot get these losers out of my head.#.I do love those fics where they point out Mccullums clothes are I’ll fitted or they’re like hand me downs from Carl.#.love the juxtaposition of these men I SWEAR AHGHGH.#.again idk anything about 1910s :)c.#.green my enemy.

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edwinisms · 4 months ago

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it’s actually so wild to me that this fairly quirky YA type show gave both of its main characters deaths that can, in one way or another, solidly be considered hate crimes. they were both flat out murdered as a result of being A) gay and effeminate or B) brown (south asian, specifically) and you could argue whether or not those kids thought of it that way in the moment or whatever but the bottom line is that they would not have been in the situations that killed them if they weren’t of their respective minorities. like legitimately that is a ballsy choice for this kind of netflix show, let alone for the two Main Characters, and i respect it big time

#rambling #i think about this a lot #you could brush charles’ off as a hate crime by proxy since it was in response to him Stopping a hate crime #but that would be stupid. like you think what happened to him would’ve happened if he was white? doubtful #as a mixed person the way i see it is that in that moment- when he protected that pakistani kid- he went from being tolerated #by being/acting just white enough and with enough other jock traits to sort of fit in amongst them #to all at once proving to them that no- he is in fact The Other. he isn’t one of us he’s one of Them.#and as such what happened to him would’ve been a bonafide hate crime. even if they were to give an excuse like ‘he got in our way’ or ‘he #made a fool out of us’ or whatever else. even if those boys didn’t fully UNDERSTAND the racism in their own intentions/actions #it still would be. because that would not have happened to a white boy. period #anyway. genuinely fascinating choice they made with the way they presented his death- especially considering it was not #remotely similar in the comics. neither of them had the hate crime aspect going on really up til yockey’s narrative choices #so props to him. man’s got balls #dead boy detectives #charles rowland #edwin payne #edit: I will say that I don’t think the boys in edwin’s case technically murdered him nor would I call them murderers #because I can’t imagine a single one of them actually thought that ritual was gonna do anything more than make him piss himself #it was still hate-based bullying. like they still absolutely did what they did because he’s visibly effeminate and easily clickable #and all in all: gay. but when I say edwin was murdered I don’t really mean by those boys. I mean those boys dragged him into the situation #(kicking and screaming) that GOT him murdered by a demon. and he would not have been in that position if not for being gay.#I’ll say it again because last time I talked about this someone got real pissy in my inbox: I am not excusing the actions of the boys that #got him killed nor am I saying what they did wasn’t based in homophobia. i am just clarifying that they didn’t intend on killing anyone or #think whatsoever that someone getting killed was even a possibility (as opposed to charles’ killers who definitely had to have thought he #could be killed even if that might not have been the premeditated goal of every boy involved)#but the fact that edwin was ultimately intentionally killed by a demon counts as murder to me #someone killed him on purpose. that’s murder #the demon probably didn’t give a shit about this human teenager’s sexuality but regardless he ended up there for being gay.#so. just. a clarification

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fujii-draws · 8 months ago

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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.

#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN #Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags

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farosdaughter · 2 months ago

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I’m sorry but TROP season 2 as a whole was stale fast food fare compared to S1’s organic homemade feast and I’ll die on this hill lol

#sorry to the ‘you’re a fake fan!!1’ crowd of bootlickers on twitter but i won’t pretend S2 was anything but underwhelming #having watched both seasons back to back for the first time this past month i can say with confidence that I enjoyed S1 immensely #whereas S2 felt like disney’s star wars (derogatory)#and that’s not even going into how they did a 180 turn on haladriel lol #again —nobody expected a HEA or even a kiss. but it’s like they completely discarded their S1 arc and steam rolled their dynamic #where was the obsession? the forbidden desire? the inner conflict? all gone in favor of a superhero movie tier dynamic #even SW managed to do better by reylo —which isn’t even half as deep as haladriel #i’ll still tune in for whatever crumbs there will be in the future ofc #but this feels like a whole missed opportunity.#sometimes… listening to ‘fans’ is bad. maybe creators should stop doing that #trop spoilers #lotr

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hella1975 · 9 months ago

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born to write fanfiction forced to go to pilates

#WHAT IS HAPPENING. HOW DID I GET HERE #THIS IS NOT MY SCENE I SHOULD NOT BE HERE OR WHATEVER THE WOMBATS SAID #no hate to pilates itself im acc very pumped for it but the entire setting of a gym TERRIFIES me #but the uni is running a bunch of shit for women’s month and one of the events is this where they’ve booked the gym #and for 3 hours for free you can just go to different sessions #and me and my mate saw ‘free’ and didn’t look back like one thing I love about us is We Will Just Try Shit #and now im here in athleisure kit. no cargos in sight #I actually can’t remember the last time my outfit was so streamlined I feel naked rn #only plus is I’ve somehow got a decent fit like I had a real moment of secondary school PE class thinking I was gonna #be looking around feeling shitty and out of place for not having The Branded Shit but somehow I’ve acquired stuff #leggings from my old flatmate who IS a gym girlie meaning im twatting about in GYMSHARK LEGGINGS LIKE SOME SORT OF POSER #I feel like im going to dance classes again this is so. this entire thing feels on the edge of nostalgic and generally just WEIRD #I feel like the Cool Girls will be there I feel like they will know there is something Fundamentally Off about me and I’ll never know what #BUT OH WELL. DO IT SCARED #hella goes to uni

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starlooove · 3 months ago

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No one is asking you to like cops IRL, not even the show. If you look at Arcane and what you see is copaganda, if you look at Cait and only see PoLiCe OfFiCeR and not the character, the problem is YOU.

1. I never said anyone asked me to like cops irl

2. I know that’s what I said.

#I was gonna make a long drawn out response specifying or whatever but the post is very self explanatory #idk if I see it as a #‘problem’ but like yeah that’s literally the point of the post #I already have to extend Grace sympathy and understanding to police irl being black in the south #I’m not doing it for a show I like for a character I tolerate #like the surface level analysis I do of Caitlyn has her as a well written character #I don’t care to delve any deeper than that unless it’s about how she interacts with or shapes characters I like lmao #And the characters I like are doing thing that I wish I could see more of irl #I think I made a post a while ago about how fandom as escapism for me is difficult bc the way I interact w/ media is shaped by my real life #and since fandom is majority white they just don’t get it and refuse to #this might be part of that #like idc about the redeemed bigot there’s enough of those in my spaces already #I’m sure they’re very sad and important and educational for you but I don’t care #one more time for anon I ME THATS JUST ME ALONE NOBODY ELSE JUST ME! I don’t care #uhm in conclusion cry about it?#WAAAAIT #I also never said arcane was copaganda #I quite literally specified my issues are w/ fans who can’t spare a single thought for a black characters that’s not ‘he’s so obsessed with #sad white girl 5’#again idc enough to think about the enforcers beyond what they mean to ekko or Mel #depends on s2 but so far #well now I’m thinking do I think it’s copaganda?#from a character standpoint maybe not but like any show that’s wants me to believe or root for a grown ass woman who didn’t realize cops #were bad. like there’s a lot of y’all irl but it’s a show yknow?#they diiid have that Caitlyn ekko fight and ekko was clearly correct but again the results of that are more fandom bias #um idk I’ll have to rewatch maybe! but I #did nooot say arcane was copaganda in the og post like I said I quite literally spoke on how I felt #oh but the way vi broke up that fight #hem hawwwww #conclusion vi wants to be copaganda for coochie but her common sense stops her from being completely stupid 💔 sad 💔

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bluebellwrenart · 2 months ago

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Squilf doodle 💚

#artists on tumblr #warriors #warrior cats #squirrelflight #squirrelstar #<- yeah so I haven’t touched warrior cats in a hot minute. since like. freshmen year of high school ish #but apparently my babygirl is leader now?????????#????? and bramble isn’t dead but he did kinda die and get possessed by ashfur’s vengeful ghost???#and then stepped down after that?????#yeah warriors has gone even more off the rails than it already was but idc #actually correction I did touch warriors again when squirrelflight’s hope came out #i read all the summaries of the events up to that point so I could understand it and grabbed that book just because it was her #but whatever point is!! I haven’t drawn cats since I was like 12-14 but I felt like doodling her #i started playing clangen and got really into doing stuff with that so idk maybe I’ll draw some of my clan cats #is this a warriors revival for me? probably not #but I like revisiting it a little for old time’s sake

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goldkirk · 1 month ago

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#it should be noted that I tried distracting myself from wanting to be dead in a hole and no longer have teeth or shame or the horrors #by watching Grey’s Anatomy #because other people’s made up drama is better than whatever my brain is giving me right now #and I ended up watching an episode where a major character #has a dental abscess that gives her a bacterial heart infection and heart attack and all the complications that follow.#I would just like to say #fuck my life #I KNOW THIS IS FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS #I JUST #WANT TO ***#RATHER THAN EVER DEAL WITH TEETH EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE #I’ll never forgive my mom and my old dentist and hygienists for being ‘kind’ but shaming me so much for so many years without ever once help #*helping me #what was I supposed to do with that?#I can’t hate myself into taking better care of my teeth #and it’s such a beast to overcome that I barely make a dent before something throws me off the bandwagon and I’m terrified to even feel that #I have a mouth all over again!!!#shh katie #there’s no way that one of my teeth at least will be savagely #*salvagable #it needed a root canal in 2021 there’s no way #but if I need teeth pulled I genuinely will spiral #it’s the ultimate shame #EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE IN OUR FAMILY HAVE HAD TO HAVE THAT DONE #even though my mom and sister have had tons of cavities!#it was never allowed for ME #I was supposed to be the PERFECT one #who never ever had any of the issues my older siblings or parents did #and it’s all taken as me not caring or being lazy or being stupid and uninformed and it’s NOT #I DON’T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS EITHER CAN NO ONE UNDERSTAND THAT

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miodiodavinci · 3 months ago

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(face in hands) (again) men will simply feel the walls closing in around them

#my brother got covid from hanging out with his boyfriend. again.#and by the sounds of it they want to quarantine at our house.#ih his room which is. you know. directly adjacent to my room.#aaaaa and we have a trip coming up in two weeks and then my job starts in full and just #if he comes here i’m literally leaving to go stay at my partner’s instead #but it’s killing me because i’ll have to leave my pc and tablet behind and just #aaaaaaa i feel stressed i feel stressed #i’ve been in an exhausted fog for the past two weeks and it feels like i can’t get anything done #it’s like time has just been slipping by me and it makes me So So Upset #like what do you mean we’re more than halfway through august!!!!#and yet also: FUCK!!!!! I TOTTED THROUGH AUGUST!!!!!#i’m coming dangerously close to feeling the way i did during spring semester #when my brain is craving a release like crack cocaine but it’s not coming #every other day i’m dealing with work crap and hassling with irl things #and when i’m not doing that i’m rotting at my desk fatigued out of my mind #trying my best not to pass out until 9pm when it’s reasonable to do so #just staring at whatever video i can put on and blaring it loudly so i don’t fall asleep #aaaaa…………..i want out of this………. i’m on my break and yet i still want out aaaaaa……..

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warrendemachokeme · 2 years ago

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#jonathan olsson #pain #whatever I did I’ll do it again #don’t mind me here with my queue of just jonte and max lmao

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classical-vanity · 7 months ago

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There’s days when I really feel like a failure/ disappointment because I think everyone had pretty high expectations of me growing up and I feel like I’ve done nothing with my life