#what i aspire to have in my life🩵

[mswiththeblueeyes]

the comfort and safety in this🩵

Nights with you ❦

[astrosouldivinity]

New Moon: Journal Prompts (Sagittarius)

There will be a New Moon on Sunday, December 1st which will be in the sign of Sagittarius. ♐️ ♡

This is a good time for welcoming adventure, igniting your passions, and exploring new possibilities. ✨ Embrace the unknown. ࿊🌀࿊

ᨖ⋆⭒⋆ᨖ⋆⭒⋆ᨖ⋆⭒⋆ᨖ⋆⭒⋆ᨖ⋆⭒⋆ᨖ⋆⭒⋆ᨖ⋆⭒⋆ᨖ

🦋 1. What new adventures or experiences do I want to embrace in the coming month? For instance, considering activities like traveling, starting a new creative project, or trying something completely outside my comfort zone.

🦋 2. What new skills or hobbies do I want to explore, and why? With Sagittarius energy embodying adventure and freedom, how can I reflect on the pursuits that bring me joy and ignite my sense of purpose. What activities inspire me to fully embrace my adventurous side?

🦋 3. How can I expand my horizons, both personally and professionally? For instance, I could seek out new learning opportunities, attend workshops or networking events, or connect with people from diverse backgrounds.

🦋 4. What dreams or desires have I been hesitant to pursue, and what steps can I take to attract them? In other words, what small, tangible actions can I take to move closer to my aspirations, and how might these steps help me overcome any fears that are holding me back?

🦋 5. In what areas of my life do I need to cultivate more optimism and positivity? For example, trusting the process, practicing gratitude for what I have, or reframing personal challenges as opportunities for growth.

🦋 6. What beliefs or limitations are holding me back from exploring new opportunities? How can I shift my mindset to focus on possibilities rather than constraints, and what daily practices can help support this change?

Affirmation: I reflect on my beliefs and embrace the authenticity of being seen in my entirety. I honor my true self, celebrating both my strengths and vulnerabilities.

𝔁𝓸𝔁𝓸- 𝓚𝓲𝓴𝓲 🩵

𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 📋

[pallastrology]

interpreting your angles

the angles are four points in a natal chart that correspond with four stages of life. in a way, the angles represent four parts of the self, that intertwine and reconnect throughout life, often working in tandem. they function as two pairs of axes, with one (the ac-dc axis) looking at the concept of me vs. you; the other (the mc-ic axis), where you aim for vs. where you came from. click the links to read my interpretation of these placements through the signs 🩵

the ascendant is generally situated in the first house. it is all about selfhood, and so represents aspects of our personality, our impulses and reactions, some of our physical mannerisms and expression, and our perception of the world. the ascendant tells us a lot about ourselves, from our wants and needs, desires, fears, even something about our health. it shows us what we identify with, how we perceive ourselves and, to a degree, how others perceive us. the ascendant is a point that tells us about our identity; the descendant, its sister, tells us a lot about others in relation to ourselves. it shows us the traits we perhaps lack, or those that we express in an unhealthy manner. it shows us what we want and need from our partner, and interestingly, it represents what we reject in ourselves and what we reflect onto others. it shows us what is underneath the identity we project outwards.

☁️ personal example: i have a virgo rising, so have pisces on the descendant. i pride myself on being a neat and tidy, organised and mature individual. i study hard and read a lot, i am logical and sensible. underneath that, i have ADHD and grew up homeschooled in a chaotic environment. i am sensitive and intuitive, i have large gaps in my education and i am something of an artist at heart. my partner is a musician, and interestingly, a pisces. learning to balance these two sides of myself has helped me enormously in life, and brought me a lot of internal peace.

the midheaven is generally found in the tenth house. it is a little more nebulous than the ascendant, but it represents legacy, mastery, what we build over the course of our lives, what we aspire towards and what we become known for. it is traditionally associated with career too, especially the “peak” of our working lives, when we’ve reached our potential. for a lot of us, the midheaven is more tangible, and more of an active part of life, after our first saturn return (around age thirty). traits of the midheaven are things we have to learn and put hours and work into to gain. conversely, the nadir, or imum coeli, shows us what our childhood taught us. it shows us the internal experience of the situation we grew up in; how we made sense of it, what beliefs and habits we now carry with us, what we wished we had, what we needed. the imum coeli represents our experience of being nurtured, and how that experience impacted our ability to nurture ourselves as adults. it represents the small, fragile parts of ourselves that perhaps weren’t able to grow the way they should have.

☁️ personal example: i have a taurus midheaven, so have scorpio on the nadir. growing up i was very isolated, had controlling and emotionally unstable caregivers, and a grew up in a household where feelings were seen as weak and so were to be hidden. there was no trust either, with a lot of fighting for control. as an adult, i have a low self-worth and little ability to trust either myself or others. i can be emotionally chaotic and am preoccupied with perfection, often taking things to an extreme. that being said, i have a strong work ethic, am focused on building emotional and material safety for myself and my loved ones, and bond very closely when i do build that trust. i am attracted to warmth and comfort, and aspire to be spiritually and mentally rich.

so, now you hopefully know a little more about the angles, but… how do you interpret them in your chart? they can sometimes be interpreted as an extension of the angular houses, but this won’t always work out, and i find it can be a bit of an oversimplification. because while, for example, the fourth house and IC both rule over our childhood home, nurturing figures and sense of comfort, the fourth house is much more oriented to the present day, and to that physical area of life; while the IC is more focused on our internal experience of our childhood, and how that effects and impacts us today, out in the world. when i am reading a chart, i find it helpful to look at the angles first as two pairs, so i can understand the energies and issues they are bearing; then, i look at the angles as a cycle of AC-IC-DC-MC, so i can read them in “chronological order”. once i feel i have some understanding, i look at things like the point rulers, the contents and rulers of the houses involved, any aspects to the angles, etc., and start to fill in the details from there. it’s perhaps not the most straightforward method, but for me, i find it to be the most helpful route to gaining the amount of detail i want from a chart reading. the best method for you to use is the method that you find the most helpful, so experiment when reading, use your intuition and let the technical stuff guide that intuition :-)

a quick note on house systems… i use placidus because it’s what i find works best for me, so when i read a chart, the angles are the cusp of their respective houses. if, however, you use something like whole signs or equal houses as your house system of choice, then the angles can move around a lot more within the chart, adding an interesting extra layer to your interpretations. the angles can get a bit restless depending on your distance from the equator, too. these complexities are something i’d like to explore further in a future post if you’d be interested 🩵

[tieronecrush]

writing update

hi everyone!! been MIA with life’s busyness, but slowly working on new writing 😌

i wanted to give you all a little update about what my plans are for my current works, and future!

current works:

hot & heavy: i will be writing chapter 13 & 14 before i post them to have the story complete. the epilogue will come sometime after, might give them a little break to live in my head 🩵

only angel: next chapter will be on the back burner until i complete h&h, but it will be my main focus once that happens! 🩷

upcoming works:

excited to announce i am collaborating with bestie el @northernbluess on a best friend’s dad javi fic titled ‘sweet like honey’. i am itching to get this one started, and can’t wait to share it will you all. be sure to follow el so you don’t miss any chapters! 💛

another series fic that is in the works for me is about joel as an antique restorer and an OC (name tbd) who’s an aspiring author! it’s going to be titled ‘patina’ 🤎

a long running project that i have been planning for a while is a dieter series — he’s an artist with a pseudonym and he meets reader who is a galleries/curator! friends to lovers, all the NYC vibes! titled ‘visual literacy’ 🩶

i have some one shot WIPs as well — a threesome with frankie & joel, part 3 to my osito frankie mini series, and *potentially* hot priest ezra hehe 💚

that’s all for now, thank you all for being so patient with my work!

[shelli-gator]

what ttte ships do you have besides 2x5, if any?💙❤️

I do I do! 🥺❤️ thank you for asking anon! It makes my day!

🖤💚 I loooove Donald and Duck. I love their playful back and forth, and I think for all his teasing, Donald is quite enamored with Duck's fussiness and practicality. It makes him an easy target for his teasing, but really it comes from him being in love and dumb about it. Duck is also the only one who can reign in Donald's temper, and get the two brothers to stop arguing. Mostly because Donald won't listen to anyone else.

My partner and I have a human au and in it Duck is the manager of a quaint little general store (the kind that sells organic and fancy stuff, some luxury goods and fresh produce marked up really high, that sort of thing), and next door is a hardware store manned by Donald and Douglas. They share a breakroom. Donald's favorite pass time is taking drinks and snacks from the general store without asking, and playing with rubber ducks and putting them around the store for Duck to find. Sometimes Duck will hear incessant quaking coming from the break room, and he'll charge in to yell at him only to stop short because Donald is smiling HUGE at him, turning to his brother to be like "See I tol' yoo Douggie I speak 'is language! That's 'is matin' call, that is." And Duck's shoots back with a "YOU OWE ME M O N E Y!" Don't worry. Duck will just go take it from the cash register in the hardware store later. With a little note detailing all the things he knows he took.

(You know Donald would call him is quackeroo)

For all his teasing, Donald really loves him, and that scares him. Duck aspires to what he believes to be bigger and better things with his life, dreams he won't stop chasing. And that makes Donald scared he'll leave him behind. What's wrong with what they have now? Some would argue it's pretty good...

💚💙 This leads into my next ship, but it's really just an unrequited, quite surface-level thing; Duck and Edward. I won't say too much since it's in my fic, but Duck rather likes his old friend. And it makes him and James scowl at each other all the more. But of course, it's not to be. Edward cares for him, but not in the way Duck might want (or at least, THINKS he wants, or really DOESN'T). It's all very confusing when you don't even believe engines should or CAN love and what purpose does love have when you're MADE to work. There's the right way of doing things, and the wrong way...

💙💚 Another ship I dabble in is Gordon and Henry, though I'm not as mentally ill about them as I am with James and Edward. I like the complexity that comes with Henry having been designed as a bootleg Gresly to start, only to be totally overhauled, and WOW that must have been well and truly fucked. You would think there would be some mockery or resentment there, but Gordon doesn't hold it to him. Deep down, I think he had compassion for him that he couldn't really express because he's so fucking emotionally stunted and you gotta keep up appearances. And we see that compassion in It's Good to Be Gordon. He felt so awful to have made Henry feel worse that nothing else mattered.

I've been reading A New Way of Life, and I adore how the author characterizes their relationship. Being there for an anxious, panicky partner doesn't always have to be gentle and saccharine. Gordon grounds Henry in a way only HE can, not through words and coddling, but with a big, firm hand to squeeze and hold him. And that tells Henry he isn't alone. That he's got him. It pulls him back, and I really like that for them. Gordon is an anchor, and Henry needs a pretty big anchor.

So yeah, I like that for them! And I'm just as susceptible to big men being dumb and in love and finding solace where they might not find it anywhere else because big men have big problems or whatever.

💚🩵 this next ship is like, I mean, okay. It comes with a disclaimer. I really like Thomas and Percy, but NOT in the traditional romantic sense. I mean there's really not much romantic to me about it, but that's also why I think it's as sweet and funny as it is. They're best friends that trip each other up and fight over the Xbox, and they really wouldn't want to be with anyone else. Thomas can't even think of girls (who terrify him anyway) because he just wants to go hang out with Percy. I guess I see it as kind of crack ship, and that's why I love it. As humans they would hold hands and get so red and spooked over it that they never really do anything else WHEEZE. And as engines well, they spend all their time together, that's enough for them.

Most of what I like about them is in our human au, and it's insane. They're the worst. Percy waking up Thomas in the middle of the night because he doesn't sleep and he's looking for his vape. "Where's my vape Thomas, have you seen it, come on I think you're lying on it roll over. Sorry! Thomas. Thomas where's your vape can I use your vape what flavour is it. Thomas-" (my partner is so fucking smart and funny for this)

I'm sure I'll come up with more as I go along. Like I really want to find someone for Emily, I like her as a headstrong Scot so very impatient and so very very right about everything bossing people around WHEEZE. She's the worst ❤️🥺🤩 but also really kind, and the only one practical enough to actually go talk to Toby when everyone was very happy to just believe he was being scrapped (even Edward which is SO funny and cute to me it kills me). I think she'd make someone very happy. I'm open to suggestions! Very susceptible to good marketing if you know what I mean 😏

(I see Caitlin back there hmmm I've heard good things 👀❤🧡🩶🩷💜 🤔👭)

I still need to watch Emily in the middle but I also think it would be so funny Donald and Douglas vying for her attention when it's really only Douglas that fancies her and Donald is just fucking stupid and getting in the way because he can and Douglas wants to throw him off the rails in frustration because why can't he just have this WHEEZE.

Anyway thanks for reading sorry it's long!

[marleysfinest]

Mar mar mar mar mar... I'm here for some good lovin' for all.

First I must shoutout @sailorspica for bringing this to my attention... a new friend of mine (if I may be so bold to use the F word) but someone I PARTICULARLY enjoy interacting with and talking with. I'm unfortunately more offline than I want to be these days but Kat is someone I always want to come back and see and feel rejuvenated by seeing. Kat's mind is truly something else and she is an expert as far as all of her passions are concerned, and she approaches interactions with a warm heart and genuine curiosity and desire for collaboration and understanding. 🩵

@blondeboyfriend is someone very near and dear to my heart. Finn tolerates my poking and rambling and obnoxious behavior and is simply, simply, the coolest. They have a level head and pragmatic yet deep approach. She is the ocean - deep and rich and mysterious and colorful and wonderful. Finn has long stirred a writing spark in me that only aspires to be as great in both my personal life and my writing as they are. 💙

@p00pdev1l is all-around incredible. I am always delighted to see Jazz's nonsense and LOVE on the dash. I never feel anything but the strongest support and encouragement interacting with her, but even more than that, the love overflows from everyone who she interacts with. 🤍

@bloompompom is WONDERFUL, amazing, fantastic. Her art has a spirit; she knows how to make characters her own while keeping their essence. She has grace and patience and kindness. She is one of the first artists I think of when I think of tumblr but more, with the tumblr COMMUNITY. 🧡

@strawberrystepmom is someone else who I think of when I think of community. Tumblr / fandom just isn't what it used to be, and Kendall keeps it alive. She is hilarious and clever and creative and spunky and friendly, giving and taking and circulating this ecosystem of ours that cannot die out. Kendall is LIFE. ❤️

and to YOU, @marleysfinest - YOU are stellar, a shining star. You are specifically a person that I was so giddy to see become moots with. I think you're just so cool. You encourage your friends and share your passion and love in a way that makes me just want to join in the fun. You are a light on the dash, never go out. 💜

Thank you for having us here to celebrate your milestone and CONGRATULATIONS ON IT!!!!!!!!

good morning LOVERS we’re back with more LOVE 💓💓💓💓💓

spread the word with muvva’s feel good 500!

[jansses]

In celebration of The Eras Tour 100th show posting my experience last 09 March 2024 at National Stadium Singapore…

💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤🩷🩶🤎🤍

I don’t know where to begin. Months have passed, and the feeling is still surreal. I don’t know how to recover from this experience—seeing my childhood dream flashback before my eyes.

 

Debut became my gateway to the world of Swiftie Lore. I vividly remember early 2007, the first time hearing your song on the radio, (TOMG) it was sad and broken but full of hope. That moment instantly became my core memory of entering your world: full of stories of heartbreaks, betrayals, and lies but, most importantly, how you're able to overcome and turn those into weapons to achieve dreams and aspirations and to be loved without any conditions.

 

Your performance of “Should’ve Said No” cements my determination to attend your concert one day, no matter what it takes. A concert I want to be in, with all your reveal, the guitars, singing in the rain, and the unstoppable headbanging, the unbreakable arc of your spines and the stare each pause and most specially the PEP talk each segment. Oh if only Friendster/Myspace could speak right now they’d tell the world the whole journey how I crave to see it live. Looking back at it, all those things I wish for came through unexpectedly, I DID.

 

Since then, I have been gatekeeping you like no other. Your exceptional talent and devotion to your fans have resonated so resoundingly that even critics, egoists, and skeptics have been unable to diminish the legacy you have forged. You are undeniably outstanding, often revered as "The Music Industry" itself. Your triumph has been unmistakable, deeply felt, and cherished by us, your loyal supporters. This moment and experience will undoubtedly form a narrative that I will recount throughout the entirety of my life.

 

This journey will delve deep into the rabbit hole of my core memory

To those reading this: never give up on your dreams. As a little boy, I achieved big dreams that I once thought impossible. This moment will always be remembered.

 

I’d like also to express my gratitude to everyone who supported me from the very beginning - warm hugs and lots of love.

Sending you lots of love and hugs, Miss Forever T-Swizzle @taylorswift @taylornation . I promise this won't be the last time I see you perform live 😊

 Swiftie 2007 Est

P.S. Please release "I’d Lie" for the TS TV Vault; minor changes - 18 instead of 17 PLEASE 😊

[veryberryjelly]

Hi beautiful,

Congratulations on graduating! Why is this the first time I see your aesthetically beautiful blog?

I’ve never participated much in events, less so in the ones that ship you with other characters, but I’d love to try! (Might even ask for mood boards and blurbs if you’re cool)

So, may I please get a 🥐 with a golden trio era/marvel character. Whatever rocks your boat.

Where to start? I’m a Gemini-ENTP, an aesthete, and bibliophile. I love to read, and one of my favorite books is Dead Poets Society. I’m a writer on tumblr and a creative writer in real life too. Though I currently work at an agency, I aspire to publish my own books someday.

I’m an extrovert, and I absolutely love to travel, embark on new adventures, and learn new languages and skills. I’m fluent in 3 languages and have picked up basic knowledge of around 4 others.

I love the piano, though I cannot play it, but I always pester my best friend to play me something whenever there’s a piano near her. And I’m a dancer, ballroom and contemporary.

I absolutely adore baking and cooking and can whip up recipes from anywhere in the world, though I’m not a huge fan of Asian cuisine. My favorite, I would say, is Italian.

I love children, and I’m the cool cousin of the family. If my younger brother was married, I’m pretty sure I would’ve been the cool aunt too. At the moment, I’m a cat mom, and I absolutely can’t wait to find someone and build a family with. I’m straight, so I’d love to be shipped with a male character.

Hmm, what else is worth noting? I’m quite vibrant and social, so much so that I’ve had more than twenty people nickname me as “butterfly,” and trust me when I tell you those people don’t even know each other to pass this nickname around.

Speaking of people, I just love meeting people and making new friends (anyone on here is welcome to message me if you ever wanna talk to someone), and I’m usually the one who’s planning the next big adventure—whether that’s a lunch or a night out at a music festival.

I have a fairly small circle of friends, ones I consider family, though I am acquainted with a lot of people.

I’m 24, and I’ve never dated or been in a relationship. I’m someone that’s more attracted by a person’s intelligence than appearance. I greatly value intellectual stimulation, and I’m not necessarily attracted to the bad boys. It depends on the person.

My sun, moon, and ascendant are in Gemini. I’m a Gryffindor-Thunderbird, and I thank you for reading thus far and wish you a wonderful day ahead. 🩵

𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭

please ask for whatever you want! mood boards are definitely my favourite to do <3

i ship you with...

sersi!!!

sersi is absolutely a social butterfly like yourself so i think the two of you would be the life of the party together.

sersi is 100% going to any music festival, night out or adventure with you.

she's very open to trying anything

sersi also absolutely adores children [ as evidenced in the film ] and i think any nieces/nephews/siblings/random small children are absolutely enamoured by her.

sersi is very very clever so i think you two would have very intellectual conversations.

whether its about art, history or a tv show you both enjoy, you are never bored talking to sersi.

[mswiththeblueeyes]

never underestimate the power of a really good hug from someone you care about🥹🩵

Healing hugs with you ❦

[onlyjaeyun]

oh my i was going through your little emojis that were in use and i just remembered that when i was an anon i would use the ♋️🩵. So user reveal that’s me hiii 👋. Still here promise ! Just not much of an anon anymore 😭

Anyways CH 18!!!! AAAASHHHJWJJEKEJENE is what came to mind when i read it. You writing from 12-4am DEDICATION and i aspire. Literally you writing at those hours gave me the motivation to get on my treadmill and do my workout. So thank you for that. I hope your pillow was the coldest most comfortable thing ever that night and forever and that you got enough rest 🥹🥹.

Now speaking about that chapter….

KAKEKEKNEMEMDMDMEI OH MY GOOODNESS 😱😱😱😱😱 literally me the whole time i was with my jaw on the floor clutching my pillow for dear life. The snippet of the fall out. I am seated 🪑 for that. I can’t wait for whenever you decide to drop that.

*sigh* Tsuki my girl fuck CH!Seung. I want her now 😩😩😩. Such a sweet soul and epitome of a girls girl. Love her she a fave love her wish nothing but the best hearts for Tsuki 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼.

The build up to the them getting down and dirty. Sunghoon sir you are BOLD. Everytime this man spoke my jaw would be an inch closer to the ground. Left me speechless in a good way.

The baby pet name drop 😭😭 like CH!YN better than me would have allowed this man do just about anything no questions asked 😊😊😊. The aftercare round of applause for this man 👏👏👏👏. 📣 WE SCREAMED WE CRIED WE CHEERED📣. This man already running laps around the entirely of SK to get the image of her in his shirt out his mind 🏃💨. Got him sweating, huffing and puffing at the thoughts. Like ain’t not way she giving that back to him. Once they get together he going to purposely leave his shit in her room so she can wear it. When she does and he sees her wearing it he going to be whining, moaning, and groaning at her but in reality he thrives of that shit. Loves to see her wear his clothes. Got him all giggly and what not 🤭🤭🤭

Lastly how can i forgot the kiss. That kiss is going to have both of them spiraling 🌀 i just know it. Like they going to brush it off for a bit but every time they see each other they get like heated at the fact that they want to kiss each other again.

OMG YOU WRE THAT NONIE BABY WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS SO WORRIED BC I THOUGHT YOU DISAPPEARED 🤕🤕🤕 IM SO GLAD YOU DECIDED TO COME BACK OFF ANON FKDNFLFLF SO EXCITING HELLO BABY!🥺💗

thank you so so so so so much for these sweet words baby, they're everything to me like the fact you cuys are so appreciative and supportive really means a lot to me 🥺💗 and honestly i have only recently started writing so fast bc back when i had just started it took me so long but now i just write without overthinking too much, deffo recommend taht since ik a lot of my fellow writers go through the same struggles 😭

im so glad we all love CH!tsuki sm because she's really the cutest and sweetest babe ever and deffo one of my comfort characters in this fic she's SUCH a girls girl and it makes me so happy WE LOVE CH!TSUKI!!!!🥺💗

STOP YOURE SO FUCKING CUTE THANK YOU SM FOR SO MUCH LOVE ON CH.18 YOURE THE BEST THIS MADE ME GIGGLE SM😭😭😭💗 and your brain is so so sexy for the last part because FUCK yeah he would leave his stuff at her place and then get excited to see her in it but she'd pretend like she thought it's one of the other boys' just to see his reaction until he makes sure to fuck her in his clothes and make sure she knows not to fuck with him I LOVE THEM AND YOU SM 🤕🤕💗

ngl i am SO happy you guys loved the kiss as much as i do bc damn i was so sadni couldn't elaborate it further bc you know i would have gone full on romantic mood and had to hold myself back...sOON!!🤕

thank you sm for this baby, glad you decided to reveal yourself i always loved your asks sm 🥺

[finedinereception]

See, I would care about Sirius if I was good enough to get to the part of the games where he exists.

I usually get stuck on like, the third boss due to chronically forgetting I have access to a shield.

Can you tell me more about him so I can care? Because he sounds like an interesting character from what I could find (not much).

sirius ask!!!!!!!!!!!!🩵🩵🩵🩵

firstly, ill direct you to my big ramble about him, which contains a lot of key details on what i like about him! all his dialogue is on his wiki page since theres not much of it, and you can also just find playthroughs (there are plenty of no commentary ones) if you want to see that whole segment of the game without playing to it!

secondly, since im being asked to elaborate…

he just has a lot of personality for his short appearance! hes different from a lot of other antagonists because he doesnt really have world conquering aspirations or “im going to kill everybody as revenge for x” or whatever, he just…. wants to enjoy himself. theres a sense that he thinks what he wants should also be fun for others, like he believes that, but even if that werent true he wouldnt really care because he doesnt see other life as being as sapient or “relevant” as himself, if you know what i mean.

also, hes canonically a fanboy of mega man. he specifically states that he loves mega mans fights in particular. he IDs him on sight. people dont mention that but its so funny like HELP????

like, he both comes off as a selfish and callous person but also doesnt feel as villainous as other characters, if only for his lack of real malice. ive compared him to “kid pouring water on an ant hill” and i stand by that. is it a little mean? yeah, maybe, but theres also not a real comprehension of the harm being caused when it happens because theres a failure to sympathize with something that feels so small to you.

plus theres the whole thing with the mu metal, which could very easily be expanded on. please expand on it. and the complete “l+ratio+fight your rival forever” he takes being blown up with. and what is he in regard to the other em beings? (personally, i headcanon him as an xm-ian. because. sirius xm radio. teehee)

basically i just think hes really funny and different as a villain for this series and i think there are a lot of directions you can take his character.

[anakinskywalkerog]

For the ask game 💖🤩⌛️.

HI, fun, thank you for playing ❤️

💖 What made you start writing?

Writing in general? I have been doing for so long I don’t even know. I remember we had to write stories in elementary school, and in like 4th grade I wrote this intense, super long story about an evil wizard who kidnapped the main character’s father…and then in 6th grade I wrote an even longer story about a prince whose entire family was killed and who had to flee across the Sahara desert with a talking parrot 😂 teachers were always telling me to stop turning in so many pages (but, a lot of them were nice about it 😊). I wrote a novel when I was a teenager (it was like, YA romance, aspiring John Green vibes) and I have continued writing into my adult life, though now most of my writing is weirder and more experimental (literary? who even knows). I’ve never NOT been a writer. In terms of writing fanfic—some of you know this, but I went through a bad breakup!!! and dove headfirst into my old Star Wars obsession!! and here we are 👏

🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?

OOF, so I know what everyone is thinking, but right now? The truthful answer is my reader character in My Very Soul. of course, it’s an x reader story, so she doesn’t really have any physically defining attributes, but I’ve found that it would be impossible to write a story as long as MVS without the protagonist having a fully formed personality of her own. and it’s a lot easier for me to write in her perspective than Anakin’s—I’ve been trying hard to figure out how to write in Anakin’s mind leading up to ROTS, and it’s hard. I’m struggling to write through the complicated mess his mind is becoming. If the reader character doesn’t count, my second choice is actually Obi-Wan. I feel like I understand him 😂 he’s sad and wise and snarky. I love it.

⌛ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?

I usually write a chapter in an evening—it takes me probably like, 2 hours? approximately. Sometimes I leave it and read through it the next day to improve the quality 😂 but it takes even more time to actually format the Tumblr/Ao3 post etc. For me, 2 hours is actually not that long to spend on like, 3-5k words. It’s something I do for fun without overthinking it. The problem these days has been getting that time to myself at the end of the day and having enough energy to produce. But I’m trying 😊❤️

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[comfortableinthesilence]

Relaxed day with a lazy start and then a few hours spent with my grandad at the Carehome, catching up with him and talking about football, life and the memories! A bit of a tangent but…

It was recently his and my grandmas wedding anniversary and he was reminiscing about their love and how much he misses her since she passed. Reminiscing about their lives, how They met in school in their little village on outskirts of Newcastle and he knew early on that she was going to be his wife one day! Through the years, trials and tribulations and distance their love lasted, even when my grandad was in the army stationed in London and my grandma back at her parents home in the North East. My grandad sacrificed opportunities in life for my grandma, turning down a chance to play for Fulham Football Club (they were good and big back then) because he knew my grandma didn’t want to live and raise a family in London. Instead settling on a life in the North East, raising a family, having a touring caravan they used for holidays away, exploring the beautiful English costal towns and countryside! They had plans and aspirations for when my grandad retired, they were to sell the house and go travelling full time with their caravan but alas it was never to be. Even when my grandma started with dementia the love was clear and my grandad never wavered with his love, care and attention. Even on those last few days we sat round her bed waiting for her to pass, I could tell he loved her like the first day he met her.

Hearing him reminisce and welling up with tears, it made me thing that’s the kind of love that inspires me to find my person, like they found each other! They were never rich with money or luxury items but they were rich in love and memories! When it’s all said and done, that’s what matters in life, finding someone to share a life with🩵. I'm thankful I can still hear his stories and it's something I'll cherish always.

(This post went off on a tangent, I was just going to share about my day but spending time with my grandad, hearing his stories and reminiscing is a beautiful thing and it evokes emotions within me I want to share. Thank you if you took the time to read this and I hope it inspires you to love that someone special in your life and make those memories count.)

[minhypen]

hii lenee :3 it's your blossom anon here again! 🥰 [ i hope I'm not annoying you — 😃 ] I just have like too much free time in my hands before my revision exams start 😔 & it's not like I'm using you as a time-pass person or anythh!! I really wanna talk to you,, like you're saurrr cool!! 😭🩵

haha,, I'll always be your fan lene!! 💞

and you're Indian too?? 😻 that's saurr cool!! And you chose biomath too — man we were meant to be 😘 ,, haha, yes I'm a 08 liner,, I'll be turning 17 in Jan lmao 😗 that reminds me,, when is your bdayyy?? 🩵 you're also like a '05 or a 04 righttt?? ( idk I'm weak in math 😭😭 )

I'm just curious but you mentioned you had a gap year right? Was it for appearing for neet or for a diff reason 🧐 like I'm planning to take a drop year for neet too which is almost ironic bec im also a jee aspirant rn & like I wanted to appear for neet originally,, but then life happened now I'm stuck with jee 🥲 saurr yepp I've been like asking around for like opinions and advices if like taking a gap year for neet is worth it or not 😃

sorry for basically ranting,, i am just curious 😭

& idk if you really wanna talk abt it, but if you do wanna talk abt your problems or like basically anyth, you can hmu :) like ik that you dont actually know my url — 😭😭 but like you could ask me if you wanna talk, yk? Like idk if you really wanna share or anyth, but like talking to a stranger online is better than talking to someone irl,, bec they wont like reveal abt your problems to anyone else bec they really wont know any of your irls & sorry if I'm overstepping, I just really wanna help you bec like i mentioned, i really do like you! :) and it saddens me to know that a friend of mine is going thru smth bad and like yeahh 😭😭 sorry im being super awkward — I just wanna let you know that i really like you! & we're all here you lene :)

— 🌸 anon :)

( please dont worry abt tags!! You replying to my asks are more than enough 🩵 )

first of all, happy 2025 to you!!! naur you will never annoy me i swear <33 i'm so sorry for my sudden long absence, i was really caught up in college stuff and my practical exam (that is still not over yet, yikes). but i missed mila so i came on here to read her fic and of course to talk to y'all >.< 08 liner you are my babyyyy~ and yes, i'm a 05 liner! im turning 20 this july! yes baby blossom, i took a drop for neet but didn't make it unfortunately. but it's ok i'm learning to love my current course so <3 but you know what i'd say after seeing the whole neet fiasco last year? go for biomedical engineering, nanotechnology or dental surgery and settle abroad after your undergraduate degree. it's so much better than medicine because of the 25 lakh competition for 1 lakh seats. too much mental pressure that's absolutely not worth it in this country :(( just perform your absolute best in boards and get a seat in the college you want, but don't choose neet unless you're a born genius haha :P no worries about ranting or about being awkward! you're very sweet to me and i really appreciate it <3 and of course! i'd love to talk to you other than through your cute lil asks (though don't stop sending them, i sometimes visit tumblr just for these). if you want you can send me emails to huggleresaix24@gmail and we can be penpals (an idea given by a moot of mine for us to rant to eo) >.< lots and lots of love baby >3<

[smalltownotomeenjoyer]

💖Smalltownotomeenjoyer Master Post 2.0💖

There were some things I wanted to add to my original master post, but didn’t feel like editing it because I’m lazy lmao. So here’s take two!

Basic info about me:

💓Main blog: @smalltowncryptidfucker If I follow you guys back, you will see that in your notes lmao.

💓Pronouns: she/he/they. Alternate between these however you feel!

💓20+ years old. (Not giving an exact age, I don’t trust the internet.)

💓You can call me Flynn or Cryptid. :3 Flynn is a gender neutral name I’m trying out right now, and Cryptid is what I’m aspiring to be.

💓This blog is specifically where I come to talk about these dumbass men in these dumbass otome games. I go through phases in posting here, but rest assured I’m most likely active on my main, or other side blogs.

💓Age rating of blog: 18+ (I don’t plan on posting extremely NSFW content, but considering otome games typically have NSFW content in them, I’m making that the rating for my own peace of mind.)

Otome games:

Games I’ve played extensively:

💝Amnesia Memories (Good endings only)

💝Bustafellows (Good endings only)

💝Collar x Malice (Good endings only)

💝Mystic Messenger (Good endings only, still haven’t finished Ray’s route. Tbh I’m way too busy to be devoting my time to texting fake people lmao.)

Games I’m playing currently:

🩵Piofiore Fated Memories (Nicola, Yang, Dante, and Orlok, currently playing Gil’s. Also did Orlok’s tragic ending.)

🩵Collar x Malice (bad endings. Was gonna start with Sasazuka bad endings first, but I’ve decided to start with Shiraishi, because if I don’t do his bad endings first, I’ll avoid it forever.)

🩵Amnesia Memories (all endings. Haven’t played this game since I was 17, so I’m replaying it fully. Finished Shin and Ikki good endings, currently playing Kent.)

🩵Oshirabu: Waifus over Husbandos (I’m kind of just playing it, and seeing what ending I get based off of making choices from the heart lol.)

🩵Monster Prom: Idk why, but I got a sudden urge just to binge play this game, and get as many endings as possible, and I fucking love it. Is Monster Prom kind of out of place here amongst the otome here? Who cares, it gets spot because it’s incredible.

Games I have, but haven’t played yet:

💜Tokyo School Life

💜Collar x Malice Unlimited

💜Piofiore Episodio 1926

💜Monster Camp

Favorite Love Interests!!!!:

❤️‍🔥All the Collar x Malice LIs. Shiraishi is technically the big fave because of his backstory/character development. But I love them all.

❤️‍🔥Ukyo and Ikki

❤️‍🔥707

❤️‍🔥Gil. And Yang. How did that even happen. (Still haven’t finished the game.)

❤️‍🔥All the Bustafellows LIs. Do I technically have a fave, based off of backstory/character development? I’ve thought about it, and honestly, no, I’m literally in love with all of them equally, no notes.

Other shit to know:

💚I would love to make some friends in the otome fandom!!! It’s a very small community, and I need someone to go feral over these games with me. ✌️😔 So feel free to DM me!

💚I go through phases in posting here- my hyperfixations are never around for very long, and I’ll find myself in a different fandom very randomly and suddenly. That being said, I always come back, so if you don’t hear from this blog, I’m probably cringe-posting from a different one lmao.

💚Cringe culture is dead, and if you try to bring that shit around here, you’re getting the boot. We’re not here for a long time, so I’m gonna be as cringe as I want while I’m here. 🫡

Updates and edits will be down below.

(Posted: 9/11/2024)

(Updated: 12/2/24, 12/13/24, 1/11/25)