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yall im kinda sad cause from this year on i'm gonna to have to start acting "like an adult" cause there won't be any more "teens" for me to blame my childish demeanor 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#help i dont wanna grow up#istg this is not peter pan sindrome#i just don't wanna be an adult#it sucks#what do yall think they're all most miserable?#im miserable already don't need more trouble like taxes and shit#the roaring twenties#are freaking real#help im still at the restaurant#(the restaurant in question is 2019)
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yall can call it a bad take all you want but my own personal belief is this: the sooner you take these celebrities and demote them from the pedestals you place them on then look at them as no more than people who are providing you with a service, you will stop being so distraught when it comes out that they're not as good of a person as you thought they were. when i go to starbucks, you think i give a flying fuck what susie sara tweets about during her breaks? no, as long as my white mocha comes with almond milk, extra whip, we all g and i'll see her tomorrow.
that's the same way i look at these celebrities. they're an actor? cool, can't wait to see their next project but when it comes out that they've tweeted something unsavory, guess what? i couldn't give a flying fuck if i tried but im just there for the movies. what they do in their free time does not affect me. and yeah, many of you might are you "well they have a platform! they're harmful to blah blah blah blah" you know why that is? because yall care too goddamn much! yall give too much of a FUCK what these bitches gotta say and that's yall's problem.
so when it comes out and you're sitting there gagging and crying and throwing up over something that some person that doesn't know you even exist has said, remember how much power YOU are giving them over your life. sit with that. then decide if it's worth continuing or not because i can tell you right now? for me? as a grown adult woman with bills to pay? it's not- their stupid statements aren't going to affect my credit score so why should i let it affect my emotional state?
#i really think too the problem lies with all the BUZZWORD parasocial relationships people cultivate with public figures#they create such ideas in their heads about who they are that once they do something that doesn't fit into that box they lose their minds#same goes for parasocial relationships that are negative- there are people who's entire personality is that they're a 'hater'#and while that can be funny sometimes#some people take that shit too far and some of yall take that so seriously that you dont know how to turn it off#and you make yourselves miserable then sit around whining wondering why you're lonely and shit#these people are out here living the highest of lives and you are working yourself to the bone day in and day out#then wasting what little freetime you have left fuming about them#why would you want that for yourself?#MINIMIZE THEIR EXISTENCE! THEY DO NOT MATTER! THEY SHOULD NOT MATTER TO YOU!!!!#i wont sit here and say that there aren't times when something funny comes out about a celebrity and i don't get in on the laughs#but i cannot remember the last time i let one of them upset me and they be out here on the most heinous shit sometimes hahaha#& obviously it shouldn't have to be said but this isn't about celebs that do shit like abuse and assault people bc that's totally different
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Okay but I need yall to help me figure out the character(s) for the following scenario:
Imagine a romantic yandere falling for reader, and ofc reader isn't in love with yandere for obvious reasons like red flags. Maybe they did try dating, Yandere is a charmer, comes from a rich family, he's smart and hardworking and oh so head over heels in love with you. He's always taking you out on best dates, HAS to get you the largest fucking bouquets (excellent taste in flowers) and buys you expensive but well thought out gifts.
But for whatever reason, things dont work out and you break things off hastily and most likely over the phone before leaving the country. And yandere just- breaksdown. I mean my man does not have a good mental health as is, but you leaving, actually leaving him just breaks him down and he has a full blown panic attack.
I'm talking about yandere falling to his knees, clutching his chest and gasping for air, tears streaming down his face as he screams your name like a mad man. His family, they love him, they adore their son/brother/grandchild sm, it pains them to see him in such a miserable state. Yandere man is so delirious that he has to be sedated, tranquillised by medical professionals because he's just losing his fucking mind, babbling your name over and over again like a mad man. His condition only worsens as time passes, and so his family decides to take drastic measures because they can't see their beloved son/brother/grandkid so fucking dead and depressed and a shell of a once bright man. They love him so much, they only want ti see him happy, so they use their money and influence to track you down and try to convince you to return and take yandere back. When you refuse, they take the high way and force you to come with them, dragging you kicking and screaming to their private jet and fly all the way home, where yandere is.
You're in a dishevelled state, tears running down your cheeks as you struggle to free yourself from their grasps as they take you to yandere. And when yandere sees you... for the first time in months, his family sees the light return in his eyes as the yandere reaches out for you, scared that you're just his mind playing tricks. When he finally touches you, he is immeadiately pulling you into a hug, arms tightening around your body like a gilded cage as he cries into your shoulder and thanks his family for bringing you back. His family only smiles with tears in their eyes as they lock the door behind them when they leave, so that you don't go running away. Meanwhile, yandere has pulled you into his lap and he's looking at you with such sad eyes, staring at each feature of yours over and over again as if to memorise it all again. He can't help the tears that continue to slip out of his eyes, maybe he's crying that you're finally here, or maybe he's crying for all the time that's been lost when you weren't here. You fall asleep soon due to exhaustion, but yandere doesn't sleep a wink that night because he continues to stare at you and play with your hair very gently, finally closing his eyes when morning comes and he wraps his arms around you and traps your legs with his.
By now, you guys realise that the yandere's family is not only yandere for their son/brother/grandson but also for you. They are yandede for you too, but they're not allowing you to leave them or their son or even make him unhappy ever again. Some members are willing to let all you "tantrums" slide, while others are not so kind. BUT one thing is for sure, you're ALWAYS safe with yandere s/o, no matter what.
Now, for the characters I've had in kind for this scenario are:
Halim Mehmet Shah and the Shah Family (my ocs)
Dabi/Shotou and Todoroki clan (I am the OG creator of Yandere Todoroki Clan)
I wanna say Naoya or Toji but the Zenin clan hates them both....
Dick Grayson/Jason Todd and Batfam
What do you guys think?
Mood board for this scenario^^^(I love Pinterest)
#yandere halim shah#yandere#yandere oc#yandere ocs#yandere x reader#yandere x#yandere x you#yandere dabi x reader#yandere dabi#yandere x darling#yandere batfamily#yandere batfam x reader#yandere batfam#yandere bnha imagines#yandere bnha x reader#yandere bnha#yandere todoroki clan#yandere jujutsu kaisen#yandere jjk
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The Hobbit re-read: favorites, thoughts and honorable mentions
thank u to my tumblr besties for encouraging me to rant abt this book for a little while, and brace yourselves for a LOOONG post; aka We're Going On An Adventure!
this quote abt Gandalf: "tales and adventures sprouted up all over the place wherever he went, in the most extraordinary fashion" like. THIS exactly is Gandalf to me ✨✨✨
the whole good-morninged sequence (as if he was selling buttons at the door! can you imagine! By belladonna tooks SON of all people!!!) 😱
"a cake or 2 would do him good after this fright" me too bilbo
"he had a horrible thought that the cakes might run short" me too bilbo 🍰
Gandalf constantly selling Bilbo's skills to the company and just hyping him up and believing in him all the time!!!! most excellent and audacious hobbit!!! 😎
"this was thorin's style... if he had been allowed he would probably have gone like this until he was out of breath" aka he is Dramatic and Important
"bilbo was getting excited and interested again so that he forgot to keep his mouth shut" how many times will i write ME TOO BILBO in this post
"THE EXPLANATION DID NOT SEEM TO EXPLAIN" 💯💯💯
gandalf: i found him in the dungeons of the necromancer; thorin: girl what were YOU doing at the necromancer's??? 🧐🧐🧐 gandalf: finding things out as usual O M G like what else would he be doing there 😚
bilbo constantly wishing he was back home as soon as he left
"off bilbo had to go before he could explain that he could not hoot even once like any kind of owl" yall this book has so many funny moments but like in a very chill humor way
the fact that one of the TROLLS is called WILLIAM 😂😂😂
"i am a good cook myself, and cook better than i cook" okay bilbo rizz 😏🔥
"they had not at all enjoyed lying there listening to the trolls making plans for roasting them" you don't say. i love this deadpan humor SO MUCH jrrt snapped
that whole beautiful iconic description of kind as summer elrond
"their clothes were mended as well as their bruises, their tempers, and their hopes" WHEN will i go to rivendell 😩
"there is nothing like looking if you want to find something" thorin life coach realness 👏🏼👏🏼
thoring gesturing at a miserable desolate land: these tRuLy hOspiTabLe moUnTaiNs 😍
then gandalf lit up his wand. oF coUrSe it wAs gaNdaLf, but they were too busy to ask how he got there. 4ever mood
he thought of himself frying bacon and eggs in his own kitchen ME TOO BIL- 🍳
"Gollum brought up memories of ages and ages and ages before, when he lived with his grandmother in a hole by a bank by a river" this kind of made me cry. it brings unexpected humanity to such an appalling character; kinda makes you want bilbo to spare him eventually
and the fact itself that bilbo felt so bad for him he decided to just leave him be
"you would have laughed (from a safe distance)" LOVE how JRRT puts random little comments addressed to the reader
gandalf just being like ok i gotta go do other things now. good luck besties. ✌🏼😚
beorn: what are you, a traveling circus? and he is actually right 🤪
"you have got to look after all these dwarves for me, gandalf laughed" and i cried
bilbo being like hmm how will i get down from this tree (except by falling)
bilbo's song while killing gigantic spiders "not very good...but you must remember he had to make it up himself in a very awkward moment"
the dwarves starting to respect him and bowing down until they FALL OVER is such a comical image to me
the whole alluring magic of the elvish feast in the forest which disappears when they get closer!! a whole fairytale mr tolkien!!! 😍
thranduil is a greedy b <3 and especially VERY fond of wine 🍷🍷🍷
"i will lock you all in again and you can sit there comfortably and think of a better plan" bilbo badass mode and we love to see it 💋
tolkien being like WELL u can laugh but you wouldn't have done any better if u were him. real.
when they're in dale i love the numerous references to "songs and stories of old" and all of them basically being a living legend and turning their stay in dale into a public holiday and spectacle
thorin is cocky af
/freeze frame/ "you are familiar with thorin's style on important occasions so i will not give you any more of it" its ok jrrt, let him be a drama queen 👑
bilbo when he takes some gold from smaug being like "this will show them!!!1!1" 😠😠
sassy bilbo strikes again with "did you expect me to trot back with the whole hoard of thror on my back? if there's any grumbling to be done i think i might have a say" GO OFF KING 👏🏼
i just rly love him okay, he stole my heart in this book like a real legitimate professional burglar that he is
"i am the clue-finder, the web-cutter, the stinging fly" etc. basically this whole exchange btw bilbo and smaug is pure gold (pun not intended) 🤫
talking birds that eavesdrop. enough said.
the descriptions of the arkenstone which make you actually want to have it too. genius. there could be no two such gems, even in so marvellous a hoard, even in all the world." 💎💎💎
the harps (untouched by the dragon who had a small interest in music).. WHY is this so funny to me
bilbo putting on some elvish DRIP and being like ✨✨ i feel magnificent ✨✨ (but probably look dumb 😩)
"this is the great chamber of thror" ok thorin the tour guide king
BARD MY KING i love one (1) man 🎯
bilbo being absolutely against any wars or battles and just wanting to go home BUT also being a sneaky lil shit who takes the arkenstone to bard and thranduil BUT also still not wanting to leave his dwarf buddies
when he gives them the gem "not without a shudder, not without a glance of longing" AHHH i want it!
ambiguous gandalf returning. always love to see it
"if you don't like my burglar, please don't damage him" 🙄 ffs thorin chill
"you are not making a very splendid figure as king" yes gandalf call him out
defeat seems "very uncomfortable, not to say distressing" to bilbo. we love.
the fact that he was just knocked out cold during the battle so thur we know very little abt what really happened?? jrrt genius writing hack. might use this one 🤔
fili and kili deserved a better sendoff than just mentioning that they died. come on.
thorin's last words and reconciliation w bilbo... PLEASE I WILL CRY until i throw up. "it has been more than any baggins deserves." "no! there is more in you of good than you know, child of the kindly west. some courage and some wisdom blended in measure. if more of us valued food and cheer and song above hoarded gold, it would be a merrier world."
i might still be crying
"tea is at 4 but any of you are welcome at any time" my heart... ❤️😭 Guess he's no longer scared of running out of cake
bilbo gifting thrandy a necklace as an apology for eating and drinking his stuff secretly, king shit 😉
bilbo having the absolute NERVE to say to ELVES "your lullaby would wake a drunken goblin". wig wig
he deadass borrowed a handkercheif from freaking ELROND 😳
bilbo arriving home to being presumed dead and his stuff literally being auctioned off
"it was a long time before he was in fact admitted to being alive again…" and sackville-bagginses having sm beef with that HAHAHA
he lost his reputation but he lived his best life so who's the winner here 😌😌😌
the closing lines "you are a very fine person, mr baggins, and i am very fond of you; but you are only quite a little fellow in a wide world after all" "thank goodness! said bilbo laughing."
like. THIS. literally embodies everything. he is just a little guy. just some smol person. BUT STILL had a say in how BIG things happened. BUT he remains happy to be just a smol simple person.
overall an incredibly fun read and it was way more genuinely FUNNY than i anticipated. bilbo is a whole mood. thorin is a diva. gandalf is there to start shit and hype up bilbo. jrrt with random author's notes throughout the book gives me life.
#the hobbit#jrr tolkien#tolkien#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#lotr#Bagginshield#fili and kili#Gandalf#Lotr#Lord of the rings#Lotr meta#Lotr shitpost#from my pocketses
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1 and 7 for the new asks 😊
Thank you those are the spiciest ones lmfao. Answering my latest abomination.
1. Your hottest Durgetash take. The kinda heat Gortash had to endure in HoH. (But be respectful about it fellas, this means everyone)
I mean this in the nicest, most respectful way possible, but: the durge story line in game is absolute and utter trash I'm so sorry. The absolute lack of reactions from ur companions, the fact that there's no consequences from them except Wyll and the 2 guys you met literally 5 minutes ago, the sudden shift of tone in Act 3 when Durge remembers who they r and immediately goes 'I'm daddy's lil princess and yall can smd'. It's just infuriating atp. Like I love Durge and I do appreciate the vagueness cuz it allows for a lot of topics to be brought up but none of them r really tackled by a game thats praised for handling trauma in a tactful manner. They're made to be the laughing stock and comedic relief and honestly it's just distasteful when you recall that a lot of ppl with certain types of trauma or addiction issues can so greatly relate to them. There was a lot of dark shit they could've expressed with that origin. And they did. But it was cannibalism and necrophilia for the sake of sensationalism and slapstick comedy.
As for Gort it's the remote work I've talked about b4 lmao. They rly just banished the most powerful political leader of the Gate from the Gate and made him work remotely from a shabby fortress outside of the city he's ruling. I know why they did it, I can understand it, but it's still hilarious and probs a hot take cuz like yk that man wouldn't reside there if it wasn't for the scrapping of the upper city.
7. Would Orins premature death have impacted them and their dynamic? How? Why? Why not?
Okay, so first up, there's smth ya need to know to understand this. Elli had a sister, and even if they weren't blood related he considered his foster family to be his, well, family and loved them. And that man, at least pre tadpole, is pretty much aware of what happened when the urge awakened and how he's the very thing he couldn't protect his treasured people from, despite that being his greatest desire.
So in other words, he's 10000% projecting the sister he's killed onto Orin. He's lenient with her and protective over her. To him, she's the sister he could and will save. She's the last bit of family and treasured people he has left. So if anything were to happen to her, he'd snap. Because that man is utterly traumatised and he simply wouldn't be able to deal with another loss like that, but he's also the type to run away so he'd just become the perfect pretty puppet Bhaal would've always wanted and simply cease to exist as a person, wholly devoting himself to the plan just so he can escape this dreadful hell he's forced to live in ASAP. Which, in turn, would also destroy everything Gortash enjoyed about him. Elli would remove himself to the best of his ability and simply become someone following orders without thinking, smth Gortash enjoys in everyone but his equal, which would cause him to withdraw as well. They'd just kinda get miserable by themselves again, completely terminating whatever was before. Cuz Gort can't see Elli breaking to such a degree thx of his own issues and him being a permanent reminder that Gort himself isn't safe even after everything, and Elli simply has 0 capacity for any sort of attachments left. 'If he's gonna lose them anyway, might as well not forge them in the first place' kinda mindset.
Now, if Gortash somehow had his hands in that, and Elli would find out however... Well, Elli considers death to be a mercy, so Gort would probably live to see his age turn three digits, all while he suffers from the Bhaalspawn's wrath. Seeing all he's ever built crumble and fall for no other reason than the elfs spite and desire to destroy the one who took his sister. Like that man would grind Gort down to the point where Gort would even consider his time in HoH a walk in the park, all while Elli ruins himself as well cuz arguably the second he loses someone else he'd absolutely discard any attachments to life and staying alive too. His motivation to obey Bhaal was the promise of control and protection, and without someone left to protect, he'd have no reason left to make sure Bhaals plans don't go up in flames.
If he hadn't lost his memories Orin would still be alive nd thriving simply cuz Elli couldn't kill her and would instead either protect her or die for her sake, no doubt abt that.
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So apparently there are marvel fans that need to be slapped...welp I need something to bitch about while I wait for House of the Dragon to come back on so why the fuck not?
So...on this mornings episode of fans that need to be slapped: Some Loki Fans.
Oh I'm not gonna make any friends with this one but I think that's okay because there's VERY little in the MCU that I care about (really only Moon Knight and maybe Dr. Strange...).
Anyway...
Let me just start this off by saying if you're a loki/mobius shipper or a loki/sylvie shipper who dumps on either side's ship, congrats, you're officially an asshole!
"Oh I'm SaD tHaT mY sHiP iSn'T cAnOn, BuT aT lEaSt YoU dIdNt GeT wHaT yOu WaNtEd EiThEr!!!!"
*slaps, clean in the face, Back. Of. The. Hand!*
Congratulations you're a fucking asshole! There's your prize!
What the hell even are you? Five years old? You're fighting over ships like they're fucking toys instead of, gee, I don't know, FICTIONAL. FUCKING. CHARACTERS! Get a fucking grip, seriously.
Grow. The fuck. Up.
This bullshit right here is what's killing Fandom right now. It's not the lack of support for artists, but the Fandom is tearing each other down over insignificant bullshit that doesn't even fucking matter. Do you really have nothing going on in your life to the point where you have to shit on things other people like? You realize that makes you a bully right? Is your life seriously so fucking boring that you take delight in this childish nonsense? God's I can't wait for some of yall to hit your 30s so hopefully you'll see what an idiot you were...
Because look, no matter whether you ship Loki/Mobius or Loki/Sylvie, here's a little truth nugget for ya. Come here, I'll whisper it in your ear...
NEITHER OF YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED!!!!!!!!
Happy now?
Congrats, all of you should be/are fucking miserable. All of you should be pissed and burning the showrunners in effigy! I know I fucking would if I thought this shit mattered that much.
And I don't wanna hear any bullshit about how "Oh well sylki is wrong because self-cest" or some bullshit. I don't care. Keep your bullshit ass "morality" out of Fandom. I've said it many times on this blog and I will continue to say it: Fandom activities DO NOT determine one's morality. Use. Your. God. Damn. Brain!
And even if you wanna play the stupid morality card: well wasn't mobius apart of an organization that was actively against the free will of everyone in the MCU? Like seriously, he's not that innocent either. I don't know the dudes backstory and I don't care to know it, but in my eyes thats a little fucking worse in my opinion.
Look the point is, neither of you guys got what you wanted, the ending was disappointing, and this is why I don't watch most TV anymore. Ever since the ending of GoT, happy endings in media have become increasingly rare. I'm beginning to wonder if they're even really allowed anymore at this point. I'm sorry but I really think the Loki Fandom needs to come together and support each other rather than tearing each other down over nonsense that doesn't even matter and kicking each other while they're down is seriously shitty behavior.
Because seriously, that shit is why people are leaving Fandoms and actively killing them.
Anyway yeah, you guys needed a slap and a big fucking reality check. Peace and love, I'm out peeps.
#fandom drama#fandom shit#marvel#mcu#marvel mcu#loki series#loki#loki season 2#lokius#sylki#bullying#bullshittery#assholery#stop being assholes
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palisade 48! finalisade pt 3!
eclectic's scene: yall. YALL. THE GARDEN OF FIDELITY. this is exactly what i have been hoping for all season. fidelity and her garden, her locus of control, are an invasive species introduced by colonizers on the planet palisade (which is a body). introduced species can be both a symptom and a direct method of colonization. the garden of fidelity is deliberately spread, and grows opportunistically (ex. in the dark, on goop) out from colonial settlements--as much a part of the infrastructure of colonialism as city city etc. which resonates perfectly with the whole tm-era garden thing, because like... a garden is created intentionally, altering the land for a purpose. agriculture is contextual. and for it to be fidelity, one of the mirage divines, doing this!! so anyway. very excited about this addition.
uhhh what was this scene about again, aside from introduced and invasive species as a vector of colonization. oh yeah right. love that eclectic is like, i will get in touch with the actual divine i was created from and use the divinity left in me to break a prison open, and i will not acknowledge it at all. i hope he and august get to argue at some point. they're such interestingly opposed characters.
also, setting: really reminded me of the fifth season. (the bit in the geode at the end. u know.) and i gotta say, a blank corporate building sitting in a deep dark cave is actually the scariest thing they proposed
thisbe's scene: ok, doing this out of order for the plotline. very pleased that we immediately got to visit the afflicted lands. i do really love when the divine cycle is in the space of divines being literally the thing they are. which is not nearly always the case but i did feel like this scene was framed in that way. so, yknow, "what's a divine" is the eternal question, but also sometimes someone uses integrity to break the hold of guilt and opposition on leadership. as a writer with a serious interest in thematic structure i simply enjoy it. also it's paired with questlandia's emphasis on clear priorities and goals, so we have both thisbe's pragmatic approach almost independent of the divines involved and august righteousness witnessing something extremely on the nose for his current position
thisbe's relationship with cori being exhausted is so good. i mean, sad. but putting the mechanic of exhausted relationships into the blue channel's whole situation is, i think, very clarifying
the divine kingdom... miserable, obviously. very curious if that is something that's going to last into p3
clem's scene: the problem, as i see it, is that the most compelling question raised by having clem onscreen is the potential to ask, like, can mbreak finally separate themselves from the principality. and this was raised in the episode! but the problem is that they can't actually confront that, because having clem as a pc requires her to stay present and tied to the rest of the cast, and so no progress can be made because clem has to be There, Forever. which was already fully litigated in partizan! ok. i'm done.
things i enjoyed about that scene: august hating everyone in the room and also himself. jesset shooting clem in the face. (eta oh my god i forgot to mention jesset's gun hand. jesset what is going ON.) mustard red fucking Appearing.
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Medusa Tat guy here. You did the story wonderfully (in my personal opinion) and you don't have to if you don't wanna, but maybe a part 2 where Reader is still struggling from the ordeal and its affecting his work and what cases he can and can't handle. Finally Reader decides maybe remaking the memory with someone he trusts may help so he asks Derek one night if they can get dirty together
Basically Reader and Derek having a night full of trust, comfort, and love (platonic or romantic, they can be f-buddies heh). I can 100% see Derek complimenting the tattoo cause he wants to see Reader feel comfortable
This contains memories and replaying SA. You have been warned
DEREK MORGAN X MALE READER
Warnings! Talk about SA and replaying it, W bau team for being such a good family, panic attacks,overthinking, Two I love you's
Fuck. You say to yourself stepping out of the team room. You take a huge breath and sit down at your desk. You began to overthink. This was the fifth case you stepped down from because you dealt with SA. Every time it pops up and begins to shy away from the case or the conversation. Always making an excuse as why you don't want to work on it or why you wanna talk about something else. Every time the case mentions something about SA you can feel everyone looking at reading your body language to any sign to see your reaction.
FLASHBACK
Hotch had ordered you to take some days off after the team found out what happened to you. Of course you became defensive and angry that he didn't want you to work. But the more you thought about making you realize that he cared for you. Not like a boss and worker care actually close friends to close friends.
Reid had taught you the buddy system so on the field you wouldn't be put in the situation again. At first you laughed at his face and called him silly, but the more he taught you about it you began to feel at ease at the thought. Him and Morgan were one pair another was J.J and Emily. And finally you and Hotch were the duo. All of the pairs playing their part making sure your safe.
Garcia had let you spend your breaks in her bat cave. Whenever you stepped down from the case. Just chilling and doing yalls things. Eating snacks and cuddled up with each other watching what Garcia had put on usually is how y'all can be found.
Emily showing you kick ass moves to use against a man or even a woman tries to touch you again. Hey in her words "You don't know when a greasy old woman or man touches you again so heres what to do" Of course she mad some jokes with it bringing up the mood.
Now the whole team would all hang out as a group. If one had to use the restroom another will follow and if someone had to go home someone else would walk or drive them their following who ever left. The team most definitely made a group chat and all of their locations are on. And they all send pictures of themselves frequently. If someone doesn't send a picture of themselves and what they're doing at the exact moment the team worries and goes to check on them.
FLASHBACK DONE
All of the changes they did for you made you feel safe and secured. But you couldn't just shake off the memory of the man touching on you. You can still remember what he tasted like. You almost threw up and held it in since you're still at work and that would just be embarrassing on your part throwing in front of everyone.
You look at your team as they leave to head on the jet. You give them a bright smile even though you're miserable. You had to mask it. You couldn't just throw away all of the effort trying to make sure you're okay. That guilt of wasting their time eating you alive. You know they wouldn't feel that way but still it doesn't hurt to think.
"Well paper work here I come" You mumble to yourself sighing as you begin.Your mind starts to think about random things like what your gonna eat today or should you just start a cult about why pineapple on pizza is the best creation god made. Then are you useless to your team. That thought takes you back. Then you start to over think about it "What if I'm right? I mean cmon im getting paid while just sitting my lazy ass here. I should quit so they don't have to deal with me." You groan and drops your head to your desk this is gonna be a long week without the team.
TIMESKIP
The team finally came back after three days of depression as you would call it. I mean for you at least you were non-stop overthinking and random flashes of the SA you faced.
You thought about many ways and searched things up "How to forget something" but it never worked. So you walk up to the only man in the world who can solve almost all of your problems. Dr Reid. "So Doc I got a question?" You walk over to him during lunch break. "What can I do for you Y/n?" He answers. "How do you forget about something or more like stop worrying about it?" Reid turns around eyeing you up and down suspiciously. "It's nothing bad! just some annoying thing I keep remembering when I was a kid. Some dude named Max roasted me pretty bad and made the whole class laugh. I keep remembering the way they laughed at me is kinda embarrassing" You lie. You didn't mean it just had rolled off your tongue with even meaning to. "Fine. The short way is to relive the memory like act it out or do it. And another is to-" You cut him by walking away thinking who should you do it with.
Morgan! Yes Derek it's not the first time you two had slept with one another. You two actually frequently hook ups and one-night stands. But this time it will be on a whole different level. He agreed to the idea and decided to do it at his house. Up until now was perfect and acted just like him. He sucked you off better than the man since he wasn't a stranger to your cock so he wanted you to feel at least some pleasure.And jerked you off just right and picked you up carrying you into his bathroom he was a bit hesitant and broke character "Are you sure Y/n the guy doesn't prep you or anything and just acting like your a toy or something?" The question makes you stop and think. But then you respond "Then so be it use me like i'm a toy. I just want to prove to myself that I am strong and a survivor. Now get back into the character young man!" Derek gives Y/n one last kiss before dropping him onto the floor and locking the bathroom door. He quickly gets on top of him unbuckling his pants and letting his cock break into Y/n hole with nothing to help him. And also repeating the words that the Unsub said. He hears Y/n discomfort and pain sounds. It makes him want to stop and just cuddle him and whisper sweet nothing in his ears but he can't It's for Y/n it's his push for his new chapter. The only thing different about Derek and the unsub was that Derek was bigger and took longer to reach his peak. But once he does he goes deep just like what the Unsub did. Y/n cries out in pain but lets it happen. Derek finally pulls out and takes Y/n by his head forcing him to kiss him. Derek slides his tongue into Y/n mouth exploring every single inch.
Once they pull away Y/n says scene with a smile on his face. "Did I ever tell you that you have such badass tats" Morgan says while looking at the one on Your thigh. "Yeah everyday" You giggle and mumble "I love you Morgan" as you lay on his chest. "I love you to kid."
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honest to god cannot believe so many ppl made such an issue out of what is most definitely a non-issue, like jk watching suchwita, it's obvious that he's trying to find things that would be fun for armys to watch with him while he is live and supporting jimin, why the fuck wouldn't he?? like it or not they are friends/family, why wouldn't he support him and it's obvious this is new for him cus he's trying out doing random things on weverse. honestly, I think a lot of people have just kind of lost the plot, it's become more about proving which ship is more real (which I think is the stupidest shit ever) than it is about enjoying their interactions and finding shipping fun (which is the whole point), like a lot of people operate on the assumption that these people think about what the shippers online are saying, if they're in a relationship they have absolutely nothing to prove to anyone just so people online can use it to fight against other ships, they are not obligated to interact online for you and perform their relationship, whatever that relationship may be, it just pisses me off that it's become more about counting how many interactions each of the ships has had so they can fight about it online than having fun, a lot of shippers are genuinely miserable, looking for every chance to doubt everything (why do you even care about these ships at that point), creat weird narratives, project their own shit onto them and pretend like they're living with taekook 24/7 so they know exactly how their relationship is. sorry for the long rant, a lot of things are just exhaustive in this fandom atp, like a lot of people genuinely suck the fun out of everything and are more interested in ship wars than anything else. also a lot of people straight up romanticize a lot of things, if taekook are real, the company protected them quite well imo in a very homophobic fucking country, their safety is more important than yall having your theories proven and also a lot of people say that big hit only care about money, do you all forget that the members also want the company to succed seeing as their income is literally linked to the company, not every decision has been right but to pretend like this company would mistreat their most successful group that are also successful as soloist is literally idiotic, like I thought all they cared about was profit so why would they go against that?? Okay I think I'm done now, sorry to offload on you, this might not make a lot of sense, I was word vomitting😅
I love a good word vomit, and you're absolutely right.
I just have one teeny weeny bit of a suggestion for the future...
Paragraphs
It would help a little with the flow of the reading.
But other than that, great observations
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hii,, pls dont let the hatenons get thru u and make urself doubt abt how u write. no one has the right to make someone feel sht for doing something that they want to the things that they do,, like how u write the characters in a story. and ffs if they think ur making someone ooc? then they havent seen any prompts in their entire life. no matter how goody or hell of a villain the character, therell always be prompts that makes the character(s) ooc. and like what? say all of the authors stay IN character, wouldn't that just be bland asf?? this place is a plothole for fanfictions, FANFICTIONS. so why not get wild with ur imagination?? go ham because u have the will and right to just do that. isnt it cool to see other self depiction and perspective of any characters that u fancy??? like, "oh no! what if santa was all seriousness and no laugh and blah blah blah" wouldn't that be fun to see and be explored and talked or whatever. and before that hatenon use this in retaliation, "that's santa not blah blah blah" god i hope that u have the brain to be able to analyze that its an example. dont they have any creative idea??? (i mean u can practically see the answer to that). and please, ure right when no one writes RE without going out of character, have they seen the domestic written fics FOR WESKER???? tell me anon, do u THINK that WESKER would be any like that??? or like that?? the closest thing he'll ever be to "domestic" is when involving with a woman in the sheets but then again, purely and only for his own benefits and nothing more (you'd be lucky if he doesnt kill u after all that). hes the most ooc out there in RE imo when written in fanfics bc people dont stay and write him in character bc people already see and know that and thats why and what makes him ooc here. hes literally the biggest example youll see,, my god. im not saying no one had written fics without going out of character, but they make it sound as if u did the most horrible thing by going ooc. and its literally easier to just not bother themself interacting with ur works if it doesnt sit right with them,, that easy. no need to be an ahole and spread sht just bc it doesnt cater u. go write one for urself then bc not all authors write only for us people out there, they also write here for themselves so naturally, youd see and read things out of ur taste. and tbh the og charm and personality of the characters arent lost and not that ooc to me yknow.... they're still them and just like what u said, not everything's to a T when it comes to writing someone,,,. i mean i just enjoy everything yall write bc thats how it should be done here. enjoy and reciprocate to the author
oooookkkay,, this is my piece of mind, and i need to calm down cuz holy sht i just literally woke up and seen this, u having hate anons again. i did not open this app just to see u be drag down. idk man, i feel protective of anyone who encounter this. bc why make someone as miserable as u?? im just tired seeing people being dckhead to someone minding their own business and life,, plus i rlly like u and ur works ( ´◡‿ゝ◡`)
sorry im anon too SHAKDISH but maybe i can be pancake anon eh? (im craving one rn 😋) fufufu, please have a good day and week and dont mind these kind of people. believe in u and ur capabilities as a writer and author here. we really appreciate you :))
hi pancake anon i love you and you stole the words right from my mouth.
Chris and leon have so much trauma i doubt they even have time to think about women it’s FAN FICTION. for a reason.
people get pissy at me for writing about the older men i head canon and i DONT GET IT
love u sm pancake anon thank you
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so twitter user kayseix made a tweet and it got my brainworms real bad so i sat down and wrote. this, a fun little canon divergence... half of it was written on my phone and the other half when i was sleep deprived but i hope yall enjoy nonetheless <3
warnings for: implied character death, violence, marcy harm
anne is in disbelief.
disbelief, really, feels too small a word to describe how she feels. there's an all-encompassing numbness that runs through her, tingles in her fingers and her toes and makes her legs shake as she stares, fixated, on the place where marcy's hand curls around hers.
she had never, ever expected marcy to betray her. marcy had always been selfless when anne was her most selfish, giving away pieces of her lunch to sasha when sasha was egging for anne to hand over her own - it's not much, she would say, with a small, teasing little smile, but you know how anne is with her mom's cooking - and marcy didn't do things like... like this. like pushing for anne to steal a music box, knowing what it would cost. didn't she know what it would cost?
maybe, in hindsight, she should've known it then. marcy's smile had been tight and forced and anne hadn't questioned it once, because she trusted her friends to have her back like she always had theirs.
and now they've both betrayed her.
marcy's smile is tight and forced now, tears brimming in her eyes, and when has anne ever seen her best friend cry? words spill out of her mouth desperately, and anne is barely listening because she just can't believe this is happening. her heart beats in her ears, the blood rush almost too much to bear, and anne wants to pull her hand away from marcy's, she wants-
marcy stops talking.
or rather, the words from her mouth, her desperate, panicked excuses, are halted, dying in her lips. her eyes go wide, haunted and terrified and pained. there is orange light thrusted through her chest.
that's a sword, anne thinks numbly, before the implications actually hit her.
"sorry," marcy whispers, and her voice is strangled now, weak and shaky and full of an unspeakable pain. anne has let go of her hand, anne realizes, and so has sasha, and marcy stares blankly at the space where their hands had been with resignation. "sorry, I didn't- I didn't want this, I'm so sorry, for everything-"
and then she falls. andrias pulls his giant, flaming sword backwards, and there is no remorse in his eyes. marcy falls like she's a puppet with her strings cut, and anne barely hesitates before she lunges forwards to catch her.
"marcy!" the name escapes her before she can stop herself, and anne sits on her knees now, pulling marcy into her lap. marcy's eyes are closed, and she's hardly breathing and there's a hole in her chest, one so big that anne can see straight through to the other side, and she wants to throw up but she can't, she has to be strong, her best friend is dying but she has to be strong, she has to be-
"put pressure on the wound," sasha instructs, and anne had almost forgotten she was there. her hands are still bound, and she looks miserable as she stares at marcy's limp form. "my hands are tied, you gotta do it. now, anne!"
anne feels hazy, like she's not in her own body. surely the hands wrapping marcy's cape around her to press against her frail, barely moving chest are not her own hands. her eyes aren't crying, because she can't feel the tears trailing down her own cheeks. she can't hear anything other than sasha's commanding tone and her own heart beating uselessly in her ears, so she definitely doesn't hear her own voice, brokenly calling marcy's name like it will save her.
"we need to get out of here," grime says, and the plantars, her family, are crowded around them. andrias watches with a cold, bemused look, like he's waiting to see what they're going to do. anne doesn't look down at marcy, marcy who betrayed her, marcy who used what might've been her last breaths to apologize to her, marcy who was betrayed herself by someone she had cared for so really can anne be angry at her? how can she be angry with her for this? when marcy's laying still, quiet, tears still pouring from her closed eyes as she takes weak, shaky breaths, suffering the consequences for her own actions already?
she can't do it. anne distantly curls her fingers into the fabric of marcy's cape, and she's definitely crying now, but everything still feels so far away and distant. this can't actually be happening. surely she's dreaming.
"we can't just leave like this," sasha says, and her voice is angry and wet. she's crying too, anne realizes, watching the way she awkwardly bats at her face. "can someone fucking get these goddamn ropes off of me so I can do something?"
anne would move to grab her sword, but she doesn't think she can move her hands even if she wanted to. she clenches marcy's cape harder.
someone must step forward to cut the ropes off of sasha’s hands, though, because she joins anne in kneeling over marcy, fingers pressing down against the gaping hole in marcy’s stomach, eyes clouded in a mixture of emotions that anne can’t read. “marcy,” she says, bitterly, angrily. “come on, you don’t just get to leave us so quickly. you did this to us, so it’s your job to fix it. you can’t- you can’t get out of this so easily, marcy-”
marcy makes a strangled noise, like she’s listening. her chest heaves out a cough, but her eyes still don’t open, her breaths weak and wheezing, tears pouring from her eyes.
“wake up, goddamn it, wake up!” sasha cries, and then she erupts into furious tears.
anne feels just so… numb, her fingers tingling. everything is still so far away, and her emotions feel somewhere out of her own reach, like she couldn’t access them if she tried. vaguely, she can feel sprig’s hand on her arm, grounding her, keeping her tethered in her body when she wants to float away.
“she needs medical care,” hop pop says, “we should go-”
“-not so fast,” king andrias says, and he’s still looking so bemused as anne looks at him. she’s tired, so tired, and the weight of his betrayal hasn’t hit so hard as it should’ve with the body of her dying friend in her arms, still being fretted over by an angry sasha, bleeding and smoking and still in a way that nobody should ever be still, let alone sweet marcy. “this has all been so amusing, but playtime is over now. there’s a price for everything, don’t you know? marcy has simply finally paid hers.”
she didn’t need to die for it, a voice in anne’s head protests. marcy made a mistake, but she didn’t deserve this.
“bastard,” sasha hisses. “i’ll tear out your throat with my own fucking hands, so help me-”
andrias just laughs and laughs, like the lives he holds in his massive hands are just so funny to him, like this is a game that he’s playing without any stakes. it infuriates anne, but the anger feels so drifty, like she can’t quite hold it in her hands, like it’s floating somewhere just out of her line of sight but she can’t turn her body to find it because she’s stuck staring at marcy’s broken figure, the way her breathing is slowing down, the way her chest is still bleeding and bleeding despite the smoking, the way sasha’s desperate actions have done absolutely nothing to help.
they can’t help her here.
anne should feel something but she just feels numb.
andrias says something else, and he pulls out that giant sword, the one he had brutally stabbed marcy with mid-sentence. it’s bigger than anne’s entire body, and flaming, and gruesome, and anne watches the way the glow reflects off of marcy’s hair, shining off of her broken mess of armor.
someone is tugging at anne’s arm. she can’t turn her head, but she leans into the touch anyways, doesn’t resist as they tug her backwards. She loses her grip on marcy’s cape, and makes some strangled whine in her throat, reaching out for marcy again as she’s pulled further and further away. she tries to form words, but they just come out of her half-formed, gasping and groaning. “no, no we gotta- we can’t- no, no no no-”
robots swarm them, and sasha runs her hand through marcy’s hair one more time before standing up, reaching for her own confiscated swords. she’s still crying, and anne might be crying too, and she’s helpless to watch as one of the newts that helped them in the rebellion earlier - the blue one, the one that anne definitely knows the name of but can’t remember it past the fog in her mind - replaces sasha on the floor, kneeling over marcy’s fallen body with fretting hands.
“we have to go, now!” grime yells. he has sasha’s hand gripped in his own, and hop pop frets over anne but she can’t bring herself to look at him, still trapped staring where marcy lays. she looks even more fragile like this, by herself, alone. the newt is still bent over her, though, and andrias is still watching them, and if they don’t leave now they might not make it out alive but what kind of world does anne want to live in?
not this one.
there’s a bird perched at the window when the combined efforts of hop pop and sprig get her away from marcy’s fallen body, a bird that watches them in distress but doesn’t do anything other than offer himself, chirping sadly. a robot fires at them; it hits anne in the foot, but she hardly notices the stinging pain of it, just jolts in place, her hands clutching at her own chestplate, digging underneath to tear at the fabric.
the last thing she sees is andrias stooping over marcy’s body before she’s sitting on joe sparrow, curled against hop pop, sprig at her side and polly in her lap. frobo jumps out with them, and sasha and grime must be here too- grime, in fact, is up in front, and sasha all curled into herself. this day, anne thinks, didn’t work out so well for either of them. she’s angry, so angry, but it’s an anger that fizzles inside of her, simmering like a cooking pot, not quite spilling over in the face of everything else that has happened today.
i didn’t even get to say goodbye to her, anne thinks numbly. marcy’s gone and i didn’t get to say goodbye.
her world has toppled over onto its side, and she doesn’t know how to set it back upright. she doesn’t know if it’ll ever be upright again. how can it? everything she’s known is a lie, she doesn’t know who to trust anymore, she’s bruised and tired and she wants to go home but how can she go home when she won’t have both girls with her? it’s not like either of them wanted to go home - although why they couldn’t have just said so, anne has no idea - but now marcy will never even have the choice, she’s never going to see home again.
anne buries her face into hop pop’s shoulder, and she finally, finally, starts to sob.
#amphibia#nyx writes stuff#marcy wu#anne boonchuy#sasha waybright#im SO glad i get to start using the nyx tag on here#i didnt want to do it on my main so my tagging system isnt terribly messed up-#anyways#im so sorry but i just. couldnt get it out of my head#so here we are!
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I'm pretty sure prev anon refers to those photos of refugee and immigrant men celebrating nye in Syntagma square, which created an uproar because we're a minority in our own country!!! This is not Athens nor Greece, this is an Islamic nation wake up people!!! Like sorry to burst your actual racist bubble but a) literally what theitsa said and b) most importantly yall stupid idiots since WHEN did you see greek people celebrating any kind of holiday out in squares and not in bars/restaurants or friends'/family homes? And especially when said holiday is nye? Just come out and say you're a xenophobic racist piece of shit and get out
(συγνώμη για τη γλώσσα αλλά έχω εκνευριστεί τόσο πολύ τις τελευταίες μέρες με όλα όσα γράφουν αυτοί..)
It was indeed the New year's Eve in Pakistan and the diaspora celebrated outside! I don't see anything wrong with that but I must admit I'd like people to have worn masks and kept distances because some places were extremely crowded. (That's from the videos I've watched).
At the same time I'm not sure if in other areas or squares Greeks had gathered in the same way as well, since they couldn't go to the New year's Eve celebration which also happens outside every year, usually in a square. In Athens there are famous singers, bands and politicians on stage before everyone changes the year together and fireworks are thrown. (Μην κοιτάς τώρα που ο Σάκης τραγουδουσε στο υπερπέραν 😂)
So it would be a dishonest of me to only comment on the Muslim immigrants while I have no idea what the rest of the Athenians did. Still, I think it's unwise to keep a tight crowd (Greeks or not) and without masks while we are near 40k cases.
Buuuuuut, this guy's problem wasn't the safety measures that all of us should follow, just the insecurity they felt after seeing a foreign community in a square. I don't have a clear image of the hygiene measures of that night, so let me only focus on the crowd and the insecurity. (Previous anon didn't comment on covid restrictions and it seemed irrelevant to their argument, as well)
Apparently anon just realized that Pakistanis in the country are more than 20 people 😂 According to their logic, when Greeks celebrate their festivals in foreign countries it's natural and the foreigners should accept it, but when foreigners celebrate in Greece they are a threat 🤦
Apart from covid, and generally speaking, there's no valid reason to stop any non-Christian community from celebrating their important events in Greece. Just... let them have fun and sing and praise the divine?? People just celebrate, they don't go out plunging the city in crime!! (Yeeess it so happens that people don't migrate to Greece to fulfill the dream of becoming a criminal, shocker 😱)
Do these neo-nazis feel they have to assert their "dominance" everywhere by stopping any other celebrations? 1) Papadopoulos misses you from his grave, kiddos 2) μια τρύπα στο νερό κάνατε αλλά νιώσατε σημαντικοι τρομάρα σας
People like previous anon need to find a hobby and just stop feeling important in making innocent people miserable. I am certain neo-nazis would attack such a celebration just to provoke and when the immigrants and refugees attempt to defend themselves they'll be like "ooh look these bad foreigners hurt us 😭 I don't understand why they tried to repel us when we incited the violence first and threatened to get rid of them���"
(because I know how these Greeks think) There are Pakistanis involved in crimes and harassment (there are many Greeks involved there as well but conveniently the right wing forgets that!) but this doesn't have anything to do with a community of Pakistanis celebrating. No one can guarantee that there were any criminals in Syntagma square or that it was a criminal gathering in any way!
These Greek people overgeneralize these minorities while they're the first to write #notAllMen (or something similar) on another femicide done by a Greek man 😩 They're like "omg one man does something and now we're all considered criminals... We can't even talk to women without them thinking we are going to hurt them! This is not fair!!" Maybe apply the same logic to other groups of people???? Maybe those you (aka ppl like anon) automatically assume to be criminals??
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Also! All yall, but particularly young adults and teenagers! I know you think it's a fun "laugh to keep from crying" sort of take to call ADHD meds "microdosed meth!" But if you do this! I WILL KILL YOU!
Not JUST because there is already such a heavy and intense stigma (that for the Gen Zers most guilty of this, I KNOW you're not aware of because your access to the internet has allowed you the kind of knowledge and community everyone before you DIDNT HAVE) that those of us with ADHD struggle MISERABLY to just get the basic prescription medication we need to live. But ALSO BECAUSE. YOU SOUND INFURIATINGLY FUCKING DUMB.
I take 60MG adderall daily. One 30mg tab in the morning, one at noon, because that's the highest dose they are commercially available in. I take TWICE the commercially available dose DAILY. The equivalent, in ADHD stimulant medication, of meth, would be 15,000+MG. Do you understand what I'm saying? If I was taking a 15,000MG dose of adderall, I MIGHT be getting somewhere close to meth. And that's if they were even remotely chemically similar, which they're fucking not, you moldy goddamn walnuts.
The damage that you do by in ANY WAY claiming that the LIFE SAVING medication people with ADHD take in order to be functioning adults is AT ALL similar to an illicit substance: 1) validates all the medial professionals who call us drug seekers and refuse to treat us, 2) validates the insurance companies who deny us coverage and force us to pay hundreds and thousands out of picket for treatment (in America fml), 3) fuel the fire of uneducated, medically ignorant moms and pops that seek to further restrict the already extremely slim selection of ADHD resources because they think it's putting their children "on legal meth."
So yes. I will fucking kill you if you think that shit is funny. It's not funny, ITS MY LIFE.
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𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖘, 𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖘
and basic shit you should know before interacting I guess~
*Disclaimer: all the information this post contains will be based on things I’ve learned over the years and my personal modifications are NOT to be taken as the general rule. This is MY abo concept for this bot in particular. Yall are free to agree, disagree, take ideas, adapt to your own bot, etcetcetc. Bye. Also sorry this doesn't have a read more;;;; I tried :(
Hello, this is (not) JYPe,
and welcome to the first episode of “Admin’s abo concept isn’t probably what you think so we gonna go in dept on this shit hehe ”. This was originally going to be a one part documentary but I realized I would probably keep coming up with or remembering stuff and these would be so LOOONG so I decided to just do it as I go and I’ll use the hashtag “admins abo tmi ” for this yeah. But also remember you can ask questions if you have any or if you don’t understand something because I usually ramble a lot.
Today we’ll be talking about 3 things that seem to be the most important since they’re the most brought up on my RP’s and they are:
Turning/Transforming.
Heat vs Rut.
Mates.
So let’s begin!
🌙 𝕿𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌/𝕿𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖘����𝖔𝖗𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌…
There’s two meanings to this concept, one is the concept of turning from human form to wolf form, and the other one is being transformed into a wolf by different means (these usually depends on which story you’ve heard, it can be being the 7th boy child in a family, it can be a bite or a scratch, it can be eating raw meat, etcetcetc).
*This change has now also been added to the Chan’s pack introduction.
What are the definitions of this words? Cambridge Dictionary defines them as:
Turn: to (cause to) become, change into, or come to be something.
Example: “Chan turned into his wolf form”
Explanation: Chan, already a werewolf, turned and changed into his wolf form.
Transform: to change completely the appearance or character of something or someone, especially so that that thing or person is improved.
Example: “Changbin was transformed into a werewolf.”
Explanation: Changbin, a regular human, was transformed /by a wolf/ into a werewolf.
𝕿𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌…
In the classic folklore, turning consists of 2 phases, human with NO wolf characteristics whatsoever, (which is what makes it so hard finding out who the werewolf in town is) and fluffy wolf with some human like characteristics (being biped, having arms instead of four legs, body structure humanlike. The best examples I can think of are the underworld lycans mmm tasteful). Another general rule for classic werewolves was that the person and wolf were two different minds, the person never remembered turning and had no idea they were the werewolf terrorizing town. While being human, the person didn’t even have the wolf skills like hearing or strength. They were just regular boring humans. Another thing was that they had no control whatsoever and ONLY turned during full moon, but I’m not getting into that yet.
Here are some examples (it’s basically furries oop).
Moving on to my concept, I decided to have 3 phases of turning, consisting on:
Human: Basic, simple, boring human. No presence of wolf features whatsoever. YET they can still make use of their skills such as sensitive hearing, smell, extra strength among others.
Half-turn: Heavily inspired by Teen Wolf tbh, SOME features are present and can generally be controlled, such as eyes, ears, tail, fangs, claws. Can even be confused for hybrids. (sumn like this please appreciate my art)
Full-turn: they become big scary fluffy puppies. Let’s remember how they look like.
Channie Chan Chris
𝕿𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌…
As mentioned before, transforming depends on which story you know and what you’re settling for. Generally we always talk about bites and deep scratches. Some of the most known stories about how to become a werewolf are being the 7th boy child born in a family on a full moon, or in Greek mythology, Zeus transformed some dudes into wolves after they tried to feed him human meat. There’s many different stories you can pick from, they’re just one Google away~
On my concept, though, the only way to transform is through a bite, even though I always keep options open.
I will probably be talking about the 3 types of wolves and deepening this a bit more later on.
🌙 𝕳𝖊𝖆𝖙 𝖛𝖘 𝕽𝖚𝖙.
Imma give you a wolf biology class because I know too much useless info and I WANT TO.
Rut: The rut is the mating season of certain mammals. The rut is characterized in males by an increase in testosterone, exaggerated sexual dimorphisms and increased aggression and interest in females.
Heat: The estrous cycle or oestrous cycle is the set of recurring physiological changes that are induced by reproductive hormones in most mammalian therian females. Estrous cycles start after sexual maturity in females and are interrupted by anestrous phases or by pregnancies. This cycle presents four phases, the one known as “heat” being the second one, estrus or oestrus, that refers to the phase when the female is sexually receptive.
What are seasonal breeders and what is mating season?
The breeding season is when seasonal breeders reproduce. Seasonal breeders are animal species that successfully mate only during certain times of the year. These times of year allow for the optimization of survival of young due to factors such as ambient temperature, food and water availability etcetc. Male seasonal breeders may exhibit changes in testosterone levels, weight, and fertility depending on the time of year. Female seasonal breeders will have one or more estrus cycles only when she is “in season” or fertile and receptive to mating.
Wolves fall in all of these descriptions.
What does all of this shit mean and why do I care lmao?
This means that if this was a logical bot I should only be doing NSFW like one week during 4 months a year LMAO no frfr
This basically means that RUT and HEAT are the seasons when the MALE and FEMALE respectively are ready to mate with each other to reproduce.
I’ve seen many male idol hybrids having heats instead of ruts, which I have no problem at all with and am sure no one else does really, but I think you should KNOW that a heat would not make them want to fuck, but get fucked. Heat would be the need to be filled and not fill others. A heat and a rut does NOT have to equal dominance or submissiveness in bots, anyway, that would be like saying being top or bottom determines who is dom/sub and that’s wrong, so just a PSA I guess.
Now, how does this affect my CB and ABO concept?
I’ve never, anyway, read anywhere of classic werewolves reproduction, which leads me to believe that they’re probably sterile. So I will stick to real life wolves rules but on my own way. Wolves are even monogamous and I dont go by that one lmao.
Reproduction rules on my ABO are really simple, ruts are once a month, around 5 days, and each of the guys have different characteristics for them. They’re only capable of getting someone pregnant during ruts, too. I just generally believe all girls are on the pill tbh and I never really use condoms but guys irl please practice safe sex wrap your or your partners willy before going freaky and stay safe.
Not sure if there’s something else to mention here? Let me know.
🌙 𝕸𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖘…
Mates are the wolf equivalent of soulmates, but that’s bullshit. I mean, I’m not gonna say they’re not real, I just mean that the general idea of only one person for the rest of your life and if it’s not them you’re miserable is dumb when we’re talking about beings with feelings. Did you know wolves irl are monogamous and mate but if their mate dies they just look for another one and move on? Now you know.
The thing with mates and marks, in my humble opinion, is that they don’t mean anything. Peoples hearts change, feelings come and go, and my wolves are NOT about to drop everything they have for some person they don’t know who happened to be their true mate. In fact, Channie is the only one who believes in them. The mates issue is a bit complex if we think about it over each of the Chan’s, but on a general idea, the mates are not exclusive for the guys, and I’ll probably make a tmi on the boys at some point, but Chan met his mate and it didn’t work out, for example. Mates go further than the marking, btw, mates are a special, cosmic bond. Marks are just that, marks.
And talking about that, we do not vibe with marks. The original folklore states marks as the way a wolf has to claim their partner as theirs and keep away others, especially from an alpha, and they’re supposed to go both ways, so marks between human/wolf, for example wouldn’t be possible. There’s also two marks.
The first bonding mark is generally given during sex between mates and heals, and the second one in front of the pack (there’s a whole social status thing involved here but were not touching that yet) and its permanent. Also marks are literal WOLF BITES so no, they’re neither small nor cute. Just look at these teethies and picture the scar in a neck-shoulder. That’s your bonding mark.
(they're cute tho I uwuuu)
What I’ve been reading around in fanfics and seeing around is that bots have been mated and claimed with marks, which is ok if you’re into that. My chan’s, though, find physical marks archaic, possessive and toxic. And honestly I personally do too.
You may have noticed by now that even though the boys are quite possessive, they’re never trying to scare away others and their sole way of marking is love marks that heal eventually and scenting. Permanent marks are a nono.
They will NOT mark anyone as their mate. Especially Channie plz he’s baby.
This is a personal decision and it does not mean that marking is RIGHT or WRONG. I just personally see marking bites as marking your partner with fire or something and I dislike the idea a lot.
ALRIGHT I THINK THAT’S ABOUT IT FOR TODAY I FEEL LIKE I WROTE TOO MUCH ALREADY??? Feel free to ask questions or request certain topics! I think next topics will be Social Structure, Skills and maybe Self control or Moon Cycles.
If you read all of this WOW CONGRATS??? I LOVE YOU EXTRA MUAH
One question I got on the asks was “since their fur color seems to correspond with their hair color, what happens if they dye their hair?”
Nothing happens babe! When they’re half turned they will have really funny colorful hair, but when they fully turn their fur stays the same! hehe Don’t worry, Chan won’t be a clown red wolf heh
OK BYE MUAH MUAH
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Yo Vinny, hi! Mind sharing some tips on building a audience? Gonna start school shortly and being able to buy my own supplies would be super great but after like, over a year I only have two people following and they're friends haha either I'm too withdrawal or my art lacks appeal but could you or anyone you know give some advice? It's ok if not, sorry for bothering if I did
oh thats a doozy of a question anon!
to be completely honest im not. actually really sure how i went about it on my end. admittedly ive never really tried to build an audience. things just sort of fell into place over the course of several years. kinda happenstance! maybe even an accident! i dont hate nor love it, it simply is what it is
that aside uhh from what i know talking to other pals n peeps who have and have had wider audiences, these sorts of things might work:
you got a fandom youre in? draw fanart. people are drawn to fanart because of its familiarity. they wont really care about your characters if youre a nobody, but thats really because they just dont know them yet! we all know and love spongebob though, or what have you. people like what they know. you draw em in with that and soon enough theyll be intrigued by what you can come up with too
appeal to aesthetics. furry art, bright colors, certain themes and whatnot. observe your digital surroundings and the kind of art and artists you like, and what sort of aesthetics people cluster to. clench that shit and run with it
put your stuff in the tags! make it easier to find, tag whatever fandom it is or subject like anthro or fantasy, monster boys, etc. tumblr is kinda stupid and i think it only catalogs the first 5 tags on posts? i might be wrong on that but i still would put the most important/biggest tags on first
timing!!! pay attention to internet uptimes and activity. it may be different depending on where you live and what circles you run with
hate to say it but if youre an adult, drawing porn is popular, especially financially. but this is a riskier road that i personally would not recommend unless you got the guts n balls for it. youll run into a lot of ungrateful, pushy, and downright creepy people. doubly so if youre a minority. id only really test the waters with this if you got some good ol friends into the same stuff as you, youll need the support and sanity
uhh i honestly dont know how helpful itll all be in the long run but! maybe theres some stuff to be gleaned from there. personally im not one for fanart myself, i just like to do what i want, so not everything works for everyone. i do think tho that you should try your best to have fun with yourself, and dont lose sight of that fun in art because then it just becomes miserable
yall have a goodun dude
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