#what a post... u.u

[deepiintheocean]

my mc's clothes for step 2 & 3 of ol:nf!!

[ohshinytrinketsmine]

[jackdup]

@colecassiidy || cont.

You know, there came a point in a man’s life where he began wondering, Is it me? Am I the problem here? (But yeah, duh; a little voice in his head somehow felt like it was rolling its eyes at him despite being a voice: of course you’re an entire freakin’ problem.) Most importantly in this specific scenario, though, Timothy was left with the very real, very valid curiosity: Do I just attract people like this?

He meant the reckless sort. The devil-may-care sort. The impulsive. The guys who got an entire high off of the risks . . . and always found a way to drag Timmy into it— And yeah, y’know . . . ? Sometimes the totally verifiably nuts. (Do we need to name names here? Was that clear— Well, just in case: Jack. We’re talking about Handsome Jack.) Cole, okay, was nowhere near the “nuts” side of the spectrum, but he pretty much lined up with everything else.

And yet here Timothy was. He’d agreed to come with him. Cole had to be real cute about reminding him he’d still be here despite knowing all the details.

So: full circle, kiddos:

Am I the problem?

Jeez, how whipped did a guy have to be . . .

“Yeah, I mean— 50-50 sounds . . . great, but—” Speaking of whipped, it also wasn’t like Timothy didn’t compliantly take the fuse as it was handed to him: following instructions was (no surprise!) second-nature to him at this point. “Are you, like, intentionally trying to get every psycho and their equally psychotic mother to notice us? Is that part of the plan, or . . . ?” And as if the mere mention of attention would’ve already garnered it—knowing his luck—he glanced back down that alley leading out to one of Lectra City’s main roads. Deceptively quiet. Which also just made him squirm.

“Really, really looking forward to spending my 50 from the prime real estate of a pike firmly up my ass. Can’t wait.”

[francy-sketches]

👀!

Jaime + le epic kl burns to a crisp moment which I think about a normal about ^_^ ft. tommen dw he’s fine just medium rare. You can tell I miscalculated where the golden hand is bc it’s kinda bending in a way a fake hand shouldn’t be able to. opsies

[ivymarquis]

Im actually working on a thing for once

[catboldbot]

In my head I am taking all the posts about wearing a short skirt or bending over and showing off panties and replacing them with giving peeks at my diapers.

[magnusmodig]

||. not me at midnight crying over the ending of 2011 again ... FUN FACT : t.h//or makes this sniff into a tiny little, strangled gasping noise because he's so in SHOCK and overcome with intense emotion over this moment and it's those kinds of tiny intricacies littered through he.ms//wor.th's performance that absolutely SLAY me

[tenacquity]

sometimes i remember i'm on a public platform where people perceive me and my writing and

true horror sinks in

but the show must go on ヽ(ヅ)ノ

[i-write-shakespeare-not-disney]

Well now I'm scared to re-read what I already wrote because of inaccuracies lmfao

[pinemartenstudios]

Dracudate

Link of the short I'm recommending in the hashtags :0

pls. mlm werewolves when. we r dying over here

I am a lesbian 🫶 this is why I draw so many lesbian werewolves. I’m not a corporation you can’t demand representation from me like that!

BUT ofc I’m going to draw mlm werewolves at some point. Just remember, I’m doing this for free and bc I love werewolves not bc I’m catering to a specific audience lol. There are also soooo many mlm anthro/furry artists out there already holy shit I promise. I may not fill that niche and that’s okay!!

[cryingatships]

So, I don't know how to begin this post. Let me start by saying that this is only a personal social observation (gotta use my major somewhere), based on what I've seen in the school shipping culture around me. (Pls keep me out of shipping discourse, ty.)

So, the entire ep was a kick in the gut, and it's tackling issues which are very, very personal to me, even rn when I'm in college. bullying, ragging, classism, institutional prestige... as if I'm not getting enough of drama, politics n media irl

But anyway, I'm not gonna go into those rn. Instead, I want to write a bit about this—shipping in schools.

I don't know how much this happens in the western school systems, but in the part of the world where I am, aka in South Asia, 'shipping' people (keeping it in quotes cause no one actually uses the particular term), starts at school.

No one teaches it to you, to be honest. But when two students of the opposite cisgender are close with each other, share their lunches/food/tiffin, then whispers start around the class. The reason for this closeness may be that they just vibe together, or their parents are friends, or sometimes they are actually in relationships/like each other.

From what I've seen in my (and a few other schools I had friends from), it usually starts as early as first grade? Back then even holding hands were scandalous And it doesn't really matter if the 'shipped' persons are popular or pretty or not, it can happen between any people who are a little close. Or if one side likes the other (which may be stated publicly or to friends).

Of course, it typically only happens with two people of the opposite cis genders, though as you go up in grades/classes, the scope of shipping friends/peers go into plenty other directions, too.

A lot of the times, it just turns out to be friendships, but I've personally seen people who are shipped get together too. And then there were a few instances where two people purposely promoted their 'ship' because they wanted to get close to the other person's friend in a very roundabout way. Is high school normally like this or is my school just????

So anyway, shipping people who are your friends/peers is considered normal around here. A thing to laugh and chat about with your friends (who can be the shipped ppl too), shout in the hallways, make silly doodles on etc. Of course, this can take a dangerous turn any second—many guardians do not approve of their children getting into relationships (real or otherwise) in schools, many people who are 'shipped' feel uncomfortable with the whole thing (though they in turn participate in shipping others), and of course there's the ever present chance of stalking, invasion of privacy, rivalry etc

School shipping is also a gradual process of socialisation involving love, romance, attraction, ig. Many institutes lack (or refuse to allow) talk of romance/attraction and sex ed. Many guardians would never touch the topic of talking to their wards/children about relationships, romantic and sexual love, some going as far as to forbid their wards from consuming any media about these things. In such a scenario, where love, romance etc is considered almost a taboo never to be associated with, shipping, ie love but without involving yourself into it, becomes a way to deal with them. Talking about your peers being in love starts a conversation about stuff that would not have taken place in any other way. Most times, this is not a self-narrative thing either, people 'shipping' friends/peers are aware they are not the 'shipped' people. But anyway. Most times is the keyword here

Of course, this shipping slowly goes into the areas of life when people *are* allowed to love, but most of it ends in high school (unless you're still in fandom, but that's a different thing altogether). People are too busy trying to eat, sleep and also study to continue shipping friends in college/uni.

I'm not going into the debate about whether this is healthy or not. As I stated at first, this is but a personal observation of things I've seen around, and things that are still happening, starting from when you are 5-6 years, ye.

(It's only been two years since I got out of hs, that's not a very long time. And my juniors tell me about the current school gossip XD)

This is just me seeing a drama and then rambling about something in it, so ye, Do Not get me into shipping drama.

[eeveelvl37]

spent two hours trying to figure out how to add custom sounds to the wowozela in gmod. turns out i can’t fucking read, which is funny because i also have a joke literacy mod installed as well!!

[ikimaru]

Hihi, iki baby how are u, how are u feeling? I'm stopping by to say that I really love ur beautiful #klance comic ;[ is there news that you'll finish it? If u are uploading it to another platform or something, I wouldn't want to be stuck with the uncertainty of what is going to happen in the end with this dummies boys 🥹 beyond that, I hope u are in good mental and physical health, in the end it is the more important u.u

not great and the rest of the comic will be posted in 2 updates in may/june or both in june or june/july depending from how I'm feeling (it's been fully finished since febrauary)

1 page a week on ptrn as usual if u want it faster etc etc

my mental health probably won't get better until it's all fully wrapped up by the end of june, I wish I could feel better right now but I'm just too exhausted in general, I have a few days here and there where I'm better but that's about it

[goldammerchen]

was thinking about this again... more notes / new tldr, but needs previous post.

becoming human, low blood pressure emergency. almost dies bc tans are used to just wait/sleep emergencies, but bran or sax have a hunch

when gil wakes up in the hospital, realizes his vision is much worse than before

...was already constantly in the verge of mental crisis in the last few months, so this his his last straw. put in an asylum, not like authorities trust him or want in free anyway >.>

human!gil trying to speedrun normality, gets into a relationship (other person is looking for connection too, and sorta salvation)

married as soon as they can when both are free again

flawed relationship, it doesn't help that...

harassed by the new govt putting pressure on bran/ddr, and when they leave them alone, harassed by some of the warsaw pact heta-people that first don't believe he's human + don't believe he deserves a normal life

(i mean. more than understandable to think that lol)

that relatioship ends, but eventually gets into a new one...

a milf this time >:)

(also i didn't mention it before but semi suppression of his atraction to men, everything to not get in trouble)

(...just rejects *cis* men until attitudes relax lmao)

when kids are older, he gets back with his previous boywife and his new husband in addition to his new wife (polycule)

finally able to meet lud in person again, reconnects with others properly

(also a little of introspection into his own gender, but presentation remains pretty much the same so only some know)

he's happy! sadly for the heta-people him being old means he doesn't have much time left... that's life.

oneshot eventually. maybe.

i had 2 wip ideas that begin in 19/47, one project where a new personality is "born" in gil's old body (#cold boot au) (psst gil is not gone, and i can't wait to present the new boy someday), and another idea where he is in solitary confinement since post-war to the 90s (+crazy regeneration, nation-people cannot ever die): gil not being present forces bran/denburg into the position of being both bran and the new g.dr. however, since recently i have a third new idea 😖...

i usually just think about gil turning human and having a not traditional fam, even if i try to make it not boring if something i rather just think than write... but, what if he refused between the 47 to 49 to become the new soviet aligned GER, and got away with it? he would lost the qualities that made him a nation-person, and as the previous idea, bran would need to take his place, being furious with his brother. [extra] gil's vision would deteriorate due to the ocular albinism, limiting his profesional options (at least while he adapts). while still figuring out he actually isn't a country anymore, he could get forcibly hospitalized, first having a physical health crisis, but his stress response used as excuse to keep him confined after the first crisis is averted. he could meet his future [first] (boy)wife there...

...even after managing to leave and start a normal life, whenever bran got into trouble gil would get "visits", harassed to keep bran in check, this terrifying the first wife. s/he leaves after ivan and tolys visit, ivan forcing tolys to tell gil's partner all the terrible things gil did while still being a nation. the wife would leave with the child (yup), not wanting to deal with crazy nation-people anymore, whether he resents gil or not.

*if* he gets a new wife (maybe someone with her own kids), gil would start by telling her absolutely everything. the old trouble maker gil would be mostly gone, keeping a low profile, terrified to get into trouble. [anyone:] "you turned into a coward", "fuck you, i'm not losing everything again." (still meets again previous wife, eventually for consented by all four parts partner-swapping lmao, all combos). about nation-people, he would exchange letters and stuff with lud at most, and talk with other of his brothers sometimes, resenting them all for what happened with the first wife. eastern bIoc countries would see him age from afar (strange sight, for them he becomes more handsome), any attempt to talk to him up close being cut short.

gil would be like almost 70 physically when the wall would fall. lud convinces him to repair his old friendships. he travels a lot as long his health allows him... frustating for his old friends and fam, yet good ending.

[vampyr3wife]

what if . I start posting ootds !. that would be fun u.u

[shirofairy]

I love very much to be in Twisted Wonderland's fandom here on Tumblr 🥹 one thing I really liked about twst is that Yuu/MC/Prefect is really made to feel like it's "us" (or OCs or whatever you want 👀), what I want to say (sorry, I don't know how to explain myself ;.;) is that I feel happy to be able to use my Yuu and imagine it however I want and being able to feel true selfship with Malleus💚 (Malleus in my case, but it could be anyone you love)

And you may be wondering... what does Tumbrl have to do with all that? well... at first I didn't know where I could interact in the fandom being free and being able to be myself... having a selfship with Malleus was something that I was ashamed to say, because especially on Twitter I saw a lot of toxicity and insults everywhere 💀 and I was always quite sensitive to feeling that I could be making a fool of myself 😔 I usually pretended that my Yuu was just my OC and always spoke in the third person, but what I really wanted was to speak in first person as Yuu, because that's how I feel happy playing (and as I say, the game practically tells us that Yuu is "us"), but I was always afraid of what others might say about me (self-esteem problems and my childhood probably u.u).

But then I met the twst fandom here on Tumbrl, and I saw and met so many people who thought like me, and many people talk about Yuu as "I" or "we" or even write the "x reader" in the tags when someone talks about a ship with Yuu and everybody was happy about it and- 😭

Although I don't post too many things, I'm really happy to be here, I feel at home and that I can be more "myself".

I know no one really cares about this, but I just felt like letting it off my chest and being grateful that all these wonderful people exist here in this fandom and on Tumblr ;.;

And sorry for my english e.e<\3