#went to bed at 4 last night
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i am covered in mosquito bites and the mania anxiety is having A FIELD DAY with it
everybody say the mantra with me: there are no bugs crawling under my skin there are no bugs crawling under my skin the bug bites are a logical causation because i didn’t put on bug spray the ants don’t want anything to do with me they want crumbs there are no bugs under my skin
#there’s also a shit ton of ants in my gma’s apartment#tw mania#tw manic#it’s 2 am#if u couldn’t tell#went to bed at 4 last night#i honestly shouldn’t even be posting this#but i’m probably gonna!#vent post#tw vent#if u know me irl no u dont#personal#tw hallucinations#maybe idk#tw delusion#also maybe idfk#tagging it for ppl who experience it abt this#not abt myself#wow the tags of this got real chaotic real fast#i should go to bed now#funky that this little bugs under my skin moment is happening again#when i literally have had these episodes since i was like 8 or smth#fr nobody thought anything was wrong with me?#whatever#i’m gonna go eat ice cream or an oreo or smth#yapping
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For science
#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#guys I know it’s past 4 am for me. I know I have a problem. I went to bed at like 5 am last night I can’t correct my sleep schedule
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WE FINALLY HAVE THE LONG AWAITED FROZEN ERROR!!!!
his suit was a bitch to design. mostly because i wanted to keep most of his original color palette.
As usual we have some doodles to accompany our ref sheet! (Under cut)
These are all drawings that deal after Error reveals that he is not a good man nor fiance </3
Some things bout Frozen!Error:
he still has his five tongues (Dream was very.... intrigued? by them when he saw them the first time)
Error has for sure Geno and Fresh as his brother (They are not being shown in the au. or at the very least aren't being PLANNED to be shown in the au. cause I ain't designing them. i don't feel like it.....)
Idk if he is keeping his glitches??? I put them on him just cause i thought he looked better with them. but i don't think the errors makes sense in universe. but also it's error. yknow? and there's plenty of monsters and humans in the Frozen universe so maybe it could be like a disease or something. (Maybe like what Mama CQ!Error has? like an actual disease that causes glitches? I think that was Mama CQ error that had that)
Error still doesn't like touch which he makes very clear to Dream when he asks Dream for a dance (they work around it so they can have their little dance <3)
Error was originally planning on marrying Nightmare and just living on like normal, but as the king of the kingdom. However, when he found Dream he realized Dream would be a better option. (Nightmare became known for his antisocial behavior and refusal to let anyone, even his own brother into his room. and like, work smarter not harder y'know 😎)
#undertale au#sans aus#undertale aus#sans au#my art#frozen!au#dreamtale frozen au#frozen au#frozen!error#frozen!dream#frozen!ink#dream sans#dream!sans#ink!sans#ink sans#error!sans#error sans#he's kinda a bitch to draw. but i love him.#i think it's just cause i'm tired though#went to bed at 4 am last night and it's 2 AM rn#Update. i did not post this at 2 AM. I realized I forgot to draw something so i had to fix it
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shoutout to my mom for making me want to die and caring so much more about my academic success rather than my overall physical and mental well-being
#i went to bed early last night bc i was so so so fucking tired#and she wakes me up at like 4:45am and tells me i've slept enough#now do some school work#i'm so tired i can't even be mad#she can't be this much of a bitch and then ask why i don't want to hug her and shit#mannn it's because you make me uncomfortable and honestly i really don't like you
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i wish my cat would let me sleep through the night One Time
#i literally cannot remember the last time i got 8 uninterrupted hours#she loves to start crying at 3 or 4 or 5 am#i went to bed an hour early last night and it didn’t fucking mean anything#it’s stupid toddler stuff like. she wants to get under the covers but can’t figure out how#she thinks she’s alone because everyone else has been quiet and still for too long that they became part of the furniture#before she was doing this tho. she used to pounce on my face in my sleep#i prefer that. at this point.#bc at least that was earlier in the night
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I very much enjoy booping, but tumblr is running like ass today and I'm already low on spoons so I'm not returning boops as well as I'd like :(
#I'm not sure if it's because I didn't sleep well last night or something else#last night was my first night in like 3 months I've been off of my sleep meds#my doctor's trying something that's safer for long-term use but my insurance is taking#its sweet time approving the new stuff and I can't get a refill on my old stuff unless the new stuff doesn't work XD;;;;#I'm impressed I actually made it out of bed before noon today tbh#I'm not sure if I just got really lucky of if I actually fixed my sleep schedule this time#I tried once before 2yrs ago and it kind of worked but then I got covid and everything went to hell so I didn't try again#then a few months ago I got sucked into relying on my meds because I have addictive tendencies and it's REALLY nice being able to sleep#regularly after a lifetime of bad sleep#I really hope last night wasn't a fluke because I'd love to not be reliant on meds to sleep#like I slept terribly compared to on the meds but normally the rebound insomnia from coming off is like 10x's worse than last night#like I normally just don't sleep for a day after going off the meds#but I got like 4-5hrs during the night and actually woke up in the morning. That's HUGE for me unmedicated#I'm very tired#emmy ramblings
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my sister's hideous bf called her twice during longlegs last night off his face on whatever he takes, then again after she went to bed, being super manipulative and being like "i cant stop thinking about you with other men" and she said to me later "but hes the one who wanted to egt back w/ me like i cant change it?" and i was like look hes a proper wasteman we dont like him lol and then today he was like "if you got pregnant and kept it id break up w/ you bc it shows you cant make good decisions" literally like tired of hearing about this hideous human being
#when WILL she make good decisions :(#by her age i was living here w/ ben and ana#im worried all the time#she went to bed w/ a bottle of wine last night and tried to buy 4 ciders today but she didnt have ID thankfully#its so noticeable here bc none of us are drinking at all#my parents do drink but unproblematically afaik#but i guess if you usually have wine/beer in the house it doesnt strike you so much if you suddenly have *more* wine or beer
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I hate 6-2 shifts so much I’m going to kill
#camera talks#I worked a 12-8 last night and work a 6-2 today (might get to leave at like 12 today but it’s doubtful)#I haven’t seen the sun outside since 12 yesterday :((#and having to wake up at 4:30 just to drive at 5:30 is nightmare ish I hate it so much#I went to bed way to late for this last night#god. the things I do for this job which I hate#okay. rhrgrhhrrh
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Turns out sewing isn't that hard. I was up til...
I was up last night sewing the hem of a few sets of curtains, fixing a hole in a pillow, and extending the corset of a dress. It's actually really relaxing. I could have probably done it faster if my hands stopped shaking, but that's a problem for another time.
#i think i went to bed around 4 last night- but i actually have experience in sewing so we're gonna say he didnt go to bed lol#miles tails prower#also the dress is a random project hes working on#i dont know what the hell to explain it with lmfao
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my teacher will never know i just turned it blood in the bayou fanfiction as homework. she will. ne.ver. knwo
#im sleepy now#went to bed WAY too late last night lmao#like 4:30#whoopsies#red rambles relentlessly#jrwi bitb
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screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv
#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS#i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts#i am only in the middle of episode six#last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes#and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly#i NEVER sleep like that#it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber#do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early?#depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me#going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf#which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful#i constantly wake up during the night etc.#tales from diana#a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show!#by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night#wouldnt that be great!#anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz
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DO YOU SEE THAT? TV REFLECTION RAINBOWS???? WWWWHATS GOING ON
#🔥#ur gonna get some manicposting i feel#still got a bit of sewing to do and i went to bed at 5am last night and ive been travelling 4-5 more hours than was necessary and and#conposting
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need to be exploding something but i Can't for some reason. just Can Not. my ability to do is just. Nay
#just me hi#GOUHHH#okay so I can't go back to bed rn cuz I was So tired earlier I went to bed at 7#Bad move !! But I also didn't have anything to do so kind of the only one lmao#So I slept for 4 hours and here I am now. At 2 am. Vibing [<- this is untrue]#I have Energy that I Need to dedicate to SOMETHING but I can't figure out what so I'm just vibrating really aggressively and pacing kfvshf#I could funkin writeeeee but I don't know what and i don't think I'll be able to focus so lmaoo 💥#// 💥🎶NONSTOP AUTOMATIC LIVIN IN DELUSION🎶💥#anywho loll--#//i could draw but that's Slow and Caramalizing work. Like when I want to evenly toast my thoughts you know what I'm saying kfshf#Or when I'm just trying to be Thourough. Or just rotating shiz so fast I gotta slow down lol#And then if I draw what should it be? The things in my brain ??? God forbid#What I'm just sposed to pick between the 3+ projects I have blasting at full volume in my head rn ?? That's crazy talk man#//mnm i want. a Snack#Snack tiymeeee#If only we had those kfshvfh#Ik where to get marshmallows (thought they could hide them from me. Impossible) but that's not a good choice for the hour or the craving lo#//what's the point !!! What's the pooooint !!! 🎶#i love you music hfvsh#/speaking of i took my mp3 player w/ me to skate w/ and played oldies and you know that was pretty good man I gotta do that again#Meant to do it last time but I didn't charge her :( and I don't want to stress her battery by killing her so </3#//oh also we went to the movies today !! Part of the reason I'm tired lmao#I always forget to bring smth to plug my ears (it's so funkin loudddd man oTL) but you know what I Didn't forget? Mp3 player w/ the noise#Canceling earbuds. Which worked insanely well I had Zero discomfort :D#Usually the theater experience starts to suck hard at abt the 2/3rds point cuz everything gets loud ;w;#but i forgot abt the sound thing w/ my buds in so :D yay yippee !!#We watched gladiator 2 :) watched the first one the night before so full context let's go 💥#It was good! I think anyway! I'm not sure i was completely clocked in kfshfh#//ooou I'm running out of tag space..#I'll say ciao right here loll :> toodles !!
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get rotated idiot
#i trried to upload this after i made it last night and tumblr refused to let me i just went to bed#the sims 4#sims pics#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#my sona#the sims 4 edit#my renders
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I was asleep for most of yesterday. and today as well. like I basically only woke up to eat, watch tv for a little bit, and then I fell asleep again. I'm so tired and dizzy.
I'm really hoping it'll be better tomorrow. I really gotta start/continue writing my thesis. 😭
#it's so fucking stupid#last night I woke up on the couch at 2 am. then stayed awake for about 4 hours and went back to bed. I think I was awake for 5 or MAYBE 6#hours total 😭#and today was worse. I tried to only sleep a few hours in the morning. but fell asleep again on the couch less than an hour later#literally all I did was eat. start watching a youtube video. and fall asleep again.#the cats kept me company so that was nice#the nightmares were especially horrible though 😔#all I want to do is go to bed. but I haven't done ANYTHING today. I woke up again like 2 hours ago. I'm not going to bed already 😭😭😭#my body is fucking annoying#personal
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i have formally and officially entered the loop. sigh.
#im so so so tired but ive been putting off going to bed for hours#even tho im like straight up getting nauseous and dizzy spells#mostly bc my dreams last night and the last couple nights fucked with me#but when i stay up like this my dreams just get worse#which makes me stay up more#etc#the loop#im so tired awughh#once reached a point of sleep deprivation where i had a mental breakdown repeated false awakening nightmare followed by spider hallucinatio#so many spiders on the wall when i woke up#it took hours to actually believe i was awake LOL#i used to have this issue over the course of years where i had the same nightmare every time i fell asleep#didnt matter if it was 1am or 1pm if i slept for 45 minutes or 4-5 hours etc#same nightmare every single time. so i lost A LOT of sleep avoiding it like the plague#i went full whacko mode man. i was off my shit. hallucinating daily type sleep deprivation#dont be like me kids#stay in bed
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