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autismsupersoldier · 1 year ago

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i made a cover for my gender playlist* and i think it came out pretty nice

current tracklist under cut, though i will be expanding it and welcome suggestions!

*a playlist that i think encapsulates what i want my gender to be :-)

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Stayin Alive by Bee Gees

You Should Be Dancing by Bee Gees

Hot Cop by Village People

Love Machine by Wham!

Take on Me by a-ha

Down Under by Men At Work

Working for the Weekend by Loverboy

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Big Iron by Marty Robbins

The Devil Wears a Suit and Tie by Colter Wall

Sleeping on the Blacktop by Colter Wall

God's Gonna Cut You Down by Johnny Cash

Daddy Sang Bass by Johnny Cash

Folsom Prison Blues by Johnny Cash

Sixteen Tons by Johnny Cash

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ciimarron · 5 months ago

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free my boy from his own show he did nothing wrong

#they did him soo dirty wth and no one gaf about him at aaaal jentry started to being a dick i mean yeah sure understandable but the rest #of the cast?? they didnt interact with him but judge him as if he was the worst they didnt care to know him uug the show was okay there's #just things like this i didnt like at all i belive it was a wasted opportunity to befriend michael and stella with kit they would definitely #get along i also hated the fact jentry told stella kit wasnt a human when it is something sensitive for him she just came out him and showed #no remorse and faced no consequences that felt so out of character i swear😭 AND I ALSO DISLIKE michael and jentry as partners #it feels as if they are just trying to make their childhood crush real yknow i dont fucking see any intimacy between them besides their #first interactions i mean i dont ship jentry and kit but dude their emotional intimacy is deep they even kinda share the same vision of live #anyway go watch jcvtu so i can know what the sigma happens next i swear if kit doesnt revives i swear #myart #sketch #fanart #jcvtu #jentry chau vs the underworld #kit #kit jcvtu #okay so talking a lil about my sketch mmm i used that photo for the pose because there's no way ill break my head over it and well the thing #kit has in his hands is supposedly the thread he uses for his humans cosplays #if theres anyone reading this excuse my grammar is just that idc im having fun

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aliusfrater · 3 months ago

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sometimes i forget that people genuinely perceive season four sam exorcising demons w his powers as genuinely horrible, or even scale his killing the nurse in 4.22 as the worst he's ever done. on the 4.04, "use the knife!" and [proceeds to use the demon blade and angel blade for seasons upon season afterward] and drains multiple people in 5.21 and 7.15 flashback scene show

#kindergarten concept to me. like can we be fr lmfao #tbh soulless!sam has done 'worse' than sesson four sam and sam still managed to take responsibility for it AS figuring out what happened #i genuinely really do forget that people interpret the show from this level of dissonant narrative framing #even sam's letting lucifer out of the cage was highly manufactured (both in terms of the actual event + sam's consent)#like i get it people who think of the show this way could care less since they're not actually interested in sam much less #this hypocritical view of him at all but like even if you believe in the dichotomy of monstrosity they show you sam saving lives #+ his motivations within that season. even his drinking of the blood was consensual and was even attempted to be forced onto him #in specific instances so your dislike of it mainly just comes down to your dislike of the imagery or idea of it #which is shallow as hell at best and negligent of sam's 'supernatural' circumstance as a character at worst #also re: theo's tags the 'well. he was killing innocent people' as if the whole reason he was doing in the first place wasn't #because he curved that !! he says it at the end of 4.01 and again in 4.04 he was saving people with 'this curse' and he was proud of that #he literally‚ on screen‚ within canon events‚ was doing the Opposite of killing innocent people and the ways #in which he did kill innocent people were typical monster kills on the monster hunting show #&#referat

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lilacthebooklover · 9 months ago

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Shadowvanilla with prompt 35

35. “You heard me. Take. It. Off.”

“You heard me!” Shadow Milk smiles sharply. His voice is playful as ever, but the glint in his eyes is deadly serious. Pure Vanilla listens closely as the mirth in his tone evaporates, that unearthly stare boring into him more intensely than ever before. “Take. It. Off.”

Subconsciously, the healer feels his hand drift towards his Soul Jam. It thrums with power beneath his fingers, simultaneous reassurance and warning pulsating through the azure jewel. It clings to his robes like it knows what will happen if it is removed, and Pure Vanilla finds himself shaking his head before he even realises what he’s doing.

“No,” he says, voice definite. Shadow Milk is capable of putting him through torture beyond comprehension, but Pure Vanilla will not falter. He can’t afford to, not when so much is at stake. He steels his gaze, tightens his grip, and offers a denial that can only be met with fury.

As expected, the world twists and warps around him, the warm, fuzzy edges of his dreamlike prison distorting into a tangle of blackened tendrils, creeping and twisting and grabbing. Pure Vanilla is safe when he’s awake. That doesn’t stop Shadow Milk from trying to convince him to surrender when unconscious. The Dark Side of the Moon is an otherworldly place; in a sense, Pure Vanilla wonders if he ever sleeps at all, anymore. He certainly doesn’t feel rested just then.

“No?” The jester echoes finally, head tilting eerily to the side. Pure Vanilla does his best not to shudder at the anger he feels emanating from Shadow Milk in waves. “Hmm. You know,” His voice dips into something between a purr and a growl, tracing his finger down Pure Vanilla’s jaw. The Beast is a master of deception, and Pure Vanilla knows as much. That doesn’t stop the urge he feels to lean into the first warm touch he’s felt in what feels like centuries. “This would be so much easier if you stopped resisting. So stubborn, Vanilly! I’d be impressed if it wasn’t so infuriating.”

The grip on his jaw tightens, and Pure Vanilla desperately hopes that determination masks the fear in his eyes as they’re wrenched towards Shadow Milk’s own. He’s too close, Pure Vanilla thinks distantly, sickening anxiety slithering under his skin. The scorching, gentle touch he provides is something the healer both despises and craves, and he hates himself for the latter.

“No matter,” Shadow Milk softens again, stroking against Pure Vanilla’s cheek. He should fight back. He doesn’t. “You’ll come around eventually.” The steady tick of a clock begins to echo in Pure Vanilla’s ears, unnatural and loud and far too damning.

“It’s only a matter of time.”

#thank you so much for the request!#it's been a while since i wrote these two heheh #this feels a little long for a drabble #but no matter!#it's under 1000 words #and that's drabble-worthy to me <3 #pure vanilla cookie #shadow milk cookie #the sillies <33 they make me ill /pos #it is 2am and this makes very little sense but ykyk #hc that shadow milk can communicate to pure vanilla in his dreams via the dark side of the moon #this is what happens when u share a soul with your worst enemy <3 #shadowvanilla #pureshadow #vanilla milkshake #cookie run kingdom #drabble challenge #if someone else requests these two as well i will weep with joy <33 #crk fanfic

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clumsypuppy · 8 months ago

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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY

#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK #ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK #my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3 #so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first #which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go #but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it #from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN #about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change #the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even #and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop #to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel #and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember #reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not #the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often #misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption #puppy plays isat #in stars and time #isat #playthru #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #change god #WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK

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essektheylyss · 2 months ago

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me: okay time to edit. I am focusing.

me, like four paragraphs in: [angrily ranting about some shitty writing advice post I got served on substack today because I found a line that blatantly disproves one of the stupid examples]

#this may be unfair to the post cuz it was def for like. people who don't actually know shit about how pov functions lmao #which is........ not me #but like oh my GOD this is why prescriptive writing advice is the WORST #'pov character shouldn't describe what another character is thinking' I can think of like six reasons why you'd do that.#like FIRST OF ALL what the pov character thinks they're thinking does not need to be RIGHT but even considering that like #1) pov character is an arrogant prick who thinks they know best.#2) pov character does know the other character as well as they know themself intimate friendship showing how close they are etc #3) the two characters are very similar and they know it and are basically having the same thought. (this is what my scenario is ftr.)#4) they just had a conversation about something and the other person is still thinking about it #5) literally just like. idk partner had a shit day at work and is clearly still dwelling on it!#6) mind reader #the last one is kind of a joke but also like. it's not! that's a thing that happens in fiction that would come up in this vein!#anyway all of this person's examples were bad and I'm still mad about it #sometimes I'm like 'I could never blog about writing how dare I think I could tell people how to write'#and then I remember that there are people saying this shit with their whole chest with no self-awareness #megs is writing

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itspileofgoodthings · 4 months ago

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#if you don’t mind could you say a quick prayer that I can not make things worse with my seniors?#I do feel very much that the problem is me (hi! I’m the problem it’s me)#because they’re just suuuuuch a hard personality match for me as a group #but I can feel myself sort of closing off and not wanting to stay open and I can feel myself wanting to hate them #frankly #but that’s just because I’m imperfect and tired #I am forcing myself to go through the class and think about each kid #and actually there is only really one bad apple maybe two but really I think it’s one!#but it is casting a huge shadow #also I hate to say it but many are annoying #aosiieksisie they just are. but they’re not bad kids! and they want to have a good relationship with me and I need to let that happen #but yeah. I just want to shut myself off from them completely #but I am either not old enough to teach a class well and do that. I have not unlocked that power #there has to be a baseline of goodwill and camaraderie #or I will never be able to not have it and will always need it #but in either case. I need it here. and it’s hard #the worst part is that they ! make ! me ! shy !#freaking introverts are so annoying sometimes I swear #YOU DON’t HAVE A MONOPOLY ON DISCOMFORT IN SOCIAL SITUATIONS #and you CREATE it as well as suffer it !!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry. see what I mean? I am getting irrationally angry at them for being the way that they are #but it’s because *I* am suffering because of them #lol. except it isn’t lol I am serious #anyway just trying to get this out #thanks for listening #teaching tag

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adore-gregor · 27 days ago

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not sure this post reaches the right target audience

#don't think many austrians are following me here but #well i watched a bit of austrian bundesliga as well today #and like dortmund is my club but the club i'm kinda supporting in austria is sturm graz #i mean i literally live in the city of graz now while studying so it's the obvious choice #well anyways they won so that's great #but our league is literally so weak tf 😅#i mean i was hoping for a draw in the salzburg fak match as it would have been the best result for sturm graz #or i guess a win also would have been great bc i don't like rb salzburg #but how did they loose against salzburg?? even now #this is the weakest salzburg in years they have been so bad this season and fak still didn't get any points out of it #how are they 2nd despite having one of the worst seasons ever? i was really hoping others teams could take advantage but no #i mean punkteteilung did help salzburg 😅 - which i think is stupid anyway and i would get rid of it btw #and also rapid loosing like that against wac 😵‍💫 i would have hoped for a win would have been better for the table from my perspective #they were actually kinda good at the start of the season no idea what happened then ... they are falling apart now #such a weird season altogether ... never would have expected fak to climb up that high in the table #and almost every club was really struggling so much at one point ... hope sturm doesn't blow it now but so far so good #not many matches to go #but well yeah if someone wants share their opinion... i do not follow the austrian league that closely but it'd be nice to chat #well anyways what i was trying to say is that our league is still poor in my opinion and i hope it gets stronger one day #you can also really see that on the international stage ... i mean the austrian clubs did badly in ucl this year (not just this year)#nice to see salzburg dominance has ended tho :)))

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boykingscourt · 5 months ago

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sam is like john because show (dean) said so and that's why they fight. I am Very Smart

#like I need people to realize you have your own brain you don't need to blindly accept what one character (dean 99% of the time)#says about another character (sam 99% of the time) without looking at the context in which it's said #why it's being said #what the character might gain by saying it #and also shows can't just say things and expect them to be accepted as true they have to. well... Show It #show your work if you will #but this is the spn fandom so that's not necessary #especially if it paints sam in a bad light #and as we know the worst thing that can happen to a character on the cw's spn is be compared to the Ultimate Evil John Winchester #hell fandom

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ganondoodle · 6 months ago

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Have you been assesed for adhd?

nope, though im pretty sure i got it ... or its something similar bc although also not officially diagnosed there is no way im not autistic OTL

the only things i have been .. 'diagnosed' with is anxiety and chronic depression, though both of which by a therapist that got arrested for fraud and harassment (hahaha .. ._.) and im not sure how much weight that can hold both bc of .. THAT and bc i honestly have no idea how much a therapist can do (its been many years since then too) and the only meds he ever offered me where like .. drugs ('herbs')

i have been thinking of asking our family doctor about it but im rather afraid of whatever process i gotta go through to get anything that might help since im sure its also not JUST adhd that causing all this (and ... im afraid it could impact how i am treated ... like if they know im autistic are they not gonna take me seriously anymore or stop me from making choices about myself.. welp theres the anxiety ndfjkgndfknvgfdk)

(and a new therapist is pretty impossible bc theres a really big problem of not enough therapists around ESPECIALLY where i live ... also fear bc of the previous one .. haha ._, )

#ganondoodles answers #ganondoodles talks #personal #i am german so whatever process it is in america is not gonna be how it is here #.....also doesnt help that i nearly got put in a ... mental health .. facility (idk what its called in english) when i was younger #and uuh .. barely managed to make them not do it #one of the scariest moments in my life #mom made the plan with my oldest sister in secret and drove me off to the doctor .. idk if they told me just before and forced me to go #or literally on the parking lot of the doctor .. i think it was the latter #being out on a parking lot and being talked down to by my sister (who never tried to talk to me about anything mental health wise btw)#AND by the doctor .. i had to convince him to not do it .. literally so scary #-and mom about putting me in some facillity .. cant even describe it .. to me it was pure horror #im sure those facilities arent that bad or soemthing but i felt like they where trying to kick me out and into a prison #i do NOT do well anywhere that isnt home #AND doing the thing i haven been trying to make it clear makes everything a thousand times worse-#-talking about it behind my back and then just doing things without me gettign any say in it and then given no choice #its literally the worst thing you can do!!!!#sorry TMI perhaps but!!! many things have happened!! bad!!

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lavenderleahy · 1 month ago

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this is for your attempt to get the tapes in particular

Thank you val <333

#one of those things thats like. this might as well happen #whats the worst she can do 😆#asks #that-gender-bender

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cancerian-woman · 9 months ago

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in a show about romance and more Bonnie really never once mentioned the word “engaged” or anything related to that

#lol.#Damon’s joke about how Bonnie is the bridesmaid never the bride really held weight bc well!#i feel like maybe people would understand if their fave character was thrown in a half ass relationship but theirs weren’t #it’s always the fans of big ships like haylijah delena etc etc judging when Bonnie fans hate Enzo Lol #bc you can’t imagine your fave character not being catered to bc it would’ve never happened to your fave lmfao. even in some women’s worst #pairings the woman was still loudly seen as desirable and cherished what does Bonnie get??? half ass relationship lmao #and it’s always ok Bonnie got less bc it fit with her but you wouldn’t argue that if it was your fave 💀#if this leaves my realm you can ship whatever you like that’s NOT what I mean here 💋

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moregraceful · 2 months ago

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hope everyone who got a creator subscription notif from me today realizes something deeply unwell and bizarre happened to me in march

#rempe/bedard....just as we all suspected.....#figured out my sharks library au. mario has my old job. pickles has my colleagues job. tytoff is the hot new youth librarian that #mario falls in love with #mack and will are juvenile offenders doing community service #ekky is a library page who cares just enough to do his job but not enough to do it well #klim is a circulation guy who falls in love with everyone #tydel is the other circulation guy who everyone falls in love with #collin and jackt are also library pages but they dont do shit. luca is the college student intern who takes it way too seriously #shak is a volunteer that they mostly make model for all the social media posts due to him being beautiful #wenny is the head of circulation and he's TIRED of his circulation guys that are either in love or beloved #as befitting a real library it is a deeply lopsided branch that is somehow both over and understaffed #warso in the background being the worst manager on planet earth. but we dont talk about him #asky obviously the regular that klim falls in love with OBVIOUSLY #HUGE debate about the ethics of falling in love with a patron. concluding with a message i saw on ala think tank once where a #librarian was like yeah one of my storytime dads asked me to marry him and i said yes :) and the thread was like 95 replies deep #ala think tank....best/worst facebook group i've ever been. librarians will invent discourse no one on planet earth can conceive of #storytime underground was worse somehow but ala think tank was so broad in the amount of insane bullshit they covered on a daily #basis that i'm sure it contributed to my burnout #i remember this one really really annoying member made a post about how they were checking themselves into an inpatient program #and everyone was just like. congratulations. maybe this will make you less obnoxious #librarians can be very kind to be patrons and generally do try to be. but will be RUTHLESS with each other #and why is that? bc we are all mentally ill and our jobs are hell #and i MISS it #anyway pickles is my colleague who had dementia that management could not figure out how to force her to retire #but like less tragic ending than what happened to my colleague WHY DID THE TEMPERATURE JUST DROP LIKE 10 DEGREES IN THIS TRAIN #god i'm gonna get a soda. this is horrendous #anyway. don't work for libraries but also don't not work for libraries #fresno oilers.txt

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queerlyhalloween · 2 months ago

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In a rare English double-whammy my boss has give me my layoff notice on St. Patrick's day 🥹

#what a laff......#oh well not even in the top 10 worst things to happen to me past year or so #for the record where i work is struggling someone needed to go and it happened to be me #THE ONLY MEMBER OF STAFF WHO CAN COMMUNICATE WITH THE WELSH SPEAKING CUSTOMERS 😤#...They're not actually xenophobic I guess I was picked because I can't run and shift and the others can #it makes sense but it's no less disheartening. this is the only job I've ever enjoyed #sigh #well time to pretend to be cis for indeed...#hi. if you're one of my friends and/or customers reading this wasn't this a fun way to find out?#bar stuff #welshposting

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lucifer-kane · 1 year ago

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im so used to surrounding myself with people who are fat/don't talk negatively about being fat (in any way) that when I see skinny people talk about 'feeling fat' im blown away and feel a bit like this

#ik people have their own issues to work through in this regard but as a fat bitch i don't wanna see it #i've worked too long to finally be okay with being fat to end up feeling like im actually gross bc of the way i look #you can think what you want about yourself yeah that happens but for the love of god don't POST it where fat ppl are gonna see it #super thinking abt the phrase fellow fat ppl say 'why is your worst fear looking like me?' like. mmmmmmm #personal #it's mostly tiktok bc. well. tiktok as ass about this stuff

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mey-rin-is-fabulous · 4 months ago

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That is lame as hell. You don't get any envelopes unless you get at least one chappa

#palia #palia game #like i get why #but that is awful for people can't even grab 1 #i just had the worst round ever #and to not get anything #it just makes me feel like why should i even bother trying if that can happen #like it should be halved or something #they either need to up the spawn rate or spawn numbers because on or two in an area isn't working very well #i meant one but you get it #and i forgot a who goddangit all #and in case any looks at this later and is like what is this about #its about the goddang chappa chase game for the new year event #i literally gave up so hard i went and stood in the middle of the pen before just going to spin zekis wheel #someone always grabbed a chappa just before i could #and i forgot a one

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