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saltysatellite804 · 5 months ago

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Idk if I'm being offputting on this blog or if tumblr is just getting less busy lately, but I apologize again for my depression. I don't really know how to like, balance it. I dont know how to not be offputting as a person. I'm trying my best. It feels weird to just, exist on here normally after a breakdown. Its humiliating too. I know I should stop but when I'm down I guess some part of me hopes for some relief here? I dont really know if this post is worth making but I just. Guess I feel obligated to try to explain myself.

#idk #i want to have a fun time in fandoms but i feel maybe im driving potential interactions away or something #ugh i cant human #i think not knowing if im in the wrong can play into it #maybe im overthinking it #and like i had some interactions before but not since so i feel like ive messed up somehow #and then another part of me thats just like #well this is who i am and if people dont like it thats fine #sighhh #i wish i had friends #how do i improve if i dont know what to do

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vaugarde · 2 months ago

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okay so as a gen 5 stan who does adore the story in bw and bw2, and now that gen 5 has experienced both a vicious hatedom that wouldnt hear a single positive thing about the games, and now a super protective fandom that insists they were perfect and had zero flaws... can we admit now that the bw1 story at least was. a little mid.

#just a little. just a little.#i am saying this as someone who adores it and loves the characters a lot #...... but good god team plasma kinda sucks ass as an evil organization #bw2 is sorta better about them with the split factions but in the first game theyre so obnoxious and come across as strawmen #the game talks about how the world is nuanced and not black and white and its not good to take extreme sides #but then. it sorta does that with the protagonists? by refusing to talk about abused pokemon that werent hurt by team plasma?#obviously they are wrong. the game hammers it in with a mallet. but is it really nuanced if our stance is ''ha ha thats silly''#and yeah groups like plasma exist irl but like. as someone who cares abt animal rights and stuff a lot. i feel like they fumbled it here #the answer shouldnt have been ''well ig some pokemon get hurt. we wont talk about them though. watch the grunt kick a munna''#it shouldve been about animal welfare. like maybe instead of becoming assistant professor; bianca couldve become a nurse joy #or she couldve joined some organization that rescues and rehabilitates pokemon from abusive trainers. maybe the reformed plasma from bw2 #and before someone goes ''erm its a kids game they cant do that :/ thats too complicated'' first of all- the anime showed a malnourished te #tepig #kids can handle a bit of text next to a skittish lillipup thats like ''its scared of humans'' or something and its being cared for by someo #someone''#plus the side games were tackling much heavier shit at this point #also again they were apparently fine with a grunt kicking a munna and bragging about how he loves doing that so.#like even as a kid i felt like that scene was really over the top and stupid #team plasma feels less like an attempt to do commentary on harmful animal rights ideas that lead to ecofascism and dont care abt the animal #true needs #and more like gamefreak read a lot of obnoxious critical pokemon posts like ''lmao training is like dogfighting'' and ''this promotes anima #abuse!'' and just made a strawman out of those people. and like i agree thats all stupid but it sorta hurts the message of the game #that the world is very nuanced and taking extremes is bad and reductive.#and this isnt getting into poor story and gameplay integration and other stuff like underutilized characters (you know exactly who i mean)#idk. again i still adore the story and have a huge soft spot for it. but i think the only reason people say its perfect is out of defensive #defensiveness and not having engaged with a ton of video game stories. and pokemon stories not being fantastic in general #like i think pla is better put together story wise than this game and its got less going on than this #echoed voice

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skunkes · 24 days ago

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how did u feel about the 2nd Terrifier movie? i saw it on a first date so it wasn’t the best experience… but revisiting it I can enjoy it more. good sfx

So the first one is 1h30m i believe, and I know when I watched it and saw I was 40 minutes in i was like wow its been that long and it feels like not much has happened huh. But then it did what it did and it ended.

For the second one I was like oh its been 40 minutes. Hopefully it starts kicking off like the first one. And then after what felt like an hour only 10 more minutes had passed LOL and the entire rest of the movie felt dis way

I like that this one had more of a semblance of a plot... The clown cafe song is stuck in my head... Sfx is good but hm im not sure how to describe this....im not one of those "omg this is just a legal snuff film u guys are evil for watching this" people nor am i a "ermm if u cant handle this ur a prude and a little baby actually" person but more somewhere in between or outside. I love movie gore, when i was younger I watched Saw SOLELY for the traps, i didnt even know the plot until more recently LMAO

but obviously That One Scene...idk! I dont think it was too much in the "prude" way nor was i clapping and cheering but it did evoke a "ok come on wrap it up" feeling from me...like these faces combined...does dis make sense. Not walking-out-of-the-theater disgust and revulsion OR enjoyment/glee but just mostly straight faced this ⬇️

The first movie has a naked woman being split in half from coochie down so its definitely not the gore itself here that evoked this emotion ykwim

#werewolfclaws #skunk mail #the only adjacent way i can describe it is you know when someone makes an unfunny joke #and when you think its not funny they think its because the joke is problematic and youre a snowflake #but its just that the joke isnt funny #whatever the equivalent of that is for horror movie gore is how i feel #like is it well done? yes. im not walking out of the theater im not throwing up im not pointing and laughing at people who get very #uncomfortable about it but i am making the above faces at like. oh youre ripping her arm #off then tearing her other arm in half and then stabbing her and THEN pouring bleach on her and the salt thing OKAYYY WE GET ITTT #in the same way u roll ur eyes when u hear a corny ass joke like yessss ok fine sure #like its just Silly...not in a ''and thats offensive and bad and evil'' way...i really dk how to word it!#ITS THE SAME WAY I FEEL WITH THAT STUPID LASER COLLAR TRAP IN JIGSAW.#its not like OMG THATS SO GORY AND SCARY 😨😱 LIKE NO ITS JUST A DUMB TRAP #that doesnt mean i hate the movie or franchise and all who enjoy it but i do roll my eyes and jab my thumb at it like get a load of this #long post #i guess i felt the way about That One Scene as i felt about the later scene where art just rips that guys dick off #like. its a clown ripping a guys dick off. its obvious not Serious. but im looking into the camera like im on the office about it #i think that might be the closest comparison...if it were any other movie genre you'd just be like ugh corny jokes!#but here its like oh corny ass gore!#i mean i watched it and im still gonna watch the 3rd #i dont think id ever watch the 2nd one on again for fun bc of how it dragged onnnnn #nor would i ever rec it to someone else like i do with saw #etc etc

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ayyponine · 4 months ago

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not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

#mom wanted to rewatch the movies so we've been going thru them <3 #talk about a movie thats just like. grief. i turn into the jamie lee curtis halloween trauma supercut #SORRY..... the visuals are peak like that IS the hp vibe to ME and i am BLOWN AWAY this movie was made in 2004 it feels ahead of its time #the first two are so whimsical and magical enrapturing and this movie is like. a well worn cardigan. this feels 2011 cozycore to me #sorry but the introduction of lupin becoming a comforting trusted guardian type of figure AND the dementors representing hollow depression #this 13 yr old whos been kept in the dark on so many things being extra vulnerable prey to them bc of the severe trauma #but getting lessons on how to withstand that creeping dread.. through happy memories... still bonding w lupin increasngly ouagh...#the grief between them both over james and lily. also btw ofc defense against the dark arts being fighting yr fears through laughter. aaaaaa #and then sirius. black. im. i know we meme on the twelve years of it! in azkaban! but as a bitch whos now closer to those characters in age #and can appreciate and understand them obv more than i could when i was. a tween. that just hits like ok shit. VALID #so valid and real to see the child of your friends you knew at that age but who DIED and then see the friend who betrayed them #to see like the best of BOTH of them mirrored and living on in him and be like yknow what???? you WILL be protected frm that same fate #hoooo the briefest moment where harry might hope things will turn out okay. w sirius' name being cleared and peter having to explain himself #and sirius being like hey i get it if you want to stay w your family that is fine but. if you wanna move in w me...#(harry relaying this to hermione later as well. dreaming of a place fr just the two of them somewhere in the countryside #somewhere..... sirius might see the sky..... bc he thinks he would like that after all those years locked up do not even touch me rn.......)#only fr everything to turn to shit two friends fighting w deadly force. the chance to set this right slipping off into the night.#a million dementors descending relentlessly until utter exhaustion and certain death. some strange salvation? fight for a second chance?#but then still havign to say goodbye when they only just GOT this. and everything still being so. god. and lupin having to leave as well.#the thought of sirius also WANTING that guardian type connection but being forced to live in 1. a cave barely living more freely than before #2. then being confined to the stuffy somber abusive home he ran away from as a teen w that portrait still up there and everything.. bitch...#oh man the way i KNOW when we get to ootp (my favourite) its gonna leave me blasted into a million little pieces #the way i know shit like the knowing wink the entirety of the wall tapestry room scene and of course nice one james is gonna DESTROY me..#dont even talk to me abt that dark turn at the end of gof and how everything after gets soooo. god. w everything just getting destroyed and.#i cant even think abt it i cant even talk about it. wah #i dont care btw that they aged those guys up undermining how insanely young these people died. perfect casting fr the remaining marauders ok

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fauvester · 6 months ago

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bridgerton s2 was SUCH a clayhoun slay. thots in tags

#henry clay the ACCOMPLISHED rake (also a marquis and the richest man in the county)#who apparently ruined a girls honor and left her at the altar when she was engaged to someone else #the secret is that thats not true.. she was engaged against her will and he 'ruined her honor' so her fiancee would dump her #now his reputation is ~scandalous~ but like nobody cares about all the naughty stuf fhe does do (cards gambling horse racing drinking snuff #anyways duke tom benton visits him in the country seat hes retired to to do scientific farming and raise racehorses #(tom is the cousin of the girl that he ~ruined~. he almost challenged him to a duel but his cousin stopped him)#like. ok. soooooo I need your help #in love. with this guy. but. his older half brother HATES me and will NOT let us have a single god damn moment together #please help.... i know you.... sometimes do that sort of thing for people 🤔#clay flipping switches from Aw yeah i fucked your cousin lol get at me to UGH i cant believe lucretia fucking narced #benton like please. i will truly do anything sir. and clay like well..... thats a handsome arabian stud you bought last season..#whats a horse to a husband anyways? dont you love this fellow? all I want is a silly little animal!#anyways at first he tries to pretend to court mr hayne. so that benton looks like the more palatable option to mr calhoun #but hayne is instantly like Im ever so sorry! but if your intents are matrimonial i am already spoken for! <3 so sorry!!#clay like hm. welll. fine I guess I gotta seduce the older brother now #mr calhoun... the serious argumentative not-noble lawyer who s fighting suitors off his rich charming half brother with a pool cue #clay instantly falls in lust. and then quickly thereafter in love...#THE DRAMA.... THE ROMANCE... THE BOSOM CLUTCHING.... CLAY SNIFFING HOUN .. SO UNSERIOUS!!#bridgie3 came out and im nutlost. thats the post

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kxllerblond · 1 year ago

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Happy Tuesday everyone, I will now be unloading unsolicited opinions about the RPC.

People take 'This is a hobby!!' way too far to the point you are not taking into account other real people also exist and are only thinking about yourself and it can come across as scummy and self-absorbed and a lot of people use the 'just a hobby!' to excuse this shitty behavior and an inability to communicate with other hobby enjoyers like adults.

No one should get mad at people for dropping threads or not being active, but it's also super shitty to just ghost people and go 'teehee just a hobby so you aren't allowed to be upset!'. Like, yeah, you have limited time and a real life but so does?? everyone else on here?? It's super not cool to just invalidate people who are upset their limited time is, in their view, being wasted.

Obviously, I'm not defending people that don't just unfollow or block and move on and who get passive aggro about it all. And I'm also not calling out the people that don't do much but are like PRESENT to some degree even if it's just ooc shitposting.

I mainly mean the people I see who refuse to do threads, to answer asks, to communicate when stuff is being dropped to some degree, to participate and be social in any capacity and then get kinda pissy when no one wants to send them shit anymore. Like you are entitled to exist and participate in this hobby as you see fit....but it is a social hobby. You HAVE to give to get and if people pin you as someone who only takes, they're going to stop giving. None of us have little meow meows that are so interesting that we can just expect people to frolic to them and gush about them and shower them with interaction without some sort of reciprocation.

And, frankly, I don't think there's room to complain when that happens. You can't have your cake and eat it too in this scenario. You can 'this is just a hobby!' your way through things how you like, but you also have to realize the consequences of that and you can't be upset when they come down on you and your blog.

#like I KNOW there are ppl here i am chill with who do not interact with me as often as before because i am a notorious thread dropper #and not everyone can do that short thread. drop. new thread. drop. manner of rapid rping #and thats FINE. i accept that consequence.#and there are ppl im chill with who i dont send memes to much anymore because they never answer them or never return the favor #doesnt mean im mad about it doesnt mean i fault them for it. ppl have lives. but that the consequence and it involves me redirecting my tim #and energy to send memes to ppl who DO engage in return etc #there's just been this sudden surge in like....entitlement ive noticed. and it's just sort of co-opd what used to be a message #directed at ppl that were being demanded to reply to things the same day etc like it was a legit /good/ message #now you cant even like unfollow someone without them being like ITS JUST A HOBBY HOW DARE YOU UNFOLLOW hostility because someone is choosin #to take their business elsewhere so to speak so they can have fun with this hOBBY. its so...weird ykno #we dont owe anyone anything but a lot of ppl forget the second half of that which is #yeah but other people dont owe us anything in turn either #cw long post #cw negativity #well i mean only if you see urself in this post i guess OOP. otherwise man idk #dont get pissed at ppl for not hobbying to ur speed or standards #but also dont be surprised to learn ppl are different and have different paces and shit and WILL move on #if theyre not getting enjoyment out of the pace you're hobbying at #ur not entitled to their attention just like they're not entitled to urs ykno

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girlcockholmes · 4 months ago

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now that my PI is like hey you should actually be sitting in the lab to write instead of doing it at home im shooting one million lasers at his head in my mind. fuck off

#exploding and killing even. WHO GIVE A WHOLE FUCKING SHIT MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!#ESPECIALLY since our AC is fucked up rn and my office is the only fucking one thats still hot #hes like oh you can work in [other girls] office shes out this week!!! like omg thank youuuuu thats a perfect setup for me 🥰🙏🏻#working in someone elses office doing work i can do exclusively at home because you think i should be in here even when you and nobody else #is. or you are but its not like we’re even seeing each other. awesome!!! 😁😁😁😁😁❣️#i dont know why hes doing this now. he literally hasnt given a shit before like he said verbatim when i joined the lab a YEAR AGO that he #doesnt need us to be in here all the time if we dont have anything in-person that we have to do. as long as we’re getting our work done.#AND I AM BITCH. SO WHY. THE FUCK. ARE YOU THROWING A LITTLE PISSY FIT ABOUT IT NOW. KILL YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#okay whatever. i really like him and hes a lot better than some other PIs that have their students coming like 8-5 even if they have nothing #to do. like literally to the point where theyre playing cards and watching movies and shit. so it could be worse #but i dont know why he is MAKING it worse. when we literally had a perfectly fine lab dynamic going on. WHATS YOUR DEAL!!!!!#ugh whatever. its probably just bc its summer and hes like why the hell am i in the lab if nobody else is!!!!!#well man sorry to say it but you have kids. so im sure if you need work done you have to come here. but i dont have shit so i CAN work from #home with no problem. okay whatever rant done im not even that upset im just annoyed as fuck and idgaf if he said we should be here usually #9-4 my ass is leaving at 2:30 today to grocery shop and go the fuck home so i can actually get work done KILLS PEOPLE

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pinkeoni · 1 year ago

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Bro I don’t give a shit about Holly Wheeler

#/lh #shit post #like she could absolutely have major Plot Relevance next season and I wouldn’t care 😭#thats just a fuck ass kid to me #and im really not one of those people who just hates kids for no reason im really not #cause i know people like that and theyre wierdos #maybe i have an aversion to little kids in horror idk #she could have powers she could be a secret creel bro i just dont care about her at all #like sorry to this child who did absolutely nothing to me 😭#also if you like holly that is perfectly fine i am the wierd one for hating a child i know #well i guess i dont hate her i just dont care about her #stranger things #byler #<- target audience

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wellenklavier · 2 years ago

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hmm I really want to change my name

#i have since high school but i just dont know. what to do bc nothing feels right or really stands out #my current one doesnt vibe with me and there are people who i am genuinely very wary of who know me by it so i just want to distance myself #from any association..#but then what do i do w my real social medias. like do i just change it and not tell anyone.#anyway since im moving to a new state its perfect bc No One there will have any idea who i am and theres no chance to run into someone who #knows me by my current one..#idk ive tried some and theyre fine but they dont click. sometimes i think ive found it and later its just like eehhh #and i would rather die than name myself some shit like sock or other infantilizing thing. and all the people i can think to name myself #after either have the most boring monosyllable or something way too fkin cool for me #cant win! its hard to ask people Well What Do You Think Fits Me bc thats a big ask lmao and ultimately i would have to rly think about #it. sm f h......#that being said if ur reading this 1st of all damn 2nd of all u could suggest a name. could use the help lol

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heartyearning · 1 year ago

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we had this class today by this like. idk. ok to describe this guy he stares at you as though he asked you a question and is waiting for an answer and always lets the silence go on for JUST a milisecond too long to be comfortable and he wears flip flops in 10°c weather, anyway, he only teaches in the third year (actually he teaches first year now too but only starting this yr) and oh my god im soooooo SAUR fed up with people who teach us about performance arts as if we havent ever heard about it (IN THIS, OUR 3RD YEAR OF CONCEPTUAL COSTUME DESIGN)

which like. honestly i dont nec believe performance arts should have the place in our curriculum the way this guy thinks it should but the point is that we like know who yves klein / hugo ball / francis alys et al are but like oh my god it drove me so crazy he had a page and a half of artists + links and i think he had 2.5 women on there (.5=artist duo, so yk, still a full woman obviously goes without saying but in terms of me making my point,) and . i dont even want to say he had one african (and that was also the only Black or bipoc) art piece on there but like it really was from this very white perspective in that it was filmed by a white person (does african art exist without a white body present to witness it, etc) but it was also shot as an ad for a travel agency ?? insanity, insanity, anyway. OH AND THEN HE WAS LIKE 'oh this is an intense piece so fair warning' and my friend asked 'intense in what way' and he said 'oh youll see' OK WHY WOULD YOU GIVE A CW/TW AND THEN NOT. SAY WHAT THE CW/TW IS i will never understand it i will not.

anyway we spent 2.5 hours watching videos in dead silence each of us* growing more and more agitated as he failed to use technology in an efficient manner.

*im projecting it coulda just been me

#am tired. aurgh. and on TOP of that !!!! i drew out a whole sleeve pattern thats useless bc i measured wrong 😭#i measured my pattern from before i made adjustments so the sleeve cap height is wrong and from there so's everything #crying shaking. its fine i'll redo it its good to have already done it once so the instructions make sense #had coffee this morning w my friend who was in our first yr and dropped out to pursue acting and we were talking abt like #this being my final bachelor year and my other friend doing a master rn and like what i wanted to do #and like. i really enjoy costume design but i dont know if this is it for me.#tell me this: what's the job in which your responsibilities are just making friends with people ?#i love talking to people i love small talk when it flows well i want that to be my thing forever

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fdrsamericanflagduckfloaty · 1 year ago

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Quick Brain dump what’s been going through your 1800’s looking brain

literally nothing but NATM

im gonna add a barrier if you dont wanna see the weirdest thought train ever

im gonna explain in words how my brain was like 4 seconds ago

NATM NATM Teddy NATM Him him him him NATM NATM Robin Willaims NATM TEDDY TEDDY NATM his knees ATTILA oh my god oh my god im gonna cry NATM Teddy Teddy Teddy Owen Wilson NATM Teddy

i can give you context but also i wont

and then when i read 1800's my brain instantly went

The Alienist. ...Teddy-

and i had to stop that train of thought because the next word was deranged in matter of speaking

but anyways out of wondering how my brain works rn i thought 'Teddy's so babygirl' and honestly yeah i agree with my brain. NATM Teddy is so babygworl

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#hes like 40-41 canonically and however old robin williams was during NATM1 #but also hes babygirl yknow? like yeah hes dead. but. bbygorl #or like yeah hes a wax exhibit whos also like just began being 40 and also made to be a dead man and has a horse and is also really unhinge #but hes still babygirl and id chew on him like a piece of polly pocket clothing because i cant stop quoting that one tumblr post i saw #and hes trying and hes done nothing illegal (i think) (well) and hes my scrunkly little baby blorbo man who i want to chew on but i would-#also throw if someone asked me to #because bounce off wall but hes like historically 5'8 or 5'10 (sources vary) and rlly strong so he'd probably not even budge n end my life #but also hes so babygirl and hes so blorbo and hes so . ... himbo #anyways. i am so sorry for making you read that #🐝#you're probably like 😨 rn #i dont blame you #but if people can think the same about jedediah/octavius/larry/ahk/kah/etc. then really its fine #thats my defense thank you for listening

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voetballers · 1 year ago

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i think im the only person on this website that thinks akechi's gay little prince outfit is better than his black mask one

#matt.txt #okay listen i know that his black mask outfit symbolizes how he feels trapped in a sense #he is covered in buckles that bind him to loki in a sense; that bind him to his own fate and exploitation #both outfits represent him very well but i think that the prince outfit represents specifically his *rebellion* more #because to someone who was raised around corruption and criminals his personal rebellion would be less like something that others imagine-#a criminal or a rebel to look like (queen and skull's outfits for examples; or even joker's)#if youre surrounded by people like that all the time then your idea of a rebel would be someone like robin hood #im a bit sleepy so if my ramblings dont make sense thats fine #or i could just be stupid and i dont get things as much as i think i do #aesthetically i prefer the prince outfit but i also do think that it captures a specific type of rebellious spirit and is overlooked a lot #but i also am not undermining his black mask outfit. i truly think that both represent him well; if one was more 'true' to him;#then the other wouldn't exist #i got distracted mid ramble so this is all you guys will get Sworryyyy

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synthetic-sonata · 1 year ago

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it is a good day to not know anything about smps

#aria talkz #yea i know not everyone in dsmp sucks. i still hate dsmp and smps and how it fucked the minecraft rp community forever with its structure #alas.#anyways i just see block people in trans character polls and im like... yea sure if the character and the creator of them r trans ig but #Are they really gunna win against frisk undertale anyways #Or the knight from hollowknight #Or canonical / heavily headcanoned trans characters #idk i dislike when theres clear character bias due to ppls followerbase like #to have a bunch of characters from a specific series shoved into a poll that theyre going to have bias for bc the blogger who made the poll #likes it a lot to the point where they themselves get weirdly upset when ppl dont vote for the mcyters #i dont know these ppl nor give a fuck!#and even if they do win its like that shit is Noooot deserved. they are not as much as a cultural icon as canon trans characters #Like yes they can make ppl figure out their identity. Thats cool! But u rlly have to factor in that shit #I am not voting for a random white mcyters OC insert over Birdo or Frisk or The Knight or anything. Sorry not sorry #ESPECIALLY IF THE CHARACTER AND CONTENT CREATOR *ARENT EVEN TRANS*...#like yes cis people can play trans characters. but it is very subjective if they can do it well. Or should. As opposed to like actual trans #people who can do it much better and need those roles more...#i also am p sure most of the options there are just widely regarded as fandom headcanons for oc self insert white mcyter no. 50 #except the actual trans ccs in mcyt like ranboo or w/e. thats fine.#and yes i know theyre characters. but its so odd to have what is essentially a self insert with a few layers removed. theres obviously like #a level of personal-ness there. i know how it is!! i used to fucking rp a semi-self insert minecraft character it is HARD to NOT project!!#blablabla my experiences arent universal but idk itsj ust always struck me as odd.#it sucks bc the whole idea around minecraft rps is fun but minecraft rp is tainted for me eternally by smps and past friendgroups.#( both of which did not really account for my needs since i cant rlly play minecraft survival well bc of triggers but then like #only played minecraft and excluded me from a lot )#so w/e

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cloverpurr · 2 years ago

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i love playing wcue and seeing people who have never read a warrior cats book in their lives say stuff "hey no fighting (as in, in character fighting), this is a kids game" or "the clan rps are so boring and i hate them. lets do a magic school or zodiac rp instead!!!!!!"

i know the game has died out and actual wc fans dont play it anymore but god its so funny but so infuriating at the same time to see stuff like this like . i dont agree with the argument of "oh they just think its a normal cat rp game!!!" bc like. the zodiac roleplays, the magic school, the royalty rp, all of those have ppl who basically just act like . people. the pl in the royalty rp are liek "grabs broom and sweeps", magic school rpers are like "grabs pencil and writes" and even jus other non clan cat rps are like "wipes eyes with hands, gets dressed, gets out of bed, etc etc" like dude. this is warrior cats roleplay. there are plenty of other roleplay games on roblox to play (COUGH COUGH ROYALE HIGH IS RIGHT FUCKING THERE COUGH COUGH) but yet. here we are.

#this isnt like a 'i hate 8 year olds on roblox who dont know any better >:(' bc like . thats fine. it is what it is #even if wc fans still played the game there'd ofc still be children #but idk its just . Infuriating #i dont expect anything from roblox of all places i dont have high expectations i just wish that game wasnt The Way It Is #like the devs fucked up yeah but boycotting it by not playing it is literally not doing shit .#its got like 2.5k active players rn and thats just bc its 2am where i am so theres probably gonna be more in the morning #you are not boycotting the game. you're al just pissy little fucks who dont understand that people can do bad things and learn from it #you take every person's genuine apology as 'well its not good enough !!!!' or 'they're INGENUINE and just wanna cover up the drama!!!'#the devs fucked up. they apologized and changed. but people still insist they're all horrible abusive rapists sexists racists etc #at this point you guys are just pulling accusations out of ur ass bc the ONLY thing ive genuinely seen from the devs was the feather thing #ive heard theyve drawn feral porn. never saw proof of it. heard they were sexist. never saw proof. heard they were all pedophiles.#again. never saw proof of ANY of this. you all take every little accusation at face value and dont have the critical thinking skills #to sit down and be like 'hey wait. maybe i SHOULDNT believe everything i read on the internet.' fucks sake.#holly meows #kasper meows

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ironmanstan · 2 years ago

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unfortunately i look extremely approachable for some reason and paired with this i think way too slow to keep up w new social situations + this is like art school and i cant plan how to act for this yet and now 3 times back to back already i have gone through the mortifying ordeal of having art student girls introduce themselves to me -> i out of habit introduce myself w my old name -> they ask for my art instagram -> i give it to them without thinking and then have to explain why my name is rohan on there

#ME. A MORON: YEAH UH WELL YOU SEE #fumbles the bag in 4 million different ways and ends up saying im trans just for them to go 'oh ok!' ALL THAT FOR NOTHING #hate it here #every time someone finds out they get all apologetic but like i dont even really care x__x id care more if u knew and did it on purpose #i dont hate my old name and i stuck with it 4 a while bc i didnt like anything else that fit enough to change it to something i felt-#better represented me outside of just meaning but also in gender yknow. and i still have to use old name w most ppl so like whatever #but then well i do my idiot antics and then everyone feels awkward bc they think they are like hate criming me JKNFMNJNFDK #i dont know how to exist like this. i am used to giving everyone my insta i dont use and being done with it #partially also bc thats like me sorting people into 'people i can be acquaintances with' and 'people i can be friends with'#i.e. people who i cant come out to and people i can. the former being the vast vast majority.#like i have not. ever ever in my life met another queer or trans person irl until literally yesterday.#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO HERE LMAOOO #in theory if none of these girls ever speak to me again i can start over and start dodging everyone until they prove themselves lmaooo #but if they are all okay with it then maybe its fine. who knowsss. not chancing it w the other muslim kids tho lmao #the gamer speaks uwu

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thefourpointedstar · 1 month ago

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Ughhh why wasnt i born a day sooner, maybe then i would have had better spatial art skills i mean god man out of sight my ass what about the eyebrow thats gotta count for something-- i dont wanna be stuck in eternal 3/4ths view headshots forever land!!! i dont wanna make nfts!!!! :sob:

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