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kintype heartype and kinsiderlist
so that my intro can be shorter, sorry if this shows up on ur feed or something.
kintypes:
Cat (theriotype) (black domestic and black panther, for type of panther Jaguar fits the best but a black panther on its own fits too)
Dragonkin (red western fire and eastern sky/water especially a tatsu) the red dragon kintype has multiple versions of it, an animalistic small one that I consider a theriotype, a dnd red dragon, and a general medieval fantasy land dragon but with intelligence who cooks and seasons their meat and can read
Gray/part of a storm cloud, cloud (and the storm together, or thats another kintype?
Military tank
Attack helicopter (I know, I know, but I'm serious /gen)
Wooden chair
Slinky
Cryptid (in general but I do have a couple specific ones too and I bet the more I look into cryptids the list will grow)
Cabincore
memento mori (conceptkin)
OCkin (I have a few oc kintypes)
Seraphkin (the type of angel/seraphim)
Demonkin
bookstore and library kin (a cozy little bookstore and a big old library, i should make moodboards for them)
Old computer kin
Robotkin in general
A murder drone (from murder drones) not a specific one, just a murder drone
Vampirekin
The concept of tea/tea as a whole
same as above with being the concept of pizza, and also chocolate chip cookies
the amazing digital circus (show)
Glamrock Freddy Fazbear
freddy frostbear
shadow the hedgehog
Sherlock Holmes
a sprollie dog
a silver fox
Although there are certain theories on why I am certain kintypes that I prefer and even act like it's set in stone, in the end idk whatever so just keep that in mind. also this isnt. theres more kintypes probably. Aka i suffer from self doubt lol
and maaaaannnny kinsiderings
Circutypes
(circutypes are identitie(s?) similar to the label cladotherian or more so ambitherian, but instead of being exclusive to types of animals is a species, it extends beyond that. The creator @batsbolts-andfangs created it to describe being a bat therian, bat plushiekin and a bat (related?) fictional character. But basically it's a label to describe one nonhuman identity that extends to/ is made up of other nonhuman identities that are a interconnected. This label fits me two times
The first on is less sure/put together than the second one
Mimic
Shadow being (maybe just shadows too idk)
This statue creature that's an original species might count idk yet
Questioning being a void but that might just be part of my fictotype.
A run-along
And now my second circutype that makes more sense!
Deer skull creature is what I consider the base name for it now what this includes is
A deer skull fictional character/monster the nowhere king (which is my profile pic!) which is from centaurworld
Two (OCs? Maybe just original species? I am still figuring out how these two identities work) that are deferent types of deer skulled original creatures
A leshen (and an ancient leshy) from the witcher (I have not interacted with the fandom or played the games, watched the show etc I just stumbled upon it looking for what this kintype was and it fit)
And questioning being a deer skull itself. If not then this is probably a para type or something?
I don't actually think I said all my kintypes but I dont care that much right now I need to get this post over with it's already two am
So here are my heart types:
Crow
Tortoise
Sloth
Clown
Fall
Halloween
Endermen(ik pretty sure it’s actually a kintype but I’ll keep it here for now)
Rainwing (it's a type of dragon from wings of fire)
Nightwing (also wof dragon)
Questioning these being kintypes
Edit, I currently consider my wof types to be both kintypes and kithtypes, its confusing and I have no energy to look deep into things but I don't feel I need to honestly.
also my fictiotypes i also count as fictives (cause im a median system i feel im both, the word for it is fableing) their are also some facets/headmates/medianmates thatimbody certain kintypes or something
#edit later#intro post related#this is a mess#well im a mess#i dont understand myself#but i also very much do???#se what i mean?#Updated a bit
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#geto suguru#satosugu#jjk gojo#eye strain/#eye horror/#like i said ik this concept has been done before and probably better than this but i hope that i did it Okay#i hope all the eye strain was not in vain gjhfgsh the amount of blue light in this image is not recommended by doctors#smh gojo ipad baby confirmed#too much screentime.png#in other news im happy i came up with smth else 2 put alongside the piece itself !!#was playing around with filters and effects and i was like ooh what does the binarization button do#makes it look like found footage is what it does i love it SO much#i almost like it better than the coloured version but i would rather die than let a day and a half of rendering go to waste#esp after i already scrapped the intended p2#still i would have posted the full b/w one side by side but it made the post look so busy and distracting and awful#so it's just geto's face ig smile :)#happy i stuck it out w this!!!#fr all i dunk on gojo gdi his aesthetic n design works so well with glitches and messed up technology#tb to tht other gojo + teal + glitches piece i did frever ago captioned smth like 'watch what you eat'#the glitch brushes in my inventory exist fr him and him alone
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my life a movie (PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR)
#when i die imma go to adhd heaven 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#★ my art#art#dandys world#dandy’s world#dandys world astro#dandys world goob#dandys world toodles#dandys world oc#★ arin rambles#Literally ive only gotten twisted astro 2 times in my life and both of them ended in tragedy#the first one was a blackout So i died (i suck at blackouts) i didnt even see him i almost cried#the second one……. Well…. i was in a game w my bestie and some random rodger#and he goes in chat#‘its astro. be careful on that machine’ BOY I READ THAT MESSAGE IN CHAT AND FUMBLED SO BAD#I MESSED UP THE CALLIBRATION AND SHRIMPO FOUND ME. I GOT BODIED. JUMPED. ATTACKED.#I DIDNT EVEN GET TO LOOK AT HIMMMMMM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#my bestie let me spectate her getting chased by him so i was in adhd heaven but Man i was so mad.#i fumbled so hard im so embarrassing i was SO HAPPY when i saw it was astro I COULDNT FOCUS ON ANYTHIGN#i always add goob Somwhere in my doodles#Hi Goob !!!!!!!!
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#mygifs*#polinsated#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#polin spoilers#bridgertonedit#polinedit#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin x penelope#polin#polin kiss#lady whistledown#.#i don't do well with angst but this?#this eats i can't wait#i didn't have time to make these look good im at work and annoyed but i had to#im a mess#1k
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this is focusing on something SMALL, so i’m leaving out new biomes, bosses, structures, etc. feel free to go into detail in the notes, i’d love to hear all your ideas!
#rue talks#minecraft#personally my choice would be replacing swamp oak trees with a new wood type. im just calling it ‘swamp oak’ but whatever name works#it would be a muddy greenish wood that goes really well with the murky water and dark grass of the swamp#i think she’d complement stripped spruce realllyyy well and look great against the new tuff blocks :]#also if u saw this the first time. dw abt it i messed up the poll duration#polls
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alright....im gettin the hang of it......
#fake graffiti#photo editing#image editing#artists on tumblr#clip studio paint#digital illustration#digital art#ftr what im doing to the drawings is just messing w layer effects (multiply; overlay; etc) and a blurred noise texture on top of it#as well as some airbrushing for ambient occlusion
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Maybe i SHOULD draft out my ‘Clark is a SuperPlant’ propaganda post
#chattin#due to. recent tags that resonated w me#im already someone that loathes the ‘theyre completely alien AND they conveniently look AND function exactly the same as a human’ trope#esp when they have the nerve to make them PROCREATE w humans wo any defects whatsoever#ur lying ur unimaginative u suck !!!!#so my compromise is always like#fine. the point is that they have to blend in very well. i will concede on that front#but god as my witness i will make him so fucked up internally.#u should xray him and see a fucking mess of organs pumping in bizarre places#things that let him see things w a microscopic lens#things that let him exist in a vacuum bc he doesnt need to Breathe#u should get him in a red sun room and realize hes still able to exist unharmed in a vacumm and go hey man. what the fuck .#going to reach max tags bc i never seem to behave myself no matter what im yelling about#i need bruce to sit down and finally read whatever kryptonian text is floating around#and realize clark- despite his mammalian appearance- is far more linked to plants than anything else#a plant w TEETH and EYES and somehow became a predator instead of staying as a plant#HOWWW did u evolve into what u are now? what did ur ancestors look like??? a daisy???#if u look at any kryptonian species youd see that all of them behave like clark- like they all evolved in a similar way#saw a post (i GOTTA find it again) that said that clark is brownskinned which seems a little silly when u compare it to human melanin#but that sunlight makes for a healthy kryptonian and their skin will show it#and paleskinned kryptonians are seeking out more sun and starving for it. like. ouuuu.#i wont add that to my own hcs but its that kinda shit i love sooo much#get so caught up on trying to make him human in ur eyes that u end up misunderstanding him entirely#love him#xenobio#for tagging
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I think the reason people believe chuuya would be the more open and affectionate in soukoku (as like. A romantic relationship) is because they believe him to be the mentally stable one and i think the reason people seem to believe he’s one of the few “mentally stable” characters in bsd is because he does not let himself be seen as vulnerable, and the few times we do see him go through something genuinely horrible and having a moment of vulnerability he does not really have the time to truly process it and ends up “moving on” pretty quickly (for example when he was at the flags’ funeral and adam interrupted him, or how when the sheep betrayed him dazai was immediately at his side trying to convince him to join the pm). And even if he does process it and thinks “man that was pretty fucked up wasnt it” it is never shown on screen so i feel like a lot of viewers end up seeing it as him not being bothered by these events and just a pretty chill dude that doesnt wallow in grief or self pity. But i think him never wallowing in grief or self pity is kind of a problem because in the end all he is doing is suppressing all that trauma and not really trying to acknowledge it, but at the same time when he does he ends up pinning the blame on himself (how the sheeps betrayal was his fault, the flags dying because of him). I feel like this impacts how affectionate he is too because he has built up so many walls that at the point when the flags make a party to celebrate the one year anniversary of him joining the pm he gets suspicious, then surprised and then flustered and tries acting like he doesnt care about it. All this is to say that i think him believing he cant show weakness and has to maintain the facade of being “the strongest” makes him seem like some regular degular guy (if he’s not fighting dragons) ends up him getting viewed as some mentally stable, communicative guy with maaaybe just a bit of anger issues when in reality he got so embarrassed by dazai’s corny speech in mersault that he shot him in the head with a gun
#im sorry for rambling#this is such a jarbled mess but i had to get it off my chest#im not good at putting my thoughts into words#this isnt to say that i think dazai is any better#but if i had to choose… id say dazai would be the one giving love confession speeches#chuuya would get flustered and call that gay and dazai would opt out saying ‘ya thats pretty gay idk why i said that lmao’#i also think chuuya not having eccenticities or Traumatic Flashback Moments impacts this as well tbh#like yeah hes a minor character and it would also be silly of him to have Traumatic Flashabck Moments#during the Traumatic Moments (strombringer)#but him not having any eccentricities like dazais constant talks of suicide#or kyoukas and akutagawas uhh… oddly intense personalities? how the hell would you describe it?#or kaijis. well. mad scientist shtick#i feel like it makes him seem less traumatised by the events if that makes sense#sure hes kind of aggressive… but he’s usually mad at dazai so the whole ‘anger issues’ thing seems like just a chuuya thing with dazai#rather than a sort of defense mechanism#is anything im saying making any sense#i am a chuuya doesnt know how to show affection in a gentle way because hes not used to it truther. bye#chuuya bsd#dazai bsd#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#soukoku#skk#bungo stray dogs
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its just a burning memory
(version without extra effects/textures under cut)
#my art#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#mikage souji#souji mikage#IM SORRY I CANT RESIST PUTTING EATEOT REFERENCES IN THE CAPTION. I CANT NOT POST MIKAGE WITHOUT ONE.#anyway ^_^#i wanted to do a digital version of that sketchbook drawing i posted a few days ago. and also go crazy with the effects and stuff#i wanted it to look a little like. idk how to describe it. a little like a foggy memory#colors blurring together and whatever#anyway i think about mikage and whatever's wrong with him a normal amount. ^_^#i think his memory weirdness. as well as the memory weirdness in rgu in general. is very interesting#i need to study him#i do like both versions of this drawing hence why theyre both here#the one without the textures is closer to my usual art style but it was fun to mess around with different brushes and really layer that shi#2024
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i need an older man to be my prince charming and rescue me from my tragic life ૮꒰ྀི › ༝ ‹ ꒱ྀིა
#'no one can save you but yourself' ok well i need an adult because im making an absolute mess of it#age difference#older man younger woman#oldermen#older guys#older is better#dad bf
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oh, to be taken care of
#cabbage draws#little witch academia#diakko#mine#I.MISS.MY.GF#shes just busy lol#and im busy#so well#wow i did this like 2 hrs#longer than i expected but faster than what i thought it would be#im so rusty at drawing lmao#i learned that i grasp 3d better#due to sculpting#but damn it is still a skill i must learn#i still cant color im so sorry about this mess lmao#i tried learning color theory but by god i cannot wrap my head around it#for some reason#i know the opposites the tertiary the complementary the meanings hue value brightness saturation etc#but i cannot put it into practical#when i learn how to color its going to be over for yalls#lmao#obligatory post when i have time cause i will probably disappear for months again
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corvidae
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#blood/#yuuji#im not tagging this as spoilers idc sue me . iykyk but i dont think it's obvious enough at all 2 warrant the tag#idrk what this is sorry ive been having a hard time drawing n feeling inspired lately :'>>> so it goes#i find i tend to default to drawing birds when that happens ???#did it with gojo did it with shiro and now it's yuuji's turn ig#sometimes it's helpful to just . mess around with a whole bunch of brushes until something looks ok#and birds and feathers lean soooo well 2 playing around w brushes theyre very forgiving#flowers also kind of so i threw in some camellias bc i figured why not add More Red#i think they mean something that's probably relevant but i was more looking fr the shape of the petals#th rounded tops blend rly seamlessly with the way i rendered th feathers so i am like!!!! nice#just checked also apparently red camellias just mean love and devotion lmao should have guessed#'perishing with grace' also hm hm hm that's kind of wild with th crows#anyway i didn't put too much thought in2 this one so i won't talk fr ages about the symbolism it's all pretty much right there#anyway ty fr being patient with me im sorry draws have been slow :<#ill come out of it ill bounce back!
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🪽❤️ can you feel your soul melting away? ❤️🪽
i was inspired by skyberia's piece of goro and doodled this up☺️💞🌸
I'm happy with some parts, but I still feel really unsure about other parts... I guess that's just part of the process^^
#goro akechi#akechi goro#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#just some mild angst as a treat#i know this turned out really sketchy and kinda messy#but i think that adds to his charm~#i like how the eyes and lighting turned out#but im unsure about the blood... maybe ill come back and mess with it some more later#i havent been feeling well for the past month or so#so its really nice to be able to create again#goro how ive missed you;;#my babygirl#my lil meow meow#i have other art projects that need my attention but i just wanna draw shuake instead XD#i might#lol#♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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today tomatocat got cultured and went to the rock
#crumblings#1. im a classically trained tumblrina so ofc theres a pic w jenny holzer truisms#2. the alcatraz audio tour is well-produced. they have a pretty good exhibit about how messed up mass incarceration in the US is#in present day. however it is strange to take two steps out of that room and enter the gift shop offering replica prison tin mugs for $14#tomorrow is mystery upon mystery...#oh also i wish the AIM occupation exhibit was open the whole day :( didnt get to see it
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First time I get around to doing a drawing trend before it's already months old lol.
Here are the drawings on their own;
#draw a character you like#danganronpa#kiyotaka ishimaru#team fortress 2#tf2#heavy tf2#deltarune#undertale#gaster#noelle deltarune#the penguins of madagascar#tpom private#private was my first blorbo at age 7#and tpom is still a recurring hyper fixation for me hehe#i picked gaster for the 'by design' spot mainly cus of how often i take the mystery man sprite and mess around with it#obviously i have other favorites who have much more striking designs (who're also canon) but ya know hdjdkf#and i couldn't find a guilty pleasure favorite shjdj. im too sincere in my cringe#i had sm fun with this way of drawing/painting I should draw like this more often#anyway i hope youre doing well <3 :']#my art
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sorry i'm not done but how can you just drop this bombshell that malleus literally used to hate humans, that he'd refer to silver as "that thing" , that he thought lilia should've just dropped off the baby with some humans and move on with his life!!
and yet!! it was malleus who ordered the castle to have baby food delieverd to lilia's place for him, and it was malleus who'd sneak out whenever he could to come see silver and make sure lilia was taking care of him okay. and it was malleus who was so, so gentle teaching silver and sebek magic where lilia was so very crude
and after 17 years of malleus quietly loving him in his own modest way, it was ultimately the boy's tears - that thing's tears - that drove him to stop time and freeze the world over
#malleus draconia#twst silver#twst spoilers#twst jp#twst book 7#im a mess dont look at me#silver's love transforming not just lilia but malleus as well#yes mal doesn't want to lose lilia for his own reasons but the final nail in the coffin for his ob was silver crying#and mal not being able to find a better way to make all their pain stop
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