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smallblueandloud · 2 months ago
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i frankly just have stopped giving a shit about this project
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venbetta · 3 months ago
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I drew Freddy in the pillow fort I made when Hurricane Milton was passing through
And some extra doodles of us in refuge in the bathtub (as a silly thing)
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I love it when women hate men. I love it when women are allowed to vent to each other about how horrible and creepy men are. I love it when women form friendships with and prioritize each other over relationships with men(whether they're attracted to them or not). I love it when women put men dni in their bios and on their nude photos and on posts on their blogs. I love it when women refuse to mollycoddle and accommodate entitled male feelings with "but this doesn't mean I hate all men, I know a few men who are great, I love my father/sons/brothers/uncles/male cousins/guy friends" I love it when women complain about men WITHOUT "not all men" being a disclaimer. I love it when women avoid socializing with/refuse to be around/befriend/get close to men because they know men can't be trusted. I love it when women make "kill all men" jokes. I love it when women offer absolutely no concern or care for men's feelings and if their misandry offends men whatsoever because why should we, men are the oppressor class who have raped and killed and abused us and kept us as subjugated as second-class citizens for millennia, they regularly mistreat us and the women in their own marginalized communities still every single day and make this world so much harder and more awful for us to be in, and if we choose to hate them and not spare them any sympathy then so be it, and I don't just mean "men as a class" either, you can be a woman who doesn't want to have anything to do with any man on an individual basis and completely cuts off men from her personal life too and ykw I will love and fucking support you in that because men deserve absolutely NOTHING from us. If they're so tough and strong then they can handle it just like they can handle being lonely. If you are a woman who hates men, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A LESBIAN AND/OR A TRANS WOMAN, then just know that I love you. I love you, I support you, and you are safe here.
#was going to make a post about how much i hate that women aren't allowed to hate their oppressors but i decided to spin it into something#positive instead#this is supposed to be the feminist site that makes reddit mgtow piss their baby diapers so let's go back to despising men and not coddling#their feelings and let's dye our hair blue while we're at it#i am so tired of this new wave of guilt-tripping and gaslighting women who hate men and don't trust or want to be around them#i hate how we're made into villainesses or the problematic ones for not valuing them in our lives or for wanting to guard ourselves or be#safe from our oppressors#and i'm tired of people who don't know the first thing about feminism being like 'BUT THAT'S TERF RHETORIC WHAT ABOUT X MINORITY MEN'#guess what women can also be x minority that you're trying to protect the men of and we get to hate men too#trans women are included when i say women btw and trans men are included when i say men#if anyone has the right to hate men more than anybody else it's trans women esp trans lesbians because they put up with so much shit#from men that even cis women do not and they especially know how vile men are behind closed doors#so#terfs fuck off#radfems fuck off#and if anybody tries to make this post more appeasing to men or 'not all men's this post you are getting blocked and hit with a hammer#feminism#misogyny#sexism#patriarchy#tw men#tw rape#tw abuse#misandry#terfs dni#radfems dni#feminists need to go back to being scary and unpalatable for men none of this 'but some of them are good!' bullshit#men are entitled to nothing from us#and if you try to prove me wrong then you are just proving my point if you have nothing good to say then simply keep scrolling#ok? ok.
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nonbinarylesbianherb · 7 months ago
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ppl who are like "have you ever experienced a close female friendship" to try deny rhaenicent like.. yes bitch i have!!! and thats *exactly* why i can tell theres MORE than just "close friendship" between these two gay bitches!!
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thegreatyin · 4 months ago
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current fallen london fandom experience feels like im standing at the corner of a party holding a sippy cup going. i thought firmament has been pretty fun and intriguing so far
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woodchoc-magnum · 10 months ago
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how do you have so much faith in buddie after that episode? i just feel like the show just told us buddie won't happen but buck will be with a guy(maybe not tommy) but some other random ass guy.
Because:
"You can have my back any day." "Or you could have mine."
Buck taking Eddie to collect Christopher after the earthquake
Buck recognising that Eddie needs support, and finding Carla for him
"You two have an adorable son."
Buck and Christopher in the tsunami
Buck telling Eddie that he lost Christopher
Eddie literally coming to the loft and reassuring him that he trusts Buck more than anyone in the world
The lawsuit breakup and reconciliation
"Wanna go for the title?"
Ana says Christopher shouldn't skateboard, so Buck finds a way to build him a skateboard.
Eddie gets trapped at the bottom of a collapsed well, and Buck CLAWS AT THE DIRT SCREAMING FOR HIM (aka the television moment that changed my life forever)
Abby comes back, and Eddie is RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE of it.
Buck going out of his way to buy Eddie the coffee machine he secretly wants
Buck Begins, where Eddie spends the entirety reassuring Buck.
Eddie starts dating Ana, so Buck starts dating again (because one can't date without the other panic dating as well)
Eddie gets shot in the street and Buck is literally splattered with his blood
Buck crawling under the firetruck to save Eddie's life
Buck having to tell Christopher that Eddie was hurt
Buck RACING TO THE HOSPITAL WHEN EDDIE WAKES UP - oh Ana is there? No she doesn't matter, Buck is the one that matters
Eddie telling Buck that he isn't expendable and confessing that he changed his Will so Buck would be Christopher's guardian
Ana being mistaken as Christopher's mother and Eddie subsequently having a panic attack about it
Buck recognising that Eddie wasn't in love with Ana and essentially guiding him into breaking up with her
Leading to the most queer-coded breakup in the history of television. "The idea of us??" Eddie
The hostage situation; the gun going off and Buck thinking that Eddie is hurt
Depression era Eddie, and Buck literally breaking down the door to rescue him
Buck then being there for him every step of the way. Girlfriend? what girlfriend
Culminating in them working together again when dispatch burns down, and Eddie returning to the 118
Buck FINALLY ending our misery and breaking up with Taylor
The family scenes at the start of season 6
Buck getting struck by lighting and Eddie climbing the ladder to try to pull him back UP because he was so panicked
Eddie trying to get to him; Eddie giving him CPR
Eddie telling them to DO MORE
Eddie sneaking Christopher into his hospital room and crying at his bedside
Buck knowing in his coma dream that Eddie and Christopher were missing
Eddie being Buck's safe place; the only place he can fall asleep
Eddie taking him on a poker date and apparently not railing him afterwards??
the look on Eddie's face when Buck tells him that Natalia "sees him"
And Eddie immediately trying to date because Buck's taken
The fact that we start season 7 with Buck already single and Eddie having essentially filled a permanent babysitter role in his life with Marisol
Eddie and Tommy becoming friends, being the cause of Buck's jealousy - this is not about Tommy, by the way, because Buck hasn't quite figured the Eddie of it out YET
All leading to the BIG BI KISS
And wherever the fuck the next episode is taking us
So yeah, one kiss doesn't invalidate five six seasons of build-up, and that's why I'm not worried.
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queenlucythevaliant · 1 year ago
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Okay gang, here's a silly little game. I've assembled six teams of blended Narnia and Tolkien/LotR characters. Here they are:
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For bonus points, tell me in the tags where you're going on your road trip, who has what role (driving, snacks, aux) on the road, and what you'll stop off and see along the way
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lastoneout · 2 years ago
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catch me outside the club crying about yotsuba's dad being a better parent than most of the adults who raised me
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elizaditton · 1 month ago
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Too Small To Be Afraid (Chapter 20)
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I snatch my bookbag as I hurry out of my bedroom and down the hall. If I want to avoid having this conversation, I've got to make my rush look convincing!
"Hey, sweetheart," Dad says when he sees me enter the living room. "What's the big hurry? You've got plenty of time before school starts!"
"Y-yeah, I know," I say, trying the handle to the front door of our apartment. It's locked. "I just wanted to get there early to catch up some more with Brittney."
Dad chuckles. "Well, if you leave this early, you're still going to be waiting for the school to open when you get there!"
"Not a problem! I'm fine with that," I say as I turn the lock on the door and open it.
"Kaylin, come now. It's far too early to be leaving for school. You haven't even had— Aah!" he flinches when two golden brown slices of bread arise from the toaster with a sudden pop.
I can't help but smile. Dad's generally pretty fearless, often to the point of being reckless. Seeing him get scared by some toast is so out of character that I can't help but laugh.
Dad clears his throat and pushes up his glasses. "As I was saying before I was so rudely interrupted," he says, eyeing the toast, "you haven't even had any breakfast. Come on, I'll make you some toast."
I look between Dad and the door. If I stay, he's sure to want to pick up where we left off last night. Talking about school is the last thing I want to do! Yet the more I stand here, the more the emptiness in my gut begs me to eat something. Heaving a sigh, I set down my bookbag and close the door.
"So," Dad begins in a tone that can only begin to hint at all the questions he must have for me. "How are you feeling about school?"
"It's... okay," I say as I sit myself down at the kitchen table, trying to bury any complex feelings I have about the whole 'being completely blindsided by your own dad and sent to a school full of the very people you live in fear of' thing.
"Just okay?" he asks, looking back at me as he butters the toast. "You seemed pretty eager to head out the door just a second ago."
"Yeah, well... it's complicated." I say, turning my eyes to the table. "There's things I like, and... things I don't."
Dad hums in response, smothering an already buttery slice of toast with what looks to be enough raspberry jam for two separate slices. "Well, what sorts of things do you like about school?"
I move my jaw from side to side, growing more frustrated the harder I try to think of something about Pacific that I actually like that won't result in Dad bombarding me with more and more questions. I like talking with Brittney, and in spite of my fear I actually somewhat like being Derrick's deskmate— although I'd rather not be surrounded by other pertheans at school. Whenever a perthean student speaks up or even coughs in class, it sends shivers down my spine! And I really like being friends with Derrick, but I can't help but wish he was human. If he were human, I wouldn't be so terrified of him. I hate that I'm still scared of him, because I really do value the friendship we've been developing over the past few weeks.
"How about your friends?" Dad asks, setting a plate of toast in front of me. "Didn't you say you'd been hanging out with your deskmate?"
A knot forms in my core. This is exactly what I wanted to avoid.
"Y-yeah," I say, hoping he'll drop the topic if I respond.
Dad pulls up a chair across from me. "Why don't you tell me about your deskmate? Darren, right?"
"D-Derrick," I correct him.
"Right. Why don't you tell me about him? What's he like?" Dad asks, propping his head onto his hands like a teenage girl at a slumber party waiting to hear the latest gossip.
I try to keep a straight face, but a chuckle escapes me. Dad never ceases to surprise me!
"U-um, well, he's... nice," I start. "We both like Aven Gem games like Flower Town, and we both have FlexPads."
Dad nods, encouraging me to continue.
"He likes to study languages, and he's really good at Koronian," I say. "I think he wants to teach English in North Eris one day."
"That's nice. He sounds like a good kid," Dad says. "So what do the two of you usually do together?"
My heart sinks, and blood drains from my face. How am I supposed to answer that? Should I tell him Derrick is helping me with my fear? No, that'll be a huge win for him for sure!
I don't know why, but when I think about Dad hearing positive things about my experience at Pacific, I can't help but imagine him giving himself a huge pat on the back. I can't let him win this one, not when he lied to me about the move and completely blindsided me by enrolling me in this school. Even if I got lucky with Derrick, sending me to Pacific was still a terrible idea, and I'm not about to let Dad take the credit for what Derrick and I have been accomplishing.
"Well, we've studied together. We also just... um... talk," I say.
"Hm. And what sorts of things do you talk about?" Dad asks.
"Uh... j-just about anything! School, video games, movies..."
"And does he know about your fear?"
Why is he cornering me like this? Why is he so desperate to pry into this area of my life?
"Does it matter?" I retort, turning my attention to the toast in front of me and taking a bite. There's too much jam, but it tastes good mixed with the butter, so I don't mind.
Dad leans back in his chair. "Whether or not you tell him about your fear is up to you, but I think it would benefit the two of you to be on the same page."
I remain silent, taking another bite of toast.
"Do you plan on telling him?" Dad asks.
My insides twist as I look down, searching for the right thing to say. I come up empty.
Dad leans forward. "Does he already know?"
"Dad, I... I don't want to talk about this anymore." I manage, setting down my toast and clenching my jaw. Why is he doing this?
Dad sighs. "I get it, I do. Being at this school isn't easy for you. But I want you to know that you can talk to me about it, okay?"
"But you don't get it, Dad!" I hiss, standing up and planting my hands on the table. "You've never had a fear like mine! That's why you thought you could just send me to a school like Pacific and make me get over it!"
"That's not true," Dad says, crossing his arms.
"You want a quick fix for something that's plagued me all my life, but I can't get over my fear if I'm drowning in it," I utter, my voice cracking. "If you really cared, you'd leave me alone instead of throwing me to the wolves!"
Eyes glazing over, I turn and march toward the front door, leaving Dad behind at the kitchen table.
"Kaylin," Dad says, his tone growing more serious. "I don't want a quick fix for you or to throw you to the wolves. It's because I care about you that I want you to grow!"
"Forcing me to be around pertheans isn't going to undo what I saw!" I yell, slamming the door behind me as I exit the apartment.
My vision blurs as I head down the hall, and I blink away the tears that try to form. Dad's ignorance about my fear drives me up the wall! He knows what I saw and what I had to go through because of it, and he still thinks I can just get over it like an old habit!
The elevator door opens when I press the call button, and I sigh as I step inside. What am I going to do?
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I let out a yawn as I wander down Seren Avenue, my eyelids still drooping from a lack of sleep. Why did I have to get up so early?
I gaze at the skylights above me, hoping the undercity's artificial lighting will be enough to help keep me awake. The screens display flowering trees reaching up towards a cloudy sky. Back in Maedri, the skylights displayed cherry blossoms during the springtime. Although the trees on these skylights do have some flowers, they're mostly filled with green leaves that pale in comparison to the beautiful shades of pink I'm used to seeing at the start of each year. I miss those old skylights. I miss Maedri.
I amble through the undercity, eyes fixed on the nature scene above. That's when something bumps into me from behind.
"Ah—! I'm sorry!" the boy behind me utters. His black hair and wide green eyes are all too familiar, and I immediately recognize the green blazer he's wearing as being from Pacific.
"Oh," he says, his eyes suddenly narrowing as his voice deepens. "It's just you."
"Y-yeah. Sam, right?" I ask.
He nods.
"This is the second time you've bumped into me. Don't you usually wear glasses?" I ask. "You'd be able to see where you're going with them on."
Sam's face reddens as he turns his gaze to the floor. "I... I look cooler without them."
"You should at least wear contacts so you can—" I start, only to be cut off by Sam weaving around me and running off. "Hey!"
I run after him, and am nearly out of breath by the time I catch up with him.
"Can I help you?" he asks flatly.
"Can I ask you something?"
He sighs, not even stopping or turning to face me. "I guess."
"Why are you always speeding off? Did I do something wrong?" I ask.
"That's two questions," he states, annoyed.
"Sorry."
"Look," he says, finally turning his head back to address me. "I'm not great with people, okay? I prefer to be alone."
"Is that why you're at Pacific?" I ask, my curiosity growing.
"Yes. I mean, no. I mean—" he stumbles over his words before letting out another sigh. "I have my own reasons for going."
I suppose Pacific looks good on university applications, being a private school and all.
"Is that why you're at Pacific?" he turns the question back to me.
"I-I... well, sort of. My dad made me go."
"Ugh. My parents made me go, too."
"I thought you had your own reasons for going," I say, raising an eyebrow.
"I—! I do! It's just... since we moved here from Erimathea, they wanted to make sure I was... adjusting."
"Adjusting?" I ask.
"You know, to the whole... different sizes thing," he states.
"I guess it's sort of the same for me," I say. "I've lived most of my life in the undercity, so I've never really been around pertheans. It's... a difficult adjustment."
"It can be hard," Sam says, focusing on the path ahead of us. "And on top of that, I can't really talk to anyone about it without looking like I have something against pertheans."
"Tell me about it," I huff. "And the weirdest part is that other humans get so defensive when you tell them you're afraid of pertheans. They act like we're making us all look bad or something."
Sam stops dead in his tracks, nearly causing me to bump into him. "What did you just say?" he asks, turning around slowly.
Wait, what did I just say?! Did I let myself carelessly spill my biggest secret to some near stranger?!
"Uh—! I—!" I stutter, backing up from the boy in front of me.
"Did you just say you have—"
"I have to go!" I blurt out before darting around Sam and continuing toward the school.
"Wait!"
Something in me gives in, and I come to a slow stop a few yards in front of Sam. What am I doing? He's just going to tell me off!
A moment of silence passes us by. It dares me to turn around and face the boy behind me, but I can't.
"I... I thought I was the only one," he finally says.
I spin around. "W-what?" I ask, confusion setting in as I ponder what he could possibly mean. "The only one who...?"
"The only one who had... a fear," he finishes.
My eyes widen, and I take a few steps toward Sam. "You mean... you have a fear, too?"
He sighs, looking off to the side before returning his gaze to me. "Didn't I just say that?"
"I've never met anyone else with a fear of pertheans," I whisper as questions begin to flood my mind.
"Neither have I," he says, shifting in place.
"Have you ever told anyone?" I ask.
Sam cranes his neck back and stares at the skylights. "My parents know... and that only resulted in some pretty useless therapy."
"Useless, huh?" I say as we continue our walk.
"Yeah, all they really tell you in therapy is to expose yourself to your fears and hope things improve."
"I guess I had the same experience. My dad always says things will improve with exposure and time. I think he stole that line from my old therapist. I was too young to remember most of what she taught me," I say, rubbing one arm.
"So you struggled as a kid?"
"Yeah... when they started mixing humans and pertheans back in stage two, I would often have panic attacks at school," I cringe as my mind fills with unwanted memories. "The others would call me 'Kaylin Flinch,' or 'Flinching Finch.'"
"Kids can be brutal," Sam sighs.
"Yeah. If you don't mind me asking, how long have you had a fear?"
Sam narrows his eyes. "Since around the time I moved here, right before stage four. I tried a few different schools to see if exposure could help. Some were mixed, some were not. But no amount of exposure ever really helped."
I shift my gaze to the floor. What if Dad is wrong? Not that I want him to have something he can gloat about, but what if exposure and time aren't the keys to getting over my fear of pertheans? What if all the time I'm spending with Derrick after school isn't going to help me after all?
Sam stops, so I stop too. I look up, and above us is the sign for Pacific, dimly lit and weathered as usual. It's odd how something can decay like that when it's underground, completely unexposed to the elements of the surface world.
I look at Sam, and immediately, something feels off. The softness in his eyes has all but disappeared, and his posture is oddly stiff. I can't quite explain it, but there seems to be some kind of odd, dark energy emanating from him. I take a step back.
"Sam?" I try.
He opens the door to the school's lobby. "I have to go," he mumbles.
"So soon? We can at least walk out to the pick-up balcony together—"
"No," he interrupts, clutching the strap of his bookbag. "I-I'll... I'll see you later."
With that, he scurries off across the room and up a creepy old stairwell. Those stairs lead to the school's human hallways just like the elevators do, but I've never seen anyone take them. I sigh and enter an opening elevator with some other students. Will I ever understand this guy?
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Taking a deep breath, I close my locker and adjust the strap of my bookbag. I haven't seen Sam since he managed to scurry off again, and something tells me I'm not going to for a while, no matter how curious I am about what's going on in his head. I thought it'd be nice to have a friend who understands what having a fear is like, but I don't imagine this guy really wants anything to do with me.
The balcony is crowded as usual, and I'm surprised when I see Derrick standing beside it. Usually, I have to search for a while to pick him out of the perthean crowd. Kevin is standing beside him with Brittney on his shoulder. A smile spreads across my face, and I hurry over to the group.
"It's good that you came back in spite of all that," Kevin says to Derrick.
"I'll still never forgive that jerk for what he did to you, though!" Brittney huffs.
I stop. What are they talking about? My heart races as I look around me for some place to hide. I decide to hide at the end of the balcony, where there's a perthean-sized plant of some kind, with long green leaves that are tall enough to keep me hidden. I just hope nobody peers around the plant and sees me!
"I'm sure he didn't withdraw just to hurt me," Derrick whispers. "It was complicated."
Wait, is he talking about his previous deskmate? The one he said had moved away?
"Well, whatever the reason, he had no right to just abandon you," Brittney says. "You two were the talk of the school for weeks after you both left!"
Derrick shuffles. "I know, but—"
"And now that you're back, people are starting to wonder if something's going to happen to Kaylin," Brittney says.
People are talking about Derrick and I? Whatever for?! What could possibly happen to me that would cause me to withdraw?
What did Derrick do to his old deskmate?!
Before I have much of a chance to think, something pulls me up into the air by the back of my blazer! My gut twists and churns, and what little breakfast I managed to get down threatens to reappear. The room spins as I kick and scream, hoping to get away from whoever snatched me up without so much as a warning.
I gaze beside me and realize my mistake when I see that Derrick, Brittney, and Kevin are all looking in my direction with wide eyes, just like everyone else in the room.
"Cherryn! Calm down! It's just me!" bellows a deep feminine voice above me as I'm placed onto a warm, leathery surface. "Look, I'm sorry I freaked you out! I won't do it again!"
My heart pounds a thousand times a minute as I look up into a pair of soft brown eyes. They widen when they meet my gaze.
"O-oh my gosh...! You're not Cherryn! I'm so sorry!" the girl apologizes as the hand beneath me begins to shake.
"Kaylin!" calls a familiar voice.
I turn around, arms glued to my trembling frame, and breathe a sigh of relief to see my deskmate approaching.
Wait, Derrick?! What if he realizes I was eavesdropping? Won't he be mad at me?
I quake like a leaf in a windstorm as I'm transferred from one pair of cupped hands to another, the muffled voices overhead conversing as I continue to worry about so many things at once. What's going to happen to me? Can I really trust Derrick?
"Hey," Derrick whispers, bringing the cupped hands I'm in closer to his face. "Are you alright?"
I stare into his eyes with uncertainty. I was starting to feel so sure around Derrick, but now? What am I supposed to think?
"I-I..." I start, reaching up to my face as warm tears begin to fall. "I don't know."
Derrick's brows turn upward, and his eyes soften. "Don't worry. You will be," he says, gently stroking my shoulder with his thumb. "Come on, let's go to class."
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owl127 · 2 years ago
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Can someone give her a fucking break???
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magicalmanhattanproject · 1 year ago
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two messages for the people who are determined to interpret everything phil says to sunny in the worst light possible
he's not a mind reader. if he says something that hurts them, it's not with the intent to hurt them. because he is not a mind reader and he is not intending to hurt them, he will continue behaving in his typical manner to them until someone (IN CHARACTER DO NOT TTS HIM) tells him not to. he is a boundary respecting king if he knows what those boundaries are but he does need to be told them. right now, his intent is to reassure sunny that it's not their fault tallulah doesn't like them. if that's not how sunny feels like he's coming across, he doesn't know about it.
sunny is not shy about telling their papa when something is wrong. tubbo is not shy about telling phil when something is wrong. tubbo has not made any effort whatsoever to tell phil that something is wrong. please open your heart to the possibility that something can bother You, Dear Reader and not bother sunny. we don't have a good idea of what the eggs are thinking unless they tell us. just because you interpret sunny's body language as them being upset at phil doesn't mean they're actually upset at phil
this is qommunication smp. communication requires actually communicating. phil is doing his best to communicate to sunny that it's not their fault tallulah doesn't like them while also respecting tallulah's boundaries. stop treating him like an evil stepmother because you think sunny is uncomfortable and neither sunny nor her parent are bothering to let phil know.
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thychesters · 15 days ago
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#wipwednesday! coming in early this time. started 2025 by opening up a new doc and everything's fine i promise. i mean it's mostly fine, but we don't need to split hairs here. sometimes bonding between two people is scrubbing blood off someone. not so much "who did this to you/touch him and die" and more "why did you do this again/why didn't you invite me." also, looking at this again, the implication at the end is meant to be zoro gets hurt protecting others and it's fine if he's hurt instead of someone else
apparently i have a thing for writing quiet moments between luffy and zoro -- or at least, those are the moments i share for wipwed. (it wouldn't be as fun if i shared all the good stuff!) // text under the cut:
The water is warm-lukewarm-pink, and he stops to watch the bubbles trail around the sink. Zoro’s looking at him from the doorway, a bead of water trailing down his temple from his damp hair from where he splashed cool water on his face, or maybe he’s just sweaty. He raises his chin. His scabbards knock together as he crosses the room. The water is still running. Zoro doesn’t say anything as he takes his hands in his, sticking them back under the faucet and reaches for one of the wash cloths in the basket to scrub at the mud and blood caked under his nails. It’s dried on his fingers, on his arm, some lost on his shirt. There’s a dark stain on Zoro’s collar next to a wet spot and he shuts the water off. It’s supposed to be warm, soapy water, Makino told him. She looked kinda sad when she said it though, and the next day she came back with a new shirt and a smile that didn’t fit quite right. Chopper hasn’t come to get anyone, which usually doesn’t mean anything good. Or that he’s busy. He doesn’t like that, not knowing. It makes the rest of the ship quiet, like no one really know what to do with themselves. He doesn’t like that, either. There’s blood caked on the back of his arm. Zoro scrubs it off one of his knuckles. He stares at it, the too-familiar mix of red and brown. It taunts him, which is stupid because blood can’t do anything except stain and make a mess. It gets everywhere, and it isn’t his and it’s going to stain. Zoro’s voice is gruff as he twists his arm to scrub at his forearm instead and mutters, “Stop, you’re gonna hurt yourself.” “That’s fine,” he says. The skin on his arm reddens. The cloths used to be white, but then some of them got washed too many times and they still need to get new ones. “No it fucking isn’t, Luffy,” he hisses, and he tugs his hand out of his to curl his fingers into a fist. “So it’s only fine when you do it?” Zoro looks up at him, he looks more tired than mad. “That’s not what I said.”
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nexility-sims · 3 months ago
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evidence of aborted outtake plans ... new tattoo, new hairstyles, new way to attempt approximating sunlight ...
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pianokantzart · 11 months ago
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What do you think the status of "nothing can hurt us as long as we're together" is for the bros? What I mean is- I see a lot of pre-canon fics use that line, and I love it, but based on the way Luigi's face slowly lit up when Mario said it to him as they were flying through the warp pipe, I think that might have been the first time either of them ever said it, and then it stuck after that as they pulled it out in different high-stakes situations lol
I'm with you. I think that moment in the warp pipe was the first time it was said.
That was, no doubt, the first time they were ever in a situation that bizarre and unpredictable. Nothing but a reassurance that sincere and heartfelt was going to help Luigi calm down.
Then there's Luigi's reaction, that look of utter surprise that slowly turns into a heartened smile.
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That's not the face of someone whose heard that same sentiment a hundred times before.
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pseudophan · 4 months ago
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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow
#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT#like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck#its been so many years i cant do this anymore#we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp#to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth#because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess#like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE#anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot#so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO#cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment#where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc#public#and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long#so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine#and they wouldnt set the diagnosis#because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult#even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT#which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened#man i hate my fucking life lol
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raihanstrapinch · 3 months ago
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One look at the timestamp and you know I was too tired to make any coherent sense 😅 it all makes sense in my head tho!!
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