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girl help im, moving the goalposts again
i really.... wanna shade the talksprites......... even just a little...... i also want to replace the texture i have on them because i dont like it...... idk something like this or something i DONT KNOW .
this is also related to some Major Art Direction Decisions i have to make about how to make all the 48392084302 visual assets i need to make the pure VN scenes effective while also being thematically consistent with the point-and-click scene assets i've already drawn and some big brain shit im doing and also not go insane. well the last point is a lsot cause im already insane but. wagh
#my art#it's so funny considerin gi am making a visual novel the art is the least done part of the whole affair#the writing and music are in GREAT shape#the code is... well yknow. it's mostly serviceable and i have a call with a dev friend tomorrow to sort some major shit.#the ART though#the ART!!!!!#there is a VERY COMPLICATED EQUATION I AM TRYING TO SOLVE#between an intentionally tacky and mismatched aesthetic and some big brain shit and also just making art that speaks to my sensibilities#and also making it. Doable. for one person. with fucked wrists#i dont know i need to sleep on this some more. this is a Very Important Decision and i need to make the right one#not just about the sprites specifically but the whole art direction In General#do i keep with the vision established in the demo? if i do#will i be happy? and can i finish?#we'll fucking see i guess
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Bang Chan .:. 락 (LALALALA) MuBank [231110]
#chan#bang chan#stray kids#skz#cb97net#createskz#*gifs#*m#flashing tw#uh...#anyway no one could've seen that coming (me making gifs again)...#li gifs ? in this economy...#its 5 am and i have work tmmr but im not going i guess sigh#idk yet#we'll see#anyway... hes fucking insane
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one more thing
"Go on Bonnet, give me your worst!" is the single most pathetic line of dialogue in the whole show so far.
Stede comes in, and they all know he just saw the dead body of the love of his life. He's not agitated, he's not crying, he's just. Completely broken. Visibly holding himself up by force of will alone.
Izzy is the only one who can bear to look him in the face. And what does he have for him?
Punish me. Lash out at me, so I don't have to sit with my own feelings.
Nobody else is looking at him. Nobody else is asking anything of him. Only Izzy.
This is the worst moment of your life, now make it about me.
#and then when we focus on izzy? yeah i think thats a bit of a#yo what the fuck did i do that for moment#at least i hope so i guess we'll see#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#thoughts#izzy hands
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Happy 29th to me ❤️ just spent the past 10 minutes ripping into some garlic naan dipped in lamb vindaloo with a voraciousness that would have startled and appalled any witnesses. I was like ianthe and that garlic naan was poor naberius. I tore it apart and there were no survivors
#i mighttt have a date this weekend too. we'll see#entering my 29th year on this planet like hello i am here to EAT and FUCK#and i guess to write my little tales
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I was speedrunning traffic/hermit merch ideas because I really wanna be a vendor this summer so uhh would you guys buy these lol
Edit: BEANS ALSO. THE SQUISHY COTTON BEANS BUT WITH LIKE. Bdubs' or Scar's face (they have the most marketable faces idk what to tell you)
Edit again: made another post about shipping (as in, parcels)
#no pressure to actually respond lmao dw about it but please do lmk if you think theyre not good ideas!!#Not very happy with half of the sketches for the “chained keychains” but whatever its just a concept for now anyway!!#wtf do I even tag this#tubby art#I guess#The Scar is my favorite I really like him#I guess its difficult to fuck up the charm of that smirk lmao#ofc Im only doing whats within the budget also!! Im not gonna do a fuck ton of merch like this. Probably. We'll see
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hiya darlings! health update below the cut
TW: cancer
so, further to my last health update - I've been on a break from my regular immune therapy treatment because it was causing heart failure, and I had just started a new course of medication to try and counteract this.
i've been monitoring my symptoms - my heart seems to have recovered a tiny bit, but I have been dealing with steadily worsening headaches since early September. Headaches are a known side effect of this particular medication, so I was just planning to bear it until my next scheduled oncology clinic.
here's where things have taken a turn. Part of my break period involved getting a heart scan, and a CT of my head, abdomen, and pelvis -> since I had paused my immune therapy, we had to check the cancer hadn't spread in the interim.
I got a call yesterday with my CT results. Unfortunately, it is showing multiple lesions in my brain. The headaches aren't a side effect of the meds like i thought. I have cancer again. In my brain.
uuuhhhhh, not good news, huh? :/
I don't know what the game plan is - im expecting a call tomorrow to tell me to get my ass to the hospital so I can talk to my oncologist and see just how bad things are, and how we are going to proceed with treatment.
It's likely I'll be doing radiation therapy, but I don't know much yet. They put me on an urgent course of steroids to reduce the swelling in my brain around the lesions, so with any luck, my headaches won't be so bad pretty soon! (Bc holy crap they have been bad. People don't warn you just how much cancer hurts, y'all. Not the treatments, the treatments are bad, yes, but the cancer itself, as it is growing. I'm reeeeaally looking forward to a little relief lol)
Anyway, sorry for the shit news!! My presence online will probably continue to be infrequent, but I'll make sure to post now and then to let you know I'm still alive lmao. WHICH I PLAN TO BE. I have kicked Caesar's ass once before, and I am planning to do it again this time too ✌️
sending you all my love,
aria
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#aria pincushion tally:#less complete than i'd hoped#but idk if there will be any chemo this time around#so maybe the final number won't change!#we'll see#keep your fingers crossed for me loves <3#it is perhaps a little fucked up of me#that while my mama and fiance were all teary and sharing a hug#i was just vibing next to them going#“guess who's back”#“back again”#under my breath#IM GONNA BE FINE I GOT THIS 💪💪💪
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#fletchinder#now THIS is an angry guy. they got a big beak and now they're going to stare at you menacingly about it#you better be nice to them. look how grumpy they are#hmph!#kind of an underappreciated pokémon tbqh. route one shitmon‚ sure‚ but i think it's cute and looks cool at least#a fucking! fire bird! that isn't ho-oh or moltres. just a Normal fire bird. love this thing#hi i just edited the talonflame tags to acknowledge 2024 and now i'm here in the fletchinder tags to acknowledge new years eve#i mentioned in the talonflame tags how i'm Considering doing something for new years but that i may end up not doing anything#and ultimately i guess we'll see. it depends on what i end up doing outside the blog whether i end up having the time (or energy) for#like a new year stream or something. i would likely just end up using my own personal twitch account instead of making an ffp one#in case i never end up. using it again#I DUNNO i'll probably just keep talking about maybe doing something until the end of time and never end up doing anything
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Me? Uploading a Halloween comic on November 18th, almost four whole-ass weeks late???? Yeah that’s uh. yup. yeah
Thanks for reading! :) <3
#persona 5#p5#akira kurusu#OUGH OH MY GOD ITS FINALLY. DONE. I AM LOSING MY MIND#if you've been following me for long enough: yes! this IS in fact the comic i mentioned that i was making last year.#Fun fact! This is also! The Third Draft of said comic!!! i have redrawn this thing THREE FUCKING TIMES#as a result you may notice that i uh. a) gave up on coloring this thing. no way in HELL am i coloring 30 pages. im not...strong enough#you will settle for simply having monochrome colored panels and you will LIKE IT!!!!! >:OOOOO#and b) gave up on backgrounds! yeah fuck that lmao. i am never drawing people in the monabus again and mementos can kiss my ass!!!!!#i just want to draw my silly little characters & not their environments#and you may also say: sophia. by halloween they are already in Sae's palace. why isn't goro with them and where's haru?#and to that i say shhhh suspend your disbelief. akechi is in mementos carving pumpkins to avoid trick or treaters.#and also haru isn't there because i cannot draw 6+ people in a cramped space yet!!! my art skills are Just Not There Quite Yet :(#so she's staying home and handing out fullsized candy bars to kids. that's where she is while this is all going down#'does akira know it's akechi down there?' :) that's up to you! but i WILL say that I was thinking about Akeshu when i wrote this so. :))))#ANYWAY if you read this far in the tags im so sorry lmao. thanks for sticking around! Hope you had a happy halloween :)#hopefully i won't disappear for long this time. idk im just gonna start uploading other bullshit art in the interim between comics i guess#probably some fire emblem shit. we'll see. we'll see. anyway bye!! till next time!
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*Your answer cannot be “I don’t interact with fandom;” assume that the fandom exists regardless of whether you interact with it or not.
**Don’t answer based on the fandom of your current favorite media; answer which scenario would be the worst for you.
***Do not add "what about this;" I'm asking which of the current options would be the worst for you.
#polls#i dont really even do fandom anymore myself I'm just curious#fandom#fuck idk. how do I tag this. we'll see what happens I guess#im gonna queue this so I dont think about it for a while
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No, Microsoft Word, upon consideration I don't think my audience will be offended by my use of the word "fuck". My intended audience is queers, teenagers, and queer teenagers, all of whom seem to be absolutely fucking delighted by my use of the word "fuck".
#writer problems#writers on tumblr#writeblr#my protagonist is 16 and a product if the foster system#she also has the personality of a feral cat in a wet sack#she definitely says “fuck”#update the audience now includes my 11yo nephew known on here as#uranium nephew#and his mother will definitely want to know what he's reading#guess we'll see which cracks first#her desire to not acknowledge the queerness of certain family members#or her desire to pretend her children don't know the fun words#to which i can only say#well FUCK
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More official/proper ref of my Metalocalypse s/i 💖🫶💖🫶💖 I needed another milf for the books, I'm obsessed with it guys!
Like I said before she's the manager for @hotrodharts and @1980ssunflower and does a kickass job of it! She's meant to be something of a parallel to Charles whom she has THICK sexual tension with and possibly a mysterious past history with? :0 oooooo~ either way she's very fond of the boys, especially Toki, and in my dreams they see the both of them as parental figures 😊
EDIT: original meme by @tarraerae on Twitter 🫶
Flat colors!
Taglist ♡: @crushes-georg @changeling-selfship @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @squips-ship @cherry-bomb-ships
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self insert x canon#oc x canon#metalocalypse#charles offdensen#🍞 my bread and butter 🍞#SO JUST FINISHED SEASON 3 TODAY TOO 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖#GODDD IT WAS SO GOOD#the songs were all great and so were the character focused episodes!!#AND UGH THE FINALE THEY REALLY DO LOOK AT CHARLES LIKE A MOM#the way they were wanting to hang out with him 🥺 and the applogy AND THE TOKI HUG!!!!#FUCK#HOW DID IT GET THIS BAD THIS FAST THREE DAYS!!! ITS BEEN THREE DAYS!!#i dont think ive ever f/od a character FASTER#i guess we'll see where it goes in the end but godd#hes my fucking WIFE 🥺🥺#and ssshh ignore the fact that shes sitting on nothing#we aint gotta talk about it
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didn't want to kill myself even once today and i wrote 950 1500 words, we are so fucking back y'all*
*assuming i haven't just jinxed myself anyway
#sure would love to know what the FUCK brought that on though!!!! like!!!! what!!!!!!!!!!#felt fantastic wednesday night. had a challenging thursday night. friday was average. saturday i descended into the depths of hell.#like how often is this going to fucking happen#bc i am NOT a FAN!!!!!!!#it lifted when i got my period BUT i have never ever in my entire almost 30 years of menstruating had PMS depression#or PMS at all#not even a tiny bit#so i'm assuming that's a coincidence but i guess we'll see next month!! fun!!!!!
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#us election venting beware:#i am actually a bit annoyed at all the people that told me i was just being pessimistic and it's not healthy to think the worst of people#when yet again we have proven the worst of people wins#and even if it doesn't win (it will) it is still so significantly mobilized and out there#like i know it's not helpful. but i TOLD YOU. everyone thought it wouldn't happen and it DID.#just like nobody thought it would happen THEN and i was apparently the only one around me who saw it coming.#now can we PLEASE take this problem SERIOUSLY and get off our fucking asses and admit it's fucked out there??#the core of our system is bad. it is rotting and the proof is in this joke of an election#so can every white liberal get off my ass for 'bringing down the vibe' or whatever?#you people have been LAZY for a long time. you have been comfortable and unmotivated and been doing NOTHING.#quit focusing on doing your best by voting and get the fuck out there and disrupt. radicalize!#'common sense' is not enough and it never was#i hate to say it but believing the best in the masses in this deeply racist country will disappoint you every time#and i can't believe so many people fell for it again!!!!#i know it's unfair but#i'm finding it really difficult to sympathize with people in my community who are sad and disappointed#when i watched you do NOTHING for YEARS#(not for the people that are actively in danger. my heart breaks for you. i will not stop fighting for you. you didn't deserve this.)#i have never believed that people are fundamentally good and i'm sorry if that's mean but it's just not true#people are fundamentally neutral and you have to WORK to push them towards 'good'#and for too long the pushing has been going in the other direction. but 'pushing' at all is uncouth to you people i guess#get over your decorum. get over your morals that mean nothing. no one else is playing by your rules. DO something. CARE MORE.#sorry. i'm angry. i am filled with rage. and it is mostly directed towards the white intellectual elite.#to anyone who is blindingly furious i see you and i am with you lmao.#to anyone that wants to say 'i told you so' you are so valid.#we keep going.#futhermore: 'it's only four years. we'll recover.' BITCH#ONLY four years? that's four years of DAMAGE that will really hurt people in the meantime#and set up a whole host of problems for the future! the courts my god.#four years of bullshit policy and shit we will have to spend years untangling just to get back to even thinking about making any progress
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enjoy this no context screenshot from my homework assignment:
#happy fuck you and fuck your train friday#i guess#the mechanisms#if i can work up the courage and my teacher is fine with it i might be making a cool metal version of the mechs logo#but we'll see#Just added an ID in alt
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today we might need a support buddieblr circle to mourn the loss of oliver's and ryan's hiatus hairstyles.
or today we might get to throw a celebratory buddieblr orgy in honor of oliver's and ryan's hiatus hairstyles staying for s8.
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I remember, I swear - I was eighteen at the time / Time to spare - far from the wind and rain / And blueness reaching into every corner...
[a perceval for @mortiscausa's 'march to camelot,' for the prompt 'fool']
#em draws stuff#march to camelot#arthurian things#arthuriana#perceval#tripling the number of gradients since the last one. fuck with me.#getting sutcliff-y with it again! I am in a mood and evidently cannot be stopped (yet)#I Simply Think That Perceval's Weird Woods-Wanderer Phase Could Be A Bit Warrior Scarlet If We Wanted It To Be#maybe later in the month I will shift into more classic Knightsmode but also it remains that I don't like drawing armor#and on the other hand I LOVE drawing fabric. So.#the Idea was that I was going time-by-time so that I'd do later medieval for pieces where I was taking inspiration from later authors#like chretien de troye / marie de france / &c... but the transitional one is being sticky :/#stay tuned and We'll See I Guess (should not have decided to draw cei on a piece where I was doing time transition!)#caption lyrics are trials of cato again - the english translation of 'haf' this time around!
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