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#deersart#my art#Psychonauts#psychonauts 2#psychonauts raz#razputin aquato#psychonauts razputin#coach oleander#morceau oleander#psychonauts oleander#truman is technically also there but itâs plant Truman so does it even count#maligula is there to but like Truman sheâs not relevant enough to count here#i have so many thoughts#like- how long did it actually take Raz to get to camp#we know he went by horse and got dropped of by a truck at some point#but what else#how long was it#the longer it is the more concerned it makes me#mr eats nothing but candy and the occasional roasted animal#i also have thoughts about morryâs tiny little âofficeâ yâall get this man an actual office smh#raz thought plant Trumanâs fire breathing was cool. nuff said.#coach is built like a yam /aff#Iâm not as content with that train painting as Iâd like to be but hey practice makes perfect yâa know#tw vomit#tw emetophobia#i mean not really really but kinda#saw someone tag it so I figured I probably should just incase
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Prompt 315
We all know the idea of Danny getting adopted by one of the batfam. But hear me out: Danny gets adopted by Vampire Dick Grayson.Â
Danny honestly, did not mean to dimension hop, nor did he mean to get this injured in the first place, where his vision is spinning and thereâs greenRedGreenGreenGREEN spilling from his body like heâs melting from the inside. He didnât mean to get caught, he just didnât want Dan to happen again, not again and the GIW had seen him flying and-Â
And now heâs here, wherever here is, smoke in his lungs making it even harder to breathe than it was before. And thereâs a shadow approaching, a flicker of crimson in his blurry vision, and thereâs claws tilting his head and then something burns-Â
Dick? Call it nostalgia perhaps, seeing this small child, so much like his little wing and baby bird once were, white streak and corpse-pale skin and all. He just wished for his dear brothers to join him, thatâs all he wanted, and perhaps Damian wonât be so bitey if he got a friendâŚ
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Vampire Dick Grayson#Danny is 14 but tiny (corpses never age)#Dick definitely needs therapy but his brain also no longer works on human logic either so#Dick (holding two baby vampires trying to rip him apart): Arenât they adorable :)#Honestly if Danny is an alternate version of one of the bats itâs going to make Dick get ideas#If his family is dead in HIS world then he can just⌠take them from other ones#Look at how tiny this alternate version of Jason is!#Oh look another one- clone Cass? His lil sister now#Dick has problems & is not dealing with any of them#Dick vampire-king grayson: I can rebuild my family and we can be happy I know it#*wheeze* y'know how we talk about how danny is a baby ghost#does this mean Dick counts as a baby vampire
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stan twins the canon cptsd brothers i will always think about all your unaddressed issues that would make perfect plot fuel for your spinoff
and also the whole 'stan getting that poem by bill via a website which contrasts with bill getting one from the axolotl via a website' foreshadowing thing
like idk i would love something like su future but like more optimistic, aka not an accumulated breakdown that has to be mostly resolved off screen at the end :/// but something thats being kinda addressed throughout? (although would love to see one of them turn into a monster thats always fun lol)
stan having severe issues from his dad and those years of being homeless that we keep on getting more info on but never really getting confronted on (the drifter catalogue and tijuana incident...), him being completely alone for like twenty years when running the shack before soos comes along to the point that 1998 is noted as his low point, and him not really learning about bill+what he did to ford until ages after he killed him if he ever did get the full context
while i think amnesia and everyone seeing him as a hero actually helped with stan's 'i'm a worse version of my brother' thing its still a lingering issue too and we now got him being insecure over his own hands
ford being immediately thrown from 'being tortured by bill' to 'being stuck in the multiverse and being chased by bounty hunters constantly', him fully expecting himself to die when destroying bill, and him only now being safe for the first time in 30 years ....relatively safe, he's still in constant danger because of course he is
idk in the end the series wants them to be happy and they deserve it, its why i wasn't too worried about the book being like 'ooh bill is back!! and the book is haunting ford' thing cos i knew they'll be ok
#stan pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#gravity falls#stan twins#as for the 'still on your mind' thing to me its stan literally thinking about bill despite ford resolving to move past it#or alternatively me on my same coin theory obsession lmao#me yelling and screaming at ouroboros being used to link to the axolotl and bill and how ford didn't actually keep it#which brings up even more questions about it reappearing in the shack when stan takes over#of course even if him realising about reincarnation being a thing i think its still way less to deal with than his actual issues#something something a same soul doesnt mean much when he already proved himself a better person a million times over#idk my thoughts on reincarnation as a concept is like eh??? anyway#also completely unrelated but stan writing fanfic means he knows what soos meant when he was talking about stan fics#soos seems like a gen fic writer especially with the ones we got as those promos#the train one where he comes up with a giant backstory for the setting that has nothing to do with the fic bros is super funny#but meanwhile we have stan the canonical smut writer who had to be writing it that summer#would he be a self insert shipper? would he projecting on the duchess instead? is he both???#i have many questions#then again judging from hows theres a wedding scene that he got super emotional over he might just be a shipper????#this has nothing to do with my original post#...or does it cos the axolotl last appears reacting to stan freaking out about count li--#anyway if you think this post is longer than my usual its cos i physically made myself delete most tags and put it in the actual post
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Preston has a terrible stick and poke tat of the Minutemen coat of arms. You agree.
Bummer under the cut!
(He got it from a fellow Minuteman when he was about nineteen. It was right before General Becker died. The kid was one of the newer recruits in Hollis' regiment, and he swore up and down that he could "do lightning bolts real good." To his credit, he did! He was just shit at everything else. But it was good fun and most of the regiment got one. Preston recalls this as one of his happier memories before it all hit the fan. Everyone else involved in this memory is dead.)
#noooo i did not come up with this hc to justify not drawing his hat. shut up.#whatever you do don't think about everyone Preston ever knew being dead :) don't think about it!#preston garvey#fallout 4#fo4 preston#fo4#fallout fanart#fallout#fallout 4 fanart#look at him! he's so handsome!#i usually don't color my art so this was fun for me :)#this was originally supposed to be an anatomy study and well#you see what happened#variety:charlieart#finished piece#lmao âfinishedâ piece#no actually now that i think about it.. since he's been a soldier since he was 17 he'd probably have more scars on his body than that....#he's been a soldier at least for five years canonicallyâ since gen becker died around may '82 and we meet him oct '87#and that's not counting the years before becker died#it's likely that he's been a minuteman under an unstable banner longer than he'd been one under a stable command#and the troop sizes can't have been that bigâ and they certainly weren't receiving new recruits during that time either#so he's survived a whole lot considering how few allies he's had to fight with#also for a stickypoke that tattoo is rather large...#also also im realizing i forgot to give him body hair#oh well! next time
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Jacob: Shit. Aster: What?! Tess: Itâs a dead end!
Penny: What now?! Levi: Weâll have to go up. Jacob: Go, go!
[Robin took the lead and flew past the others, scrabbling up the ladder as fast as he could, praying theyâd all make it up in time]
*snap*
Robin: Hoo-.. shit! Careful, guys!
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#fib invictus#robin finch#levi sears#penelope fletcher#aster caldwell#jacob sanders#tess mayfield#go go goooo#đââď¸đââď¸đ¨#short one today just to leave u hanging over the weekend eheuheuhe#could've been longer and worse based on other â¨things⨠tho so maybe we should count ourselves lucky?
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Seeing people say that we never see the Doctor and Ruby talking for more than 30 seconds makes me think 73 Yards and Dot and Bubble has just clouded their memories because the first four episodes of this era are almost nothing but the Doctor and Ruby talking and bonding.
Yeah, the Doctor-lite episodes meant we haven't had as much lately, but so many are going on as there's been none at all, as if every episode before 73 Yards was like Rogue where they were mostly separated in their own plotlines.
#doctor who#dw#fifteenth doctor#ruby sunday#ncuti gatwa#millie gibson#and don't get me started on the tardis bookends discourse#that argument lost all credibility when the same people insisted the ending of rogue be moved to the tardis#for no reason other than they wanted it in the tardis#it was exactly the type of scene they said the season was lacking#but didn't count because it wasn't in the tardis#same as with boom#one of the reasons they don't do tardis scenes at the start and end of every episode is because they get rather repetative#if you started rogue with the doctor and ruby in the tardis it would just end up being a repeated of the devil's chord#they decide to do bridgerton and get all dressed up#we don't really need a scene explaining why they're there#it is built into the whole show that they are just roamers#often randomly showing up in places and trying to have fun#for them going to a regency ball is no different than going to a club is for most people#wildest one was someone complaining why they were in wales at the start of 73 yards#they argued that because we didn't get a scene in the tardis we had no idea if being there was intentional or not#but that is irrelevant#the tardis often just lands in random places and the doctor and co have no idea where they are until they step outside#so many episodes start with them stepping outside and going âwhere the hell are we?â#everything that could've been said in the tardis was said outside it#there was no need to split that between two locations#especially when one actors time is limited#this all feels tied into the ongoing discourse about shows being longer#which many say is to it in more character beats#but honestly just feels like a hunger for more content
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Caught K-I-S-S-I-N-G Part 2
Masterlist
Part 1
Part two will include Legend, Twilight and Warrior.
Content under the cut!
Legend
You sighed, running your hands through Legendâs hair as he rested on your chest. He sighed in return and turned his head to look at you. âRupee for your thoughts?â
You shrugged, smiling and poking his cheek. âThis is nice.â
âOh... I think so too.â Legend blushes softly and hides his face against you once more. You bury your hands in his hair again.Â
The summer breeze passes over the both of you. The grasses around you whisper soft nothing around the two of you with the sun draping a soft blanket over your shoulders.
Legend moves and shift, pushing himself up. He moves up, putting his hands on either side of your face. You poke his cheek again, feeling too relaxed to be bothered. âYes? Care I help you?â
Legend kisses the tip of your nose. âWhy are you so cute?â
You bite your lip, trying to control your beating heart. âI have no idea what youâre talking about. If anything, youâre too cute. It shouldnât be allowed.â
Legend leans down to kiss your lips softly. He whispers, resting on top of you you once more. âImpossible.... I love you.â
âI love you too.â You say sweetly. You bring your arms up and hug, getting comfortable with the change in weight placement. You run your nails over his scalp and Legend all but flops on top of you. You grunt and chuckle âEnjoy that?â
âYou donât ever have to stop... like ever.â
You laugh a little more. âThatâs fine by me. I donât plan on stopping any time soon.â You whisper back, feeling content and warm and safe.
Thereâs a soft crunch of damp grass and twigs being crushed as someone makes their way over to where you are. You pray they donât find you. You had only just gotten Legend to relax enough as it is.
âOh.â Time blinks and coughs. âI was wondering where you both went. My mistake.â
Legend groans and rolls off of you. âWhat is it, Old Man? Is the Captain having another hissy fit again?â
Time gives him an unimpressed look. âVet.â
âIâm right and you know it.â Legend points at Timeâs face, sitting up. âAre we needed or not?â
Time rolls his eyes. âAs a matter of fact, yes. The Knight of Skyloft is looking for you.â
Legend sticks his tongue out and turns to you. He runs his hand down the side of your cheek. âIâll try to come back.â
âItâs over.â You sigh.
âI can come back!â
âBut you never do!â You pout. âItâs ok. Go see what Sky wants. He wouldnât ask for your help unless he needed it.â
Legend seems a little put off by your words but he eventually stands. He pokes Time, hard, but Time doesnât seem to feel it. âYou owe me time with my lover, Old Man.â
âNoted.â
Twilight
You were both laying against the tree, taking some time for yourselves before the group could catch onto your disappearance. Twilight was actually the laying against the tree. You were laying against Twilight.Â
You let out a contented sigh and turn around, rolling around gently on top of your boyfriend so you wouldnât be digging into him.Â
He huffed jokingly and put an arm around your waist. âAnd where do you think youâre going?â
You giggle and cross your arms over his chest. His eyes open and he greets you with a charming smile. âHello little darlinâ~â
âHello.â You smile back. âGo back to sleep. Iâm just looking at you.â
He snorts and moves his arms to wrap around you better as he adjusts his position against the tree. âOh? Is that all? You tend to do that a lot. I should start charging.â
You laugh and flick his nose. He scrunches it. âYeah? And what would you demand? We both know I donât have rupees.â
âKisses.â A boyish smile crosses over his face.
âAh.â You smile wider. âI think I can do that.â
You lean in and peck his gently. âLike that?â
âHmm...â Twilight grins. âNot enough to pay the toll.â
âThe toll.â You echo incredulously. âDork.â
You kiss him again and his hands come up to hold you gently in place as he kisses you back.
A twig snaps. âSORRY... bad time.â
You pull back and move a little ways away so you can see who just should up. Itâs Wild. You didnât even know his face could get that red. It matches his scars. âOh, hey champion. Need something?â
Twilight is less amused. âNope. He just said so.â
You smack your boyfriend. âLink, behave.â
Twilight jokingly sticks his tongue out at you, dissolving into a soft smile once you said his name. âIâm always on my best behavior.â
âLiar.â You hiss and turn back to Wild. The poor guys is scratching the back of his head, walking backwards slowly. âWild? You ok?â
âY-yeah... Iâll just... go.. get the Captain instead.â He says awkwardly. âDonât even worry about it.â
Youâre tempted to worry about it but Twilight tightens his grip on you before you can even think about getting up. You look at him for an answer but he doesnât remotely seem apologetic. In fact, he looks quite smug. You sigh. âAlright, but if you need anything... You know where we are I guess.â
â.....sure...â Wild makes his escape.
You turn your head to scold Twilight but he silences you with a kiss before you can even get the words out. âYou love me.â
You huff. âYouâre lucky that I do. What if it was important?â
He kisses you again. âLike he said, the Captain can do it.â
You... canât really argue with that.
Warrior
âDo we have everything?â You looked in the bags you had bought, trying to go over the mental list that you had.
Warrior holds your other hand in his, carrying the majority of the bags in the other âI think we do. You still have the list, right?â
You hum and stop walking. Warrior stops as well and lets go of your hand so that you can rummage through your pocket to dig out the list.
You find the tiny scrap of paper. Itâs been folded multiple times and you werenât the one to write it but you can make out what it says for the most part. You go down every item and do you best to remember if you had come across it earlier.
You more or less can recall the all items on the list with the exception of three, but was because you had already looked and no one was selling them in the area. You nod to yourself, satisfied with your work. âYup! Thatâs everything.â
Warrior grins and holds his hand out to you again. You take it without hesitation.
You skip to catch up to him and land by his side. He chuckles and pulls you a little closer. âCute.â
He pecks your lips.
You grin. âWhat? I didnât do anything.â
âI just think youâre cute in general. Is there anything wrong with that?â He challenges playfully.
âI suppose not.â
âGood.â He smirks and kisses you again.
A high pitched piercing whistle can be heard from just beyond you. It last a solid three seconds before it jumps another note higher. Itâs an obnoxious wolf whistle.
You both break apart with a slight jolt and look in the direction the sound.
Hyrule stands just a little ways away with a smirk on his face.
You roll your eyes while Warrior meets The Travelerâs grin with a deadpanned expression. You can hear the other hero laugh as Warrior pulls you tighter to his side. âVery funny, Traveler!â
âThank you!â He calls back, not at all sounding remotely apologetic.
You snort.
Warrior raises an eyebrow before unexpectedly pulling you back in and kissing you deeply. You think you can hear the grocery bags falling to the ground. Warriorâs hand comes up to caress your cheek not too long afterwards.
You melt into his touch, instantly forgetting that Hyrule was even nearby to begin with.
You think you hear him yell out something else but youâre too focused on the man in front of you and the way he tenderly holds you to care. Warrior pulls back with a dazed and borderline sultry look on his face. âThere.â
âHm?â
âDonât worry about it.â His smile turns devilish. âI quite liked that a lot.â
Part 3
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#linked universe x reader#lu x reader#I took a break before my vacation and over my vacation to not write anything (kinda#commissions don't count#and goodness#i think i can visibly see the different in my writing#i feel like I'm no longer pulling teeth lol#we creatives gotta take more breaks XD
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Thoughts on the Alysanne is Maegor's daughter AU? I feel like it has some interesting potential, and it vastly recontextualizes different parts of Jaehaehae (I do not like him sjsjsjs) and Alysanne's relationship (such as Jaehaehae's treatment of their daughters) but I wanna hear what you think about it!
Iâve touched on this a bit before but since you actually want to hear my thoughts, allow me to present to you my Jaehaerys Is The Goddamn Worst, And Alysanne Annoys Me Too: An Essay lmao but my answer is basically âyeah all of what you just said.â
I think it makes Alysanne much more palatable (to me) as a character because as she stands, she just fixates on forcing her daughters through these fucked up marriages at too young an age bc it traumatized her to be married and pregnant at 15 too but sheâd never admit that being a willing participant in her own kidnapping by her brother-husband was the single worst thing that ever happened to her, and because Alysanne doesnât want to admit it (and Jaehaerys would never see it as wrong or a mistake) F&B really shies away from delving into the fact that Alysanne is as deranged of a mother as Cersei is. So as she stands, sheâs very flat to me because sheâs presented very flatly and inconsistently. Sheâs so in love with Jaehaerys, sheâs maritally raped by Jaehaerys, sheâs a loving and doting mother, she forces her daughters into marriages when theyâre the same too young age she was, she accuses her teenage girls of being scheming whores then gets angry when her husband accuses their teenage girls of being scheming whores, and worst of all we are just told âMaegelle tells them to make up so they doâ so we donât know why Alysanne gets over all of this. What is the point of riding a dragon when you never use that dragon to protect your daughters from unwanted teen marriages? Weâre just not given a good enough justification for why her behavior is so weird and frustrating towards her daughters.
Make her Maegorâs daughter thoughâŚmost of her behavior as an adult makes more sense. Like a worse version of Rhaenyraâs childhood almost - a father desperate for a son, but lowkey obsessed with his daughter, who makes all his hang ups about his parents the problems of every woman around him, except Maegor is out here blood sacrificing and torturing and starting wars and forcing babies on wives he discards quickly and brutally. Then here comes Jaehaerys on a white horse green dragon to save her from the horror her life has become, and he loves her so much he runs away with her even though Alyssa says they shouldnât marry because people wonât like it. And they have beautiful children, and a beautiful marriage, and build a beautiful kingdom.
Then her pregnancies start getting dangerous. Gaemon, then Valerion, die. Alysanne thinks of the shriveled up mutants she called brothers, if Maegorâs taint has passed to her. Her perfect husband ignores her no, and forces Gael on her. Alysanne remembers that he said nothing to Rogar when Alyssa died, merely wept. Then her daughters start to die. Daella, Alyssa, Viserra, all within a few years. Then Jaehaerys makes Saera watch as he murders her boyfriend, calls her a whore, and says Alysanne cannot follow Saera to Lys. Alysanne thinks of Maegor torturing the Harroways over Alysâ presumed infidelity. Jaehaerys says heâs sorry, and her daughter badgers her into forgiving him, and she remembers how she helped Jaehaerys badger Alyssa into forgiving Rogar. Not two years later, Jaehaerys passes over Rhaenys. Alysanne thinks of how she was never enough for her father, how she felt so superior to Rhaena banished to Dragonstone and resented by Aerea, yet there she is dragging Gael away from court because she canât stand to be with Jaehaerys. How her father was surrounded by dead women and dead babies and how Jaehaerys is surrounded by his own dead daughters, but surely she did the right thing, surely Maegor was worse, surely the realm is better off? Is he right to pass over Rhaenys? Is she enabling a man just as monstrous as her father? She will never decide, because Maegelle will guilt her about keeping Gael isolated at Dragonstone, and Alysanne will do as sheâs told, just like Rhaena, and Alyssa, and Jeyne, Elinor, Ceryse, Alys, and Tyanna, just like every one of her daughters.
I do get why Alysanne is Alyssa & Aenysâ and not Maegorâs. The weird Targ babies, the line not descending from Visenya, Jaehaerys and Alysanne being held up as the perfect Targaryen couple specifically because they are brother and sister and dragon riders. I do even think canon Alysanne is likely traumatized by her time as a hostage on Dragonstone, and the ensuing war, and the trauma bond that caused with Jaehaerys, and it makes her idolize Jaehaerys, and then he isolates her at Dragonstone so he can swiftly and safely marry, groom, and knock her up. Itâs not like,,,, a fun time, and itâs enough to make anyone crazy and weird about their daughters, but I think having her father be Maegor makes Alysanne herself much deeper because it gives her, as the most beloved Targaryen queen, a blood tie to the most hated Targaryen king, and a marriage to the most beloved Targaryen king. It fits better with a lot of the themes of the main series (again, imo) - forcing the spotlight on the outsiders to see how the affect the story from behind the scenes. The fall of Aegonâs sons, and The Long Reign, not told from the PoV or to serve the PoV of any of the kings or princes, but of the queen that tied them all together.
#anti jaehaerys i targaryen#f&b critical#jaehaerys the cruel#fire and blood critical#asks#thesadboy#like he kind of does this with aenys & maegor by focusing on alyssa and rhaena and the wives and visenya.#but the Moment jaehaerys enters the scene he completely dominates it. the same way daemon and aemond do actually.#but this is not. it should not!! be their story. thatâs not how the main series is told anyway!!#if f&b isnât told by a dornish maester than it should have been written by a septa!!!#nuns wrote books!!!!!#rich noblewomen wrote novels and poetry!!!!!!!#GEORGE DO YOU READ WOMEN. I AM NO LONGER ASKING POLITELY.#i went to look for her mother and apparently this was just a mistake elio made and iâm even more depressed. i canât believe iâm saying this#but elio damn your mind.#i bet he saw that and went âwait which one is her fucjing motherâ and george was like what in the goddamn hell are you talking about.#idk who would be her mother in this au. if we want to keep her within 3 ish years of jaehaerys it Has to be alys or ceryse. ceryse hightowe#is the hilarious and obvious choice. but donât count out alys harroway second wife here either.#then thereâs rhaena as her mother which with the canon timeline makes him 12 years older and isnât THAT horrible letâs stop here actually.
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and this is also why i think that any meaningful community building/advocacy/support around madness/neurodivergence/mental illness needs to be founded on principles of liberation and abolition, and that we need to be able to distinguish between people who are allies based on our shared values + goals, and between people who use some of the same language as us, but are fundamentally advocating for separate things.
One example I see a lot of is the idea of "lived experience" professionals, people who have a career in the mental health system and who also have some personal experience with mental illness. These professionals oftentimes will talk about their own negative experiences in the mental health system, and come into their careers with a genuine desire to improve the experience of patients. But their impact is incredibly limited by the system they have chosen to work in: the coercive elements of psychiatry incentivize professionals to buy into the existing power structures instead of disrupting them. And as a whole, many lived experience professionals end up getting exploited and tokenized by their employers and used as an attempt to make carceral psychiatry seem more palatable. Professionals in this dynamic are not working to effectively challenge the structural violence of their profession: they become complicit, even if they do also have good intentions and provide individual support.
(I do know some radical providers who have found innovative ways to fuck up the system and destabilize and shift power in their workplaces, but this is a very small number of providers and is not most of the lived experience providers I've talked with.)
Another example I see a lot in our spaces has to do with the evolution of the neurodiversity paradigm. I feel a very deep connection to the original conceptualization of neurodiversity and neurodivergent as coined by Kassiane Asasumasu, but in recent years I've seen a lot of people using neurodivergent language in a way that feels pretty dramatically different than the foundational principles. This isn't saying that people should stop using ND terminology or that all neurodivergent spaces are like this--rather, I just want to point out some trends I see in certain communities, both online and in my in personal life. Although people will often use neurodivergent language and on the surface, seem allied with concepts of deinstitutionalization, acceptance, etc, the values and structure in these community spaces often rely heavily on ideas of classification based in DSM, and build very prescriptive and rigid models for categorizing different types of neurodivergence in a way that ends up excluding some M/MI/ND people. Certain types of knowledge are valued over other types of knowledge, and certain diagnoses are prioritized as worthy of support over others. There's a lot of value placed on identifying and classifying many types of behaviors, beliefs, thoughts, actions, into specific categories, and a lack of solidarity between different diagnoses or the wider disability community.
Again, this isn't to say that ND terminology is bad or useless--I think it is an incredibly helpful explanatory model/shorthand for finding community and will call myself neurodivergent, and find a lot of value in community identification and sharing of wisdom. I just feel like it's important to realize that not every ND person, organization, or initiative, is actually invested in the project of fighting for our liberation.
when thinking about our activism, as abolitionists, it's important to be very specific about what our goals, values, and tactics are. For example, understanding the concept of non-reformist reforms helps us distinguish what immediate goals are useful, versus what reforms work to increase the carceral power of the psychiatric system. And when building our own value systems and trying to build alternative ways of caring for ourselves and our communities, we need to be able to evaluate what brings us closer to autonomy, freedom, and interdependence. I need people to understand that just because someone is also against psych hospitalization does not mean that they are also allies in the project of letting mad people live free, authentic, meaningful, and supported lives, and that oftentimes people's allyship is conditional on our willingness to conform to their ideas of a "good" mentally ill person.
#personal#psych abolition#mad liberation#surviving psych#antipsych#neurodivergent#also to be clear i'm not saying any of this as a way to say some people are more or less disabled than others#or that becoming a provider makes you no longer neurodivergent or something#but rather this is discussion of activism + strategy + goals + tactics#not a commentary on "who counts as disabled or who deserves support#this is talking about: how do we build the type of world where mad people are liberated and how can we tell who is also working towards tha
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VERY long Ramble incoming
honestly now that I'm looking at the auraboa lore situation, I'm just disappointed. There was such POTENTIAL in the idea of the Loop and the horror of a new generation inexplicably being disconnected from it, forcing the newly hatched children into a world totally separate from that perceived by their parents (I mean, hell, they perceive TIME differently!).... but then the writer(s?) just fell ass backwards into Icky Tropes.
I feel like I can see what the idea was, especially with the recent alterations to the Encyclopedia entry... It seems like staff fundamentally understands the true Horror potential here, but... Instead, through the short story, they proposed it through the lens of a condescending outsider character, turning the fears of the older generation into something trivial. And also weirdly demeaning the Auroboa's situation by portraying them as overreacting.
Why... why would you do that? Like, from a storytelling perspective? What's gained from that? Why not embrace the true horror and even Emotional significance of that disruption? Why instead go for "ohh we NEED outsider help we NEED to be saved because we are so helpless and it is so Silly that we, creatures who have never experienced such things, do not know what sleep is"????
And if they WANTED to have a condescending outsider, I feel like they COULD have done that, but it would have to have that character realize the horror at some point. And make it obvious that their attitude towards distressed parents and children facing Eldritch Shit and the Sudden Deconstruction of it was not cool!
(or at the very least be a bit more...idk. Consistent with said outsider character? Juniper just goes from "omg I am so honored that the fascinating creatures of the behemoth have chosen me to speak to" to "oh their wasting my time because they don't know what sleep is. I'd rather be sleeping!! đ" like girl... c'mon now. Why are we trivializing it like this. Do you want me as the reader to be invested in their plight or not.)
I mean come on. They're beings connected through one networked hivemind-like system, yet each still maintains a silver of individuality that allows them to move freely throughout the Behemoth that they care for. And they've got an eldritch understanding of time that no other dragon could understand. They're seeing the future, past, and present unfold simultaneously. They're witnessing the birth and death of the world at the same time, and have no way to communicate it to other dragons. The best they can do is maintain their home, and even then, they see its roots spread and decay all at once.
And then the newest generation is suddenly disconnected. An inherent link between parent and child and all dragons in-between, that has existed since the creation of their species, is just suddenly GONE for the newest births. With NO explanation for it. The children have no easy way of communicating with their parents. The children are experiencing time in a way that was not meant for their species. They've forcefully been shoved into a circadian rhythm that they are Not! Built for!
The only way a parent could communicate properly with their child would be when the latter is sleeping, something that is also completely foreign to this species. It would be terrifying for all involved!!!
They are literally experiencing eldritch horror from the perspective of the eldritch being forced into the mortal.
Like why WOULDN'T there be panic!!! And why would that panic be trivialized! Why are we only shown the perspective of an outsider who looks at this situation and goes "Oh the silly tree beasts are being so silly over nothing, it's no big deal!"
That and the way the auraboas talk to outsiders. Like. There was such potential there. Real opportunity to explore how ancient, time-bending beings would communicate to someone who couldn't even BEGIN to understand the intricacies of it.
Instead we got what feels more like baby talk (even described as though they were hatchlings enunciating their first words, which... I dunno man, maybe we don't want to compare them to children like That) and less like... Beings that experience all of time at once. I mean, the hatchlings and the adults speak the exact same way, and that doesn't make any sense given the literal time barrier going on.
I totally get why people thought there was just a language barrier and that auraboas had their own language, thus causing the disjointed speak, and not that it was because They Do Not Experience Time Like We Do. And I feel it would've been far easier to get it across by just... I dunno. Do anything else?? I saw someone on here suggest they speak in the "wrong" tenses, or using multiple tenses in the same sentence, which I think would've been far more clear.
Like, as opposed to "saplings wilt! saplings silent!" just "the saplings will wilt in silence, they've wilted in silence, they are wilting silently." Said all at once like all things are true simultaneously. And if we're going for hivemind, have each auraboa speak in a different tense, all at the same time, and have them switch it up every time. Have our outsider get confused and be like "which is it? are they wilting now, or have they already wilted?" and the cluster of auraboas respond in a cacophony of yes's, no's, and maybe's all at once.
Would've probably gotten across the "alien" vibe they were supposedly going for far better than wide-eyed desperation for an outsider's guidance conveyed through disjointed, in-world described as baby speech.
And also maybe would've had less accidental connotations. Because as it stands, I completely see why people have made the connections to the real world where they have. This doesn't read like eldritch timey-wimey intrigue, or even a respectful look at how younger generations can become detached from their families' cultures over time and the struggles that come with it. It reads like a culture being perceived by an ignorant outsider who (despite supposedly respecting these dragons) scoffs and rolls their eyes because the tree beasts with their funny words are being silly again, and that Hey, isn't it actually a great thing that the children are fundamentally different in all manners now? Because now they can join the rest of us in the "real world."
Yknow. Ick.
(I Personally think it would've been better to have the perspective be one of the Auraboas themselves, especially one of the children, to really understand what was going on here. Give us the full brunt of the mind of a creature experiencing all of time interwoven as one shape. The waters fall and the oceans crash with waves. They've now fallen to drought. The ocean has yet to be born. Caves have been carved out through the waters' currents. And when I break from this timeline, I open my eyes to see a child, the child not yet born, the child born now, the child born yesterday. Why can't I hear it? Why couldn't I hear it? Why won't I ever hear it?)
I dunno. People more qualified than me to speak on this matter have already torn the lore apart, I'm just... dropping my own two cents. Potential got weirdly squandered and we ended up instead with unfortunate implications and tropes that could be connected a liiiittle too awkwardly to irl situations.
*Also, before anyone points out: Yes, I know the hatchlings aren't COMPLETELY detached from the Loop and can join it when they sleep. But the fact is, these thangs never had to sleep before. That wasn't in their species' nature. So that's still weird and foreign for them on both sides. And since the hatchlings now have a circadian rhythm, they can't stay connected to the loop permanently. And also Also, seeing as the previous generations aren't experiencing time linearly, who's to say they even recognize when their child joins the loop? They'll speak with an echo of their child when that child was last asleep ages ago, not knowing that it's not them presently, because there is no 'present' for the older generations.
#i also really really do not understand the ''word count'' explanation given by staff.#I'm honestly rather lenient with ignorance happenings like this so long as they're remedied but.#cutting out important details of lore Fundamental to the understanding of it? For? ''Word count''?#Like firstly. Surely someone on the team is skilled enough to pull that off right? To get all that needs to be said in a short story?#but secondly. w. why is there a word count limit to begin with. This is Your House. Why are you limiting yourself unless this is like#a paid-by-word situation and they don't have the money to afford something longer#but like it feels like shooting yourself in the foot if you're going to write something that leaves a ton of information vague instead of#properly explaining your lore so there's no unfortunate misunderstandings. But I dunno. I'm just rambling#flight rising#fr auraboa#I'll probably be incorporating my Own version of the lore regardless of what the staff decides to do with this presentation of it#or just ignoring it outright hskdgjhskjh we shall See#Also if anything I've said here is Wrong in some way or comes across ignorant in and of itself. Let me know
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the love is stored in presser partners choosing to stay for foreign media segments because the buddy system shant never fail! (but also theyre terribly in love its not even funny like this is just spouse duties like buddy system but they are also married dont forget that)
no it really gets me that matthew was so prepared to leave the minute he was allowed to like a kid hearing the dismissal bell but went WAIT united front united front united front "ill wait for you" and adjusts his shawl so daintly like he meant to do that like he absolutely wasnt gonna book it a second ago...YEAH SUPPORT YOUR SPOUSE YA NUMBSKULL THESE ARE TRYING TIMES
our lady forgot her manners for a second please forgive her she too is going through these trying times...
sasha was absolutely succumbing to the fate of being alone considering how flighty his wife was being beside him but still appreciates the effort nonetheless for staying... the way he was :[ and then absolutely lights up when matthew says that he'll wait and he goes "thank you :)" UNITED FRONTTTTTTTTT THE SANCTITY OF MARRIAGE THROUGH SICKNESS AND THROUGH HEALTH AND ALSO AWFUL MEDIA SCRUMS APPARENTLY WOOOOOOOO YALL HAVE NOTHING ON WHATEVER THESE TWO GOT GOING ON WOOOOOOOOOO
post practise interview | 6.23.24 (x)
and obviously the most important part in all of this? tit scratch.
#matthew tkachuk#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#1619 is 1619-ing again#may god help us all#matthew dont leave your spouse to the wolves (media scrum)#if you suffer you suffer together#matthew is so expressive you can genuinely see every single thought that passes through his head#sasha having to deal with his flighty wife#i feel like theres a horse metaphor somewhere in here#the reiteration that he'll wait for him.. YEAH HES A GOOD WIFE DESPITE THE FACT HE ABSOLUTELY GONNA LEAVE SASHA FOR DEAD#BUT WHAT COUNTS IS THAT HE THOUGHT ABOUT IT AGAIN AND DIDNT DO IT#LETS GO USING OUR HEADS FOR A SECOND LONGER AND NOT GIVING INTO OUR IMPULSES đŁđŁđŁ#sasha how do you deal with this id be so offended if he did that to me#LIKE COME BACK HERE NO YOURE GONNA STAY HERE NOW#they are everything to me if we go down with the ship at least we have this
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I think we should just bring back Wungo Wednesday and start a fandom collective anime rewatch
#Because otherwise I can feel I won't last much longer#Because like. The last two hyperfixations of mine ended the moment I started feeling like there wasn't any new content#And two days ago in one day I started a new manga a new book and rewatching a favourite show#Whereas I hadn't started anything new in the two years ever since I got into bsd. Which makes it NOT a good sign#But the bsd anime has now ended for one month and 25 days and that's the last time the plot actually moved forward.#And if I counted right. The manga took 4 chapters (that is chapters 110-111) to adapt 6 minutes#That means it's going to take another 12 months (18 minutes left to adapt. that's 12 more chapters) to catch up with the anime#Yeah I'm not. sticking around this long with nothing new to see I'm sorry#Best case scenario I take a one year hiatus but that doesn't make it sound likely that I'll be back#And I know it's fresh news as early as this morning that author said they were introducing a new character but like.#They also said they finished writing this arc like. One year and half ago if I remember correctly?#And we still have yet to see the end of i t so...#That is to say. I'll probably be starting an anime rewatch starting next Wednesday. I've been meaning to do it for a while anyway#I don't want to leave the fandom I like the one chapter a month format#On the positive news I still have a queue of original posts that spans over ten months#And I was meaning to start the reblogs queue too in these days. So there's that#random rambles
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I think a compilation of Jaemin and Nami eating ramen for 3 minutes is a good way to celebrate the Blue Boys Part 2 announcement.
Between their chemistry, the desire, the sounds, and the mukbang, Jaemin and Nami's kiss scenes are hotter than a lot of actual nc scenes.
Then in contrast, we have Jaemin being the cutest thing.
I wish they had included this in the actual episode instead of cutting to Sol's jealous bitch face. Jaemin acts like he's annoyed with that little nose scrunch, but his happy smile says otherwise. I can't wait for June.
#if you give sukfilm $10 you get to watch jaemin and nami make out without any background music#it's full on kissing/sucking/slurping/sighing/panting in all its unedited glory đť#i may or may not have contributed 20 or so views and counting... đ#they also have an âextendedâ uncut compilation version that has slightly longer mukbang scenes#so if you got $10 bucks to spare... the perks are decent lol#and maybe we can get part 2 released in early june rather than late june#blue boys#blue boys the series#kbl
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im being so so brave but also i am gripping you by the shoulders and leaning in and letting you know i am so tired of being brave
#my job has invented new and even more agonizing ways to make itself stressful to endure#and that isn't even counting the fact that i've now seriously fucked up my wrist transporting 30lb boxes up and down stairs#or the fact that i occasionally get piercing shoulder pains if i'm not super careful about how i use the hand truck#or the fact that whenever i come home on mondays my entire lower body is so sore that i can't move beyond a weak shuffle#it's the fact that my boss has no sense of organization#so my supervisor and i are basically salvaging or starting from scratch every week#it's the fact that some of our clients are asking for things we're not even contracted to provide#like access to our company materials or additional resources outside of our scheduled bookings#and that there's this constant looming threat of 'ohhh don't be bad at your job!! or else we'll lose our contract with these people!!'#but 'bad at your job' in this case means 'not bending over backwards to accommodate the least accommodating circumstances possible'#like 'hey you need to lead this training exercise meant for 20 people except actually you only have 4 people'#'and actually none of them are familiar with the prerequisites for this training or have any experience with the skills'#'and also none of them want to be there and half of them just Don't Do These Things as a rule'#'and if you try to make them do anything they don't want to do (even if it's literally the point of the training) they Will leave'#'and then we will no longer have enough clients to pay you'#like. what am i doing. this company was not designed to work with this format. we're not an arts and crafts group or a club meeting#hi so i wrote this post before starting weekend work prep#it has been 3 hours now#im still not done#i haven't eaten and my wrist hurts so bad#i need to.................. take a break................................
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you guys I'm losing my MIND
I have NEVER seen this sort of thing in any other fandom I've been in and I LOVE IT
#barring doctor who ofc. ik it's there. I'm simply not deep enough#I NEED TO TALK ABOUT THE 698 PAGES FROM 1995. WE NEED TO TALK. YOU ARE LONGER THAN THE ACTUAL BOOKS I READ#you have beat warrior cats by about 400 fucking pages. oh my god#I think the only thing I read that is even CLOSE to/beats this page count are SOME of the realm of the elderlings books THAT'S CRAZY#people should give me more archived fics like this I want to explore#I'm so in love I'm soo charmed half the time I don't even end up liking them but I don't wanna stop#cause it's like a little piece of history. on my screen!!!!#idr what aol is!!!! I'm too young for that!!! and I sent these to my friend first and learned about EMAIL LISTS THAT'S SO AWESOME#and you KNOW I'll be exploring fucking x-libris thank you VERY much#I can't even begin to figure out how to navigate the first one. 1/15??? how do I even find the rest????#and that other fic mentioned!! I wanna find that too!!! how!!!!!#x-files#the x files#txf
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so like
remember that one time i mentioned that all Khaenri'ahn men love to cover themselves up?
even their women aren't an exception apparently, damn :(
kaeya remains to be the most skin-showy Khaenri'ahn we've got. werk king!
#kaeyachi randoms#well well well...just more proof to that one random realization i had last year lmao#technically no longer spoilers coz hoyo themselves mentioned it for Arlecchino lolz#if we count Arlecchino's phase 2#kaeya is still showing a bit more thanks to his arms lmao#if hoyo makes a 5-star kaeya BUT they cover him up idk how i would feel ngl.
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