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1hyunjae · 2 months ago

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Sadness about to eat me up from the inside

#we have to leave tomorrow night #i seriously dont know what to do #its like a death every time i leave #i wish i could see my grandma and uncles and everyone whenever i wanted to #god i dont know what to do

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arttsuka · 4 months ago

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I wonder if Jedediah and octavius ever celebrated the 4th of July together? (also your leftover veggie dish looks like it would make Gordon Ramsay cry with joy :) )

They probably, most definitely did celebrate together I think

Featuring my failed attempt at drawing fireworks 🎆

If Gordon Ramsey were to see that dish he'd cry in general I think, given the fact that I forgot to put enough salt :')

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aeolianblues · 2 months ago

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sexy horny old men dancing with abandon, you agree

#Fellas I have stood 4m away from Jarvis Cocker #Fellas I saw Pulp. And I think I’ll do it again tomorrow night so I’m not gonna leave Toronto yet #music #Musicians #Jarvis cocker #pulp #pulp band #britpop #we got a new song called My Sex and Jarv is a trans-supportive KING I tell you #take that as breaking news from me

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dawnthefluffyduck · 2 months ago

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I think i doubt my ability to work faster under stress too much

#classwork #banana yoshimoto #kitchen #so much for lurking #sorry i just like how these turned out haha; this was one of the things that was bothering me so it feels nice to have it done #i don't like the second one as much as the first one but it *is* empty on purpose... metaphors and stuff #this is for my capstone; it's our only art assignment we'll have for the whole semester (intimidating)#we had two options for what to do depending on what kind of focus we've placed on our work #people who were focusing on content for studio work had to make something that represented themself as an artist #people like me who focus more on technique and meeting task requirements had to depict something based on... any... literature #so i took a middle ground and did two page inserts for a book that's important to me #i actually wanted to do only one really detailed insert but my prof wanted two so i had to divide my time #and also read the whole book again which left less time for the actual drawing #crying bc the dropbox for this closed five minutes before I got this done #even though this technically isn't due until the beginning of class tomorrow #it'll be fine since i'm bringing the files to class via USB anyway but it'd be nice to have it submitted so it could leave my conscious lol #uh i also have to type up something for this so i shall do that now #night night

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faaun · 7 months ago

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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blowingoffsteam2 · 2 years ago

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Thinking about Riku overhearing the dock scene again

#thinkin about #him bringing a paopu #planning to have the three of them share it because tomorrow they are leaving #but then he overheard That #and all the pain and rage and fear bubbling up #his worst fear confirmed...getting left behind #and he storms off to the cave crying because that was always a place of comfort #but then he sees the drawing and it makes everything even WORSE #and man...we still don’t know what Kairi was even doing in there #why was she there?#did she find Riku there?#WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT

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orchideae · 11 months ago

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🎄🥳🥂Merry Christmas, everyone! If you're like me and you celebrate the holiday tonight, enjoy the festivities, the foods and the presents! I hope you guys have an absolutely wonderful evening and/or night!!

#[ i wanted to get a bit of stuff done today; but i had too much prepping to do for the big family meal tonight. ]#[ and also honestly; the excitement has had me unable to focus! i've always loved the celebration here with my mother's family. ]#[ i hope to get some stuff done tomorrow instead. ]#[ have a lovely day/night guys!! ]#[ and us frenchies celebrate it on the eve; so here we are. ☺️😊 ]#[ it's almost 8 so it's almost time to leave. so have a good evening you guys! depending on food coma-- i may check in when back. ]#[ but no promises. ]#[ also my apologies to people waiting on discord! it's just been hectic. ]#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.

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badass-sunshine · 5 months ago

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they need to invent a doing stuff in the middle of the night that doesn't make you have to sleep in real late the next day

#ive got the itch to go and do something but im already in bed and my fiancée is asleep next to me #so if i leave then im leaving her alone...#and also i have so much to do tomorrow id like to get up approximately when she does so we can eat together and i can start doing things #sigh #ive got the adhd middle of the night brain zoomies #i need to get my writing in order so i can do it on my phone #or keep my chromebook next to the bed so i can write when the middle of the night inspiration takes me

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bambiraptorx · 6 months ago

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once again i am met with the frustration of wanting to draw but it's too late at night and i have to go to sleep instead

#bambi's rambling #this has happened. every night. for the last like five nights.#and i'm getting So Freaking Tired of it #i just wanna make art and have fun but nooooo i have to study for and take a stats exam tomorrow #was gonna play dnd with my brother tonight too but i had to leave before we got anywhere plotwise because i have to be *responsible*#vent #tw vent

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morningmask27 · 1 month ago

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Tonight, right now, not even ten minutes ago, might have been the closest I got to an outright hatecrime

#morningtalks #Ask to tag #<- I have no clue what I'd have to tag this tbh #But for the story.#Me and my friend (crush) are walking at two am after quite the night. I am fully sober but she's got a few drinks and is just tired now #Like we're walking in silence she's just done type of tired #(part of me worries I was too in love with her tonight but I will do my best to rationalize it as Her Being Tired and not my fault somehow)#But yeah we're walking there and we see/hear a bunch of guys that are clearly not on their first drink #They plan to go to the bar we were so I'm glad we left but they are full on far right singing slogans about getting the leftists out #We cross each other on the street and they immediately begin asking us if we're lefties but then they see my pins #And the fact that we're two girls walking alone and assume we're both lesbians #Ify I obviously am. I have Pins lmao but my crush is not (?)#But yeah I had heard their slogans from afar and had already grabbed my scissors discretely in case something happened #I was genuinely just getting myself ready to fight them all just to leave my friend a chance to run if possible #But I was genuinely scared for her (and also for me but I have a bad habit of prioritizing others' wellbeing and especially here)#So they think we're lesbians and immediately start yelling they don't like lesbians and some other hurtful stuff #But it didn't fully enter my brain. I genuinely don't care #But I was still very afraid they DO something #Luckily they just walked away and we were left in peace but I was genuinely ready to do literally anything to not let my friend get hurt #By these men #I might see her a bit tomorrow. Probably not a lot but we'll see each other #And she doesn't seem to mind too much (she thought we'd see each other next week for class obviously and said “til next week”#(translated quite literally))#I thanked her for the evening still but I genuinely think she just needs to sleep and I don't have to overthink everything that happened #In the end #The first hours of the night were AMAZING though. Genuinely never been closer to her than there I adored every second of it #(and the other people were fun too but. She. Yano)#Anyways I have a thing at 11 I'll go sleep before being fully dead for that thing #But I might genuinely have a delayed reaction on those last events tomorrow #But now I gotta sleep too

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gildedlife · 7 months ago

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i have been going through an unfathomably (for me! from in my shoes!) difficult time in my personal life - worse than what i’ve mentioned in passing on these sites before - so please forgive me if i’m a little bit inconsistent with posting things i owe, but even more so with keeping up with messages.

i’m sort of leaning on this account and this character for support, so this isn’t an announcement of inactivity - more so of gravitating toward what engages me most at any given moment. once things calm down, my attention will even out.

thanks to everyone for being here. really. i’m glad anyone at all has interest because i know how niche and how dark this whole thing is, but you’ve all been wonderful. it’s so nice to feel this again.

#out.#won’t go into much detail but my family - mother and brother - and i were pulled over by bored cops last week #just for being out late at night. sober. playing pokemon #and have since had all of our registrations suspended; as well as my mom’s license #for a mixup by the dmv!#we won’t have a legally drivable vehicle until june. and my mom’s mom is #very unwell - requires visiting at a moment’s notice #my license is fine but my registration is not so we are all trapped #and that’s just the CAR drama #this might qualify as ‘much detail’ but i wanted to make it very clear we are Boring and did nothing to warrant this #i can’t even leave my family’s house to get to my apartment 😔#police tomorrow. court next week. and this on top of absurd work deadlines #and illness

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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obsessed with my non-rgg friend trying to bribe me into playing imessage 8ball with kiryu boob

#snap chats #she follows this blog but never uses tumblr HAHA #ALSO DISCLAIMER I SENT MY MESSAGE THE EXACT SECOND SHE SENT KIRYULAKEJLKA #ps she doesnt know anything about rgg. aside from osmosis but we get the point #genuinely love my non rgg friends who do send me rgg stuff when they can tho #VERY heart warming... like thank you champs..... im glad im in yalls hearts...#however aint no amount of doki doki kiryu gifs is gonna get me on imessage 8ball #i dont PLAY LIKE THAT. also i never get notifs when its my turn soooo #oh yeah. btw. i havent drawn shit #too busy thinking about Pure and staring at the fire i lit. after my other candle burned out of course #might just give up on it for the night and watch kyouen for the rest of the night <- absolutley will not and will stare at a blank canvas #boooo my moms home tomorrow so that means i have to leave the house at like. 3AM. cause she ALSO gets up really early #laaame. ok bye

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callixton · 10 months ago

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oh i am on the Brink of a mental breakdown. and like a real one. i am going to feel so so fucking terrible and guilty if i don’t go to the first week of mac rehearsal bc i need to recover but i am also getting the sense that i Need to recover. i have never been this burnt out or genuinely terrified of starting a new semester in my life.

#we go back to campus a week early for mac. to be clear #and god they’ll be long days and they’ll be physically emotionally and mentally draining and i genuinely dont know if i can take that #but i am also going to be missing SO much time. and i won’t be there to support the people who i need to #i have also. been thinking a lot about how i’m scared that i think so much abt death bc i’m gonna be one of those people #who seem even more than everyone else like they have a finite time and then they die young #and then my mom compared me to jonathan larson tonight #so maybe that’s some sort of sign that i need to slow the fuck down #i am crying rn. for myself. which happens about three times a year #and yeah one is usually during winter break so we’re on schedule #i don’t know. idk!! i don’t know what to do here #and i still have to do my fucking scene prep for tomorrow #bc i was talking my mom about it and i really needed support which she was giving and then she has to leave for five seconds #and when she came back the entire conversation was just about her own problems again which we’ve already talked about every fucking night bc #- you can’t leave conversations with her and i hate when she fucking drunks i hate it i hate it #i am Not Well. i’ve sort of been avoiding admitting to myself just how badly #but man. i can push through anything until i drop but when i start wishing that i’ll drop so i have an excuse for a break….. not good #ted talks #the west wing

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xwiredearbuds2014x · 2 months ago

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#be me #go to the bar looking for a fun Saturday night #maybe some kind of connection #start talking and dancing with someone 10 years my senior who seems charming #go to her apartment. it’s weird. there’s an ashtray on the floor and random statues everywhere #she randomly fakes some kind of accent during some parts of the night (we are both usamerican)#ask ‘oh what kind of instrument is in that case’ because she mentioned being a music lover #it’s a gun case #she hands me her gun and tells me if anyone else has me hold a gun in the future #even if they say it’s not loaded. to make sure. then shows me how to make sure it isn’t loaded #I make up something about having to work early tomorrow (I work at 2 pm) and leave abruptly #I mean I was not prepared to hook up with a stranger but we did not even kiss what is this #scream in the car because apparently the only people attracted to me are fuckbois and complete weirdos

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pardonmydelays · 1 year ago

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IN THE HEIGHTS countdown: 1 DAY!

song for today:

abuela, i’m sorry but i ain’t goin’ back because i’m telling your story and i can say goodbye to you smilin’, i found my island i been on it this whole time i’m home!

#song for today: finale #GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT #we fucking did it y'all!!!#i am leaving tonight!#usnavi is staying in washington heights and i am going to koszalin to see the play #SCREAMING CRYING ETC ETC #i just need to survive this one last day at work and then i'll be on my way #the play is tomorrow but it's literally the other side of poland so i have to get there somehow lol #which probably means i'll be here with all of you all night tonight #unless i'll try to get some sleep on a train #we will see #IT'S FUCKING HAPPENING!!!#i'm the happiest person ever now #btw you can also expect the whole fucking essay after #as i promised #it won't be long now*#Spotify

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starscelly · 1 year ago

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#ive been very lucky in that the last family member i remember passing away was when i was like 6 #like i’ve never really known any of them since #but my cat is dying from a really aggressive form of cancer #and probably only has a month at most #and now i’m having to go through this with my best friend #we got her right before christmas in 2015 #or maybe 14 #because our cat went missing and a man reached out thinking she was her #and she very clearly wasn’t #but the guy couldn’t take care of her so we took her home because we could #and she’s been my best friend basically since then #she’s always been there for me through the worst years of my life #she’s never left my side #when we took her home that first day she peed on me in the car lol #she still doesn’t like leaving the house #even though she used to beg outside of a gas station before us #and last night on the way to the hospital she peed on me again #so i guess it’s full circle in that way lol #idk what to do #we can’t see her until tomorrow #so i just have to sit here and act like my best friend isn’t dying #delete later #yap yap yapping #you don’t need to reach out or respond or anything i just. need to vent and i’ve exhausted everywhere else and i feel bad messaging friends

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