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"Haruka wasn't going to deny that there was someone who could swim faster than him. But he wasn't going to acknowledge it so easily, either. It wasn't that he wanted to win, or that he hated losing; it was just that he couldn't simply accept that there was someone who could feel the water more than he could."
Haruka Nanase's relationship with water is...passional.
like...he's possessive over water. I'm just gonna say that. And, of course, Rin is the cause to that possessiveness and his unusual drive to compete.
Water and Rin represent...something to Haru.
#haruka nanase#nanase haruka#free! high speed#high speed#he's so competitive#and wAtER#no kidding#water is literally everything#rinharu#harurin#free! light novel#rin matsuoka#matsuoka rin#I haven't read anything about mackerel yet and it's concerning...#what about mackerel??
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Love and Obsession: The Tim Drake Way
part 2
Everyone in the Batfamily knows Tim Drake has… issues with boundaries. They’ve spent years trying to teach him what’s appropriate and what’s—well—deeply unsettling and completely invasive. To be fair, he’s learned. Mostly. He doesn’t stalk his family anymore (much), and he no longer pulls up files on every single person they talk to (okay, maybe just sometimes). But it’s progress.
But then Tim starts dating Danny Fenton. And, oh boy, a few screws come loose.
It starts small, as always. Just little things. Tim’s a detective, after all—background checks are second nature. Danny’s living in Gotham, and Gotham isn’t safe. So, really, what’s the harm in knowing a little more about Danny’s friends? And his professors? And maybe also his classmates? It’s just standard protocol. Okay?
“Tim, you’ve run a full dossier on my entire biology class?” Danny asks one day, laughing as he flips through a file on the coffee table. Tim shrugs. “What if one of them is dangerous?” “Pretty sure the most dangerous thing in that class is the midterm.”
Danny doesn’t think much of it. He’s a little flattered, even. Tim’s protective. It’s sweet.
But Tim’s mind doesn’t stop there. Danny’s too handsome. Too charming. What if someone tries to hurt him? What if someone tries to take him away? It’s not obsessive—it’s just concern. So, a tracker on Danny’s phone? Necessary. Cameras in his apartment? Standard. Monitoring his sleeping patterns and hangout spots? Logical.
Tim tells himself it’s love. And maybe a little insecurity.
“You have a tracker on his phone?” Dick asks, trying not to sound alarmed. Tim nods, like it’s the most normal thing in the world. “Of course. What if something happens to him?” “And the cameras?” “Safety.” “The background checks on his professors?” “Gotham U isn’t exactly known for its stellar staff, Dick.”
It doesn’t stop there. Tim knows everything. Danny’s eating habits, his favorite places to go when he’s stressed, his childhood allergies. Tim’s mapped out Danny’s entire life. He knows about Danny’s ghost powers too—of course he does. He’s Tim Drake. The moment he realized Danny was Phantom, it just… clicked.
Danny being half-ghost? That’s just one more reason to worry. Tim’s up late at night, watching for any signs of ectoplasmic interference. He tracks the energy spikes. He monitors Danny’s fights.
He doesn’t think Danny knows. He’s terrified of what will happen if he finds out.
But then he does.
One evening, Danny walks into Tim’s apartment and casually drops a folder on the table. Tim’s heart stops.
“What’s this?” Danny asks, raising an eyebrow. Tim swallows hard. “I… it’s just…” “You’ve been tracking me?” Danny opens the file, glancing through pages of surveillance reports, background checks, even analysis of his ectoplasmic energy. Tim feels like his world is about to shatter.
“I… I can explain,” Tim says, his voice tight. “I’m just… worried about you. You’re in danger all the time, and I—” Danny walks over, cupping Tim’s face in his hands. Tim braces for the worst.
But Danny just smiles. “Can I put a tracker on you too?”
Tim blinks. “What?” Danny kisses his cheek. “If you’re watching my back, it’s only fair I watch yours. I need to make sure you’re safe too.”
Tim stares at him, speechless. Danny doesn’t look scared. Or angry. He looks… fond. Like Tim’s obsessive tendencies aren’t a problem at all.
“I’ve never had someone care about me this much,” Danny says softly. “I trust you with my life, Tim. This? This just proves how serious you are.”
Tim thinks he’s just fallen deeper in love.
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The Batfamily? They’re worried.
Jason corners Tim in the cave. “Okay, so let me get this straight. You’ve got cameras in his apartment. You’ve mapped out his entire life. You’ve got a tracker on him and a heartbeat monitor. And he’s… fine with it?” Tim nods, a dreamy smile on his face. “Yeah. He even wants to put a tracker on me.” “That’s not… healthy, Tim,” Dick says carefully. “That’s—” “It’s mutual,” Tim interrupts. “We’re protecting each other.”
Bruce pinches the bridge of his nose. “Tim, this isn’t how relationships are supposed to work.” Tim shrugs. “It’s how ours works.”
Damian watches the whole thing with narrowed eyes. “This is deeply unsettling,” he mutters.
They try to talk to Danny. Intervention style. They invite him over, sit him down, and gently (or not so gently) try to explain that Tim’s behavior isn’t normal.
Danny just laughs. “You guys do know I’m half-ghost, right?” “That doesn’t mean—” Dick starts. “I spent my entire life being hunted by ghost hunters. I’ve had worse invasions of privacy.” Danny smiles. “Tim cares. He keeps me safe. That’s all I need.”
The bats don't quite know what to say.
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Tim and Danny, two slightly unhinged souls who think mutual surveillance is the ultimate act of love.
The bats? They’re just trying to keep up.
(“At least they’re happy?” Barbara offers weakly. Bruce sighs. “For now.”)
Gotham’s version of love was never going to be normal. But this? This is a whole new level.
#tim drake#danny phantom#danny fenton#brain dead#dead tired#dc x dp#batfam#tim drake is a stalker#we've completely watered down tim's stalking tendencies into /just/ stalking when he also learned everything there was to learn about batma#this guy is literally obsessed with knowing everything about everyone(even if it's to have the upper hand) and we completely disregard it#give me an invasive tim drake who doesn't know the first thing about boundaries bcs he's so used to researching everything about someone#before meeting them#also give me a danny fenton who has never truly felt safe or protected with anyone especially after he died in his own parents lab#while his friends watched with no supervision or lab precautions#tim learning everything about him for his own safety and protective(obsessive) tendencies makes him feel safe with tim#bcs it proves to him that tim is always watching his every step to make sure he's safe no matter where in the world either of them are#tim is always watching out for him#and if that isn't the most romantic thing someone could do for him then romance is dead#the bats are very concerned for them#tim and danny match each other's freak
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They're not naked anymore
(I attached all the refs in which they have clothes so that it would be more convenient to look for them myself) Raph already had shorts, so I won't change anything
orig refs
It's funny to me that these three were the only ones without clothes hehehehe
#rottmnt#donatello#michaelangelo#leonardo#raphael#teenage mutant ninja everything-but-turtles#tmnebt#raph gator#gecko donnie#salamander leo#frog mikey#april o'neil#Mikey and Raph are the only ones who really need to be in the water so they have the least clothes on(literally some kind of underpants ToT#ruf doodles
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so i lost all my art from elementary but I do vaguely remember my neopets faerie oc and decided to draw her c:
DollPalace rainbow tail and all hahah
#neopets#my art#oc#water faerie#still very sad I dont have any of my art from before grade 6#I have literally everything else. all my old sketchbooks. stored in containers#but i do remember using my math set with two half circles and tracing a giant circle for her head and colouring a full rainbow tail hahah
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No matter what reality we’re in…
#star trek prodigy#star trek prodigy season 2#janeway x chakotay#g draws#no I’m not okaaaaaaaay#this season was just about everything I wanted#the only thing missing was just… more of it#my skin is clear my crops are watered etc#I literally never thought I’d get any kind of on screen balm for what Endgame did with these two#and all these years later#here we are 😭#set a course for season 3
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The amount of soup was a surprise
#ofmd#our flag means death#not even tagging this as a spoiler because it simply is not one but#I appreciate how soup based this season is#immediate post e3 reaction and now I have to pass out again#as I literally was only awake to drink water and watch these episodes 1 minute after drop#it’s back to being unconscious for 24 hours#I fucking love everything they choose to be#goodnight goodbye ofmd fandom#dreams of soup
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i'm seeing videos on tiktok about the crossover (which yeah my first mistake is being on tiktok) but it's making me feel crazy when people keep saying "dennis should not be allowed in a school" specifically implying that he's a threat to children any more than the rest of the gang who have a worse track record
Bad Dad but a dad nonetheless
#being a dennis fan is suffering#literally how i feel on a daily basis about everything 😭#ha ha he's just a sociopathic predator with no morals who definitely did not choose to leave to go be a father to his son#with the specific intent of breaking out of the cycle of generational trauma and give his kid a better childhood than he had#like he may be a terrible influence but kids like him LOL#gives back and water park are the only examples you need#but there's also frank's little beauties#he's the fun uncle and he always has been fhsksjfjf#he hates the responsibility of being an actual father but he's not a threat to them in the way these people think he is#the funny thing is that even an ep like risk e rats shows that he's Fine around kids because he has the best boundaries#compared to mac or charlie who revert back to being children themself#den's way more of an Adult to them even if he's incredibly immature himself#new wheels demonstrates clearly how much of a threat the rest of the gang is to kids and dennis is. doing his plot. hdsjnsjf#ask ada#i could say More but i should be saying Less#dennis is a threat because he's teaching them how to steal more effectively#not for. the reasons i keep seeing.
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At work thinking about the WoL taking trips back and forth between the Source and the First just to be the messenger for Thancred and Ryne. I think they'd have a little exchange journal they'd write in to keep each other updated on how they're doing, with Thancred sending the WoL along with gifts Alisaie and Y'shtola helped him choose, and Ryne pressing flowers between the pages and leaving little drawings in blank spaces. I think Thancred's entries would be short and sweet, and he'd struggle on what to write about because he's not good with this whole writing-about-his-thoughts-and-feelings thing, but Ryne would see between the lines and know exactly what he's trying to say. I think Ryne would fill entire pages with what she's learned about the First and how much progress everyone is making. Thancred would always tell the WoL to tell Ryne how proud he is of her, and Ryne would always ask the WoL to make sure Thancred is taking care of himself. I just think that even when they're literally in two different worlds Thancred would try to be the best dad he possibly can to Ryne and I'm obsessed with the WoL going out of their way to make that happen.
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#rambling#thancred waters#ryne waters#thancred i will literally drop everything im doing and go visit ryne if you asked me too#if you do the moogle delivery quests the wol is already a mailcarrier sooooo#dadcred#shadowbringers#ffxiv shb#shadowbringers spoilers
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who am i without my powers?
#also small rant about crystalized nya because like#why did they remove her whole character development????#like call of deep was such a good episode it really resonated with me#and everything was super cool until nya got her powers back#like what????? what was the point#it literally made me so mad like srsly what was the point!!!!!#like why can't she be a ninja without her powers???#and it literally easered her entire character development throughout the seasons like why!!!!!!#and i decided i wanted to rewrite her character arc in crystalized#and this drawing is a cover for the book i'm writing :3#it'll probably be super cringe but i'll share it when i finish it!!!!!#also i can't draw water#lego ninjago#ninjago#nya ninjago#nya jiang#nya smith#art
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OZ | 3x07 Secret Identities
#ozedit#oz hbo#tobias beecher#chris keller#beecher#keller#oz 3x08#tor gifs#are ya'll seeing that last gif#meloni is a MENACE#he's so chuffed they're on first name basis again#literally its like blood in the water to him#like 'this is my IN. THIS IS MY MOMENT'#immediately blurts out 'i love u' not 3 full seconds after this#no one does crazy gay soap opera like oz#the love triangle energy with said ESPECIALLY in this episode... my everything
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I'm not watching that but I'm howling at the thumbnail+title combo
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Like it is literally true though Crocodile is 100% The Domino Piece that caused basically everything pre-timeskip (post-East Blue) to happe#If it wasn't for him the Strawhats would've never met Vivi and a whole lot of other people and ended up in Alabasta#If they didn't end up in Alabasta then the Log Pose wouldn't have lead them to Jaya/Skypiea -> Long Ring Long Land -> Water 7#If Luffy hadn't beaten Croc then Blackbeard would've never taken an interest in turning Luffy in to take Croc's Warlord position#(Which wouldn't have been open anyway had Luffy not had beaten him)#And that's literally what caused Ace to fight BB and that's what caused Summit War#While Aokiji spared Luffy and co partially because they kinda owed him one for beating Croc's ass#But also had Luffy not beaten Croc then Robin wouldn't have joined and Water 7 happened because Robin was with the Strawhats#Like literally half the plot of OP would never have happened without Crocodile. Somehow he's the most important non-Strawhat...#...in the entire story (arguably)
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does anyone have a link to the preshow playlist
#im about to crash out lmfao literally everything that could have gone wrong went wrong today#but i will be at that fucking show come hell or high water#i need to get a better vibe going on this train bc im losing my mind#phan#dan and phil
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Ride 805: Sohoku's morale

Pag 1
1: The banking angle is like this
2: It's like putting the weight on the very edge of the round part of the tire
3: Keep braking at a minimum
4: Right before the curve, switch one gear lower while braking
7: While taking the curve without decelerating as much as possible...

Pag 2
1: push as hard as you can when moving up!!

Pag 3
1: Shorten it....!!
2: The eight minutes distance...!!
To a four minutes distance!!
3: I can go further!!
4: Let's go!!
With everyone's strength!!
5: Woah, is that the selected team!? They passed me
Six people... no, it's seven people!?
Kyofushi joined them at the very back!!
6: Until the “lead” ahead of us....!!

Pag 4
1: The cyclists are here, there's the pack!
Do your best!
They're so colorful!
So fast!
These is the Inter High's.....

Pag 5
1: lead!!

Pag 6
2: Amazing!
They're so fast..!
They caused the wind!
Fighting!
Gooo!

Pag 7
1: The ones in the lead pulling the pack is....
2: the local from Kyushu, Fukuoka Josei!!
Kumadai is there too!!
4: So your best....!!
They looked here and smiled at us
Take the finish line ahead!!
Mokkosu!!

Pag 8
2: The finish line, huh!!
3: Yeah!!
4: The race is already turning to its final stage
5: Also this is the assembly stage now
A small climb... or after that? When Hakogaku will raise their pace and slip through the locals who are now pulling...
(Fukuoka do your best!
Kumamotoo!
They looked this way and smiled!)

Pag 9
1: the real battle for the finish line will start!!
2: It's gonna be a fight we absolutely cannot step back from!!
3: Step back? Not even a millimeter!!
4: You'll be pulling until then
Danchiku!! Kaburagi!! Team SS duo!!
Yessir!!
Yeah!!
5: I'll pull, horuaa....
6: But
7: Will Onoda-san be alright? He's exhausted for all the work he did on the mountain
Uh!! Danchiku is so considerate!! Also,this is a problem!!

Pag 10
1: Aaalright, me too
That's right!! Onoda-san
2: is basically at death's door!!
This guy...
The way he said it...
3: So-sorry... yeah...
I'm.... alright... I rested while on the long downhill earlier
4: What, are you really okay?
Oi, Issa, you're being too direct!
5: By the way, uhm.... we were in a rush when I joined you again... so I couldn't say it
7: I couldn't.... say it properly...

Pag 11
1: I'm sorry....
I lost....
4: He lost!?
We saw it on the sign board!!
5: Even though it was just around 20cm... even though I pedaled with my strength...
6: I didn't take... the mountain prize
Even though... everyone
7: sent me off

Pag 12
1: What are you talking about!! Onoda
What are you apologizing for!! Onoda-kun!!

Pag 13
1: Ima.... izumi-kun...
3: Naruko-kun....
5: I'll buy you some juice later
Ju-juice?
Kakaka!! That's not a big deal!!
Ah, but...
We
6: were fully happy that we got to send you off, Onoda-kun

Pag 14
1: You could run with Manami with all your strength, and that's good enough
3: Well, when you came back to the team all worn out and we saw the distance on the sign board, I knew that it had come true!!
5: You were even annoyed by Doubashi-san!
Ah, so that was for the mountain prize, I see
6: It raised the team's morale
That's enough

Pag 15
1: Teeh...!!
2: Yeah
Right now, the thing that will raise the morale more than anything
3: it's probably them
5: You're right, now there's
6: the water station

Pag 16
2: Onoda-san is in a pinch!!
Onoda-san is in a pinch!!
He's feeling weak, teh!!
3: I have to do something, teh..!!
Kinaka-kuuun!!
4: Onoda-san's ina pinch, teh!!
Give me all your food supplements and bottles, teh!!

Pag 17
1: Rokudaiii!!
Huh!?
So many!?
Why so much stuff!!
2: I thought you would say that, so I got ready, Rokudaii!!

Pag 18
3: I'll leave the senpai to you, Rokudai!!
4: Goooo!! Rokudaiii!!
What... that's an absurd way of delivering it
So much, on!!
What's with this guys... he delivered such a huge weight of supplies in one go!!

Pag 19
1: Ou- teh!!
2: They're perfectly in sync
Amazing
3: ….. Toji-san
4: This year's finish line...
Yeah, it's further away after the mountain stage than it usually is
From here on, after a few hills it goes on with an up-and-down

Pag 20
1: Then they'll enter a long downhill of around 5km
2: After the coastal national away they'll turn right
3: and they'll enter the town where the first day's finish line is

Pag 21
2: There are probably 10km left...
3: and after that
4: the race for the finish line will start

Pag 22
1: And those who are most likely to win will move!!
There's still more
Th-thank you
That must be heavy
6: There are 12km left until the finish line
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 805#oh i missed roku-chan so muuuuuuch#and kinaka too!!!!#MY BABIES ARE BACK THANK YOU WATANABE#and they even had their lil moment ;A;#they're so extra for absolutely no reason i ADORE them#i guess having to carry all the water bottles for everyone during that one race a while back really shaped rokudai's experience lmao#man i just love sohoku so so much#theyre everything to me im not even kidding#kabu being so chill he didnt even notice onoda lost asgaskfdagdsf#he has absolutely no braincell and hes so valid for that for real#my stupid boy please never have a thought in your life keep going like this#and the way he's like 'oh danchiku is so considerate!i should do that too!'#and then fails spectacularly bc he simply cant be nice to no one lmao#also also imanaru and onoda :') onoda and his knights ;A;#they literally said 'dont worry it's no problem you lost we're just happy you got your date with manami!'#sohoku really is the best team every year
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~ Mother Flower — Spider and Sa'syul in grief ~
Spider and Neteyam's ikran grieve their loss together.
Her name is Sa'syul. "Sa" taken from Sa'nok, or mother. "Syul" taken from Syulang, or flower. Name Translation: Mother Flower.
Spider has lost his baby brother, Sa'syul has lost her fledgling, both are everyone's last thoughts in terms of grief, and both seek each other to soothe the pain.
Note: in canon, according to the wiki, Neteyam's ikran is male, but idc about that, I think Eywa would have given Neteyam an older, motherly, female ikran to watch over him and act as a second mother and he would have loved her.
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They're both grieving. They're both missing a piece of themselves. Their boy' gone. His baby brother, her perfect little hatchling. Taken by war, never to return.
Sa'syul had stopped eating. She couldn't bring herself to do it, to go out and hunt, couldn't find it in herself to soar the skies or touch the water or weave the odd mangrove forest. Grief consumed her in her seclusion to the dark of the trees, away from everyone else. All but one boy. The human boy. Spider.
Her boy had loved him, missed him, and wanted things to be better. He had been scared to try and approach him after years of being distant. He wanted to fix it, but didn't know how. Now he never would.
Spider found solace in the forest. He had to be strong for his siblings, not wanting his grief to weigh on them, and wouldn't dare mourn in front of Neytiri or the similarly mourning village, he didn't have the right to.
So he went to the forest to be alone, to scream and cry and hit things to try and make the ache in his chest go away. It never did. it just consumed him, like it did Sa'syul, draining him of energy and will and life.
Both hid away in the forest to keen and starve and wallow.
Neither knew what to do with him gone. How was life meant to continue? How were they meant to keep living? How does one live without her bonded? Her fledgling? What about his baby brother?
It all seemed so impossible. How could they just move on as if he was still here?
She watches him, watches him cry, watches him curl into the hollows of trees and sob, watches him punch at the ground and the rocks and the trees till his knuckles bleed.
He had listened to her mourning songs, her grief filled cries, her agonized calls to the sea, calling for her little hatchling to come back to her, to rise from the waves. He watched the skies to see if she would go out and hunt, but she never did, not once since he had returned to his siblings.
They pity one another. It's impossible not to. Both are withering away. Both are alone. No one hears them.
Until one day, the human boy doesn't come to the forest.
Sa'syul didn't hear him crying as usual, she didn't see him curled up in a hollow, didn't smell the blood from his battered fists in the air.
So she goes looking, wanting to know where he has gone? Why was he not here, with her, in the forest, their place of grief and solace?
She finds him lying in the sandy grass, just on the outskirts of the village, basking in the sun, hands mindlessly petting at the grass beneath him, not caring for his risky choice of a resting place.
He hears the rustling of brush and branches from the forest. Part of him hesitates to turn and look at the potential threat, willing to chance fate, but ultimately he knows better, and shifts his head to look at what's watching him from the treeline.
He sees Sa'syul, truly, for the first time in months. He'd caught glimpses of her in the forest, but never sought to look at the hiding creature. He respected her wishes. She would remain hidden from his eyes if that's what she wished.
The last time he'd actually seen her was when he helped Lo'ak tend the ikran after the last raid. Neteyam couldn't do it because he was being tended to. She had preened his hair a bit when he scratched where her harness had been.
Now she was a pitiful sight, coming out of a fortnight long seclusion. Her figure was weak and thinning, eyes sad, posture tired and shaky.
Withered was the right word for her.
Despite this, she's quick to approach him, shuffling forward on her foreclaws, coming beside him without hesitation, nosing at him with her beak, and sniffing him gently, chirping as she inspects him for injury. When she finds him uninjured, outside of the scabbed wound on his chest, she calls to him, wanting him to follow her.
She wants him to go back into the forest, but he doesn't move. She nudges his leg harder, then his side, trying to force him to sit up. When he doesn't, she gets worried and frustrated. This is what her hatchling's body had been like when she saw him for the last time. She knows this boy isn't dead, not like her Neteyam, but why would he get up?
He's not sure what he's meant to do as she stares at him, clicking at him like he was a chick. He shifts ever so slightly so he can lie firmly on his back, a vulnerable position, but one that is solid and secure. He won't risk any sudden moves, especially as he cries and touches become more and more desperate.
After that, he doesn't move a muscle, trying to avoid her eyes, but not closing his own, not wanting to disrespect and anger her, but he won't show weakness either.
When he doesn't move, she decides to settle into the grass with him, unable to hold herself up any longer and giving into his wishes. Maybe the boy just needed time. Maybe he was exhausted like her and couldn't find it in himself to move. Maybe he just needed to see that it was safe.
But she does the unexpected, at least in Spider's opinion. She rests her head against him, rubbing against his shoulder and chin before laying her beak over his chest and arm, careful of the wound there, her wings spreading to soak up the warmth of the sun.
She keens once more. The warmth reminds her of flying. She remembers she will never fly with her boy again. It hurts.
Spider is awe struck. He doesn't know what to do. He doesn't even know what to feel. He'd come here for a cry, not having the energy to climb through the brush or up into the trees
— Or the dirty looks every time he came back. No one trusted him, always questioned what he was doing in those hours he spent hidden away —
So he had slumped into the grass and tried to convince himself this was all a bad dream and he had just fallen asleep in the forest, back home, and he would wake up and head back to the village and find all four of his siblings alive and well.
And now he had his baby brother's mourning ikran lying on his chest. He doesn't know what he should do, if he should say something, if one wrong move will get him killed.
Sure he had worked with her before and she seemed to like him, this was different than taking her tack off, she was grieving and starving and who knew how she would react to him.
Ikran were flighty creatures on the best of days and this was not the best of days, so he was erring on the side of caution.
What was she even doing here? With him of all people? He had no idea, but listening to the cries she let out caused something in his chest to well up.
He recognizes them.
He understood them.
If there was one thing he understood about this situation, it was her cries.
They were cries of agony, of longing, of grief and mourning. They were screams of a pain so deep you think it must be killing you.
As her calls reverberated through his chest, they felt like all the ones he had cried himself. She missed him, and he did too.
He can't help the tears that gather in his eyes or the sobs that barrel out of his chest. They're silent at first, part of him terrified to mourn out in the open, but the flood gates open as she begins to keen along with him, agonized sounds leaving her as she slumps into her more and more, clearly exhausted, and silent sobs turn to wails.
He finally moved to sit up, trying to escape the head rush and weight on his chest, taking her with him as he did so, shifting her so her head lay in his lap. She coos at him a bit as she nuzzles into his lap, accepting the change with ease.
He rubs a hand over her beak, up over her forehead, down her neck, and under the edges of her riding saddle — Neteyam never got a chance to take it off, he never would ever again, and no one could get close to her after the funeral. So there it had stayed — scratching at the itch that surely lingered there.
"I miss him too, I miss him so much Sa'syul," he sobbed, peering down into his lap, into her eye, fingers reacting the patterns that danced on her skin, "I want him, I want him to come back, I want this all to be a bad dream"
She cries up to him, lifting her head to nudge her beak into her chin and then his cheek, wiping the tears away, wings fluttering with emotion, tail shifting where it laid on the ground.
"Why did he have to come and save my dumb ass? I would have been fine! I would have gotten out on my own and he would still be here..... it's all my fault," he rubs a hand at his face, a realization hitting him like a train, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. He should be here with you... not me."
The second the words fell from his mouth, she snapped her strong jaw at him, not nipping him, but the sound alone shocked him. She sat up from where she lay in his lap, not straying far, but rising to look him in the eye.
She couldn't speak, but she didn't have to. He bowed his head in respect. He didn't agree with her thinking, but didn't make it known.
Before he can even look up, she's nuzzling him again, breathing warm air out of her vents, bringing her wings in front of her, as if to comfort him and cradle him in her arms. He settles into her chest, letting the tears fall and his heart ache. She does the same. But not being alone makes it feel less all consuming.
As they fall apart in each other's presence, Neytiri will catch a glimpse of them, her first born’s ikran wrapped around the demon's child. She watches as Spider cries into Sa'syul's chest, and listens to the ikrans own cries. A deep feeling of dread forms in her chest. Was it anger? Guilt? Grief? Something else entirely? She wasn't sure.
She just knew she hated seeing them that close, hated seeing how he pet at her head and the bases of her kuru's, feeling that the child should not be anywhere near her son's ikran, should not encroach on that scared bond, should not be taking her son's place… yet, she saw the way Sa’syul clung to the boy, the first person she had approached since being shown Neteyam's body, and she knew that the ikran needed this just as much as the boy did.
She would be cruel to tear them apart, and she should probably feel guilty for even thinking about it, for the way she's treated Spider, so poorly he refuses to grieve in her presence, bottling it up until he can disappear.
She doesn't move to stop them. And when Spider comes back to the mauri hours later smelling of ikran, she says nothing.
After that day, Spider will go hunting for Sa’syul, bringing her baskets of fish and fruits, sometimes meat if he can find something good in the strange mangrove forests he's learning to hunt in. They would sit in the sun at the forest line, leaning into one another, sharing their feast with one another. She'd have her fair share of preening him, nibbling at his salt soaked locs and peeling shoulder, and he'd give her a good rub down, loving on her as much as he could.
They'd even play fight now and then, whether it be a spur of the moment event or a fight over the last piece of fruit it didn't matter. It made them smile.
And te words and calls and songs that would be passed between them were their own little secret, they understood things no one else could, in ways no one else could. They may not share the same language, but they saw each other, and that's all that mattered.
Spider would never be Neteyam, would never be her hatchling, or her bonded, not like her boy had been. But he was a hatchling and he had no one else and he understood her so she would watch out for him. She would love him and care for him and keep him safe, because that's what her boy would have wanted.
And being alone was much worse than being with him. He was good and kind and golden and so much like her boy. He never pushed her or tried to bond with her in anything more than quiet companionship. He brought her treats and scratched all the right places and would cheer when she took to the skies once more. It was like a balm to her aching heart.
and he loved her. She was a warm, calm, wise presence. She did not care that he was human. He respected her and she respected him. she would preen him and he would preen her. Soon they would hunt together in the forest. For once things were a two way street. It was nice.
They made it work. They made the grief tolerable.
#literally going crazy over Neteyam's ikran#I want to know everything about her#and I think her knowing Neteyam wanted ti have a better relationship with his big brother and rhen becoming the inly person Spider could-#truly grieve with would be tragic#they've both lost their boy and now they have each other#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#neytiri#avatar#avatar spider#neteyam sully#neteyam#ikran#avatar ikran#I hate how I ended this but oh well
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i feel like Aiden was such an animation meme kid
#He’s a kid everything guys fnaf undertake Pokémon Gacha it don’t matter he’s just gonna be there in the corner#AND HED ACTUSLLY BR GOOD AT IT TOO#he spent si much time at home he just learned#Remember my Aiden good at art headcanon ???? Ofc u don’t I only said it like 5 times 😹😹😹☝️☝️☝️#Either he made them for kicks and giggles or he made a dedicated channel for them ( or both )#Doesn’t show anyone his channel out of pure embarrassment because he hates everything he makes ( Taylor somehow finds it )#The twins are a mix of “ Oh my gosh where tf is it ??? “ and “ It’s literally right there * pulls it out of thin air * “#I’m warm I need water ehsldo hdhssjia#Forcing my mom to watch anime with me is a mood#school bus graveyard#aiden clark#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon
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Yuma Kagiyama: Werther » 2023 Grand Prix de France
#yuma kagiyama#fskateedit#figure skating#gp france 2023#program#caught up on some galas and i'm obsessed with this program#i have literally watched it so many times#it takes everything good about yuma's skating and elevates it#the gorgeous lines and long sweeping edges on the music the softness of his hands#it's a very classical program but in the best way and it suits him so well#i'm just continuously in awe of how much he's improved this season#he said he wants to use this as his olympic season sp and i can't wait#though part of me is afraid he'll have to water down the choreo to make it a competitive program#it's so perfect the way it is now#i am VERY in my feelings tonight#like wow i love fs i love that skating like this exists and we get to see it
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