#watching them is bittersweet

[endlessfuckup]

dan and phil could take another 5 years off and i think i would honestly still stick around for them to come back

i think i really just appreciate that they somehow made it through the past 14 years (almost 15 now wow) without hating the internet entirely

they could have fucked off from the internet years ago

they have plenty of money & valid reasons to do so

but they are still around & providing me sustenance and i really truly love them for that

[spkyart]

I am so normal about them

[fistfuloflightning]

and rain will make the flowers grow

[the-sunshine-dims]

do you think there's a certain bittersweet satisfaction for Icarixis to see Ajax and Ashril with wings? To know that, for the moment, theirs are gone, until the next quixis is called, and they get to return to their sky, but at least in another universe they still get to fly?

[pigeonstab]

I think Toriel would totally get one of those projectors that show the stars to Sans. Maybe it came up that he loves astronomy or maybe Frisk or Papyrus let her know in secret, heck! Maybe it's from all of them. I think he wouldn't really know how to take it. Like bro sees it and goes '*oh neat.' and actually he's fucking dying inside.

[ketc7]

brainworms in my head so have some quick morriana

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

In another universe Christine and Erik skipped town and they live happily together raising Gustave...

[issialou]

Hi, everyone.

The relation between c!Aypierre and Ayrobot was of course like Q!Aypierre with Pomme but in other moments it make also think at Q!BadBoyHalo with Richars.

I have put subtitles for the moment in french.

[ptanalo]

happy pride!!!!

[rozugold]

Undertale 👍

[potatobugz]

i feel as if im going mad so im going to just put this out here. real quick. movieunleashers starters ramble.

i cant stop thinking about how mudkip broke down in that one scene in "Typomaniac," when Chespin called him mean. for a second he lets his mask slip a little bit and to me he just... acts his age. he starts crying and calls chespin mean back. maybe im just hyperfocusing on this one detail but mudkip is about 12 years old.

and that just makes me wonder what happened in this guys life that brought him to where he is now. and it makes it all the more tragic how his whole world revolves around chespin, but he is the one bringing him the most pain. and how young he was when he died.

there is a large theme of growing up in "Rare Candy." the characters ages are emphasized in that particular episode, and one of the main conflicts is fennekin wanting to evolve faster.

the thing about characters in these stories is that they're not allowed to just be kids, to have a childhood. so many bad things happen to them. like. mudkips whole, Everything. fennekin when she was famous in typomaniac, or dealing with her own insecurities/pressure from society about her relationship w chespin. and chespin always having to shoulder his friends problems & always somehow managing to stay positive despite everything.

why cant they just. play video games. eat ice cream or something. go to the movies

at the end of the day, i think both mudkip and fennekin are characters who grew up too fast. by distancing himself from them, chespin refused to follow in their footsteps and just wanted to stay a kid.

good for him.

[momentarysilence]

an elephant never forgets!

[spookyspacepixels]

oops media is taking me over again

[seagull-scribbles]

The show’s over 🌹

[damneddunya]

Today on campus we had our very last time ever together in the same lecture theatre. Crazy to think how all this time passed us by so quickly... we didn't realise that the whole time during our back to back classes, marathon 12hr study sessions, the collective sleep deprivation, the endless cramming, the checking in on one another to see if we finished that assignment that's due at midnight, the banter, the laughs, the knowing eachother's coffee orders and favourite study snacks, the mental breakdowns, the encouragement, the successes and the failures, the ups and the downs, all that time spent together, all the seemingly insignificant moments- we were making memories. Memories that'll last us a lifetime.

I wish all my friends and fellow students a very successful future in clinical practice, I'm filled with gratitude and deeply honoured to have had the opportunity to know and study alongside each and every one of them.

Onto bigger, better things, InshaAllah.

Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology class of 24' 🥳👏

[vizthedatum]

I hate you

But I am overcome by the visions of our younger selves holding hands for the first time.

And how happy we were.

I loved you so much.

She still lives within me - so happy that her chapter is over, forever.

But I hold all her grief, and I always will.

Which means, that there will always be a part of me that loved you so much that I was excited to marry you and stay married. I wanted to, so much.

I saw so much in you. I saw how you tried to love me. You taught me so much.

I never wanted to be crying like this - screaming in my car.

I am better without you, but sometimes I wish I were wrong.

Sometimes I wish I dissolved in the darkness of our mutual making… and be together still. Preserve those precious moments where we couldn't stop laughing or go on long tangents... all the times you were there for me with no contempt.

I wanted to be yours forever, and now I am no one’s.

I was willing to give everything up to stay with you, and I would have done anything you wanted.

Slowly cut off everything that was screaming at me to take care of myself.

Submit myself into constant dissociative daze.

Just to feel your approval. I was starving for it.

I would have turned my back on all those I loved.

I would have begged. Begged for your love so I could have enough to be perfect for you.

You have no idea how much I have had to do to rehabilitate her - she's dead, finally, and happier for it. And I love her so much.

It’s like I've digested her in my body - like it was supposed to happen, to have her happy to be integrated in me like this - like this was the only way she could ever be free from the trauma of her own making.

I am so sorry - I say to her and never to you again.

For you, now, I feel so much sympathy. I should have left earlier. You wouldn't even recognize me now - how much I don’t put up with anymore. You would be proud of me, and I would unilaterally reject you and not look back.