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snapcracklepop-myjoints Β· 2 years ago
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If u snort adderall in one nostril and Xanax in the other ur brain takes a screenshot
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thebramblewood Β· 4 months ago
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We knew vampires in our time, cutting in the bathroom line.
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Meet me in the bathroom if you're bumpin' that.
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androschiz Β· 1 month ago
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messy lines.. but good none the less
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cornflowershade Β· 1 month ago
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bison like "i've been waiting for someone to do this with" pulling out ropes that are pre-tied to his bed. after telling us just a minute before that he's never brought a guy home before. Yeah okay you really HAVE been waiting. You had a whole setup waiting my guy
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statementlou Β· 3 months ago
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I do want to say that I feel a but relieved that it was not suicide per say(as it looks like till now) , most likely a drug overdose case gone wrong here. With this, atleast I feel Liam was not actively trying to end things for himself in a way.. it is accidental but all more tragic that it could be prevented if people used their brains!
learning that made me feel better too... but then also worse... but then better again... like it's all just fucking terrible. In the end it does make me feel better that he wasn't suffering that acutely in that way in that moment, that was really so horrific to imagine and live with, and of course for the people in his actual life who survive him the guilt would have been unbearable. I do feel better ever since I, also, reached that conclusion from reading about what happened. But also... he didn't want to die, he wanted to stay around and keep doing things and trying. And he's gone. And that's just so tragic and fucking useless. I let spotify Get me earlier with their 'remember Liam' playlist and listening to him say "I want to get better" and "I want to be a better man" in song after song.... it's crushing. I wanted that for him too, for him to have that chance. There are so many ways things could have been better for him, but now all of those possibilities are just... dead. It's just garbage, I hate death and people dying and I'm really honestly just fucking sick of it.
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x-heesy Β· 8 months ago
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GΜ·lΜ·iΜ·tΜ·cΜ·hΜ· Μ·gΜ·iΜ·fΜ·sΜ· Μ·4Μ· Μ·lΜ·iΜ·fΜ·eΜ·,Μ· Μ·mΜ·oΜ·tΜ·hΜ·aΜ·tΜ·rΜ·uΜ·cΜ·kΜ·aΜ·zΜ·
π—ͺπ—˜π—œπ—₯𝗗 π—œπ—¦ 𝝠 π—–ππ— π—£π—Ÿπ—œπ— π—˜π—‘π—§ / 𝗠𝝝𝝝𝗗 𝗕𝝝𝝠π—₯𝗗 /π—¦π—˜π—«π——π—₯π—¨π—šπ—¦π π—‘π——π—¦ππ—–π—žπ—¦π—ͺπ—œπ—§π—›π—›ππ—Ÿπ—˜π—¦ / π—™π—Ÿπ—¨π—™π—™ 𝗬𝝝𝗨, 𝗬𝝝𝗨 π—™π—Ÿπ—¨π—™π—™π—œπ—‘ π—™π—Ÿπ—¨π—™π—™ / π—£π—¨π—‘π—žπ—¦π π—₯π—˜π—‘π—§π——π—˜π π—— ​/ 𝗑𝝝 π—šππ——π—¦ 𝗑𝝝 π— π π—¦π—§π—˜π—₯𝗦 / π—œ 𝗗𝝝𝗑’𝗧 π—šπ—œπ—©π—˜ 𝝠 π—£π—›π—¨π—–π—ž / π—˜π—‘π—˜π—₯π—šπ—¬π—¦π—¨π—–π—žπ—˜π—₯𝗭 𝗑𝝝𝗧 π—ͺπ—˜π—Ÿ(π—Ÿ) 𝗖𝗨𝗠 / π—™πππ—Ÿπ—œπ—‘π—š 𝝠π—₯𝝝𝗨𝗑𝗗 / π—˜π—˜π—ž π—£π—˜ππ—£π—Ÿπ—˜ / π—šπ—Ÿπ—œπ—§π—–π—› 𝝝π—₯ π——π—œπ—˜ / π—šπ—Ÿπ—œπ—§π—–π—› & 𝗖π—₯𝗬 / π—šπ—Ÿπ—œπ—§π—–π—› 𝗠𝗬 π—Ÿπ—œπ—™π—˜
G̷U̷T̷Z̷ ̷b̷y̷ ̷W̷a̷r̷l̷o̷r̷d̷ ̷C̷o̷l̷o̷s̷s̷u̷s̷,̷ ̷T̷e̷d̷d̷y̷ ̷S̷l̷u̷g̷z̷ ̷ 🎧
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glittergroovy Β· 8 months ago
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icewallowmen Β· 2 months ago
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I need attention 🀭
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arl3kinka Β· 3 months ago
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rattober, day 1 β€” blurry rat
(first day and I'm already late uohoo!)
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wraithsoutlaws Β· 1 year ago
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boss battle tag team
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s0fter-sin Β· 1 year ago
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metalhead ghost who’s been in moshpits since he was a kid and is now a veteran of the scene and the self appointed look out. he keeps an eye out for anyone falling or passing out, kicks the shit out of anyone crowd killing or putting their hands where they shouldn’t
and he’s been keeping an eye on the punk in the kilt since he saw him throw himself headfirst into the wall of death
he looks like the type to start shit - loud and aggressive as anyone else here but a punk doesn't end up at a metal show for no reason - but there's also something niggling at him that he's gonna end up getting himself hurt. and ghost can’t tell if he’s going to do it on purpose
if he does, ghost needs to know. he uses these places as an escape - the music, the violence, the community - always has and he knows all to well how easily an escape can curdle and become destructive. he’s seen too many people lost to the darker parts of the scene, almost lost himself to it; he doesn’t want it to happen to anyone else if he can help it
so when he sees the punk sweating his mohawk off, his movements becoming looser and uncoordinated, he has no issues with yanking him out of the pit and pulling him away from the crowd; pushing him up against the venue wall and ordering him to open his mouth
the glaze that falls over his eyes concerns him even as he obediently lets his mouth fall open. he was right; the punk’s severely dehydrated, tongue and gums far to pale and along with the look in his eyes, he half-thinks he’s about to drop
he reflexively tightens his hold on his jaw to keep him up and the punk shivers, a flush creeping up his neck. an almost confused arousal joins the haze in his eyes and ghost smirks beneath his mask
looks like metal shows aren’t the only thing the punk is new to
#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#ghost has a split tongue bc i said so#and soaps mohawk is overgrown and fluffy as hell running down the back of his neck#once ghost forces water down his throat soap comes back online and is his usual self and ghost starts to like him even more#he likes having someone that can go toe to toe with him#i wish i knew more about the scene so i could expand this but i dont know shit about punk or metal culture lmao#i do know itd be mid 20s soap and late 30s early 40s ghost and soaps just self destructing#wanting to be an artist but hes being strangled both by his family who think its a waste when hes so mathematically smart#and by the artistic community who hate his pieces for being too chaotic and non traditional#ghost keeps running into him at shows and he recognises that self destruction all too well#and he sees him declining and knows if he doesnt step in no one will#he was a drug addict after getting caught up in abusive relationship with roba#and it was only his brothers death that pulled him out of his spiral#he doesnt want death to be the end of this spitfire punks story#soaps also got that classic catholic guilt internalised homophobia going for him#hes only ever known the bad parts of the scene he didnt know there was anything different#until ghost introduces him to price and nikolai whove been together longer than hes been alive#and to gaz and farah and alex who make no secret of their love for each other and soap realises just how deprived he is of healthy love#not when his parents barely stand him not when his sister only got married when she fell pregnant and they forced her into the church#with a man she hardly knew just so they could keep their reputation#just ghost showing soap theres more to life than violence and hatred and theres so much love for him to discover#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post
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endorphinentzug Β· 1 year ago
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lonely days
wasted nights
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queen-of-vees Β· 30 days ago
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From last night's Voxtagram post... @poisonedspider last night was a blast.. its been so long since I got so wasted I've had to take a day off work.
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Art done by @raspberry-rampage (I wanted to fit in thier tag but it got cropped out.. the full image is below!)
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hold-him-down Β· 7 months ago
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"He'd had a bad day and just needed something to make him feel better."
(for the five sentence prompt thingy for belleview)
from this ask game
β€œHe had a bad night,” one of the volunteer nurses is telling Lincoln, β€œand he just needed something to make him feel a little better.”
Lincoln stands with the volunteer outside the door to River’s room. The muscles in his jaw ache from how hard he bites down, but he’s careful to keep his temper in check.
β€œCome on, Doc,” the volunteer is saying. River’s hands cover his face, and his body, now absent the typical barely-contained aggression, shakes with every deep, even breath he draws. He finally sleeps, over forty-eight hours after Lincoln took over this site, but it’s at a cost.
Lincoln rolls his shoulders to forcibly release some of the tension he’s holding as the nurse reviews the overnight attending’s orders. This is already done, Lincoln reminds himself. And there’s a part of him, a part of him that he’s learning to despise, that thinks maybe the attending made the right call.
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1794 Β· 4 hours ago
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given that I'm literally already an active stimulant addict I don't think it would be wise for me to even dabble in non-prescription uppers but I feel that I'll die unfulfilled if I never get a chance to try coke
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lizzygraant Β· 3 days ago
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