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what . what do you mean being fixated on OCs means I have to create content for them . wagh
#want to see new content of them so bad#but then remember only i could create that new content#i am a one person fandom /silly#thoughts
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this is somewhat of a vent post & something i said i would not do again but has been plaguing me enough that i think getting it out might feel better. so. has anydoggy else been. Baffled and upset by nora sakavic’s refusal to speak on how terribly aftg has treated its characters of color? with the author of the series coming back with a new book and starting up on her online activity again, and questions of what she’d change about aftg bubbling up, it’s particularly glaring to me that we are all playing this very long game of pretend where we ignore how badly the non-white cast has been treated & her lack of thoughts on it
and i understand not wanting to bring up nicky and thea because people pick on her for it. i’m not trying to discredit nora sakavic’s terrible history of getting harrassed online by aftg fans. but i think it is very cynical, and it is very juvenile, and most of all very cruel, that she gets to ignore the very real ways the books have set up these characters to be hated. i think it’s obvious why the characters who get the most hate are the only canonical characters of color, and i think we do not get to treat this like a deliberate decision on the fandom’s part when the books have put these same characters in degrading and embarrassing and terrible positions in the first place. aftg is not a story about nice characters with clean pasts, but there is a very specific nastiness to the only characters of color being a brown man who sexually harasses and later assaults the main character, a black woman whose only scene is her lashing out at her love interest after being ignored for the first two books, and the japanese villain who gets maybe two lines of complexity before he goes back to being a terrible person. the white cast, in comparison, while not at all free from flaws, are never shown to commit mindless evil; all of their actions are ultimately justified. the book goes out of its way to give them concession after concession. we know exactly who to side with, because aftg tells us who these people are. does nicky’s assault ever get addressed in the books? does riko’s reasoning to be the way that he is ever gets more than briefly aluded to? is thea reserved even a shred of humanity or grace in her one scene?
anyway. it’s been years of talking about this and the fandom has been constantly hostile to criticism in this regard, and more recently any criticism at all, and it’s Grating to be on the other side of this discussion. it’s exhausting to know that in ten years we do not get even an acknowledgment besides the author saying she will not answer questions about nicky and thea anymore. it’s upsetting and it’s ugly and i wish no one had to talk about this again, but we do because what i thought was common sense has been washed away by a sudden influx of no-nuance adoration for the trilogy. basically i hope we all explode
#this has been so upsetting to notice but 🥹whatever#there is a different kind of bitterness to thinking about how ten years have passed#and we are getting new content that changes and maybe even rectifies many of the ways we see and interact w aftg#and none of it not a bit of it addresses the racism#how it’s been ten years and the only thing we really get to show it is a book about a ship between two white men the fandom came up with#after seeing them be Suggested to interact in canon#i understand not wanting to hurt nora sakavics feelings by asking her about this#but imagine how tired we are. Imagine how tired we are#do you know how bad it feels to read through nicky’s worst moments in aftg#and know that he was written this way because he looks like me?#do you understand how exhausting it all is. can you imagine?#the fandom has been so quick to undo the criticism fans of colors have been making since day one#and for what. for what! my doves. for what?#have we come out of it any greater? have we done anything but lie to ourselves?#and anyway this is not some mindless pessimism#this is not me telling you that aftg is bad and you cant love it; cant have it mean anything to you#this is me saying that when we acknowledge these things it makes us better readers and better people#nora sakavic if you are reading this from whatever hellhole america you find yourself in#grabs you by the shoulders. This is not the end#this is not something to sit back and feel bad about#you have opened the floodgates of hell with tsc. kick the door in and release a revised version of aftg#there is a real material way for you to make this better. it is possible and it will not kill you#i would read a revised aftg. my mutuals would. many many many many fans would#making mistakes is not just a human right its a human inevitability#but we do not have to let ourselves get defined by them. We can do hard things#lets go of nora sakavics shoulders. anyway. where were we#aftg#txt#tsc
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i am so so interested in house for the doctors and their personal lives and the medical stuff is cool and all but this feels like the slowest slow burn of all time
me when i’m trudging through the mud (actual medical drama plot) to find what i’m seeking out (the 5 minutes worth of plot surrounding house, wilson, cuddy, and all the other doctors per episode)
#guys i LOVE THIS SHOW#and i’m glad it’s so long because i won’t be able to binge watch the entire thing in like 2 days (that’s how it usually goes)#(i cannot just like something a normal amount)#but i’m LOSING MY MIND#i want to see more hilson and i want to see more cuddy plot and i wanna find out who tf thirteen and amber and all them are#i’ve heard some sort of murmurs surrounding the new doctors that come in and i want to SEEEEEE THEMMMM#but 99% of each episode is a medical drama#serves me right#who knew a medical drama would be mostly dramatically medical content#ok i’m being sarcastic i truly do love this show but i wanna see the outside plot so bad rn#i gotta sift through a ton of medical patient filler though lol#laur says stuff#laur rambles#house md#house m.d.#house#mouse bites#more mouse bites#greg house#gregory house#dr house#james wilson#dr wilson#lisa cuddy#dr cuddy#malpractice md#hatecrimes md#hilson#house x wilson#wilson x house
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Officially published order testament image…
#also more than 1 official* human testament image! yay.#i gotthis volume cuz i saw an old blog post accusing this chapter of copying a different chapter and well.#yeah theres 2 very similar panels but like whatever. the otherchapter didnt have this…#its based on testament’s xx ending where dizzy dies and they have a joker moment#but in the chapter sol swoops in and stops them from killing johnny. tch. fine. whatever…#and dizzy is just fine i guess. its okay.#but well maybe i want to see them kill. a little. is that so bad.#ggxx ohzora comics btw. i tend to ignore those cuz they usually just focus on the new xx charas and well i want My gear.#but i had confirmation of a testament chapter… so i got it…#*these things are licensed but arcsys just kinda let people do Whatever the fuck in them. not canon yadda yadda#but theyre cool. and they should do them again. the amount of content in the x/xx era is so fucked.#the kat goes meow#gg
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Anyone else think short form social media based on algorithms designed to promote topics that create more engagement instead of more joy, the idea of fast fashion but conveyed through social media, and the fact you can monetize suffering and outrage better than ever has largely resulted in the death spiral of media literacy and the mass emergence of bad faith readings?
#I may be venting a lil but god it blows my mind#fyp is a blessing and a curse because i don't think ppl were ever meant to be subjected to this many ppl at once#god i took a bird site hiatus for weeks and now BARELY check it and it already feels like a hit#oughhhhh#even fandom spaces have hugely incorporated marketing and networking into them bc of cmms and sponsorship and building portfolio#which would be fine tbh if it weren't for the way socmed is designed#now it's like you can't support too many ppl or else you're shadow banned or you have to make yourself palatable and marketable#and websites with threads in which people will only read the first post before qrting because ratios are seen as five minutes of fame#features that permit beating an algorithm are locked behind a paywall that promises you money if you go viral#and what goes viral is usually incendiary content meant for those ratios or trends. whether for or against OP#even in hobbyist spaces the climate has changed so much due to the monetization and marketing and just. ugh#not to mention side accounts dedicated to gossip in this new priv account culture like...idk#if you have to make another account so you can make fun of a friend on main with selected priv friends it just doesn't sit well with me#and not every priv account does this but enough do and it makes me tired#unsolicited hate comments are still as bad as they used to be on ff dot net except now people openly are proud of it more#why do most socmed feel like passive aggressive sticky notes on high school lockers#there is so much more I could say about everything that has left me weary about the internet but I don't know the time or place#and I don't want anyone to think this is about them because it's a general statement. though if you are doing the more inflammatory things.#maybe rethink that. it's not good for anyone else and it's not good for you either#I keep coming back online to check on ppl and see art and I *know* it's draining for my health every time#but I feel a lot better now that i use socmed less overall. and that I try to focus on what makes me happy#it just sucks seeing so many people i care about endure absolutely wild struggles bc people online do not care.#I like rambling in my tags because this is the only place I ramble except my personal journal and to my wife
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I'm really not used to people paying attention to me, I just sort of lost most of my wrestle fandom friends in the past year or so, and I guess I just want to say hi? Thanks for being here? I've gotten more followers in the past week than I've gotten in several months. 💚
#I'm just a girl#who has been writing about a rarepair for the past year#in my own little corner#and suddenly we are getting so much content for them#that i never actually imagined we would get#and it’s really weird to see just because i have felt pretty isolated for quite some time#i had no agenda i just like them#so i wrote for them#and now somehow we are getting this feud#like i wrote over 40 fics with zero content#just being really single-minded#and now I'm actually kind of ????#what do i do with actual content?????#to work with?????#i know people in this fandom hate me#i know people wish i would shut up lol#or write something else#i really don't know what to do with that#all i ever did was write stuff i wanted to write#i have a really bad headache i probably should delete all of this#but I'm really excited to hopefully get even more content!!!!#and I'm sorry if im annoying#you can always unfollow me :)#but new friends hi I'm really excited to see you!!!!#i hope we can enjoy this next month of content together! 💚
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Our fandom whines about the lack of nuance and critical thinking, but then fails to comprehend the complexity of human emotion when it comes to seeing something you like being ruined or executed poorly
#literally wish i didnt see so many complaints about people being upset that go in the fashion “why do you watch it if you hate it”#dudes. this is such a basic experience#people will see what they want to see applies to media. people will take from this what they can take and can cope with#tf. this is so wild. we go through ten stages of fucking grief in fandok drama and then learn nothing from it and start again#with not just complaining but straight up direct jabs at people “why do you watch it then if you hate it so much”#my gods people are allowed to complain about being unhappy with genuinely bad adaptation decisions wdym#it literally costs you nothing to exist on this platform#i'm sorry guys but when someone complains about their favourite show it is a basic thing to do and is expected when new content drops#but when you complain about them complaining you go out of your way to stir shit up#so many dramas here started because some of us could not shut the fuck up and ignore someone doing something in their own space#control your platform and the experience here. SCROLL PASSED THE POST. IT'S FREE#like genuinely. there is NO reason to get annoyed at people for something that happens all the time. people complain. and they will complai#don't bother fighting me. i stand by what i said#lena goes off
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The amount of Dazai mischaracterization in this fandom is CRAZY
I’m not tagging this with a thing because I don’t feel like getting jumped today but whew I was pleasantly surprised at the amount of people finally realizing that Dazai doesn’t actually give a shit about Sigma past “this is a person -> this person became involved in a dangerous situation -> the right thing to do is my best to try to keep them alive” NOT “I must keep this person alive because they matter a lot to me personally and I would be very sad if they died or got hurt” 🥴 plus also the fact that Sigma is useful to him for information, I do think he would’ve tried to keep him alive even if he wasn’t useful, but NOT because he cares about him or has some sort of personal interest in his well being 💀 (he also would probably not have tried as hard if sigma wasn’t useful)
Like that’s so crazy to me do y’all even know who Dazai is 😭😭
Anyway like I was saying I was pleasantly surprised and then those people started showing up with their pitchforks and now I’m back to having very little faith
#just needed somewhere to rant#why do you guys want Dazai to be a goody goody so bad#DAZAI?? caring about a man he met 10 minutes ago???#PLEEEEAAASE be so serious#he barely even cares about (redacted for my own safety)#I saw someone say well I’m insert mental health stuff here and I met someone new and cared about them quickly#like okay??? lmao 💀💀#who cares???#you’re not Dazai???#but wait 🤔🤔 ohhh I see#you’re projecting#now that makes more sense#please separate yourselves from characters when you’re analyzing CANON content#okay I’m done#believe it or not I have more controversial opinions#but this is so ridiculous#the funny part is as SOON as I saw that panel I told myself#watch them twist this to make it seem as if Dazai is worrying about sigma#AND I WAS RIGHT
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only way i'm accepting the apology video that's no doubt going to come from watcher in the next few days is if ryan and shane decide to throw steven out altogether
#this is a joke but it also isn't#i do believe the paywall was mainly his idea as a ceo + he was most definitely behind the decision to hire andrew and that other guy#if you're already having budget problems you don't just go around hiring new people just bc they were your buzzfeed buddies#and you want to go to fancy restaurants eating gold-covered truffle with them#that being said i'm not babyfying ryan and shane either bc even if it was his idea (big if there) they still agreed to it and >#that's just so yikes. i'm so disappointed in them#i've been watching them from the beginning. i've loved them from the buzzfeed days in 2015 and then from the very first episode of unsolved#(i even wrote fics of them they were That Big of a hyperfixation)#i've followed them from day one when they moved to watcher too#as time passed i distanced myself from their content a bit just bc 1) it became a bit too professional and lost that genuine cozy feeling :#and 2) they started pushing steven into most of the content and i always ALWAYS got such a bad vibe from him i literally couldn't watch any#> content he was in. i thought people liked him so i was convinced it was a me problem but now i see people agreeing#and i can finally live my truth. don't be shy throw him out#they'd still have to regain the trust of their fanbase after such a slap in the face but at least part of the trash would be taken out#watcher#ramblings
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What's with all the "Them and Us" stuff I mean. I thought the whole point of this acceptance stuff is realising that despite all the little differences everyone is still kind of similar in the way that they should be granted at least the basic but of respect everyone deserves? Call me naïve and childish but isn't the point of all this to Not have the clear distinction between people who are slightly different? Isn't the whole point to Not have a "Them" and an "Us"?
#been doing a lot of national socialism in history again and idk#something about the goebbels speeches man#i know i know insane comparison but there everything also started with establishing a ''Them'' against a ''We''#that was like half of the ideology you know?#and I don't like seeing stuff like that these days because it's so stupid and actually seems more harmful in the long run#if thid makes sense#now you feel good because you have your bubble of other...idk. socially acceptable level of mentally ill people for example#and you're in this community with people who understand you so obviously you don't want to leave#and thats fine#i just always think it's a bit stranhe when it starts sounding like... you know#there's a lot of memes juxtaposing a very specific symptom of a disorder or something with just ''non mentally ill people'' for example#and I get it its a silly little joke#but words do something and if it's this ''oh they'll never understand they're just not X enough'' it just#i really really can't explain it well but it just rubs me the wrong way#is this silly?#it feels a little silly#maybe I just have too much Nazi ideology in my head but it's this pattern of infighting and the growing comfort with being rude or outright#mean online and the splintering in more and more groups with little sub groups and nobody actually seems to take a step back and look at the#larger picture#because they're all content in their little groups of people who are exactly like them#I'm not even saying I'm exempt from this who knows maybe I am also like that#but I don't really like half the people i see every day and I always feel a little like i don't fit in because with most of them I don't#but I don't really think thats a bad thing because how boring would it be to be surrounded by people who think just like i do#nothing new can come of that after a while no?#I'm sleepy i don't know if I make any sense but I've just been marinating on it a tad...
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because…………… joan being the one pining after abe in s1 but that being flipped around in s2 and that leading to parallel gandhi pining after abe in s1 and that being flipped around to abe missing gandhi…………
#ooohhhh i have never wanted content for a ship i like more in my entire life#just rewatching s3 i keep on noticing all the little things that tie back to them#like abe getting hit by the prepcourse truck and the fact that hes so coddly and possessive of everyone he makes friends with#because losing gandhi just messed him up THAT bad that everytime he thinks hes gonna lose another person close to him#he just completely loses it and immediately grabs and kicks onto whatever action he takes that’ll keep them from leaving him#JSIST LIKE HOW GANDHI WAS TORN AWAY FROM HIM BUT HES STILL SO KIND#HE NEVER ACTED SALTY AROUND JOAN WHEN SHE HAD TO STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH HIM FOR HEALTH REASONS#WHEN HE ACTUALLY REALISED JFK WOULD BE UNHAPPY STSYING FRIENDS WITH HIM AS HIS OLD SELF HE TOLD HIM TO DO WHAT HE FELT RIGHT#EVERUTHKNG ABE DOES IN THE NEW SEASONS IS BECAUSE OF GANDHIS ABSENCE OK YOU GOTTA BELIEVE ME#ok caps offnow’but. even if it’s not real even if it’s only a hallucination or a simulation even if it’s the last time i need to see them#together again i wanWAAGAHAHJFN#wahr ufuckiing ever sandisxh attacks🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪🥪#mine#clone high spoilers
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In the new episode of my adventures in the Haikyuu fandom:
Help me! I have fallen down the rabbit hole that is the Haikyuu text message story fandom and omg why are you all insane. Everywhere else has been fluffed overflow. The absolute whiplash from fluffy heartfelt good characterization to haha everyone is a really horny teenager. I-I-I'm scared of leaving the 2014/2015 bubble I found myself in.
#I would stop seeing these but like these are my trainwreck I can't look away from#There also some good one's tho so everytime I see them in my recommended I keep hoping#Although I think it's reached the bad shit#All the good ones also have the other ship and I know Kagehina is like old news in the fandom but my boys#The flanderzation is worse then Persona Q and that's saying something#Still again there something I can't look away from#haikyuu#haikyuu fandom#do I put the ship tags I mean this is al technically because I wanted kagehina content so uhhh#kagehina#I guess#shouts of the void
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so!! a little housekeeping is in order!!
i'm gonna be here kinda off and on bc i'm going to work on school stuff! and bc my inspiration's been decent, i might reblog a lil spicy meme over on @tvrningon and something fluffy here, though ofc you're free to send in any meme i've reblogged in the past <3 i also have an inbox call that i'll probably work on sometime later today!
and just to kinda share where my head's at, my muse for kny hasn't been very high lately, so i'm thinking of changing my muse list in a way that reflects that. i just!! haven't figured out how exactly. i might categorize the lists by fandom and then by primary, secondary, and tertiary/request. i just want to show that my focus is on chiyo/modern muses, fantasy, and even s.piderverse stuff atm but without shoving all my other muses off the list or into the request category. i can definitely still write everybody!! the muse just isn't there like it used to be.
this doesn't affect many people here, but i may also edit chiyo's bio to make her fandomless again; i just don't interact with hq!! muses very often anymore, and her story isn't one that necessarily needs to be connected to hq!! to work.
i apologize if any of this disappoints anybody btw! i know this blog used to be very kny-centered, and a lot of people followed me for that originally. but i need to do what's going to make being here fun for me, which means changing things. if you need to soft/hardblock me, there's no hard feelings, and i wish you the best <3
#like i said i can absolutely still write my kny muses but they're not at the forefront of my mind rn and changing the visuals of the blog#helped a lot with feeling like i was falsely advertising my kny muses#but i feel like i really need to change stuff more so reflect just how focused i am on other content#chiyo's muse is the loudest it's been for a while and that!! makes me so happy!! i love writing her and tbh would really like#to make her the main muse of this blog#i also want to focus on my lore and fantasy and i wanna see if i can't reinvigorate spiderverse stuff bc i'm still!! very into that uvu#and i just needed to get this off my chest bc i've had it on my mind for a while bc i haven't felt inspired by my kny muses for a bit#once again i'm sorry if y'all are disappointed!! and i'm not saying i won't write them or won't accept new interactions for them#i'm just not focusing on them for now#sorry if i repeated myself a bunch asdf i feel like i'm not saying what i mean clearly and i just feel a bit bad so i'm probably#talking more than i need to asdf#get ready to ramble | ooc
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#feel like venting a bit so don't mind me#I've been feeling so weirdly lately#like I don't know#I feel like no matter what I will never be allowed to be happy#I will always be mediocre in everything I do#I'm a bad artist and my art style is horrendous and it is not improving#people way younger than me are getting better and better and it's fucking me up#I thought by my age I would be a decent artist and I'm not#then there's this whole thing where I feel a loneliness that is just undescribable#I've been alone my whole life and I take comfort in loneliness but at the same time#idk it's hitting me harder as of late#that feeling of being the most unlovable person there is#And I just know no one will ever love me like the way I want them to#like I'm fat I'm trans I'm on the ace spectrum and I'm socially awkward#it's basically the universe giving me the biggest middle finger possible#I'm just condemned to this loneliness I'm supposed to be content with#I don't know I'm just having a lot of feelings as of late#I feel like shit and wish I never existed in the first place#so a classic huh#Wish I could see a psychiatrist and be fucking diagnosed with something#but all the psychiatrist in my city need to be called on the phone to take a new patient#and I'm terrorized of phone calls lmao#what a joooooke#anyway whatever sorry for posting this I'll go back to act like everything is fine again#I'm good at that at least#rent#negativity
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its less that i think old kids properties shouldnt have darker, adult reboots and that they're inherently bad, and more that i think that most of them lack an understanding of why those original works were special and enjoyable in the first place and attempt to overcompensate for it by falling back onto tropes the cw popularized in order to seem more "mature"
#tara says stuff#yes this is about the new scooby show#i wanted to like it so bad but the vibes are just SO off#i rlly like the premise and art direction and character design but uuugghhhh it already seems so overwhelming mean spirited#and i mean like#we've had kinda mean spirited scooby doo content before#but the reason that i think it works for most of those instances#is that its meant to be contradicted by the gangs inherent goodness and likability#like yeah#i'll admit it#as much as i enjoy velma in mystery incorporated she could be way too hard on her friends sometimes-- ESPECIALLY scooby#but the reason that i can overlook that is bc velma still obviously LOVES them a LOT#theyre her FRIENDS#and i just. dont care to see the gang split up when i know its gonna be written like some unrelatable and unfun riverdale bs#like the other times its happened i think it worked bc they leaned into the wackier outcomes and comedic aspects of it#when they split in mystery inc shaggy gets sent to be in the goddamn military and SCOOBY breaks him out#like cmon thats so goofy and silly and fun#but yeah i guess im done rambling now#i just rlly like scooby doo its very special to me and my mom and the good memories i have of us with it make me very passionate abt it
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from the little of the tag i've skimmed it doesnt seem like the shipping scene is very robust here. most art also seems to be of the non-human variety. i suppose i must fulfil my duty as The One Guy™
#wiiild text#again im VERY NEW to the fandom so i could very well be mistaken on any/all of this#and dear lord in heaven do not take this as me blaming anyone for anything. this is just standard small fandom stuff yknow.#not accusing anyone (in general or specific) of “doing things the wrong way”; thatd be really silly to apply to a fandom#just...remarking that i'm probably going to have to do the work myself to see the things i want to see. which i'm very used to lol#from what i can tell there doesnt even seem to be an “official” ship name for rat and mole and.....#i mean im just gunna call it molerat#most content i see of them is just pointing at the canon and saying how gay they are. which is fair; because they indeed are. incredibly so#but most of it seems to stick so closely to canon + nothing else. which isnt a bad thing! its just...theres so much more there could be!!#and its more or less a desert for anything besides molerat; besides the one chief/lesser wease.l/cheryl??? w/e her name is kiss#like where the HELL is the chief wease.l/mole??? /rat??? where the HELL is toad???#where the HELL IS BADGER#where is the art of lesser wease.l fawning over chief like the big loser (affectionate) he is???#where is the ZEST#i guess think of this as my mission statement. granted i dont pull a toad and drop this blog in a week lmao
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