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companionship and understanding happy pride from my beloveds!!
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#kaveh#alhaitham#kavetham#genshin impact#fanart#myart#doodle#at first i was like 'i hope yall don't get tired of me posting so often' and then i remembered this other artist whose art i enjoy-#and they post often too but i love having so much of their art to scroll through so. i'm not worried anymore hahaha#i actually struggled so much w/ the composition here!! but i let it sit for a day and came back to change the frame and now it's fine#and i know i've drawn angst before but when i draw smth like this i always make it a point to depict a kaveh that is exuding happiness#it can be hard to accept yourself and your identity and at least in these pieces i want kaveh to be proof of queer joy#or more specifically. aromantic joy#bc sometimes it can be hard to believe it exists but maybe seeing it can help you believe it's out there#i also don't think i've ever went into detail about my kaveh and why i hc him as arospec? maybe i should do that sometime
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He was about to kill you, Lex. Or divulge something you didn't want me to know.
— SMALLVILLE, "Forever" (4.21)
+ bonus from "Arctic" (7.20):
#smallville#smallvilleedit#svedit#lex luthor#jason teague#lionel luthor#clark isn't in these scenes but they're still very much#clex#sv 4x21#sv 7x20#dcmultiverse#my gifs#'why can't you see what's right in front of your face lex?' god. god. godddd.#I think there's a really interesting discussion to be had (with many potential viewpoints)#re: to what extent lex actually knew the truth either consciously or subconsciously at any particular time#and how much he was just in denial about it (and why)#I'm not really prepared to have that discussion in these tags but like#let's face it - lex figured out that clark had powers all the way back in 1x12#just because clark convinced him he was wrong at the time doesn't mean he just forgot that whole thing#and yet it seemed like the more seasons went on and the more obvious the truth became#especially the fact that clark was so heavily tied to all the alien weirdness of smallville#the more lex seemed to (subconsciously?) push back against accepting or recognizing that truth#I mean that's literally what he's doing in the 4x21 scene with jason#so it's like he both desperately wanted to know clark's secret but also didn't want to know at all#and that's just SO interesting#I mean jesus the 7x20 scene is supposed to be peak evil lex and yet he STILL has to be pushed into accepting the truth#and he does so with his eyes glistening because yeah he wanted to know clark's secret once upon a time but he never wanted THIS#(remember when lex told jonathan in s1 that he just wanted clark to have a happy normal life bc clark was such a good person?#and then he's told in 7x20 that to save the world he has to KILL clark and take that life away from him hahaha [crying] it's fine I'm FINE)#wow I really said 'I'm not prepared to have this discussion' and then just. proceeded to have it anyway huh. lmao oops
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my last two braincells fr
#someone save aragon#i did a version of this a long time ago but It's a Good Idea and i wanted to draw it more funny so! here we are#the last ask i got was for kat and cathy and the prompt was about is that my shirt? you mean our shirt#and then. i got very sidetracked#so like. lowkey this has the same vibes of crack taken seriously <fingerguns>#hhshdgdhd#six the musical#six the musical fanart#anne boleyn#catherine of aragon#oh lmao i saw tags from a reblog saying they remembered the old version and i looked it up#and it's just them standing dumbfounded in the shirt going 'do we rly fight that much'#HAHAHA this is the fun version i suppose
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Fernando Alonso × Unconventional Drinking Implements
#if i had a nickel for every time nano drank out of a trophy id have two nickels. that's not a lot but its weird it happened twice#dont ask me if theres more i didnt have the mental capacity to look up all his podium pics...theres 20 years worth#but if you do have more somehow miraculousy do of course hit me up#this is one of these things i think that youd have to experience by watching a lot of races bcs finding it by keywords is impossible imo#though i did look up various trophies and now i want to make a tier list of trophies by drinkablity 😭#but yeah some people in the tags of the pics i posted were like 'he did exactly what i wanted to do![drink from the big cup basically]'#so this is like: hey! not the first time hes done it 🤭#but like if these are the only two times hes done it thats hilarious#bcs its been 18 yrs so was he suddenly like 'oh my god wait i just remembered what i can do with this'#but like the 2005 is the wcc win so it makes sense why he did smth so over the top#but this one i really really feel like he let the impulsive thoughts win and was just 'this looks like a giant cup....'#not pictured: flavio also drinking from the trophy. he was so indulgent of his boy 🥹#also i wonder if theres footage of him pouring in the champagne in 2023 cause i didnt even know he drank from it until i was looking at pic#cause thats my fav thing about the 2005 one is watching him trying to aim and pour it from way too high hahaha#oh also there is the brazil 2005 gp as well but he doesnt directly drink from it so i dont think it fits well here#but at the same time he really is looking at trophies like 'hmmm how well would this work as a cup'#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2023 dutch gp#2005 chinese gp#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#formula one
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Chasm: Curse of Kaine (Vol. 1/2024), #3.
Writer: Steve Foxe; Penciler and Inker: Andrea Broccardo; Colorist: Brian Reber; Letterer: Joe Caramagna
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Chasm: Curse of Kaine#latest release#Scarlet Spider#Kaine#Kaine Parker#Chasm#Ben Reilly#Hallows’ Eve#Janine Godbe#wow…I think this just about perfectly encapsulates why I’ve felt like this miniseries has been ever so slightly off#I mean beggars can’t be too choosey and don’t get me wrong I’m primarily glad somebody remembered Kaine even existed#it also warms my heart to see Kaine growing into a heroic role#(and maybe I’m just being nit-picky over dialogue but hey this is a medium with limited dialogue space so writers have to be specific#in how they want to convey things)#but this contrast is just so wild#at a stretch I can see Kaine stopping to help civilians#he’s grown quite a bit since he started out in Houston…but seeing him so blatantly gung ho about it is a little jarring hahaha#as for Ben…oh Ben…I know they’ve been trying to establish Ben as vaguely despicable ever since this series opened#with him shaking tourists down for loose change but they can never make me believe that’s the real Ben !!!!#so Ben’s decision here is even more jarring hahaha#remember how Ben Reilly: Scarlet Spider ended with Ben despondent and essentially soulless#only for him to be promptly put «back to factory settings» very soon after in a Spider-verse event? I don’t care if it’s lazy#I hope they do something like that again and we have a heroic Ben back hahaha
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Remember that movie Saltburn. Wtf was that all about lol
#was scrolling back through my lawlight tag and saw a post about it and then remembered#goddang that was a dumb movie hahaha#ngl it sort of ruined barry keoghan for me as well#i just feel uncomfortable whenever i see him now#there were parts of it that were good like it was funny that it was set in 2006#but talk about trying way too hard to be edgy and not really making a great point of any kind either#i dont think it's going to be one that will be well remembered over time#should just watch or read the talented mr ripley instead if you want those vibes actually done well#watch the french 60s one if you dont mind it being overly straight and also want to look at the hottest tom by far#watch the 90s american one if you want it to be a bit campier and dickie to kinda be a more fun character#and watch the new show with andrew scott if you want a gorgeous b&w watch that's very true to the book(s) except for tom being a bit old#p
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I should be giving out selfship agony aunt advice sometimes I feel a little too unserious and unbothered by it all and am very secure in and quite internally validated by my own selfships. however I am thankful for my biggest fans xxx like you do not have to follow my goofy silly fictional boy chronicles. But you do and hopefully part of this is you enjoy my vibe and personality even without the selfshipping. I'm just here to broadcast my massive crushes on guys and fantasise and virtually scrapbook in my e-shrine. me and my fictional boyfriend who loves me forever and ever cause I dreamt us up perfectly :)
#interested in life long selfshippers vs. people introduced via tumblr comm mindsets?#im defs the 1st one by nature and have selfshipped since I can remember I was imaginingggg baby#wonderful to now know people who engage in the things I do! my experience in the comm has been very positive#but I spent more years making and imaginging things for my own personal gratification than I did in public view#so I wonder if this changes how individuals approach the self ship community#for me it's like being in a reddit hobbyist group idk hahaha like cool we all like doing the same thing yaaay funtimes#and a REALLY niche reddit hobbyist group too.#1 thing about me is i feel zero guilt unfollowing or blocking if I feel 1 iota of something encroaching on me having fun#like promise me you will walk away from the internet and log tf off from time to time 😭#i have always had a strong but quiet idgaf im doing what i want to do and like attitude in life so... maybe that's helping 🫤😬
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lol remember when eivor was like "i will not be captive to another man's gaudy design. my destiny is mine to weave." and then she. proceeded to be captive to a man's idea of what she should be and did not, in fact, weave her own destiny because she was too busy following the old god in her head despite having previously expressed blatant disinterest (and that's putting it mildly) in doing so. and then after finally finding safety and comfort among her people after a lifetime of scrounging and clawing for every ounce of happiness she ever got she then proceeded to die alone on the opposite side of an ocean from everyone who ever loved her and who she loved in return.
#normal and not at all ooc!! nothing to see here!!!#are we all just being hit by The Rage at the same time? cause that's what it feels like lmao#hahaha girlbonding (gn)#i don't remember who it was but someone said something that i'm definitely about to misquote#about the way that this ending makes more sense for male eivor (havi) than canon eivor#like a man who decides to abandon everything in the pursuit of knowledge with his past self who was also a dude? yeah sure! whatever#still sucks!! but i can almost see it#but eivor spending the rest of her life obsessing over her past life in which she was a man? feels bad!!#and they could have done some really interesting stuff with exploring eivor's relationship with her gender (gnc king) but they didn't#this was not that. like it was very clearly not written with that intent#and eivor abandoning everyone she loves in service of havi's own ends denies eivor agency in a way that feels soooo fucking gross#and it reeks of 'man writes ending for a character arc that would make sense for a male character'#idek if i'm making sense but like once again#i never wanted or expected a perfectly happy ending for her but jesus christ i feel like not wanting her to end up alone was not a tall ask#ac valhalla#eivor varinsdottir#eivor varinsdóttir#ky posts text#ac.txt
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#biggest regret rn not going to the emaiIs i cant send tour LMFAO#i did also forget general sale was at 10am today but whatever#the prices are not great :DDD so :DDD oh well :DDD not that invested in going to concerts anyway :DDD#i really am like ... not all that invested but it is .... a tiny bit annoying to me personally LMFAO#that she has all these new fans who like nonsense and feather and espresso and pls pls pls (and more ik but i'm being petty) and i'm like#WHITE FLAG <333 DON'T WANT IT BACK <333 RUN AND HIDEEEEEE#i am feeling gatekeepy 😀#where's my ticket just for the fact that i sat there learning the lyrics to white flag and your love's like#and sang them all the fucking time i literally remember this i was on a trip in china learning those lyrics singing those songs#in the shower in the car everywhere#anyway it's fine she wouldn't play those anyway hahaha so#i'll just listen to evolution and be mildly disappointed#lol i rly like don't even care about concerts That much i obviously did not try that hard#and i'm like fine w not going#just in an ideal world#i would be seeing CONAN AND MAISIE THAT WEEKEND WHICH I AMMMMMMMM#and sabrina later that week lol#but . at least i seeing conan and maisie :DDDDDD bc i do have a friend who's better at getting concert tickets than me LOL#the tickets were like $60 or smth like bro and all the sabrina tickets left now are like $200 and more 😭😭😭#sooooo ya i Could get sabrina tickets they're there they're not sold out for my show but no lmaoooooooo#i feel like emails would've been in that conan price range :\#anyway yay i'm not seeing sabrina wooo lol#jeanne talks
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#I’m getting hit with a massive wave of nostalgia now#I remember staying up ALL NIGHT working on changing my theme#I used to play in the html and add things#I looooved adding falling snow during the winter#I remember when having a music player at the top or somewhere on your blog was super popular#but ended up being incredibly annoying#cause half of the people put it on autoplay so when you entered someone’s blog you would get blown away by music#I remember having a whole different page for an about me#I wonder if I still have that up on mine#broooo I haven’t looked at my blog page on a laptop or anything in fucking AGES#I’m embarrassed to think what it might look like but whatever#most of us are using mobile anyway#or at least in my mind we are hahaha#so when I first started a blog I think I was in middle school??? like 12 or 13 hahahaha good times#my first url was SO CRINGE and I’m not going to say it cause I’m 😬😬😬😬😬 when I think about it#and then I slowly got more of a following and started doing smoke videos#I miss that community too :(#making smoke videos and tagging a bunch of stoner mutuals to ‘pass the bong/joint’#and then they would make a video and tag me#awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhh#I haven’t logged into that tumblr in AGES omg#but then I decided to post content and I didn’t want to post it on my original blog in case it got flagged or anything#so I made this blog#and here we are 🥰#but man I have SO many memories from my last blog#i made a friend in Belgium and we sent presents back and forth#I think only once but maybe twice#I still have the bracelet she sent me#can’t believe I’ve been on tumblr for most of my life lmao#but I’ve met SO many amazing people that I would have never have met
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ART THROUGH THE YEARS
From 2010 to 2023, cheeses. I wanted to do a "Decade of Art" a while ago but time passed and... I ended up with a lot more to choose from and compile x'D
Many of these come from my forum fakemon design era, when I moved to DA and did prompt art with OCs for roleplay groups, then mixed with sporadic fanwork and early project ideas. In the recent past 3 years, I started to delve into fancharacters/fanchilds and lots of self-indulgent art plus participating in collaborations and fanzines!
I wanted to do this too to make reminders for myself in the future:
I don't change art styles because I'm insecure or Idk what I'm doing: for each story, character, or setting I try to capture the MOOD and FEELING they have! And so my art will forever be as diverse and changing as all the infinite experiences of life those things NEED from me to portray!
And so, I CAN'T COMPARE MY WORK with others because! NO. This is how I work best and it's alright and I NEED TO DEAL WITH IT. Period.
Every time I enter a fandom and do fanwork, I love putting tenderness in the dark and symbolism between the lines of the canon... and painting a psychedelic madness.
Expressions from head to toe are what I enjoy the most when drawing characters. Even if motionless (like in reference sheets) the character needs to say ALL in just a glimpse.
I doubt I'll ever have a comic of my own, but I will always try to tell stories and character interaction through sequential art: illustrations or doodly comics because I LOVE IT.
Talking about comics: It's my curse and blessing, but trying to make each panel have a different angle and don't recycle them (valid only when mirroring) is my self-imposed challenge haha
I used to do mixed-media (textures, collages, etc) a lot in my old art? So going back to it recently it's a natural cycle and nothing new: what's new is now I have better programs, resources, and skills to go up to eleven and double with them!
... I like drawing characters hugging/being clingy alright, I WON'T STOP DRAWING IT and it's the only pose I will repeat without getting tired of it all bahaha
The range of characters I love is an extension of myself too: from a sweet fluffy bundle of joy to the absolute chaos of a dark entity. Being human is so limiting: WHY DO I NEED TO PUT THAT LIMIT HERE too?
My art is most of the time niche af and that's alright too. I will find my people, I will curate my place. And if I'm the sole enjoyer of my stuff, fair: more for me!
And to everyone who knew me from the start or just joined my art journey recently: I will always be thankful for your presence! Because I can imagine how confused or flabbergasted you can end by following my every step x'D But, sorry not sorry, I'm not gonna change, at all.
To be true to myself is the best thing I can do. And that's a promise I can keep!
#myart#windy drawallday art through the years#long post#decade of art#more like two decades but who is counting hahaha ay#tomorrow I will post the art summary#i wanted to have this first out of my system#i love my art even if sometimes i want to scream to it too#it still stresses me sometimes when i think hard of difficult is to sell my work because i cant keep it consistent#and that makes hard to care for because i fear no one will remember me#but i cant fight it back... and tbh i still love it and i want to embrace it#so thanks again to everyone that remind me any of that!#ONWARDS#10 year challenge#windy how many art styles do you draw? Yes / my art in a nutshell#artists on tumblr
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me internally when i’m trying to respect and recognise that my dad has unaddressed autism that impacts the way he handles social interractions while also trying to not just excuse the shitty insensitive behaviour that has absolutely contributed to my mental health issues
#it’s like. haha yeah he handled that situation terribly but remember it wasn’t intentional and he doesn’t understand how that came across!!#i can’t be mad at him i can’t take it personally and get upset haha. hahaha.#and also it’s like. being autistic isn’t an excuse to be a dick. being autistic doesn’t mean you have to like. emotionally damage ur kid ✌🏻#which i AM. growing up with him has fucked me up!!! and i’m allowed to be mad at that i’m allowed to be upset!!!!!!!!#but also oh god is that shitty of ME??? is that insensitive???? do i need to just be more empathetic and understanding#but ALSO also. when ur a kid that shit doesn’t matter. when ur a kid and ur dad is making you cry that doesn’t matter.#and those years of damage stick with you even when ur older and trying to be mature and understanding#literally this evening started with me trying to do something nice for him. trying to give him a gift. actually literally giving him a gift.#and it has ended with me feeling fucking….. shit.#and disrespected. and useless.#i try so fucking hard with this man and with our relationship and every fucking time i try to connect with him he throws it back in my face#like. hey! you’ve been saying how much you want to play gran turismo 7!!! i will loan you my PS5 for a while bcus i’m not playing anything#and i will BUY YOU the fucking car game for you to play it while me and my mum are away on our girlie beach holiday#like i will happily and enthusiastically do those things for you because you have been so vocal about wanting to play this game!!!#so it will make you happy right? it will be something positive for you to enjoy!!! right?!!!????#i will bring my console down to the family tv room for you and i will send you the money so you can buy the game!!!!#oh. oh you’ve clicked around the main playstation menu for 2mins and then turned it off to watch the news. and then just open ur laptop.#not even gonna buy the game huh. just gonna open ur laptop and zone out and act line i’m not even in the room. oh ok. ok ok.#not even a fucking thank you. not even a HINT of recognition. ok ok. ok. ok. now you’re literally ignoring me when i talk to you. ok. ok.#and like!!!! i know this seems so dumb and minor and insignificant but you have to understand. it has been 25 years of this shit.#25 years of me trying to make this man happy and 25 years of him rejecting all of those attempts.#and 25 years of……. a lot of other shit also.
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#in stark contrast to most of my personal posts this is about me being happy and gay#because i need to just get it out my system bc otherwise i am just going to grab a friend by the shoulders and scream (in joy) in their face#i am dating someone and its really really nice and sweet and cute and like nothing ive ever experienced before#and instead its like every tiny little dream about this kind of thing ive managed to hold onto despite every experience otherwise and ahhhh#the lack of focus on just sex or sex appeal is so nice its like there but as a side thing so its nice and i dont feel like an object#i feel like a human person with thoughts and feelings and interests outside if that and feel safe in that and feel safe that everything wont#just be discarded if i dont want to do that like i feel like boundaries and stuff are an option! without jeopardising everything#and el likes me as much as i like them and wants and sees and communicates that they want something long term and ahhhhhhhh#i just want to cry like holy shit this is everything ive ever wondered about like i have spent so long wondering what this feeling would#actually feel like and its so good and so indescribable and ahhhhhhh#waking up on monday night and seeing them in my bed and cuddling me was just so nice i felt wanted i felt... loved#this all seems so out of left field still i still feel like i just never saw it coming but its so welxome and nice and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#my pessimism is still there but its less loud now its more learning to accept this may not be perfect forever but letting me enjoy the now#crouch speaks#it feels so nice to not be scared and to feel secure and ahhh#also it made me laugh El remembered me hitting on then at the Dgoals release show making them blush lol#i only remember the time i hit on them later at the groles show so its funny i pretty much used the same line twice and it still worked#i cant wait to see them again i cant wait to hold hands in public again i cant wait to be idiots who keep blushing too hard and accidentally#kissing eachother on the nose instead of the mouth because we are stupid and gay and pathetic about it hahaha#just ahhhh i could gush forever how perfect the 2!!! dates weve been on were and the fact they want more and more and ahhhhh#this is so lame i know i just haven't experienced anything remotely like this before and its just... wild#like wow holy shit what on earth i have been so increasingly miserablely depressed and insecure from the shea stuff last year and then this#just absolutely removed all of that i actually feel like a human person again with value
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ok I know this might be hella controversial. But how would Nolan be in an age gap relationship? Like if she’s 6 years younger so a significant gap but she’s super mature and mentally older for her age. Ok ppl are gonna flip at this wording but I genuinely feel like some ppl are just more mature than others naturally. Like if he was 25 and she was 19 but they had explosive chemistry and she’s like his dream girl and super mature and just his type to the T physically. Do u think he’s go for it? And how would he navigate the whole age gap dynamic and would telling his family and friends be an issue since she’d be younger than his youngest sister?
If I have to go off of my assumptions, I really don't think he's one for a big age gap especially if the girls are younger then him, or more like in this case 19 and 25 sounds pretty weird to most and usually at times it is. Probably 3 years younger max, at least for his age now. Just seems like he’d prefer someone around his age or older.
I think his sisters and family and even friends would be really sceptical about it, understandably so. So they'd have to really get to know her and see how she is as a person, she'd probably have more to prove. I'd personally be very sussed out, if my older brother (which i do have) came home and he was dating a girl younger than me, truthfully.
An example of how I feel about this is Kaia Gerber (22) and Austin Butler (32). Austin is 10 years older, but Kaia radiates that she's more mature and does look way older than she is, so it comes off "passable". Though you can't help but think how odd it really is at the end of the day when you really think about everything.
#like if someones 30 and 36 its a different story to 19 and 25#but he really just seems like someone who'd be stand offish to dating younger#it looks worst on his end more then anything lmaoooo#long story short is it impossible he goes for younger#no#but itd be more unlikely#i could even bet he made it a rule to never date anyone near his little sisters age or below it#i wanted to use tyler seguin and his now wife as age gap example but i dont have enough info about it#all i know is he was hitting her up once she turned 18 or some shit LMAO#and I remember her text messages leaked hating his sisters hahaha anyways im off topic#nolan patrick#nolpat#ask#jan '24 subs
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Assuming based on previous ask you're not going for an mpreg interp with Soleil and Siegbert, who do you imagine being the egg donor/surrogate for the babies?
OH im gonna use this ask as an excuse to ramble about some tangentially related stuff, ive got this headcanon that there's some (slightly experimental?) reproductive magic at play :O not that i don't think there would be a surrogate involved, but i like the thought of there being an already existing science for this. as far as the actual surrogate goes, i prefer not using any in-game/named character! i think it gets too complicated, especially with parenting. usually i imagine this isn't an entirely unusual process, and so a """royal surrogate""" of sorts is a role that's filled when necessary. but again, i don't like using canon characters for that role.
#this hc came partially from henry actually!!!#there's SOMETHING of his (can't remember what) where it says he's trying to lessen the pain women go thru during childbirth#and that kinda got me thinking abt reproductive magic attending to solve existing problems#i.e how do couples who cannot physically have kids--but WANT kids--have them#in this setting and time period#i feel like in nohr camilla might be someone who starts specializing in this after the war#alongside her working with orphans and things#i like it for her....#anyway that's probably more of an answer than you expected hahaha#dots answers asks#anonymous
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Variant cover for Avengers: Forever (Vol. 2/2022), #15 by Daniel Hainsworth.
Zoom-in under the cut:
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Avengers: Forever#Cover gallery#Scarlet Spider#Kaine#Kaine Parker#Hummingbird#Aracely Penalba#there they are !!!! somebody remembered that they exist!!! and not just Kaine either but Aracely too!#love them both dearly#although I have heard (very baseless so take this with an infinitesimally small pinch of salt) rumors that the current Spider-Man writer#wants to rope in Kaine and….considering how Chasm went…tengo miedo#I have SO much fear#we would have more Kaine content but if it’s at the price of the level of character warping they’ve been doing with Ben???#…אױ װײ#anyway so there’s my update; we’ll just have to see#also! hi everyone thanks for stopping by on this blog hahaha
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