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“i love being aromantic” i say as i feel my chest cavity rotting from the inside at the unquenchable desire for love in a way that is truly a secret third thing but its not a secret i want to keep it is a secret nobody is willing to listen to and im trapped in a state of isolation of my own making because no matter how much love i have to give it will never be enough. it will never be enough. it will never be enough.
#space.txt#aromantic#its like something gnawing on my bones!!!#i am who i am but who i am is somebody nobody else wants#and do i want to be wanted?#im trapped in a world that will never give me the dignity to be truly happy by myself#financially and culturally! im doomed by the narrative#i look forward and there will be friendships but they will never be enough i feel like a fucking ALIEN#i need to meet another aroace person irl so bad its so fucking lonely how do people deal with this#1k#all the notes on this.. WE WIL BE OKAY!!!#2k
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Shirtless and bloodied Vulcan… any man would cave (I know I would)
Thinks and thinks about him
#stupid code of ethics and stupid candidly sexy vulcan#was too lazy to draw it but I wanted there to be another part#where Spock flirtatiously is like ‘perhaps. but since you are here it would be far more efficient for you to do it yourself. Dr McCoy.’#touches him on the hand or arm#yknow#spones#spock/mccoy#spock/bones#star trek#my art#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#dr mccoy#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy
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Alhaitham likes hugging Kaveh… a bit too much!
#genshin impact#genshin#kaveh#alhaitham#kavetham#haikaveh#kaveh gi#kaveh genshin#alhaitham gi#alhaitham genshin#ness’ art#I headcanon that Alhaitham’s favorite gesture of affection to do with Kaveh is hugging#he is a very simple man#but moreso because he doesn’t want another fallout scenario to happen between them… he severely regrets what happens and so#literally and figuratively Alhaitham doesn’t want to ‘let go’#and he ends up always hugging Kaveh really tightly without realizing it because of this#(much to the detriment of Kaveh’s bones)
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john darnielle will say “no you don’t understand guys, this line was SO bad, it’s literally the worst thing ever i couldn’t even release the song because it was so awful and i couldn’t fix it,” and then the line will be “I've got a Kenmore single-room window unit air conditioner.”
#like. POSSIBLY i’m just biased because i listened to Protein Source of the Future… Now! in my car for eight months#but i did not even BLINK at this line#it still sounds incredibly normal to me even after finding out john thinks it’s bad#it’s significantly better than bones don’t rust and he DID release that one… so.#(this post was actually a secret vehicle for bones don’t rust hate ALL along! bWAhahahaha)#but seriously though i love Midland#i need to post it if no one else has#yet ANOTHER song that john has never played live#hypothetically because he doesn’t want to sing The Line#but like. again… if he ever FELT like it#he should give me 2-3 months notice#just saying…#tmg#the mountain goats
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I think this is one of my favorite lines from the Wraith route because of (imo) how much the meaning changes depending on if you got there via Spectre or Nightmare. For Spectre, it honestly strikes me as a genuine question. Why are you doing this to her? If you're on the Spectre route, you presumably already know the Narrator can't really be trusted, since you had to reject his reward to get here. What are you hoping to gain from continuing to hurt her? For Nightmare, it honestly just makes me sad. As the Shifting Mound describes her, "She desires only companionship, but the only thing she knows is how to hurt." This line feels like a plea from someone who genuinely doesn't understand why you keep rejecting her. She wants to be with you, but she just can't understand how to do that in a way which doesn't hurt you.
#at the risk of getting put on a list there is something tragic & relatable in nightmare#someone who desperately wants to make connections but just can't understand how#anyway wraith is one of my favorite princesses for stuff like this (and bc tragedy aside her route is a riot)#also im sorry if she doesn't say that line if you got there via nightmare#that's how i got her and i could've sworn she did? But i only found footage of her saying it in spectre#slay the princess#stp#stp wraith#the wraith#stp spectre#stp nightmare#side note archetypal/heart#(slash so i don't accidentally tag them)#pointed out on another post of mine that you get wraith via nightmare by killing her and via spectre by leaving her in the basement#in both cases its a rejection of her (rejection being one of wraith's main themes)#which makes me speculate on spectre's ch 3 (which i think we currently have very little info on?)#Trying to run from Nightmare should technically be a 'rejection' as well#but you get MOC from that (and from choosing to stay with her)#imo bc you're just repeating the same inaction which got you into this situation in the first place#you don't want to slay her. you don't want to set her free. So you just leave her there (again)#and so you get MOC where things have only gotten worse and you have no choice left. Because you chose *not* to take action again#So I wonder if spectre 3 will be a similar 'repeating your past mistakes' type of deal#i was skeptical about it coming from stabbing yourself while she possesses you or trying to crush her bones#but it does make sense with that in mind#im curious if it'll parallel MOC#except instead of having no choice but to free the princess you have no choice but to obey the narrator again#maybe you both end up stuck in the cabin forever again?#idk#sorry i probably should've put all of that tag in the post lmao
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Vanha Kauppahalli date: en full, a 2 minute 50 second masterpiece...
Primetime Panthers | 11.6.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2425#the global series is a gift#“alright talk to me what do we got?” with the camera following behind them makes it seems like theyre spies doing reconnaissance#the start to a thriller where they got sent to finland stake out for intelligence#maffhew not even waiting for sasha to answer before hes asks about chocolate#“the purple one you always bring” maffhew has been charmed by sashas leaving choco in stalls as gifts when he comes back from finland huh#you can tell he says that with depravity of a man who finally realises he doesnt need to rely on his supplier he can get it himself now#“uh oh [laughs] okay... what is this?” maffhew was not prepared for all the food to already be ready for him he just hopped off a plane and#expected to have to wait more and did not and absolutely does not trust the situation in the same way you get romantic candlelit-dinnered#and youre like alright whats all this then whats your angle what are you doing#“this is salmon and rye bread 😄” “(with the eagerness to prove hes smart and engaged) so is that 👉” “(charmed) and so is that 🫱”#“ill try your favourite first” GURL RELAX OKAY SETTLE DOWN YOURE IN A NEW COUNTRY JUST CHILL MAN#“salmon and rye bread—thats the famous one 🤓” [sasha nodding along because he has to reassure maffhew but also hes in the middle of eating]#maffhew choosing the most inopportune time and you can TELL sasha is like [swallows quickly] because he wants to answer but also BIG BITE#“herring” “herrin' 🤠?” “eating all this her-RING” no notes#“is this just another salmon on rye bread” he says with hope because he likes salmon but also disappointment (he wants to try more foods)#“different salmon? smoked?” the amount of questions hes askijg because hes so terribly engaged he wants to know and sashas like [shrug]#he has to get an A+ in experiencing finland which is normal to want and possible to achieve#“i still love your country though” and sasha explodes into the mirthful grin ive seen in my life like he just won the damn jackpot#he speaks at 100 mph like please take a deep breath sweetheart youre excitement is papable but PLEASE#THE WAY HE GETS SO UNSURE WHEN HE MENTIONS BARKY HATES THAT FOOD WHEN HE LIKED IT SO MUCH#MAFFHEW YOU CAN GET A PASSING GRADE IN EXPERIENCING FINLAND IF YOU STICK TO YOUR GUNS I PROMISE#SASHA HELP A GUY OUT HERE MAN THROW HIM A BONE#SASHA ONLY LAUGHS AS MAFFHEW THROWS HIMSELF INTO A TIZZY OVER THIS YOU ARE SOOOOOO#the chuckle when sasha mentions he had runebergin torttu in school... id like to know what was funny there#we call out sasha for being too lovesick and laughing at all of maffhews “jokes” BUT HES JUST AS BAD???#“what the hell do i do with this thing?” MAFFHEW HAVE YOU NEVER SEEN MERENGUE IN YOUR LIFE???
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If all of Nahyuta’s fingers can individually move can you make him flip us all off with both hands?
haters gonna hate
(not sure why the outline on his hands have different colors, they use the same texture)
#ace attorney#ace attorney funny#nahyuta sahdmadhi#spirit of justice#brodoroki fucks with models#i never want to touch another finger bone again#even his KNUCKLES have bones
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I NEED THIS. PLEASE. seals. singing to seals. selkieeeees. it'll heal me. let me be sad about the sea and the wind.
#the nearest theatre where this shows is in another country... please i need this movie for my health#can this come out here i'm poor and sad i can't even take a holiday now i need my selkie medicine#honestly i just want to watch this movie#i feel it in bones already i need to let it MOVE ME#the outrun#film#saoirse ronan#thanks for this sersh!
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I'm still seeing a lot of angry takes in the tags about how excessive Watcher's current costs are and how all fans really want, apparently, is "just shane and ryan sitting in a basement" back again. While I do think Watcher is probably spending over budget and that's a real issue, a lot of the takes I'm seeing show a fundamental misunderstanding of how video production works and where costs actually lie. So a few quick things that I just keep seeing that are bothering me:
It was never just Shane and Ryan in a basement. BFU did a great job selling that conceit and making sure you never saw anyone beyond them and maybe TJ, but they absolutely had other crew members with them on ghost hunts and they didn't do all the work on BFU themselves. This Q&A from Season 2 lists 36 people on staff for Buzzfeed Unsolved. It's fair to make arguments that Watcher may or may not need 25 people, but those arguments should not be coming from a place of "before it was just Shane and Ryan and nobody else."
If you don't know how many people are needed to make a professional video from a TV/film standpoint, you will not have a reasonable grasp of why Watcher wants to keep 25 people on staff. Sure, some YouTubers get by with a ring light and a contracted editor. The Watcher team have stated repeatedly that they do not want to work as just YouTubers and see themselves more as a production studio—so why do people keep referencing the YouTube model to understand their business? This is like asking the local shake shop why it doesn't function like the kids' lemonade stand down the block. The item category is similar but they're not trying for the same products or process.
The "gold dusted food" is not the big budget sink you think it is. On most TV shows I've worked on it's normal to partner with businesses that are shown onscreen and work out a deal where the price of the product (in this case the gold food) is reduced or eliminated in exchange for the free publicity. Watcher very likely made a deal with every restaurant it worked with to make the Korea trip affordable for the company. The real budget spends are on things you're probably not seeing but that still matter: camera and lighting equipment is expensive, insurance for that equipment is expensive, business overhead and paying your staff are expensive. So again—it's fine to critique Watcher for the streaming plan and the perceived budgetary issues, but go into this knowing the costs might not be coming from the things you see onscreen.
My source is that I work in TV and film and actually have a clue on how the industry functions. Again, 36 people worked on Unsolved (and those were the people mention in Season 2—who knows how big the team blew up past that in later seasons). Entertainment work is real work, and demands decent equipment, competent staff, and the same types of business and budget problems you'd find in any other business (overhead, staffing, etc.). Feel free to critique Watcher's business model, but first try to understand where that model is coming from and what goals it's attempting to serve.
#watcher#watcher entertainment#rant! sorry! couldn't see another take from someone who clearly thinks video work is just fun and games because “it's entertainment right”#funny how people expect normal business costs and problems for any other career but if it's involved with production they think everything#just magically happens and is made entirely by the onscreen talent. nutso#anyway i think watcher is probably trying its best; maybe got too overexcited; but cares about quality of life for its employees and#wants no one working to the bone. which is admirable! the streaming service was a bad idea but they're not the literal devil like some thin#they're 3 self described idiots doing this for the first time. they backpedaled. i don't see this as the death of the company & i'm gonna#keep supporting them :)
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I’ll never forgive Leigh Bardugo for not allowing David to meet Wylan and Jesper.
He would love their neurodivergent household energy. He would adore talking shop with Wylan. He would spot Jesper immediately and not know that he shouldn’t say anything, and offer to train him instantly. He and Jesper would work surprisingly well together. The Fabrikator who never wanted to fight and the one who only wanted that.
#releasing yet another draft#anyway I want this in s2#I don’t even care abt book canon anymore#release them#six of crows#shadow and bone#sab#soc#grishaverse#david kostyk#wylan hendriks#wylan van eck#jesper fahey#wesper#shadow and bone season two#shadow and bone tv#shadow and bone season 2#netflix shadow and bone#shadow and bone tv show#shadow and bone netflix
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— JESPER FAHEY / gambler, sharpshooter, grisha.
#sabedit#shadowandboneedit#socedit#grishaedit#shadow and bone#jesper fahey#shadowandbonesource#grishaverse#userbecca#userava#ughmerlin#edits#sab spoilers#my boy! we all already knew this so i was happy when they decided to adress it immediately#i wanted to fit the honestly hearbreaking delivery of 'it's not a blessing it's a curse'#but the theme wouldn't work well if i did#so i'm saving that for another gifset#i honestly love him with all my heart let's go grisha#flashing gif /
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"He was looking forward to this journey." "So he can pray over Hoskuld?" "He was looking forward to seeing you," Steapa said, "for some reason he likes you." —Uhtred's Feast, Bernard Cornwell
#aka alfred being a pathetic miserable soul whenever uhtred is not in the same room as him#which is so funny because alfred looks both independent AND codependent#almost a “i want to be alone but not lonely”#which i feel deep *DEEP* in my bones#AND#i love how uhtred is so clueless about all of this#i have more to say about it but my brain won't connect SOOOO#another day#the last kingdom#michela's gifs#beocca#uhtred#steapa#tlk alfred#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#alhtred#ian hart#alexander dreymon#adrian bouchet#david dawson
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When Aleksander was thirteen he expressed fear and concern of forgetting his name because he spent so much time pretending to be someone else:
What if one of the reasons he entrusted his real name to Alina was because he wanted someone to know it, so that it wouldn't be completely forgotten? It was a time of war and he quite possibly wasn't sure how things would end.
What if he died?
And if he died, who would truly remember him? The real him? His real name.
So he confided in Alina. He exposed his real self to her and entrusted her his name. Just in case, so if he died someone else would remember it. All his life it was kept a secret and only his mother knew it. But at this point of the story he doesn't know where his mother is. He probably thought he would never see her again or that she was dead. By giving his name to Alina it was perhaps a way to make sure that it wouldn't be entirely lost.
Almost but for Alina that he chose to carry it and remember it. It's not entirely gone and someone could whisper it as he lay dead.
This has me shedding tears and I won't recover...
#it's just another possibility that I never knew I needed 🥲#he just didn't want to be forgotten#the darkling#pro darkling#aleksander morozova#pro aleksander morozova#alina starkov#darklina#pro darklina#alarkling#pro alarkling#ruin and rising#demon in the wood#shadow and bone#grishaverse
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For Requestober, Req.2
HP!Gaster with Nny clothes, not a specific fit, just that it's Nny's. I always wanted to see that sjsjdj
Day 4 - Perfect fit, barring taste
#My art#Requestober#UT#Handplates#Gaster#I'm sure Alphys was instrumental to this happening lol#They find the whole ensemble in the dump and Gaster makes a comment about how it's ratty enough to belong there haha#I would say this is my go-to Nny outfit but I do actually have a small handful huh :0#Edgar has such a cartoon character closet compared to how I style Nny haha#But I Have drawn him with his hips out more than once! I think it's a Look#Didn't include a piercing or eye shadow but that'd probably be a bit too much to ask of Gaster lol#Finally someone skinny enough to fit in Johnny's clothes without pulling the seams!#Even with skeletal magical bodies filling out their clothes - I assume bone-tight clothes wouldn't be uncomfortable :0#I mean we've seen Gaster in tights lol#I did have a rather inordinate amount of fun having his hip bones stick out Quite that much hehehe#The whole pose came together really nicely I think! :D His elbow resting in the intersection of his legs especially <3#Contact points yay ♪#Had fun with the design on his shirt as well :) Something of a premonition here hehe#In that case he ought to have his Lost Soul head but I wanted to draw his intact face! Maybe another time#It all suits him oddly well huh haha
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#my art#scritches#hi would you like a bone man#randall tier#saber tooth tiger#bones#skulls#body horror#hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#i imagine him still being alive as this creature. like more monster than man but living his best life#but also this ended up being more inspired by randall tier and less him Exactly#i have another drawing on the way thats more of him as a character#i just wanted to draw some bones#sndbfvvgdhsj
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I always think well if I dated a man, I wouldn't feel as insane. I wouldn't feel so awful or jealous. And then I remember why I came to the conclusion that I'm a lesbian. I just wouldn't care if it were a man. I just can't bring myself to care about men like that 😔😩😭
#personal#I've definitely been like oh hes paying attention to another girl thats a shame :((( about it like damn you were supposed to pine for me#forever and ever#but its never like I'm going to kill someone over it. I don't feel sick about it. I don't feel bone crushing sorrow#😭😔#but I feel like maybe I experience comphet a tad? because I look at cute couples like jenna and julien#or jessi and ty and wish to have that. like i want what they have so bad but also that will never be me because im gay#i wish there was more lesbian and gay rep in media#god does not LIKE ME . he said here is. bad parents who hate you. here is bpd and other undiagnosed issues#and other undiagnosed issues that were probably half the reason you felt so isolated in your high school experience. thanks to bad parents#here is 🩷 COMPHET!!!!!!!!!!@@ you're actually GAY and those boys you were crazy for? yeah . they were cute and all but thats IT#NO emotional connection!!!! none at ALL!!!!! 😍😍😍 you also don't feel sexually attracted to them either ♡#but what DO i feel for men?? just comphet? I feel something I think but its not love. its not a craving . its like#I want to be worshipped by a man and then tell him no 🩷 i want nothing to do with you but you should like me actually#??????????????????#does that make me a bad person? do I care if it does? I mean
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