#waking up to my cat sleeping next to me
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today my cat purred and you know what life is okay
#poets on tumblr#love quotes#poetry#poem#depressing quotes#love#lovely#lost love#excerpt from a book i'll never write#writing#waking up to my cat sleeping next to me
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i miss when i got a full uninterrupted sleep daily
#living with jade and sleeping in their room us nice only to be close ro them#otherwise i really really really hate it lol they snore so much and thendoor is kept open and uts soo fucking loud downstairs and#jade will just wake up occasionally slme days and move around for hours adkusting positions and wakjng me up every time or j#just hours of coughing as loud as possible without muffling it at all#or hours of snoring#and rhen they wake up too much and are awake from the day now even if it's two am and theyre gonna pass out at 12 now snd fuck up any plan#we have for the next day#and if its not jade its the cats#or my mom#i miss when i could just fucking sleep for eight hours without anyone or anything waking me up#i am also a very light sleeper and im fucked when im awoken lile this so hopefully I can fall back asleep haha its 3 am haha#textpost#kill me now pls#this is a form of torture#and also i feel guilty whenever i jyst go back to my bedroom
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reese just knocked two of my plants off the windowsill and did major damage to the plants and obviously spilled dirt all over the floor. at about 11:30 pm and one of the pots was fairly heavy so it made a loud ass noise i've never been so mad at him in his life and there's nothing i can do about it ☠️
#i was so on track to get a decent amount of sleep too oh my fucking god#he is fucking up the curtains too because he keeps grabbing them with his claws which i need to trim#they weren't even next to each other i have no idea how he knocked those down but not the ones that were between them#i'm so upset they were both doing pretty well but he broke off most of the oxalis stems and snapped one of the gynura stems at the root#little fucking bastard will not even experience any consequences because he is a cat and weirdly this somehow did not wake me up right away#he doesn't usually knock them over idk what the fuck he was doing i hope the noise scared him off#me
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Having elderly animals is fucking scary.
#cats sleeping next to me so i reached over and pet him. typically he shifts or something when i do that#he did not. so i shook him. did not wake up. began to panic#pressed my hand against him and felt him breathe. fuckers just in a deep sleep#his birthday is somewhere around late may early June. we say its june 9th#dudes 13#ish
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my cats arent here anymore!!!!!!! They really realy arent !!!! What the fuck!!!!!!!!
#i miss them in a way thats so hard to explain#every night i dream they came back to life lol. like not that they didnt die#but specifically them coming back to life. like i dream of their little dead bodies slowly waking up#and i nurse them back to life and now i have 2 cat zombies ...#also every morning i feel they are sleeping next to me. all the time i hear their paw-footsteps around the house..#their existence was such an important part of my days for the literal majority of my life#so my senses still havent full adjusted to the reality of them not being here anymore#of them not calling me to feed them and play w them and pet them and lie in the dun with them.#just saw a short video of luli rn and cried. i cant believe hes not here i cant believe his brother titi is not here
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#I'll put depresso talk in the tags to spare innocent bystanders#I just cannot figure out if the little cat is done for or not#like sometimes she seems better and is meowing super loud bc she wants to go out#and then other times she just seems... idk i look at her and im like is this it?#are you going to go to sleep and not wake up?#the most frustrating thing is that she was always skinny since she first wandered up to the door#and one day she'll love food and then the next she does not go near it#like treats that she would decimate one week the next she wont even look at and then the week later she will#she ate some chicken breat i cut up small today so shes not totally empty but shes def not interested#is this the normal thing she always did or is it like the same thing with my old dog#like its impossible to tell if shes just being her weird self + recovering from last week#or if its like something more serious#i looked at the paperwork the vet gave me and turns out they never did a blood test so ??????? wouldnt that be the first thing you'd do#idk man its just worse than not knowing for sure#if i knew there was no hope id be sad but its an answer#as of right now its just an unknown quantity and i dont know what to do for her#whatever shes going back to the vet tomorrow hopefully they'll at least give her some fluids since shes not drinking enough#and check her teeth and just see whats happening#Honestly after watching my Nana horrifically die in march I really dont want another death this year#especially since this cat kinda showed up not long after my nana and was a bright spot#like i wish she could just be healthy and happy
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Living with a cat is so funny I really go to sleep and there’s just a little friend in my bed sleeping with me cause he’s feeling it.
#my stuff#cats#I like going to sleep with Pauli somewhere around#and I also like waking up and he’s on the foot end or next to me curled up and sleeping#sometimes I wake up and feel like a bus drove over me cause he’s sleeping on my chest and he’s heavy#but that’s okay he lets me relocate him when it’s too much
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cw pet loss in the tags
#this past week has been fucking awful#i lost my cat last sunday#and today i lost my dog#i used to have 3 pets in this house and now i only have one#both of my pets did not deserve to die the way they did#they shouldve lived longer lives#my baby#sinatra#he was only 4#and my baby that ive had since i was 13#she's seen me through highschool#she saw me through college#im supposed to graduate next week#and she wont be home for me to greet anymore#ive had nights where she wouldnt sleep on my bed#because she was hot or whatever the reason#now i have to deal with her not being there at all#ive gotten so used to her on my bed for years#to waking up to her right beside me#never leaving my side until i had to leave for other thjngs#now shes left my side forever#my chest hurts#im finding it hard to breathe through my tears#i cant sleep#my baby was just 10 years old#she had health issues#which is why i knew she wouldnt last too long#but man.#it still hurts#im trying to sleep but i cant
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pls let me have a good sleep tonight 🥲
#the cats have been waking me up early lately except for last night#when my cr*mps woke me up at 245 this morning 😵💫🫤#they were p bad too didn't get back to sleep for almost an hour and i had to be up for 7 🙄#no work for the next 2 days tho hopefully i pass my driver's test on thursday 🥲🥲
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I’m so envious of small children who uncomplicatedly fall asleep and sleep through the night
What’s their fucking secret???
#I gotta have my cat sleeping next to me#my fan on no matter the actual temperature#two blankets#4 pillows#plus a small pillow for minute height adjustments#complete darkness unless it’s daytime at which point I will fall asleep easily#gotta have zero thoughts on the mind (which is always a problem and rarely achieved)#and all the stars have to be aligned#and then maybe I will fall asleep for 5 hours and wake up with a muscle strain
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what would you do if you could sleep?
sleep????
#have my cat next to me warm under blankets with the weight of them#then probs have a night terror tbh#im on a med that lets me sleep through them but I still have them and wake up not feeling so great#but before the med I wouldn’t know what was real#once in the terror the back of my head was blown off and I had to wake up my grandma to make sure it was still there#my terrors are always violent and dark#last one was a mass casualty event happening before my eyes
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#i literally won't be able to sleep until after my cats appointment#even then if i pass out i need my phone on max volume for the ultrasound results#absolutely terrified to wake up in the morning (if i had slept) to find my cats lifeless body#i mean... that's what happened when i was told about my sisters death - shaken awake by my devastated mum#it's extremely triggering#her anniversary is next month too#i already hate November and want to cancel my birthday#if i lose my cat now i think i'm gonna truly kmslmfaohahahahaha#delete soon#ignore me
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I love my dog but holy fuck
#Context: He normally sleeps in my mom's room but tonight she wanted to be animal-free so she can sleep in#And he just. Won't stop whining if he's not crated and won't stop moving in his crate which makes an irritating scratchy sound from his nai#This has been the last 4-5 hours. We are at the wee morning nearly. This is like half an hour from when I normally wake up#My cat is next to me really doing the heavy lifting tbh because I'm so frustrated I'm tempted to just sleep on the damn couch#ramblings about nothing/everything
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also my sleepings getting bad again and ik its my fault for just..not being able to fall asleep. but i do hate it yeah
#and its right when ive decided i want to start tacking on my tooth routine to my cat taking care of routine#but the issue of course is that i usually stay up a bit past 10pm when i feed the cats#and currently ivebeen sleeping at 3-4am waking up at 7am from being cold being miserable until 10 feeding the cats passing out and waking u#at 1. which i hate . a lot#idk. i suppose i should wait to add teeth onto my routine until i get the litter fully incorporated#i try to do it once a day thats the goal but sometimes i get rly bad and i start doing my piece of shit Next time ill do it . im too tired#this morning ill do it tonight. well im watching a show with mother so ill do it in the morning. type thing#but i need 2 work on that bc i want 2 be better....#ig i just need to decide what time of day ill do that bc like#i was scooping it twice a day but there r 3 litterboxes and it took me a while nd often there wouldnt even be like. much 2 scoop#so idk. but i feel guilty for not scooping it as much asim supposed to even tho its being scooped more than it ever has been bc historicall#it just. wasnt. bc. etc#but im trying to be better abt it i am i am i am.#but ya. so currently im able to force myself to get up around 10-1030 (i have alarms set for 10 1015 1030 and 1045) to feed the cats#but its always So insanely bright bc their room is like. all windowd#and it hurts my eyes a Lot esp bc my sleep has been so bad#so i usually rush myself and then get back to safe dark room asap. without brushing my teeth bc of the tired
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I don’t know who’s had it worse this year, me or my baby cat
#he gave me a scare last night and I spent the whole night watching him#shout out to his sister (my middle cat) who slept next to him all night (when she usually sleeps w me)#I don’t think neither of us slept that much and I’m not sure how we’ll be doing once he wakes up too#robiin.txt
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Broke up with my man today for real this time
#we broke up on the 6th#then immediately got back together#i knew then that i was out#like i fell out of love#so since then ive been hanging on#and i was tired of that#and he was manipulative#like swaying my thoughts about the whole breakup#at least we spent one last night together#but it sucked bc his bed is broken and slumps onto one side#and his stupid cat wouldnt stfu#so maybe it was a sign it was the end#i miss the fun parts#like all the dates we went on obviously#but we hadnt been on a date in months#bc he lost his job#in april#since april ive been dating a man who used to spoil me whenever i wished and now its gone#it had been gone since then#im just thinking about it now#Listening to sad music#ill get over it#i just miss the summer of last year so bad#i had a new job and was making a lot of money#so was he#very stable income for both of us but he took such good care of me i never had to worry#we got chilis all the time too#and i remember sleeping so soundly next to him#i never would wake up in the middle of the night like i did when i slept alone#it really felt special during those moments
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