#and today i lost my dog
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#this past week has been fucking awful#i lost my cat last sunday#and today i lost my dog#i used to have 3 pets in this house and now i only have one#both of my pets did not deserve to die the way they did#they shouldve lived longer lives#my baby#sinatra#he was only 4#and my baby that ive had since i was 13#she's seen me through highschool#she saw me through college#im supposed to graduate next week#and she wont be home for me to greet anymore#ive had nights where she wouldnt sleep on my bed#because she was hot or whatever the reason#now i have to deal with her not being there at all#ive gotten so used to her on my bed for years#to waking up to her right beside me#never leaving my side until i had to leave for other thjngs#now shes left my side forever#my chest hurts#im finding it hard to breathe through my tears#i cant sleep#my baby was just 10 years old#she had health issues#which is why i knew she wouldnt last too long#but man.#it still hurts#im trying to sleep but i cant
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Look,, I love all the mob vote options, I won't be disappointed no matter who wins cause they're all good <3
With that said, my vote's going to the Armadillo because LOOK. AT IT? BEAUTIFUL THING?? MAKES ARMOR TO PROTECT PUPPY???? IS ROUND?????? (as round as a cube can be)
Reblogs > Likes, thank you!
#Minecraft#Mob vote#Mob vote 2023#Minecraft armadillo#mob vote armadillo#minecraft mob vote#minecraft wolf#minecraft dog#minecraft art#reblogs > likes#my art#digital art#artist on tumblr#Kinda coping through drawing cute stuff cause I found out today my dog passed on and#um. It just set it#Blasting lost by Amanda Palmer lets gooooo#I'll be ok I'm just kinda trying to cope with silly block creatures#Vote armadillo
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there were times when we understood each other
soukoku + lover of mine by 5 seconds of summer
#bsdedit#usermoh#usergif#usersenka#usermoonz#bxchira#userzuura#usernikki#userzaiba#hyeahbsd#animangahive#fyanimegifs#animangaboys#rohall#rohsgif#rohcreates#soukokuedit#chuuyaedit#dazaiedit#bsdverse#bungou stray dogs#r: soukoku#something something underlying theme of chuuya bringing colour to dazai's blue world#idk#i lost insp for this part way through#and it's been saved in my ps for too long now so i finished it today#but not totally loving it
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"......nothing beyond your own expectations will happen.....nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness, you will wander the darkness for eternity"
their friendship and dynamic personally haunts me
#drawings i did that have caused me personal damage#if you have ever lost someone i hope today is gentle on you#dazai#dazai osamu#oda#oda sakunosuke#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#文豪ストレイドッグス#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr
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this might be weird but the bathhouse episode of WAN really got me thinking about Atsushi’s hygiene because in it he said that he only uses a bar of soap to clean himself, a habit left over from his time at the orphanage. and now i can’t stop imagining Atsushi’s first solo-trip to the grocery store where he had to go and buy stuff for his hygiene
outside of the bar of soap, he does strike me as the guy who would use dish soap for his hair in a pinch because “soap is soap,” or he would buy the 14-in-one shampoo, conditioner, body wash, toothpaste, motor oil, etcetera is. tbh Dazai probably told him to use it (either as a serious recommendation or as a cruel bit, nobody knows). it also wouldn’t surprise me if he didn’t know anything about cologne either and (A) doesn’t wear any, (B) bought the cheapest most basic one available, or (C) was gifted some by Kunikida. tbh he probably smells like whatever laundry detergent he gets, cause that’s the only real scented thing he’s got T.T
but my main thing is.. what the fuck does he buy for Kyouka?? because they live together, and he’s pretty much her primary caretaker, so obviously he’d also be the one shopping for her. but this little girl was mentored by people like Kouyou, Verlaine, and Akutagawa, so obviously she’d have excellent hygiene. but what??? the fuck is he supposed to buy her??????
honestly he’d prob panic and call up like. Naomi or someone. and ask what to get her, to which she’d be like “uhhh shampoo, conditioner, and body wash?? some lotion if you’re feeling fancy???? Atsushi this is common knowledge why are you asking me this.” in the end he’d get her some sweet, cutesy scent like strawberries or cherry blossom, and bring it home and be like “hey!!!! i tried my hardest!!!!!!!!!” and Kyouka, used to the Port Mafia paycheck and Kouyou’s doting, would look at it like “what the fuck is this. thank you dearly but what the fuck is this.”
it’d be many moons until that girl got her hands on some nice perfume, either by getting Atsushi to buy it for her or getting it as a gift from a member of the agency. i could also def see her spritzing her stuffed bunny with her fave perfume
uhm. anyways Atsushi smells like laundry detergent and cheap cologne, and Kyouka, little miss spoiled-by-Kouyou, is surviving as best she can
#i love atsushi so much but this man would be so lost in a bath & bodyworks#‘kyouka what’s shower gel. also what kinda scent is A Thousand Wishes.’#hey guys sorry about this i was in the car for like two hours today and my mind Wandered#and now i have a weird amount of bsd hygiene headcanons#which i will share if even slightly prompted 👀#anyhow hi guys. i’ve started rambling again <3#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bsd atsushi#bsd kyouka#bsd atsushi nakajima#bsd kyouka izumi
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All good things must come to an end, including wonderful old dogs. I am sad to say my sweet little rat dog Momo passed away this week. I helped deliver Momo the day before I started sixth grade and she has been my constant companion since that day. She was just a few months shy of making her 18th birthday!
How do I even begin to eulogize this dog? Momo hated monkeys, loved eating moths, and never really decided how she felt about rides in the car. She was once autographed by an NFL player (who unsurprisingly told 14-year-old me he’d never been asked to sign a dog before), she was nearly killed by a cat after being scratched in the jugular vein, and I once carried her to the top of a volcano. Momo was dumb as a rock, but also unfailingly loyal and fearless in a way that an animal built like a collection of toothpicks really shouldn’t be. She was my bright and present constant, and she could always make me laugh.
Knowing the love of a dog is one of the best things about being a human, and through the grief I am overwhelmed with gratitude that I got to spend 17 years on this planet with strange little Momo as my best friend. I could never thank her enough. Our dogs really are the very best of us. Now please go give yours a big hug for me!
#I googled ‘how to stop crying’ today#wish I could just be sad without all the sobbing it hurts my head#pet loss#pet death#dogs#MomoTheIggy#animal death#grief#sadness#I am lost without this dog
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I WANTED TO SHARE THE MUSIC I'VE PICKED OUT SO FAR!!
I want to keep looking just in case I want to add or change anything but this list is already pretty packed, but as I said I would do last night, I looked for music to use on my phone and have a few songs!! All the songs I'm using are by PeriTune!! I really like their music! Feel free to check these out if you want to! in parenthesis are the albums/singles/compilation and any second set are my own thoughts or trying to explain why that song is in that section!
Mc's house theme: Catnap(Melodic Collection)
Cafe themes!
Coffee_Lounge(Sparkling Sea)
Cafe Musette(Romantica)
Cafe Seaside(Melodic Collection)
Artemis theme: TaishoRoman Theme2 Piano(Romantica)
Sanka theme: Lollipop Lane(Cuddly Moments)
Hyun-ae theme: Laid Back3(Cuddly Moments)
Davi theme: Guitar Melancholy2(Cuddly Moments)
Valeria theme: Laid Back(Cuddly Moments)
Imani theme: Afternoon Garden(Cuddly Moments)
Fritz theme: Kittens Caprice(Cuddly Moments) (I swear I didnt JUST choose this for the name guys, I PROMMY!!)
Archie theme: Silent Witness(Misty Veils)
Good end: Music-Box Pleasant(Misty Veils)
Bad end: Music-Box Sad(Misty Veils)
Cheerful moments
Piano Melancholy 3(Sparkling Snow)(I imagine it to be more of a hopeful kind of feeling)
RetroRoman March(Romantica)
Sugar Sprinkle(Cuddly Moments)
Noway3(Cuddly Moments)
Sad moments
Entangle(Dimly Chamber)
Grief 2(Dimly Chamber)
Rain Drop(Misty Veils)
Romantic moments
Piano Melancholy 2(Sparkling Snow)(Sad romance moments fr)
Alleyway(Cuddly Moments)(This is such a date theme to me idk)
Memories 5(Misty Veils)
Gentle Harp(Melodic Collection)
Time and Pray(Sacred Ode)
Scary/tense moments
Obsession(Dimly Chamber)
Creep(Dimly Chamber)
Echoed Art(Misty Veils)
#☕️-cafe sweet#yandere visual novel#male yandere#yandere#visual novel#yandere boyfriend#yandere vn#I also wrote a bit more for the script last night#which it def needed the start was pretty sudden!#word count is 3676 so far i still need to write MORE!!#I gotta work on the little pocky day doodles tonight since pocky day is so soon#i also have another ask I gotta continue working on!! but i might be slow with it#i JUST lost my dog today so im not sure if im in the best mental state for it rn sadly#BUT I WILL BE WORKING ON IT SOWLY!! Who knows it might even help me!!#but I would also like to fix arty's sprites since i am NOT liking how they're coming along!!#I said I would keep y'all updated and i am here to do that!!
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The man on the radio was last seen with the lost postman ... yep ... he's gorn and done it and gone again! The stand in man on the radio is confused by the buttons ... however ... tis not the usual differently buttoned gentleman, tis another gentleman altogether and he's enjoying himself announcing one tune and playing another. Great craic! Weatherwise we're looking at grey with a hint of rain and the slightest of breezes ... so quite tropical really for this time of year. The traffic lady announces collision after collision and road closure after road closure on yet another motorists' madness Monday.
Today’s groaner: A professor sits with a farmer on a train. Bored, the professor says to the farmer: "I’ll ask you a question, if you can't answer it, you give me 5 euro; then you ask me a question, if I can't answer it, I give you 500 euro, what do you think?" The farmer nods. The professor asks the farmer: "What is the distance between the Earth and the Moon?" The farmer silently takes out 5 euro and gives it to the professor. The farmer asks the professor: "What animal has three legs when ascending a mountain and four legs when descending a mountain?" The professor thinks hard but can't find an answer, so he reluctantly gives 500 euro to the farmer. The farmer takes the 500 euro and prepares to nap. The professor asks: "What animal is it!?" The farmer takes out 5 euro, gives it to the professor and then falls asleep ;-D badoom tish … here all week!!
Mr Snippy is taking it easy this morning. Can't blame him. If I could fit on the chair like that and examine some clothing at close quarters for a wee while, that would definitely also be my inclination. He is blep boy, snoozer extraordinaire and quite prepared to take out his temper on any and all soft furnishings. He's dreaming fairly furiously at this point ... legs twitching, cheeks billowing and there's periodic loud 'bwoofs'. That must be one hell of a duvet he's taking on.
Monday, Monday, Monday ... cake to be made, coffee to be drunk and cursory glances given in the general direction of the vacuum cleaner ... I know what to do with the first two items, the latter one ... well ... careful and prolonged ponderance shall be given ...
#man on the radio#the weather#weatherwise#traffic lady#lost postman#terrible puns#today's groaner#fiction#non fiction#ramblings#joke#humour#i love my dog#i love sleep#sleeping dogs#dog bed#blep#tongue blep#writers of tumblr#writers community#writerscommunity#writers on tumblr#original writing#everyday life#original photography on tumblr#photographers on tumblr#good morning#monday#i hate cleaning
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i hate buying stuff online
#that's false i love when a lil package arrives but i hate waiting for that lil package to arrive#i have to stay at home all day waiting for this delivery because it's a gift and mind u i was supposed#to get it last thursday but i missed the delivery because i wasn't at home for literally ten minutes to walk the dog and ofc the deliverygu#came during those ten minutes anyways then they lost my package for some reason?? so i had to send 4598 emails and call#five different call centers before finding a human being to talk to and after a lot of tears i got an email this#morning saying 'ur package should arrive today between 8am and 8pm so fuck u hope u dont have a life' and thankfully i dont have a life#but still just give me my gift so i can make my friend happy#pt
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It's Wednesday
#out a few hundred on car repairs#a dog i love like hes my own was put down#and a customer lost her shit at me today#BUT my boss looked her up on the internet and told me shes a self righteous bitch so i feel better about that one now#and im working on a photo album for that dog#i keep tearing up at my desk working on it#and at least the car is fixed and i dont have to pay for lyft anymore#ill be able to go get groceries after work tomorrow...#its not that bad. its just heavy#bootsie's adventures
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If you don't teach your kid to ask before approaching an unfamiliar dog, at full speed and with their hands out, then I will not feel bad about yelling "NO" and smacking their hands away. I will feel even less bad for death glaring your snotty toddler who is standing just barely out of reach and staring at said unfamiliar dog with the very obvious intention to touch the dog as soon as the owner looks away, especially when they repeatedly ignore said owner shaking their head at them. Teach your damn kids that, unless they are explicitly told otherwise, every single unfamiliar dog they come across does not want to be touched.
#eden rambles#I lost count of the absolutely absurd number of children that tried to pet Lucy without even thinking of asking today#yes she is pretty. yes she is cute. yes she is fluffy.#no she does not like strangers. yes she will growl. yes she might bite if you jump at and touch her out of nowhere.#I'm not risking my poor dog getting put down for being 'aggressive' because YOU refuse to parent your children
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woke up this morning and immediately rolled over opened my notes app to jot down a rust sugar interaction free me
#lost dogs#if my husband were home to put his entire weight on me to give a good morning smooch before going to work at an ungodly hour#I might be less insufferable#(he’s coming home today don’t worry)#heeeessssss hooooooooommmmmmeeeeeeee :) (says the girl who came twice in the five minutes since he walked through the door)
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i went hiking today for my stupid mental health
plus the dogs got exercise which is great
saw some freaky mushrooms hell yeah
the dogs got really icky swamp monsters
everyone had a great time yaaaaay
then i got back, and its been 6 hours . i realized, i lost my fucking earbuds in the woods
#hiking#dogs#noooo not my raycon e25 wireless everyday bluetooth earbuds!!#not spon#so mad because now i’m going to have to hike 5 miles AGAIN tomorrow morning#i didn’t mean to hike that long today#i got lost#fungus#i’m a real fungi
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Have you ever heard a death rattle?
The final moments of someone's life slips out as a roar against the cruelty of all that is temporary
The sound seeps and soaks into your bones and makes its home in your soul
It slithers and crawls up to you, its fangs bite in and regret seeps into your blood
It weaves itself into the fabric of all the memories you held, tangling and twisting all the good
You've left me everything and nothing, and I carry both in every breath I suck in
Tell me, Jinko, how do I continue when the very fabric of who I am is intertwined with all that you were
#coping with loss by projecting it onto my favorite 2D man#akutagawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke#atsushi nakajima#sskk#bsd sskk#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#bsd angst#bsd writing#i hope if you have ever lost someone that today is gentle on you
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HI TUMBLRR it’s me
#I ate ramen just now it was soooo god I think ramen is just it just is better after 10pm#im right#ughhh ok that actually reminded me earlier my classmate was making an Asian people eat dogs joke like he put on this awful accent and he wa#all like ‘dog tastes so good with rice’ and then he did other stuff too#but what really made me upset is that someone who I thought was my friend found it really humorous! wow okay!#I know it’s not really a big deal but im still kind of sad like I’ve lost all my respect for you now#anddd they were my only friend in the class so now I’m stuck there for the rest of the semester I guess . I mean I’ll still be nice to them#but I just don’t think I can bring myself to like them anymore sorryyy . not really . but kind of#idk if I’m overreacting . in elementary school though people would make jokes actually about me eating dog and it always made me really sad#but I never held it against them cause we were children#but now I feel like you’re old enough to know what you’re laughing at..#wow ok this really derived away from me being on tumblr and having just ate the worlds best ramen#well . not really I mean it was good but I’m allergic to normal noodles and I need to eat rice noodles and they’re not bad I just don’t lik#them as much Lol#I feel like my actual posts say nothing but if anyone ever reads the tags they probably know everything about me..#I use tumblr to complain half the time loll and I used to post my drawings more but I haven’t made any good drawings recently😭😭😭BUT WAIT!#i have a comic I’ll post in October we’ll see how far I am in it by then…#im like . halfway done with chapter oneeeee so maybe like I’ll post all of chapter one on hallowern.. how does that sound… cause actually#for those of you who don’t know my story has ghosts in it#im like trying to keep it a little silly right now but the tone might shifftttt idk!!!!! we’ll seeeeeeee cause actually I have NOT worked#out the entire plot.. just like. most of it.#but I keep having ideas like midway through ughhh it’s an endless cycle!!!!!#like Francis . she used to be a random character who shows up once but then I was like . wait no! anjali should have ghost friends! and tha#that’s how Francis came to be#and actually today I kind of finalized her design^_^ albeit in my math notebook lol
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The man on the radio has gone! Again! But where? Yet again, I shall have to leave a note for the lost postman and cast runes, read tea leaves and seek out the both frequent and infrequent garden dwelling fortune telling fijamatoobi bird. The stand in lady on the radio is keeping schtum as to the man on the radio's whereabouts ... to the point she will say neither way whether she will be back on the morrow either?! Weatherwise there's hints of sunshine, bit of a breeze, and this hooman is back into the three jumper wearing bracket. The traffic lady gave lacklustre reports on the roads, felt she was more interested in looking out of her tiny weeny window to see if she could see any man on the radio signs or portents.
Today's groaner: What did the man say when he woke up in the morning and found he'd turned into a cat? ... "Don't ask meow how it happened" ;-D badoom tish ... here all week!!
Late garden bloomers ... and these ones are having a well deserved lie down. The stem that's meant to support them is so long and so unable to support it's own weight that it has sagged across the fennel, hydrangea and honeysuckle and other plants whose names I cannot remember.
A weird old night's sleep for myself and Biggest Dog. One minute heavily asleep the next minute completely awake ... feel like I haven't been to bed at all. Put the radio on around 7am, started listening to the lady talking through the newspaper headlines ... and the next thing I knew another 20 minutes had shuttled past and the on the half hour news was already halfway through. Beginning to wonder if I've whooshled through a few garden portals along with the lost postman and other garden dwellers.
Monday, Monday, Monday ... coffee pot ahoy! ... a few of Biggest Dog's morning bouncy bouncy inducing tablets and I might just figure out which way is up ...
#man on the radio#stand in#lost postman#the weather#weatherwise#traffic lady#terrible puns#today's groaner#today on tumblr#good morning#monday#sow thistle#yellow flowers#flowercore#i love sleep#i love my dog#biggest dog#portals#runes#fortune telling#strange bird#garden dwellers#which way is up#humour#fiction#non fiction#writers of tumblr#original writing#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity
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