#waking up from bad dreams
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Lmao being in a healthy environment and being able to take my medication on a regular basis changes so much
Bad dreams w/o this: dreaming of being physically tortured only to then wake up literally not recognizing family members or knowing where I am while feeling like it's been literal months since I've been in the real world (for only a short period of time after waking up)
Bad nights w/ this: dreaming that I was struggling in math class and had another roommate who ate my teriyaki then waking up thinking "That bitch ate my fucking teriyaki!!!"
Crazy difference mate
#mental health#mental illness#taking my meds#funny#difference between healthy vs unhealthy#dreams#bad dreams#waking up from bad dreams#teriyaki#note i don't even have teriyaki in the fridge#sleep me must've just been craving teriyaki ig#healthy environment#tw torture#torture#forgetting family members#tw amnesia#amnesia
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thinking about arthur who has crazy quick reflexes and is a relatively light sleeper who woke up to the sound of someone in his room and saw merlin crouched down messing with his keys before softly asking “whatre you doing?…before breakfast?”
#like in that scene in s2 when merlin was calling out arthurs name from under his bed#and he jumped up (thinking merlin was long gone) grabbed his sword and postured for a fight#or that one in idk which season when merlin was sneaking in his room and he woke up and grabbed his sword when merlin bumped a chair#and then merlin brought the canopy/curtains around his bed down on him#vs waking up to see melin splayed over him and staring for a beat#before flinching back#(he was definitely having some thoughts and/or dreams but thats neither here nor there)#idk thinking about arthur who trusts merlin implicitly and allows himself to lower his guard around him#his guard which he keeps up even in his sleep#GOD imagining them in an established relationship and merlin for once has /so/ much trouble waking arthur up#like before it was sorta bad but arthur was always in that half awake state#but now that theyre together….arthur wont even groan when merlin starts poking his ribs#arthur finally feeling so safe and protected that he allows his guard to drop in his sleep#and its the first time hes ever felt truly refreshed in the morning#so now merlin has infinitely more trouble waking him up but when hes up hes UP and ready to go#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#arthur bby they could never make me hate you#hes just a girl desperately craving love and protection#merlin isnt even offering it#hes shoving it into arthurs arms with insults flying off the tongue#theyre so disgusting#(affectionate)#<3#headcanon#head canon#hc
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everything we know about Red vs Blue means that there's a canonically supported reality in which every bit of the rvb timeline that happens post-Freelancer saga is actually just simulations Epsilon is running in WASH's head as he unravels
#true rvb end: wash wakes up in a freelancer medbay with york and north sitting next to him#'hey buddy how're you feeling? that ai sure did a number on you'#'how long was I out'#'2 hours'#'felt like 20 years; you guys both died'#red vs blue#rvb restoration#the ol' it was just a dream cliche#they're actually called simulation troopers because they're part of an epsilon simulation! /s#to be clear this would be a bad ending but it is funny#and I am never not thinking about agent washington#inspired by epsilon showing off his simulations in rvb19#+ my feelings about rvb19#+ a comment made on one of my other wash posts from help-we-are-out-of-chicken-fries#rvb19#rvb spoilers#rvb#epsilon rvb#agent washington
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this version of us only lives inside a dream❣️ (happy valentine's day!)
#ts4#plc extras#this is not canon btw i just thought i'd be evil#amaya's gonna wake up from this dream in a cold sweat and realize either he gets over this crush or says something about#it was either this post or karlee in lingerie and i felt bad for slutting her out on tumblr dot com 😞#dalila by beebeesiims#sim: amaya kamealoha
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your fridge-build , original-red-and-purple-oufit magneto showed up in my dream yesterday and i was so unprepared it woke me up
reading this made me cackle for like a solid minute gjAELKGJAK he just wanted to say hi ....
leaving you with a fridge-magnet-sized magneto. so hopefully he can say hi again but less intimidatingly
#fave#i have to fave this i need to be reminded that this happened once in a while this is so funny#xmen#magneto#snap sketches#PLEASSEE THATS SO SILLY JVLKAJLKJ IM SORRY/YOURE WELCOME???#i dont think anyones ever dreamt of my art thats so silly and flattering#what was he doing ... what he just floating in the corner ..... please im still not over this its so funny ...#on that note tho im so bad at remembering dreams i never have them really#i used to have dreams a lot as a kid/teenager but they were mostly- if not all now that i think of it- nightmares#HOWEVER. i will say that like. a lil bit after i rewatched first class for the third time#i got a dream or two one with mcavoy and the other with film charles#the mcavoy dream was just that i met him in greece or something and i think the charles dream was at the school#they were both nice dreams so Am I Complaining absolutely not#just reminds me of the time when i binge watched an actor's movies and i had dreams of him for a whole week#in one of them he was making fun of me but it was in whatever semblance of japanese my brain could bs so it wasnt that bad#but it kinda was cause Since It Was A Dream i understood what he said but anwyays .... not important#THE OTHER DREAMS WERENT BAD THO he was my dad in one. aaand the other uhh.. i forget ...#i must stress me dreaming is such an oddity so these were so like. Oh Yeah Im Capable Of Dreaming JVLKAJK#very weird feeling waking up from a dream is what im tryna say .. i think ...#very funyn .... anyways i hope magneto visits you in your dreams again whether hes built like a semi or like a bug#just for the cosmic comedy of it all
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A day will come when you will long for the ending of the dream with all your heart and mind, and be willing to pay any price; the price will be dispassion and detachment and the loss of interest in the dream itself. Once you have seen that you are dreaming, you shall wake up. - Nisargadatta Maharaj, I Am That
#the reason why the dream has to get so bad first before you turn to spirituality for answers#cos if it was good there would be no cause to turn away from it#the 'bad' dream is actually the wake up call#quotes#nisargadatta maharaj
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feeling mildly sick before a flight👍
#I think I keep waking up from bad nightmares and its why I feel uneasy#but I can't for sure tell because I don't remember what my dreams were last night
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attendant sy getting carried to Qian Cao all the time is so funny to me 😭 he'd be so pissed when he wakes up to someone hot I imagine. like yeah ! ok ! make me look worse by being beautiful standing over my bedside !!!
THE ACCURSED XIANXIA BEAUTY FILTER.... i think it would be reeeeaaallly funny if everyone looked normal bc its the real world now but shen yuan just really liked men. but i digress shen yuan wakes up on qian cao peak with a headache to see Peak Lord Mu Qingfang Himself checking his pulse and is like. this feels like the start of a. the start of a. no dont think about it
#hes really brave and NOT thinking about all the hot (?) men around him#the REAL reason sy doesnt get any sleep is bc he represses his gay thoughts all day#so they manifest at night#shen yuan wakes up from a dream about yue qingyuan feeding him fruit and is like.#ok well. maybe more sleep is bad for me. not doing that again#sy attendant au#svsss#asks
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Imagine. Imagine you're a little faggot who's been obsessed with The Vampire Chronicles for for most their little faggot life and now you're almost 30 and then the team at ABC IwtV just goes "yeah okay fine wish granted. all of them actually. All your wishes granted." would you be normal? Would you be acting normal right now?
#interview with the vampire#im just so used to expecting absolutely nothing from tv#ESPECIIALLY adaptations#like i half expect to wake up and be like 'aw man i had a dream that they made the perfect iwtv adaptation. too bad it wasnt real.'#theyre giving me everythinf#me personally#imagine your gay childhood dreams fulfilled#live from the musain
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oh you wanna think about muse and trickster? yeah? it's been a while since I put a heartbreaking nhw post in your inbox <3 I know u love the prime dehumanization loss of bodily autonomy defenders. << im not even remotely trying to keep the acronym the same anymore. I've lost the plot. ANYWAY
briefly mentioned this before but because I loooove the aesthetic so much I think at least one important muse confrontation should happen in the tricksters city, specifically in the amusement park. make it like a fuckign scooby door episode everything is all abandoned and run down but as the wards are walking down a boardwalk or something all the lights flicker on and some distorted fuckign. carnival music starts playing and they find muse sitting in like. the rebar scaffolding or whatever in the ferris wheel. just like grinning chin in hands kicking his feet watching them. this image is so clear in my mind. some creep shit !!!! also its like when they first go to the spirit world to get tide back from.mal and end up in the amusement park. except ashe isn't with them this time
uhhhhhh also thinking about. downtime. when muse isn't out being destructive and causing chaos for funsies. like... does he have a bedroom????? does he eat does he sleep??? idfk !!!! I would assume he has to or else he'd fucking die but !!!! man the trickster is so far gone I don't think he even realizes his puppets are real people anymore. that's a fun little doll for him to play dressup with. literally never going 2 get the image of him braiding muses hair and like. putting makeup on him and dressing him in fancy little outfits out of my mind. making myself ILL. smile! good evening I'm gently placing the knife box in your in. << as I was going to type inbox I accidentally typed out inventory. yknow what I'm keeping it. knife box directly into your inventory. watch out they're RUSTY
GOD. THANKS FOR THE KNIFE BOX MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! knife box directly in my inventory!!! u know what this means is that now i can use them :3 <- has been drawing wards stuff abt this for the past two hours ^_^
this is so fucking good though yeahhh.... i love creepy carnival shit so much. he trickster probably Knows it's very over the top and horror movie creepy and just a little absurd. he's so fucking fun 2 think abt since he's literally always doing shit simply because it is funny to him. we can swing a trickster justification for anything probably. i bet he fucking saw traps people!! anyway. ashe isn't with them this time. except..... well. he kind of is. :(
I HAVE ALSO BEEN THINKING ABT DOWNTIME. FREQUENTLY. i guess. the answer to this is he lives however the trickster&co does. the image of him coming back in his fancy intricate little outfits to some disgusting nasty bloody industrial warehouse where they're posted up & always being this very jarring contrast to the gore and violence is really good. the image of him having a perfect doll bedroom and going through a fancy little routine half the nights when the trickster is in a good mood or feeling it & just. getting thrown on the bed & the door locked to pass out for a couple hours whenever he forgets or is busy is also really good. literally anything we do to muse makes me feel some kind of way man. i also have had the extremely vivid image of the trickster braiding his hair & chatting about all kinds of horrific things excited sleepover style to muse who is just. Visibly Not There in my head for so long. not even like he has to touch him, he could be making him do all these things for himself! he's literally controlling him! he just does it for fun!!!
anyway i think post-muse ashe should get to freak out very badly in a multitude of ways whenever anybody touches his hair. like i think he's touch-adverse in general (& miserable about it because he's also so touchstarved & his brain simply whites out in distress anytime anyone touches him because. literally the only person doing that was the trickster!!!!) but i think specifically his hair being messed with is a bad trigger for him. makes him freeze up n go nonverbal for hours. dakota knows that he's jumpy about touch but he still wants to do something for him & before the everything he loved them playing with his hair (its so long!! wibby & dakota think its so pretty!! virion's the only one who knows how to braid it because of his mom!! ashe melts into a puddle over it every time because nobody's ever done that for him before!) so he goes to just run fingers through it & ashe just. fullbody locks up and goes weird and still and silent & doesn't protest or fight back when dakota shakes his shoulder or smth and his eyes are distant and sort of dark and empty like virion's were most of the time when they first met him... maybe he wants to cut it a little bit just because he hates that it's been covered in The Ooze and he can't do anything with it without thinking about how the trickster would do the same thing but also he hates the idea of getting rid of the one thing abt himself that he really likes & is a little connection with both of his parents because of the trickster also, when he's already taken so much from him. (it does have to get gross and tangled and matted because he refuses to put it back or do anything to it for a while though. maybe virion helps him sort it out & it's slow and painstaking and miserable for both of them and they both feel better at the end of it.)
#yeah!!!! yeah!!!!!!! that's a fun little doll for him to play with!!! his favorite one so he takes good care of it. & maybe whenever ashe#is lucid he sees how everyone the trickster controls but Doesn't really like is treated & it's terrifying. he hates this so much but god he#doesn't want to be that either so maybe he should just behave well so the trickster doesn't get fed up with him (he never would he's too#powerful and useful) and he doesn't end up Like That. but ohhhhhh god he hates this too it makes his skin crawl and he wants to run but he#can't. etc. also the idea of him waking up in a fancy little dollhouse ass bedroom with the hazy syrupy dream memories of whatever#nightmarish horrors were happening with muse the day before... just facedown on an ornate bed blood and gore still crusting a beautiful#outfit he's never seen before in his life. door's locked and deadbolted and whenever he tries to use his powers it's like trying to move#when you're excruciatingly sore and in pain from something the day before. etc.#anyway. GOD. tag rambling. thank u for the rusty knives ilyyyy i have missed fucked up wardsposting lately SO BAD!!!! i need to get back on#this shit. ough. i love the prime dehumanization loss of bodily autonomy defenders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#mac tag!#new haven wards
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goddamn I just realized how dangerous and violent the time distortion equipment that Wyoming had could of been. the reason they gave it to Wyoming and gamma was because they were too stupid to fully utilize it but effective enough on missions to justify the use of it. god help all of us if anyone of the traumatized to hell freelancers or even the director just decided to start going back in time to "fix their trauma" rvb would of turned into a horror show real fast
#one day everyone in pfl wakes up from a bad dream and notices a scorch mark at the end of their beds#ever since then they have a adversion to wyoming but play it off as hating his jokes since none of them want to look crazier than they are#rvb#project freelancer#agent wyoming#red vs blue#oooooh I want to make a horror au so bad but I suck/am too lazy to start writing#rant#instead church used it to cover himself in piss and roleplay as a girl in cabooses head#rvb wyoming
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I’m so sorry I saw this post by @another-day-another-giyuu and I couldn’t help it but didn’t want to ruin OPs post so here
#Sabito#kny#I literally would do anything for him#pov: you’re baby Giyuu having a bad day#or pov: you’re adult Giyuu moments away from waking up from a dream you can’t remember#:(#of course I had to make it sad#kny s4#kind of
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It's one of those mornings where Katniss wakes up first. Blindly, she starts to feel the bed and in a heartbeat finds what her wandering hands were looking for. Only then Katniss allows herself to open her eyes, and Peeta's asleep face greets her.
Outside, sunlight is currently in its first stages, but bright enough for her to properly see how his peaceful demeanor cracks with the slightly fluttering of his eyelids.
As always, it creeps so silently.
So she comes closer, reaching for him, featherlight fingertips tracing the side of his face in familiar patterns, followed by the palm of her hand cupping his cheek as she kisses the tip of his nose. Then she keeps moving, brushing away the hair off his forehead to make room for another gentle press of her lips.
Snuggling into his warmth, body almost flush, she nuzzles his blond hair that welcomes her in all directions. After enveloping him with one arm she rests her hand by the nape of his neck, fingers automatically playing with the strands that curls so prettily at the ends.
And slowly, she can feel the rhythm in his chest, thump, thump, thump, start to beat in sync with her own.
It's only when the sun helps itself through the open window that she knows he's awake, the unmistakable feeling of his eyelashes brushing her neck giving it away.
She was certain they were so close already but she was proven wrong the moment Peeta decided to wrap an arm around her middle, squeezing softly while breathing Katniss in.
And right there, as her skin registers his voice way before her ears, as they seamlessly melt, she thinks this time their souls definitely may be at risk of getting intertwined.
#if book peeta can successfully lull katniss away from nightmares in the safety of his arms while he plays with her hair#katniss while living her domestic life can do similar to wake him from those bad dreams too#p successfully putting her to sleep 🤝 k successfully waking him up#everlark#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#katniss and peeta#catching fire#mockingjay#thg#words🩷
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Ending my excellent weekend by having the most horrific dream ever 🫰
#i dont even wake up from bad dreams upset anymore bc they happen so often but i do wake up and go what the hell#its like my brain has beef with me lmao#lately tho its like every night i have some vivid wild dream. i do need my brain to chill#wonder why
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homura doodles for today
#wanted to redraw the shot from ep10 after the oktavia fight of her just carrying madoka#when it really hits that there is No one left . theyre the only survivors this far#protect the one whos dear to you till the very end.#also bottom right is that short bit of rebellion after she realizes the truth and shes all bundled up in a blankie. i like it a lot#something about waking up from a bad dream and being faced with reality so suddenly#art#madoka magica#homura akemi
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– But you did it for me. – I did it for us. No more secrets. No more lies.
Annabel Scholey and Jack Farthing in The Serial Killer's Wife (2024), dir. Laura Way
#annabel scholey#jack farthing#the serial killer's wife#ship inspo#(reposting because this sanitized pg13 post got flagged??? tumblr wake up)#this was such a soap opera lol something out of a fever dream of a bad writer#so i'm gonna delete it from my memory card except for this very moment#my hotties together yay#they type cast annabel as a glorious woman who’s unfortunately in love with her pathetic husband (but at what cost!)#jackie boy also deserved better because doing THIS after ‘rain dogs’??? a downfall#okay whatever#er0tic thrillers come back!!! even as a shadow even as a dream!!!!#shitty things i do for love#make me immortal with a kiss#your love a certain solid fragrance risen from the earth lives darkly in my body#i also wish to refer here to the question of intimacy coordinators' approaches#because as far as i know they MUST specialize in choreographing spicy scenes/nudity#so why the heck almost all of them are so badly made these days?? it looks so robotic apathetic and ... well simply FAKE?#guys do you job better pls
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