#theyre giving me everythinf

[monsieurenjlolras]

Imagine. Imagine you're a little faggot who's been obsessed with The Vampire Chronicles for for most their little faggot life and now you're almost 30 and then the team at ABC IwtV just goes "yeah okay fine wish granted. all of them actually. All your wishes granted." would you be normal? Would you be acting normal right now?

[cherry-shipping]

one of the (admittedly many) reasons i love love love LOVE my uf and ht self inserts i think is because all the shit i hate about myself is amplified with them and i LOVE them for it. theyre weird gross perverted overbearing annoying creeps who nobody really feels comfortable around. and its the BEST!!!!!!!!! like yeah they suck shit. they dont know anything and theyre genuinely disturbing and disgusting people. arent they just the BEST

[mamadarama]

Madara yume anon DOUBLE FACE IS EVERYTHINF TO ME cuz Kohaku was my kid before DF even came out and Madara was my husband so DF has such a special place in my heart I love them to no end I love them so much oh my god... Sniffles cries nothing will stop them from being the parent and child ever to me

i love df so much the way i see their relationship theyre like estranged siblings that only recently learned of each others existence after the rest of their family died tragically and now theyre stuck being all the other has left but they dont even know each other . the look youd give someone in that situation... thats how they look at each other. thats what the tension between them smells like to me— a nebulous connection and sense of understanding on an ethereal level preceding all formalities. "i look at you and see myself shifted slightly to the left; i understand you but i dont know you" type of thing if that makes any sense. also when kohaku mentioned double faces hypothetical 10th anniversary that one time i almost threw up from experiencing all 5 stages of grief in the span of 1 minute

[speci-society]

I know why, like, thematically, apollo never met nada and polo. I get that. But DAMMIT it SO hurts me that thats the case bc think of all the potential that could have. Artemis and Apollo get into an argument and both storm off and decide to go complain about the other to their friends in the anomaly at different times, and Nada and Polo are just listening like "Interesting.." and theyre not gonna tell them what the other one said abt them. Nor are they making any judgements about either one or choosing sides. Just observing this non-sibling sibling rivalry. Maybe next time artemis gives an update theyre like "yeah we're on good terms now i guess whatever" but apollo just Never brings it up bc they dont wanna admit they somewhat have a heart. Not to nada and polo at least. Bc then theyll know and remember that. But its ok bc they already know bc artemis told them everythinf bc they love talking :3 and thats just the beginning of it. I know its just the beginning of it but that specific scenario is whats been on my mind

[seiwas]

Sel!! I'm glad that you liked the songs :3 While I dont have any off the top of my head right now - I think you would absolutely love japanese music !! And yes- I definitely see the D.O vision - I've fallen out of my kpop phase but I've been meaning to set out my playlists again. And I listened to your ones; I love the soft and groovy vibe to them!! I absolutely LOVED "Maybe We Could Be A Thing" - I can't wait to see how this pans out in your atsumu fic 🥺 I'm listening to it rn and it's making me so soft 🥺🥺 Also the Ex!Gojo one 🥺🥺 So many favourite lines - "We're hanging on by threads and I can't hold it any harder on my end // I'm something to regret but without you what am I? // Don't hesitate to call me up and curse me out" GAAAAHHHH this hit so hard sel!!! I can't explain how my heart physically clenched at that 😭😭 I say definitely watch it! Even if you go alone - it's no different than watching on a big screen. I'll be going tomorrow so I'll let you know my thoughts then <3 haha, I'll have to apologise for the person I'll be when I see kuroo playing on big screen... Have a lovely weekend Sel <33 🍧 anon

🍧 anon hello!!! i am SO SORRY i’m getting to this late omg 😭 i was out of town over the weekend and have been so busy w work since coming back 🥺

but let me respond to everything!! thank you so much for messaging and checking in 🥺 you are so lovely!!

i feel like i should be listening to more japanese music tbh!! 🥺 u should check d.o out too when you have the time 🥺 honestly i just recommend exo in general… bc i love them… w my entire heart…

and omg that atsumu song 😭😭 it isn’t for the atsumu fic in particular but it’s in my general atsumu playlist 🥺 that i think just adds on to his sogginess 😭

AND OMG ICB U SINGLED OUT THE LYRICS TOO FOR THE EX!GOJO ONE 😭😭😭 U GET IT AKNSKDJDJ i get so sad thinking abt it fr 😭😭😭

and omg i asked around w my friends too if i should watch it in the cinema 😭 its been mixed reactions but 😭 URE SO CUTE FOR COMING BACK TO LET ME KNOW UR THOUGHTS ON IT 🥺🥺🥺 thank u for thinking of me!!

omfg the kuroo awakening JAKANKEJD i honestly forget how much i love him 😭 but my phases for him go really hard when i’m in them 😭 and i’m afraid with what ure saying… it’ll be my kuroo reawakening… i alr screamed at his first appearance during my hq rewatch of the older seasons 😭😭😭

omg the fact that the entire theatre turned into kuroo stans is INSANE 😭😭😭 yALL THE FACT THAT HE HAS THE SAME VA AS GOJO TOO AKZMDKXKKD INSANE omg… may i ask why u give it an 8/10 ?? 😮 like why the minus 2!!!!

u talking abt the fun they had and how much they still respected eachother is making me so emotional ☹️☹️☹️☹️ omg… i think ill feel the same 😭😭😭😭 i was rewatching the hq eps and alr felt like things were too short 😭😭😭😭 KKEJDJD I WONDER HOW THEYRE GNA WRAP UP THE REST OF EVERYTHINF 😭😭😭😭 w just 1 more movie 😭😭😭😭😭 like wtaf

thank u so much for sharing this with me 🍧 anon!! i appreciate u 🥺🥺🥺

[straightjacket111]

everything just hurts alot. think about what more did she hide. for the past few months after the break up. it really hurts when u really want to work it out with ur partner. and then it js started to coming falling down due to the shit she did and everything else. i thought i was the problem. ive realised too much i wasnt. i know i did my mistakes but for her to change ?. its too hard cuz nothing can change. its tiring really. i js wish i cud give my self one last chance to her but no. i had enough. my is too weak. im already too weak. everything just starting to fall apart . everything in my life. whats in my head is what more is it shes going to do. i know daf she wil go back to dat same habit again talking to those guys flirting with them and all right after this. i definitely know that. cuz if i was really the only one. why is it so fast of her talking to all of them and layaning them and shes not even listening to what i say bout them. it wasnt the guys fault but it was her fault. her fault to fucking continue talking to them like nothing happen. why is there always other guys in every rs ive been thru. why cant i js trust like dat. why do everytime when i gave them my fully trust i get treated like this. wtf is this. its like im being taken for granted. i know this shit will continue trust me i know. i bet by tmr she will start follwing all of them and everything else. i know. talking bout so easy for me ?. not me its u. its so easy of u to talk to all of them when we trying to work it out and right after we broke up right now. is it easy for me ?no. because all i ever think is all girls are fucking the same.

i fucking knew i loved you. i fuckinf knew that i gave my all to u because ure my first love. i jusg fuckinf wish u realised sooner of what u did. u know it was wrong. u fucking knew why did u fucking continue it. why tf . do u see how much im in pain right nkw really tryinf to kill myself and everythinf else. do u know how much i feel so alone. dealing with all this shit. i never wan to be in rs with anyone because of u . are u happy bout dat ? dat u can talk to other guys but not me. u fucking knew dats why fuckinf made me like this. u fucking gaslight me. manipulate me and everything else. u fucking knew what u did wrong and now ure telling why ive changed and not like who i use to be. because of u. i let u step my head again. i really just fuckinf wish u nvr did all of rhose stuff to me but to other guys. i really just wish dat u know. because its always the same shit all over again. where they make me special and suddenly theyre treating me like this. is dat what u called love ?. if u really fucking love me u only talked to me . and only doing it with me . just me. wtf is this. im hurt not js beacuse u did dat but. because i really fucking love you. i believed in u. i did everything cud to trust u. because of the words u said by saying that im too much and everythinf else. ive changed and this is what i get. it really fucking hurt u know because i really love you. i loved you so fucking much u know. just why.

i really feel like killing myself because of how much im dissapointed and embarrased at myself. because i did everythinf i cud and i always wonder why is it that we're always fighting and everything else. because the other half not working on it too. u thought me alof. u thought me alot of how shitty girls is and how theyre all the same. i wont even go back to who i was anymore. u wont see a word. a pic. anyth else u wont see me anymore. even if i die. i know u wont care about it because ure too fucking bz with ur guys and flirting ard and fucking pillioning them. i fucking know. so if i die. just know that i died happily. because speed makes me happy.

[othercrossee]

I love requiem so much btw she has every power to just fuck up every life in every universe, a flick of her finger can kill a planet but she loves her spouse so

[yuzenji-archive]

HP headcanons please? I've been dying for some too. For the Miya Twins, Kuroo, and Bokuto?

FUCKDKEODKEKD FUCK YES YFKEIEKDJEJ I LOVE THIS ASK!!!

ATSUMU —

@gulfwanq this for u 😚

SLYTHERIN SLYTHERIN SLYTHERIN!!!!!

i can definitely see him as the popular one and hes very prideful of him being popular

SUPER GOOD IN QUIDDITCH!!!!

hes a chaser but not the captain he doesnt like them responsibilities <33

an absolute ace in potions and transfiguration baybee

just dont give him arithmancy ,, he will short circuit

secretly geeks out over shit like divination but only osamu knows about this

when i say hes popular,, he whew

he has the entire slytherin wrapped around his finger yall

when he plays quidditch OOOO everyone is fawning over how fast and how much of a natural he is

he takes pride in the fact that hes an extraordinary chaser and dreams of playing for a professional quidditch team and play in world cups

always attends the world cups like every year

tbh if u wanna hang out with him in hogsmeade, u can find him in the three broomsticks with his gang downing glasses of butterbeer

OSAMU —

he kinda radiates hufflepuff / ravenclaw energy

either way he baby as fuck and he soft!!!

also a quidditch player and probably ?? a chaser or a beater ?

when his team plays atsumu he specifically fucks around with atsumu jusy to get him riled up LMAO

the omly one who could get atsumu to study like in general smh

probably enjoys herbology and divination

and care of magical creatures??

he has a couple of favorite spells and one of them is the bat-bogey hex (he used it on atsumu once when he wouldnt stfu)

doesnt really have a least favorite but he hated going to the dungeons for potions oop

good friends with the weasley twins

probably practices with them sometimes with atsumu

an unusual accomplice for the weasley twins pranks

anyways uh if u cant find him during meals, just look for the kid who be chowin the food around him LMAO he wants to try EVERYTHINF

TETSURŌ —

the phattest gryffindor ive ever fuckin seen holy shit???? (with a hint of slytherin in his blood)

an actual icon and people put him on a pedestal bc

why wouldnt u lmao

captain of the quidditch team too lol he plays keeper and occasionally a chaser when theyre lacking players

hates studying but aces his shit all the time

adores defense against the dark arts!! he likes knowing so much about spells it’s insanity

probably wanted to be an auror at some point during his childhood ?? but decided that he doesnt want to risk his life like that ya kno

into science omg hes so intrigued when his muggle born best friend kenma introduced him to science or whateva

a ladies man ngl

always asked to go to the yule ball with him

this bitch thought about entering the triwizard tournament and he did

but he didnt get in so it was a big relief for his friends

likes to play quidditch even outside of hogwarts but since hes half blood he kinda lived in a muggle neighborhood his entire life

so he knows magic isnt it for the muggles ya kno

KŌTARŌ —

this dude never fails to confuse the living daylights out of me omg he radiates both gryffindor and hufflepuff energy but like ? equally????????

ANYWAYS another quidditch bitch and will AND HE PROMISES he will play professional quidditch when he gets out of hogwarts

screw the studies hes playing quidditch

CHASER CHASER CHASER!!!!!!!!! loves it when he scores bc thats when everyone roars his name and he just loves it

doesnt really think about his studies but he does get help from keiji our resident ravenclaw king <33

“how far along did u get to the homework bokuto-san”

“ive gottttt three pages left”

“thats five”

“yeah ik”

hes passing bc of keiji

HE LIKES!!! CHARMS OMG A CHARMS STAN!!!

he just finds it super fascinating how charm spells work and hes just like !? wow i can transform my pet owl into a fuckin water goblet how crazy is tjat

good friends with ron but hes a fan of harry even keiji is confused like hello since when

also breathes playing quidditch are u kidding me omg

his passion is quidditch thats all i have to say LMAOOOO

[duskrelyk]

tw suicide:

ya know i was just reading a post that lists reasons not to kill yourself

and maybe some of you know this, but i had planned for a about a year before i graduated high school that i would kill myself the night of the day i graduated

but i didnt, bc we were gonna go on vacation right after, and i waited

and then i was gonna go on a trip with an ensemble i was in, so i waited some more

eventually i didnt feel so bad anymore

but then something happened in freshman year, and it affected me so badly that i was gonna kill myself

but then i got a knock on my dormroom door from my ra so i stopped and answered it

and they talked to me for a bit

and i went to therapy

and after a bit i didnt feel so bad anymore

...

there have been several times since then when ive strongly considered killing myself

in fact, i wanted to as recently as a few days ago

but i was tired

i was gonna sleep and do it later

but then i didnt

and like

on the list that i read, one of the reasons was smth like "one day youll get past this and youll be so glad youre alive bc of all the new things you got to do"

and yeah

every time i couldve done it, and didnt, something good happened after. maybe the next day. maybe a few months later. but like, they definitely happened

and one of the reasons was smth like "you cant listen to music if youre dead" and damn if theyre not correct

music is everythinf to me, i dont wanna just stop experiencing it

and ik yall are probably tires of hearinf me talk about stray kids, but if i had died after graduation, in freshman year, etc i wouldnt have ever heard stray kids music, the music that gives me the most joy rn and mwans the most to me

and if i die any time soon, i wont get to hear their new music either

and its coming soon, so im sure i can manage until then

and maybe ill have something to look forward to after that, too

ig ill never know what i wouldve missed until it happens

and ik this post was long, and ik it was a lot, and ik i definitely overshared but

like

fuck, i might be overwhelmingly sad rn, but damn i dont wanna die

is it weird to say i wanna stay alive to hear their new music? is it weird to say i wanna stay alive so i can finally open the package that holds my skzoo plushies? is it weird to say i wanna stay alive to maybe see them in concert someday?

if it was somebody else saying that, id tell them theres no reason too small or too stupid or too weird to stay alive

because one reason is enough. no matter how small it may seem, if it keeps you here, then its the most important reason to you, and so its important, and so are you

maybe one day ill believe it about myself

[tsukidotcom]

Haikyuu HC to COVID-19 (Karasuno edition)

This is horrible 💀 im just so bored so I made whatever this mess is KFJSJDMSK enjoy

Hinata Shouyou

huh? isn’t it just the flu?

“No, hinata. People have died from it-“

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH-

goes bananas

whenever someone sneezes or coughs, his soul leaves his body as he runs away to sanitize/wash his hands for a miserably long time.

eats an expired can of peaches thinking it’s his last resort

lowkey happy school is closed because homework sucks

but also highkey hates it because now all volleyball tournaments are closed

then gets all angry when he realizes he’d have to do online school???!!?? like wtf he got jipped.

thinks they could still do volleyball if they did online calls cus if the school can do it,, then vOLLEYBALL CAN

will probably miss half of the class calls from oversleeping/forgetting anyway.

sheepishly ask yamaguchi, yachi or tsukishima for help on assignments/notes. (he will NEVA ask kageyama. he’s always in competition with him here!)

still practices volleyball 24/7 in his backyard or room (maybe even with his baby sister??)

He’s really good at practicing all by himself from practicing all alone in middle school—

but will probably go crazy being alone all the time with his family. he just wants to play volleyball with the team again.

looks up “what to do when you’re bored” or “what to do at home while in quarantine” on youtube

Kageyama Tobio

probably says he’s immune to the corona because he’s just better than everyone else

doesn’t really think it’s real until school shut down because of it

When he sees that corona is airborne he wont know what that means so he’d probably think it’s produced by air itself?? which makes him think air is trying to kill the human race?? and will be so confused as to why it decided to pop up now???

DESPISES online school. He had enough trouble understanding it from the gecko, so now he has to learn it basically all by hiMSELF?!?

And no way is he just gona email the teacher for help. If he does it’s gonna be only once in his lifetime. Anymore than that he thinks he’s doin too much. He doesn’t want his teachers thinking he’s dumb 😭

he says literally nothing during the calls he just tries to pay attention? and fails because he’s on a computer. in his room. alone. he’s bound to daze off or stare at a pen for 5 minutes.

Obvi still practices volleyball. Very much misses it. At least Hinata had his sibling to practice with him. tobio is a lone wolf in his household.

When his mom goes out to get groceries he gives her one of those doctor masks so she doesn’t catch corona.

Few moments later through the internet he realizes that corona is smaller than air molecules so if you can breathe through something you could still get it so he struggles for an hour thinking he just killed his mother

When his mom is back he keeps his distance in case she’s carrying the plague

omg did she just cough or am i imagining things no she definitely coughed she has corona oh oh god

In reality she was just clearing her throat.

is lowkey worrying about everyone and how they are 🥺 (yes, maybe even hinata).

thinks he’s science smart by calling it covid-19 than corona.

Asahi Azumane

He just worries about everyones health

like he just imagines the worst case scenario’s and starts to get really worried if people got it. Always checks on everyone and asks if they’re feeling any symptoms of corona ❤️

He’s either not gonna get it or he gets it and dies there’s no inbetween

but he’s jesus himself so theres no way he nor anyone in his bloodline can get it

is very happy to know that dogs can’t get it.

Takes online school seriously and tries his best

And is honestly so sad school just ended??? even if it’s temporary, he could be learning, playing volleyball, and going about his day instead of staying in a cage. he’s a third year so—how would graduation even go..?

always is up to date on the news !! and notifies everyone if anything important is added/changed.

Always tells everyone to stay safe! Whether through text or before ending a call.

only buys a lot of toilet paper from the fear of there being no toilet paper in stock since evERYONE IS BUYING IT-

Starts to try new hobbies that he put off for the longest time cus quarentine is rlly getting to him.

Is all out a family guy so he doesn’t mind the extra time with his family.

Nishinoya Yu

OAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA

420 blazin’

thinks going outside means you’re instantly gonna die from corona attacking your white blood cells (????)

but also probably doesnt care as he goes outside like everyday to run around and get rid of energy (and to practice volleyball, of course).

also why is it called white blood cells when blood is red ☠️ smh

Buys 101611018320129 bags of chips because that’s his comfort food

yay more gaming time!!!

Noya🐒: Tanaka do u wana play minecraft 2getr latr?

Tanaka🍌: HELL YEAH!!

doesn’t shower for three days straight because screw personal hygiene!! No more school!!! Can do whatever he wanted!! It’s basically summer!!!

until he’s forced to do online school.

Is def the class clown. Probably somehow kicks the teacher out of the call through a little bit of hacking.

“alright guys so i’ll be you’re substitute teacher for the day-“

tbh acts the same as he would in school. maybe a little more rebellious because, i mean, what is the teacher gonna do? send him to DETENTION? call his mOMMY?

Calls/spams literally everyone in his contacts because he’s so bored and lonely. Answer him!! Y’all will be on facetime for hours!!

He’s fun to facetime.

Will call you a loser if you don’t have an apple iPhone because then he can’t facetime you and facetiming is one of his favorite things to do to pass time (besides gaming)

HE A TRUE GAMER

Okay but he lowkey still tries at school for the sake of his grades and his future ;-; maybe calls asahi or sugawara for help??

always looks up his homework on the internet to see if he can get an answer key or something (he did that anyway even before corona but)

will do one subject for 3 hours thinking he’s finally done with everythinf till he realizes he has like 4 other subjects and needs to do those too.

Sending memes all the time

Tsukishima Kei

oh, what about corona again?

honestly could give NO fucks??. like ABSOLUTELY ZERO. nonxistent.

doesn’t even remember it’s still happening half the time.

is surprisingly very knowledgeable about corona.

he’s just smart and sciency¿ so he understands the ins and outs of corona like how it works and how its spread.

so if you tRULY want any update or background info on the corona virius, ask Tsukishima.

bitch don’t touch me you have rabies.

doesn’t care that he’s obligated to stay at home because he would have stayed either way. he very much likes being alone.

might go a little crazy cooped up in his room so he’ll hang with his brother/family or go outside before he says ‘okay that’s enough’ and goes back to his room.

isolation? oh okay *puts on headphones*

he rlly gonna be rocking it out in his room cus he can listen to music all day any day

developes a really bad sleep schedule since he had no way to get rid of the energy he got rid of at school.

still a huge tease so he says everyone has the corona virius.

is never online on social media which means he’s never up to date with his frIENDS. Doesn’t have a clue what those dipshits are doing and could care less (besides yamaguchi,, they probably facetime or call thru skype or something).

I bet the whole volleyball squad has a groupchat and honestly he puts all notifs on mute cus his phone keep goin DING DING DING DI DING ID DID IDKNG DING DIG

Brother: Omg why are you getting so many text messages?

Tsukki: Shut up

if he is online on the gc and he texts it would be simple replies like “Hi” “Okay.” “No.” “Goodbye.” and then he’s gone for another week

every first year is begging on their knees for tsukishima to give the answers or help them out and he obviously says: go do the hw yourselves idiots

besides yamaguchi!!!! again!! cus theyre gay for each other

maybe practices once in awhile with his brother or alone in his backyard but he doesn’t care

Tanaka Ryuunosuke

buys 101817 pounds of toilet paper because everyone else is? but not because of the same reason as asahi. he thinks toilet paper is the cure to corona.

GO STUPID AAAAAAAAA GO CRAZY AAAAAAAAAAA-

probably has a part time job at a grocery store so he still has to go to work 😭 i dont even know how he could have a job in the first place he’s probably always late-

still gamin with noya of course

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM IM PLAYING MINECRAFTT

also buys like all the junk food thats in stock. and since he works at the grocery store he gets a ton of coupons and deals.

texts Kiyoko everyday goodmorning ❤️❤️❤️ and goodnight 😘😘 texts just to be left on read.

“i love it when she ignores me !!!”

scrolls through tiktoks for 1000 hours to pass time

School Is For Losers!!

similar to noya, he thought it was basicaly summer until he realized they were gonna be doing online school. literally had a fit and said he didnt wanna do jack squAt

Laughs so hard when nishinoya somehow kicks the teacher out of the call he’s like laughing so loud and hard he starts crying

all of the sudden has a better view on school

gets excited when he sees nishinoya on the call

makes funny and ugly ass faces when the teacher isn’t looking. everyone laughs and the teacher’s like 🤨

probably uses the green screen effect so he can change hus background (somehow) and accidentally misclicks a file so a girl wit a bikini becomes his background for .5 seconds before changing it to a cursed meme:

doesn’t get half the shit the teacher is talking about

but it’s okay because the half he doesn’t get is the other half noya gets

and the half noya doesnt get is the orher half tanaka gets

they’re two peas in a pod 🥰

until they try explaining it to each other and suddenly get confused?? mental malfunction ¿?

yeah im SMART!!!

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Daichi Sawamura

quite calm about the whole coronavirus

like he knows it is serious and understands how it is spread but he’s still calm about it??

tells everyone to sanitize and wash hands on a regular. and social distancing!!

honestly still wakes up like he does on normal school days and does all his academics just fine.

he even does gym activities (besides volleyball) for 30 minutes to an hour!!!! he be running on that treadmil! getting stronk!

does each subject on his own for 20-40 min each day. he’s really good at self discipline

makes sure sugawara and asahi are up to date on school work and will gladly help.

sadly can’t help the first years (and probably second years) because that info is deep in his brain and basically forgot how to do it after a year or two of not using it.

VERY VERY VERY sad that volleyball nationals are cut off. this is his last year and for it to be??? gone??? just because of some flu?!?! hates it.

he wishes school to go back and still has hope that school will go back to normal in a couple of weeks (even though it’s a slim chance).

asks the teacher questions whenever he has questions. He’s also vv considerate so he’ll ask questions he knows the answer to but asks them for anyone who’s confused ab it/wants to ask but is too shy. (literally i lov daichi sm)

Eats a healthy amount of everything

asks asahi for any updates on corona even though he’s quite up to date himself. he just wanna make sure he didn’t miss anything.

also doesn’t mind being around his family. he’ll do more chores around the house to help his parents out :> he’s literally perfect wtf

def does worry about everyone in the volleyball gc and anyone else he has contact with. Will also email classmates and ask if they’re doing all right. Even away from volleyball he’s a team player ☺️✌️

Is happy for the rest of the day when asahi tells him dogs can’t get corona.

Yamaguchi Tadashi

oaoaiquqhdkoaiaagadjsiwi?

doesn’t know what to believe anymore

keeps in touch with everyone!! always online 24/7 on social media, vball gc, you name it.

Literally everyone is acting so normal why are people so calm am i the only one worrying about this and the worlds future like this year has been really bad so far for not just me but the whole nation actually the entire world honestly like war almost broke out in january and now this corona stuff is really buttering my crissont the wrong way-

Even though tsukishima literally gives No Fucks, yamaguchi is the complete opposite.

like tsukki and yamaguchi call on skype and eVERY TIME yamaguchi starts with ‘how have you been? do you feel sick at all? have you drank enough water today?’ and so on

“What are you even worrying about?”

“Well...what if you get the corona virius?... it can be deadly, you know!! Thousands of people have died from it!!! The fact school is shutting down and people are panicking is making me feel like i should be panicking-“

Tsukki will then snarkily reassure him it’s fine and people their age are the least likely to get it bad.

Yamaguchi will feel a little better afterwords

“Thank you, Tsukki!”

Tsukki will ‘tch’ it off

Even though he gets really good grades he has triuble finding motivation to do any school work?? doing school work in his own home? 😐

His home was kinda a place he can chill whereas school is a place he can be fully focused

but now his home is ALSO school??!!?

Luckily he understands the work, at least.

When he sees tsukishima on the call, too, he instantly says hello.

“Tsukki!! Hey!! 😁”

“Shut up.”

“Gomen, Tsukki.”

Yeah. Even when they aren’t at school, he’s still the same as always.

He takes extra care of his family and always stays in touch with other relatives. Especially grandpa and grandma. THE SECOND he learned elderly people are at more risk you bet your ass he’s calling them making sure they’re okay. He checks up on them everyday now.

He peobably practices volleyball a little, too. He’s more focused on schoolwork though.

Sugawara Koushi

Have you guys ate dinner yet? 🥺

obviously checking up on everyone

he would fail as a mother if he didn’t.

Actually reads in his free time?? He finally has time on his hands to read these books so.... here we are!

Wakes up at a scheduled time everyday (minus weekends. Maybe sleeps for an extra hour or so).

He dresses in pjs rather than actual clothes because he’s not going anywhere with this social distancing thing.

Always tries to lighten the mood when all the students are on the online call. Maybe crack some joke or innocently play around with the effects.

He still pays close attention in class and does quite well on his own. No help from his parents! He can do everything on his own! He a big boi!

Does homework really well, too. Probably does extra work or more work than needed just because it makes him feel good afterwords.

Honestly i can see him cooking in his free time. If he doesnt feel like reading or scrolling mindlessly through his phone, he gonna cook.

Will make the best cookies in the universe.

HAS A HECK OF A SWEET TOOTH. NOT A DAY GOES BY WITHOUT HIM GETTING HIS PRETTY HANDS ON SUM TREAT

Honestly isn’t too good with exercise so he might gain a few pounds or grow the smallest chub 🥺🥺🥺 he would be so cute omfg.

is realy involved with his family!! they play a board/card game every friday night and have the best time.

if he has a dog, cat, or literally any animal you know he’s gona be hanging with them since he has more time.

Still! Playing! Volleyball! I mean by now every boy is practicing at least a little bit. He would probably be in his backyard playing volleyball with his family. Theyy’d set up a net and everythin! They’re all rookies at it but he still cherishes the moments with them.

It’s honestly still practice. Better than nothing

He talks about how his family plays volleyball and everyone is so jealous like 😭😭 makes him more grateful hearing half the volleyball team saying they have to practice alone.

Watching youtube videos of random videos/vines making him giggling.

“Hey, Dachi, look at this video.”

IS A SWEETHEART STFU !!!

[incessantwhine]

ohhh me a month ago is such a liar. don’t know what kind of confidence bout I was on but literally none of those insecurities went away. WRONG Lola is right here u fuckin brussel sprout

literally criiieeeddd (real tears!! LMFAO) on my bday because they accidentally sent me something meant for a friend abt a girl theyre crushing on or w/e. long story short shes a hot porn star (obv) who’s my age and 10000x prettier and everything im…not. huge yiddies. nice ass. tats out the wazoo. and ofc a pretty face (if ur into European beauty standards). you know. everything that decrepit wretched disordered part of me would still kill someone to look like. if i was a guy or if she was it would be different I guess but it feels like im so close yet so far.

like, i get it. im a client and it would b weird for lots of reasons to be attracted to me. the things that are said and done are j to get me to continue to spend money cause like…get ur bag, all those cap placements make u a great business person. not much concern for me on a personal level so much as it is means to an end. it’s just acting. playing a part or w/e. ik that. i went into this situation knowing that. I understand i get pretty carefully selected bits and bobs of info abt ur life in order to make me feel like ik u “closely” or im somehow more special because that’s just more reason for an emotional and financial investment. im not fkn stupid. that’s like the whole point. i dont feel icky about that because im aware im being played and engage anyway. that’s my choice. “if ur gonna be stupid u better be tough”

but like. to have the point viciously hammered home for no reason?? on my bday?? fkn OUCH, dude. it’s not even that I’m THAT insecure. im funny. i give good gifts. im smart-ish and im enthusiastic about learning new stuff and growing. i have my finances in order and I compensate for their work pretty nicely i think. im loyal af. i care a lot but i also am really respectful and mindful of boundaries. idk. I have stuff about me that makes me rly proud. just…my appearance isn’t one of them. it’s one of the only things I do feel rly inadequate in. I don’t photograph well. and I can’t change it beyond losing weight and makeup rly. which can only do so much. that’s what hurts, that i just am doomed to be a little ugly for the rest of my life. so ofc that’s what it had to be about, right??

just so very tired of this. it’s 1 step forward 2 steps back w/ self esteem, always. im frustrated it’s still so fragile when I feel like I should be beyond this. makes me rly bitter. and resentful.

and ik im overreacting too. ik this is not a normal way to feel and that’s equally as frustrating. this has nothing to do with me, literally. it wasn’t even my business nor should it be. im upset rn bc…what, I accidentally found out im not their type? LMFAO could it get any more pathetic than that? i already knew that. 2+2=4. doesn’t take a fkn genius. so my feelings are hurt bc…im confronted with physical evidence of a reality I was already aware of??? how does THAT make sense???

maybe I should just quit while im ahead. it was fun while it lasted, yadda yadda yadda. make up some bs. but if I do that it’ll be super obvious why (not that they’re thinking about me that deeply) and then just feels also like admitting defeat. like I got into something and then ran away cause my feelings got a little hurt. it’s cowardly behavior to back out now. but idk. im so sick of making people so important and such a priority in my head knowing full well that it won’t or can’t be mutual and doing it anyway. i put myself forth as this laid back chill girl who doesn’t ask for much and causes no drama and is super flexible and soooo unbothered by everythinf and im…not that way at my core I don’t think. it’s like I make my own misery. and for what? cause it gets me horny in the right context? is that worth it??

idk. once again feeling betrayed by New York and myself. never should have gone and been invested in this person. I knew it was a bad choice in my gut; in the long run. was just ignoring it. was just thinking with my dick.

cant even talk abt any of this w/ them because it’s not their job. they’re not my fkn therapist and my feelings are not their problem, period. it would be goofy behavior to make it so. add that to the list of things im resentful about too while im being a bitter hag anyway.

[junkartie]

Say no more, here i go

First of all in this essay i will be discluding all of the problematic boomer humor. While some of the jokes r funny some simply made me roll my eyes and therefore im not gonna touch on their nature when judging the main characters relationships. (Looking @ u marshall, damn)

First lets talk about our main character, Ted. This Character is no where as bad as R*ss from friends, but he gives off very similar vibes. I get what they were going for, quirky nice guy, hopeless romantic but most of the time he just comes off as... creepy. Desperate. And throughout his search for the perfect wife that fits literally all his standards he somehow never lets go off his crush on Robin, frankly it gets super annoying after a point. I remember him dating Victoria and cheating on her with Robin AND LYING to BOTH of them about it. The whole series is BUILT ON them getting together and breaking up. This is literally a constant in this series and it gets sO annoying. The main conflict in every season feels like Ted eventually having to dig through his feelings for Robin and it NEVER works out. Its just annoying and i cant take his feelings for any other woman seriously because of it. Im quite literally convinced that throughout every relationship hes had, if Robin swooped in and told him to “drop that mf” hed do it and it makes the whole thing feel so disingenuous.

Now lets talk about Barney. First of all hes my favorite character and yea hes yknow... like that. But i loved his character devellopment and i really appreciated that whenever he had geniune feelings for someone hed treat his partner pretty well. Ever since it was revealed he had feelings for robin the whole relationship just felt... organic. It didnt feel rushed like every single time Ted and Robin got together. It felt like watching a middle schooler develloping a crush and eventually going out with them and honestly? It was cute. I loved the dynamic they had even as friends and you really got to see how well they got along during the last season. I HATE how their whole relationship was doubted because of the STUPID locket scene where ted ONCE AGAIN made things weird. Like it felt like a poor excuse to put “ROBIN MAY HAVE FEELINGS FOR TED” in the viewers face.

Now let me get this straight. I fucking hate Ted x Robin. They dont get along. They keep breaking up because they are incompatible in the long run. I really wanna touch on the fact that she NEVER wanted kids and Ted DESPERATELY wanted kids. Robin never wanted to really settle down and it was all Ted really ever talked about. The whole scene where Robin confideces in Barney about how she cant have kids and he just hugs her? Immaculate. How they make a concious effort to grow together? Amazing. Theyre both spontaneous and outgoing and never planned on settling down yet found comfort in just being together and i absolutely loved that.

Now lets talk about the ending. This is the whole reason im writing the longest post ive ever made. This pissed me off so bad that i dropped everythinf to hyperanalize a series with some of the most cringeworthy jokes ive ever heard. Ted finally finds his wife, his true love. We barely get to meet her but shes such a likeable character that you get attached to her immediately. I loved Tracy and she seemed like the perfect fit for ted. Honestly she seemed almost mary sue-ish but yknow, whatever. Its only fitting that our main nice guy dates this seemingly perfect woman. Idc. You watch a whole season thats being dragged out for way longer than it should be allowed to but yknow whatever. Robin and Barney are happy, Ted is forming a relationship that looks promising, lilly and marshall are doing whatever idk. Happy ending. Maybe underwhelming but still pretty ok. The Mom ends up being nice and everyone else seems glad.

THEN?? IN THE LAST EPISODE? They just kill off the mother. What the fuck. What the ACTUAL fuck. And as if this wasnt bad enough??? Robin and Barney get divorced and Robin ends up with TED?!?!!! TED WHO HAS KIDS???? HOW DOES THIS WORK. HOW IS ROBIN GOING ALONG WITH THIS. WHAT HAPENNED TO HER AND BARNEY? I hated this ending. Imagine your dad is telling you about how he met your now deceased mother but it ends up being a means to justify dating your aunt. What the fuck????????? AND AS IF THIS ISNT BAD ENOUGH, Barney ends up going straight back to his ways. All character devellopment he had during the last few seasons is just thrown straight into the trash. And for WHAT? Ted and Robin getting back together AGAIN? The show has done this SO many times, why should their relationship work out this time? Did Ted just never get over his feelings for Robin? It made me lump Tracy in with all the other women Ted would have dropped in a heartbeat if Robin told him to. It was such a poor ending and the writing was absolute shit. Did Robin just see Ted as a plan B? And what the fuck did the show mean by robin was “waiting for him”? Like we clealry established that Robin did not love him during sometime in season 8(7?) where she sits him down and tells him straight up.

The whole thing is sloppy. It pisses me off. I dont even like the show. I cant stand most the characters. I hate Lilly with the might of a thousand suns, marshall is annoying, ted is TED, robin also becomes unbearable. Barney is written off as comic relief in the end. I hate this show. Boomers should not be allowed to make comedy shows. I revoke their fucking rights.

Not to talk about How I Met Your Mother on main but the ending was so bad and it completely threw away every piece of character devellopment Barney had within the last few seasons because “nice guy get girl”. In this essay i will-

[lukkilucas]

92 Truths Tag

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. at the end choose 25 people to be tagged.

THX FOR TAGGING ME @tae-key IM SUPAR LATE BUT I COUDLDNT DO THIS ON MOBILE IM SORY BRO<3

LAST:

drink: UUUUUHHHHHHHHH......water

phone call: ma dadd

text message: 

song you listened to: I FORGOT

time you cried: IDK I GET SUPER EMOTIONAL WHEN WATCHING VIDS SO LIKE ERR TWO DAYS AGO

HAVE YOU EVER:

dated someone twice: NO

been cheated on: noOo

kissed someone and regretted it: NO

lost someone special: I DONT REMEMBER

been depressed: nope

been drunk and thrown up: nO that would be wild

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

made a new friend: DEFINITELYYYYYYYYYYY

fallen out of love: UHHHHHHHHHHH NEVER BEEN IN

laughed until you cried: YESYESYSESS

met someone who changed you: NO....i found out that only i can change myself..

found out who your true friends are: I’ve always known them!!!!

found out someone was talking about you: NO but I wouldn’t be surprised I mean I’m a pretty cool person??

GENERAL:

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: LIEK 2

do you have any pets?: YES BRUNO PEPPERONI! <3

do you want to change your name?: NAH!

what time did you wake up this morning: 12 im a mess

what were you doing last night: drawing pORN just kidding i was crying after a fictional characte-

name something you cannot wait for: mmmmmmmmm.........I’M SORRY MY MIND IS BLANK...I’m...waiting for everythinf..

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: NO .... WHAT IF MY SOULMATE IS SOMEONE CALLED TOM 

what’s getting on your nerves right now: IDK BUT I FEEL LIKE MY PERIOD STARTED BUT IM OUT HERE WRITING THIS S O IM NOT GOING TO THE BATHROOM YET???!?

blood type: crack+

nickname: JEMI JEMPPA JEMBO JEMSKU

relationship status: SINGLE >:D

zodiac sign: aquarararararius

pronouns: SHREK 

favourite show: let me think uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

college: wat

hair color: EYYYY verrrryyy light blonde liek platinumm

do you have a crush on someone: OF COURSE BUT THEYRE FICTIONAL OR LIVE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLLDDD

what do you like about yourself: hmmm hmm hmm hmmmm hmm hmm hmmmhmm YOU TELL ME

FIRSTS:

first surgery: ERRR NONE

first piercing: EARS B| when i was liek 8

first sport you joined: LOL i joined this chheerleader thingy when i was abotu 7 but i quit cus I LikEd cartoons more

first vacation: MY MOMMYS WOMB wow it was cool

first pair of sneakers: whayyh.,<+?

RIGHT NOW:

eating: :’( I wish I had something

drinking: WAIT LEMME GET WATER

i’m about to: go poop after this

listening to: EDEN - fumes uohh sO GREAT

want kids: LIKE RIGHT NOW??? NO

get married: NOT RIGHT NOW

career: B| none...but i wanna model or sing idek B|

WHICH IS BETTER:

lips or eyes: ,..........Probably lips cus smiles.......BUT BOTH..i love both

hugs or kisses: IDK I DONT HAVE KISS EXPERIENCE SO HUGS

shorter or taller: taller......................hoho

older or younger: preferably older

romantic or spontaneous: SPONTANEOUS idk I don’t understand romantic stuff 

sensitive or loud: WHAT DOES THIS MEAN??  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) wink wonk

hookup or relationship : what even IS A HOOKUP LMAO relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: >:D BOTH

HAVE YOU EVER:

kissed a stranger: noOOO???????????!

drank hard liquor: NO ....I dare you to give me

lost contacts/glasses: noO

sex on first date: NO

broken someone’s heart: I hope not but that could be possibel

been arrested: yeeeeeeEEE lol nope

turned someone down: yeEEE

fallen for a friend: nOUP

DO YOU BELIEVE:

in yourself: OFCOURSE... BELIEVE IN YOURSLEVES MY DUDES

miracles: YESSSSSSSS!!

love at first sight: I MEAN WHY NOT

LEL IM NOT TAGGING ANYONE CUS (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖) HBRHHWHGRT

[oneustual-moving]

for your most recent ask game! this is obvious but oneus! and perhaps onewe if you’d like?

ANON THANK UUUUU I AM HOLDING HR HAND. also omg honored and obsessed that its “obvious” to ask me abt oneus now. this is my legacy and i am 100% okay with it thabk u. i’ll do both weus though bc i do love them both !!

onewe:

do i stan them? yes ALMOST !! | only for the music | attempting to | no

i already know so much abt them i just need to Officially stan whatever that means. but im just not as familiar w them as i am w oneus atm!! but their music is everythinf and theyre so good and funny and talented :,)

who or what caught my attention: 100% harin i watched an mv and was like Who Is The Drummer….. him <3

why i want to stan: i already love their music & the members & like its oneus’s brother group so its about time

what i already know about them: debuted in 2019 !! oneus’s brother group. theyre under rbw they have 5 members. yonghoon (leader & main vocal) harin (drummer) dongmyeong (keyboard) cya (bass & rapper & maknae) & kanghyun (guitar). theyre a band not an idol group. dongmyeong is a minute older than dongju. (ik a lot of like Basic facts just i have to get into the members & behind the scenes stuff yknow !!)

current fave member: YONGHOON LISTEN 😭😭 in ‘i will debut’ when they were busking in busan & his mom showed up and he started crying and then went up and sang to her i got so emotional it was soooooo 😭😭💗💗 him……

question for veteran fans: what series should i watch to get to know them more ?? like behind the scenes or variety stuff!

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oneus:

do i stan? yes | only for the music | attempting to | no

i mean…….. [silently stares at my pfp & my url & my pinned & my carrd & the intro to oneus carrd i worked on for days]…. yeah lmao theyre my ult bg (like other than mx since mx will always be no1 u know how it is). anyways stan oneus theyre the best 4th gen bg full stop and theyre way too underrated

• my bias & wrecker: KEONHEE & DONGJU MY BELOVEDS 👫👫 also seoho is probably my wrecker I Think He’s Neat

• first time i heard of them: hmm end of december i think ?? jami texted me like “u should check out this group” and i was like “oho okay”

• when i became a fan: i liked them from the get go bc ‘come back home’ made my brain melt, but i got Super into them after i saw ‘no diggity’ like a week after it came out. i was just so impressed that they made a song that was noisy but also rly good

• fave&least fave title track: fave is ‘to be or not to be’ 100%… least fave UMM 😰 ‘twilight’ maaaybe?? i still love that song SO much but it’s in between ‘valkyrie’ and ‘lit’ which are both better than ‘twilight’ imo

• fave&least fave bside: wtf. i cannot choose. fave bsides are tied between ‘lion heart’ ‘stand by’ & ‘rewind’. also ‘youth’. but literally every oke of their songs is so good so i cant decide. least fave ?? 😭😭 i’ll just say ummm ‘white night’ ig since i like their other slower songs (‘red thread’ ‘blue sky’ ‘kiseki’) more

• fave&least fave mv: ‘TO BE OR NOT TO BE’ (shouting from the rooftops). listen. u give me vampires plus some fun little violence out of nowhere plus seoho being chucked around right before he belts and then keonhee in a crown, of course its gonna be my fave. least fave is uhhh ‘valkyrie’ ig since it’s not as fun as the other ones

• fave&least fave album: fave album is ‘devil’ omg. “this album is for everyone who is called a ‘devil’ by society” okay keonhee just say its for the lgbts. also it’s the longest album. and for leadt fave im gonna cheat and say ‘no diggity’ since it was just two japanese versions and two instrumentals and no new songs >:3

• a concept i wish theyd try: i ?? honestly have no clue? like theyve done fantasy (valkyrie twilight tbontb cbh), theyve done chill/softer concepts (aswe), theyve done scifi kinda (black mirror) IDK!! they can literally do whatever they want and i’ll be along for the ride idc at this point bc its just oneus yaknow. maaaybe more greek mythology related stuff so i can do my greek myth final on them :|

• what i like most abt them: honestly offstage theyre rly humble and chill. like the one behind show they did where they just sat and made bead bracelets w the mc for 15 minutes and just like didnt try to overact for the camera and they were just vibing ?? perfect. theyre so funny and incredibly talented its insane. ik i say they dont have any bad songs but like they literally do not imo & i could listen to them constantly (& i do) even though they dont have a ton of music compared to other groups. also them being underrated and a smaller group means the fandom is relatively normal and its much easier to not feel like ur going insane when interacting w other tomoons lmao. also since they are a nobody group, all their albums on depop and stufd are rly cheap. shoutout to the person who sold me ‘lived’ album for $5 plus shipping yesterday

[powerpuffgrlz]

WHY DO I PUT SO MUCH EFFORT IN FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME:-))))))) i constantly give people my everythinf and theyre just selfish in return

[thegreatwonderingwanderer]

17 things i learned this 2017 1. People come and go. Even if they promised not to. That's how life goes. 2. Everything that is worth having requires risk. (Someone really special told me this. And it is true jud 😊) 3. Be thankful to everything. To everything u have recieved. Just be thankful. Because not people have the same things as yours. 4. Family over anybody else. Friends can be your family too. But family is on the top list. They wont leave. They may hurt u or may disappoint u, but they will never ever leave. 😊 5. No matter how bad your day was, rest. Its just a bad day. Not a bad life. Just be thankful that u have survived the day. No matter how bad it is. 😊 6. You should know your priorities. 💯 (Very Important) 7. You really can't impress everybody. It's your life anyway. Not theirs. Never mind the things theyre going to say. YOLO. So be it. 8. Grades doesnt define you. Kasi minsan kahit ilang breakdowns, sleepless nights, sandamakmak na kape pa ang laklakin mo, meron din talagang mga salbaheng mga teachers na sobrang damot sa grado so yes 😅 9. Friends can break your heart too. Di mo alam minsan. Yung mga traydor. Katabi mo lang pala. So ive learned na di lahat ng kaibigan, napagkakatiwalaan 🙃👏 10. Life is full of choices. Life is full of chances. So if youre going to make a choice, prioritize yourself. Your happiness. 11. (Connected sa 10) Its your life. What's importabt is your happiness. Its 2017 already. Whatever youre about to do. May sasabihin ang mga tao sa much better. Shoose youself. Choose your happiness. 12. People are going to hurt you. You just have to choose who's worth hurting for. 😊 13. Time is very important. Well, dili naman nimo na mabalik. Right? So enjoy everythinf while it last. Do everything while you still have time. Not everybody has the chance. So spend your time wisely. 😊 14. People come and go. Some people come into your life to either make u or break you. Maybe a blessing or a lesson. 15. There's more to life than being stuck on the same person. If they will leave. Then leave. If they will stay. Then better. Give people chance to ebter into your life. But never forget to build walls because not people has the same heart as yours. 16. All of the things youre going through right now. Will all be worth it in the future. Strive hard. Youre strong enough. And never forget the His presence as you go along the way. All of these are worth it. 😊 17. At the end of the day. All you have is yourself. There's more to life. Enjoy life while youre still young. You only live once. Take care of yourself because you only have one. Love life. 💖