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I know I’m late to the party but Oh My God™️
#uni talks about the universe#hbomberguy#james somerton#I’ve been watching the video in increments#so everytime I pause and think ‘it can’t get worse’#guess what the fuck happens when I come back#I’ve never watch James somerton but I have seen his videos floating around#but now thank god I haven’t#by the way-no hate to anyone who was fooled by them#how the fuck were you suppose to know that their entire life was a life#anyway I cannot wait for how these people try to clamber their way back#don’t even talk about Blair to me cause holy shit that woman has a lot of skeleton in her closet#I’m pretty sure they all do but I’m mentioning Blair specifically because I was keeping up on the story for her ngl#I do think internet historian is going to come out unscathed#mostly because his fans just doesn’t care#but the rest? not so easy I think#and obviously it’s fucking over for James Somerton#that man is dead. we witness a live execution. and then liked and subscribed
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hiya sweet friendz and happy timezones !!! (ㅅ´ ˘ `) i’m feeling so much better than i have all weekend and i’m so very thankful :’) but now i’m preparing to fight off the sunday scaries with silliness !! i hope everyone has had a restful & relaxing weekend !! mwah mwah 🤍
#this song is forever stuck in my head hehe so much so it was my numba 1 on spotify#missed doing a lil daily yap and i was gonna wait until tmro but i fear i will be too sleepy to do a gm yap#todays overall vibes just feel like a big sigh of relief and i’m so happy#i cleaned so much today and took like 2 naps … feelin productive tbh#and finally got some stuff straightened out that needed to be settled !!! yipeeeee ^_^#i’m almost done with everything i need to do and then i shall relax the rest of the evening and catch up on some asks#im really sorry that some of it has been sitting there for so long#esp the selfship questions and the self insert lore ones :( i’ve been wanting to answer but !!! life !!#plus i was feeling wonky about selfships for a wee bit but nowwww im back ^_^ !#i think#heheheh#going to try and finish this mihawk fic for tmro !!!#but first ….#blowing a kiss to the sky and letting it float back down to land on all of your cute lil faces !!!#love u bunches !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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I had like- a INSANE epiphany for The Light Seekers lore and I feel like I just ascended
#inanimate insanity#ii the light seekers#random thoughts#I’m going to float away I can’t wait on hinting it in the ask blog
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argyle has absolutely no idea what’s going on and i respect that 💀💀💀
#he’s me#i’m him#we are one#surfer boy pizza my dude#he’s just high asf the entire time#he only knows purple palm tree delight my dude#makes your troubles float away 😎#stranger things#argyle stranger things#wait i feel like clarifying that i do not take drugs 😭😭😭
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tragedy strikes as silly little guy can’t write silly little gay stories because hes oh so tired (it’s his own fault, he doesn’t sleep)
#He’s me btw#My brain has kinda stopped working a bit because I’m so tired#But I’m also not#im kinda in between existing and zoning out right now#Like my brain is floating#I want to write :(#Ohhhh wait I also need water#Maybe that’s it#I might go drink some water
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WESTERN BEYONCÉ!!!
COWBOY COUNTRY BEYONCÉ!!
IM ABOUT TO ASCEND IVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY OH MY GOD
#I’ve watched the trailer five times already omg omg I literally feel like I’m floating#I can’t wait I CANT WAIT!!!!!#ERIKA SHUT UP TAG
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the way bsd has taken over my brain again like i remember it exists and feel so giddy and smiley tk and my friend has already asked me what’s up with me and like. how do i explain
#i’m losing it literally i feel like i’m floating and like i’m going to explode i can’t wait until wednesday#xuân says stuff#bsd
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I don’t understand how a person can miss writing so much and yet be utterly paralyzed by the idea of going back to it.
#writing woes#the idea of ficlets is somewhat tolerable#the idea of a fic with any semblance of plot is daunting#the idea of working on original novels? forget about it.#I keep floating the vaguest ideas for this pirate book. dancing around blueprints for the haunted house. and just can’t stomach the idea of#opening the WIPs#I take a step toward that room in my head and collide with a brick wall#so I go back to reading. and with every good book the hole in my chest expands#and I think ‘maybe now’ and still that wall is waiting#10 days into the year and I’m 10 books into my reading goal and 0 words on the page#maybe when I’m home again. maybe when I have walls again. maybe. maybe. maybe.
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what do u do on days u wake up feeling empty and the only things that stir smth up in ur brain and body are memories of times/places that are long gone…. like what am i supposed to do with that….. i don’t feel like a person today i just wanna wake up in my childhood bedroom and smell the way it smelled in winter but i can’t do that so i just go through my day feeling vaguely nauseously unsettled and untethered…. and that doesn’t feel fair but i don’t know what can be done about it
#i know i sound like a broken record but i miss my trees. i miss feeling like i’m home. i miss feeling safe in my body.#i miss the owls and doves that fill the morning by my grandma’s old house and the smell of the co-op and the river#and the way the mountains look surrounding the valley. protecting me.#i miss the feeling of my hands on the window in winter and reading my favourite books for the first time i miss chris i miss my old bed#i miss myself. i feel like i’ve been lost for years#sometimes i wake up distracted and i fill my brain with anything i can find and i cheat the system and i feel things#for a little while. if i keep moving fast enough i forget that i’m lonely. i forget that i’m lost#but sometimes i stop and it catches up to me and i have to sit on the floor#sometimes i realise how far from home i am in every sense of the word and i feel like a child lost in a supermarket#except this time no one is coming to find me if i just stand still#i wake up and everything i can think of that would make me happy is a mirage#i wake up and the music isn’t enough and i want to start pedalling backwards and i feel like i’m floating very fast downstream#and there’s a waterfall looming somewhere in the distance and i can’t grab a log#im not gonna fall off. nothing is ever bad enough for anyone to worry about me drowning. but i am still very wet and very far from home#so what. do. i. do. ?#when i was a kid we lived in a house that had a very large oak tree out front (this was before the house with the willow tree)#at the base of the oak tree was a small fairy pond. we moved in during winter and it was frozen solid and u couldn’t see anything in it#but come spring it melted and we discovered the fairy pool was chock full of marbles of all colours and sizes. hundreds of them.#it was so thrilling to know they’d been waiting for me all winter to find them in the warmth. where are the marbles now#is anything waiting for me? is anything hiding in the frozen pond?#@the universe: i need a little help now pls. pls send me something small and colourful i wasn’t expecting. hundreds of them. or just one.#i am open to it all#because i can’t go back in time and smell my childhood bedroom in winter. and i will not go over the waterfall. so bring me marbles#~ signed yours truly. ps tell the trees i’m still the same
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moving in two months and it kinda feels like the world is ending
#i’m not sure it’s supposed to be like this#but i’ve been floating and not real and waiting for something to make sense since high school#also how am i supposed to decide what books and what cds to bring with me#i’m moving 12 hours away so i have to make the right decisions#and it all feels so big
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Hmmm dissociating hardcore today and yesterday on the commute to work bc of the pain… not good
(also it makes me SUPER tired…)
#I feel like I’m floating but not the good kind! I’m dying squirtle!#trying for priority seats today but they’re all taken as usual but I WILL get up the guts to sit there#just waiting for a magic cure at my appointment Thursday night….#chronic pain tag#tian talks
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Oh yeah baby, now we’re getting somewhere
#the band ghost#papa emeritus iv#papa emeritus iii#papa emeritus ii#papa emeritus i#this was just an elaborate ploy for me to design some pretty wallpaper all along#still unsure if I want to keep the wires. without them the portraits just look like they’re floating#in the meantime just pretend there’s a picture rail out of frame#I’m working on Copia now hehe#I can’t wait for this to be finished it’s gonnae look so good#I do really want this wallpaper now though
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appreciation post for how your pfp blends into the tumblr blue when im scrolling i love it
THANK YOUUUU 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 appreciation post for you noticing it!!!!! the original icon i used had a background so similar to tumblr blue i was like wait that’s so cute so i made one with a transparent background hehe
#asks#thank you for noticing that makes me happy 😌#i’m kinda debating removing the og background and. making a filled background the same tumblr blue color but then i remembered#not everyone uses the same theme so i was like wait maybe transparent is better#but i don’t love how the icon is white on a white post lmfao but it does look cute in dms just floating#indira!
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realized tonight that in the story we are going to get the concept of camilla back. we might not see much of her at all (depends) but we will see her name at least once. she will be mentioned. she will be brought up. i’m getting my girl back
#post tag#tlt#i was so totally ok with waiting but now that there’s apparently spoilers floating around im sooo stressed. i’m impatient#i can’t stop thinking about it……#also it’s the weekend & i have nothing else going on. so i’m thinking about it. smh
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Guerì
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First Aesthetic to the protagonist of my First Fantasy Saga that I have yet to name, which is introduced in my first book, The Fall from Babylon.
I created her cuz I was struggling studying and having a perfect grade cuz I was still a freshman, at 18, and the shame further fueled my social anxiety. I was struggling with being a woman, a good Christian Catholic cuz I feared Hell, and I felt alone even if I had my family, but I didn't let them pick through my mind cuz I wanted meet the standard of the Golden Child and the Firstborn (honestly I felt a mix of Mirabel, Isabela y Luisa).
I was inspired by an owl movie which I don't honestly remember the name, when I'll remember I will give credit.
Now I revived her, and discovered that she is inspired from the an Ymbryme OC (a Peculiar specie from the Saga Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children) and from other OC of my Fanfictions that nobody has ever read and never read :).
The last time she talked to me feels like a century ago, I didn't let her take my hand for describing herself, I created her as a self inserted so I could vent out all of my problems, but she's not me, and now I finally separated myself from her so she can live.
I will make a video for introducing her, but now this is her Aesthetic. The song associated with this Aesthetic is this:
When I will know her better, I'll keep you updated. Thanks to anyone who stopped scrolling for just reading, just that means a lot for me.
P.S. When I was little I've gone with Firew°o°rk, and I'll still go cuz I owe her this. ^.^"
#babylon#history#young adult#fantasy#floating island#owl-movie-that-now-i-don't-remember-and-i'm-too-tired-to-do-a-google-search-yeeeeeeh#dead inside like younger hunger#I’m all talk with a thorn in my sideI've got a real big heartThat I'm willing to hide#this feels like i'm stealing something#like i should be original but i get creative only taking inspiration from other works of arts and then mix it into a pot#like i'm a witch a Janara that steals knowledge for her insatiable hunger#Janara means a Witch in Neapolitan#with The Brilliant Friend i have so much representation#waiting for the last searies on RAI please don't spoil me the ending#if you follow me know that i will link things like 2 + 2 = 6 so be warned 🧿#you can call me jo and i spend too much time on 🪐 to cope with all of my mental illeness#at least i know i'm mentally ill 🙈✌🏻#Spotify
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