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[vomitingwords]

"Were you frustrated?" he asked.

"I was. And it's beginning to feel like I could've done something different and still gotten the same result," she said while looking down on her weary hands. Tracing the lines on her palms with her shaky fingers. "I could've done something. I could've made a different choice. I could've found another way. I could've turned on a different road. And it's frustrating to know that, even if I did all that, it could still be the wrong choice."

Where were you? // ma.c.a

[lornahansonforbes]

Not once a year but every single FUCKING day!! ❤️‍🔥Mother Fucker. I hate myself, sometimes.

[reapaixonarse]

For some time I didn't know what to expect. And because of that, I felt anxious, driving on an unsigned road or drowning in a lake. Now that I know what to expect I feel like I'm mourning something, like I was supposed to sit and be unhappy. Like I can't do anything. Maybe I'm afraid because I know that if I do what I'm supposed to, I'll get it. I'm afraid of the success. Of the 'yay' part of the process. Is it like I don't worth it? It's not on my plate? I don't feel like I actually should have it. Why, though? I've been working so hard. My entire life. Why don't I feel worth it? Why do I feel happier for other people's accomplishments than mine? Why do I have such a negative version of me stamped in my brain? The little girl that lives inside here has so many dreams that she could actually achieve but the older version of her feels like she doesn't deserve it. Why? She cried so many tears so she could have a genuine smile one day and now that she can have it, you're not letting her. There are a lot of 'feels' like but I can't actually feel them. I lock them inside me so I never confront them in the mirror. It's been such a long time since I felt a single tear coming down my cheek and I just let it. I need to figure this out. Let those feelings out. Get out of this. Find my path and feel good in my own skin. I love what I do and I don't know why I'm not loving it anymore. But I will discover and change whatever is necessary to feel myself again.

[barrencelenny]

I feel like fic recs tend to be things that are complete, so I thought I'd rec some things that haven't been updated in a while (>a year) or abandoned, but I still like to go back and reread

with links and comments under the cut <3

Poured Over Ice in an Old-Fashioned Glass by prepandemicwriting (bealeciphers) [2016-02-04, 28k]

-classic bartender!barry fic. they're both kinda disasters all around? hilarious

Run Away With Me by asexual-fandom-queen (2016-05-23, 14k]

-the only time asking someone to run away with you has ever worked lmao.

Painting the Roses Red by Solarcat [2016-07-01, 20k]

-Family of Rogues but there's a third snart sibling that Len's got to protect. Lucy Snart that only exists in this fic and my brain ily <3

I bet these memories follow you around by MissSugarPlum [2017-06-07,5k]

-Lisa and Barry in high school at the same time, Barry being tiny and full of rage, Lisa being reluctantly charmed, mwah. chef's kiss.

Bolt from the Blue by town_without_heart [2017-06-16, 170k]

-pre-canon meeting is always delicious to me. eobard being aware of it is the cherry on top (what a creeper)

The Good in You (the Bad in Me) by blue_wonderer [2017-08-02, 26k]

-I have a soft spot for fics where Barry and Lisa are friends what can I say. set pre-canon, and barry is a goddamn delight

Get Me Through The Night by Mentalrebel [2017-08-07, 11k]

-super interesting formatting. it's a lifeline au? I have no idea what that it, but it's fun

Ties and Barricades by yersifanel [2017-09-01, 10k]

-pre-canon meet-ugly where len kidnaps his soulmate as part of his getaway.

Realignment (time & company) by writerdragonfly [2018-02-13, 12k]

-me? rec a time travel fic? of course. time traveller's wife au. gives some really interesting backstory to Len's mother/family

Unexpected Development by nirejseki [2018-04-05, 20k]

-it's so funny it's practically a crack fic. calling the reverse flash Mr. Banana is an inspired choice

since I can remember I've been runnin' from you by youmakemesoangry [2019-01-26, 14k]

-barry getting haunted by post oculus len yes oh yes

Sticky Fingers by MoriartyMastermind [2019-03-05, 18k]

-barry stealing wallets as the flash is like objectively funny okay

Resonance by Moriavis [2019-06-16, 40k]

-looove a soulmate fic and this one is so unique. Barry and Len meet when Barry's still a child, and it ends before they meet as adults, so really it's mainly a Leonard snart character study

Ice and Lightning by vomitingwords [2020-03-26, 2k]

-potentially the only figure skating au for this ship?

Zero to Sixty by scrubmarine [2020-06-26, 25k]

-barry meeting len out of costume because he's running away from Iris is a hilarious set up, and he kind of deserves it

Just Friends by Thundersnow [2021-08-11, 168k]

-a classic fake dating au, trying to figure out how a blueberry coffee could taste good has been a question that has followed me for years.

Shiva by crestfaller [2021-11-07, 17k]

-I always need more fics dealing with the loss of Henry tbh, and this is a really good exploration of grief.

What It Might Cost by Kateera [2022-05-17, 20k]

-a classic deaging fic, len is heartbreakingly cute

Stand Still by Taste_of_Bitterness [2022-09-15, 25k]

-len doesn't go on the waverider after running to stand still. Barry's kind of a mess here, tbh?

I Think I Love You by youmakemesoangry [2023-05-03, 67k]

-it's post Len and mick's legends trip, and they're helping out team flash. there's a truth spell involved. It's a classic trope. (also there's this bit where mick's reading Frankenstein and he calls creature victor's kid, and that's such a mood, my gothic fiction class spent like an hour talking about his daddy issues once)

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"You almost died!"

"I think we should really focus on that 'almost' part."

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dangerous liaisons | ln4 × sainz!reader

pairing: lando norris × sainz!reader

warning: 16+, implication of sex, slight mention of manipulation

summary: your brother, carlos didn't care about what you did at the paddock when accompanying him at his races as long as you stayed away from the drivers and their flirty antics. little did he know of your late-night rendezvous with his best friend, lando.

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"Sometimes, I hope people can always say what they truly feel. And be genuine about it. No restrictions. No holding back. No keeping all the most important parts.

But then I remembered that I myself couldn't even do that. So why would I expect other people to be like that?

I realized that sometimes we have to choose what we only have to say from the words that we truly want to say. Every word doesn't have to be said out loud; rather, let our actions show what we truly mean. Because not everyone has the time to listen to what we're about to say, and that's totally okay. We human beings don't have all the time in the world to understand everything that's happening around us. We're all busy trying to save ourselves and live life the way we want to.

So it's fine if you can't compose yourself to say everything you want to. But remember that there are so many ways to reach those people who are important to you. And I hope you'll be surrounded by the right people who will lend an ear to hear the stories that you've been holding onto."

I wish I was braver // ma.c.a

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pairing: max verstappen × reader

warning: nothing beside cuteness.

summary: former fear of best friend's brother max turns into unexpected love when you return to town, connecting in your friend's absence, sparking deep feelings.

part.1, part.2

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If you ask I would bleed for you

Every drop spilled a testament to my love

Seek me, I pull myself open

Stretching my chest open as far as I could reach

My heart beating openly

Animalistic drumbeat

Vulnerable vibrations exposed to the life around

Unafraid of the world from which it normally hides

It's longing melody exposed

Desire me, it sings for you

Every note, a primal love song

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Whoever is happy will make others happy too.

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The deafening desire to run away and to make candle lit alleys your hideouts, to have secret society meetings in the library, to make your house feel like a home, favorite teabags in wooden cupboards. An entire shelf full with notebooks filled with poems and stories, all thought out in a moments of madness, the Moon being the only thing lighting up the room. Feeding the stray cats and eventually adopting one. Making soup for the elderly neighbors. Some for your friends on rainy days. A journey to self discovery without the crushing weight of shame and pride. Just love. Love love love.

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I’m jealous of people who do what they want because I do what I must, and it’s rarely what I want.

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Sometimes, I don't write to be unique. I write to be common. To remind everyone what they have begun to take for granted. Simple blessings like the privilege to breathe.

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I'm tired of seeing humans talking to them and I'm tired of having humans speak to me why can't they just shut up and go away not my wife of course I like her a lot and not the guy who fixes me car everyone else out I'm putting my foot down at last

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Be kind, my

[discreet-introvert]

𝒾 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔

i saw it coming, that someday, we’ll take different paths in the future. i just didn’t know it was too soon.

i saw it coming, that eventually, we’ll come to an end. that what we had was nothing but pure bliss. bliss that made me believe in love once again. bliss that made me think, love is too pure for us to experience.

even though i saw it coming, it still hurts to think that we will never go back to the way we used to be.

[vippik]

I always belonged

To this time

Composed of

Everlasting moments

Of monotony

But never

To this space

Gory and ruthless

You can

Either sing or scream

To mark your presence

In this lonesome galaxy

But who cares

For you?

At the end of it all

After the sun sets

Noboy stays, I crawl

Life on this earth

Is unbelievably diverse

And stranger than fiction

And if this is false

Where should I move?

Beneath my apparel

Can't be hidden

My beauty and soul

If these aren't really scattered

Throughout the neighborhood

And beyond the horizon

Where the neons flicker

And blue

I still believe

I'm not lost in the crowd

And still as real

In your thoughts and heart

and dreams

As I'm here

Writing out my heart

For me and you

For us, I could die

Well in advance

But I beg

Don't you push me

Beyond the limits

Of my comfort

Beyond the zone

Of your faded presence

Help me fall asleep

My lost dear

Just keep singing old blues

Even if no one

Is witnessing

What I've been going through

How I've been bleeding inside

Over the years

My poetries are

Capturing this

Great depression

Frame to frame

Pain to pain

And those who are

In love

Say that it's a joke

You know what

The disease of mind

Isn't so cheap to treat

Like fevers and cough

And the fears

Of what mother would say

How she would react

Are there too

- Flavoursome Favourite Fancies @vippik

[sshinss]

// Titik Fokus //

Kemana lensamu menuju? Apakah aku? Selalukah aku?

Barang tentu! Katamu.

Gambarku yang kamu ambil ini tidak jelas. Katanya titik fokusmu aku. Omong kosong, kah?

Bibir kutekuk. Sedangkan punyamu merekah sembari mengucap mantra menyebalkan namun manis di telinga.

"Lensa kamera melihatmu dengan teknologi dan indah baginya adalah potret alam. Sedang aku melihatmu dengan hati dan indah bagiku adalah kamu."

Yah. Andai kamu seromantis kata bualan yang dibungkus diksi puitis seperti itu.

syn | Tue, October 8, 2019

[theprocast]

And it was one

of the hardest decisions

that I've made.

To walk away

from someone

I knew I can

always fight for.

Yet the truth is,

love was always

hard if it's

one sided.

Even if it's exactly

what you thought

you're looking for.

[wnq-writers]

And you would do anything, wouldn’t you? You would do anything just to keep that person closer to you. I never said a name, but there goes your mind remembering.

vomitingwords 

[vomitingwords]

If Words Could Hold You // ma.c.a

[lornahansonforbes]

Last night I was watching The Grammy Awards and I thought of you. I know. Dude. Shut the fuck up and I’ll explain. So, anyway, there was this performance by Steve Lacy, “Bad Habit” and the chorus went something like, “…I wish I knew…” or something similar. Then when the camera cut to Lizzo saying those words, it hit me. I’ve been wondering why you are my bad habit? I know about addiction etc and I’ve overcome many problems and I’m still working on myself. Yet there you are and I know that we’re toxic. As I posted earlier about domestic violence, I have to grapple with those same feelings. I’m sorry for that but I am not a fucking idiot. I am quite well aware of this and I know the difference between reality, fantasy and my visions. The final analysis is, I wish I knew. The Taurus in you, will never know. You think you know but you don’t and that’s on you. That empathy streak in me knows something and just maybe one I’ll have clarity but I still wish I knew.

[journalsoftheworld]

Ngong Ping, Hong Kong. 16 June 2017

(with a rather old spread. forgive me)

[lol-im-not-ur-babe]

At what point did the love you had for me become suicidal?

At what point did you decide that your priorities changed?

At what point did you decide you were still going to walk with me knowing your heart wasn’t mine anymore?

At what point did the messages in the morning ..

At what point did your schedule...

At what point did the struggles we overcame..

At what point did I become a person who was just in your space?

At what point did the love you had for me kill itself?

At what point did the love I had for you not be enough anymore?

At what point were we not what you wanted anymore?

At.. what.. point..

Did you decide.. you didn’t love me

That you wanted to let me go.. because you didn’t even let me know..

At what point did you decide that you were going to let the love you had for me cut itself and bleed out?

At what point did you decide not to tell me ?

While it screamed out on the bathroom floor? while it wept? While our hugs became chores? While our kisses became callous? While it gasped for air and closed its eyes?

When it took its last breath and shrunk up and died?

When the party was over?

When prom passed?

When my messages became a nuisance?

It’s death polluted our dates with eerie silence.

You tried to hide the blood and left stains on the months behind us.

When I said something...

You said you didn’t want to string me along but baby you were stringing me along for months and I...

I loved you. I didn’t want to let you go. I ended up letting you go because I loved you. I wanted to tell you that.. I think I told you that..

Did you know how painful that was? And to think..

You always told me you loved me the most but in the end I loved you more

I’ll never forget the scream I let out when we hung up the phone

All the rage, all the pain, all the words,

The silence afterwards..

The pain in my chest..

The breathing..

The sobbing..

The words I couldn’t say, the ..

the way my brother tried to comfort me

I never

Ever

Thought I would be writing about you.

You were supposed to be the boy I never had to write about.

And I can’t shake the thought of you sometimes

I just want answers even though they are all right in front of me . But they are also not.

You stopped letting me know what you thought, felt, touched

I can’t believe I don’t know what you’re thinking and feeling for the second time in my life or maybe I never really knew them at all

I am.. I was so used to being someone you loved

I was so used to knowing you

and I am not that person anymore.

I am so sorry I couldn’t help you

I wish I was enough at that time to pull you out of your depression. I wish that I was someone who aided you in the way you needed.. or maybe I was the problem.. I thought so but maybe all those posts ..

I can’t believe I’m thinking this way again.

I can’t believe your love was suicidal.

Sometimes I can’t believe we broke up or that you let me go.. but your friend told me it must have been pretty bad for you to let me go..

or maybe you really couldn’t stand me at all anymore

After all,

You learned your lesson and went

I wanted us forever.. I thought we were meant to be..

I am hurt.. I am free

- 6:18am

“at what time did you stop loving me? i know it’s all said and done with, but i can’t help but wonder. at what time did the love you had for me leave? why did you continue to fuck with my heart if yours was no longer beating for me?”

— kira malibu

[lol-im-not-ur-babe]

and maybe it’s the way certain friends left memories that stained my heart like a child who drew with sharpies on the wall

And forgetting is like that parent that tries to wipe it off but no matter how hard they wipe it off, some of its residue is still there

So they leave it there and come back to clean it and every now then

And the remaining residue starts to fade

Did they ever tell you that I felt like letting you all go was like that?

That every single time I tried to wipe those memories clean, there was still a song attached, or a smell or a place that reminded me of all your residue

That my heart still grumbles like that parent when it sees that it can’t quite clean these last remains off

It is still there even after all this time and I comfort myself by telling myself I’m letting you go slowly everyday

And I am appealed because I am

Time heals and with each day going by,

A detail is wiped away

Your laughs

Your smiles

Your favorite music

Your jokes

All the hurt

The way we left

The way you were upset with me

The guilt

The grief

I am so happy to say that it is slowly coming out the wall and I am appealed but I wanna let go entirely

You all don’t even think about me

I must accept something that I cannot explain

It’s the past

Or maybe it’s my mistakes

I am overwhelmed by this feeling

- 11:31pm ( Jan 19th )

[eternalscarsworld]

like a butterfly ’ she wants to fly there are roams she is strom Her wings are damged she has no bandage Only love can heal her scars But she hate love so far

Nightingale