#very poggers of me
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ok so storytime: while we were at the con, we discovered that my boyfriend can do an almost perfect impression of gale and throughout the weekend he'd say increasingly cursed things publicly in the gale voice, so obviously my response became (loudly) "babe, not the gale voice, the gale voice is just for US at home" because either both of us are public weirdos or neither of us are
#ramble#bg3#imagine 'That's Not Very Poggers' etc in gale's voice and that's what i have to deal with#he started doing it in my ear in the middle of the night at the hotel and i'll never recover#i love him#the reason i love gale so much is because he reminds me of him
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But maybe I'm just too young to keep good love from going wrong
Lover, You Should've Come Over by Jeff Buckley
#THIS SONG IS SOOOO.....AAAAAARRGGGG BARK BARK WOOF WAAAAHHHHHHH WEEEEHH IM CRYIN#shameless#shameless us#gallavich#ian x mickey#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#shameless season 4#dont ask me what i did to make this no i dont have any adobe or knockoff adobe software just myself and my iron will#mine#edits#shameless edits#jeff buckley#uhhhhh idk what else to tag#hmmmmm do i hate this............yeah kinda!#mickey x ian#gallavich edits#this song is soooo very s3/s7 ian and s4/s5 mickey fr.......#hoping anything shitty in the middle 2 is made up by the fact that the first one is okay and the last one is poggers#@mickey STOP FUCKING CRYING BITCH WAHH WAHH WAHH I DONT WANNA FUCKING HEAR IT#nobody look at this for too long or youll hate it like i do#usercam
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7D fans where yall at
#Warming up after gods knows how long since I last touched my pentab waghhh#Thankfully Dopey is very fun to draw#I also cannot draw beards so he is *one* of two of the main crew I can actually draw#Swag poggers to me#Also yes enjoying quality content in the corner there#digital art#fanart#sketch#the 7d#the 7d fanart#save the 7d
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sunny v.19 patch update
(nasty nineteen is something my friends keep saying whenever one of us turns 19 and I find it really funny ok)
#color burn layer is literally the only thing saving this from being ugly thank you color burn my godly savior color burn 🙏#anyways. this year has been…. let’s just say not very poggers for me.#pretty damn hard actually#but if I’m good at anything I’m good at hoping and loving. so I’m still going and not stopping!!!#art#my art#doodles#also the earrings are based on earrings my bestie gem gave me that I’m obsessed with but I fucked the#*fucked them up so I made them silly
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happy no yo-kai watch announcement ig. uhhh.
take more yo-kai watch/persona 4 crossover art (i wanted to draw more but this took like an hour alone)-
#doodles#yo-kai watch#ykw#persona 4#p4#jibanyan#nate adams#teddie persona 4#teddie hanamura#yosuke hanamura#yosuke and teddie being brothers is so real to me. i'm definitely not biased *kicks me being a teddie kinnie under the rug*#i mean that's not the only reason but i AM biased-#i'll probably draw more ykw/p4 stuff i have lots of shenanigans in mind tbh#like the investigation team being extremely confused by teddie talking to jibanyan#(i feel like him being a shadow and also his eyes being lenses according to him would probearbly let him do that naturally#but the rest of the investigation team would probably need their glasses from the tv world#i feel like those would probearbly dually function as yo-kai lenses iirc the exacts of why they work#which i probably don't it's been like two months since i started playing p4 a lot of the exact details are kinda lost on me now tggcgxhfb-)#also teddie casually bringing up that one of his friends is an idol and jibanyan fanboying#(next harmeowny is better in his opinion but risette is also very poggers)#probably more too idk. anyways#i have intense p4 brainrot it's great i love funny fog and tv murder mystery game#‚‚‚ just realized i accidentally spoiled p4 stuff earlier in the tags without thinking-#so uh. oops-
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had this realization last night in which i went “wait…… why am i sitting around just waiting to have a good day?? it’s MY day!!! i think i should get at least some say in whether it’s good!!!!!!”
so today i’ve been trying to make very intentional choices to make this day good & it’s WORKING??? i’m having an awesome day so far & feel more myself than i have in months????
mental illness HATES her!!!! local woman decided to take matters into her own fucking hands!!!!!!
#it’s very easy for me to convince myself that i’m powerless#esp given the enormous constraints my disability places on my life & activities#but goddamnit i’m gonna control what i can control!!!!!!!!#today has been poggers!!!!!#liv speaks
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I still think he's Neat™
#discord#discord mlp#mlp#my little pony#mlp fanart#my little pony fanart#fanart#cartoons#my art#actually i had a crush on him back in middleschool i think#but i projected my feelings onto pinkie pie and shipped them really hard#im talking back during his first appearance so way before any of the fluttercord stuff was prominent#but then the fluttercord ship got popular and i was so mad abt it for stupid abovementioned reasons#im over that now i think theyre really cute together#but also i think i still like him?#hes the embodyment of chaos idk what else to say#thats inherently very poggers#anyways heres art. hope you enjoyed me oversharing again
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just watched nimona
#raccoon rambles#nimona#AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#THAT WAS SUCH A GOOD FILM#i am crying as i write this#although a movie making me cry isnt a very high bar to cross as i cry very easily#anyway absolutly poggers film#i tend not to watch movies all that much#last one i watched was barbie and i only went bcos my friend wanted to#that one was also really good tho#anyway unless its something im really excited about i dont tend to watch things right as they come out
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Is it weird that Im like. Proud of maia arson crimew? Not in a patronizing way its literally older than me but in a "someone in our community is doing something increadibly awesome and it makes me proud and defensive of it" way. Idk I'm not wording great rn lol
#maia arson crimew#alterhuman#learning shes alterhuman was a very poggers moment for me#i feel protective of it? for some reason? even though again i literally shouldnt idk#anyone says anything bad abt her and im biting yknow
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IM LIKE IF A BOY WAS A MANIC PIXIE DREAM GIRL WAS A SCENE FAG
#SCENE ART#FUNKY COOL ART#T SLUR TW#F SLUR TW#CONTEXT: MY MOM CALLED ME A TRANNY AND A FAGGOT DURING AN ARGUEMENT WITH ME AND HER AND MY DAD#IT DOESNT REALLY BOTHER ME ANYMORE THEYRE DUMB AND CONFUSED AND THEY ONLY LISTEN TO FOX NEWS ABOUT ANYTHING EVER#AND THEY THINK MY BABY FOOD MADE ME AUTISTIC#SO THEIR OPINION ON MY IDENTITY IS STUPID AND WRONG#ANYWAYS I WAS KINDA PISSY ABOUT IT SO I MADE SOMETHING KINDA EZ TO FEEL BETTER AND GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF DOING DIGITAL ART#CUZ IM STILL GETTING USED 2 MY NEW TABLET!!!!!!!!! SIMILAR MODEL SO ITS NO BIGGIE BUT STILL#ANYWAYS IF U COULDNT TELL IM IN A BIG CAPSLOCK MOOD TODAY 4 WHATEVR REASON LAWLZ#ANYWAYS ANYWAYS YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! POSITIVE VENT THING IF U WANNA CALL IT THAT#IM NOT SAD ANYMORE CUZ I HAVE FRIENDS AND THEY THINK IM COOL!!!!!!!! AND I THINK IM COOL TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I FINALLY LOVE MYSELF AND ITS SO POGGERS IT WAS SO WORTH IT#AS IN EVERYTHING WAS!!!!!!#AND THIS IS VERY VAGUE BUT THATS FINE CUZ I DONT REALLY WANT ANYONE ON HERE 2 UNDERSTAND LOLZ. OR AT LEAST ALL THE RANDOS FOLLOWING ME#ILY ALL IDK WHO U R THO XD AND U DONT HAVE 2 KNOW MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE STORY#BUT I DO WANT IT TO BE KNOWN SOMEWHERE THAT IM VERY HAPPY AND EXCITED TO BE ALIVE DESPITE EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED#AS IN EVERYTHING YOU ALL DONT NEED TO KNOW ABOUT#AND I FINALLY LOVE MYSELF AS MUCH AS I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE EVER EVEN MY DUMBFUCK PARENTS!!!!!!!!!#IM SO HAPPY IM ALIVE IM SO HAPPY UR ALIVE TOO :) EVEN IF I DONT KNOW WHO U R (IDK WHO IS AND ISNT READING THIS)#SO I HOPE UR ALL HAPPY WITH URSELVES 2 AND IF UR NOT I HOPE U CAN BE ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND SPEAKING OF DAYS (AS IN 12AM FOR ME AS OF TYPING THIS) I HOPE U HAVE A GOOD 1 TODAY >:D <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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please please please share dazai fear analysis 🤲
hehe well i'm not gonna get too in depth (mostly bc my brain isn't at 100% atm) but a short version bc i don't wanna leave you hanging,
i'm basing this on no longer human and yozo, like most of my dazai analysis hehe. in nlh he talks often about how painfully afraid he is of p much everything, because he doesn't understand people, and he doesn't want to get caught if he does anything wrong, too afraid to say no because he doesn't know how the other person will react, etc
i think. if you apply this reading to bsd dazai, a lot of his behavior makes sense, as well as adds depth to him and his more questionable actions
a p obvious example: the whole meursault arc, i think he is genuinely afraid to die, because he knows if he does then fyodor will come out on top and hurt his loved ones, destroy the whole world even. clearly, he is afraid of losing the people dear to him (but that's a very normal reaction lbr lol)
a general example: his constant acting like everything is fine to hide his real emotions - which, during his early mafia days, took form in looking blank and emotionless - can be a fear response of not knowing how other people will react to his true feelings, either due to past trauma where his emotions were dismissed or he got hurt for expressing them, or imo, more likely, due to a lack of understanding other people and not quite knowing what'll tick them off
(which might sound silly, bc he purposely ticks people off and looks to annoy people. but, this is a way to have control over the situation. that if the other person gets mad at him, he clearly knows why, he knows what he did to cause this, so this is like a precautionary measure to make sure he's not caught off guard. his fear isn't quite of their anger, or even getting hurt by their anger, but rather a lack of control or understanding of the situation)
a possibly controversial example: the way he acted with akutagawa during the dark era. i think, if you look at his actions as "basically a kid who is afraid to see this kid he found get hurt in combat, so he tries to make him stronger no matter what, and in the meantime is afraid to get attached in case the other kid does die so he tries to distance himself from him emotionally" it ofc doesn't excuse his actions, but imo, makes them. a bit more understandable, in a way. at least enough to somewhat empathize with him more
[this might be a slight side tangent but i have this hc i firmly believe in, that dazai caused ryuu's lung disease by injuring him somehow (given how he doesn't have it in the beast universe), and one of the reasons he's more gentle with atsushi is because he's afraid to hurt him too. not the main reason, but i do think it may add some depth here]
i do think he eased up after being in the ada for awhile - life became mostly predictable, nothing he couldn't handle - but. things changed, and now he's on edge again (turning you to story's lovely analysis that i keep referencing in a lot of my own dazai analysis bc it's so so good). fyodor coming back into his life certainly didn't help, either
now. since i can't not bring up his relationship with chuuya. i do think he has an easier time trusting chuuya because he knows he can handle himself. he doesn't feel the need to control him - always leaving him a choice in their plans - because he's not afraid of what could happen to him, he knows chuuya will be fine. also, their relationship started in such an awful way he doesn't need to hide his emotions around him :P this is why i think he has an easier time being with chuuya really, he's a momentary break from being in constant fear. this might also be why he's so obnoxious when chuuya's around lmao (idk how much of this is actual analysis rather than "if you read them this way it adds a nice depth" so feel free to take this part with a grain of salt, i will always be the first to admit i'm not the best at reading skk hehe)
and while i didn't finish sb yet he does seem to be. really afraid in a lot of the scenes he's in, from what i read so far askjdfg bc now chuuya is in real danger! in a way he can't predict! this hasn't happened yet! (but i could ofc bc very wrong abt that lol)
(also i gotta say. i think this is what odasaku was for him too - ofc in addition to other things - bc he knows odasaku wouldn't hurt him or react in a bad way even if he did anything outrageous. and that's in part what made his rejection in beast so devastating for him, bc it shakes up one of the only safe things in his life)
i'd say, dazai's fear isn't paralyzing, at least not for more than a second a time. it makes him active, makes him overthink, over-analyze, over-prepare. and at the same time, he does it mostly from behind the scenes, through nudging and subtle encouragements, because he may possibly fear that if he went at it with full force, the people he already got attached to will reject him (bc at his core, i think he doesn't want to be alone, but that's a topic for another time). but more importantly - that he will become like fyodor, or like mori, who see people as disposable if it helps them further their goals
^now this is more of his current self, at least. i'd argue mafia!dazai's fears were different, more of a direct fear from people and how they might hurt him, so it's best for him to go along with what they say. and, a fear of a lack of meaning. he does constantly look for a reason to live, and that may come from a fear that his existence is truly meaningless (and while for most people this fear may express itself as fearing death as well, in dazai's case it's his suicidal tendencies. kind of like proving his fear is real, the way a kid might look at the monster they think is scary to convince themselves it can't hurt them. he will die and prove his existence WAS meaningless, but that idea can't actually hurt him at the end of the day if he chooses it. idk if this analogy makes sense to anyone but me tho lmao sorry)
i. don't know how clear this is. i may have lost the plot there at some point. again let me clarify this is obviously not a "this is how dazai is and any other reading is wrong" but more like "if you apply this reading it changes the context of his characters and explains his behavior and how i personally see him". also a lot of projection 👍 ajsdfghj feel free to see it as just a thought experiment if it doesn't quite fit your perception of him :)!
#and ofc as usual it's awesome and poggers if you disagree but be respectful about it 🙏#dan rambles#me: i will keep this short / me now: hm.#i just. kept finding more things to say. but. i think that ended up making this post very messy i'm sorry 😭#i might at some point clean it up and organize it and add more points and turn it into a real analysis 🫡#(also a disclaimer abt the brief mori mention: this is how i think 22!dazai sees him. not necessarily how he actually is)#(i know he's more complex than that asdsfjgh)#long post
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just randomly remembered that during my like 10+ attempts at the shadow yukiko fight i more or less consistently ran out of revival beads so yosuke was just dead (well unconscious but whatever) on the ground for like half the fight gfhfjvhfhfhd-
#puppy rambles#persona 4#p4#as much as i love him he's not always the most useful. that fight is one of those times-#still always keep him in the party though. perfect p4 team to me is yosuke teddie and naoto#i haven't gotten to naoto joining the party yet but i love her. trans icon. vibing naoto is the best thing to happen to the persona 4 fandom#and yosuke and teddie are my favorites of the investigation team thus far. the others are all very close but they're above the others#dunno why i like yosuke so much. souyo is def part of it#and teddie is very very silly. idk why people hate him so much like yea he can be kinda annoying but he's only existed for a few months#he doesn't understand social cues yet. he's just autistic leave him alone vhgbhmfhdf- /hj#i feel like a lot of persona characters have autism vibes but that's probably at least partially just me projecting#at the very least i'm sure we can all agree that aigis and marie do. autism arcana#that's. probably why they're my favorite girls ggyfubhngd-#aigis is easily my favorite persona character. she's cute and also silly :3 and bisexual i love the bisexual toaster and her doors <3#(aikoto + hamugis polycule for the win. makoto and kotone aren't dating obv. ryoji's also dating both of them separately#)#and marie is cute and also silly i'm totally dating her. love how persona technically lets you polyamory so long as you don't date everyone#i have to max her social link for the golden-exclusive content anyway so might as well#‚‚‚ this post got derailed. i like the part where i talked about my beloved persona 3 bisexual polycule#p4's def the best persona game i think but i love p3 very much too. makoto kotone aigis and ryoji are unsurprisingly my faves#really love yukari too. i spent several hours trying to figure out how to add mods to p3p so i could date her as kotone#it was not successful. i'll probably get it on steam when i inevitably play it gghdhchvhv-#and i'll get reload at somepoint too. probably on steam at least first so i can use the kotone mod i need my girlie#makoto is also great i love him. emo non-binary icon. but also silly girlboss. they're both so mentally unwell#that reminds me of a drawing i have in my drafts i should post that#oh also it's aikoto week apparently??? which is very poggers. idk the prompts but i need to draw my sillies regardless#i do slightly prefer hamugis but they're both very very cute to me. the toaster has two hands she can kiss both the doors-#idk why that joke's so funny to me. i should stop now-
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And keep on dreaming ☪︎⋆ ˚✩ ⋆。˚
#my art#original art#my sona#my persona#oc#original character#art#Guess who is the birthday...kid(?#it's me!yay I'm old#not that old but still old.#I will eat pizza and vibe today so that's like#awesome and poggers and best day ever or something like that✌#Also this is like#very self indulgent art lol#kinda spacey with shiny lights#my sona is there#the earth is there for some reason too#but it's all very funky with things I like#Idk if that makes sense.#bright lights#bright colours#tell me if i need to tag anything else!
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i wish I could draw but alas I have All Three of my midterms of the semester next week. Wish me luck for I may not make it out alive
#go directly from evening midterm into morning midterm very pogger#at least they're not all on the same day i know someone three midterm same day#man im feeling like so apathetic about them tho#like one of my classes you're literally allowed to print all of the class notes and textbook or whatever#plus the one sample midterm i did was super easy haven't looked at the other yet though#another is like super basic surface level info and probability#and then there's Algo. only God can help me with Algo#idk if i could even be prepared for it#I'm love school though for real I'd rather do this than job apps#anyways onto week two of hell two weeks#or more#eggsistential speaks
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gonna be real I am already so over this whole medical issue thing
#I just want to be able to sleep at night and not feel dead all the time#next stop the cardiologist wahoooo maybe I can snag myself a pots diagnosis. hopefully#really hoping it is pots actually because then I won’t keep worrying I’m just being lazy or whatever#but other than that things are still not poggers#my neurologist is being very unhelpful ima be real#oh you can’t fall asleep? try meditating :)#girl I can fall asleep I can’t STAY asleep and I’ve TRIED that and it does NOTHING it just makes it harder to sleep actually#one of these days I will be unstoppable. one of these days……..#it’s okish right now because I really don’t have any real responsibilities but VERY SOON I will have to start driving and working and stuff#and I really want to be. you know. not feeling dead when I do those things#anyway ow my head hurts again#which reminds me of something else my neurologist said that pissed me off but I’m not gonna go into that it ain’t worth it
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Okay so obviously a hot take, BUT I think I would look REALLY good and ABSOLUTELY slay if I dressed up as Rocky Horror Picture Shows' Dr Frank-N-Furhter
Potentially I could even do well if I sing the infamous song he's known for :]
[if I do, should I upload it here?]
#this is probably very silly for me to post on main of all places#but honestly I think this is one of those things that especially now ought to be talked about#girls exploring themselves and being proud of who they are!#I mean I don't exactly know completely what to say about what's happening to a lot of the other gals on here#mostly since I don't know how much my words would reach#but I suppose the little things count?#anyway I sadly don't have the actual outfit but I could definitely draw myself in it and I could absolutely still sing the song!#does anybody want me to sing the funny sweet transvestite song???#would that be skibidi poggers of me as a Girlthing to do???
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