#very bad intro post

[princess--kira]

Intro??

so, guess i should do one of these things eventually... Hi! I'm Kira, probably.

come to think of it, i dont know what to put here. so uh, random bs, here we go! Honestly, I'm not rly active on tumblr, so no idea what you're even doing here, but ok! I'll generally blog random thoughts and funny (to me) posts. so uh. mostly transfem stuff. sometimes dnd things work their way in, also yuri. maybe a lot of yuri. You'll see! I have zero organizational motivation, so no tags. just whatever is on my mind is what is in the tags. :D Oh, dont you dare look at who im following. thats it, right? ok, bye! pfp credit (i dont have it from when i made it so, uh, here's the generic thing): https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1904634

[okartichoke]

(sorry this one doesn’t have too much… busy with other things but wanted to finally get godot out there :])

(he makes fun of phoenix for being bad at flying even tho he literally is incapable of it himself)

link to masterpost

extra notes for why bearded vulture in particular:

- these vultures have a VERY unique diet!! they usually avoid meat, and instead eat bone marrow⁉️ i feel like you can relate this to godot in a few ways… (1) you could call it being “picky” or having “more refined tastes” ,, a godot vulture would 100% be like, “oh… you eat raw meat??? ha,, hahah hmmm, of course you would. *I*, on the other hand, only eat pure bone marrow” and (2) something about ignoring the meat and going just for the bones feels very,, thoughtful? like, not calculated, but purposeful?? idk, i don’t quite know how to explain it,, just vibes…..

- their head feathers look like godots hair !!! lmao

- they have red eyes !!

- i also want to mention that apparently, harming an egyptian vulture was punishable by death in ancient egypt,,,, something something dahlia hawthorne

-i also was happy to be able to include some red on his wings, even despite the poison turning them white

-oh and vultures are big !!! (similar to red kite edgeworth)

bird was originally suggested by @aromanticbride (hope u dont mind the tag) wayy back when,,, ty !! can’t believe it’s taken me so long to sketch this one out.

[bakedbakermom]

txf + text posts (10/?)

[aka-indulgence]

So, Ramattra huh? :3c

Ok so um. He’s completely taken over my mind for the past month 😭 I’m in love with this man

Usually I’m a sucker for the villains who are evil mostly for the sake of being evil or aggressive monster types but he’s like… morally gray complex? My (personal opinion) least favorite thing about supposedly morally grey characters is when they’re basically just evil except they go “oh but my backstory,” >:/ But here you can see why, there’s a lot of injustices towards omnics in the overwatch universe and you can see why he’s fighting so hard to make a change, even through any means necessary.

I’ve only started playing recently and every time I play as him I just find every little thing he does attractive orz the way he moves is so determined and confident, the way his hand strains when he’s shooting his primary fire/raising his shield… his scarf makes him look so majestic when he runs… his hair, gives him this effect that makes him look elegant? I want to tie his hair back for him huhuguhghuh

And oh my god don’t get me started on his nemesis form I’m dead 💀 He turns into this huge beast of a robot with big arms?? And his voice gets an extra.. filter to it that makes him sound scarier and growlier? I used to not like how his original arms were still visible, but now it’s yet another thing why I love him uhghehgfg he looks so confident with his arms crossed while he’s pummeling his enemies into submission and his cable hair flowing in the wind liks swoosh… and things get ramped up when he’s doing his annihilation ultimate, he can just run into the enemy team and suck their life force(?) Also this is a meta reason but I think it’s hot when he ults and the team scatters away from him 😳

and ough HIS VOICE AUGH HIS VOICE!! He always sounds so controlled and collected, and when he’s in nemesis form it’s like his restrained rage gets unleashed, phew… ngl I’ve been rewatching “Ramattra Voice Line” videos so much jkdshfnejf I love all versions of his ult line, whether its “SUFFER, AS I HAVE!” or “Rip them to pieces,”, or even the april fools line bc I just think he’s silly and dramatic in that one 🥺

I also watch a lot of his interactions, because despite his (understandable) hatred for humans, he’s respectful and polite to a lot of the other overwatch heroes. I imagine it’d be easy to write him as someone who dislikes all humans, but he shows appreciation to humans he thinks are kind and helpful to omnics, even if they might not like him. Even to humans he isn’t a fan of his conversations are still polite and reserved, or at the very least, he’s passive aggressive- but he never gets into a “grr I hate all of you” thing that Reaper has (lol)

His conversation with Venture especially makes me soft… he sounds encouraging to a human who wants to go to the Shambali monastery.

And of course his interactions with Bastion and Zenyatta are soft and gentle because omnics and knowing Zenyatta from the monastery.

I just- what if I’m his favorite person? What if I’m his exception to his hatred for humans? What if he was contrasted by a soft human? What if he says “Only you,” to his human? What if the hands he used for violence were also used to gently hold a delicate human he loves? uhuguhguhuhgufdgdfhgjdfhgd

I’m being self indulgent here and I say I wanna kiss Null Sector’s leader !!!! I want him to press his forehead to mine!! I want him to dink his mouth on my cheek and I do the same on his cool faceplate! I want him to cradle me with his nemesis hands! I want to hold his face when his faceplate gets cracked and his handsome, intense eye is visible and looking at me like I’m his treasure! ARGHRGHRG

[dimension-20-every-introduction]

Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 17

[knowledge-paradox]

Nicolas Maiella ramble dump because I love him sm

Wonderful man and actor, if it was his choice he would have never joined the war and instead started a career. But his family was not going to accept his wishes so he had no choice.

He at some point realized that he's been acting all his life, since his parents told him he wasn't allowed to react in some ways and do some things, the repeated "stop acting so disgraceful" when he was only being himself was making him go insane. So at some point he just . decided to fake it, act all his way out

and now he's just . confused. Who was he? Who is he? He feels like he's someone, especially around the ones he loves, like that's the only way his mind can feel safe to stop acting.

Nicolas Is a perfect actor because he masks, he can create his own character by looking at the ones around him but doesn't know who he is

And he just realizes this has been making him feel a little insane during the war.

[sirmanmister]

Realized I forgot to introduce Eileen again LMAO

My sea shanty interest was reignited and I was like “:O Boston is a coastal town I can make a sailor oc!!” And promptly remembered Far Harbour exists and so now she is there :)

She left the mainland after nearly destroying the entire commonwealth for her kiddo Eliza. Blew up the Prydwen, Railroad, nearly collapsed the Minutemen, and eventually destroyed the Institute when they created a synth version of her husband and she realized just how much they were manipulating her. She left Eliza with Nick and fucked off North, a good fifty miles past the Nakano residence, where she fixes up an old boat and fishes the days away in solitude. Nick eventually finds her a year or two later and needs her boat to head to far harbour to find Kasumi Nakano, and they get stranded there together cuz a sea monster basically ate her boat :)

Anyway she’s also from Newfoundland and Labrador, got military training from soldiers she helped guide through the Northwest Passage, and commonly goes by “The Lobstermonger” in Far Harbour due to her hiding her identity out of shame for all she’s done. I <3 her I’m sorry

[lazycranberrydoodles]

boss lady doodle that i started during cringetober but didnt finish (i rewatched way of the househusband yet again.) nya

[heartz4shauna]

a lonely shepherd moodboard for a @the-lonelyshepherd

[muirmarie]

me: I am a grown adult and if ppl find me annoying despite my best efforts then we'll all just have to live with it tbh

also me, unfortunately: I talked too much and now everyone probably hates me and is just pretending not to =/

me: we CANNOT keep doing this for the rest of our lives, babe. that's just anxiety. swallow it down and move on.

also me:

[everyday-doodles]

Whasgood folks

Hello! New daily blog dropped! Isn’t that wild? Another daily? Except this time 15 people voted on a poll and now i have to draw every day. Yippee! This is going to be a shitshow by the way, i’m the most inconsistent person ever and i refuse to queue just because i can. or- can’t, in this situation.

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Run by @stardusts-supervoid!

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Tags:

#everyday doodling - doodles, duh

#mod speaks/not a doodle - hello yes it is I, atlas

#other doodles - guess what! you too can submit doodles YOU did if you so please! they won’t count as daily however, but I would love to see em!

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what doodles to expect: dragons! cats! fandom shit! a dark orb that’s suspiciously highly rendered! if you want, you could even request a doodle! paper doodles i did at school! absolute shit i hate but post anyway!

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things you can contribute: you could send in a doodle via asks! make sure that you were the one who did it, though! you could also make a request! only one request will be answered per day, and sometimes i might take them off if this gets popular enough that my asks get clogged up.

[mo-ok]

Unleash the power!

[youngdutchishot]

This is just some basic info about me!

My name is Sye, hello. 😊 I use he/him pronouns as stated in my bio above.. I am 18, but don't exactly mind minors interacting. Just keep appropriate!

I'm aroace!!/sil

Won't specify only thought to share (‘-’*)

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I likely will not post very often! I'm quite silly( anxiety riddled 💔) and the idea of strangers finding my goofy thoughts with such ease is a bit scary ..

[Oh and please- please, do not feel weary because I mentioned my struggle with socializing. I still love when people see my stuff!! Don't feel hesitant, engage!!! <33

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You might only see rdr2 captures from me or random snippets of my head-canons! That is, if I ever get around to posting such.....

FANDOMS :

Red Dead Redemption I / II [special interest(?)]

( hardly ever acknowledge these but will engage if asked^)

Roblox..

EPIC: The Musical

The Walking Dead

My Little Pony

Stardew Valley

Slasher movies..

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fave rdr characters!!! ( you wont believe it../sar)

Hosea Matthews, Dutch van der Linde!! yeahhh Arthur is up on the list too! And JOHN<33 I also really really loveeee Molly i would do anything for her (〃´∀｀) AND OMF LENNYYYYYYY!! my pookie baby boah hes very dear to me....

STUFF YOU CAN DO :

I'm pretty OK with most things! If you're chill and don't cross boundaries, I'll reciprocate! Unless you're- y'know, the obvious troll, or a complete utter bigot, yeah, I will ignore your existence and block. But other than that, if you're respectful, I really won't mind!!^^

You can definitely ask questions about me! That, I'm very open to!!

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PLEASE DO NOT :

Act weird / sexual toward me, not exactly comfortable with that. Have some decency at the very least, please. :((

Talk to me without tone tags, I struggle heavily with tone through text and if you even know the slightest bit about them, please do use them! If you're confused or don't want to, that's fine!! ( I put a site at the bottom that explains and showcases tone indicators btw!!)

Private messages!! That's a big no-no with me!!

Here's my ao3 and carrd profile as well. I lacked on publishing fics but will probably come around sometime soon.

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( Obviously the card below's not mine!! rightful credits to the owner that took time out of their day to put this together — I'm certain it's somewhere on the site..)

that's all ty for reading this (^-^*)ノ

[bitterflames]

M Y LONGEST YEAH BOIIII EVER

[ravencromwell]

Finally decided to indulge in the Siuan/Moiraine meta I've been wanting to write for ages now, musing on the differences in psychology ensuing from their significantly different arcs within the book and show and why Siuan's actions at season 2's apex are entirely in psychological sync with her show portrayal, even if they swerve wildly from the books.

Let's start with some Siuan back-story context. In the books, Tear was undeniably an unfriendly city for those with the One Power. But that translated, in practical terms, to Aes Sedai keeping their stays there brief, and girls who could touch The Source being quickly bustled off to the Tower. There were no Aes Sedai advisers, as in other kingdoms etc., but neither was there the virulent hostility of the show.

Siuan left Tear quickly in the books—the first day she was discovered to have the Power, but only because a sister was traveling through and didn't wish to delay returning to The Tower for such pesky things as sentimental goodbyes. Was that harsh? Absolutely. But the world of the books is exceedingly harsh in some respects, giving girls little to no choice about becoming Sisters, should they be discovered harboring abilities. (Much of Nynaeve's back-story involved hiding her powers precisely because she didn't fancy being ripped from The Two Rivers.)

Siuan faces a much different harshness in the show. The show doesn't do a great job explaining this, but The Dragon's Fang, which is etched onto Siuan's door before her house is unceremoniously torched, is a sign of immense contempt for Dark Friends. Within show Tear, a wary mistrust of Aes Sedai has curdled into something much more dangerous. All use of The Power is suspect, because if men's half was tainted, there's nothing to say women won't go suddenly mad, too.

It's worth remembering as well here that book Siuan was roughly fifteen when she went to The Tower. Now, I'm totally blind, and audio description doesn't give me an age for tiny show-Siuan, but if she's anywhere near puberty, I'll eat my metaphorical hat. And instead of being shepherded to The Tower, she had to flee for her life.

In her family's only means of support, I might ad. Book Siuan was by no means well-to-do, but she was firmly in the middling ranks of the working poor. Show Siuan's family are on the fucking destitution brink y'all. And she took her father's livelihood. Dying destitute ain’t fuckin pretty.

Siuan is not a stupid kid, and she clearly adores the shit out of her papa. The first thing that little girl did the millisecond she got any privileges? Wrote to her papa.

And more than likely, Berden never wrote back. It wouldn't take her long to figure out what'd happened. Moiraine is at great pains to tell Alana Jenny was not "her" support dog, and we laugh it off as oh, look at Moiraine being all adorably prim. Which in one sense, it totally is. But I'd almost guarantee you there's a deeper layer there: it wasn't "hers"; it was "theirs" because once Siuan found out her beloved papa was dead, they both needed something to cuddle.

This may seem like somewhat of a digression, but I'm maundering on because in the books yes, Dark Friends are evil. But they're evil because they caused a terrible cataclysm many thousands of years ago that killed lots of people, and they wanna do it again. There's no personal skin in the game for our beloved ladies, except they get thrust into the job through a convergence of some very complicated circumstances—I'd recommend any show-only watchers read "New Spring" because while I love almost all the changes the show has made ferociously, the way Siuan and Moiraine undertake the search is vastly more plausible as presented by Jordan there.

For Siuan in the show, by contrast, Dark Friend has _very personal ramifications. Dark Friends caused the corrosive mistrust that got her papa _killed! And Moiraine, better than _anyone, knows how that broke her.

And she _knows full well she could be deposed simply for having a relationship with Moiraine. The sensible thing to keep all the awful people from committing terrible crimes that will reverberate down the centuries to impact a little girl just as she was impacted would be to keep both their noses clean. And yet, she loves Moiraine so much that she'll take that risk to maintain not only an alliance about Rand, but a romantic relationship which could, realistically, be discovered much more easily.

And now, Moiraine, the woman who parroted back her beloved father's words of farewell about how Siuan was as clever as a pike and strong as the tides seemingly willfully lied; seemingly became a _Dark _Friend. Even her admonition that Lanfear is "too strong" must bring up so many awful questions: just how long have they been working together for her to know that? Because from Siuan's perspective, what it looks like is Lanfear coming in, guns blazing, to save her accomplice, Moiraine.

When Siuan says that there are rules and they have to abide by them, it's reflecting profoundly deep fears—not only about what Rand could do, but the kind of hatred toward those with The Power it could foster. For twenty years, she's put those fears aside. And now it appears that her going against Tower Law has lost her Moiraine to the Forsaken, and made terrible outcomes nigh on inevitable. And people are really confused about why she looks beaten?

Hell, from her perspective, forget Lanfear's entrance. The very fact Moiraine seemingly lied to her and is now talking about love must seem such a cruel mockery: laughing at Siuan's weakness; just as, perhaps, she was laughing at her with that parting comment in The Tower: an Amyrlin Seat still so swayed by what her papa told her so many years ago. (Yeah, we know it was as close as she could come to an I love you, but how the hell is Siuan supposed to know that, given everything?) This was not willful emotional abuse on someone she knew to be acting in good faith, but a reaction to the person she loved enough to risk the fucking Amyrlin Seat for becoming a monster!

Do I wish they'd picked _any other direction for their relationship? Yes, yes I damn well do. There was plenty to play with for angst factor by having the coup go down as it does in the books: Moiraine not being there to save her when all Siuan wanted was more time together, for one thing. Moiraine needlessly obfuscating in front of Siuan and  the other Sisters in S1, when Leandrin already knew! about the Two Rivers folk. Thinking she was being canny, when all she did was get herself pointlessly exiled so she couldn't protect Siuan? Quite enough of an angst sandwich, thanks ever so, without this new development. But! if they were going to include this, Siuan reacted precisely as I would expect her to, given the context I've outlined above, not in some madly ooc fashion worthy of the tags descending into emotional abuse discourse.

[oddvanilla]

Don't forget if you need an intro post hmu I'm so good at it🤑🤑