#ventposting. or whatever

[dont-open-dead-inside-25]

i like to think of myself who's relatively normal about holding grudges and the like but. i'm also still incredibly upset about something that happened in... february, i'd wager. especially given that it's relatively minor and i don't think anyone except for me is physically capable of taking seriously

[janeways-coffees]

Like. I'm just so tired guys. My step mom recently moved close to where I live and she's been trying to tutor me in "things a boy should know" so I'm studying with her before school most days and then my adoptive dad still has me doing work with the horses after school and neither of them know my uncle is making me do assassin training overnight (i havent like killed anyone yet tho its just kinda in case/a carreer option) and I just want to go into town and see my friends is that too much to ask? Apparently!

[bitter---wing]

am maybe never gonna be genuinely, truly loved

[0ctober-night]

some of y'all treat subs like disposable sex dispensers to make you feel good about yourselves. because why are you forming relationships with a sub if you're going to throw them away the minute someone else wants you?? and why would you get involved with them in the first place if you were pursuing someone else?? idk doms fucking suck

[vero-niche]

as a non-usamerican it is quite wild to be on this usamerica-centric site with the elections coming up. i mean it always has been but this year especially so, with one half of my dash shouting at me to vote and the other criticizing those same people. and me? i've never been more glad to be on the other side of the metaphorical plexiglass, not having to take a stance in it at all. i just wish that the fact that i cant have a say in it would also mean the outcome wont affect me. alas, no country can escape the main character of nations ig

[blorb-el]

How are you feeling? How is life treating you?

Hi there o/ tbh not great, I stepped away from tumblr for a bit because I was doing too much doomscrolling, and it was crushing me into anxious inaction/despair instead of reminding me to do what I can. possibly a skill issue

[phagodyke]

wanted to go to the gym social tn but as I was getting my stuff together to go out, a friend said smth that rly pissed me off and now I'm too fucking angry to go out. fucks sake man

[montanamp3]

i am so glad i don't live in a country with seasons because a cc-in-winter arc would unlock new and exciting varieties of depression previously unknown to mankind

[critterchitters-closedcaptions]

trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.

vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever 👍

[takumis86]

i want to go to therapy so ican traumadump to a trained professional who gets paid to listen to me say sad stuff

[catinasink]

the urge to send them a pick up line but theyre busy right now i think

[descriptionofaruby]

god gives his strongest soldiers his hardest battles etc etc

[gemharvest]

Anyways on the topic of renewing my learners permit they're closing the DMV liiike, testing area here indefinitely after next week and I *REALLY* do not want to have to go out of town to get my actual license, so I'm really tempted to practice everyday til next Thursday and then try and get it last minute before I can't get it here for who the hell knows how long. 👍

[phagodyke]

anyone else up reminding themselves choices made in anger cannot be undone 😑

[holdingcaulfields]

it's getting unbearable babes <3

[theood]

Cat indulging in drugs. In a sunbeam and everything