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rain-harmonia · 2 years ago

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I’ve developed a new vocal stim

It’s just Anduin’s name

Work has been AWFUL so far today and I fled to my car on my dinner break so I wouldn’t have a meltdown in front of customers and now I’m hiding in my car in the parking lot on a call with my brother just muttering “Anduin” over and over and listening to his commentary as he plays WoW and also occasionally repeats Anduin’s name to me

Echolalia (think that’s the term) nice. Brother nice. Anduin Wrynn nice.

#vaguely venting with this I am tired #autism won today #but not in the good way #Anduin Wrynn my blorbo

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circular-bircular · 10 months ago

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Anyone who argues that DID is not trauma based is arguing against decades and decades of science. They’re following the DSM too strictly usually (using nearly arbitrary category labels to create a point) while simultaneously ignoring a vast wealth of research proving DID is based on trauma.

My question for everyone arguing that DID can be formed without trauma is: why? Why are you bothering to argue this?

“To prove Endogenic systems can exist!” Endogenic systems are not experiencing my disorder. Stop trying to fit a square piece in a round hole.

“It’s all anti-endos will listen to!” Block them. Ignore them! I would prefer you create an echo chamber over spreading misinformation about the disorder.

“But what about the .1% chance that there’s someone with non-trauma DID?”

You mean to tell me that you, yes you, are somehow the person who, after decades of people clamoring over each other trying to prove DID isn’t trauma based, has found the One Case of a system Who Has DID Without Trauma!!!! (And you can prove it’s not just a misdiagnosis of another disorder, or a misdiagnosis of a plural system, or a DID system in denial of trauma, etc etc etc etc etc!!!!)

Arguing that DID is not trauma based is relying on and resurfacing an argument used to discredit trauma victims and shove us back into silence. Please. Please. Fucking stop already.

#syscourse #venting #beauty and poison go hand in hand #I am so damn tired of hearing this #the articles that prove it always keep things vague #BECAUSE MANY SYSTEMS CANT FUCKING REPORT TRAUMA HISTORIES

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kissingarthurclaus · 3 months ago

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Ourgh...I don't wanna go to work

#jane journals #vent #uggghhhhh i am so tired of it 😭😭#i just wanna stay home and think about f/os and draw self ship stuff #i had a dream last night abt wyll proposing 🥺👉👈 it was very vague but thats definitely what it was #and ive also been thinking about potential aus with wyll cause i love aus and fun!!!#but noooooooo i gotta go to WORK 😠😠😠

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a-s-levynn · 8 months ago

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#i'm resisting the impulsive urge to vent proper because i don't want to go there especially this tired but #not everything is literal #not everything is serious #not everything is a joke #if you are unsure about something just ask #also #they are not our friends #they are grown men who can and do take care of themselfs and most people in the fandom understand that #so we can clown around over stupid shit while also not forgetting that #the two things can and do coexsist #but also let's not forget that they are simply human and can be tired or make a conscious decision to do or not do something #without any big conspiracy in the background #there is a line too far just as with everything #sometimes it isn't a bad idea to stop and look which side of it we are on #and i am myself are prone to at least dance on it so i'm not here to be smart i'm mostly just ckecking on myself #but some peeps also could use a moment to objectively see stuff #sorry this is fairly vague and half of it doesn't make sense #that's why it's in the tags #and almost certainly gonna get deleted in a few hours #i just needed to think #g'night y'all #see ya tomorrow #hopefully

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thatveganwhiterose · 20 days ago

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#sick of being the fucking villain all the time #tired of being backed into a fucking corner like an animal #why do I let people walk all over me #just to keep the peace #I am so tired #I am so sad #vague post is vague #idgaf #fml #me #personal #rant #vent

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biohazard-inevitable · 2 months ago

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Note to self: have more than one day off next semester

#personal #vague vent #i am…. so tired. so physically exhausted #and i gotta get up and go to work tomorrow #all i did today was play amber isle for 8 hours straight #because today is my only off day and i needed to do something #i still have an essay due on sunday #i’ve got the rough draft done but it needs fine tuning #i was just too exhausted to even look at it today #augh im so tired #but it’ll all be worth it #i am 1/8th of the way done with the savings for my summer trip next year #though i still need to get my passport and do all that government shit #but! 1/8th of the way done with saving~

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lucyvaleheart · 1 year ago

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#man. nights are. Hard huh #Uhhh this is. Another vent post HEAVY trigger warnings for this one #honestly I wouldn't bother reading this nothing'll come of it good or bad so #don't worry about me ill be fine in the morning just need to. Scream into the void again #....again serious serious trigger warnings on this I'm too tired to say specifics but I know it'll be fucked so #Anyway #maybe Jade's right maybe I do need to see a therapist #she talked about some medication for anxiety and it's effects and what is like on and off the stuff #And......#........'waking up and going to bed on the verge of tears' vs 'not doing that'#sounds................#............christ. I...#I'm not suicidal I think I'd never actually follow through nor would I bother to self harm #None of that would solve anything for me and I'm too chicken to do it regardless #But.....#......i sure do think the words 'I wanna throw myself off a cliff' kind of a lot #killing myself is sounding less like a vague weird concept and more grounded in reality #hhhh #do I need to talk to someone about this? maybe #am I going to? probably not #is putting this on my public blog where I know there's a very good chance a bunch of people really close to me will see it a cry for help?#............................................................#i dunno #just know my chest hurts all the time and Im always a few seconds away from breaking down in tears at any given moment #and I just kind of want everything to stop #just stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop #wanna turn my brain off and just leave it like that #everything sucks and is hard and getting harder and despite being absolutely surrounded by love and support #I keep having these horrible low points and the high points feel further and further away #....anyway.....this is the last tag it'll let me do so. um. I'm sorry for whoever does read this... hope you're having a decent night

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candyn-gutz · 1 year ago

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girl help i cant do this anymore

#my ex after still vagueing me after its been months since we broke up. ♡ and still giving me shit for it♡#i know i havent been the best to them either but holy fuck do not talk about me on this to our mutual friends #wou wont tell me whats wrong either. when i am angry about it. you write me an entire essay about how you need me #man i am just so fucking tired i dont want things to go sour between us i still care about them a ton but oh my god #vent

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dandyshucks · 9 months ago

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even online i cannot escape middle-aged adults trying to tell me their life story and hit on me,,,,,,,,, help,,,,,

#why was a 52 yr old texan trying to hit on me on THIS BLOG OF ALL PLACES....... BRO..........#and telling me about his divorce and everything 😭😭#also im sorry USamericans but uhm. some of yall are a little funny sometimes with the way you live in such a vacuum fdsjkl #(it is not ur fault and i understand that and i do not blame u for it. nor am i saying you are stupid or anything like that fdjkl)#(but also why tf do u not put your country in ur address for shipping.... literally every other country in the world does that JFDSJKL)#but anyways he asked me where i live and i said turtle island bc thats a safe vague answer and he... assumed it was michigan??#for some reason ????#but what could i expect from a 52 yr old texan trying to ... hit on a 22 year old. on tumblr. goddamn. sobbing on the ground.#WHY DO I ATTRACT THESE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE I GOOOO #i've heard so many woes and life stories of middle-aged adults and been hit on so many times and im so tired 😭😭😭#sometimes its interesting to hear about ppls lives but not when im like. busy with shit. like at school or at my workplace or on my blog😭#WHY WAS HE MESSAGING ME ON /THIS/ BLOG OF ALL PLACES. BRO. FJDSFJKL #this is my blog where i get silly over FICTIONAL CHARACTERS HDSGJKL CMONNNN MAN #vent //#ask to tag #dandy.cmd

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dreamerlynx · 1 year ago

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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash #and again I do have it super filtered #I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen #and life went on as usual #look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping #but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice #look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen #and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship #and no sap except as third wheel for said ship #sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but #I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest #why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’#like huh #George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever #I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it #(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him)#sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit #no tags just venting #<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags #bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol

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ghostsvignettes · 7 months ago

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i am The Universe's favorite chew toy

#vent #< vaguely #but just in case #||#this has been SUCH a month #am I someone's favorite fictional blorbo or what #because i have been in SITUATION after SITUATION after SITUATION #[person who has severely traumatized me] came back into my life.#the whole situation with [friend]#and more that I'm NOT ready to talk about on a public blog to say the least. ahahahah #sorry if you followed for silly goofy stuff but this has been SUCH a rough month #i am tired [physically]#i am exhausted [emotionally]#and i am so done with everything #this is literally the roughest spiral I've had in who knows how long #me when the trauma responses respond to trauma!!! what the hell!!!#augh. sorry #but yeahhhhhhhh #i have been having a time #back to roleplaying like nothing's up. i already ghosted people for a whole week before #cant just drop out again days before the most major event #you know how it is!!!#normal situations #normal situations.

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seventh-district · 9 months ago

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i’m not like other girls, my “Rest” stats are a heart rate of 110bpm and a HRV of 14 fucking milliseconds. :)

#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw vent #cw vent post #cw health #cw heart #i’m so stressed :) i am soooo fucking stressed and my body is Suffering because of it #i want to just lay here and stare at the ceiling but. maybe a little venting will help #sighhhh wish [N]MbD Sun were here to obsessively fret over me #he can be mean about it idc. at least i’d have someone acknowledging how bad things are for me #sometimes i wonder when the last time was that my body Wasn’t in fight or flight to some degree #have i Ever actually relaxed #hhhhhhh c-ptsd is a bitch #anyways there’s so much to vent about but i’m. doing my best to be vague. i need to be more vague about things #a lot of stuff i can’t vent about anyways. it’s too personal #so instead i’m gonna complain abt how i haven’t been able to play Genshin or Star Rail for nearly a month now #and about how slowly my back is recovering. it’s like every time i re-injure/have a flare up. it heals.. worse. slower and lesser #i dunno how it’s ever gonna get better. truly better. maybe i’ll live with this forever #if being fat is the problem which is definitely partly is. then yeah i’m fucked #all of my problems just make each other worse and i don’t know where the way out of it all is #every time i think i’ve found it i’m wrong and i just make it all worse #anyways as soon as i figure out how to strengthen my core without breaking my back. it’s over for u bitches #‘u bitches’ being uh. all of the shit that needs doing that i cannot physically fucking do right now #i miss being able to sit down. and i’m Regretting de-converting my standing desk back to sitting bc now. i cannot use my PC #which means i can’t fucking do a some of my work or play my silly little gacha games and i’m mad abt it #i’m mad abt a lot more serious things too but again. can’t talk abt it so i’m gonna focus on trivial shit instead #anyways. sorry as always to everyone i haven’t spoken with lately. and in general. i’m so drained from the Everything that i just. can’t.#it shouldn’t be this hard for me to stay in touch w ppl but. it is. guess i’ll add that onto my list of things to be stressed about #i’m so tired of everything man. and i hate being so negative and mean when im stressed & in pain. makes me feel like im becoming my father

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actual-changeling · 2 years ago

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#alex yells at the void #bpd is such a fun disorder and by fun i mean one of the most painful mental disorders to live with #sometimes i feel bad for projecting so much one ellie cause she will be going through it tm #but then again my therapist said projection is good and helpful so there's that #love being caught in the dilemma of tell ppl you're struggling and risk annoying them #and dont tell them and risk the same #like bestie my options arent really great here isnt there a secret third way #you wont get too much they say and then leave because i got too much like ok how do you expect me to actually believe anyone telling me tha #my therapist said it's fine and understandable that im scared etc. etc.#as long as i try to take good experiences as they come #but bestie i am very tired of getting like one good experience every two years and nothing but horrible shit for the rest #also very tired of passive aggressive bullshit and indirectness like if there's something bothering you just fucking tell me #dont be like my ex or my parents or anyone else ever #the world isnt all like that they say as if it hasnt been that way my entire life because the universe hates me and i dont deserve happines #i dont do diaries or journaling i just do vague vents in tumblr tags but it is what it is

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iruludavare · 2 years ago

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{ ooc. I was going to write tonight but uh. Family drama happened and trying to diffuse that has taken literal hours. It's only like 10pm so we'll see if I can wrangle my brain but if I don't post tonight assume I sat down and instantly fell asleep ✌️}

#❀⊱⦃ ⏤ {ooc.} ⦄⊰❀#{i am Tired.}#negative tw #{ <- just in case. not me venting or anything just very vague mention of family drama}

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hiodoshi-ao · 1 year ago

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#cw personal #cw vent #vague vent #i am not ok. again. i will be later but not rn. 😥#i'm so tired and hurt...

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just-a-mod · 1 year ago

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