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yknow what I think I'm never gonna be good at art. It's at least like not for a long time and not without it being incredibly exhausting trying to force myself to draw. so like idk maybe I should. stop doing that? because I just draw and it turns out bad abd then I feel like shit abd I don't draw and feel like shit for not drawing and then when I do try to draw again I'm carrying that weight of like. It's been so long since I've drawn how can I call myself an artist + maybe I just atraigjt up can't draw and those few times I've made something decent are just a fluke because o stg I'm getting worse but also I'm probably not? But then art has just felt so much harder lately and 9 times out of ten I just give up ans feel like shit and that tenth time is just me thinking something is. Decent enough but still not good and posting it. like idk I got other hobbies. Other art forms. But I don't wanna give up on drawing because I do really enjoy it but also I haven't really been enjoying it lately but also I don't think I could live without it but also I'd really fucking like to be good but also the amount of stress that brings is. Idk it's like 1 am maybe I should just sleep I'll probably be more normal about this in the morning
#thjs isnt even like something im upset abkut its juat 1am and im thinkin#trjed drawing tonight#looked like shkt#usually does#satisfied the urge tk#*to draw ig?#but jts less satisfaction at creating and more well that was fuckinf shit why try again#idk i shouldnt be judging my art by the metric of whether its good enough to post#but also i love enagaging qith people through my art#hut my art isnt good enough fkr that yet#been drawing for years and yeah im better than i was but im not *good* yk#especially not compared to my peers who arent knly drawing better than me but more frequently and consistently#while i get exhausted after drawing one thing#feels like im doing something wrong bjt idk what#agh#whatever#pribably something to do with thr 5+ hobbies + work + uni im stretched between but fucckin whatever#me.txt#lmao morning mes gonna crimge so hard at this shit
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in a weird mood, probably just going to listen to the top gun soundtrack 100 times today
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If you couldn't tell I've managed to fall off battle cats
#it was inevitable#dw after like a few months itll probably resurge#usually does#L#anyways#watch nyan neko sugar girls
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I'm going to do a clear out of old drafts tomorrow because things are messy and it's making it difficult for my brain to get caught up and work. ;-;
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favorite Bruce Wayne hc of the week: you’re allowed to follow him into the Cave to continue your argument, but he’s going to start undressing and pulling off armor while heading for the showers and if you get an eyeful, that’s on you.
It’s an effective tactic and stops a good 60% of those arguments in their tracks. The remaining 40% are usually intense enough to follow Bruce into the showers and yell at him while he’s casually showering off grime and blood.
#thoughts#bruce wayne#batman#dc#headcanons#he doesn’t care about nudity but#usually Clark does LOL#Hal Jordan doesn’t care he was military
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I had people over yesterday, but I also bought the wrong flavour of wet food pate so Pangur spent the entire time vomiting, then begging for food (because she'd vommed it all out), then filling the room with meat-stink farts.
and also begging to be held bc she didn't feel good, even though the pressure of me holding her just pushed out more farts.
#AHHH#she does great on this food 😭 it's just that the store was out of the flavour I usually buy#and her stomach gets easily upset by new stuff#pangur
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Weird phenomenon I've seen on tumblr
#like i understand how frustrating it can be to make art and for it to get no attention#but that ain't an excuse to shame and threaten people into reblogging#some of y'all need to relearn some manners ffs#like christ#usually anything to guilt trip/shame ppl into reblogging does the opposite#because good god who the hell wants to spread the guilt tripping?!#anyways back to you regular tagging schedule#my art#doodles#rambles#comic#my sona#furry art#furry
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absolutely losing it at the polar opposite perspective we get on darth vader during rebels. kanan and ezra encounter him and there's a dramatic lead up to the cameo and they're like "who the FUCK is that???". they fight him and lose terribly. at least until they drop several tons of heavy machinery on him. but then he survives! and then they're like "if that won't kill him what can?!" "not us. let's go!". there's no drama, no extremely emotional dialogue, no agony over the man he used to be and the monster he became. just "hey what is that? a SITH LORD? that sounds like 1-800-NOT OUR PROBLEM!!!" and then they go back to doing whatever they normally do
#i know they encounter him again#but even then kanan and ezra don't even fight him#ahsoka does#and it's amazing and i love it#star wars#star wars rebels#sw rebels#kanan jarrus#ezra bridger#darth vader#they fight him in broad daylight too#usually all the fights against darth vader are in like dim lighting
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Michael Afton and Jeremy Fitzgerald are FNAF besties..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#mike schmidt#michael afton#jeremy fitzgerald#fnaf 2#jeremike#Michael is chill with Mike#but he definitely likes Jeremy A LOT more#biased to his fellow video game boys#though Mike would be the same way with Jeremiah me thinks#every Mike needs a Jer!!#Michael being able to draw is always my favourite detail on him#he usually doesn’t feel nervous about sharing drawings#but he does with Jeremy cause he wants him to like it#I gotta draw more of Jeremy and Michael’s friendship..#they are a duo homies besties partners 🩵💜
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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#figueroth faeth#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now#got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol#in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine#this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol#I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out#thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough#to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement#(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering#its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics#maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol#fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor#I always forget makeup is real#also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know#sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate#also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home#she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her#okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things#cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps
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I was just listening to “I got you” by TWICE over and over again and a drawing happened! thinking bout my deer nanny au
#why does this feel like fanart of my AU#lollll#pretty different from the usual style#but it was fun#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#my deer nanny#radioapple#alastor#lucifer hazbin#my doods
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finally trying my hand at a khura'inese outfit for apollo... i definitely wanted to give him the spare coat in dhurke's office but i might redesign it later
#ace attorney#satsuhart#spirit of justice#apollo justice#nahyuta sahdmadhi#i think its nice... apollo's accent colour is usually turquoise (tie colour) so it fits him#but i also kinda want him to have his own distinct style that's different from dhurke's... decisions decisions#anyway i like to think nahyuta and apollo settle petty arguments in court and also how to decide who does household chores or. whatever#(apollo voice) i don't care if you're regent you're going to do the damn dishes
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trying to describe black sails to people is my personal sisyphean task. “it’s a pirate show” bad. “it’s functionally a prequel to treasure island but also it’s not at all” bad again, and also confusing. “it’s about pirates trying to destroy western civilization” mostly only true of the second half of the show and also doesn’t fully capture what i love about it. “it’s a pirate show about the power of stories, how civilization uses shame to keep people in line and turns them into monsters, and the power of queer rage. it’s got some of the best acting, writing, everything of any show i’ve ever seen.” the most accurate, but way too long and makes me sound pretentious and insane. send help i just want to talk about my favorite show.
#black sails#i usually just got for ‘it’s functionally a prequel to treasure island’ but that says nothing about it. i tried to give my coworker the las#one yesterday but i do think i just sounded unhinged lmao#does anyone have a way that works i’d love to hear it so i can stop living like this
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comic done for class assignment
#maccadam#transformers#starscream#megatron#transformers g1#chinese funeral#comic#fan art#starscream being a goof as he usually does
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shadowheart 🌙
based on the moonlit beauty by james sant. a painting study bc I haven’t done digital painting in so long and I want to get back into it 🥲🥲
#shadowheart#baldur’s gate 3#bg3#mine.#honestly idk if it looks like her but im hoping it does 😭#the cloth is like. don’t look at that omfg i was fighting for my life#but i rlly like how the colors turned out here!!! I hav sm issues w my colors going muddy usually but not here 🥳
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some drawings i did over the last week of a younger/early cult days Chirin feat. their follower Doll, one of the first born inside their cult who ended up showing a Very protective side as she got older (and bigger).
but what else can u expect from a great pyrenees whose leader/guardian figure is a sheep lol
#my art#cotl#cult of the lamb#chirin au#narinder#hes there too lol#doll does not Rock with him while shes alive and spends 90% of the time she's around Chirin keeping that cat from getting near them#they usually wave her off but she's so persistent on hating narinder's vibes lmaaaooo#shes a good girl
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