#ure not quite there yet....

[tofumoons]

when ppl talk abt zuko i kind of losem y mind...why r u all wrong.

[daemon-in-my-head]

Bhaal is the god of murder, and he is speaking to an offspring of that god, and convincing them they are not monsters.

[lunarw0rks]

sitting on price’s lap and feeling him get hard <3

[fisheito]

i told myself that yakuei only had one position then i proved myself (sorta) wrong

my fave face here:

[holycartoonwarrior]

Cant stop thinking abt Marcia. about the wake and the funeral, how gross everyone treated her from start to bitter end. And she went out of her way to be kind to shiv in her very last scene, and while she is so WOW for taking the high road…..that would NOT have been me.

But I guess that hurt shiv the most lmao. she was fully braced for some cutting remark and Marcia doesn’t give it to her. Cuz Marcia is done. Shiv cannot comprehend why she chooses to be gentle and empathetic for once because she is so full of resentment and she assumes Marcia is the same. She expects Marcia to be an enemy, it’s easy. It’s something that’s safe and it’s that mentality her own father leans into to provide false loyalty in the episode vaulter. But Marcia only sees her as a broken sad child forever chasing a man whose approval was on a whim. She isn’t even worth contempt. And shiv doesn’t know if she should be angry sad or confused.

[jvlianbashir]

hate/love when you're watching or reading something and you can tell that a theme or motif or connection or something is present but you can't quite articulate it into words in your mind. feels like staring down into a dark pond and seeing something moving beneath the surface but you can't tell what it is yet

[hysenty]

it is so disheartening seeing people being able to correctly identify and criticise the actions of russian invasion of ukraine and not be able to recognise/not giving the same scrutiny to the israeli genocide.

[ahalliance]

wishing certain qsmp fans a very Stop Being Fucking Misogynists

[mikansei]

what do they most fear being seen as?

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ratio certainly doesn't want to be seen as just another ivory tower genius, but he only feared it when he got the IPC's invitation for his anti-planetary weapon design - attracting the gaze, not of Nous, but of human greed. aspiring to the genius society was suddenly synonymous with selling his soul; he'd gone knocking on the doors of the temple of knowledge not realizing the devil could answer. no matter the lingering bitterness, that more than anything made him stop wanting Nous' gaze.

(the compromise of joining the intelligentsia guild - theoretically independent from, but still heavily funded by, the IPC - is it the best of both worlds or the lesser of two evils?)

but in general, public perception isn't on his radar unless it inconveniences him, at which point he puts a plaster sculpture on his head about it. he doesn't endorse the documentaries and memoirs about himself, but he doesn't serve C&Ds, either. what people think of him is simply not his damn problem.

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aventurine, on the other hand... he's more image than person some days. (“the self beneath is extraordinarily faint.”) his job relies very heavily on his cultivated image - he can't escape that even if he wants to, and he doesn't know that he wants to. can he tell where the image ends and the person begins? what if there's nothing beneath? the mask has grown into his skin and he can't afford the blemish of removing it; maintaining it is integral to his job.

he has to keep being aventurine of stratagems, because aventurine of stratagems has to keep existing. he does not fully belong to himself. he'd vowed to become a stoneheart in the very same moment he lost all motivation and reason to do so - now that he's finally found the will to live for himself, he's trapped in the amber of that decision.

(and when he manages to crack the literal and metaphorical amber... the stonehearts vote to repair his cornerstone. what a mercy-stroke of luck.)

he's not afraid of tarnishing his reputation - how can he be, when he maintains a precise level of intentional tarnish? he's not afraid of being seen as a former slave, or he wouldn't openly display his brand as if it were just another accessory. he's not afraid of people thinking he's weak.

he's afraid they'll be right.

[impossible-rat-babies]

meaningless complaint, but sometimes stuff in bg3 is utterly asinine in how it plays. to me

[tpher]

sweetiepies!!! 🥺

[ambivartence]

'TOP TIER' MV ✧ PARK WOO JIN

[oh-no-its-bird]

Adjusting my glasses and squinting at my ask box

One of you guys REALLY wants edo tensei tobirama huh

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

k, m, n, t for pd and/or suck!!! >:33333

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

-> you know i gotta say wiwi. i have to. that character was Made For Me i swear to GOD . genuinely i cannot think about prime defenders season 2 episode 39 without feeling physically sick bc i love it so much. its the only one i havent relistened to since i heard it the first time. i KNOW its gonna make me cry again so i genuienly have not touched it even though theres things in there i need to hear again for character research. his arc is so like. narratively satisfying in a way that hits me so fucking deep to my core in an extremely personal way. and like. there were definitely some Decisions that i was REALLY ANNOYING about hating when they were brought up because im used to media with bad storytelling/creators that do not care about their characters but. looking back on it i would not change a single thing about it. i love you wiwi so much.

-> FOR SUCK.... its not over yet. so i cannot definitively say. campaign finale comes out tomorrow so my answer may change depending on that but for right now i think i gotta say arthur. i joke a lot about hating arthur for no real reason in particular but. man his story is just REALLY good. not going 2 give you suck spoilers (hehe) but i also really like how shilo has grown through the campaign. hes my little guy :]

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

-> TIDE. TIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIDE TIDE TIDE I LOVE TIDE SO MUCH. thats my dad thats my best friend i love tide so much dude. every time he is mentioned or on screen i am just like :D HI TIDE I LOVE YOU TIDE

-> grefgore :] light of my life this is how i feel anytime i think about grefgore

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

-> CHARACTER STUDIES. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. I LIKE A GOOD SHIPPING FIC AS MUCH AS THE NEXT GUY BUT PLEASE GOD WRITE THEM IN CHARACTER. EXPLORE THEIR THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS AND WHY THEY MAKE CERTAIN DECISIONS THE WAY THEY DO. this doesnt even go for just pd and suck this is like. true for every single fandom ive ever fucking been in. do you know how hard it is to find character studies in the danny phantom tag on ao3. nobody has even fucking watched the show how are they going to write character studies they just want (<< i cannot legally finish this sentence without getting in so much trouble) I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING MY FUCKING SELF AROUND HERE. ALL I EVER WRITE ARE CHARACTER STUDIES BC THATS THE WAY I THINK ABOUT CHARACTERS. I LOVE THEIR MOTIVATIONS I LOVE TO GET INSIDE THEIR BRAINS LIKE A LITTLE PARASITE AND IT IS ALWAYS SURPRISING TO ME WHEN OTHER PEOPLE DO NOT THINK LIKE THIS. (edit im just now reading through this and realized the question says three things. i did not process that. my three things are all more character studies please)

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 

-> oh dude i have so many hmmmmmmm how to choose just one. i have a LOT of feelings about wiwis original death and i might write something about that when i can get over my shrimp emotions about him. dakota cole audhd truther but that ones pretty much canon anyway so i dont think it counts. vyncent and his relationship with growing up in fantasy world and then being thrown into prime and how he adjusted to that. I think he really lies shitty syfy channel type horror movies that are so stupidly bad. and also plays a lot of video games but again i think thats mostly canon already. i think tide listens to dad rock but also like. ocean man by ween. you already know about my william and ashe being each others emotional support at concerts. i think william and ashe should hang out and do emo kid things more. i also have a lot of feelings about ashe and coping with the crippling loneliness of basically growing up alone and how the pd becoming like INSTANT best friends was so much for him in sooo many ways. you already know how i feel about mark i am in the middle of dissecting him like im in a high school biology class as we speak. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know im gonna think of something really good after i hit the post button so stay tuned

[strangeangel22]

art fight week one!!! having a blast so far…. im pyreflyforest over there if you wanna check me out!!

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[distance-does-not-matter]

sitting in the garden wondering what comes next

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