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Char ask game cause I'm in a mood and dirty bastard man Graves
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No pressure 🙏
LET'S GOOOOO oh I am so happy you sent so many questions for Graves !!! He's my wife <3
1. Why do you like or dislike this character?
I like how much of a high energy yapper he is. I think he's just a REALLY fun character overall, great voice acting, great character arc, funny banters and idk I'm just obsessed with him. I don't really dislike anything about him, he's an asshole and I like that for him :3c
2. Favorite canon thing about this character?
I love a morally ambiguous asshole and he sure is one <3 His betrayal makes him so interesting to me. There's a nice little theme of him betraying the 141 while in the end staying truly loyal to Shepherd, while he himself inspires loyalty to his Shadows.
3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?
I love his rivalry with Soap and Ghost post betrayal but that fucker was getting along so well with them, especially Soap. Could have had a great bromance Phil.
4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?
Just a general fantasy AU with him is really fun. Him being a warrior at the head of a group of mercenaries, idk, I like the vibe, and I like to think about it when I ship him with my OC.
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?
I hc that he came from a wealthy but very religious family who did not like how flamboyant he was growing up. He pretty much left home as soon as he possibly could and joined the army right away so he could get away and prove to them and himself that he was stronger than they thought. He got popular with his fellow soldiers quickly because of his humor and cheery attitude (and huh, other reasons :3c). When both of his parents died, he inherited the family fortune and that's what he used to create Shadow Company.
20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?
Soap alas
25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?
Hated his gut LMAOOOO. Hated his betrayal, hated his attitude, everything. Then I started playing a lot of warzone, specifically plunder, and getting him as the announcer and seeing the cutscene with him over and over again, I started commenting on how fruity he was and how he has a nice ass and stuff and my friend was the unwilling witness of me turning from "hate his guts" to "kind of like him" to "fully fucking obsessed." Then I replayed the game and I was fully sold.
Now he's probably my favorite character in the CoD games, I'm fully invested in my ship between him and my OC and I'm just having a silly little time <3
Have a little screenshot I took and edited
Send me a Character + questions from this ask game
#cod#nekro yapping#THANK YOUUUU THANK YOU#Always happy to talk about him#to be fair he has a texan accent so I was doomed from the start#I love when I start by disliking a character only to end up obsessed with them#the best kind of character obsession#<3#oh also for the longest time he wasn't available to buy in game and I was losing it#until like last month or something#I was so happy#capitalism got me good#phillip graves
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day 1609
#amphibian#frog#frogsona#amphibidextrous#its so funny i started the project to have something to do after signing the contract but before starting my new job (~month long period)#but got distracted by other projects and only finished like 20% and then slowly did like. 1 seam a month#until last week when i went “i wanna wear it to a party i should finish it”#(didnt finish it in time for the party but by that time i had the momentum to finish it the day after)
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誰か、助けてね(^^♪
Inspired by this post
#my art#eyestrain#tw eyestrain#scophophobia#the glass scientists#tgs edward hyde#tgs henry jekylll#mesmerizer#this comic has consumed my mind since late last year and yet it took until this month to come up with any kind of idea for fanart#uhh i would like to say something else but i dont know what so uh- yea i really love tgs alot
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happy liverpool n1!!! it also just so happens to be THE 100TH SHOW (for real this time) and thanks to taymagic of course it falls on the 13th aka her half birthday. we have no choice but to play the surprise song game for this very special occasion and the rules are simple - just leave your guesses in the tags or replies and all the winners will receive shoutouts from ME! as always, if you predict any shenanigans or outfit changes or announcements etc for tonight you’re more than welcome to include those as well
i’m going to guess foolish one x delicate and mary’s song x timeless because i’m feeling the speak now vault tracks. maybe a mistake to not go idsb but we’ll see!! and for fun i will guess a new rep outfit (🤡)
#the issue for me is that i need rep to not have a months long roll out and instead mimic the actual surprise announcement’s mystery#and i also need debut to be last#so any announcements tonight wouldn’t really work….#but ALSO i don’t think taylor will do something like that for rep because it’s so popular and also she’s touring#like it just makes sense to have a big lead up to the release#but there’s yet another part of me that thinks the last 2 rerecords might not come until next year#so idk#mine#taylor swift#surprise song game
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one string is all that I need
#Hatsune Miku#VOCALOID#or rather#piapro characters#Hatsune Miku Single String Ver.#<- yep that's the fan module I made for fun last year#the thing is. only half a month to go until it's mid autumn. and every year I try to draw something for the occasion#I just. started early this year... for some reason......#well I mostly just wanna draw Her lmao. because the pokemon/miku voltage stuff is still being released and Im feelin the effect#and this year's magical miral design is so fuckign good.... thank u to miku artists. especially LAM and rella#as is always the case with this module the instrument/weapon (lol) she uses is a heavily stylized đàn bầu!#and I just realized while drawing this and looking at the ref sheets that I never detailed the pluck lmao#to be fair. usually its just like a piece of. anything#commonly bamboo or bone or plastic. shaped into a longish fingernail shape. its really the way u hold it that matters iirc#but yeah I spruced up the OG design for the instrument in this one lol. this is actually like my original vision I think#I really wanted to make that thing beast shaped. but I Just figured out how to properly stylize it when I designed the module#and! I did say this on stream but I am genuinely very proud of that design! that was genuinely big brain of me! so#future instrument variants will still probably base heavily on that general shape and principles lol. I'm playin in this space its MY muck#also I switched the number on her coat from 39 to 01 bc it's more on theme thats really it. nothin else to remark on there lol#and! once again based the dragon head on the lý dynasty dragon rather than later iterations. thats why the nose fin and no whiskers#and the metal nozzle is kinda supposed to call to mind a temple bell. not super sure i got that across well#but the rim design IS historical! I thiiiink early lê dynasty. just on ceramics instead of on bronze lmao#anyways thats it. I had fun colorin this one! kicked my ass a bit but I think I hashed it out mostly okay#have a good night lads! thank u mid autumn moon cakes for being bad to eat and sponsoring my late night drawin. and remember:#u only need one. but never say having more doesn't make it easier
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I like to think that when the batfamily inevitably runs out of money and jobless Bruce, Tim, and Dick* find themselves in financial need, Steph reveals that she's made thousands of dollars taking odd jobs around Gotham City that we just never saw bc Steph hasn't been in a comic for months. Nobody checked in on her and while they weren't looking she made 6 grand babysitting and playing piano at a local theatre. Bruce has to grovel for enough money to buff out a scratch on the batmobile and Steph is revelling in it. This is the closest she's ever going to get to being a supervillain
*(Cass and Jason don't need money to survive on account of being homeless as kids + Babs funds Cass' basic needs and Damian is on his mom's payroll, same w/ duke even if it's obvs not al ghul money)
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#bruce wayne#tim drake#dick grayson#batfamily#...#wayne family adventures#that seems like something that could happen over there lmao#i already said babysitting and playing piano at a local theatre (NEVER FORGET STEPH CANONICALLY TOOK UP PIANO AGAIN. BATGIRLS 18)#but i can also picture her doing other odd jobs#harper teaches her some basic electrical engineering tips and Steph takes a couple jobs with her for some extra cash#in batgirl 2009 she was working off her tuition by working at her school library so maybe she can do something like that too as well#i like to imagine that off screen steph will work a job for a week then get paid then get fired bc she lets her vigilante life take over#meanwhile Tim's been a dilettant on his houseboat and dick has the leftovers of what alfred gave to him which he gave to charity(?)#and bruce has just been funnelling his last remaining dollars into batman until one day his bat bank account hits negative $50#bruce has been begrudgingly letting Talia pay his rent and groceries for the past few months (damian had to cooerce him into it)#anyway i wish they did more w broke Batman. not that bruce cant survive w/o money but hes usually like. in the wilderness in those scenarios#not a city that i just KNOW has an incredibly fucked up economic situation. i bet it costs $1.95 for bottled water in gotham#anyway. bad headcanons <3
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Why the FUCK didn't Sasha apologize to Quinni.
#no im so pissed about that.#dude you don't give an autistic person a meltdown that big over something that hurtful#and just#walk away scot free#last time someone gave me a meltdown that hardcore I cut them off for a month.#that might just be the bpd tho#but still#quinni doesn't seem like the type to just. be chill without an apology and hearing sasha explain herself#and then she makes her her vice??????????#she already acknowledged sasha is only in it for the power trip#sasha didn't even do anything in the investigation she just followed quinni around#which as she should#but she hasn't made up for how she treated quinni AT ALL#in fact she's just gotten MORE of a performative activist#like why the fuck was she such a bitch to missy abt spider#i get it yea. ur friends sometimes have dogshit taste in men but you don't need to make them feel like trash abt it#and the way she was like 'he fetishizes u for being black omg its probably asian girls next omg i dont feel safe'#THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU????????.#also she 100% jumpstarted quinnis identity crisis#with how she was constantly switching between infantilizing her and undermining her autonomy over her own decisions#and treating doing things quinni wanted to do and the specific way she needed to do them as a chore#and then victimizing herself!!!!!!!#like from experience that relationship dynamic IS abusive to autistic people it just is#idk if nt people get it but it's really fucking awful to come from your partner#anyway. until sasha apologizes to both quinni and missy this will continue to be a sasha hate page.#heartbreak high#heartbreak high season 2#quinni gallagher jones#sasha so#missy beckett
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The jewish love language really is giving each other book recommendations you think they'd like........
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish positivity#personal thoughts tag#me emailing my rabbi at 23:00 last night because i'm loving the book he recommended me#i don't know something about loving a book someone recommended you just makes me feel so loved???#i think i'm really going to get along with this rabbi!!! i'm so excited he's really nice and he's a DJ#and he was already trying to plan out one of us driving the 2+ hours distance between us so we can speak in person#bestie that's months away!!! 😭😭😭💀#the classes he's sponsoring me for aren't going to start until it's closer to august being over#which is why i said he is planning OUT lol#also i just realized how odd it is that they're starting these classes so soon to the high holidays. we're taking all of october off#but like??? it makes sense but also it doesn't. i'm SO not ready for the high holidays#our jewish book club was reading This Is Real and You Are Completely Unprepared and. that's me right now 😭💀#i couldn't make it to the book club meetings at all but i did grab the book off thriftbooks so i'll EVENTUALLY read it lol
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @zu-is-here 🎉
I'm so happy I had the opportunity to join in a collab for once hhh xD especially when it's something as sweet as a hug bomb for one of the kindest souls I ever interacted with online waa have a great day zuuu >:'Dc <3333
#HugForZu#my art#my gif#my animation#gift#yuso#my skelesona#other's sona#i know i haven't posted in months but I didn't I didn't have time at all like gosh xd#all i know is that I really wanted to make something special this year since I didn't really like how it looked last time#but I think I'm a little bit more proud of this one at least HH xD I hope you like it and the others gifts zu!!#so proud to belong in a community as wellcoming and sweet as this one where I can meet people like you guys :'D#your support means the world and i especially didn't forget the bombshell of a drawing you dropped on me last year like GOOSHHH#if i had the time i would've painted something nice and edgy for dark cream but lets keep that idea until next year hehehe >;)c#happy bday and have an amazing tiiime muah muah<3333
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yaayyyyyyyyy
#this one was rly fun i like being messy with my art#i forgot to even do anything for this until the last day (or maybe it already ended...?) but maybe ill look at prompts later and draw more#happy day 4 or something (3 months after the event happened)#this is if i have motivation to draw. which is unlikely#but have at thee!!!!#8pathfemslashweek#octopath traveler 2#octopath traveler ii#8path#throné anguis#throne anguis#agnea bristarni#whats their ship name#agnene#<- that will do
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WIP FRIDAY
I apologize for getting this out two days late, I’ve been busy with lots of packing and events! But I have a little reprieve, so I wanted to post another WIP; this one is from Heart Full, Bowl Empty.
BE AWARE THAT THIS SEGMENT INVOLVES A CONVERSATION REVOLVING AROUND UNWILLING BUT INTENTIONAL STARVATION. I know there are people who say they can’t read this fic because of themes like this, so be aware of this before reading this WIP!!
I included this snippet in today’s WIP because I have like three versions of the entire segment this snippet is from. I feel like it’s a really important segment with a really important conversation, and I’ve had a hard time balancing all the emotions the way I want to between Ingo and Akari, with frustration, sadness, anger, and empathy, to realistically get them to the resolution I want at the end of it.
The final version will probably only include a few parts from this particular segment.
Enjoy!!
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“I knew it! You’re doing it again!” Akari’s eyebrows scrunched, trying to understand through the frustration. “You said you wouldn’t!”
“Circumstances will improve soon.” Clearly done with the conversation, that was all Ingo said, but it was confession enough that he had fallen back on his word. Shame contaminated his voice, but if there was any regret, he hid it well.
“No, it won’t!” They were not even half-way through winter yet. “And you know it won’t!”
Ingo said nothing as the kits carefully moved around his slumped form, finding comfortable places to settle around him. She didn’t know if he intended to snuff the conversation out with angered silence, or if he was just too exhausted to care about arguing with her anymore. If it wasn’t for his small occasional signs of movement or acknowledgement, she’d think he was actually sleeping.
Akari carefully stepped into the nesting layers, moving to sit down next to Ingo. She settled with her back against the cavern wall, pulling her knees close as a few kits shuffled around to accommodate her. “You know I’m right.”
Huffing out an irritated sigh and nothing more, it didn’t seem like Ingo had any intentions to engage with her argument anymore.
“You couldn’t even pull yourself up over the ridge,” She prodded at him again, trying to motivate more conversation out of him. “I had to help you!”
“There are many, many factors that go into that.” A reluctant answer, perhaps a reflexive attempt to quell her worry; Ingo feebly rubbed his wrapped hand, almost as a display for his excuse.
“I’ve seen you do more when you’ve been hurt worse.” Akari retorted, a little softer now but still cold.
Ingo’s eyes remained closed, though his hardened expression implied that it came across as more accusatory than she’d intended. But perhaps it was precisely the time to be accusatory.
“Ingo, you’re so tired all the time now – you stopped coming to the training grounds because you just can’t make the trips all the time anymore! And you’re sleeping so much more than you used to, and it’s like you’re always hungry all the time, even though all I see you doing anymore is gathering food!” Akari’s voice grew more jagged as she continued to jab at him, entirely uninterrupted.
It was getting difficult. With Ingo’s tunic still sopping by the bucket, still somewhat red from the exhausted effort of washing out the blood, it could not hide the ribs that pressed out just a little bit more, or help fill out what the waistline had lost under the loosening belt. The abject dread of directly acknowledging that was too much.
“And- and look! You aren’t even willing to hold a conversation with me anymore, and I don’t know if it’s because you just won’t, or because you can’t!” The kits shifted uncomfortably as Akari retreated back into her own frustration instead. “People think you’re sick, Ingo! They’re asking me about you! What are you doing?”
The exhausted man remained where he laid in the nesting material, only moving his hands to rub at his face and sigh — a deep, forced sigh that swelled his side before releasing. Akari almost didn’t think he’d answer her, but with some effort, he propped himself up first onto his elbows, then slumped forward. The teen watched him run shaky fingers through his hair as he sat next to her.
“…I don’t know what I should do.” The guilt. The weary guilt cracked his voice and tore Akari’s anger down to heartache.
#ref for fic#BE AWARE THIS IS DISCUSSING INTENTIONAL BUT UNWILLING STARVATION#tw starvation#just in case#cause I know not everyone vibes with this story#and I’ll say it’s been weird myself returning to these segments I wrote months ago and re-reading them#AND TO BE MORE CAREFUL I talk about a personal situation sort of dealing with this below#a lot has happened in the timeframe of originally writing this and coming back to this#at the end of fall I got very very sick and it lasted well into February#I unwillingly shed thirty-five pounds because I could not eat#and I didn’t notice at all until I stopped and realized just how tight I had to make my work belt#even when family members pointed it out during the holidays when they’d hug me#it wasn’t until someone got very concerned and did something about it that I realized just how bad it was#I’m sure people remember when I mentioned I had gastritis#that’s what all this was I just never really went into detail about how bad it truely was here#so coming back and reading this segment specifically#having written it months before I went through any of this#felt really really weird and a little uncomfortable#I edited Akari’s accusations a little to fit my situation more about a month back#because I did not realize just how much more stuff like this would make you want to sleep#at least in my experience#but it’s been very very just#strange I guess coming back to this#it doesn’t make me want to not work on HFBE anymore it just feels very weird
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way i see it, there is no difference between me posting my drafts and not posting my drafts
#i'm hoarding them like dragon hoards its gold#didja know its been two months since last post? wowie! why not make it three!! six!! whole year!!! :DD#...that was my plan until my bestie baited me into releasing my hostages in exchange of funny tags in her reblogs#not sure i'm going to release ALL of them though...i need something to keep myself warm with during the cold cold russian night#but yeah in case you've been wondering. i've been making art and then not posting it. the good old#the desire to become an art hermit is very strong and very real
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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Whenever I think of that Ren doesn't like Sho because he thinks he's like a playboy or whatever
Obviously he could be characterising him based on build, dorm placement, and the way he's seen others treat him(Sho is athletic, attracts the attention of women, hangs out with Leo, and was placed in the delinquent house of Vagastrom)
But that he calls hima "burnout" like he personally knows him, which of course leads to the thought that he knew him before they got here, maybe went to school together. Probably saw him play with girls' hearts before. And yet they never stopped fawning over him--and he kept breaking their hearts. Probably even did it to someone Ren liked and thought he had a chance with, or even just a friend.
Or, and the more fun thought for me personally, Ren totally had the hots for Sho and Sho broke his heart after making him feel like he had a chance.
(And when he first saw him with Leo online years later he thought it wouldn't last but they're still going strong and Leo even treats him worse and he thinks Sho deserves it but they mesh so well together it pisses him off--)
#ren shiranami#sho haizono#shohei haizono#danie yells at tokyo debunker#just imagining sho kabedoning ren and ren thinks he's about to get bullied or something#and sho's like 'you sure like staring at me huh? you into me or something? you're not half bad yourself.'#and ren gets so strung along he figures maybe it's different because he's a dude#NOPE.#MAYBE THEY LASTED A MONTH MAX. BUT SHO WAS UP TO HIS USUAL AND REN WAS IN DENIAL UNTIL SHO TOLD HIM IT WAS NEVER THAT SERIOUS#AND HE DIDN'T WANT IT IF REN WAS GONNA THINK IT WAS#and ren just never forgave him
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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I've watched the entirety of kotaro lives alone 3 times this week, and I have confirmed that I'm in love with Karino
#something about a man being good with children is just ♡♡♡#he's such a good guy!! he loves kotaro so much!!#he hasnt washed his dishes in a month and until kotaro moved in who knows when the last time he bathed was but!!!#i can overlook that#just this once#no but seriously this anime makes me cry so much idk why i do this to myself#its just so bittersweet#i hope they make a season 2 like fr i need to see that little boy happy with his new family or else#kotaro lives alone#shin karino#•°☆°•
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