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May I offer you two Shinjiham paintings in this trying times???
#im starting a campaign whete we need to put Shinji out of his stinky peacoat#that boy needs some air#also wow i managed to finish not 1 but 2 paintings akdhdwkaja#i have horrible habit of not finishing paintings so like this is a milestone for me hsksksks#anyway unrelated but I went out today because the art store near my uni is shutting down for good#and they have a clearance sale so I wake up very early to go there#i manage to get really good watercolor paper at very cheap price! and also 3 tubes of paint and im so happy about it#this paper will last me at least 2 to 5 years probably#im going to paint a lot hopefully ahshdkshssa#asukart#persona 3#persona 3 portable#persona 3 reload#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#persona 3 femc#shinjiro aragaki#shinjiham#foolmoon#00s highschool au#watercolor#i forgor her hairclip but im outside rn and i camt be bothered to do that agwkshsksjsla
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Here's an idea, they all live in the same apartment complex located in sunny Del Sol Valley and it goes horribly wrong 🤭
#forgetfulcj#the two girls omg if you have been following for years now that's Harumi and Elizabeth in their early 20s!#Harumi is a uni student studying law during the day and at night she works with Elizabeth at the strip bartending and pole dancing 🫢#I've started to rebuild Del Sol Valley#but omg i head back to campus like soon so a part of me doesn't want to start something and abandon it like my other stories :(#ts4#ts4 edit#the sims 4 edit#simblr#the sims 4#sims edit#my sims#the sims#sims 4 screenshots#the sims edit#sims 4 edit
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today on random languages my brain is going 👀 at is biblical hebrew and biblical greek
#the following tags will have discussions of my faith and christianity in general so if you're not interested in that then stop reading ig#some lore: in my early teens i did consider doing a theology degree at uni and becoming an ordained minister/taking a role in the church#this was before i found out a) in my denomination only men can be ministers (deaconesses exist but yeah) and b) the church as an institutio#is pretty yikes#and then finding out i'm queer and nonbinary threw other spanners in there but despite it all my faith is still so so important to me#i want to start learning about christian/comparative theology more broadly to understand both my own faith and others' better#idk why but today i randomly ended up on the webpage for the theological college in NI and was just looking through the courses they offer#maybe someday in the distant future i'll have the money and time to burn to do an online postgrad degree with them#but yeah they have a postgrad certificate in biblical greek 👀 which looked v cool#the internet is a wonderful place and i found a pretty comprehensive looking biblical hebrew course on youtube and i'd probs be able to fin#biblical greek somewhere if i looked hard enough#greek and hebrew are both such linguistically interesting languages and being able to read some would also help in my theological adventure#so new side quest just dropped ig? at least it's my reading week this week so I can dabble in them with no consequences#i've also been wanting to try and learn a language via an immersion focus - obvs can't do full immersion with biblical greek and hebrew but#yeah using a less grammar and vocab focused approach than i'm used to#i have access to digital bibles so i could just choose a v literal english translation and then try and parse what's happening?#yeah we'll see#langblr#ellis exclaims
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I started attending a choir last week and I'm a newcomer in an already established group so I still have to get to know everyone, and i was talking today one lady that I haven't met before and she asked me how old I was so I answered 19, and she went like "oh, so like I though, a high schooler" and I had to awkwardly correct her I'm on my second year of uni 😭
#ITS SO FUNNY EVERY TIME#people in uni were also confused that i was 18 on my first year I JUST STARTED SCHOOL AS AN EARLY KID </3#this situation is kind of awkward because EVERYONE in this choir is. a LOT older than me 😭😭😭#so ahdhdh well see how it goes 🫡 if anytjing ill just quit or smth if itll be too weird 😭#keri rambles
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Me, trying to live my life:
Random man in a discussion post: George Floyd was a media plant, like Rosa Parks! And all the riots were planned! Facts over feelings! How much longer are we going to let the media control our country?!
Me: ??? Sir, this... this is a philosophy course
#note to self: stay off of TikTok & uni discussion boards before 8am#gotta start my day right#no more crazy theories for early morning me#we come in peace 💀#boop's rambles#absolutely unhinged takes have been thrown at me left right and center and I'm baffled#what is going on with y'all#everybody sound off if you're still sane 😂#I'm beginning to wonder
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catching up completely with the blue lock manga was such a wild experience holy shit
#sophie's idle chatter#LOKI AND RIN AND ISAGI AND BAROU AND HIORI RRAAAAHHHHH#AND KAISER OHHHHHH#also more baby rin and sae.... and sae phantom....#no but charles too....#BUT LOKI IN THE RECENT CHAPS WAS SO !!!!#man.#noel is still so funny to me tho with his deadpan side comments and pettiness with the pros#still waiting for that ego and noel backstory/lore... pls.... i need it....#also the lack of activity has been me focusing on other writing projects and just. having no energy ;w;;#uni will start on tuesday for me and im just dreading the early train rides....#8:30 train on tuesday & friday and 6:30 train on wednesday...#at least my classes all start in the morning so i have the afternoon free....#but also !! its nearly october so that means bllk s2 is steadily approaching which means karasu yukki hiori rin and sae content 🥹
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i can’t believe not even 24 hours ago i was in an exam like that still feels like something i hallucinated
#bc i have accommodations me and all the other academic silly guys go in a little room so it means there’s several different exams happening#and I have EXTRA TIME but the invigilator was like ‘you have reading time right?’ (different things entirely)#and my dumbass as we know can’t refuse a free thing regardless of the context so without hesitation I went ‘yep!’#like I’ll take it if ur offering babe!#which turned out to be such a pain bc in the 15 mins of reading time ur NOT ALLOWED to start the exam u just have to look at it#and my exam was stupidly short bc my lecturer is a lazy gimp so I was just sat there like 🧍🏻♀️#FOR FIFTEEN MINUTES#and the invigilator was really condescending? like defo got told she was in the room with all the neurodivergent and learning disabilities#and took it to HEART like she came over at one point and went to tell me where to write my name??? but obvs I’d already done it???#and I left early and before everyone else and when I put my hand up and said i was finished#she went ‘you’re finished???’ really shocked like#odd. very odd. also I had it’s been so long by the living tombstone stuck in my head the entire exam#THAT was not peak#it’s been so long…. since I last have seen my son lost to this monster… to the man behind the slaughter… 🤪🤪🤪#MY DAUGHTER IF YOU CAN HEAR ME I KNEW YOU WOULD RETURN AS WELL IT’S IN YOUR NATURE TO PROTECT THE INNOCENT IM SORRY THAT ON THAT DAY#THE DAY YOU WERE SHUT OUT AND LEFT TO DIE NO ONE WAS THERE TO LIFT YOU UP INTO THEIR ARMS THE WAY YOU LIFTED OTHERS INTO YOURS#girls will unknowingly memorise the fnaf speech. watch out josh hutcherson#hella goes to uni
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the goddamn toast water post just made me utter "history is fucking real" in the most solemn and serious tone of voice, out loud, to myself, in the goddamn bathtub
#life is ridiculous and I'm its biggest clown#in my defense it's not even 9 am and I woke up at 6 for some reason (the reason prob being that I start work at 6 atm)#so I chose (violence) reading Stray Gods fic in bed for a few hours followed by the need to just vibe in the bathtub#I've only just had my coffee and a slice of cold pizza leftover from yesterday and it's such a uni-days thing to do#I've kinda missed it. tho I wasn't drinking coffee back then (how the fuck did I survive mornings without it??)#anyway. feeling very soft and tender abt my past self today. I miss her even if she was just as much of a mess. in different ways#the kind of mess who would openly flirt with some strange dude she didn't really know over the phone#the kind of mess who moved across the country just for a chance at trying with sb she liked who really never wanted to date her#the kind of mess who's always fallen for her best friends and who'll likely never stop#the kind of mess who feel so damn hard for a woman 15 yrs older than her just bc she was kind and sweet and a mess herself#the kind of mess who moved in with a friend she was solidly in love with for a bit who had her boyfriend over most nights#just.. it's not all about those feelings but they're decidedly a big part of why I've ever done anything#and I will prob always miss the friend who'd lie on the train platform with me just giggling into the night as ppl walked past#her head on my stomach and me just feeling so high it felt like I'd never stop floating (just for a while though)#I guess what I'm trying to get at here is that Mi miss just letting my feelings take me places even at the risk of losing it all#I'm so much more hesitant and guarded now. and sure part of it is being medicated for my bipolar. it's good that I don't call strangers#and almost invited them over. or that I no longer walk barefoot through the city at night by myself (usually)#but I do miss just idk. intimacy I guess. and how easily it used to come to me to just try and be open abt wanting it I guess#oh well. best be getting out of the bathtub. it's not a good place to be with these thoughts. and it's too early for this anyway#a day in the life of..
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I’ve had a few “whoops this thing I stopped doing is actually helping me” moments recently.
I’ve felt wretched and like I was coming down with the flu recently. It felt more than my normal PEM symptoms, and I was really concerned. And then I realise it’s spring, a bunch of stuff is blooming, and it’s been sooooo windy. And I stopped taking antihistamines and my nasonex sometime last year (antihistamines bc we thought it might have been causing some side effects, nasonex bc I hate the sensation of nasal sprays and need motivation to use it). Pesky hayfever. Needless to say I’m feeling much better having restarted my regimen. I felt a bit silly that I could have avoided feeing miserable though.
I went out for an appointment yesterday in my “knock about the house” shoes that are podiatrist loathed (nil ankle support, nil arch support, worn down), rather than my lace up shoes with my orthotics. After that appointment, I thought I’d check out a new store that’s opened at the shops nearby. I ended up doing a LOT of walking at the shops and today my ankles are sooooo painful and my hips been acting up. I guess it’s good to know that my shoes and orthotics are doing good things in terms of symptom prevention (as well as better longer-term outcomes) but damn do I feel ouchie.
I’m framing it as “yay negative data also tells us important things” because I gotta remember it’s not my fault when these things happen but it is good to try learn from them. And frankly, when there’s so many things going on with your health and condition management as a disabled person, it’s okay when things fall through the cracks. It’s gonna happen. Especially when there’s lots of non-disability stuff going on too. It’s okay.
#the ups and downs of chronic illness#disability#chronic illness#okay it’s been hectic recently#I had to travel for a funeral recently#and travel always fucks me up a bit#a close family pet also passed away 4 days after the human family member#that makes 4 deaths in my family in the last 12 months and it’s been a bit rough#get back home after the interstate funeral#next day is my ridiculously early class and then a long day#Friday also long with physio appt thrown in#weekend I catch up on life chores and attempt to rest#Monday I start an intensive course for uni#it’s 5hr day 5days per week and while it is an amazing class and I am having so much fun#and the teacher has been great about accomodations#I am also exhausted#I’m also making travel prep for in a few months#and this weekend especially after my shoe oopsie yesterday#I’m just feeling like death#first time in a while that I’ve needed to spend a significant chunk of time in bed#I’ve also had 2 migraines this week which is it’s own kind of warning system#but I think I’ll make it through#as I said I’m having so much fun with this class#which is learning how to do linguistic fieldwork#in a really hands on class where we work with a speaker of an underdescribed/underdocumented language#it’s so so fun and our speaker is fantastic#he’s picking up on linguistic stuff and it’s really cool how much we understand after only 5 days#and I’m getting to use some non-English lingua franca skills as well#first time I’ve used them in a non languge learning environment#unforchies I’m not gonna mention the languge we’re working on or the lingua Franca I mean bc that would lowkey doxx me
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idk why but i have really strong nostalgic connections with the way i watched tv shows for the first time
#personal crap#i feel like I've mentioned this but it makes me weirdly happy#whenever i watch robot wars i get this association of watching it after school on a friday with garlic pizza bread perched on my lap#with doctor who it's racing into the living room in the evening frantically setting up the tv before it starts#a lot of comedies i grew up with like simpsons or red dwarf i associate with having on in the back room or a little bedroom tv#for sp and su it's mostly watching em at night in my uni dorm (sometimes I'd binge em late into the night or stay up to watch new ones)#i haven't rewatched toh really but i feel like with that it'd be waking up early the morning after a new episode and watching it on my phone
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#i woke up early today#and i feel like that tiny flower all alone next to that tree#uni starts in a little over a month for me and#im not ready ugh#it’s so crazy to me how i’ll be in second year already…it’s sort of comforting#like i made it to this point which clearly shows time will pass but it also means im getting older and growing up and i do not like that!!!!#anyways.#my walk this morning was really lovely as always. the sun was out !! >< very happy abt that since it’s been cloudy for a longggg time#and i just had a yummy breakfast :P and now im watching my best friends wedding <3#i got a new diary yesterday so im gonna start that a little later and HOPEFULLY (praying so hard) my bnd album comes in the mail today#the end of summer is always so bittersweet#♡ dear diary…
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:D how's life
holy shit life is so life-y rn. so much of it. so little time. not necessarily bad i am just ridiculously busy atm, going on a trip in literally 12 days holy shit thats so close so i have to do a couple uni assignments two weeks early, which is fun, plus im helping produce a show this year for the uni's ancient theatre club so thats like an extra 5 hours a week of rehearsals and meetings on top of classes and the two early assignments, BUT I GET TO SEE MY PARTNER IN 16 DAYS SO ITS ALL WORTH IT
and ive become slightly obsessed with techno/missa/phil so. yknow thats fun i will be single-handedly canonising and populating the missa/technoblade tag on ao3 i feel
#wisdom be uponeth ye#novaliae#oh yeah and the orchestra concert next week that im probably gonna drop out of#its only two days before i leave i dont have that kinda time at the moment#im having fun though#genuinely#the ancient theatre society has been a staple of my uni experience since i started#its so awesome that i get to give back to the club this year and the people are all so fucking awesome all the time#im so grateful that one of my lecturers is letting me sit the test two fucking weeks early#even if it does mean i have to study twice as hard to cover all the material ill be missing#and im only gonna have about a week to make a physical mask for my scenography course but im a cosplayer i got this shit
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if i had the ability to scream id wanna scream in happiness rn
#lmao anyway i got a part time job now!! im excited!!!#ill probably be less excited once uni starts again but thats not important lol#i applied monday night. got a call yesterday morning/early afternoon asking if i was available for an interview. interview today#emailed a few hours later w a job offer. COMPANY WEBSITE PROFILE SAYS HIRED#anyway ig the hack is to NOT do practice interviews and to be honest but also stretch the truth and bs some questions for what seems right#also my interviewer really liked hearing about my high school's freshman program (older students being like their high school guide)#future (aka tomorrow) amber will have to deal with cancelling the interview i scheduled for a different application and withdrawing my other#applications bc i dont want to be offered anything else atm lol#(excited this is part time since im doing full enrollment w 17 units at uni + an internship i need to put 6-8 hours per week in starting#in august but i wanted a job that i could do long term (or semi long term) bc a consistent income would be nice)#anyway pray for me ill be working retail for the first time ever but im actually excited bc i dont mind the idea of retail work#amber's shit you can ignore
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i hauve covid
#:)#starting uni mingling with a bunch of people at peak early autumn disease season makes this a completely unsurprising development lmao#anyway give it up for infection number nine or ten or whatever one i'm on!!! the coronavirus Loves to be inside me at all times#timing sucks because this means i am dying during both umineko and omelette route week but it is what it is#don't think this is that severe a case so i think i'll probably just feel rough over the weekend and then get over it#just very annoyed that i'm losing out on the Most Important symbolic stretch of days for my project (constantly vexed by misfortune)
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I'm currently beefing with my entire lab group, can't wait to rant at them tomorrow
#i maybe don't have many friends but those few people are quite amazing#they do not get to fucking come an hohr too early to uni just to listen what people are saying in private#and then turn it incredibly out of context to sound horrible and start talking shit#i am an incredibly quiet person in lab because i'm not friends with them and have 0 topics to talk about#and they have never seen me angry#i'll just be waiting for a chance tomorrow
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I watched The Lord of the Rings with my friends today and I’m really enjoying it. We only watched the first two since we didn’t have enough time to watch the last one since it was four hours LMAO. I’m really enjoying the characters and the worldbuilding, if anyone has read the books do you recommend?
#bookblr#booklr#bookish#the lord of the rings#gatherbeingbookish#I probably won’t be reading it anytime soon#since my book scheldule for the next few books is kind of set#so I’ll probably read it around late 2023 maybe early 2024#<- she says lol#but if anyone’s read the books I’d love to hear your thoughts#I know they are quite lengthy so it will definitely take me a hot minute to read them#but film wise my friends and I are planning on finishing the film next week some time#and maybe starting the hobbit#but had we carried on watching we would’ve finished at like 11pm 😭😭#trying to soak up all the time we have left before they go off to uni hehe#gatherrambles
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