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soulmvtes · 4 months ago

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feeling a bit overwhelmed lately

#like uni is so busy atm w deadlines n then just in general life #i feel like i have no time to myself which makes it so hard for me to function and im so tired #i know it'll be fine like i just need to get things done but theres just alot #had a diss meeting that went well n clarified some things so thats good #diary #tiyas thoughts

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aleblr · 8 months ago

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13.07.2024

So lately life has not been very kind to me and I kinda neglected my studies, I hit a study block and now it has been very difficult to get started. Hence, I'm starting a productivity challenge. Nothing too unrealistic (like the 100 days challenge, idk how y'all do it really) but enough time to get over this block. The only way out is through.

day 1/30 of productivity

Studies

Went to the library and organized my studies step by step, in order not to feel overwhelmed with how many things I still have to do.

Right now I'm focusing on animal nutrition and anatomy

Wrote maaany anatomy flashcards

Enjoy some random cute photos I took recently🍓

#30 days of productivity #30 days productivity challenge #university #my post #studyblr #studying #study space #study motivation #study hard #study session #study blog #studyspo #100 days of productivity #trying to be productive #uni life #get motivated

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toruq · 2 years ago

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#sso #star stable online #ssoblr #sso linda #linda chanda #linda's purple glasses #sso anne #anne von blyssen #my art #well i must be honest in that i've been spending a lot of time wishing that i would wake up in the hospital #with no responsibilities besides eat sleep and go potty #like #life is so simple in there #and i feel the same kind of tired that i do when im hooked up to morphine in an iv #but real life exists and i have to worry about relationships uni family work living in new country soon #and on top of it all #just more traumatic stuff #that #has recently been hard to process #and i have to process it for anything to get better #and for this stuff to stop happening #at least stop happening from the handful of people who cause it #but for the rest of the world #it is still fucked #its just been feeling like quite the isolating time as of late #i have me my lindas in life #but fuck i need a concorde right now.#concorde is technically self... though #i need my conscience on my side

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youngpettyqueen · 2 months ago

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sometimes you need to have life-altering realizations, cry about them, and then move on be fine and figure something else out

#my job is not sustainable with my health #which is. incredibly fucking devastating if im being real!#ive already given up every other dream I ever had because they were unattainable due to disability #and then I found this job that I love so so so much and could picture doing for the rest of my life #only to have more disability stuff pop up and nope! this isnt gonna work as a career either #and that is. devastating #in a word #but.#im gonna figure it out #im thinking of going back to uni maybe #I dont know #im thinking of either doing a hard pivot into sciences and going into wildlife biology to work with bears #or maybe going to a different college for journalism #im not planning on leaving my job anytime soon #but I need to plan for the future #I could also maybe stay working in schools and be a clerk #we'll see #lots to figure out #cried a lot about it #trying to focus on the future now and not get bogged down in my feelings

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faaun · 1 year ago

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idk how to live so im going to talk to myself out loud until i do

#listen. take a deep breath. i know your bpm is high but you need to think with me for a second.#remember that you are paper thin. all your facets are sheets of paper and what you gave her is just another one.#make a new one. you dont need it. you dont need her to see you. i know you think you need her but you will be okay. i know its hard.#you wish you could have shown her how you loved her. listen to yourself. you are made of paper.#she might be concrete or maybe wood or maybe gold. you need to start laying your roots elsewhere. shut that thought down #and blink and listen. the parts you keep thinking of arent lost. they still happened and they are yours to keep.#there is beauty in this loss. tell me about the beauty in this loss. its okay to think about it. you got to see it all and nothing more #and this is great because it would have been bad. you know it would be violent in a way you dont need. you know this to be true.#you are going to look at that empty space in her shape and youre going to fill it with everything that happened when you knew her.#the memories with her but then also the the way your friends talked you through it. the game with the clovers.#your first allergic reaction you almost died and you couldnt stop laughing and you were held so close to their hearts.#learning the names for all the floursecent gene tracking dyes that everyone else knows already. about the exam - listen again.#i know you think if you fail your life is over but you need to try your best. youre not going to get a good grade in a uni test for the fir #youre going to make up for it. youre going to make sure you make up for it. do you understand? i love you. you have to do this.#right now you need to sit up. breathe. i know your heart hurts. go to the living room. grab something to eat. i dont care if you feel full.#youre going to clean your mattress heater. youre going to study a bit longer and then youre going to sleep. youre going to tell your mother #im sorry and i might genuinely fail a test. shes going to tell you its okay. if you do badly in this course you can just become a neurosurg #just agree. dont argue right now. its okay. youre okay. you are paper thin. i know any puncture hurts.#breathe. think of your friends. think of their hands in yours. it isnt eternal.youve lived through worse. the empty sky is still beautiful.#the lack of her is still beautiful

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tullycicero · 7 months ago

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the funniest part of being in dark academia spaces etc online is that you do really begin to see how like fake all of it is when people are posting and reblogging pictures of your own university (and romanticising your own degree) and they've all just been... desaturated to high heaven like no the shortcut to your lectures doesn't look like that - nothing weirder than seeing people look up to what is essentially half of your life as an aesthetic pinnacle and meanwhile there you are doing studying the classics in an old british university and that is not the vibe

idk it just makes me laugh, seeing photos that can literally include the outside of my own student bedroom being romanticised when i can see very clearly that the sepia filter is blasted to 100 and there aren't tourists everywhere

#like this isn't to sound braggy #like oh i live the real dark academia life #im so lucky to have my degree and my uni #its more a remark on just how fake aesthetic spaces are #and the people who curate them are so aware of that #but those who consume it aren't necessarily as aware #and that it creates this lie that lifts up certain subjects and institutions #without a recognition of how different experiences of that subject or place can be #but the lack of recognition of seasonal change is also very amusing #but it is both funny and sad the obvious manipulation of reality #that said #the reason i am in dark academia spaces is because it motivates me when i feel tired of my degree #to remember my own passion for it #and how lucky i am #and how hard i worked to get here #and that this is my dream #and the desensitisation to the wonder of these places and lifestyles #is a real problem #and we should all live with a little but more sparkle #classics #classics student #classicsblr #latin student #oxbridge #dark academia #seeing people aspire to what you have #as someone who also aspired to it #is inspiring #KEEP GOING #you can make it

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stuckwith-harry · 1 year ago

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i fear i am experiencing university fomo and nostalgia whilst literally still in university

#the aesthetics of student life go hard your honour #i'm actually having an alright day. i am sipping a coffee at the uni's most aesthetically pleasing library. and i wrote a lot for my thesis #it's just #intensely fucking frustrating that i know i will have insurmountable degrees of uni FOMO the second i graduate even though right this secon #i resent all the time i have to sink into my b.a. thesis. and i can think of 20 things i'd rather be doing!#and yet i know i will be absurdly nosalgic for it AND YET i am not even enjoying myself RIGHT NOW!#but also i feel i did not really get to live the Full Uni Experience thanks to all the fucking covid and all the FUCKING adhd #thank fuck i am probably gonna do at least one or two other degrees lmao.#BUT FIRST we are gonna get that diagnosis my guys!!!!!!!!

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onigiriwithambitions · 1 year ago

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A little less 🎌 aesthetic 🎌 today but it's going (watch my inflated ego be steadily reduced to shreds by quite elementary maths revision). I do hate these days where despite the sense of looming deadline crisis I fail to achieve anything meaningful until mid afternoon, but there's no point looking back in regret when I have all the hours between now and midnight still to play for.

#studyblr #uni life #study hard #student life #studyspo #maths #Thank god I get to go to Saizeriya for late lunch now

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pidgefudge · 2 days ago

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what if i just. stop doing things

#i know im just having a random depressive episode or whatever but shut up im going to indulge it #i kinda just want to give up #group project is stressful because of scheduling and the place we're covering is only open til 5:30 so its hard to go after school #and we need to talk to and interview people but they arent reliably there and we've been trying to communicate but dont always get response #also one of the employees there kinda seemed like she was mad at us......#and that's just this one stupid project im also taking the sat on wednesday and 2 tests the day after and various other assignments due #and i won't even be able to properly rest over spring break because a) we need to work on our project b) last quarter means ap tests + exam #and after this year ends i have like a month before college apps open up and then that's going to be a huge weight on me forever #bc i keep going back and forth between accepting that ill end up going to nearby uni while continuing to live at home #and dreaming of going out of state and getting a taste of freedom and coming out of the closet (not happening im not allowed to leave texas #and all these stressors piling up just makes me numb and apathetic. i dont fucking care about things anymore im just going with thr flow #whatever happens happens im not going to go the extra mile im not going to join all the clubs im not going to have the best grades #im not going to win all the awards or receive all the scholarships or have the most detailed resume #which is the antithesis to literally every other asian kid around here #all my friends are doing stuff and getting recognition and im just over here like. barely getting through as it is #im not built for the high schooler life #pigeon coos #delete later #im just being dramatic and whatever

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immortalsins · 3 months ago

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why is it impossible to do any work despite the certainty that everything will go to shit if i don't

#i don't even have to write a report today i just need to have a bullet-point draft to show my supervisor tomorrow #but it's 4pm and i've done so little #there's nothing that will make this easier i just have to do it #it's not even that hard #and i'm showing it to him to get tips & help anyway #doesn't have to be perfect #but oughhh #this is impossible #once again considering taking a gap year because i don't think i'll be able to get through this #but i also need to leave as soon as i can #(this uni and city)#then what do i do?#who knows #can't be dealing with a phd #and you need a phd in this field to be anything #(according to the most stressful careers event of my life)#can't do a phd since i simply do not care #and i'm realising that i did this degree to make up for everything that was missing from my life #i.e. the only thing going for me was academic success #and now i've glimpsed a world where that doesn't matter #i suddenly lose all enthusiasm and discipline that was left #done this for the wrong reasons #but still have to survive it #anyway !! report time #can't believe i've got to write about signal processing and machine learning when i've done everything in my power to avoid #signal processing and machine learning #'control and/or materials project pls' then its actually signal processing and machine learning #end me

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ishq-itar · 10 months ago

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#the more i stay around people the more i want to become like them out of spite #because i was so surprised these people are at least 24-26 years age some even did a minor bachelor's before coming here #some have completed post grad and then joined #like aren't you all too fucking old to act that immature #i grew so resentful of everyone how they keep on doing the worst low man shit and then victimize themselves #hypocrites full of shit they don't want to hear the truth #i know no one has the audacity to take a fight with me on here because they know im the youngest here #not because im the youngest but because im better #the girls frown upon me because i don't hear their low mindset humorless jokes and pointo out where they fall short #oh [my irl name] youre so stiff hamesha kami kyun nikalti rahti ho hamesha baat kaatne ki aadat hai learn to take a joke #mazaak hi to kar rahe hain kya yaar #ive cried so many times because i feel suffocated here and out of hate i want to act immature selfish hypocrite too so i do #i become self centered and look into my needs #but everyday bcg shows me how one stays firm in mindset even amidst surrounding of shit people #he points out to me all the time when i start acting like them he says why aren't you trying to rise above #i say ham bhi karte hai na unn chutiyon jaisa behave kyunki unhe unhi ki language mei samajh aata hai #achha ban kar honest banne se kuch nahi milta yaha #but he knows his stuff #he never does these things #however much i let evil thoughts take upon i get astounded everyday how he's practicing his rightful his honesty even tho no one's looking #it makes me want to cry #i hope he gets so ahead in life i hope he stands at the podium one day on a stage and deliver speeches where people actually can see him #like he sees the orator that come to attend our unis gatherings and says everytime kuch to baat hoti hai inn logon mei #i hope he achieves whatever he wants i hope he gets ahead of everyone all this fucking corruption #its not that he's done anything that im applauding he tries his best #and maybe teachers see that too all in class they're only looking at him and teaching they know #do you know how fucking hard it is not get corrupted in this uni and become one of those assholes that have done things unimaginable #im inspired everyday ill try my best to be like him #i do not just want to praise him i want to become someone he doesn't have to say fir tum bhi vahi karogi to kya farq reh jaayega #kuch bada nahi hota logon ki roz roz ki choti choti aadaton se pata chal jaata hai vo kaise hain

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privateerstudies · 2 months ago

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#Can we skip to the good part but it's not necessarily good I'm just done with uni working a meaningless 9-5 in canada making enough money #To save for retirement and pretend that I've never thought to do anything else with my life or wanted more #The good part where the hard part is over and all I have to do is survive and keep surviving and just pretend #Instead of feeling like I should feel something when I dont and feeling too much when I shouldn't #The good part where I get to run away and it's never too hard to come home and my parents problems aren't my problems #The good part where I get to have friends and a dog and a job that pays me money for work I might not hate but don't have to love.#Yeah idk.

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liuisi · 4 months ago

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i think there is just something fundamentally wrong with my brain that makes it and school not mix

#julia.txt #like i am TRYING. i am trying really hard all the time #and its not that i dont understand or im not good at memorization bscause i AM #it just. i dont know? it doesnt work #i love what im learning i love Being At Uni #i just ???? ????????? ???????????#ever since my last year of high school ive been saying THIS is the semester where i do well and it just. Never Is #i am so tired guys. im so tired. im so tired im so tired #i am so tired of spending hours memorizing having 0 social life because i just cant afford to #because it just takes me That Much Time to get through the material #and then i get to the exam and it just Doesnt Work #i am Trying to not be pessemistic about it but its REALLY HARD when it just Never Works #honestly this is The Area where my faith falters because i have been praying so hard forever and . well. nothing changes #i dont know what im doing wrong !!! i dont !!!!#anyways. enough complaining out of me im going to go work on my lab report. i guess.#sorry i have been A Downer these past few days lol

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calkale · 1 year ago

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guys ngl. i am at my limit

#i hate feeling like im stupid because i cant do online class for the third year in a row #and im not even in college or uni so it doesnt feel like im actually getting anywhere or doing something that matters #its just the same fucking thing every day and it has been for years #and there arent even little things that make it okay there is quite literally nothing good in my life rn and there hasnt been for months #i cant even go to school in the fall no matter if i get in or not and because of that im so unmotivated and tired #im trying really hard to stay positive but its hard when you have no one in your life #love my online friends obvi but its not what i need rn i need people i get along with and can be myself around in person #but im trapped here #and theres nothing i can do about it #and sorry for the personal rant but i feel like shit

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toothfairyjournal · 1 year ago

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21.02.2024

OCE exam day

It was the longest yet hardest exam I ever passed during this year :") I'm not gonna cry about, I didn't cry about it, not at all ;_;

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cowboylikeyouu · 5 months ago

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i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni i don’t wanna go back to uni

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