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leninisms · 11 months

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my boss just tried to tell me that the gaza strip and the west bank belonged to israel until palestine invaded… and that israel “gave up” that land to “end the war”

#sorry to any bitch pack members who see this post after we’ve already discussed it #unfortunately i cannot move on #shut up carley

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xxplastic-cubexx · 18 days

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oh noooo or whatever

bonus aka The Real Motive Behind This:

SURPRISE double bonus. textless ver of the first pic under the cut

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #professor x #magneto #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #erik magnus lehnsherr #max eisenhardt #snap sketches #guys i drew cherik after walking to the comic shop to see official cherik omg .....#context if needed: in like. issue 17-18 of the og run magneto hijacks the x mansion and sets up The Mental Wave Distorter trap #and unfortunately the second i saw it i knew what i had to do because I Cannot Be Salvaged #tbh this was suppoesd to be moooorrreee 2011 Yaoi Doujin Core but clakjkl i like it like this way i fear #i was gonna put dialogue bubbles for the first pic but like that a lot. even tho i did post a textless ver Bro My Head Hurts #this was also supposed to be quick and thats why its in a limbo of Effort Was Made and I Held Back #because after the sketch i realized i wanted to lock in. sort of 💀 still like it tho !!!!!!#more importantly dont take me to comic shops all ima do is think of ship art to make later !!!!!#on that note tho i did have a silly giggle to myself when i saw the resurrection of magneto #like it was the silliest reaction i felt like a dog jlvkjavlka #i also found another magneto-centered run im excited bout ...... both sets were missing One book so im gonna scream but moving on #uhhhh ok im done here. my heads been hurting all day i hope its nothing serious #whats funny is that i actually planned to draw movie cherik today but alas. plans were changed #theres always tomorrow !!!!!!!!! i love you tomorrow .....#bye bye im going to bed

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yayforocs · 6 months

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I Am Normal About The Last Couple Chapters

#redstone and skulk #rns #tanguish #helsknight #i forgot to chainmail the chainmail in the last pic but oh well sdkg #martyn is also. supposed to be taller. but i cannot just Select And Move on an actual piece of paper unfortunately

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pebblethief · 25 days

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these are the minis I painted for Seb ^^

we have:

Aster: Tiefling creation bard, raised by cloud giants!

Lucyian: Shadar-kai swordsbard and Champion of The Raven Queen

Cassie: Half-elf stars druid, Agent of The Emerald Enclave, and her canary Buttergold

#dnd art #mini painting #im v proud of these ^^#also Asters clouds on her skin move slowly but unfortunately i cannot paint animation #but its v cool and you should imagine it

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perilegs · 5 days

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packed lunch is such a lame term it has nothing on eväs. if i say eväsleipä everyone knows what i mean but how do i even translate that. "packed lunch sandwich" ? pathetic. anyways i helped my bestie move yesterday and we always reminisce about the packed lunches they gave us on school trips which was always a sandwich, half a banana, and a juicebox, so i packed exactly that for us before i left to her apartment and i was so giddy the whole way there bc i know this thing that took no time or effort to pull together would make her so happy and it did and now i'm eating the exact same kind of sandwich we did yesterday and i am filled with love for my friends. i think i had a point here somewhere but i like how food can be made better with memories of good company

#i would say ask me to help u move bc carrying boxes is such a fun exercise but unfortunately i am weak and cannot be trusted to carry any #heavy furniture so. yknow.#i do however now have experience of carrying bugs in their enclosures #using bugs not as in insects bc 2 of the enclosures had isopods #idk maybe its the working out a bit and feeling useful but im feeling so good today #leevi talks #also mildly related to the sandwich i miss cooking for my friends #i would do it more but i dont have both the chance and energy for that too often

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tarantula-hawk-wasp · 3 months

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God I don’t want to move back in with my parents

#being home for a few days in summer is bad enough #the only place I’ve ever been so blindly angry that I’ve punched walls is my parents house and it happens almost every time I come back #I cannot control my emotions here #unfortunately the only job that’s gotten back to me would involve moving back home #and is the money worth my sanity

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thats-a-lot-of-cortisol · 4 months

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My tablet's almost out of battery so I can't keep working on my Solace sketch page so here's the only drawing that's cooperated with me so far ft. a pinterest t-shirt

#solace has two vibes: gay protagonist in a gothic tragedy w/ catholic themes and Straight* Christian Girl At Summer Camp #unfortunately #i didnt intend for that to be the vibe of this one but that's what it's giving for me. maybe it's the dysphoria talking lol #also! saying this drawing cooperated isnt quite true #everything BUT the arms cooperated so i just decided they werent important #solace riadyr #bg3 #bg3 art #bg3 tav #bg3 cleric #elf cleric #bg3 tempest cleric #bg3 elf #my post #jay rambles #oc art #i DO like the lineart & how i colored their hair though #i should make a proper reference so im not relying on screenshots to get their vitiligo down properly #also for artfight #my art #digital art #sketch #digital artist #dnd artist #dnd art #oc artist #maybe their vibe for this one is actually more Softball Gay now that I think about it.#it's fitting they're strong as hell and Cannot Stop Moving Or They'll Die #i think the messy bun is throwing me off but it's the fastest way for them to actually get their hair out of their face

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widevibratobitch · 8 months

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in terror, four lieutenants; in t3m, four musketeers. Conclusion?

conclusion - same as always: destiny.

but wait oh christ okay. they even kinda fit...

you've got the og trio of

Wet Pathetic Loser

Deeply Religious Guy

Fancy Lad

which ig would make dundy... d'artagnan?? no. no oh god ok. listen. d'artagnan is jopson im afraid:

1. has a deeply homoerotic father/son relationship with a suicidal alcoholic

2. is actually kinda obsessed with him tbh

3. doesn't really start out as One Of Them, has to wait quite some time to get promoted

4. big part of the fandom actually ships him with little aka our athos

it makes sense you gotta believe me it does it does

#it absolutely doesn't #idk who dundy could be tbh...#ig if you squinted reeeeeally hard you could make him into a quasi mordaunt #since little is our athos equivalent #(that should honestly be crozier but for the sake of making our three musketeers/three lieutenants parallel lets go with little)#and the way little and dundy end up... look dundy is the only surviving officer of erebus.#gore and fitzjames die because life sucks but fairholme's death is arguably crozier's fault #and since in this strange parallel world athos is apparently split into crozier and little...#and since a very popular fandom headcanon is that little is the one to ultimately kill dundy....#i have no idea where im going with this and with all my love to irving #imagining him as an aramis equivalent made me throw up in my mouth a little.#i guess aramis would have to be an insane combination of irving and hickey?? so ig he should kill uhh himself? shit omg wait #he does have a SA in the books.....#oh yeah it's all coming together #(<-lies. this makes no fucking sense)#pizza you've sent my mind into a spiral of eternal damnation im grasping at straws to make some ✨parallels✨#unfortunately im like a vampire in this case.#if you throw at me a bunch of potential parallels i cannot move a muscle until ive found counted and picked them all up #i hate it here #im not even tagging it this post is fucking shameful pathetic and desperate #and yeah hodgson is porthos im afraid deal with that #ask

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mihrsuri · 5 months

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I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like I’m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know it’s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but I’m trying) and it’s just…I don’t know. I don’t even know.

#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would #genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse)#i think I’m legitimately just…having a trauma reaction on top #of a jewish trauma spike #and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm #does not look great #i feel like i don’t actually verbally have the words #(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful)#(hashem i don’t know would you even embrace me would you…)#(it’s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isn’t it)#(it’s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression)#(except that I feel like I’m so so tainted and not in my body or if I’m in my body I’m in my body somewhere else #abuse cw #i didn’t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered #this will disappear probably #UGH #(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to)#(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in)#(i know i need to be like ‘unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need)#(just a bit of grace apologies)#(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that)#(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway)#a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel and…I’m nothing #(everyone else is something I’m not I don’t deserve grace lbr)#it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead #and it’s like I can fake it so well #(i don’t know I may be like sending words to people)#to run through the steps of not being alone #i’m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people #to get reassurance i don’t deserve that its a good person it isn’t it isn’t a person

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romaritimeharbor · 4 months

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continuing to work on moral injury ch. 3 and i am cooking with these metaphors you guys

#✧— aphe's musings.#SPOILERS IN TAGS BECAUSE I CANNOT STFU LITERALLY EVER!!!!#one of dottore's segments calls reader “mouse”.......#and reader is like wow that is fucking awful. but accurate. unfortunately #they are a caged mouse surrounded by crows watching their every move.......

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pfhwrittes · 7 months

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i put my usual pinned post back at the top of the blog for easier navigation purposes. all my projects are still on hiatus because my brain is still being a dick but i'll be noodling about with some of them in the background.

#pfh personal #i will be typing very slowly over the next few days because i lost another fight with my stairs and my right arm is very sore #unfortunately for me cats do not understand that i cannot provide cuddles with a sore arm #dolly and mango in particular are heartbroken #also i'll be down to a 3 cat household after the weekend because miss trixie is moving in with my soon to be ex-housemate at her boyfriend'

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ynhart · 8 months

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Just finished reading Brideshead Revisited..... it was beautiful....

#the last chapters truly moved me....#I definitely recommend it to my fellow catholics it's a beautiful story... God's grace and mercy always moves...#my confessor recommended it to me hehe i'm so grateful #I absolutely recommend it to non believers as well but I've read some reviews from them and unfortunately they just don't the the point..#but i guess its expected #anyways #it breaks your heart into pieces #i have feelings i cannot describe rn #don't get me wrong when I say beautiful.... i don't mean it in a sunshinr and rainbows way

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aevsfires · 2 months

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My arteries cry out as I slowly consume an entire jar of peanut butter while curled up on my bed crocheting things I will never sell, bemoaning my lack of motivation to do anything productive.

#peanut butter #crochet #crocheting #depression #depression humor #dark humor #side note #i hate my job #but unfortunately #I cannot quit if I ever want to move out of my parents attic #so yeah

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jackalhadrurusluvr · 14 days

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how do i get my body to understand that id really love to actually be in it

#i want to write. i want to draw. unfortunately it is really hard for me to move my limbs #and even when i succeed i feel really dizzy and disoriented #is this connected to the ongoing vertigo or was i just really too stressed today and im having a hashtag moment #never make me get a job i literally cannot get myself to do things i like to do when i want to do them #(im gonna have to get a job)

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sunnibits · 1 month

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need to play baldurs gate soooo bad rn but I have to “prepare for college” and “sleep” 🙄

#tbf I do have complete autonomy to get out my laptop rn and play some baldie gatie but like. i do want to sleep lmao #the only reason I’m still awake is bc I forgot take my damn melatonin #anyways. the urge to viddy game is so persistent but unfortunately I WILL be in Anxious 24/7 Mode until I move in to college #Cannot do Anything fun. or else the Guilt will get me.#aughhh I have so many ideas for new runs thoooo I wanna play it so baaaddd #bg3

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zipquips · 1 month

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do you have a favourite holmes novel?

hi anna!!! since i ended up telling you about two of my favorite stories in a post already, i am going to tell you what my favorite sherlock & co stories have been so far :)

the golden pince-nez is still one of my favorites for the iconic "give the heavenly father my best quote" and just the atmosphere overall. like the music in the church scenes and the echoes and the way everything just felt so vivid even though it's a podcast was just, wow. the mystery itself was great too!!!

i've not read this one yet so idk how accurate it was, but i was captivated the whole time!

i also really liked silver blaze as well!!! the inclusion of the radio commentary on the horse race and the mystery itself was so so so so so so cool and i really enjoyed the sherlock and john dynamic throughout the whole episode. i loved john telling sherlock and john bickering about looking at the body before the police got there was <3 and i love that john got to have his medical moment while looking over the body!!!!

i read this one ten years ago when i first got into sherlock holmes so i don't remember much but the mystery was so so so so so good!!!

#realizing i got into sherlock 10 years ago makes me feel absolutely insane #i cannot believe 2013/2014 was that long ago that feels fake #i don't recall a lot of the story but i do very much remember reading it in my algebra class #this was when i was in the 8th grade and i took to carrying my dad's sherlock anthology around with me to all my classes #in case i got the chance to read #<- that anthology is the one i packed and moved with! it's still in the box unfortunately as i've not gotten bookshelves or anything yet #also i hope it's okay to turj your ask into an opportunity to talk about sherlock & co #i know you're not caught up and idk where you are exactly but hopefully none of these are spoilers and i am very sorry if they are ;-;#uygfiug <3 #zip quips

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